Date: Fri, 4 Apr 2008 14:52:29 -0500 From: tom jacobson Subject: one with nature - chap. 2 (beastiality) One with nature. Its a sometimes misleading phrase that confuses some people who don't necessarily have "the gift". "The gift", of course, is the ability of one to be at such peace in the outdoors as to almost take the form of one of the animals there. To truly commune with nature. To observe and almost seamlessly meld so effortlessly in with the creatures that live there so as tono longer be seen as a threat, or a predator, to them. Its not minding being alone, even deep in the wilderness or outdoors. Its not being afraid of any of the creatures of thewild, but to admire them for their own individual abilities. Keen observation, and listening, are hallmarks of someone who possesses the gift. There are no IPODs or cell phones when you are becoming one with nature. You are inTHEIR world, and you relish immersing yourself in it, taking in all the elements of it. To this degree I have always admired the native American Indians for their ability to commune with nature. Each animal had its own spirit,as each embodied some particular trait that can manifest itself in a person's personality. Thewolf shows great loyalty in its "mating for life" canine bond. The lone bear shows great strength and independence. Whether it is the playful otter or freespirited eagle, each animal had special significance.To this degree, there is no greater cathedral on this earth for me than to be in the great outdoors on a beautiful day filled with sunshine. As for me, life is returning to normalcy after ainitially good marriage turned quickly into a sexless hollow shell.The seven yearitch is true enough, and it was at this time, with the support of some good friends, that I found my balls again and reclaimed my life. The process allowed me to revisit the sexual explorations ofmy youth, and in doing so, rekindle my sex drive when I needed it most in my early 30's. Depressed ex wife is now off in northern California with some other poor schmuck who is paying her way, and has now ballooned toover 300 pounds. I took the opposite track, and got back in shape again. With newfound independence and confidence, I now have an active social and sex life, and have never been happier. Perhaps I was meant tobe alone. I'm not sure. My business keeps me in constant contact with the public, as I earn my living that way. But all this allowed me to buy some land out in the country to call my own, and there is little that gives me such satisfaction than to slowly work and clear this32 AC, slowly turning it into the showplace that I want to create. What I want to do is to almost create a wildlife sanctuary - to surround myself with an environment where I can unwind, relax, and even thrive. The animals are in abundance here. Birds come back year after year, with some brave ones even feeding out of my hand. A Canadian goose pair has come back repeatedly for several years, and nested here. One will even come almost all the way to me as I offer them food. Spring turkey abound, and feed and court the hens close by as I rebuild the original wood corral. And the deer, the most sexual animals I am fortunate to have around, seem most of all to understand that I pose no threat to them. There is a particular doe that has made my acreage home for several years, and I have been lucky enough to witness the big bucks courting her to breed her on numerous occassions, sending me into my own sexual frenzy. You bet I get hard and horny when I see them breeding almost right in front of me, and they watch me with quizzical interest as I pump my own seed from my hard cock. There is nothing more rewarding than to witness the fruits of their labors, the babies. My doe has had twin fawns several years running now, and I sometimes discover them hidden in the tall green grass as I work all about. I was even able to pet one, ever so gently, on the forehead once, before leaving it undisturbed. The sexual nature of these animals have special significance to me. Almost nothing can get me hotter than to watch the base animal instinct to breed take hold and unfold before me. My own youth was especially sexually adventurous, having grown up and had memorable encounters with our family retrievers, but only occassionally as I got older and moved into stable relationships. The sexual energy of a big dog mounting you from behind is almost indescribable. All this led to more and more sexual adventures on the family farm, eventually even experimenting and jacking off the horses and donkeys that called it home. All of this is what I hope to recreate, with time, on land I can call my own. This newfound independence, and prosperity, has allowed me to travel more and more, and to explore new areas of wilderness in our great country. I am as at home on the remote shoreline of Lake Michigin in Wisconson as I am exploring the remote reachesVancouver Island in British Columbia. I have no fear out here, but am only open tothe opportunities of exploration. On a recent flyfishing trip in northern Idaho, I was in a beautiful backcountry settingcamping out in a Forest Service cabin. Late June was a spectacular time to be here, with wildflowers starting to bloom, and no competition out on the rivers I was fishing. When you're out here alone, and you'rea fairly social creature as I am, you sometimes yearn for company, even if it is only the interaction of the animals you find up in the mountains. I'd spend half the day fishing, and half the day looking for the local wildlife, just to watch them. Early in my trip, I didn't so much as find them as they found me. It was a spectacular event that I will never forget. I was working a medium stretch of fairly rapid water just as I was coming out of a small box canyon, and I was catching quite a few fish. What I didn't know was that I was being closing watched by one of the most incredible eagles in our country - an osprey, who regularly feed these stretches of river, snatching fish out of the water. As I hooked another trout I suddenly heard barking from the shoreline on my left. As I turned to look at the dog, or wolf, who was raising all the commotion, I looked back just in time to see an osprey who had dive-bombed the fish I had on my line. Inthe confusion of the wolf bouncing and jumping and barking at the eagle who had just snatched my hooked fish, the line on myreel was whizzing and whistling as it was stripped out. The leader snapped easily as the bird flew off with my meal. The bouncing and barking slowly subsided as the osprey disappeared from view and into a tree to feast, and I was left just standing in stunned silence in the waters of the river. All I could do was laugh at one of the most incredible experiences I had ever been through, and I made my way to the shore to sit down. The ever cautious wolf wagged its tail as it backed off to watch me from a distance, perhaps sensing there was something different about me - wanting to engage me, but too unsure of it yet. Seeing and trying to communicate with a wolf was one thing. But to have a wolf almost warn me of the dive-bombing eagle was something I was wholely unprepared for. It was like my lab back home who desperately wanted to catch that squirrel in the park, but ultimately knew he never would. But it didn't keep him from voicing his displeasure of not being able to catch him. As I sat down laughing and regaining my composure, I looked over at the wolf, who had retreated to a safe distance. I tried talking to him in a soothing and friendly voice, and though he wagged his tail some, he didn't move any more towards me. I thought I would try enticing him with a power bar, and though he could smell the food, was still obeying his senses in not falling for my ploy too quickly. It wasn't until after I rigged up again to return to my fishing that I got up, but I left what was left of my power bar to my potential new friend. Not to my surprise, as I moved back into the river, my wolf went down to the shoreline to retrieve his power snack. But I was pleasantly surprised to notice that he ended up following me along the banks of the river as I worked my way upstream. And not only that, but after a successful day of fishing, I noted he carefully followed me as I made my way back to the cabin to fix up a little dinner out on the deck. As I poured myself a drink once back at the cabin, I made preparations forfiring up theWeber to grill some trout and some potato pancakes. I was trying to come up with some sort of ideas that I could use to entice my friend closer, but it wasn't until the aromas of cooking fish started wafting out that he took notice and was truly tempted. I did toss out some big pieces of jerkey to him, which he happily downed. So there we were, for the next several hours, at a stalemate. Him watching me and me watching him, both with great interest. I made extra for him, which he ate when I tossed it way out to him. As it got dark, I had one more beer and sat on the porch continuing my conversation with him. At one point I got up to walk out towards him in the yard, very cautiously, of course, so as not to startle him too much. Naturally he moved away, but when I got close to where he had been sitting, and watching, me, I decided to take a well deserved piss. Ahhh, the scents of a male marking his territory. THIS got his attention, and he watched me closely as I emptied my bladder on a small bush nearby. I turned and made my way back to the steps, and once there watched as he returned to the spot and promptly marked thebush himself. As a matter of fact he ended up marking that bush several more times as we wrapped up our conversation. I don't know why, but long ago thoughts of past experiences started swimmingthrough my head, and I undid my pants and freed mystiffening cock. A bit of convenient cooking oil provided necessary lubrication, and I slowly massaged my shaft and heavy ball sack. I was in my own world here, but I did notice my friend had moveda bit closer in to me, and was pacing and studying me intently as I worked myself to a peak. As I furiously concentrated on my swollen cock head, my tight butt lifting off the steps as my climax took hold, I had to look up as my friend barked at me repeatedly, wagging his tail. Well, "I tried", I thought to myself."I asked you to come to me, but you just weren't ready to yet". But I sure had hisrapt attention, as I shot generous amounts of cum down the steps, licking the remaining amounts off my hands as I settled down back onto the steps. NOW he was most interested in me, but still couldn't find the courage to approach me anycloser. A nice meal, a couple of good drinks, interesting conversation with a friendly and intriguing stranger, a welcome release, and it was time to clean up and head to bed. I did my best to ignore my new friend as I left the door of the cabin open and proceeded to move about getting ready for a bit of sleep, all the while trying to watch his movements in response. And what do you know, he did make his way to the steps, sniffing my cum and even licking up the remnants (much to his satisfaction, I think). As I settled into bed, and turned off the light, I decided to leave the door open so I could watch out on the porch through the screen door. My friend did walk around a bit, looking in through the door, and even laid down on the front steps, almost like the faithful family dog I had left back home, as I drifted off to sleep. Vivid and erotic dreams filled my head, but it was a satisfying and deep sleep. At some point in the night, I awoke. It was as if someone were speaking to me, but I'm not sure what. I looked out the front door, and the almost full moon was high in the mountain sky, bathing the woodland meadow in light. My friend was gone from the porch, and I lay my head back down on the pillow in disappointment. But then, I rolled over and looked out the window. There he was - in the window - WATCHING me, INTENTLY. "Well, there you are", I said. "Do you finally want to meet me in person?" With that I climbed out of bed and walked in my flannel pants, shirtless and no shoes, out onto the front porch and into the moonlight, settling on the steps. Almost like a stranger in the night, my friend silently padded his way towards me from around the corner. I held my hand out to let him smell me, and he moved slowly closer to me so that I could stroke his fur on his head, ears, and neck. He had piercing blue grey eyes, I think. I just know they were hypnotizing almost. I knew he was a boy, a fairly young male of maybe 2 or 3 years, I could only guess. He had made that abundantly clear as he repeatedly marked the bush that I had peed on. "Lets take a look at you", I said very quietly, talking to him in soothing tones. He was big - tall more, actually - than full. He had huge paws and a bushy tail that wagged ever so slightly at the tone of my voice. I slowly stroked him along his back, gaining his confidence. And then the moment of truth. As I scratched his ears and neck with one hand, with the other I reached under and felt his sheath and ample balls. They were as impressive as I would have imagined on such a strong young male. Now, I've been fortunate enough to have jacked manymany dogs in my day (I even wrote a storyhere onNifty about it, appropriately titled "Jacking the Dog"). Just like most of us guys, you've got our attention when you're cradling my cock and cupping my balls. It feels GOOD, and I am hopingthere is more to come. Nature has made us very sexual beings, and someof us are stimulated easily. Lust builds. This was no different for my new friend, and his anticipation was evident. As I slowly massaged his massive sheath, I could feel the large cock inside, and the growing knot indicated his interest, while I rolled the egg sized balls between my fingers and my palm. The knot is the trigger, though, for any dog, and as I slowly started pumping on the back of his sheath around his knot, his back suddenly arched, and he started thrusting and bucking forward as if he had found the sweet spot of some bitch's pussy. His cock grew instantly, and his instinct and desire were well formed. As he started thrusting in my tight hand he started pawing on me as I sat on the top steps of the porch. Whatever cool night air was long forgotten from the heat of such an encounter. He started trying to jump on me, but I still had my flannel pants on, so I quickly stood up and stripped them off, kicking them out into the yard. Still trying to jump on me, I turned around and got on my knees in front of him, reaching around for his sheath again, to resume my manipulation of him. He was almost desperate now, and knew exactly what he wanted and how to get it. Still thrusting, he came around my side and jumped on my back, pushing me down on my hands. His huge paws clammored to get a grip of me on both sides of my slim waist, scratching me, but only heightening my desire for him, as he worked his way around to mybackside in a true doggystyle position. This big male had experience, and he knew how to get what his deepest instincts told him how to. I was absolutely dizzy from the energy of this encounter, almost as if the long held sexual tension between you and someone you lusted after was suddenly broken. No inhibitions - NONE. He's finally got me locked down and in position, and is thrusting madly trying to make entry into me. The weight of such an animal, at 85 plus pounds, is only one dimension tomy swimming mind. The fur is another, and being locked in place by thosetwo strong front legs as his hips and balls slap against your ass, can take you over the top in no time. You want him bad, almost as much as he wants you. You can feel his hot panting breath against the back of your head as he rests his head between your shoulders. But just wait. When he finally finds your sweet spot, he will spear you with such intensity you will see stars in your eyes. One thrust, two thrusts, and he's IN. And that head that was between your shoulder blades is now hunched over your shoulder and panting into one of your ears, as he is pulling you ever closer to him, and him even more in you - almost like he is climbing in your ass. It doesn't take long for him to reach hisfull size. He is thrusting so fast and with such intensity I almost passed out. He is big. A good 7" or 8" before the knot, but that knot is a monster. Its like two golf balls on either side of that now-thick shaft. I know I can't take it. He'd literally be ripping menew one. With all my strength I lean forward just enough so that he can't tie with me before that knot gets to its maximum, and then its like banging a nail into a rock (it just ain't gonna go!). But he's still got plenty in me that he's not letting go of, and its almost savage in its intensity. After 2 or 3 minutes of the most wild bucking and thrusting hips pounding on my ass, he finally starts to slow down. He's IN, as far as he know, and he ain't letting go. Those dancing pistoning hips are now slapped right up against your ass, balls to balls. He doesn't get to breed often, as he probably isn't the dominant member of a pack yet. But when he does, he does it for all it is worth, and he is making sure he is breeding you, by not letting go. It doesn't seem like a long time, but it can seem like an eternity, it is so draining. If I moved, as tired as I was, that grip on my waist and thighs just got tighter again, as if I was trying to get away. And then you can feel that thin watering cum just jetting and pulsing in you as he fills you up. At some point, even he gets tired and wants to hop off and turn around if possible, were he tied to me. But that monsterously engorged dog's cock slid easily from me since we weren't, unleashing a flood of cum and juices. We're both exhausted, but to my luck and his credit, he turns around and starts cleaning me off, licking me with much more gentleness than the pounding I had just received. All I can do is just sort of fall over on my side and roll over on my back, opening my legs open so that he can lick my balls and crack. I've still got a huge raging cock though. In my younger days, in those first encounters, I could cum without so much as touching myself, while getting fucked like that. But it wouldn't take long now either. As he was licking all around my balls, which is my absolute favorite, I started pounding away on my cock. It didn't take long before I was spewing fountains, and I almost laughed as I watched his eyes follow the spurts up and then down as they landed on my chest and belly, which he happily then lapped up. We just laid there on the porch in the moonlight, with him just lying by my side - satiated, satisfied. Naturally I drifted off to sleep, with a warm body by my side. Before long though, I began to get cold, and realized that he had gone, and got up again to go back inside and burrow in the bed. By the next morning I had slept some of the deepest sleep I had on that trip. When I got up in the early morning sun, my new friend was awake in the yard at the bottom of the steps, lying on my flannel pants. And he just wagged that big tail of his when I walked down the stops to greet him. If you liked this story, please write and say so. Even as an occassional author here on Nifty, I can tell you we all dig the feedback. -Tom