Date: Thu, 23 Sep 1999 15:25:50 CDT
From: John Mack <johnis20@hotmail.com>
Subject: Part 2  Change of Life

	Kevin laid on top of me with his cock still up my ass.  I was just
thinking about the events over the last year.  Only a year ago I had never
had sex and really did not know what it was.  In the last year I had
experienced sex in just about every form or fashion with Linda, my sex
partner.  I looked over at Linda sitting beside me, she sat there looking
at me.  I was amazed at her beauty and studied her smooth soft skin.  Her
fair skin made her hair look even that much lighter.  She is 5'6" and
weighs about 100lbs.  At 17 she is more developed than most girls at our
school, she has 38D chest and a 26" waist.  She is the prettiest girl in
school by far.  Her nipples are smaller than a quarter, but her tits are
more than a mouth full.  The redness of her nipples match the color of her
juicy lips.  Her cunt hair is blond and neatly trimmed to a rounded
triangle shape.  Her pussy lips are soft and very inviting to suck and
lick.  She is a dream girl.

	As I admire her beauty, Kevin begins to move off from on top of me.
For the first time I realize how handsome he is.  Kevin is 17 and in his
last year at school.  He is about 6' also and about 185lbs.  He is well
defined in muscles.  He has a six pack that any male would want and his
pecs are a good two inches out from the rest of his chest.  His nipples are
brownish-red and about the size of a half dollar.  His left nipple is
pierced and has a ring with a small piece attached that says "fucked-up".
He has dark red hair that sets off his pubic hair of lighter red, almost
orange.  He must shave his chest and underarms.  He has very light hair on
his legs but not very much.  He is larger than me in every area of his body
especially his cock.  My cock is of average size about 6" long and a silver
dollar thick.  Kevin's cock is about 8-9" long and very fat.  He puts the
guys on the porn's I seen to shame.  He has no tan line however, his darker
color skin does not match the normal red-head fair skined people.  I know
he is well liked at school and is the quarterback for the football team.
He also is on the swim and track team.

	Kevin moves to my left side and puts an arm across my chest.  Linda
is to my right and moves down to lay beside me.  She gives me a deep
passionate kiss while she fondles with my chest.  Kevin has his head
resting on my shoulder.  I can't believe that all this just happened but I
am very excited about it all.  Linda breaks the kiss and asks me how I
liked Kevin inside me.  I tell her it was one of the best experiences so
far, not wanted her to be turned off if I was to say it was the best I have
ever experienced, which it was.  She then tells me that it was Kevin's idea
to watch a bisexual film to see how I would respond.  Kevin then tells me
that he thinks I am very cute and would like to have more fun with me.  He
tells me that he has had a crush on me since just before the fight.  He
told me that he was always trying to look at me in gym class but never was
able to get a good look.  I had to ask if he was disappointed, he replied,
"not at all" as he grabbed my dick and gave it a squeeze.

	All three of us kissed some more and talked about relationships and
other sexual experiences.  I found out the Kevin preferred guys but had
been with Linda several times.  He has a girlfriend, but there is no sex
involved and it is more for show than love.  Linda has had only seven guys
and two other girl.  I felt way out of place as Linda has been my only girl
and Kevin my only guy.

When I asked why they shaved me, again it was Kevin's ideal.  He said that
if I would let someone shave me, then I was more opened minded and might
allow a cock up my ass.
	"Why couldn't you have just asked?", I replied.
	"Where is the fun in that," he said.  "Besides did it not make your
balls more sensitive and you look sooooo cute with a baby's cock."

	I moved over on top of him sorta wrestling with him and told Linda
to get the shaving cream, "We'll see who's got a baby's cock."

	He allowed me to pin him down.  I know if he really did not what me
to pin him he could have stopped me.  I gave him a deep kiss while Linda
got the shaving cream and stuff.  His balls and ass were already shaved so
it would just be removing his pubic hair above his cock.  I teased him
about loosing his orange hair and his identify as a man.  And asked how he
was going to explain it in gym class.

	Linda held his arms, not that there was a reason to, and I shaved
his hair.
  His cock got real hard.  I teased him about enjoying this to much and
cleaned up his cock.  After it was completely shaved and clean,I licked the
sides.  I have never had a cock in my mouth before and was both excited
about it and did not know what to do.  I squeezed the precum from the tip
of his dick and moved it up to my lips to taste it.  It was pretty good.
Not that it had much of a taste but more of a feel to it.  I then put my
lips on his cock and gave it a kiss.  Kevin told me that I did not have to
suck him if I did not want to.  I responded by moving his cock into my
mouth.  I had a little trouble at first but he coached me and Linda showed
me a few tricks with my cock in her mouth.  Soon I had almost his entire
cock down my throat.  I thought I was doing a great job for it being my
first time.  He must have thought I was doing great too, because he was
moaning and telling me to suck harder.  He put his hands on my head and
began to fuck my face.  He told me he was fix'en to cum and tried to remove
my head from his cock.  I went down harder on him and sucked for every
drop.  When he began cumming I swallowed every drop and continued to work
on his cock until he got soft and rolled over to get my mouth off his cock.
His cum was salty but smooth.  I actually enjoyed the taste of it.  Linda
had stopped sucking me while I was working on Kevin, but had restarted.
She rolled me over so that I was completely on my back now.  She began to
suck the entire length of my cock fondling my balls in her hand.  Kevin
moved down to join her and they took turns sucking my cock and balls.  It
did not take long for me to cum and Kevin wanted my juices because Linda
had enjoyed them before.

	As Linda had not cum but the one time I had eaten her, we asked her
how she would like to come this time.  She then rolled Kevin onto his back
and mounted him.  She rode him as I watched.  It was better than watching a
porno.  Linda quickly came and we all laid on the bed together.

	We had not realized that over six hours had gone by.  Linda had us
scramble for our clothes and leave.  Linda said she would clean the house
and would call me tomorrow.

	As we walked to Kevin's car down the street away, he invited me
over to his house.  I agreed, but told him I need to shower and clean up
first.  He told me I could do all that over at his house and that he had
some clothes that he had out grown that would fit me.  I agreed and went to
his house.  No one was home and he looked for messages.  Kevin is an only
child and his parents left a message stating that they had to go to Houston
for the weekend and would not be back until late Monday.  Kevin invited me
to spend the weekend, so I called my parents and they agreed.

	Kevin showed me the shower and got me a towel.  I sorta waited for
him to leave, but that was really dumb.  I mean after all he had just
fucked me and we had sucked each other off.  It was not like he had never
seen me.  I took off my clothes as he talked to me.  Once I was nude he put
his hands around me asked if he could join me in the shower.  I told him
sure and we showered together.  It was more played in the water than a
shower but we did manage to get cleaned-up and we did smell a whole lot
better.  When we got out of the shower we walked to his room with our cocks
semi hard and wiggling in the air.  When we entered his room I saw myself
in the mirror and for the first time took a real good look at my hairless
cock.  I then compared mine to his.  Soft or semi hard our cocks were about
the same.  I then realized that even though he is a little bigger than I,
we could be twins if our hair was the same color.  Our facial features,
skin tone and body sculptures are almost identical.  If you were to reduce
him on a copying machine to my size we would be identical.

	Kevin walked up behind me and place his hands around my neck
letting them hang down my chest.  He held me tight and I could feel his
cock in the crack of my ass.  As he placed his head on my shoulder he
asked, "What are you thinking about?"

	"If you were to have told he six weeks ago that I would love being
with a man, let a lone you, I would have laughed in your face and called
you a liar."

	"Oh, is there something wrong with me?"

	"No, but you have to admit we did not start off on the best of
terms."

	"True, but that was all part of Linda's plan to get you."

	"And how much of it has been your plan?"

	"Well, really I wanted you along time ago, but when Linda told me
that you would do anything she says, I came up with the idea of watching
the film.  It was my plan to see if you were open to the ideal of a guy
sucking you and would allow a guy to be with you.  I did not plan on
fucking you, but that was how the film worked out.  I thought Linda was
going to see if you would suck a guy or allow a guy to suck you.  I did not
know that she was going to go all the way.  But I had to take this chance
if I was going to see if you would be with me."

	"I am glad you took the chance, however now I have a problem."

	"Really what could that be."  as Kevin reached down for my cock,
and began squeezing it, "If it is your cock I will take care of that for
you."

	"No, I said as I moved from him and over to the bed.  I sat down
and crossed one leg under me and placed my hands over my crotch.  "You
see......I don't know exactly how to say this, ......but, there is
something different about this.......I mean I feel different with
you........"

	"You mean you feel guilty doing it with a guy?"

	...."No that's not it at all,....I don't think that's it
anyway..........With Linda and I it was always just sex, no love or
feeling, no emotions, just sex.  We knew from the very beginning that it
was sex we wanted and that is all it ever was..........Now......I....."

	"What you don't want to get involved with me because....."

	"No, just wait, I can say this I just need to think it out first."

	"Let me see if I got this right, Linda told you up front that she
does not love you but wants to have sex with you and now because I did not
state that, you are having trouble with having sex with me?"

	"No, I mean yes, I mean no............  Linda did tell me up front
but that's not the problem...............The problem is that I feel
different with you............I don't know how to say it, it's
different.............I feel something for you that was not there for
Linda,...... there I said it."

	"John, you are confusing me.  Are you trying to say that you love
me?"

	"Kevin I am not sure, I feel like I want to be with you for
friendship and companionship, but with Linda it was just for sex.  Linda
and I never talked about anything other than sex before today, and while
you were there we talked about everything.  I don't know if it is you or
just today."

	Kevin walks over to me and sits on the bed behind me putting his
arms on my shoulder and begins to softly massage my neck.  He then tells me
that it will be ok, we have time to work all this out.  He ask me if being
nude with him bothers me or if him touching me bothers me.  I tell him no
on both accounts.  I turn toward him and tell him that is just it.

	"What's just it?" he ask.

	"Linda never just touched me, not like you do.  You don't want to
just have sex with me, you just want to be with me.  I can't really explain
it but you show acts of love and companionship, but Linda it was just sex."

	I look into his eyes and see that there are tears in them but he is
trying to hide them.  "That's it, you do love me isn't-it, you love me?" I
said.

	"John, I was not really sure until we were in the shower a while
ago.  I have had a crush on you for a long time, I just never knew if you
could ever love me.  I certainly did not want to tell you for the fear of
you running away.  I knew I wanted to be with you today more than anything,
but I was never going to tell you.  Please don't hate me, I will do
anything just to be with you.  And I wont tell anyone about us or Linda.
No one except for you and Linda knows that I like guys, I have never been
with anyone around here.  The only guy I ever did anything with was in
Florida when I was on vacation last summer."  You are the only guy that I
have ever fucked.  The guy in Florida and I just exchange hand and
blow-jobs.  We never kissed or anything like that.  I just have this desire
to kiss you, hold you and be with you.  I really do think I love more than
anything."

	I was shocked, but very delighted.  I was now sure that the feeling
I was having were directed at him as a person and not as a sex object.  I
still was not sure whether it was love or if I just liked being loved.  I
leaned over him moving him onto his back, placing my lips on his and
passionately kissing him for the first time.  I moved upon him so that my
entire body was able to feel his manly frame and enjoy his strong structure
beneath me.  We kissed for what seemed like hours although I am sure it was
just minutes.  We had all night to get to know each other better.

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