Date: Sat, 5 Aug 2017 21:41:57 -0500 From: Bruce Turner Subject: Lynn XX I would like to remind my readers that Nifty needs your support. IF your go to the home page you can find out how to do that. Second, if your are not of the age of consent please move on and read something else, there are million of books that might spark your imagination even if they are not sexual. You may have to wait for a while. I hope my readers continue to enjoy my stories. I love hearing from you and if appropriate may attempt to connect you with a person that is looking for someone close to talk with, there are many of you that seem interested in dog sex. I wish I could help you all find the dog of your dreams but I am looking for my own right now, sorry. If you are wondering I am not sure if this is the last chapter or not. Lynn XX I joined Stan, Greg and a couple others for brunch shortly after Lynn and Hank grabbed a taxi to go to the airport. I wasn't feeling too sad, I suppose I was looking forward to practice which generally helps my mood. Harry and Joey had joined us, it was good to have an opportunity to talk with my college friend and team mate without Lynn at my side. I was glad that no one brought up the fact that Lynn wasn't with me, Stan and Greg knew he was going to be out of town but they were the only ones. I had thought about calling Gabe to see if he wanted to come to the pool house and watch the practice but I knew if I did that I would be taking him home that evening and not allowing him to go back to the boarding house until I knew Lynn was in the air on his way home. I had determined to try sleeping on my own the first night and if I managed to sleep well others as well. If I wasn't able to sleep I might have Sarge and Josh join me or head downstairs to join Manny. Having Gabe join me was okay with Lynn but I thought more of him as a sex partner than as someone that I could share my feelings or needs with, after all he is only sixteen. Telling him that I was missing Lynn would hurt his feelings and might make him feel used. I didn't want to have him reacting that way especially since I really like him. Still, having that dick in me would make up for a lot for both of us. I remembered and dreaded our promise to Hank and Manny about no sex without a condom for three weeks; when I told Joey that, he handed me half a dozen "female" condoms which he explained I could insert and not hassle whoever was topping me about whether or not they were wrapped. I hid the condoms in my diving bag hoping no one had seen them, there was no one at the table that I wanted to fuck me, I hoped they would work for both Rafe and Gabe. The coach had seen something in Greg and my inward somersaults in the pike position that he didn't like so we spent most of the practice on the 7.5 meter board doing Inward somersaults. While we were doing that he didn't say much other than to correct where our feet started the take off and where my right arm wrapped over my legs. Half an hour before we were to be done he sent us to the ten meter board and watched us doing three, three ½ and 4 inward somersaults. Gregg always lost track of himself on the 4 and I had problems with my entry on the 4 but I was getting better and thought it might be possible for me to try a 4 inward somersault dive at the Games but I had a lot of work to do to make it look perfect. What really are creating problems are the twists once I get past two. I only have another month but I am working at getting a five and ½ backward somersault perfected. The best I have done so far is a consistent 5 with a single twist. I will make it, In fact I will be practicing every evening while Lynn is out of town, if I think I am making progress I may continue once he returns. I was climbing the tower to the ten meter platform when Gabe unexpectedly showed up. I smiled to myself, I wonder what had brought him to the pool house. I hadn't been planning on adding a handstand dive in any of my groups but I wanted to show off, I guess, for Gabe ( I think all divers can be called show offs).. Being on your hands thirty two feet over the water can be disorienting but I had gotten over that years before and can do them either forward or backward. I seldom did the handstand dives unless I knew my competitors would be doing them. While you can give yourself more turning distance when on your feet, off your hands you might get a foot if you push really hard. It was going to be my last dive of the day so I pushed off and did a triple inward somersault in the pike position with no twists. Once you have been going off the platform long enough it isn't that difficult of a dive unless you start adding twists but it does look difficult. "Dean, I want you to add that dive to your second round of dives. If you can add 2 twists it should be a high scoring dive." That was the first time the coach had told me he wanted a specific dive, I wondered if none of my dives had been good enough for him to think I should do them in competition. It deflated whatever ego I had from the request. But seeing Gabe walking my way I felt a smile growing. "Dean, can I go to dinner with you?" "Gabe, sure. Come with me." I went into the locker room trying to avoid everyone, I knew that Stan and Greg would be stalking me, as soon as the coach let them stop practicing. "Lynn told those guys that started the fun here last Sunday that they could eat my ass, tonight. If I can get dressed quick we can go to dinner alone right no if you are that hungry." "They can eat out your ass but I can't?" He really looked hurt, I doubt I will ever understand why so m any guys seem anxious to eat my ass. "Lynn said you can. If you grab my bag I'll let you know what else he said we can do together." I was pulling a T-shirt over my head as we exited the locker room and saw Stan coming our way. I pulled Gabe close and waved to him but didn't slow down as we made our way to the front door. I shouldn't have been mean, I was going to ask to go to his other pool club the next night and avoiding him after practice wasn't the way to get on his good side. "When you get your tongue working on my ass I'm going to time you. You are going to have to eat my ass for at least twenty to thirty minutes." I thought my smile would have let him know I was kidding but, no. "Promise." The grin on his face must have made everyone we passed on the street wonder what he was up to. He lead me to a dive that served Puerto Rican food that he swore was as close to what he remembered from visiting his Abuela the two times he had been in Puerto Rico. I learned about all the other residents in the boarding house, most were his age or younger, with only one being older than him. They had all been kicked out by their parents or grandparents except him and two others that had run away. He had learned that Lynn and I weren't the only gay guys that were into doing more than sucking and fucking, it had made him feel better about himself and more confident about saying that he wanted to get into more piss games with us. I was ready to give him a glass full of piss right then but decided I didn't want to be smelling it while eating food I had never tried before. "So, do you like living away from your father and uncle?" "I know it's only been a week, but I feel so much better about myself." "You aren't out on the streets selling your ass? Or that cock?" "No. I have everything I need, we get food, drinks and a bed to sleep in. It would be better if I had some love, but I haven't had too much of that for the last eight years. I did talk to Tio Rafe the other night, he agreed that I have done what is best for me. He promised to get me some money if I could figure out a way to pick it up. I didn't want to give him the address of the place where I'm living, the lady in charge has told us that it is against the rules for relatives to be showing up there and I know Rafe would raise a ruckus if he showed up and I wasn't allowed to see him." "Is he thinking he can get you money out of that account he created for you or is he going to give you money from your father and him?" "I don't know, but it really wouldn't matter. Just so I have enough for odds and ends and don't think about bad ways to make myself cash." I was thinking I might be able to be a middle man but I didn't know whether I wanted Diego thinking I was trying to get between him and his son. It would be fairly easy to get the money to him, even if I was to do it at the museum. "Do you want to stay with me this week?" It just popped out. I hadn't been thinking about it, but dinner with him had been fun and I really didn't feel that much older than him other than when I went to work, then I felt like an old man. At diving practice I still felt like I was in College, I had started there when I was seventeen, only ten months older than Rafe currently is. "Am I going to get to fuck you?" I should have know that would be his first thought, I had hoped it would be about drinking piss but that was okay, I was feeling the need to be fucked and Gabe could fill that need easily, besides we were already having fun. "If you will experiment on other things with me." I wondered what the first ideasa was going to be, he had mentioned piss already but then I knew he wanted to play with the dogs, too. "Piss?" "Yes." "The dogs?" The look on his face was a plea that I couldn't have denied if we were within a decent distance I think I would have rushed us out of the restasurant. "Maybe." "What do I need to do ? Walk down the street to the apartment naked?" "No. Pull your foot out of your shoe. "Now stretch your leg under the booth so I can reach it." He had followed orders from Lynn well and these were easy orders for him to obey seeing that the restaurant wasn't busy or well lighted. He had no idea what was coming when I removed the sock. I had a rush when I felt him giving in to me. I did massage his foot a little and tickled him a bit to make him squirm in his seat. Once he stopped I slid his bare foot up the leg of the shorts I had thrown on at the pool house without putting anything under them. It took him a few seconds to realize that he had his foot on my dick but once he did he rubbed at me with toes and the sole. Looking across the table I could see that it was taking his full concentration to play with me with his toes. "What are you going to do with that, Gabe?" I really wondered how he was going to answer me, there were lots of things I wanted at that moment. "Anything you want." "Do you want to get under the table and suck me off?" He looked around to see if there was anyone he knew or anyone that might say something if he did what I asked. He may have been worried that I was heard. "Is that what you want me to do?" He was licking his lips as if he was getting ready to get his mouth on my dick. "Not really, I just wanted to know if you would. But I'd like to watch you drink a glass of my piss. Empty your water glass." We had a plant within arms reach of the booth and he dumped it before handing the glass to me. "Are you ready for this?" I could tell looking at him I didn't have any doubt what he was going to say. The desire in his eyes made me wonder what I could ask of him that he wouldn't want to do or if not want would still do for me. "Yes, please." Looking at him sitting there so innocently handing me a glass I could only imagine what anyone seeing him across the room would think. We were fortunate that the table cloth went the whole way to the seats at the end of the table so that whatever I had going on under the table was invisible to the waiter that was talking to Gabe in Spanish as I filled the glass and sprayed the boy's leg and foot. If I had more built up I would have dumped the first glass in his lap but instead I held it, waiting for our waiter to leave. I take a multi-vitamin and a few other supplemental vitamins so my body always is eliminating them when I piss, they give it a bright yellow coloring that was obvious in the clear water glass. Gabe may have been a rookie when it came to water sports but when I handed him the glass he commented about the color and then drained the sixteen ounce glass without ever stopping. Once finished he licked the rim of the glass searching for more. "I only have about two hours before I need to get back to the house. If we don't hurry through dinner I will need to leave you here and head home." I didn't like the thought that he would be going there alone or I would be going home alone but I had tried to convince myself that it wouldn't be that bad, I could survive a week without Lynn if I had Gabe in my bed most of the week. I might need to work out my frustrations with the dogs but I could do this. As I was thinking that, Gabe began playing with my balls with his toes. Then he tried to jerk on my dick with his toes but it wasn't meant to be, I am too thick for the space between them. "If I had any lube I'd let those toes do more than just play with me." "That's not a part of me that I'm looking forward to having inside you." He grimaced at the thought of what I was suggesting. "Do I have to guess what parts you would like to get in me? Is one of them sticking out of your mouth?" I've never have a toe in my ass so switching back to the familiar was fine with me but I put the thought in the back of my mind. "It might be the first or second." Gabe had dropped the food on his fork when he heard what I had said, but he didn't take that long to respond even thought a busboy was picking up the glass he had emptied to refill with water. I had enjoyed having him eat out my ass and I swear I would have been willing to drop my shorts on the floor right then if he had offered. For someone as young as he is he can really be nasty. "Gabe, would you like to come stay with me while Lynn is in Canada?" My thoughts about being alone bounced around so fast I thought there must be something wrong with me, couldn't I be alone any longer? Had living with Lynn changed my outlook of life? When he went to stay with me at college I had been used to living alone and had trouble adjusting to having a roommate although it was Lynn and I loved sleeping in his arms. Now I didn't want to adjust to sleeping alone but I didn't love Gabe like I love Lynn so having him there was going to be only for sex and companionship not for love, although I feared he might think so. "I think I have to give them 48 hours notice. I don't know if that means I call tell them today and not go back Tuesday or if the notice doesn't get registered until tomorrow and I can't come to you until Wednesday." Was that the second time I asked him? Did that say something about how much I wanted him to stay with me? "Call them now and find out." I handed him the phone that I had just started using since I was in the city and very little at that. He waved his own at me, but I suggested he use mine in case they were using a number recognition program. "They don't allow us to have cell phones at the house so that's a good idea. Someone had been using one to arrange meetings with their johns. The people that run the house ended up in a lot of trouble, I think they said one of them ended up in jail, there is one old phone that you have to turn a dial to call anyone that we can use once a day with staff present." I thought that was a fair idea, many less drugs and tricks for the kids, plus they might do their homework without the interruptions. They weren't supposed to be able to afford the phones anyway. He told them he would be gone from Tuesday through Friday and would be back sometime on Saturday. I figured Lynn would be back on the weekend although he and Hank hadn't known exactly how long they would be gone. Hank had said that the worst shoot he had been on with the photographer had lasted ten days but that it had been a big magazine spread with a dozen executives hanging around. He felt that the photographs for the tourist board and pamphlet shouldn't take that long unless the photographer was dragging his feet to get extra expense account money. We were down on the subway platform when Gabe said he needed to take a piss. I'm a bit like Lynn, there are times that I really want to order people around. It has more to do with sex than being the boss in any other way so when he told me that I responded by tell him I wanted to see him wet his shorts. My line was to be there a few minutes before his. After looking at me hard for a minute he walked over to the left end of the platform beyond the restrooms where no one was waiting. I followed him, both to shield him from the rest of the people waiting and to get a better view of the piss soaking the cotton shorts. I could tell he was wearing briefs not boxers or going commando, there first appeared a wet spot above the right pocket. Then he adjusted himself and the piss started flowing up over the waist band of his shorts soaking his shirt and the entire front of his shorts. He must have really needed to piss, by the time he stopped there was nothing to see of his shorts looking at him face on that you could tell was dry. My ride pulled in and I gave his face a quick stroke before leaving. For the ten minutes it took me to get uptown I thought about Gabe's willingness to follow orders. I thought about what he had told me living with his father and uncle was like. Both of the older men ordered him to have sex with strangers and to do exactly as the trick would tell him. It wasn't any wonder that he followed Lynn's and my orders, he really wanted to please us; it what he had been trained to do for men. I didn't want to be taking advantage of him that way, but there was something to be said for having the cute younger boy doing exactly what you said. In the car I thought about going back and soaking him in piss once more but decided that I could wait until Tuesday after work to be with him. When I got home Josh wasn't feeling well. Manny and I found a vet that wasn't too far away, I thought I would have to take a taxi or call a Uber but Manny asked Mrs. Foreman if he could drive her car. I hadn't even known that she had a car. It was a small foreign car, nothing fancy and not new but it got us there. I had to leave Josh in the clinic overnight. The vet on duty thought it might be something he ate but wanted to have the lead vet look at him in the morning and if necessary run some tests. It felt wrong leaving Lynn's dog away when Lynn wasn't there to agree to doing so. I didn't have any of the answers that were needed so I called Lynn in Nova Scotia, the connection wasn't good it took the vet and Lynn ten minutes to get the information over the air. I guess I'm somewhat selfish. When we got back to the apartment I said goodnight to Manny and left him alone. He has spent many of these weeks with Uncle Hank traveling but that doesn't make it any easier for him. I wanted to cry, the vet hadn't been very positive about Josh's condition. I didn't think he was that old but I don't know enough about dog health to know if he was suffering a deadly illness or just old age. Sarge was as lonely as me. I let him out of him room and he spent ten minutes or more searching the apartment for Josh before finally coming to me and resting his head on my lap. I had undressed while he was searching the apartment then remembered that it would be a good idea to take him for a walk before I called it a night. A cool front had moved in during the evening so I pulled on a light sweatshirt and jogging pants before I hooked a leash to Sarge's collar. We stopped in the lobby and talked with Rafe for a few minutes, unlike at work he seemed to be interested in where his nephew was staying. I didn't let him know anything more than that I would get Gabe money if he wanted me to, I hadn't brought the subject up he had told me that Diego and he thought they should give him some money to live on.. It had been in the mid-nineties during the day, now it was in the high sixties so there weren't that many people out other than others walking their dogs. As we passed some guys that my gaydar marked as like Lynn and me I wondered how many of them with the larger dogs would go home that night and get a good fuck from the dog whose shit they were picking up. In some ways that makes us seem like slaves to the big dogs, it was a thought I mulled over the rest of the walk. If it hadn't been early I might have invited Rafe up for a quickie but since Lynn had put him on the list of who I could have fucking me reluctantly, I didn't. I slept that night without being fucked, Sarge slept with me but neither of us did anything for the other, he may have been missing Josh or Lynn as much as me. "Boss, I brought you a thermos this morning. I know you don't have Lynn at the apartment so you might be having to do without. I don't want you getting moody on me so, uh, here." "Set it on my desk." I was pleased that Rafe had thought about me but thinking that piss would stop me from getting moody seemed odd when he is basically my subordinate. Had I been telling him when and when I hadn't been drinking piss before going to work? There were times that he and I did go off to the corner we had used that first week so he could give me a fresh load of piss but I hadn't connected it to my moods, other than horniness. I finished the coffee I had in front of me and before he and I started opening crates from New Mexico I poured myself a cup of his piss, I couldn't resist he tastes so sweet it is almost like having a melted slurpee. "Thanks, Rafe. I was talking to your nephew about how good your always taste, he said your never gave him a drink just showers. Is that true?" I had never had a full understanding of what Rafe and Diego had expected from Gabe. "Yeah, I loved pissing on that boy. He never made a move to drink me so I didn't make him. Do you know if he likes drinking piss like you?" We often had these sex talks at work but usually we didn't start them til we were outside eating lunch or later when we were both ready to rush out of the museum to find some sex. I didn't know if I should tell him that his nephew had sat in his favorite restaurant and drank three glasses of my piss, I didn't but the thought did make me smile more than the Thermos had. "Let's get to work. We'll talk about that later." It had been almost a day without sex and I knew that by one or two PM I was going to be stark raving horny. There was no reason for me to push that timetable talking about sex with Rafe. Lunch had been boring, we had grabbed I don't remember what from a street cart and spent the rest of the time enjoying the sun. When you work in a basement that is a treat. "I am going to need to piss when we go back downstairs. Do you want it direct or would you like me to fill the thermos so you can enjoy it for the rest of the afternoon?" I looked at him and he looked like he was ready to burst out laughing. I probably had a panicked look on my face, we were sitting less than twenty feet from my boss and there had been not question that I would do one or the other.. "Both," I answered softly. Having his piss sitting there waiting for me is a treat, If Rafe was going to fill in for Lynn that way I would allow him, especially since he always tasted so wonderful. I had talked with Lynn about Rafe's piss, he agreed that I should drink it as often as I wanted. If it was going to be all day at work, so be it. "Do you want to spend the evening with me? I know you don't know that many people and with Lynn being out of town you might need someone around." Rafe didn't sound like he was asking an innocent question and I wasn't ready for him to fuck me. "Sorry, I have diving practice after work and then I'm headed to dinner with Joey and Harry." What I didn't tell him was that the date had been made so I could spend an hour or so with Brut E. I knew I was going to have to have more self restraint afterwards but I thought I should be alright and if not Joey promised he would fill me with a butt plug so I didn't go out whoring myself. Isn't that what a friend should do? I had put the larger of the butt plugs Lynn had bought in my diving bag along with silicon lube that would make taking Brut E easier. "I could come by after you get home." What was going on? Was Rafe falling for me or was he setting me up to find out where his nephew was? Or sexual harassment? I warned myself to be more careful. We entered the museum through a side entrance so he didn't need to put his shirt back on until the last minute. Other than a few nearly black hairs around his nipples and the beginning of the trail leading to his groin Rafe was nearly hairless from his chin down. I was always amazed to see that he had less hair in his armpits than any other man I had ever seen. Someday when Lynn and I take him to bed I am going to lick those pits clean, I find them so sexy I pop an erection every time he exposes them to me. I think he knows what they do to me, he is sure I get a good look at them at least three times a day; first thing in the morning when he puts on his uniform shirt, at lunch he always waits until I am watching him before pulling his shirt up and then when it is time to go home he stands between me and the exit changing with his arms up for a few minutes. If Lynn and Gabe weren't in my life I am sure he would have totally dominated me in every way possible even though he was my subordinate at the museum. "A day and a half without your boyfriend. Is everything alright?" I'm sure Joey was referring to the fact that I had a full erection popping out of my pants as I changed into my University diving suit. "Joey, I think I am going nuts. Gabe and his Uncle are both lined up to fill in for Lynn. I promised Lynn I would only let the nephew and the dogs fuck me while he was gone but if the rest of the time is as hard on me as the beginning Sarge and Brut E better be ready to mount me daily. Lynn did say it would be alright for me to allow Rafe to fuck me as long as he knew that Lynn was coming home again. "So has Gabe been over to fuck you?" Joey had been entranced with the massive dick the boy showed at the apartment the night Brut E had humped me. "No. He is supposed to come tomorrow after I get home from work. The House were he is living requires him to give advanced notice about staying out. He talked to them Sunday at dinner. He is so cute about wanting to be with me. We did get a little kinky after we left here. I'm glad that he is willing to do what I want or at least experiment. I just don't know about letting him bend to Sarge or Josh. "Because you want to keep him innocent? Or is it because you know you will be needing Sarge until Lynn returns? Or his age?" Joey must have been teasing me but he hit close to the truth and I wanted to talk it out with him. "I think it is part of all of those. We better get out there, the coach is going to get angry if I'm the last one out of the locker room again." On the way Joey told me he thought I was right in keeping the dogs away from Gabe for a while. Unlike the professional divers I only practice for three hours after work. I have planned on working out with Stan and Greg on Tuesday and Thursday while Lynn is gone giving myself Saturday off. That will be without a coach which I have been told is asking for trouble, you do something wrong and it becomes habit. Hopefully the three of us can correct each other. My problem? I really am not in the mood to have Stan and Greg using me as foreplay, it seems to make me less than human although I must say they do rev me up to be fucked, so if they get me ready for Brut E? I have been obsessing over having that dog hump me. I had to stop thinking about sex. Handstand dives all evening. My arms were tired. Why was he doing this to us? "You were not pushing yourself very high this evening." "Gabe, I had been doing that for two hours when you showed up. I'm lucky I didn't hit my head on the platform. What are you doing here?" I was happy to see him, honestly, but I worried about the possibility that he had snuck away from the boarding house or been kicked out. "I finished my homework early and thought I would come watch you for a bit before I have to get back. Are you going to let those other two divers lick your ass?" "Jealous?" There was something in his voice that let me know that he really was jealous, I knew I would have to let Stan and Greg do me for a little bit, at least until Joey was ready to leave. I didn't want to upset him but I told him I would. "I'll do you until they come in here." I remembered how good his tongue had felt, I probably would be thinking the other two divers were slackers after he opened my ass, but I liked the idea of him starting me and getting me ready for Brut E. When he helped uncover the rack I had used before I gave him a heart felt kiss and whispered in his ear that if he wanted he could piss on me while the other two were eating my ass. Greg had only been able to get his tongue on me for about ten minutes when Joey announced that he was ready to leave. Gabe walked with us a couple blocks and then turned off for the subway. I had been holding his hand, Joey asked about it. "He will never replace Lynn, but he is sweet. And Joey, you like big dicks, that boy is bigger than either Lynn or I by at least two inches, if you get the chance you might want to have him fuck your throat. He fucks like a crazed dog and gives me huge loads. It really feels like I'm getting a load of dog cum he shoots so much." "Lynn knows about him?" "Lynn agreed to having him fuck me while he is gone." I gave Joey a fake punch to his shoulder telling him the truth. "What happened to the husband swapping?" I had told Joey about Lynn's idea. "I thought it might get too complicated around the apartment afterwards, Lynn agreed even though he likes my Uncle Hank's cock. The biggest problem he's going to have? He'll be in Nova Scotia for at least a week without knowing anyone with a dog that will fuck him. I thought about putting out the word but other than Plenty of Fish I haven't figured out anything where I could hint at or say more about his need for a stud while he's there." "You know CD'E who was on the soccer team lives up there don't you?" We had never called him by his full name, the initials were so much easy to use. "I never heard him say he has a dog." I had talked to him about Josh one time before Sarge lived with us. "He doesn't, but from some of the things he said when word leaked out about the photos in that room next to yours I think he would like to give it a try." "Why didn't he ever come see us?" "You were too toxic. His team mates thought you should have your ass beat, that was when they only knew you were with Lynn, when they learned about the dogs they made death threats against both of them. CD'E couldn't risk it, he had to shower with them after practice and wasn't going to give anyone a reason to abuse him they didn't already have." He couldn't even let them know he wanted dick, they were too homophobic. "You know this how?" I never knew Joey hung around with the soccer players, they stayed away from the swimmers. "Come on, Dean. You know I sucked as many as five cocks a day back then, he was available if I went to the chem lab in the morning." "Have you been tested for all the STD's?" The talk Manny and Hank had given us popped up all of a sudden. "Sure. I was afraid you and Lynn might give me something. When I moved here I went on PREP." I was surprised he thought it would be us giving him something when I thought if we got diseases, it would be from him. "Good, I want my friends around for a long time." "Me, too. Love relationships are too hard. But friends are different." They may have been the closest we ever got to saying how we felt about each other. "Are you and Harry having trouble?" "He is threatening to kick me out. I'm not quite sure what I've done but it doesn't matter that I try making it up to him, he is still upset." Joey frowned as he talked about Harry, I wasn't going to try to understand their relationship. They were so different I hadn't been able to understand why they were together to begin with. "Are you sure about me coming up with you? It could be having Lynn and I over the other night. He might be wanting to take Brut E himself and doesn't want you around. Have the two of you talked about it?" I threw those thoughts out there thinking he might want to talk. "He was more excited to have sex than ever after you and Lynn left the other day, but he swears it wasn't because he wants to get it on with the dog. I even asked him if he wanted to see me mounted by Brut E but that didn't seem to do much for him." Gabe came running up the street. We were almost to the door of Harry's apartment building, it took him a minute to spit out that he had the time and if I wanted he would tongue fuck me before the dog got up on my back. It was a wonderful offer but I had to run it past Joey who would have to ask Harry. We were standing at the apartment door with Gabe and Joey both feeling me up, yeah I was groping them too. When Joey first touched Gabe he had to ask how long it was. "It reaches that magic ruler mark before he is fully hard." Joey had always told me in college that he was looking for that elusive foot long dick. "Hard? Another inch or two?" His jaw dropped as he stared at Gabe. "I think at least two. I have never pulled out a yard stick to measure him but he has more dick than I need." Need, true. Enjoy, that was another matter, I like every inch that Gabe had when it was in my ass, it was too much for my mouth. "But you can take it when offered?" Joey knew what I could do with my ass, he had watched me easily take Lynn's eleven inches. "I have." I wasn't bragging but I wanted Joey to know that Gabe was compatible with my desires and needs. Harry was holding Brut E back. He said the dog had heard me on the other side of the door and had instantly started to poke out of his sheath. (That observation wasn't something I expected from Harry.) It seems to me that all my canine lovers remember me and are ready for a second, third or more time on top of and in me "Do you remember Gabe? I guess that was Joey's way of introducing the idea that Gabe was going to eat my ass before Brut E humped me. "Sure. I didn't expect you here tonight, I heard you had found a new place to live that demanded you be in by a pretty early hour." I was surprised that Joey and he had talked about Gabe, I was sure after tonight they would have more to say about him. "I have a little over an hour. It will take me about ten minutes to get there and I offered to get Dean ready for the Akita. A big dick like the dog has needs an asshole that has been loosened up and nice and wet." I'm sure he was talking from experience. "You are going to eat his ass here in front of Joey and I?" I couldn't tell why Harry asked that, I thought he had seen Gabe eating my ass the last time I was there. "If you want to watch that is cool. Dean has such a perfect ass that it seems to me that everyone wants it anyway, so I am only protecting him from the two of you trying to get in him before the dog." Gabe was smiling so big I couldn't tell if it was the truth or if he was trying to feel out the situation as he probably had to do many times before. "You don't want to fuck him yourself?" Joey was thinking about the big dick in the boy's pants, knowing him he would love to watch that. "I want to fuck him, but that can wait until tomorrow when I can fuck him again and again." I thought I had gotten passed the point where I would blush but hearing Gabe say so matter of factly that he was going to fuck me the next night made me turn red from my head to my toes all of which were visible to Joey and Harry. I gave him a kiss and dropped to my knees running my hand down the length of his dick on the way. "Once Harry leaves go of Brut E you can help him get in." I knew Gabe wanted to get into dog play and that was going to be an easy introduction to what he thought he wanted. I hoped the dog wasn't fully swollen by the time Harry let him go, I could use some time to get adjusted to his mass. Being the only naked person in the room seemed strange but once I had Gabe's tongue probing my asshole it didn't matter any longer. I did my best to open up for his tongue, I knew it was going to be a powerful fuck with a knot that was almost as large as my two fists together. When that knot was in me Brut E owned me and the dog knew it. I felt the dog hit my back like a linebacker, but I didn't think Gabe had moved away, he was going to help us out like I told him, I had given him the lube to help us both. "Dean, is it okay if I lick his dick as it is sliding in?" It was already three inches or so in me when he asked. I muttered something that couldn't have been comprehensible. I was trying hard not to scream. That dick was spreading my ass as much as I thought possible, when I thought about it I knew that wasn't true since he hadn't attempted to fuck me with his knot, yet. Brut E worked his dick in gradually, every few times he slammed against me I could tell he was another inch or so in but I still wasn't feeling the knot. "That big thing is only a little bit away." Gabe said that with such innocence I had a hard time believing his tongue had just been in my ass. "Lick it." I knew he wanted to lick more of the dick but had stopped when Brut E had picked up speed. The extra wetness on his knot might help the dog ram it through my asshole with less pain. It didn't matter much, I wanted him in me and I would do everything I could to open up wider as he hit home. Once the knot started hitting my asshole Gabe moved lower and licked at my balls. That was all I needed to make me shoot my first load of the evening. I don't know if I saw when Gabe left. Harry and Joey came over to me and without anyone there to see pulled out their dicks. I had sucked Joey before so even through they were a couple it didn't seem strange or wrong for me to be sucking them both. By that time Brut E was turning so what I was experiencing was hot dog cum being pumped into my ass, enough to get me into the blow jobs. I was more than willing to get hot human cum pumped into my mouth. I went back and forth between the couple, neither is as long as Lynn or me but they are respectable and both bumped against the back of my throat. I had to hold onto the Akita's leg so he didn't drag me around while I was trying to drain two horny men of their cum. Brut E hadn't made me orgasm multiple times like the last time but I did have two anal orgasms, a feeling that always makes me want more but I had a promise to keep so the only dick I had on the agenda for the night was Sarge. "They let you go back and have that big dog mount you again? What did it cost you? " "Sucking them both off." He had gotten to Nova Scotia without any difficulties. Hank and he had spent Sunday evening seeing some of Halifax, when they arrived back at the hotel there had been a message for Lynn from a tour boat operator where ever it is that the whale sighting tours are located. At first he had thought it was a joke or a trap. When he unfolded the second sheet of paper a picture fell out with the man being fucked by a Newfoundland Labrador that the man promised would loved to have the opportunity to mount a stranger. Lynn prefers a shorthaired dog but since it was only going to be for a week he was more than willing to take the dog that was offered, the Labrador has hair that isn't any longer than Sarge's so he wasn't going to object.. The man told him it was a chocolate lab about 70 pounds, only about 4 years old. They were supposed to meet the next day, he wasn't the one handling the boat the photographer had arranged to use for the shoot but he was docked within a hundred feet or less. Hank had agreed to help him vet the man to guarantee he wasn't being set up by the Mounties even though all had seemed legitimate. They were able to get the boat's name and do some checking on the internet but neither of them was sure the man was everything he said he was. Lynn was going to meet him at an outside dining table and had told the man that he wanted to be seeing more pictures before he would go off with him, he asked me to send him a few pictures of him with Josh to share if the man wanted his own assurances that Lynn wasn't a trap. We chatted about our feelings and how we both missed the other. Lynn told me that if he hadn't been able to sleep with Hank he would have been home the night before, they hadn't fucked but they had cuddled. He hated being on his own but with Hank there to talk to and basically hold his hand he was sure he would make it through until he was able to come home. They were going to be there until at least the following Tuesday much longer than I was prepared to handle and I bitched at him about it. "Dean, I told you to get Gabe to fill in. Why isn't that enough?" Lynn wasn't upset at me but he didn't seem to think a few extra days was going to mean that much. "I love you not him, Lynn." People that saw me walking down the street must have wondered what was happening that I was shedding huge tears. I had decided to walk up Fifth Avenue, I didn't feel at home there but I did feel safer than I did on most of New York's streets. I wish Sarge was with me but he was still at home waiting for me to take him for a walk. "Lynn I haven't heard anything from the vet. I called just after lunch but they didn't have any answers. Did they call you?" "I had a call about two hours ago. The vet told me that Josh would have to stay there for the next two nights but that he wasn't promising that he would get over his illness, he thinks it is the canine flu something-something4. You can go visit him if you have a way to get sanitized before you see Sarge. Which I guess means you aren't going to the Vet. The poor dog is on his own." "Was he getting better when you talked to the vet?" I hated that Josh was ill and alone. "No. He might have been getting worse but the vet couldn't say." Lynn was hurting as he spoke about Josh but he was trying to hold up. "Is there something I should do to be sure Sarge stays healthy?" It was the only sensible question I had. "Keep him away from other dogs. It is too late to get a vaccine. Watch him carefully." He had talked to the Vet about the fact we had a second dog in the apartment. "This is scary." "Yeah. Keep Sarge safe and let him fuck you as much as you want, well the Vet didn't say that. If Manny and Hank have any sanitizers you could clean up the dogs' room some, it might help get rid of some germs." A nice job he left for me but I wanted my dog healthy and I would do it that evening if there was something to wash the floor with, if not I would get out tomorrow to find something that would do the job even if I had to call the Vet first. The next day at work was like the first, Rafe brought me another Thermos full of piss and offered to fill it every time he needed to take a leak. Around three PM I got the oddest feeling of dread that didn't leave me the rest of the afternoon. I met Stan and Greg outside of their club. I was hoping that the evening went quickly, I wanted to get back to the Blue and get ready for Gabe. If I was going to take that monster cock I was going to need a douche. Most of the time it wasn't necessary, Lynn wasn't even especially pleased when I did. For this evening I wanted to be as empty as possible because I knew that Gabe would be putting close to fifteen inches of wood hard, cock in me and fucking hard more than once. When I got to the apartment Manny was waiting for me. I tried to go by him and up the stairs but he asked me to sit down with him. It was about nine O'clock and I tried begging off, telling him I expected Gabe to be there in thirty minutes. "Dean, we need to talk. "Hank called me from the shoot around three O'clock." He didn't look too happy about that, I couldn't imaging what was wrong. "Was every thing alright?" Manny was scaring me with all the hesitating. I wish he would tell me what had happened. "Is Lynn Okay?" "No, he is not okay and everything is not alright." While he took a huge breath to settle down before telling me what he wanted to say I blurted out my question. "Shit, was he arrested?" It was a real fear, he was in a strange place and was going out to have a zoo scene with a stranger. "He wasn't arrested, he is dead." From that blunt statement he plunged ahead. " They were standing in the boat where they were going to be photographed. They were as close to a whale and it's calf as they were going to get. Hank and Lynn were moving into position on the boat with their backs to the water and the boat fell between two small swells and Lynn lost his balance and fell overboard. Hank reached overboard to help him out of the water and the whale unexpectedly swam their direction catching Lynn and Hank between her and the boat. Hank was able to get free but Lynn was smashed into a piece of equipment that was hanging over the side and died of a head injury before they could get him out of the water. "Dean, I am so sorry." I've seen movie and television shows where a character screams out that they don't believe their loved one is dead, that is what I felt like doing but I knew if Manny was telling me this it had to be the truth. I felt hollow. I had been missing my boyfriend and feeling heavy dread all evening and now I would always miss him. Lynn was never coming home. "I am catching a plane in two hours so I can get to the hospital where Hank is. He has never been hurt since I've been with him, I don't know what to do except fly to his side." "I should go,too. He is my Uncle , is his injury serious?" I didn't have any idea what I really was expected to do next. "Hank's legs are both broken but he will live. "Lynn isn't even there now. The agency has made arrangement to send his body to his parents town. I don't know why they didn't send him to you but they didn't, so if you are going to be with his body you need to fly to your home town. "My taxi should be downstairs, Dean. It is time for me to go. Is there someone you want me to contact while I'm in the cab?" Manny had stood by my side and was hugging me to him in a straight man's hug. "No, I'll call his parents, they will tell me what I need to do. Gabe is going to be here, he can make sure I don't do anything weird if that's your worry." I couldn't imagine what I was going to do but I knew I would need to have someone around. My phone rang right then. The vet was on the phone to let me known that he hadn't been able to reach Lynn and that Josh had died a half hour earlier. What a day, two major losses and I didn't know what to do. I should have gone upstairs to take Sarge out, Manny had mentioned that he hadn't done so since noon. I sat there stunned, unable to move a muscle, there were things I needed to do but the news of Lynn's death had paralyzed me. Even the thought of Gabe arriving did nothing to make me move. Before Gabe showed up my mother called. She and my father had learned of Lynn's death from his father and wanted me to know that I was welcome to go home and stay with them during the funeral procedures. They knew I would want to be there when Lynn's body was put in the ground next to his hateful brothers. When I had asked about the fact of his body being sent to his parents Manny had explained that since we had never been officially married that I had zero rights. Whatever his parents wanted was what would happen. We hadn't had a bad relationship but he warned me that the death of a child often made parents think about their child's lover in new ways. Since I hadn't made plans to fly home my mother promised to let me know about the plans Lynn's parents made when she knew about them. That alone made me think I needed to talk with them, I hoped they would include me in their plans but I didn't know how that would work. Suddenly, Gabe was standing in front of me. Manny must have left the door unlocked so he could get to me without me having to move. I suppose he knows something about the paralysis that occurs having lost friends and family to HIV. Since Gabe knew about Lynn he must have talked to Manny outside or in the lobby. He is a good hearted boy, although he was attempting comfort to me I was aware that he was also in tears. Although in tears he was not paralyzed like me. He got me water and tissues, I wasn't aware of the tears flooding my cheeks until he wiped some of them away. "Gabe can you leave me alone for awhile, take Sarge out for a walk? He hasn't been outside since lunch so he needs a long walk. I'll leave the door unlocked, lock it when you come back and come upstairs." I leaned on him all the way up the stairs and to the door where Sarge was cooped up alone. I did manage to make it to the bed. All I got off was my shoes. While Gabe and Sarge were out of the apartment I lay there on the bed with sheets and blankets pulled tightly against my chest, tears wetting the cloth nearest to my face. How could one day be so bad? I had been feeling so optimistic about how the evening and night was going to go but in five minutes I had learned that my boyfriend was dead and his dog was, too. Honestly what I was thinking had nothing to do with sex, I was more concerned with the fact that I was going to be alone after having started to make a life with the man I had fallen in love with. For hours the same thoughts were going through my mind. I hurt so bad that doing the one thing I needed to do was impossible. I don't know when I fell asleep but finding Gabe in bed with me startled me and I almost jumped off the other side. He must have undressed me after I went to sleep, I couldn't remember him doing it. Having him pressed against my morning wood was momentarily reassuring but it didn't take long for me to remember why he was on one side of me and Sarge the other, I clung to the boy with still more tears falling and wetting his hair. I went to make myself coffee, Sarge followed along, Gabe didn't wake even when I shook him. I had awakened before my phone alarm sounded so I had more than my normal hour before work. I sat there for a while and then forced myself to call Lynn's parents. I talked with his mother for a few minutes before his father got on the phone and told me that I wasn't welcome at the funeral. When I asked what I had done he blamed me for the death of all of his sons and cursed me out in the foulest way I had heard since I had listened to the High School swim coach get told off for supposedly touching someone's daughter on her pussy. (That was when my brother in law was hired to take the man's place although the girl later recanted her accusation.) Unwelcome to go home for the funeral I forced myself to try to go to work. I was sure that it would be rough for me to make it through the day but I needed to do something physical and going to work sounded like it was the right thing to do although if I had still been at the university I would have headed to the pool house. I slowly headed upstairs to take a shower and get dressed, Gabe was still in bed but it seemed like he was starting to wake, so I choose to shower first and then wake him before finishing my prep. I didn't know what time he needed to leave to go to school, we hadn't talk about that the night before. I hoped he had set his phone alarm but I wasn't sure since he said he had to keep it hidden where he lived. I seldom shave, when I had first started to grow pubes the junior high coach had instructed me to get a tube of Hair Magic. Since then I used it on my face as well as crotch and ass. I don't need to use it on my chest, but once every four days I need to spend time removing what hair has grown back, looking in the mirror I could see that I would need to do it when I returned home. I felt a little better after I showered and brushed my teeth, I didn't know if I would make it through a full day of work but I was ready to try. When I walked into the bedroom I was greeted by Gabe doing something between giggling and laughing. He was on his knees in the middle of the bed and Sarge was behind him licking his ass. "If you let him do that much longer he is going to mount you and once he starts you are going to be tied to him for the next forty minutes or more. I need to kick you out of here in the next twenty minutes so while I'm walking him get ready for school." I had forgotten to checkout the cameras in the basement so I left with Sarge that way instead of out past Diego. We would need to get Gabe out of the building without being seen. Only one of the cameras needed attended to let him pass without being seen. I went back up to the lobby and made sure I was seen by Diego so he didn't think it was me screwing around with the cameras. I wondered if the cameras had been checked the night before when Gabe was going in and out. "There isn't anything to eat for breakfast." Gabe seemed disappointed that he couldn't make us breakfast. "I usually catch something between here and the Museum." "Do you really have to work today? Won't they let you take time to deal with Lynn dying?" Hearing another person say that made the tears pour out of me heavily. I had held it together until then, Sarge couldn't tell what was happening but he tried pushing against my chest and licking my face. I hugged him and then took him to his room. I was going to have to find a dog walker or a day care until Manny and Hank were back in the apartment and could help. I bought Gabe two breakfast tacos at the place I usually bought mine. He asked how he was to get back in the apartment after school. I hadn't thought about it yet, I told him to call me when school was over, maybe we could meet at the Pool house. Although Manny and Hank had met Gabe and knew I would be having him stay a few night they hadn't backed off their original rule of no strangers alone in the apartment and I hadn't asked. I wouldn't want my stuff stolen, if I had anything other than clothes and a few award statues so I understood their reluctance to allow me guests. Rafe was changing into his uniform when I arrived in the basement at work. We don't have a real change area so he had taken to changing half way between the doorway and the table we used to clean items that needed it before being set on a shelf, he wasn't visible to anyone in the hall but two steps in and he was to me. He had his shirt off and was pulling his pants down when I walked in. I had asked him to be more discreet about changing before but seeing him standing there like that I went straight to him and threw myself against him. He got tangled in his pants and we fell to the concrete floor. He didn't complain about being hurt, he allowed me to lay on top of him crying for ten minutes before he managed to get us upright. I was sitting on his lap and had I been lubed would have probably had his dick poke through my pants he was so hard. He was comforting but not overly so when he heard that Lynn had died. At least he didn't try to fuck me like he would normally have when I was that close and he was naked. When I finally stood he told me that the Thermos was full if I needed it. As much as I wanted a drink I also needed to relieve myself, I couldn't remember if Rafe had ever said anything about it but I didn't really care at that moment. I pulled my dick out of my pants and sprayed his chest and stomach, a lot of the piss coated his dick. "Damn, it has taken you a long time to do that." He seemed to be as happy as I had ever made him. He pulled on his work clothes without drying off my piss and once dressed thanked me for doing what he had wanted since the day we had met. I'm not sure I understand, he is more than willing to talk about giving me his piss, fucking me and numerous other sex acts but he had been too shy to ask me to piss on him? After an hour I went to talk to my boss about what was going on with me, I knew I hadn't been there long enough to expect any special favors but once he knew what had happened he sent me home for the day, telling me if I needed a day later to go to the grave or for a memorial service to let him know and he would okay it. I went home. I called Stan and let him know I wouldn't be joining them and when asked why I broke down and let him know how Lynn had died. Sarge was cuddling up against me as we talked . He told me to call if there was anything I needed, I couldn't think of anything anyone could do for me. I took Sarge out and looked for a dog day care center, when I went back to work there was no doubt I was going to need to let Sarge stay elsewhere since I would be gone from 8:30 AM to close to 9PM Monday through Friday. It took a couple hours but I took my time to be sure it was a place I thought to be good with animals and still open when I would be heading home after diving practice most of the places we stopped weren't "Well, Sarge, since we're alone and done looking for a place for you what do you say we go to the park?" I was tired of doing what was required of me and didn't want to head back to the apartment and the memories we had been building. I didn't expect an answer. Sarge was a particularly quiet dog but speaking directly to him caught his attention and he gave me a single yap in response. We stopped by the apartment to get a couple bottles of water and a towel. I threw the water and towels in my swim bag not stopping to look for anything else to carry them in, I did take time to change into one of the bikinis I had been given the previous week and light shorts and shirt. Mrs. Foreman met us in the lobby and expressed her condolences, I struggled not to cry while I thanked her. When she learned about how Lynn's parents had reacted and that I wasn't permitted at the funeral she apologized that the agency had taken it upon themselves to send his body there. Walking in Central Park has become one of my favorite activities since we moved here. I have done it many more times with just the dogs than with Lynn so other than missing Josh it didn't feel that odd to me. We didn't walk that long, we had already been on our feet for two hours so when we found a good place to spread the towel I did and laid out with my shorts and shirt for a pillow. Sarge was over heated so he laid in the shade between me and a stand of brush and trees. I was in pain but I tried thinking about what I planned on doing now that I was living in NYC without the man I loved. Part of me wanted to leave the memories I had of Lynn in NYC behind and move to another place to start over. That didn't feel right, I had a good job, liked living with my Uncle, I was on a diving team and I had a few friends in the city. The idea of trying to start a new life where no knew that I had a dog lover was frightening, many states in the country are harsh on men that enjoy their dogs mounting them. At least here I thought it was only a misdemeanor, I hope I am right. There were a few people that didn't think less of me because I let dogs mount me, one that wanted to attempt it himself and another that had told me that if he and my friend break up he would still allow me to come by and have his Akita fuck me which was good to know. I really enjoyed the way he made me feel although I didn't know how I would arrange a gang bang if he ignited that furor in me again. Just laying there thinking about getting fucked by the two dogs had my dick hard enough to hurt as it pushed against the side strap of the bikini. Sarge knew I was hard, he started whining like he has been known to do when he wanted to get to my ass. I raised up on my elbow to quiet him down, standing over me was Ross, the stranger that had made the first comment about Sarge having a hard dick the day I had him fuck me in the bushes. "Hi." I didn't know what else to say, from where he stood he could see my dick pushing the side of the bikini away from my body. I didn't usually like showing it off but, Hell there really wasn't much I could have done that wouldn't have seemed silly. "Your dog looks like he wants some attention and so does what is in your bikini." I didn't know if he was offering to help me or the dog. I turned to see what was wrong. Sarge was on his side showing the full length of his dick, licking at it frantically. If I had known a few minutes earlier I might have taken him into the brush and let him mount me before Ross was there to see us. I needed something to let me know that my whole life hadn't slipped away when Lynn slipped off the boat. "Are you going to take care of him?" What did Ross think I was going to do, jack the dog off? I couldn't remember what he and Harvey had learned about us the last time we met in the park, I did remember that Sarge was showing a hard-on that day, too. More of the conversation came back I remembered that Lynn had gotten Ross to discuss bestiality but that his boyfriend with the Great Dane had cut that off saying it was disgusting. "Where is Regal Roger?" I could picture the great Dane standing over me with those huge balls hanging loosely. "His owner and I broke up. He thought I liked the dog more than I liked him. He may have been right, I don't miss Harvey but I do miss Regal Roger." Ross was a good looking guy but not one I would ever be very interested in. "Does that mean you finally let him fuck you?" I had decided to be bold, Lynn would approve, wondering what had taken so long. "No, Harvey would never let that happen. I did ask him to let me try it." He looked like he was thinking back to that difficult conversation. "You're still a doggy virgin?" "Yeah. It seems likely that I will be for the rest of my life." "Is that what you want or were you seriously interested when you asked Harvey to let the Dane fuck you?" Ross didn't seem like he wanted to answer me. I know how hard it is to admit that desire for the first time. I gave him all the time he needed, He sat down beside me, I called Sarge over. "If you want you can feel his balls. If you have any lube or suntan lotion moisten your hand and you can play with his dick." Our backs were to where the other people were still laying in the sun so I wasn't worried about anyone seeing what he did. I felt like I was channeling Lynn. If we were in the bushes I would have told him to get on his knees and suck the dog's dick. "There are people that can see us." His reluctance was not about doing it, but about being seen. His hand was on Sarge's hind leg, less than three inches from the dick he wanted. "Our backs are to them, they won't see anything unless you let him fuck you right here. "Let's take Sarge in the bushes." I got up and lead him that direction. Ross followed me, his erection now obvious to me. We were covered from the waist down when I finally took charge more firmly and told him to take off his shorts. He had them off in two steps, I grabbed him by the dick and drew him further into the shrub covering. Once I couldn't see out any longer I told him to get on his hands and knees. Sarge knew what was going on and trotted behind Ross and licked his ass. "If you want to suck that dick first you better get your head under him. Otherwise, he'll be on your back before you know it." He looked up at me like he couldn't believe what he was hearing, when I pointed to Sarge's hard dick he tried getting his head under the Shepard. I don't think he got more than two or three swipes of his tongue to Sarge before the dog moved around to where he could get on Ross's back. I threw the towel over him so he didn't get too scratched up once Sarge started humping him. I hadn't expected him to scream like a child when Sarge rammed at least the first half of his dick in. All I could think to do was stuff my dick in Ross's mouth to keep him quiet. I didn't want anyone to come investigating what was happening I can't imagine that Ross would have either. He was having trouble holding up under the hard humping Sarge was giving him but he didn't lose my dick the whole time. Only when Sarge was turned and they were ass to ass did I pull my dick out. Ross wasn't that good of a cocksucker and I wasn't in the mood to fuck his throat. I patted him on the head and called him a good boy, I don't know why but I wanted him to get a full dog experience. While we waited for Sarge to shrink and pull out the need to piss grew and I couldn't hold it for Gabe any longer, so I told Ross to open his mouth again and this time filled him with the strong smelling piss you get if you don't hydrate enough in the hot sun.