Date: Wed, 1 Jun 2011 15:24:45 -0400 (EDT) From: MomsBrokenHalo@aol.com Subject: Cougar Mom 5 (Bisexual-Adult/youth) The Usual Disclaimers: If you are under 18 or this type of material is illegal where you live, please leave now. Authors Note: This story is mostly fictional with a little truth mixed in. This is the next chapter in what I hope will be an ongoing series. I am learning as I go so please be patient. While I hope each chapter will be enjoyable as a stand alone story it is encouraged that you read the previous chapters to fully understand the story line. Any comments, complaints or suggestions would be greatly appreciated. If you have emailed me before, please note the new email address. MomsBrokenHalo@aol.com. Thank you. Cougar Mom Chapter 5 My name is Shelly Andrews and this is the third part of my story and how I became attracted to and involved with younger guys and girls. XXXXXXXXXX I have a next door neighbor named Carol. We are not the closest of friends, do not get me wrong, she is not a bad neighbor, she is nice enough but she is very conservative and tends to keeps to herself. She is 40 years old and a widow. She also has a 16 year old son named Alan. Her husband was in the army and got killed in Iraq. When her husband died she turned to her religion to help her through the tough times. her son Alan was kind of small for his age and Carol was afraid he would be picked on and she is very protective so she home schooled him. I feel sorry for him, the boy lives a very sheltered life. We would invite Carol and Alan over whenever we had a pool party or a cookout but she would always politely decline. She came over one day and she was very upset. She told me her sister had called her and said that their elderly Mom had suffered a heart attack. She said that her mom was stable but she wanted and needed to go see her. Her Mom and sister lived all the way cross country in California. Normally when she went to visit her Mom, Carol and Alan would drive. Carol said that she needed to get out there fast and driving was not an option. Carol explained that she was going to fly but then she broke down and told me that money was tight. I offered to give her money for the tickets but she turned me down. She said she appreciated the offer but she did not come over to ask for money. She did want to ask me a big favor. Carol asked me if Alan could spend a couple of nights with us. She explained that he was a good kid and since he was 16 he would be ok during the day at home but she did not like the idea of leaving him alone at night. Of course I told her that Alan was welcome to stay with us for as long as was needed. She thanked me and went home to pack. Alan was a very nice and respectful boy. He was quiet and did not talk much as we grilled out hamburgers and hot dogs the first night. I set him up in the guest bedroom and told him if he needed anything to just ask. XXXXXXXXXX Sadie was going out of her way to be nice to Alan and he was loving the attention. He was still nervous around us, I noticed he was trying to be discreet but that he kept glancing at both me and Sadie. It was very early morning when I woke up and had to go pee. I was still half asleep when I turned on the lights. Imagine my surprise seeing Alan standing there with his Pajama pants down around his ankles. He had rummaged around in my hamper and had a pair of my purple lace panties wrapped around his cock and he was holding a pair of dark green boy shorts to his face inhaling my scent while he jerked his cock. I am not sure who was more shocked, me at catching him or Alan at being caught. He had that deer in the headlights look and I thought he was might faint. I was not really mad at him but I did not want him to know that just yet. I could not help but smile to myself thinking of my recent attraction to young cock and Alan had what looked like a decent 6 inch cock that was hard and throbbing. I also had a flash back to when I was 17 and I walked in on my 15 year old brother. He was also in the bathroom jacking off. We both got really embarrassed and I back out of the room without saying anything and we never mentioned what had happened again. I had not thought of that in years. I thought I would scare him a little so I put on my serious face, "Well, well, what do we have here?" He had dropped the green pair of panties but still had the purple pair around his cock but he had stopped stroking it. He was so cute as he tried to mumble an apology. I stopped him in mid sentence when I reached out to close my hand over his hand. His eyes were wide as I slowly ran both our hands up and down his cock. "It's ok Sweetie, do not stop on account of me." I moved both our hands up and down a few times as I encouraged him to resume what he was doing. His hand was shaking so much that I made him remove it so that I could help him finish. He was already breathing hard and I felt his cock throb through the panties. After only a few strokes, He closed his eyes and moaned. He shot several strands of cum into my panties. When he had finished I used the panties to wipe the head of his cock clean. "So, what are we going to do with you now? I wonder what your Mom would think about you playing with my panties?" He was a bright red. "Please I am sorry I will never do it again." I wanted to drag him to my bed and make a man out of him right then but I was not going to do that with my kids in the house so I decided to make him sweat for awhile. "Stop Alan, you need to go back to bed, we will discuss this in the morning." I sent him back to the guest room. After I used the bathroom I went to the kitchen and got a zip lock bag to put the messy panties in. Then I went back to bed. I tossed and turned the rest of the night. I was excited about what might happen the next day. I had so many thoughts and ideas about what I wanted to do with Alan, what I wanted to DO to Alan that I could not go back to sleep. The next morning at breakfast Alan would not meet my gaze. He looked tired so I guess he did not get much sleep after the incident in the bathroom. After the kids left for school I used the time it took me to clean the kitchen to decide what I really wanted to do about Alan. When I finished with the dishes I headed for my bedroom. As I pasted the guest room I checked to see what Alan was up to. He was laying on the bed and it looked like he was trying to get some reading done. I wanted to do this right. I was sure I had a virgin on my hands and that idea excited me. I had a chance to teach my shy neighbor all the things a man should know. I went through my lingerie drawer trying to pick just the right outfit. I had a feeling it did not matter what I chose, Alan would love it. I decided to keep it simple since I figured we would both be naked in no time. I put on a pair of black lace panties, black stay up thigh hi's and 4 inch black heels. over that I put on a mid thigh length black silk robe. My whole body was shaking with anticipation as I went to the door and called for Alan to come to my room. I thought I was going to have to go get him but finally I seen him coming out of his room. I hid behind the door and when he entered my bedroom I slammed it behind him. He jumped at the sound and turned to face me. I watched as his eyes roamed up and down my body. "Alan we need to talk about last night." "I told you I was sorry, I do not know what came over me, please do not tell my mom." "Sweetheart I am not mad at you. We just need to come to an understanding, You do what I say and I think I can help you out and we can have a lot of fun together." "Wha..What do you mean have fun?" I walked to the bed and sat down on the edge. Alan was standing in front of me in a plain white T-shirt and blue shorts. Like I said he was small for his age. He is 5'4" tall and 115 pounds. He has short black hair and dark blue eyes. I gave him my most seductive smile, "Alan, undress for me." He hesitated but decided to do as he was told. Soon he was down to his plain white underwear. He was also sporting a raging hard on. I ordered him to come and stand in front of me. when he did I reached out to cup his cock and balls through his undies. He was shaking again but I could see he liked what I was doing. I pulled his underwear down freeing his cock. The way it throbbed when I touched it I thought he was going to come in my hand like he did last night. "Alan you are a virgin right?" He just nodded his head. "Was I the first person to touch your cock?" Again he shook his head yes. I leaned in and kissed the tip smearing pre cum across my lips. When I sucked the head into my mouth Alan's cock exploded filling my mouth with cum. I stood up and gave him a stern look. "I think you need to learn restraint but that will come in time." I took him in my arms and kissed him. He was so cute, not knowing what to do exactly. I pushed my tongue passed his lips and explored his mouth. We made out for several minutes until I broke the kiss. Smiling at Alan I undid the sash of my robe. Alan's eyes were drawn to my big breasts. I let the robe slide down my arms and hit the floor. I put my hand behind his head and drew his mouth to my right breast. he may have been inexperienced but he tried to devour my breasts. He would go from one to the other breast kissing and sucking. As he was doing this I reached down to take his cock into my hand again. I started stroking it feeling it get hard. My nipples are very sensitive and Alan's mouth was getting me incredibly hot. I finally had to push him away or I was going to cum right then. I got on the bed and laid on my back spreading my legs. "I think its time for you to learn how to please a woman." I ordered Alan to get on the bed between my legs. I told him to start licking my pussy. Even though he was not very good He did it with enthusiasm. I would give him directions and instructed him how a woman loves to have her clit licked and sucked. He managed to give me an orgasm even if it was not earth shattering. Now it was time to take Alan's virginity. I had him move up and lay on top of me. I spread my legs and reached down to guide his hard cock into me. "Oh God I can't believe this is happening to me. I think I am in heaven." Alan was really excited to be fucking for the first time and the way he was fucking me he must have thought he better cum before I change my mind and made him stop. It was going to take a lot of training to teach this boy how to do things right. I had hoped that since he had already came once that he might last longer this time and he did. Just not that much longer. I felt his cock throb inside me and then I was filled with a torrent of warm cum. Alan collapse on top of me and just laid there. After he caught his breath I rolled onto my side. Alan had a dreamy look on his face as he looked into my eyes and told me he loved me. I did not say anything because I did not want to hurt his feelings. I knew deep down it was just lust and not love that he was feeling. As we laid there I asked him a question that had been on my mind since I caught him in the bathroom last night. "Alan, tell me the truth. do you ever use your moms panties to jack off?" He looked embarrassed but answered me. "Yes, some times, but all of her panties are just simple white cotton panties, none of them are as sexy as yours are." "Have you ever worn your Moms panties?" He turned an even darker shade or red. "Yes but just once, I wanted to see how they felt." I reached down to stroke his cock again. "I think that is so hot I want to see you in panties, will you try on a pair of my panties?" "Uh I don't know, I would look silly." "I think you would look cute. Please? Do it for me?" "Oh OK." I got up and went to my panty drawer. I knew just which pair I wanted him to wear. They were pink lace and they had a cute little bow in the front. I threw them to Alan who was still on the bed watching me. "Oh wow they are so much sexier than Moms." As he slide them up his legs he was already getting hard again. "How do they feel sweetie?" "They feel great, so much better than the underwear boys have to wear." I crawled back onto the bed and leaned down to start licking his cock through the panties. In no time his cock was rock hard and throbbing again. The front of his panties was wet with pre cum and where I had licked them with my tongue. I pulled the waistband down to free his cock letting it rest snug against his balls. I think he was expecting another blow job but I had other ideas. I moved up to straddle Alan. I slowly lower my wet hot cunt until I felt all six hard throbbing inches inside of me. MMMMM it felt so good and this time we were going to do it right. I started slowly working my cunt up and down the length of his cock. As I fucked him, Alan reached up and started playing with my breasts. He was groping them and playing with the hard nipples. I was milking his cock with my pussy and I started to pick up speed. I was fucking Alan hard and fast and when I felt his cock throb I knew he was going to cum. I was getting close myself and when Alan twisted my nipples harder than I think he meant to, it sent me over the edge and I started to cum around his cock which in turn caused Alan to cum inside of me a second time. Instead of collapsing on top of him, as soon as his young cock started to go soft I moved up the bed until I was straddling Alan's handsome face. He did not realize what was about to happen or I am sure he might have tried to stop me. I lowered my dripping wet cunt to his lips and forced him to start licking me again. The idea of forcing him to suck his own cum from my slit was driving me crazy. Either I was really turned on or he was getting better at eating my pussy because before I rolled off of him I had managed to cum twice more. It was getting late afternoon and I knew Mark and Sadie would be home soon. We took a quick shower together. He was getting over his shyness because he could not keep his hands off of me. After we showered he watched me dress. Before he left I "made" him put the pink panties back on and told him to wear them until I told him differently. He went back to his house because his mom was suppose to call and check on him. I was not sure how long he would be staying with us but I knew we would have a lot of fun while he was here. XXXXXXXXXX The next day I acted like nothing had happened. I wanted to see how Alan would react. It was cute, he was following me around like a love sick puppy. I was wearing what I usually wore to bed in the winter time, an old pair of warm up pants and a long sleeve flannel T-shirt. I wanted something sexy to tease Alan even more. I went into my bedroom to change clothes. I decided on a red lace teddy with a snap crotch and garter straps. The teddy had a plunging neckline that showed off my impressive cleavage. My excitement was growing as I slide the red stockings up my legs and attached them to the garters. I put on a pair of 3 inch blood red heels, fixed my makeup and hair then went to find Alan. He was in the guest room reading again. That is all I have ever seen him do. This boy needs to loosen up and watch some Television or something, maybe I will introduce him to Internet porn at some point. When he looked up and seen me standing watching him he broke into a big smile. "Sweetie are you ready to have a little fun again today?" "Oh God yes, I was starting to wonder if you thought yesterday was a mistake and it was going to be a one time thing. Heck I was still not sure if it happened or if I had a really vivid dream." "Are you still wearing those sexy pink panties?" He blushed, "Yes Ma'am." "Let me see." He stood up and pushed the waist band of his shorts down a little and showed me just the bow and the top of the panties. "No Alan take your clothes off and show me properly." He lowered his head and said "yes ma'am." He stripped of his T-shirt and shorts. I seen he was already hard and that the front of my panties were stained. He must have been leaking pre-cum all night long. "Alan did you masturbate last night?" He hesitated but answered yes. "You naughty boy, maybe you should be punished." "I am sorry I just couldn't help it." He looked like he was going to panic until I told him I was just teasing. That I like naughty boys. I told him to come with me. Actually I made he go in front of me because I wanted to see his cute young ass in panties. Maybe it was my imagination but it seemed Alan instinctively but a little extra sway in his hips since he was wearing panties. Before I got married, I dated this guy who would occasionally wear my panties. He was a masculine assertive kind of guy but as soon as he slide panties up his legs he became a very submissive person. I eventually got him to dress up as a woman complete with wig and makeup. We had some fun times before we broke up. After seeing Alan in my panties yesterday I wanted to dress him in more. First thing though, I was going to take care of that tasty looking bulge. I Sat him on the edge of my bed and kneeled in front of him. I removed the nasty pink panties and stroked his cock a couple of times. I took the head of his cock into my mouth and sucked gently. His cock was just 6 inches but it was delicious. I was slurping up and down the length and messaging his balls as I suck. He was able to last longer today so I spent several minute giving him a blow job. I stood him up and gripped his ass pulling his cock deeper into my mouth. I pulled back and concentrated on sucking just the head. I really surprised him when as I continued to suck his young cock I pushed a finger into his ass. He was so tight I had trouble getting my finger into him. "Wha..what are you doing? Please stop." I ignored his pleas and continued to finger fuck his butt as I sucked his cock. When I pushed a second finger into Alan his cock throbbed and he started cumming hard. I managed to get my fingers free before his knees gave out on him and he fell back onto the bed. I laughed at him as I wiped my fingers off with the panties he had been wearing. I gave him a few minutes to regain his strength when I went to the bathroom and washed my hands. When I returned I got out what I wanted him to wear. First was a pair of white satin panties and a pair of white sheer stockings. I made Alan set in a chair as I kneeled at his feet. I rolled a stocking up his right leg and when I had it in place I kissed and licked his inner thigh. His cock was already starting to strain against the material of his panties. I repeated the process with the other stocking and kissed and licked his left thigh. He looked cute but something was missing. Then I got an idea, none of my bras would fit him they were way to big. However my daughter had just recently cleaned out her closet and there was a box of clothes in the hall closet that she hadn't worn in years. I remembered seeing her put an old training bra in the box. I told Alan to behave himself I would be right back. After I found the bra I stopped by Sadie's room on the way back and find a pair of modest one inch white heels. I show Alan how to put on the lacy training bra then make him put on the heels, he is wobbly at first but gets the hang of walking in heels. I set him down at the vanity table and while I can tell he was not to happy he does not fight me as I apply a deep red color to his lips. A little blush and some mascara and he has a pretty feminine face. He looks like a cute girl with short hair. I tell him its time to see if he is a good little lesbian. he is confused as to what I mean until I lead him to the bed and lay down. I spread my legs tell him to show me what he learned yesterday. He crawls onto the bed and position himself on the bed between my legs. He undoes the snap of my teddy and slowly starts to lick my cunt. Today he is making a more concentrated effort at what he is doing, instead of wildly licking all over the place he concentrates on the folds of my pussy. Then he zeros in on my clit and as he licks and sucks on it I feel him push a finger into my wet slit. Soon I was moaning and wriggling on the bad as I feel a really good orgasm wash over me. He continues to finger fuck me and nibble on my clit until I come again..then again. Alan learns fast. I finally had to push him away. I pulled him up and we started sharing playful kisses. We lay there and rested for a bit just making out. Alan kissed his way down to my breasts and started sucking my nipples through the material of my teddy. As he sucked my nipples I rubbed the front of his panties making sure his cock was hard again. I playfully asked Alan if he wanted to fuck me again. Of course he said YES with enthusiasm. He started to get on top of me but I stopped him. "No not that way, I want you to fuck me doggie style." He smiled at that idea. So I got on all fours. Alan got behind me and pulled the front of his panties down. I was wet and when he pushed forward he easily entered my pussy. He started fucking me fast but I told him to slow down and take his time, let the pleasure build. He slowed down a little and started fucking me with deeper smoother movements. The thing I liked about Alan was that he was good at following directions and he learned fast. It did not take long for him to start picking up speed though. I guess a young guy can hold out just so long. I felt his hands on my waist as started fucking me harder. I was feeling that warm glow in my tummy and knew it would not take long before his cock made me cum. I started rocking my hips back to meet his thrusts as Alan started fucking me hard deep and fast. Alan rammed his cock deep inside me and came hard. When I felt his hot cum inside me it sent me over the edge and my body was rocked with multiple orgasms. We collapsed on the bed and rolled onto our side. his cock still inside of me. He had his arms around me and was cupping my breasts. His cock started going soft and it slipped out of my cunt. we fell a sleep like that and took a long nap. XXXXXXXXXX That Afternoon I got a phone call from Carol, Alan's Mother, She said that her Mom was doing better. She also asked if it was OK if Alan stayed with us a few more days, she was not able to get a return flight until Saturday. Being the good neighbor that I am I told her Alan could stay with us as long as was needed. XXXXXXXXXX I decided that I could probably talk Alan into doing anything I wanted him to do So I decided to use him to help me with a fantasy I had been having with more and more regularity. I wanted to explore the fantasy where I seduced my daughter. I know Alan would never pass for Sadie, but with a little work, the right makeup and dressing him in Sadie's clothes, It might work for what I wanted to try. When I told Alan what my fantasy was and that he was going to play the part of my daughter he looked at me like I had completely lost my mind. He started saying that it was just too weird for him to be a part of and he thought it was best if he just went home for the day. I calmed him down and asked him if he had enjoyed what we had done so far? He answered yes of course. Then I told him that I did not want to force him to do it but I could. I reminded him I still had the cum covered panties from that fist night and I did not think he would want me going to his mother and telling her what I caught him doing. especially since I had evidence that would convince her. He looked like he was going to pass out but finally agreed to do what I was wanted. I kissed him and told him to give it a chance he might like it. I knew we had several hours before Mark and Sadie would be home and did not want to rush this, I wanted to take my time and let the anticipation build. First thing we did was take a nice long shower together. When we were both clean I sprayed him with my favorite perfume. I took him back to the bedroom and had him set at the vanity table again, this time I did his makeup in the more adult style that Sadie wears when she is competing in a beauty pageant. After I was done fixing his face I went to my closet and took out a straight blonde wig that I had not worn in years. I don't really remember why I got it in the first place. I used bobby pins to fix it into place. When he looked into the mirror he saw a young woman looking back. He must be have liked what he saw because his cock was rock hard. I did not want him to ruin his clothes with pre cum so I dropped to my knees and gave him a quick blow job. After I dressed in white bra, panties, and stockings that had a wide band at the top to keep them in place I finished my outfit with a conservative creme colored lace dress then I took Alan to my daughters room. I remembered a purple bra and panty set she had purchased one day at Victoria's Secret while we were on a shopping trip. After he had the panties on I helped him with the bra. he looked better after I added some socks to fill out the cups. His small frame was starting to have curves and was looking sexy. Instead of stockings I decided to make him wear a pair of white tights that Sadie wears some times when she does ballet. I helped him put them on and when I slide the waist band up his legs his cock was hard once again. "Alan I thought you did not want to do this? I think your cock has other ideas." "Well it's not wearing the clothes that is so bad, actually it turns me to know that I am wearing Sadie's clothes, she is hot." "We really can't have this thing in the way. It will ruin the illusion that you are my daughter." I told him to stay there and I would be back. I returned with some duct tape. I dropped to my knees and pulled his hose and panties down to his thighs. I gave him his second blow job of the day. When his cock was soft I pushed it back between his legs and taped his cock into place. When he pulled the panties and tights back up his crotch was smooth, no sign that a cock was there. Next I had him step into a simple black dress that came to mid thigh. Really it was turning out better that I expected it to. Alan was no where as sexy as my daughter but he made a very pretty girl. Today I made him wear a pair of 3 inch black heels. To complete the image I picked out the crown and sash that Sadie received when she won Miss Young Teen North Carolina. If I did not know that it was Alan standing in front of me I would just think it was another pretty pageant queen. I took him back to my bedroom. Now my fantasy could begin. I told Alan to imagine she had just won the State pageant and we are returning to our hotel room. I pretended to unlock the door and let Alan in, There was a bottle of champagne by the bed. "Oh Sweetheart I am so proud of you, I called ahead and told them to have the champagne in our room so we could celebrate." Alan blushed he was not sure how to act like Sadie. I poured us both a glass and made a toast the most beautiful and special daughter a woman could have." We sipped our drink. Alan was getting into the part, and Giggled "Mom the bubbles tickle, its the first time I had anything like this to drink." "I know you should not be drinking it but tonight is a special occasion. I am so proud of you." I hugged Alan then looked into his eyes and kissed his painted lips lightly. Alan playfully pushed me away, "Mom what are you doing?" I pretended to be a little drunk when I kissed him again. As I kissed my "daughter" hard on the mouth, I reached down to squeeze his cute butt. Alan pretended to struggle in my embrace. In my lust filled mind I was with my beautiful daughter. In our struggle Alan fell back on the bed, his black dress had bunched up around his waist. "Mom stop you are acting crazy. What are doing?" I gave him my most wicked smile and kneeled between his legs. "Sweetheart I am finally doing something I have wanted to do for a very long time." I started kissing and licking Alan's legs, imagining that they were my daughters creamy thighs. I attacked Alan's crotch like I dream of devouring Sadie's sweet young pussy. The tape must have came lose because his cock was sticking up in his panties and hose. I think it was even harder that it had ever been before. I sat back, "Oh Baby turn over, Mommy wants to taste that hot ass of yours." Alan was to turned on to argue with me and he rolled over onto his stomach. I pushed up the hem of his dress and started kissing he hose covered butt. I also reached under him to rub his hard cock. I was crazy with lust as I pulled the white tights and purple panties down to his knees. I playfully slapped his ass before kissing each cheek. Spreading his cheeks with my hands I drove my tongue deep into the crack of his ass. Alan was moaning as I swirled my tongue around inside of him. I started darting my tongue in and out of him as I reached around to grasp his cock in my right hand. I simultaneously rimmed his young cute butt as I stroked his hard cock. I reached into the night stand beside my bed and pulled out my 8 inch vibrator. Alan has his head down and was moaning in pleasure from the hand job I was giving him. I left him lost in his thoughts as I slipped a lubricated condom over the tip of the vibrator. Alan had no idea what was about to happen so he was relaxed as I pushed my toy into his ass with ease. Alan's head shot up in shock and he screamed no but it was too late, I was working the vibrator in and out of him as I continued to jack him off. He tried but could not hold back any longer and covered my hand with his cum. I held my palm to his mouth and after just a slight hesitation he began to lap up his fluids. I pulled the vibrator from his ass causing him to moan again. I laid back on the bed and As I spread my legs, Alan knew what was expected of him and crawled between my thighs and pulled down my wet panties. He quickly went to work on licking my hot cunt. As he tongued and licked my pussy I put my hand on the back of his head to force his tongue deeper inside of me. "Oh Sweetheart eat my pussy, make your mommy feel so good." Alan doubled his efforts as he licked my pussy and clit. A warm feeling was washing over my body as I imagined my beautiful blonde little girl sucking on my cunt. "OH GOD SADIE, MAKE YOU MOMMY CUM HARD!!!!!!!!!!!" My body went into convulsions, I was on the bed thrashing around as I had one of the most powerful orgasms in my life. I am not sure how long I lay there in what was almost a comatose state. When I started coming to my senses I realized that Alan was on top of me and he was fucking me with his hard 6 inch cock for all he was worth. He fucked me for several minutes until he filled my cunt with his juices. After that we both took a long nap and when I woke up I was surprised to see that it was almost time for the kids to come home, our little fantasy role play had taken up the whole day. That evening I was to tired to fix dinner so we had pizza delivered. Alan stayed with us for two more days before his Mom came home, we fucked several times in those last few days. Just for fun I dressed him like a cute girl and took him with me when I ran some errands. He stayed in the car the whole time but still he said he liked going out dressed. Carol came over to thank me for letting Alan stay with us, I was not lying when I told her it was my pleasure. I noticed the impish smile Alan had on his face when he heard what I had said. Alan has only managed to come over a couple of times since then but each time he wears panties and hose. I started hatching a plan to introduce Alan's feminine side to boys and hard cocks. I had hoped if I exercised my demons and used Alan to explore my fantasies about my daughter that the desire would go away. I was wrong and the desires only increased and my lust for Sadie was starting to drive me crazy. XXXXXXXXXX