Date: Mon, 16 Dec 2019 10:35:40 -0600
From: Not Given <chaosmode00@gmail.com>
Subject: Discovering Noah Part 4

Discovering Noah
Part 4
Chaosmode

Intro: Part 4 is where Nathan takes mostly a back seat.  This is the part
where Noah gets to know Sarah. There is very little erotica here, its just
three chapters of some light making out, some character development and
then direction on where its all going in the fourth chapter with Nathan's
point of view.  After this the story picks up its final steam, there's some
more drama stuff but most of Part 5 is explorations and first times with
both Nathan and Sarah for Noah.  Part 6 is probably the end but it also
includes a really lengthy epilogue section where we get to meet a fourth
person, but mainly its all there to close out where Noah ends up in his
life...

Thanks for reading and any thoughts are welcome:  chaosmode00@gmail.com
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Fourteen.


	The absolute worst thing was the first Monday after the new year
when school started again was when she realized that she was going to have
to see Calvin when she walked into her first period class.  Two and a half
weeks of absolute bliss of not thinking about the dirt bag had come and
gone and now she was stuck going back to school, walking into that class
room and seeing that asshole once again sitting there looking smug and
probably trying to beg her to take him back again.  She had gotten so
annoyed by his texts that she had blocked his number.

	Christmas break had been amazing, of course her parents and her
sister had all enjoyed the gifts that she had gotten them, and the rest of
it had all been so much fun.  Sarah had loved Christmas since she was a
little girl that still believed in Santa, even now with that belief long
gone she still loved the feeling of what the holiday did to people.  She
tried to carry a little of that cheer with her all year long but most
people just forgot that you were supposed to treat others the same way all
year long.  Kindness took a backseat to peoples' own base desires.

	As she walked into the classroom she was relieved to see that
Calvin wasn't there yet.  It wasn't that he had been having sex with
someone else, or even who that someone else had been.  It was that he had
cheated.  Cheating was unacceptable.  Sarah had never told Calvin or even
expected for them to be exclusive.  It was why she was always so protective
about things, why she didn't do anything with a boy unless he had a condom,
because she fully expected that the boy wasn't telling her the truth about
what he had actually done in his past.  Or that he could indeed cheat on
her.

	Having a sister who was going to school to be a sex therapist
(along with training for other therapy professions) meant that you at
twelve were bombarded with facts about boys after your sister walked in on
you kissing one while masturbating him.  She wasn't disappointed in Sarah
for doing stuff, she just didn't want her preteen sister to end up
pregnant.  That had been during Karen's first year of college too.  James
had been a sweet boy, older already in the eighth grade but still sweet and
as inexperienced as Sarah herself.

	So with her sister's guidance Sarah at twelve had learned more
about sex education than most girls her age. Things that her mom would be
pissed that she had known then and knew now as well.  Her mom did not
approve of her daughters being sexual active, dating was okay but you were
due home by ten on a weekend and by seven on a week day.

	Now at sixteen even with just the experience of four boyfriends she
knew more about sex than most of them and she had found that for the first
two were uncomfortable with how easy she was with sex, but how she wouldn't
let them put it in her.  Sarah had made that decision long ago the first
boy to put more of him than just his fingers in there was going to mean
something to her.  She had come the closets with Calvin, almost to the
point where she felt that she might be ready, then he had cheated on her.
Of course the reality she had learned was that most boys wouldn't actually
even try putting their fingers in her.  The last two she had dated both
loved blow jobs but touching her?  Making her feel good yeah good luck with
that.

	Other kids filed into the class slowly and then finally close to
the bell Calvin showed up.  He was handsome as always, dark smoldering
eyes, dark brown hair that was trimmed, and shorter now than it had been a
few weeks ago.  He was tall for sixteen, his skin was still tanned despite
the colder weather.  Her mom wasn't wrong about boys that liked to be tan
all year long, they were real asses or could be.  He looked at her once and
then took his seat.

	After class as she was walking in the hall he caught up to her
grabbing her arm, stopping her from walking.  She yanked her arm out of his
grasp and said, "we don't have anything to talk about Cal."

	"Come on Sarah, look it was an honest mistake..."

	They were walking down the hall towards her next class not his.
"so it just sort of slipped in as you were helping her change a light
bulb?"

	Calvin sighed, "Please, come on Sarah it was just the one time I
swear..."

	Sarah stopped in the hall looking at him.  She pushed a finger into
his chest, "once a cheater Calvin always a fucking cheater, now leave me
the fuck alone or I will tell someone that you're bothering me."  Then she
turned and walked away.  Again she didn't care that he had slept with
someone else, she cared that he had done it behind her back.  Sarah
realized that her thoughts on dating and exclusivity were not normal.  She
blamed her sister honestly, she had no interest in other girls, she wasn't
bisexual or a lesbian. She loved that thing between boys legs, but she also
had learned some things from her sister and how close they were with each
other.

	She wouldn't tell Cal because he didn't deserve to know, but if he
had told her he was sleeping with Helen as well as her she would have been
fine with that as she didn't believe for a second that she would be
spending her entire life with Calvin.  She knew that he just like her and
everyone else on the planet was looking for that right person, or as close
to right as possible.  Also she was young and didn't want to be tied down
anyway.  She had never met a boy that she wanted to be exclusive with or
close that door on.

	The rest of school went better, not having to deal with Calvin
trying to talk to her again made everything easier.  At lunch as she was
eating with Lindsey and Erin, Helen came over.  Helen was every bit as
pretty as Sarah herself.  Not as tall as Sarah, but more developed for sure
and with a sharp but small nose and rounded cheeks.  Helen sat down, "I'm
sorry Sarah.. Cal told me that you and he had broken up."

	Sarah sighed, "of course he did."  Sarah knew that most boys
considered her very pretty as well, she had known she figured since around
the time she was six that she was pretty, not average, not stunning, but
very pretty.  She had always been a little tall for her age and she had
used that to find her love of sports.  It had been soccer when she was
younger, but now in high school she had found track and volleyball.  Sarah
was long and willowy, she had gotten the figure from her dad's side, she
had the same figure actually as her aunt.  Straight lines, barely any
curves to her hips or to her breasts, but they were there and plenty
obvious even with their smaller size.

	Helen said, "if I Had known... he said that you guys broke up a few
days earlier and he looked all sad and well... I'm sorry."

	Sarah shook her head, "no worries, are you going to keep seeing
him?"

	Helen laughed, "fuck no, when you came in on us and he started
chasing after you I knew that you two hadn't really broken up, and then he
told me as much and I well, lets just say I'm sure he didn't walk right for
a few days."

	Sarah laughed and said, "oh that would have been delightful to see.
I'm glad you have taste."

	Helen shrugged and stood up, "he doesn't deserve us, guys like
that, they'll just keep doing it over and over again."  As she walked away
Sarah wondered where that had come from, clearly Helen had been burned.

	She was finishing lunch when her phone vibrated, she figured that
Karen was probably checking up on her, first day back dealing with Calvin.
She had told Karen last night that she was worried about dealing with him.
Instead it was a text from someone else, someone who had only texted her
one other time to wish her a merry Christmas.  She smiled seeing the name.
There was no real reason why seeing his name appear on her screen should
make her smile, she had only hung out with him for a few hours a short few
days before Christmas and figured she might never see him again.

	Still seeing the name Noah with a little snowflake next to it above
the text did make her smile.  That day she had felt so bad for him, the
thought of it being not only right before Christmas. but also his birthday
and him having lost his dad. So she had been determined to give him the
best Christmas and birthday that she could.  She knew that he had been
happy that day and she had realized at some point close to the end while
they were putting up the decorations that she liked the boy. She had used
the mistletoe to kiss him because he had looked so cute and vibrant in that
moment and she had just wanted to add one more memory, but also well she
had realized she was starting to feel attracted to the boy.  Even if he was
four years younger.

	His text was a simple one: you prob. didn't mean it when you said
it but I could use someone to talk to.  She smiled at the text, she had
meant it.  Honestly Sarah had no idea how good she could be or would be
helping someone else get through something as horrible as what Noah was
going through, but she had been serious about wanting to be his friend.
She texted back: I did. I can come by your house after school if you want.
He texted back: sure, thanks.  Then he sent the address again saying that
he got home around two fifty usually.

	After school she drove over to Noah's house, she knew hat he was in
middle school and his house wasn't that far from her school, in fact they
went to the same school district and it looked like he would go to her high
school in two years as well.  It was almost three when she got there and
she was surprised to see Noah sitting outside on the steps of his front
porch.  She was also surprised that she felt a little nervous and uncertain
about seeing him again.

	As she got out of the car the boy stood up, he was as she
remembered, wavy sandy brown hair that went almost to his shoulders and
seemed to curl around its ends, he was about average in height for a boy of
his age, not quite five feet yet but just almost there.  He made her reed
look like a thick piece of grass as compared to his skinny frame.  He was
clearly going to be tall one day, just going by his long arms and already
long legs, he just hadn't quite gotten there yet.  He was about a foot
shorter than her so his head came up to about her shoulders.

	He came over to where she was and hugged her, it took her by
surprise but she hugged him back, "did you get some good gifts for
Christmas.?"

	Noah smiled stepping back, "yeah, I don't know if I thanked you
enough for that Wednesday with my birthday and all."

	Sarah smiled back, "you did, just by having a good day.  You wanted
to talk?"

	Noah shrugged, "I don't know.. I just wanted a friend and I figured
that you might not have been serious but..."

	Sarah could see the nerves in his face, and the fear of rejection.
"I was serious that's why I came.  Come on, you want to inside or stand out
here in the cold?"  It was a crisp cool winter day which the city rarely
got for a long time.

	Noah said, "yes. Inside."  He walked with her into the house and as
she took her coat off because it was warm inside she noticed more than once
that he looked. Karen had told her that the boy was trying to figure out if
he liked boys or girls or both.  Karen had known at thirteen that she liked
both, Sara herself had known at twelve that other girls were boring.

	She had to lead him to the couch.  The Christmas stuff that had
decorated the house was all put away, more than likely with Nathan going
back to college it had been done on new years day.  She knew Nathan was
back at college because her sister was as well.  "so what's up Noah?"

	Noah sighed just a bit, "I could have.. maybe I should have called
Nathan but he's so far away now and that's kind of the problem I guess... I
got use to having someone around that I could talk to about things..."

	Sarah leaned back on the couch looking at him. She had a feeling
that this boy had no real idea how cute he was, how at twelve he was on
that cusp where he would go from being a cute boy to a beautiful cute young
man, like star level beauty.  "what things?" Noah shrugged and sighed again
as if he was afraid and she said, "just pretend I'm Nathan."

	Noah blushed this time and said, "but you're not.  We barely know
each other and I know a lot of things about Nathan and he knows a lot of
things about me... I don't want to sound stupid and maybe I shouldn't have
had you come over just because I miss my dad and wanted to talk to someone
about how hard it is sometimes and how today was even harder because all
the other kids and teachers kept giving me sympathy looks and talked in
those words that Nathan said they would use..."

	Sarah moved and put her arms around his shoulders, "Okay I'm not
Nathan, clearly I have girl bits as opposed to boy ones, but we do both
have one thing in common, we're your friend."

	Noah rested his head a bit on her shoulder, "on my birthday when
you kissed me was it because you were being nice? Or just because you
thought it might be something to make me happy?"

	Well that was one way to change subjects.  She had feeling though
that this somehow was related to that.  For some reason Noah wanted to know
this before he decided if he could open up to her about things.  "I did it
for a few reasons, the first was that I was being nice, the second was that
I liked seeing you happy, and the third was that I wanted to do it, I
thought you were cute and I wanted to steal a first kiss."

	Noah softly said, "you weren't my first kiss, you'd be my fourth I
guess, unless you count every time that I kissed the same person to be more
than one kiss..."

	Sarah laughed and he flushed, "so three other girls kissed you
before me, I am not surprised."

	Noah shook his head, "no, just one other girl, the other two were
boys."

	She was surprised that he was forward like that.  "Why are you
telling me that Noah?"

	He shrugged, "because I want to be friends and I don't want to lie.
I don't know if I like boys or girls and I don't know if I can choose one
or the other." He stopped for a moment and Sarah wasn't sure where to go
but he knew where he was going, "I liked it when you kissed me, even though
I knew that you weren't really interested in me because I'm younger.  I
figured that you did do it to make me happy but also because you thought I
was cute."

	Sarah realized that she really didn't know this boy at all.  That
one day had been a small glimpse into him.  This Noah, while she could
still see that sadness was not the Noah that had been there on his
birthday.  This Noah was still that Noah, but he was also telling her that
he wanted to get to know her, he was trying to get around the age thing as
quietly as he could.  Almost as if he had gotten around it before, and then
it clicked that he had.  "Nathan, he's one of the boys you kissed."

	Noah flushed and said, "N-n-no."

	Sarah laughed, "I won't tell anyone, but I am right aren't I?"
Noah nodded and she said, "you know how many times I've wanted to kiss
Nathan?"

	"You want to kiss Nathan? Uh Sarah he's well he's only into guys."

	Sarah sighed, "I know that, doesn't change that he's handsome.
You're dangerous Noah."

	Noah said, "I am? How so?"

	Sarah looked over at him, he really was cute, she could see why
Nathan would give in and kiss him, if not do more.  Those dark green eyes
were unlike any she had seen before.  "Because you're kind of disarming.
You bring me over here to talk about one thing and then you go in a totally
different direction."

	Noah sighed, "I don't really want to talk about it.. I'm afraid if
I do I might cry and then you will see me as a kid..."

	Sarah touched his chin, turning his face up to look at hers, "come
on Noah, I won't.  If you want to get to know me and if you want me to get
to know you then we're going to have to do more than just sitting here
joking about Nathan being into guys.  I don't date boys just because
they're cute.  Well... that's not true... but I'm trying to do better I'm
tired of being burned."

	She saw Noah swallow and flush, "date?"

	The flush was beautiful, she kissed his cheek, "ask me if you being
twelve bothers me?"

	Noah swallowed again, "does it?"

	Sarah smiled and then leaned over kissing his lips this time, it
was a simple kiss but the promise was one of more to come.  "No, Noah I
don't care that you're younger than me."

	They sat there in silence again and then when Noah rested his head
on her shoulder once more she knew he was going to talk about it.  "I
really missed him today Sarah, I wanted to call Nathan three times and ask
him to come back because I don't know if I can do it.  I don't mean I need
Nathan to make me feel better, he does but so does Beth though she's going
through her own thing.  But today I really missed my dad."

	Sarah put her arm around his shoulders, "why today?"

	He shrugged, "Because on the first day back to school my dad would
always take me to school instead of the bus.  It was like our tradition,
he'd take me to school, make me lunch, tell me that I was going to `knock
them dead'."  He paused then continued, "today though he wasn't there."

	He was silent and Sarah didn't know what to say.  She really wasn't
sure what the right thing to do or say was.  "I don't know what to tell you
Noah, I'm not... I've never been through what you've been through and I
don't want to give you something that sounds fake... or one of those it'll
get better champ speeches."

	Noah smiled a bit, "Champ?"

	"Yeah you know, boys are Champ or Sport, girls are Princess or
Pumpkin."

	Noah laughed just a bit as he sniffled too, "you're kind of strange
Sarah."

	Sarah laughed too, "takes one to know one."  Silence again, "so
what can I do Noah?"

	Noah shrugged, "so you know that my dad died, my mom died too when
I was a lot younger I don't even remember her other than some small
things."  He stopped again she had a feeling that he was going somewhere
here when he started speaking again, "I don't ever really miss her, I mean
sometimes I'll remember something she used to do, but I guess sometimes I
get afraid that I'll forget stuff that he used to do too..."

	Sarah said, "my dad used to pick me up and throw me really high in
the air when I was like four or so.  Its about the only thing I really
remember from that age, or even from him as I rarely see him anymore.  My
mom though I have hundreds of memories of things that she's done or said to
me or helped me with.  Your dad was around for a lot more years than your
mom, I think you'll have a lot more memories to hold onto when you forget
some of the smaller ones.  And some of them you'll even use to take care of
your own kids when you have them."

	Noah wiped at one of his eyes and said, "I don't even know if I
want kids. They seem like a lot of trouble."

	Sarah squeezed his shoulder, "I think some are pretty incredible,
like me for example.  Do you know that I was once voted most likely to do
something incredible by accident?"

	Noah chuckled a bit, "how do you do something incredible by
accident?"

	Sarah shrugged, "no idea but its the truth."  He looked up at her
and Sarah smiled looking at him, "so you feeling a little better?"

	Noah smiled too, "yeah, you didn't say any of those fake things
that my teachers or the other students said.  Um Sarah... there's just one
thing... if uh we did.. I mean if you decided that you wanted to you know
date me or take me out on dates or get to know me..."

	"yes?"

	"Well its only fair that you know that I like both boys and girls
and that I kind of am seeing Nathan though we're not sure what it is
because we're so far away from one another and our ages are so
different... but I don't want to lie to you so if its a problem then we can
just be friends."

	Sarah felt her heart stop for a second, her breath stopped as well.
He had no idea what he had just done, no clue that he had just bared all of
what he was going through to her.  The boy was an enigma, he was somehow
twelve but also older, like two different parts of his personality waged a
war inside of him.  He had also just admitted that he had feelings for her
and that he and Nathan had done more than kiss probably.

	Sarah touched his cheek, "its not a problem Noah, the fact that
you're telling me tells me that its important to you that I know.  I have
one simple rule, well I have more than one rule, but I do have one simple
really important rule that friends, who might be more than friends can
never break with one another."

	Noah was looking at her, those beautiful dark green eyes that she
could have gotten lost in for hours or days only inches away.  "What's the
rule?"

	"Don't lie to me, be up front, and don't cheat..."

	Noah said, "isn't that three rules?  And isn't being with someone
else while your with someone already cheating?"

	Sarah smiled, and touched his cheek, "cheating is lying.  Telling
me that you're doing stuff with someone else isn't lying or cheating, If I
know that you and Nathan are intimate with one another and I'm okay with it
then how are you cheating on me?"

	Noah swallowed, "I guess, its just I didn't know that girls were
okay with that..."

	"Girls are just like boys Noah, we're not all black and white
straight lines.. we're not sure what we want either and are just trying to
figure it out." She stroked his cheek and wondered if the boy had an
erection as her lips were inches from him.  When he leaned over she didn't
stop him in truth she liked that he was taking it not waiting for her to
ask or say he could. The fact that he could read that she wanted him to
kiss her thrilled Sarah.  His lips were as soft as she remembered, as
wonderful as she had felt before.  Then when his tongue pushed out she
smiled and pushed a hand through his hair holding his head.  The boy knew
how to kiss and his tongue tangling with hers was wonderful.  She pulled
back after a moment when she felt one of his hands rest on her chest, his
hand was small and though her breast was small it was still more than a
handful to the boy.

	She gently moved his hand off and he said, "sorry."

	Sarah smiled, holding the same hand in hers, "its okay, so you like
both boys and girls?"

	Noah shrugged, "I do, I think I do I mean.  I'm not really sure.  I
like it when I kiss you and I like," he flushed and didn't finish saying
that he liked looking at her, instead he said, "I like kissing Nathan too
and doing stuff with him and its not just because he's older or making me
or anything, he never made me, he wanted to do stuff but he was afraid
to... and I mean is it bad that I might like both?"

	Sarah laughed, "no Noah, it gives you more choices, I wish
sometimes that I could like both but girls do nothing for me. I tired once,
but I just... I like well I don't want to be crude but I like a certain
part of boys quite a lot I have discovered."

	Noah flushed, "me too, but I like certain parts of girls as much as
I do the other parts on boys."

	"Karen says that its one of the hardest things in the world, lots
of people don't believe that you can really like both, it makes it hard for
you to find someone just right."

	Noah nodded and said, "maybe but Nathan said that I should enjoy
it, that as long as I stay safe I should just see what I like and not worry
about where it might go.  I guess the only other thing is that my friend
Hayley was right, I just don't find kids my age interesting..."

	Sarah looked over at him and then shook her head, "who is Hayley?"

	"Uh she was the first girl I ever kissed, and um well I saw her
breasts too... and uh she was fourteen when I saw them and I was still
eleven."

	Sarah stroked his cheek, "Oh what am I going to do with you Noah,
the more I talk to you...." She kissed his lips again one more time and
then said, "I should be going, its almost five... listen, I want to go out
with you, an actual you and me date.  We'll get to know one another, and
then if we both decide we'll see if this is or can go somewhere."

	Noah stood with her and said, "okay, this weekend?"

	Sarah touched his cheek one more time, "Saturday, we'll do dinner
and a movie, if anyone asks we'll just say we're friends or I'm watching
you... just so..."

	Noah interrupted, "so it doesn't get awkward I know, Nathan and I
talked about the same thing."  She left after that and as she drove home
Sarah could feel her entire body radiating heat and desire.  There had
never in her life been a boy that she had met that was like Noah, and she
didn't mean that it was because he was younger, he was younger, but he was
also so different than any boy his age or any boy she had met before.

	He wasn't mature or an old soul or something stupid like that.  He
was still clearly a kid going through things, but that didn't exclude the
fact that he also had a maturity to him, in a way he reminded her of
herself, her mom had always lamented the fact that neither of her daughters
were ever princesses or girly girls.  At Noah's' age was when she started
doing stuff with boys as well.  The new year was already turning out to be
quite interesting.... In an unexpected way.



Fourteen



	Noah had no idea how to approach the subject of doing something
with Sarah to Beth.  It wasn't like with Nathan, they were sort of family
though Noah didn't see Nathan as a brother they still lived in the same
house when Nathan was home from college and that made things easier.
Nathan could just say he was taking Noah to the movies so that they could
get out and do stuff.  Sarah was not living under the same roof, she was a
girl who was the sister of Nathan's best friend, someone that Beth barely
knew even though she knew Sarah's big sister.

	He decided to call Nathan and see if he had any suggestions.  Also
really he wanted to hear Nathan's voice.  It was the third ring before
Nathan answered, "Hey Noah, how you doing?"

	When Nathan asked him how he was doing it wasn't like the people at
school. They were putting on false niceness.  He and Nathan hadn't talked
in a few days so Nathan really wanted to make sure he was doing okay.  "I'm
good, really, um I wanted to ask you something..."

	"Go for it."  Nathan sounded distant even though the phone made him
sound clear, that was why Noah hated talking on phones, they didn't really
make someone else closer.  They did he supposed make the distance a little
more tolerable.

	"Well um Sarah wants to go to the movies tomorrow and its just her
and me and I don't know how to ask Beth if its okay."

	Nathan on the other end smiled, Noah knew it, he could hear it in
Nathan's voice as he said, "you just ask her Noah, she kind of knows Sarah,
just tell her that Sarah is your friend.  I'm glad you paid attention to me
and you're not just sitting around the house moping around because I'm not
there."

	Noah smiled too, "You told me I only live once."  It was something
that they had talked about the day that Nathan had left back to school.
That they would keep seeing what this was between them but that neither of
them was going to be holden only to it.  Nathan wanted Noah to keep finding
out who he was, what he wanted. They had years to figure out if they were
more than just friends, for now Noah had to be who he was.

	"Right, just ask my mom Noah, she'll let you go."  He was confident
and that made Noah feel a little more confident as well.  He didn't get off
the phone with Nathan right then and there, instead Nathan turned the
conversation, "how is it going at school?"

	Noah lay back on his bed looking up at his ceiling and said, "its
going okay, better than it was the first day.  Sarah helped me out that
day, and I asked her about the mistletoe."

	Nathan laughed, "of course you did.  I'm glad that she helped you.
You know I wish I could be closer and be there for you right Noah?"

	Noah held the phone tighter and said, "I know Nathan.  I miss you
too, a-are you still planning on coming down here for Spring break?"  He
was a little afraid that Nathan might have changed his mind or that Nathan
might not want to now that he was talking about going on a date with Sarah.

	"Yes, I am.  I was thinking as well that this summer if my mom lets
you that I'd like for you to come up here for a bit that way I can show you
New York.  I know its one of those places you want to see right?"  Of
course Nathan remembered his dream about traveling.

	"I'd like that."  They talked for a bit longer after that about how
Nathan's school was going, and then how Noah's school was going besides the
people at the school.  A bit after that as Beth came home she came to his
door to check on him and he told Nathan that Beth was home and told Beth
that Nathan said he loved her. Then she let them talk a bit more but Nathan
really did have to go and Noah needed to do homework.  After his homework
he went to help Beth with stuff in the kitchen and that was when he asked
her, "Um Beth... my friend uh Sarah wanted to take me to the movies
tomorrow.."

	Beth looked at him, and then she said, "Sarah?  That name sounds
familiar."

	Noah said, "yeah that's um because she's Karen's sister, they were
here before Christmas she's the one who insisted on putting up the
Christmas stuff."  Beth nodded and he continued, "well I mean she knows
that Nathan went back to school and so did her sister and well... I know
she's older and all but we're just going to the movies."

	Beth laughed and ruffled his hair, "clearly you are.  I think its
nice Noah, yes you can go to the movies with Sarah, I just want you to
remember one thing... I know that you're a boy and she's a girl but girls
especially older girls can still do stuff to boys that they don't find
comfortable, and if she makes you..."

	Noah flushed red and said, "I know Beth...  we're just
friends. B-but what if we did become more?"

	Beth studied him, then she said, "I don't know how to answer that
one Noah, you're twelve, just be a kid for a while huh?  Have fun, don't
worry about growing up so fast."  Noah nodded and she hugged him and kissed
his head. That was her way of saying that she knew he was smart and
wouldn't do something stupid.  Then she went to her purse and pulled out
some money, "that said even if she's just a friend, you be nice since she's
taking you somewhere and pay for your own stuff." Noah nodded and took the
money putting it in his pocket.  He noticed that it was more than enough
for one person to eat and go to the movies with.

	That night as he was laying in bed after his shower his phone
buzzed with a face time call. At first he thought it might be Hayley,
though since she had started seeing a boy named Aaron over the holiday she
had stopped calling him as much.  Out of respect to her Noah had deleted
the picture she had sent him of her tits about a month ago.  It wasn't
Hayley though or even Nathan (though he didn't have an iphone so there was
no face time there) it was Sarah.

	He accepted the call and at first the camera showed a dresser and
then Sarah's face appeared as she picked it up and said, "hey there, you
ready for tomorrow?"

	Noah said, "sure," he noticed that Sarah didn't have any eye liner
on anymore or lipstick or the other stuff girls put on that he still didn't
know all of the tricks of though Hayley had tried to explain it once. He
decided that even without makeup Sarah looked very pretty.

	She moved again and he got the sense that she was laying on her bed
and Noah sat back on his bed resting against the headboard still holding
his phone by its little holder on the back of the case.  "I thought we'd go
get something to eat first, got anything in mind?"

	Noah shrugged, "not really, anything is good."

	Sarah said, "oh come on Noah, pick something, don't make me make
all the decisions."

	Noah said, "I really don't know where I would want to go."

	Sarah said, "Okay so what kind of food do you like?"

	"Um lets see, Pizza, hamburgers, Mexican, Italian, Chinese, um and
others."

	Sarah sighed, "great, that only narrows it down to almost every
place in existence.  Lets just stay simple, there's a pretty good Pizza
place close to the theater, we can sit there get some pizza and then after
that we can go to the movie.  Now the only other thing is what movie do you
want to see?"

	Noah wasn't sure what Sarah felt about it so he just suggested it,
"Well I mean Nathan and I already saw it but I'd really like to see the new
Star Wars movie again, but if..."

	Sarah said, "Nope decision made, Star Wars it is.  Let me get our
tickets. Tomorrow at two, I'll pick you up at twelve and we'll go get pizza
first."

	Noah was a little disappointed, he thought that the chat was about
to end, "Okay, that sounds good."

	Sarah nodded and said, "now that we made that decision, what are
you doing right now?"

	Noah shrugged, "sitting on my bed talking to you, what are you
doing?"

	Sarah laughed and she directed her phone to her bed which she was
sitting on, he saw her legs just briefly, she had nice legs and then she
turned the camera back, "the same.  Hey!"  She moved getting up and walking
around her room as she said, "what do you like to watch.  Like what's one
of your favorite movies that is not Star Wars?  Just say it right now don't
think."

	Noah said, "Harry Potter."

	Sarah smiled, "ah excellent.  Do you have a television in your
room?"  Noah nodded, "do you get syfy?"  Again, "turn it on, come on."
Noah humored her turning his television on and he could hear hers now as
well.  They were showing Prisoner of Azkaban at the moment and they were at
the scene where Hagrid was lamenting that Buckbeak was going to have to be
put down.  As the movie got to another scene Sarah said, "you know I had
the biggest crush on Harry, well more accurately on Daniel Radcliffe when I
was your age, guess I still think he's handsome and all now but I grew out
of the crush, went after boys that I could actually get."

	Noah said, "I... I liked Ginny and um Ron, but I always liked book
Ron better though um Rupert Gint is really cute..." he went red as he said
that and hoped that Sarah couldn't see it through the phone.

	Sarah said, "Oh wait, you have fantasies about Ginny and Ron both?
Like together?"

	Noah shook his head, "no, not them together... its.. I'm not going
to say..."

	Sarah leaned in closer so that one of her eyes was the only thing
he could see as she said, "Come on, did you or did you not jerk off to
Ginny and Ron together? Don't keep secrets Noah, its not nice to keep
secrets from friends."

	Noah still flushing said, "not them together... just..." he
whispered, "me with each of them."

	Sarah leaned back a bit so that he could see her whole face again,
"so what in these fantasies you were blowing Ron Weasley while you were
excuse my French, fucking Ginny?"

	Noah went deep red and said, "N-no... just uh... separate fantasies
involving both of them... this is embarrassing, its like letting Nathan
read my fiction..."

	Sarah said, "wait...there's fiction?  Noah are you secretly a
perverted little boy?"

	Noah didn't know what to say, he just stammered and had his mouth
open before finally saying, "Nathan said that all kids have the kinds of
thoughts I do."

	Sarah pushed a finger at her phone screen so that her finger was
pressing on his head on her phone and she said, "oh sweetie they do, but
you actually write them down."  Noah flushed and then Sarah said, "would
you let me read them?"

	"Y-you won't laugh?"

	Sarah shook her head, "no way, if you let me read them I swear I
won't laugh Noah, that's not a good friend.  I Might give you some
constructive criticism.  And if you let me then I will show you something
equally as possibly embarrassing."

	"O-okay."  He agreed.

	Sarah smiled, "good, oh its the part with the time tuner, this is
the coolest, in the book its a little bit more descriptive but Emma Watson
and Daniel Radcliffe do such a good job that I don't care."  They both
watched together in silence up to the end of the movie and then when it was
over Sarah said, "good night Noah, I'll see you tomorrow okay?"

	"okay, good night Sarah... I'm glad I texted you on Monday."  She
kissed her phone and then ended the call.  Noah held his phone in his hand
a little longer and felt his heart beating quickly still.  He couldn't
believe that he had told Sarah about his fantasies or that she had told him
about hers.  He wondered what else he was going to find out about her.
That night Noah did have a dream, a dream about Sarah and Nathan both that
he woke up from quite stiff in the morning.

	On Saturday when he got up around ten Beth was already gone, on one
Saturday of every month she went to a gathering of wives of fallen
firefighters of which Nathan's dad had been one.  Noah could only imagine
what she talked with them about with his dad now gone as well.  It sucked
that people died, Noah had decided that but he didn't know what to do about
it.  After his shower he made a real effort to comb his hair and he went
through three shirts before finally picking the Christmas stormtrooper
shirt even though it was past Christmas, it was a gift that Sarah had given
him.

	When the doorbell rang he answered it.  A part of him was afraid
that Sarah might not be alone but she was.  She wore a dress today, it had
thin straps on the shoulders and the top of it sort of formed around her
breasts, just showing off the general shape of them along with her flat
stomach and it stopped a bit below the middle of her thighs, she wore knee
high socks to go with it.  The dress was a dark blue with lighter blue
lines on the hems of it. Sarah's skin fascinated him that bend of her
parents different heritage had made this light brown color that was so
close to a milky caramel or a french vanilla coffee it looked and felt so
smooth and soft as well.  Her light reddish blonde curls were pulled back
and held by a clip so that her ears were visible as well.

	Noah had gotten his notebook as promised and was carrying it with
him as she said, "you ready?"  Noah nodded and they walked down to her car.
It was the same car that Karen had driven a few weeks ago on the day of his
birthday.  He figured that they probably shared it since Karen was not here
all year long.  Sarah's phone was playing music on the radio in the car, it
sounded like maybe the Foo Fighters, he knew from driving around with
Nathan who they were, he didn't know a lot about music if it wasn't
something from a movie.

	The pizza place that they went too was across from the movie
theater and it was called Papa's Pizza Tavern, it was a cozy little place,
there were tables and booths to sit and they let you order by the slice or
a whole pie.  As they walked up to the counter to order Sarah said, "what
do you like on your pizza?"

	Noah said, "anything just as long as there's no onion or olives."

	Sarah nodded, "got it one pie with extra onion and extra olives."

	Noah shook his head, "no.. no onion no olives."

	Sarah smiled, "Yes I know, extra onions extra olives."  Noah sighed
and she pushed her shoulder into his, "how about a ham and sausage, do you
like jalapeños?"

	"A little bit, if its not too many."  Sarah nodded and she stepped
up and order them a medium which was six slices and drinks.  She started to
pull out a card from the back of her phone but Noah pulled out the cash
that Beth had given him yesterday to pay for it. He realized what he had
done after he did it.  Sarah stared at him for a moment, nodded to herself
and then when the guy told them it would be twenty minutes she grabbed his
arm and dragged him off towards the drinks.

	As they were getting drinks she said, "you know I'm not the kind of
girl that expects the guy to pay."

	Noah flushed and said, "Beth told me I should pay for my half but
the money she gave me was enough for both of us."

	Sarah nodded, "hmm interesting..."  Then she said, "booth or
table?"

	"Booth."

	Again Sarah said, "interesting..."

	Noah shrugged, "I don't get why that's interesting."

	Sarah looked at him and said, "everything about you is interesting
so far Noah but that's expected I don't know you all that well yet."

	Noah agreed, "yeah you're interesting too, a little quirky I
think."

	She eyed him, "I don't know if you're supposed to call girls
quirky."  Noah flushed and then she pulled his arm again dragging him to
one of the booths.  They sat down at the booth across from each other and
Sarah said, "so it that the famous notebook?"

	Noah flushed, "um yeah... you swear?"

	Sarah did a cross the heart symbol on her chest and said, "cross my
heart and hope to die Noah."  He smiled and then slowly handed it to her.

	Noah said, "the first few stuff is older, mainly Star Wars stuff,
and the middle stuff is some Harry Potter and uh the back is my attempt at
stuff with Stranger Things."

	Sarah nodded and said, "some Eleven and Mike stuff?"

	Noah flushed, "n-no... umm some Will Byers stuff..."  He went even
redder.

	Sarah turned to the middle and read the title out loud, "Ginny and
the new boy?"  Noah flushed and she said, "let me guess who the new boy
is...."  She started reading it and at the third page she closed it and
said, "you Noah are a dirty boy."

	Noah looked down, "s-sorry."

	Sarah laughed, "I didn't mean it in a bad way, most boys have your
fantasies and usually they get crushes on kids on television that are
around their own age too. Girls do too honestly, trust me as a girl I can
tell you they do.  Like I said last night most don't write them down."

	Noah shrugged, "I want to be a writer one day, and I start writing
without the kissing and touching stuff but then I start thinking about
well... that stuff and I get excited when I start writing it and well..."
he trailed off.

	Sarah reached over the table and touched his arm with her fingers,
"so is that why this stops in the middle of seeing Ginny's breasts?"  Noah
flushed deeply red and nodded and Sarah said, "oh Noah, Noah, Noah, sweet
adorable Noah, you are quite the work.  No one would guess that such an
adorable young man has such a dirty mind about girls and boys both."

	Noah softy said, "I don't always think that way.  I'm not always
thinking about it.  Is it really bad that I do sometimes?"

	Sarah shook her head, "not at all, everyone thinks about sex with
others, well I guess not everyone but most people do especially people
around our ages. I've had my own fantasies."

	Noah said, "yeah you told me about Daniel Radcliffe."

	Sarah smiled, "indeed, among others."  The pizza arrived then and
it did look really good, and there weren't a lot of jalapeños on it
though he could have picked them off if there were too many.  Noah liked
spicy things but not too spicy.

	"So what others? I mean I guess you had fantasies about Nathan?"

	Sarah smiled, "I told you about that.  Lets forget about sex for a
little bit okay Noah?"  He shrugged he was okay with that, honestly talking
about all of the boys and girls that he'd like to do stuff with or that
Sarah would was kind of making him hard and he didn't know if he wanted to
be turned on while eating pizza.

	He ate some of his first slice and said, "this is really good."

	Sarah nodded, "only good thing that Calvin ever did."

	Noah said, "who's Calvin?"

	"My ex, he took me here on our second date, he wanted to play some
game on the arcade more than he wanted to talk, but he was nice to look at
and definitely a better date than David who was my boyfriend before him."

	Noah said, "Why did you break up?"

	Sarah shrugged, picking a piece of ham off of the pizza eating it,
"he was a cheater, slept around on me with another girl at school."

	Noah thought about that for a moment then said, "I thought that you
didn't care if... I mean you told me that if I we did become something more
than friends that you'd be fine if I still was with Nathan too."

	Sarah looked at him, her eyes meeting his, "that's true, it
wouldn't bother me.  It wouldn't bother me if you wanted to hook up with
Hayley either, as long as you told me you were doing it and I was okay with
it. Calvin and I weren't exclusive really.  I don't even know if I really
believe in that stuff after all the things that my sister and I have talked
about, but the difference Noah is a big one."  She paused for a second, "if
we were dating and tomorrow you told me that you were going to go over to
Nathan's and let him, well lets just say do stuff to you, lets not be crude
in a public place.  I would tell you good luck and have fun. I might even
ask if I could watch, but I wouldn't expect to."  Noah flushed at that
thought.  Sarah though just said, "Calvin cheated, he didn't tell me he was
going to see Helen, he didn't want to because he was an asshole, and that
was something that I had realized earlier but chose to ignore because he
was nice to look at."

	They both ate a little bit more and were quiet before Noah said,
"is that.. I mean is that why you might want to date me because I'm nice to
look at?"

	Sarah put her slice down and looked at him across the table, "no,
don't get me wrong Noah, you are nice to look at, but I'm not interested in
potentially being with you because you're nice to look at.  Do you know why
I pulled you around to all those places at Christmas?"

	Noah shrugged, "because you wanted to make me feel better?"

	Sarah said, "sure that was part of it, but afterwards when we were
sitting in the food court before Karen and Nathan showed up I really liked
getting to know you.  Heck in the car before we got to the mall that was
why I dragged you to all those places because you were cute, and it was
your birthday and Christmas. and I don't like people being sad on
Christmas."

	"Because its your favorite holiday, yeah you told me."

	Sarah smiled, "see you even remembered that."  She scooted and
moved the pizza tray over to the other end of the table so that they were
sitting right across from one another now.  "You're not like the four boys
I've dated. You're different and that made me interested.  On Monday when
you texted me no other boy had ever done that before, wanting to actually
talk to me about his bad day.  If Calvin had a bad day do you know what he
asked me to do?"

	Noah shrugged, "leave him alone?"

	Sarah shook her head and opened his notebook and then stopped
handing it over to him.  It was a crude description of what he wanted to
depict about sex and said, "that's what he wanted."

	Noah quietly said, "he wanted a blow job."  He looked back up at
her and flushed, "I.. you've done stuff like that?  H-have you... done
everything?"

	Sarah said, "no, lets not talk about sex stuff Noah.... I shouldn't
have said that about Calvin.  I just wanted to show you that the difference
between you and him is that you don't go right to the sex stuff.  You're
thinking about it, I can tell that you are, but you're... polite, you
respect me enough to not talk about it. Calvin focused on one thing and one
thing only when we were together and honestly it had started to get a
little old to the point that I was about to give him what he wanted."

	Noah didn't know what to say, he got a feeling that he knew what
she meant, but he didn't want to ask.  Instead he decided that a change was
better.  "I wanted to ask you Sarah, um about something else not Calvin."
She nodded and eh said, "I mean I know you bought the shirt, and you agreed
to the movie but do you even like it? I mean Star Wars, we don't have to
see it if you don't.  I was thinking about that this morning, there's other
things and..."

	Sarah interrupted him, "its fine Noah, and yes I do like Star Wars,
I'm not like in love with it like you are, but that's okay people who see
each other, friends or otherwise shouldn't have everything in common.  Its
enough that you love it and I like seeing that you love it."

	Noah thought about that, then he said, "yeah, I don't think that
Nathan really loves it either, but he was really happy for me that I got to
see it and enjoyed it.  I don't know how much Nathan and I really have in
common, we know a lot about each other I mean we spent nearly every day
together but there's not a lot of things that we're of the same mind on
when it comes to movies or television. It doesn't mean that I don't want to
be with him though."

	Sarah said, "you're definitely not like any of the guys I've dated
before."

	Noah flushed, "A-are we dating?"

	Sarah answered him truthful, "I have no idea Noah."

	"is it... well is it because I'm younger?"

	Sarah studied him for a moment, picking another piece of ham off of
the pizza slice, "no, age is just a number Noah, you're not your number.
You can't put maturity and the ability to talk to someone else about
private things at a certain age.  Somewhere around your age we're all
pretty much the people we're going to be for life, our personality is set,
its our experiences that are still left and those add maturity to the
personality which adds more flavor.  Some people mature faster than others,
some slower.  There's a girl in my English class who I can't believe can
actually function in society, her posts on instagram or snapchat or twitter
are just... well lets be nice and say stupid."

	Noah said, "my twitter's just tweets about Star Wars or re-tweets
from people talking about it."

	Sarah smiled, "hmm what other social platforms do you use?"

	Noah shrugged, "not much my dad and Beth both said that I shouldn't
be on facebook and instagram never interested me as I don't really take
pictures.  I kind of liked snapchat, but I watch a lot of vidoes on tictok
though they're mainly of cute animals doing things.  Like dogs that talk
with human voices or have thoughts..."

	Sarah said, "So you're a dog person?"

	Noah said, "yeah, but Beth doesn't like all the hair so I don't
think we'll ever get one."

	Sarah looked at her phone and said, "well, we've got two choices,
the first one is we go see the movie that you've already seen or the second
is that I introduce you to Molly."

	Noah was disappointed, was Sarah trying to vest him for an even
younger sister?  That was silly but he had no idea why she'd mention
another girl, "Whose Molly?"

	Sarah smiled, "my dog, about the cutest golden in the world."  She
put her phone in front of him and it was a picture of Sarah a few years
younger perhaps but still Sarah holding a golden retriever puppy, "she's a
lot bigger than that now, but she's still adorable I swear."

	Noah thought about that, "well I've already seen the movie... maybe
we could see it next weekend again."

	Sarah closed her phone and said, "are you trying to set up a second
date?"

	Noah flushed, "M-maybe..."

	Sarah reached over the table and put her hand on his arm, "just ask
me Noah."

	He swallowed, "W-would you like to go with me to see Star Wars next
weekend instead of this one?"

	Sarah smiled squeezed his arm and said, "yes Noah I would."  Then
she slipped out of the booth and said, "come on, I'll introduce you to
Molly."  Noah slipped out as well, they left behind one full slice and one
half slice of pizza.




Fifteen




	Sarah didn't exactly know what was happening.  Seeing him in the
shirt that she had bought when she first arrived at the house had been the
sweetest thing she could think of that a boy could do and he had no idea
why it was so nice.  A girl liked to see the gift she had gotten for a boy
being used by the boy.  Calvin, the three before him none of them had
really appreciated her efforts.  She couldn't believe that she was
comparing a twelve year old boy to two fourteen year olds, one fifteen, and
one sixteen, but she was.  None of them held up to Noah honestly she
decided.

	The surprise of his notebook had actually left her a little wet,
reading his description of Ron and a boy named Noah making out, even as
simple as it was with just the words: redhead Ron kissed Noah until he
closed his eyes and then he felt Ron's hand sliding over his boner.  It was
still somehow cute and at the same time hot as anything because she could
feel the intent behind it, that Noah wanted to feel those things, he wanted
to experience the stuff that he was writing but he also clearly wanted to
write more than the porn stuff.  There were scenes before that with Ron and
Noah pulling a prank on Harry, or the Ginny story where Ginny decides to
ask Noah out since he's too shy to do it himself.  They were cute, but also
there was real talent there, she could see him getting more complex as he
wrote more of them.  The first few were not as good as the ones after. He
was clearly honing his craft by writing and probably she guessed reading
stuff online at one of those fan fiction websites which were full of these
erotica stories about famous literature, movie, or television characters.

	Sitting there at Papa's Pizza Tavern across from Noah was nothing
like her previous dates.  The boy was curious about her, he wanted to ask
her questions as well not just let her ask questions that came back with
half answers.  When he answered her questions he always answered them as
well, not just kind of and then went back to eating his food like he had
been all insightful and cool.  Noah just was, he talked about himself and
she figured it was because he knew she wanted to know about him.  Hell he
had shared with her probably his most intimate thing ever.

	On top of that she had told him that she would share something
equally as embarrassing to share and Noah hadn't even brought it up that
she hadn't shared it yet.  She got the feeling that even if she didn't he'd
not hold it against her. That made her like him even more.  She knew that
he wasn't perfect, that was an illusion.  There would be flaws, or things
that they disagreed on but that was part of life.  He was a better person
than all four of her last boyfriends.  She almost laughed at that one, but
it was the truth.  She wondered how far he and Nathan had gotten, she was
jealous of Noah in that regard, that he could interest Nathan because he
was a male and Nathan only liked males.

	Yes, when she had first met Nathan that one week she stayed up in
New York with her sister she had gotten a mad crush on him.  That had been
two summers ago roughly.  She had only stayed one week that summer and the
following one two weeks. That was also when she had learned that he was gay
and wasn't into girls so definitely wasn't into a fourteen year old even if
she was boyish in figure and barely had breasts.  So yeah she was a little
jealous that Noah got to be with Nathan, but she maybe got to be with Noah
and that might be a better win anyway.

	As they got up to leave and head back to her house she looked at
Noah, he was roughly about a foot shorter than her, not quite five feet and
she was only five nine, so that was roughly right.  She often got remarks
that she looked taller than she was because she was so slender, but the boy
almost made her slender frame look big as he was pretty skinny himself.
You didn't need someone to tell you that Noah was cute, it was obvious from
the moment you first looked at him, despite his best efforts his sandy
brown hair was unkempt, just kind of going places all over his head not
straight as it was slightly curly, but not like her own curls.

	He led the way out, it was a shame that boys didn't wear skinny
jeans, well most didn't.  She would have loved to get an idea of what his
butt looked like. She almost flushed at her own thoughts, she didn't care
that she was attracted to a twelve year old, lots of girls probably were
they just were afraid to admit it. Anyway he wouldn't be twelve forever.
Was she already thinking about down the line?  Sarah shook her head and
pushed any errant thoughts away she would just focus on the now not the
later.

	In the car as she started it Sarah said, "Okay I promised you
something equally as embarrassing to show off..."

	Noah said, "its okay you don't have to."

	Did he even know what he was doing?  The `points' he was racking up
in her mind?  Sarah looked over at him and decided that no he had no idea
he was just being Noah.  "I do to, and its only right in fact you saying I
don't just makes me want to show you more."  She pulled her phone and
wondered what he was going to think.  She wasn't good, not at all but a
promise was a promise.  She handed it to him and said, "just push play when
you're ready."

	Noah looked at the video and she watched as he pushed play and it
was her singing in mostly off key to songs, it was a video that she had
recorded about a year ago and right around when she got to the and I will
always love you part of the song her sister couldn't help their laughter
and Sarah eventually saw them and grabbed her phone and turned it off.
Noah started playing the video again and she thought that he was going to
laugh or something but instead he said, "Um Sarah you're really bad... I
mean... what is it that Beth says to me when I try to dance... oh yeah
don't quit your day job." He smiled then and Sarah shook her head and
grabbed the phone.

	"Well thanks for that insight there Noah." She looked at him again
and then said, "you can laugh if you want to."

	Noah said, "I was going to... I mean I was really close but when
your sister started I felt bad for you.. you can't sing but at least you
were trying."

	Sarah studied him, trying to figure him out again.  "Well that's
about the most embarrassing thing I have saved, at least you have some
talent."

	Noah flushed and smiled as he said, "you do too.. you know if you
want to break some glasses..."

	Sarah eyed him, was he.. he was wasn't he.  "Do you want me to pull
over and make you start walking back to your own house?"

	Noah said, "I'm only pointing out that your ability to sing badly
might be useful."

	Sarah stopped the car and leaned over to look closer at him, their
faces were about an inch away, "I swear Noah, if you weren't so cute I'd
push you out of this car right now..."

	Noah swallowed, she saw it and then he smiled really big, "nah
you're just joking I can tell cause your dimple is showing..."

	Sarah sighed and then before he could move she ruffled his hair.
Then she sat back up and started driving again.  Softly under her breath
but loud enough for Noah to hear she said, "dimple showing... I'll show him
a dimple..."

	Noah flushed a little and said, "I like your dimple."  He had to
stop, really he had to.  She didn't know if she could control her self much
longer.  He complimented her without trying to, he knew that he could joke
with her even when she seemed serious, somehow he could read that she
wasn't mad at him.  He liked her dimple, which meant he liked her smile,
which meant that he had been looking at that more than anything else and
she had worn a dress that was tight enough to show off attributes even if
they weren't all that big.

	They arrived at her house, her mom and Hank were both gone which
was a little strange, but not unheard of.  As she unlocked the front door
the sound of Molly coming was all that she needed.  The dog barked
excitedly and wagged her tail as she came up to Sarah jumping up to meet
her and getting excited.  Noah coming in a bit behind her was all that
Molly needed to get even more excited. Seeing someone one new that someone
had bought to the house always excited Molly.

	She came running to Noah and the boy almost fell back as the dog
jumped up onto him and Sarah said, "Molly! Come on down!"  She licked
Noah's face and he laughed petting the dog and then when Molly got down he
went on his knees and started petting her again.

	He hugged her a little bit too and said, "she's so soft!" Molly
licked his ear and Noah giggled falling back and the dog started licking
him more until Sarah had to pull Molly back and tell her to stop.  Molly
liked most people she met, but most people also pulled her back or asked
her to stop, Noah just got back up and started petting her again and
letting her play with him a bit.

	Finally after a bit of the two of them petting Molly, Sarah said,
"Come on we'll let Molly out in the back yard and you can throw her ball
for her for a bit." Noah agreed and they went out into the backyard.  She
knew that her house was a lot bigger than Noah's the backyard for one was
big enough for the pool that sat to the left of it.  She found Molly's ball
and the golden got really excited as she handed it to Noah and said, "if
you throw her ball for her Molly will love you forever, she probably
already does but she'll love you even more if you throw the ball."

	Noah nodded and tossed the ball, he had a decent arm.  As he threw
the ball a second time Noah said, "I wish that Beth would let me get a
dog."

	"Maybe you should ask her?  She might say she doesn't like the fur
getting all over but Noah she might also be afraid that she's the one who
will be taking care of the dog and not you."  Molly brought the ball back
to him and when he couldn't get her to give him Sarah said, "just look at
her and say Molly Drop!"  As she said it the dog dropped the ball.

	Noah nodded as if he was filing the information away and then he
tossed the ball again.  "I could ask her and I would take care of the dog
myself, I Don't think I want a puppy though, I know they're a lot more
work."  Sarah smiled as he continued, "I read that its like having a baby
and I don't want a baby."

	Sarah laughed a bit as she said, "well that's good, I'm pretty sure
I don't want a baby yet either, maybe one day when I'm done with school and
find the right guy.  I don't even know if I want to get married ever..."

	Noah looked over at her and he didn't ask about the marriage thing,
she got a sense that he didn't care about that.  "What do you want to go to
school for you know when you finish high school and go to college?"

	Molly was still chasing the ball as Sarah said, "come on, lets go
inside its a little cold out here, come on Molly." The dog came running
following them into the house.  As they walked in she said, "do you want
something to drink?"  Noah shook his head and she could tell that he was
waiting still.

	Finally he said, "you don't have to tell me if you don't want to."

	Sarah smiled a bit, "you're not twelve are you?  I mean you have
the body of a twelve year old but you're really some spy my mom sent to get
me to admit my dreams."

	Noah shook his head and said, "no I'm really twelve, you were there
on my birthday."  Sarah smiled again and he smiled too as he said, "its
okay if you don't want to tell me really. I was just trying to get to know
more about you.  You know lots about me."

	Sarah said, "come on," she led him up the stairs and down the hall,
"that's Karen's room don't go in without her permission, somehow even
though she's only here twice a year and usually only for a few weeks she
knows if you went in there or not."

	Noah walking behind her with Molly beside him said, "maybe she has
a spy camera."

	Sarah laughed, "she might! She is the kind of person that would do
that." She led him past that room and then into her own.  Molly jumped up
onto the bed laying down on it curling up around herself as they walked
into the room.  The first thing you saw was her bed in the center, the
light blue walls that she had painted herself about four years ago with
Karen and her mom helping.  She had a dresser in one corner, a vanity table
and a desk for her laptop and to do her school work.  A closet between the
dresser and table, and on the other side of the desk was her display of
trophies from when she was smaller until now.

	Various ones, from when she used to play soccer, up to now with her
first, second, and third place wins from track last year and this year at
various different school competitions.  Noah looked at those first.  "You
run?  You've won first place like four or five times..."

	"Yes, I do track and volleyball among other things, I want to try
to get into college on a scholarship in one of those but I honestly have no
idea what I want to do in school, I Just like running and playing sports."

	Noah turned looking at her, "you could do something like that
professionally, I mean they have the Olympics and such."

	Sarah sat down on the edge of her bed.  Molly moved thinking she
might get a pet and dropped her ball on Sarah's lap.  "I'm not good enough
for the Olympics, not at track, but I don't know if I want to do that for a
living, some people Noah just don't know what they want to do."

	Noah said, "that's okay you're still young right?"

	Sarah smiled and squeezed Molly's ball before throwing it out of
her bedroom. The dog jumped down to go get it.  "What about you?"

	Noah flushed a bit, "I want to write, it makes me feel good to
create stuff and I don't mean the sex bits, I mean all of it really.  I
want to make my own characters and stories, not just write the fan
fiction. More than that I know its stupid but I want to see everything.  My
dad only lived for forty six years and he never even left this city."  He
shrugged a bit before saying, "But he always wanted to and never did."

	Sarah could feel his sadness at thinking about his dad.  She
reached out and took his hand pulling him until he was standing before her
as she sat on the bed. He was taller like this, looking down.  One day when
he was taller than her he would be even more beautiful than he already was,
still right now he was far more amazing than any other guy she had ever
dated.  "Well there's nothing stopping you from seeing it all if you want
to."

	Noah smiled a bit, "no just my age right now."

	Sarah threaded her fingers with his, "that'll change, every year
you get older till you're old enough to make your own way... honestly Noah
I'd rather just stay this young forever because then I won't have to worry
about how I make it when I'm an adult."

	Noah bit his bottom lip, she had noticed it was something he did
when he was a little sad or hurt or maybe nervous, "I think you'll be
fine..."  Molly came back sticking her head between them dropping the ball
on Sarah's lap barking once.  She picked the ball up and tossed it again
before she pulled Noah's head down to her own and kissed him.  It was
simple at first, gentle, he stood there leaning down as she leaned up to
meet him.

	Then they were falling back onto her bed, Noah on top of her, the
smaller boy now felt smaller again as they tumbled together.  She felt one
of his hands on her cheek, stroking it, his chest pressed to her own.  She
ran a hand through his hair stroking the back of his head, her other hand
sliding down his back as the boy's tongue met her own.  The were about the
same size despite his smaller stature, his tongue and hers as they twisted
and played with one another.  She was giving into her desire for this boy,
all afternoon she had played and flirted with it trying to figure out what
it meant that she liked a boy four years younger than her, and now she no
longer cared if he was twelve or forty, he was what she wanted, what she
needed right now.


*


	When Sarah pulled him down to kiss her at first Noah was shocked,
he had known that they were having a really good conversation and that
somehow they were having a moment together.  He had known for a bit now
that he really liked Sarah even if they had a lot of differences he was
starting to discover.  Somehow her liking things that were different than
his own likes was interesting, like with Nathan, but different than that
too.  She was so beautiful too and learning about her kept opening up more
things that he thought were pretty.  When he had seen all of her trophies
for running and other sports he had realized he'd like to see her doing one
of those things, cheer his friend on.

	It was clear now though as he fell on top of her on her bed that
they weren't going to be friends.  Her lips pressed to his own, their
tongues finding one another.  He could taste pizza on her breath, as their
tongues tangled and he stroked her cheek.  Sarah had such soft skin, the
darker almost caramel color just added to the wonder that was her.  He had
never kissed a girl for as long as this either.  Nathan yes, but never a
girl.  Her lips were soft and about the same size as his own.  Her eyes
were looking into his own as well.

	They had fallen so that her legs were open and he was laying
between them his waist about even with her lower stomach and as they
continued to kiss Noah moved one of his hands to her shoulder.  He could
feel her chest pressed to his own and laying like this, her hand in his
hair, his middle pressed to her lower stomach he started to harden.  He
tried to not have it happen but it was impossible, her chest was pressed to
his own, her other hand stroking his back and now it was sliding under his
shirt, rubbing his bare back.

	It was about then as his hand slipped down a bit more and ran over
one of her small but to him wonderful breasts through her dress that Molly
barked and tired to push in between them getting up onto the bed since they
were ignoring her.  Sarah pulled Noah back, breaking their kiss and said,
"lets slow down..."  Noah swallowed realizing that his hand was still right
there on one of her breasts though the dress she wore.  He sat up slowly
and Molly dropped her ball in front of him.  He threw it and slipped off of
the bed quickly re-arranging his underwear in his jeans as he was very
uncomfortable.

	He looked at Sarah and said, "S-sorry if I..."

	Sarah touched his shoulder and interrupted him, "you didn't do
anymore than I did.  We've got plenty of time to do more... we don't have
to rush things."

	Noah said, "yeah."  He sat back down next to her as Molly brought
the ball back again and said, "its different kissing you than kissing
Nathan."

	Sarah said, "well I would hope so, he's a guy and I'm a girl."

	Noah flushed as he said, "yeah I know, its just I thought kissing
was kissing, but both of you do it differently.  I could still tell that
you were about to kiss me though."  He paused for a second then said, "I
guess we can't be friends."

	Sarah said, "why is that?"

	Noah shrugged, then looked at her smiling, "because I want to be
your boyfriend."

	Sarah laughed and pulled him closer to her again, kissing his lips
for a second, "yeah, I do too."

	Noah stood up again when he threw the ball as he let his thoughts
come out some more, "but I still really like Nathan too.  I can't pick
between the two of you..."

	Sarah stood up as well and turned him to look at her, he had to
look up as she took both of his hands and said, "Then don't choose, just be
young Noah, we're both young and have no idea what we're after.  Lets just
have fun together and let the other stuff figure its self out at some other
date.  The only reason why I'd be jealous of you with Nathan is that you
get to be with him, not that he gets to be with you.  I get to be with you
too, so there's nothing for me to get jealous about.  Then one day if we
both feel we need to take other steps then we do."

	Noah twisted his face a bit and decided then as he said, "you're
kind of strange."

	Sarah got a hurt look on her face, but he could tell that it wasn't
real. "how dare you!"

	Noah smiled, "its true, but I like that.." Sarah kissed him again,
this time leaning down as she was taller.  After that she did take him home
as it was getting kind of late and they were just on their first date.  At
his house as he stood outside with her Sarah kissed his lips once more and
Noah said, "so next Saturday we'll go see a movie again right?"

	Sarah stroked his cheek once, "right, good night Noah. You swear
you'll call?"

	Noah smiled, "yes, why wouldn't I?"

	Sarah smiled back, "I thought you might be one of those boys that
kisses and never calls."  Noah shook his head and she said, "I know you're
not, cutie."  Then she walked back to her car and drove off.  Noah decided
that he had just about had the second best first date of his life, the
other one being that day in the field with Nathan that he counted as their
first date.


*



	While they had been kissing earlier she had felt him, at first
Sarah hadn't even realized it as his body was pressed to hers, as her hands
were on his head and his back, rubbing his slender frame as he moved on top
of her.  Then she had realized that she could feel it against her lower
stomach.  She knew the signs, she had seen and felt four other boys hard
and harden when they made out.  So she knew what it was that was growing as
they had kept kissing.  Then when his hand ran over her breast she had
almost wanted to let him go and see what happened, but then Molly had
brought her to her senses.

	Still, now later after her shower where her thoughts had swirled
and she had touched herself just a little to Noah she was thinking about it
again.  It was clearly not as big as Calvin, David, Henry, or Neil had
been, all of them had had at least two to four years of age on Noah, but it
had been present and it had felt really good to know that she was turning
the boy on.  Still she was glad for Molly, if things had kept going she
might have given into all of her desires at that moment.

	She couldn't say she was in love yet, that was still too far away,
but she did know she really liked Noah.  He wasn't afraid to get to know
her, and he didn't care if they had differences in fact she got the sense
that he liked that.  She really had never met a boy like him, and she had
no idea what that meant.  What would a sixteen year old Noah be like, well
other than dashingly handsome?  Would she still be in the picture by then
when she herself was twenty?  Noah was the kind of guy that when it ended
she had a feeling it would be mutual understanding and friendship might
remain from that.

	What if it never ended?  That was kind of silly, he was twelve, she
was sixteen, you didn't meet the person you spent your life with at their
ages, especially not his.  It was better to just live in this moment, to be
with Noah and forget about all the future stuff.  One day when it came they
would figure it out and if it had to be three of them figuring it out, well
she'd come to that as well with an open mind.  After all it wasn't Noah's
fault he had been born bisexual, or that he wasn't sure what he wanted yet,
she was pretty sure she didn't know what she wanted yet either.

	As she lay there on her bed where an hour earlier Noah had been on
top of her making out a text came on her phone: you could use your ability
to run to rob banks and get away on foot. With a winky smiley face at the
end.

	Sarah laughed and typed back: would you come visit me in jail once
they caught me?

	Noah took a moment then typed back: only if they allowed conjugal
visits. She laughed at that really good and then she laughed even more when
this game in next: I had to look that up because I kept spelling it wrong
and this is what the internet says about it.  Then below that was a screen
shot of the wikipedia article for it.

	Sarah just typed back: pervert.

	Noah sent back another screen shot this one of the definition of a
pervert. And then another text: according to this you'd be the pervert for
wanting to date a younger boy.

	Sarah just stared at her phone, she just knew on the other end that
Noah was having a good time with this.  She typed: You're the one who wants
me to rob a bank, get locked up in jail and then come visit me for a
conjugal visit.  I'm pretty sure your entire plan is one built upon a
perversion of some kind.

	Noah sent back a text of nothing but sad faces then at the end he
said: we're no longer friends.

	Sarah sent back: good I prefer perverted boyfriends over perverted
friends.

	It was a good two or three minutes before he sent back again, this
time it was a picture of him brushing his teeth.  Sarah just started
laughing and hit the face time button and a second later he answered his
phone as she said, "what are you doing?"

	Noah said, "I was brushing my teeth, I thought maybe you'd like to
know I have good habits."

	Sarah laughed and he flushed as she said, "you're so strange Noah."

	"I'm sorry."

	She rolled onto her side resting her phone as she realized that he
was doing the same thing.  "its not a bad thing okay?"

	He smiled, "I know.  If you did go to prison I'd visit you even if
you didn't have conjugal visits."

	Sarah laughed, "Oh you would huh?"

	"yeah, maybe we could find a way to do hand stuff..."  his cheeks
went really red as he said it.

	Sarah sighed, "is that all you think about?"

	Noah shook his head, "no, I'm not even really thinking about that,
I'm just trying to make you laugh, I like your laugh."

	"Oh you do huh?"  She smiled looking at him through the phone, "I
like yours too Noah."  They talked for a bit longer, not really about
anything, just trying to make each other laugh until nearly midnight when
she noticed that Noah was falling asleep.  She felt tired herself and told
him goodnight and that they both needed to get to sleep.



Sixteen.


	The first few days away from Noah were the hardest, really after
that with school picking back up in earnest there was too much other stuff
going on for him to really think about Noah back in Houston.  His focus
ended up shifting back to school mode as he was more focused on that than
he was on what might end up being a really deep and meaningful relationship
with a boy that he had gotten to know over Christmas. break who was also
nine years his junior.  If Noah had been twenty one and Nathan thirty no
one would have even looked at the relationship all that closely, but right
now at twelve and twenty-one it was a problem that society didn't like.

	Still if he stopped and thought about Noah he did miss the young
boy like crazy.  They had spent nearly every day of those two weeks
together, rarely apart and during that time he had gotten to know Noah
quite well, and it wasn't just about the kissing or the start of their
sexual relationship together that was the reason why he missed Noah.
Seeing Noah naked shortly before their time ended had been beautiful.  He
knew though that it wasn't the end, he would see Noah again at spring break
as he had already decided that he was going to be going home more often.

	Even if the sexual element ended he was going to be there for Noah,
because he liked Noah, and not just for the other stuff.  He genuinely
liked the boy and was glad that he had gotten to know him even if it had
been during Noah's worst moment in his life.  Still school had to come
first and that meant that a part of him felt bad for not talking to Noah as
much as he should have, but then when he learned that Sarah was there he
felt better.  Nathan didn't know a lot about Sarah but he knew a lot about
her sister and he trusted Karen when she said that Sarah would be good for
Noah.  Also she had made Noah not be sad on his birthday and that earned a
lot of points in Nathan's mind.

	He was surprised as well to find out that he wasn't jealous if Noah
and Sarah were more than friends, he was more than friends with Noah as
well.  Honestly the boy deserved to figure out who he was.  At around
Noah's age Nathan had struggled with the same thing, well not exactly, he
had known that he didn't like girls right away.  So it wasn't the same, he
didn't really know what it was like to be bisexual, but then again he also
didn't know what it was like to be Noah.  He wasn't in the boys head and he
knew that they both saw the world differently.

	Nathan sighed heavily later that evening and put his head down on
his desk as he sighed.  From the bed Karen said, "stop being dramatic."

	Nathan looked over at her, one eye studying her, "what are you even
doing here?  Its Saturday night shouldn't you be out finding a boy or girl
to bring back to your room?"  They shared the apartment, and each paid half
of the rent.

	Karen shrugged, "I could be, but its more fun watching you get
frustrated at your homework and clearly missing some boy back at home."
She sat up a little as she said, "as a one day hopefully successful sex
therapist this has been all very eye opening, leaning further evidence in
my favor that age of consent laws are indeed a bunch of bullshit.  You and
Noah are cute together."

	Nathan sighed, "what about your sister?"

	Karen said, "oh so now you want to date girls?"  Nathan again
sighed and Karen laughed at his sigh, "fine, Noah and Sarah would be cute
together too, but how would you feel about that?"

	Nathan closed his text book and said, "you're going to analyze me?"

	Karen shrugged, "like I said I'm bored and watching you suffer is
kind of fun."

	Nathan grunted and walked over to his bed making her move over as
he sat down next to her on the bed.  "I don't know how I feel about Noah
and Sarah, if it was another boy I might feel jealous or betrayed, but with
it being Sarah I'm not.  I don't know what its like to be bisexual, are all
of you just trying to date both a boy and a girl at the same time?"

	Karen shook her head, "No, god that sounds like a chore.  Its all
about types for me.  I mean when I was Noah's age I didn't know what I
wanted either, and I did try seeing more than one person and that helped a
lot for me to figure out who I wanted to be with.  Or better what kind of
person I was looking for.  When you see a guy across the room that's good
looking your first instinct is to find out if he's into guys or girls
right?"

	Nathan shrugged, "Yeah sure, especially if he's there by himself. I
figure I've got a fifty fifty shot that he might be if I'm not at a gay
bar.  So I usually wait and see what he's drinking, or if he's there with a
girl that went to the bathroom.  The chances either go up or down depending
on other things.  Adding in that he might be bisexual as I look at the guy
now just makes it even more difficult."

	Karen said, "well I'll put you a little at ease, I don't think that
bisexuals are all that truly common, compared to say gays or straights.
What we do have is the extra added advantage of having two sets of people
to find someone in.  I get twice the amount of people to look at than most
people do.  The only people off limits to me are gay men, like you.
Although when I tell a lot of straight guys that I am into girls as well
they always come up with these fantasies of threesomes, and sometimes when
I tell lesbians that I am into guys as well as girls... well they're
sometimes not all that forgiving.  Its the biggest problem I have."

	Nathan rested his hand with hers, "did I ever tell you how glad I
was that we met?  I mean the way we met was trash, but the fact that we met
is a real gift. Not because you can maybe help me understand what Noah's
going through with his sexuality, but because you're a real sister to me."

	Karen rested her head on his shoulder, "you're the one I come
crying to when someone breaks my heart."

	Nathan said, "I know, believe me I know."

	She hit him softly on the stomach, "shut the fuck up.  I'm glad you
got over your age hang up problem though."

	Nathan shrugged, "its easy with Noah, I don't think it would be
possible with anyone else. He's unique, its partly because we're going
through the same things, partly because he is who he is, and partly because
I am who I am I think."

	Karen said, "I know Sarah pretty well, and while I only know Noah a
little bit from what I can gleam from the way you talk about him, she's
going to fall hard for him."

	Nathan said, "what makes you think that?"

	she shrugged, "Hes not like any boy she's ever dated.  Sarah's good
looking, she's popular, she's really good at sports and makes friends at
the drop of a hat because she's just fun to be around.  Because of that
she's also bad at making choices when it comes to boys.  Being around
popular boys all day long makes you start to see them as what you should be
going after.  You're popular, they're popular, you're in the same crowd."

	"Glad I was never popular in high school."

	Karen studied him, "big tall drink of water out fully gay and you
weren't popular?"

	Nathan shrugged, "Not really, I think it might have been the fact
that I was more focused on school than on what other kids were doing.
Remember I already knew I wanted to be a doctor and after my dad died I
focused more on that than anything else.  It was the only thing that kept
me going for awhile before I could process my grief.  In a way I'm glad
that I was there for Noah, and that Sarah is as well, and my mom too
because Noah won't have to process it the same way I did."

	"Well, yes that is a good thing but back to Sarah."  Nathan rolled
his eyes and Karen punched him again, "I'm serious, she's never actually
dated a boy that wanted to know her, or know about her and from what you
told me Noah was always trying to find out things about you.  I bet he's
one of those guys that likes to solve puzzles figure things out."

	Nathan said, "well he does want to be a writer."

	Karen just sort of sighed and then said, "great, even better.  It
was only a matter of time before she fell hard.  You fell hard too though
didn't you?"

	Nathan shrugged, "he's a great kid, but we're from different
worlds.  I'm not saying that we won't keep being together.  I'm looking
forward to spring break in a few months, and this summer I want to have him
come stay with us for a bit to see New York.  I already talked with my mom
about it and she thinks its a great idea."

	Karen said, "so you can have some more alone time with him but not
have to worry about her finding out?"  Nathan sighed and she laughed, "I
was joking, but its true isn't it?"

	Nathan said, "maybe a little bit that thought had crossed my mind,
but really its to bring him out here.  Help him have other experiences than
just at home.  Its his biggest dream, to see the world and I figured I
could show him a little bit of it as his friend and step-brother."

	Karen laughed, "you're not his step-brother. I mean you are by a
loophole of a marriage, but trust me the two of you are not brothers.
Friends, lovers, more perhaps but not brothers."  Nathan nodded in
agreement and she said, "I think its good that you care about him, and I
also think its good that you let him explore what it means to be what he
is.  To find it out.  I can tell you that bisexuals are just like everyone
else, we're looking for the right person.  Like I said before the
difference is that the right fit could be one or the other.  The biggest
problem is that rather its a boy or a girl every one that I have ever been
really serious with other than another bisexual has always expressed the
fear that one day I might just want the other.. that I might miss dick too
much or pussy too much. Its finding that person that gets I'm in it with
them for the long haul rather they're a boy or a girl that's the trick and
its what Noah's trying to figure out as well."

	Nathan said, "did you really try dating both boys and girls at the
same time?"

	Karen moved resting her head on his shoulder again, "yup from when
I was thirteen up till about eighteen I tried playing with both often at
the same time. Even had that fabled threesome with a boy and girl that I
had been seeing at the same time the summer before college.  IT wasn't all
that fun and it actually ended both relationships because neither of them
could handle that I wanted to be with both of them.  I realized around then
that I should just focus on one or the other, just start dating one person
at a time and try to get to really know them.  Then I met Tim and the rest
is history."

	Nathan laughed, "Yeah now you live with your gay roommate who is
dating his twelve year old step-brother who might also be dating your
sixteen year old sister."

	Karen sighed, "its a tangled web one weaves when they aim to
please."  She squeezed his hand once more and slipped from the bed, "I'm
going to bed, you officially wore me out with all this talk about sex."

	"Should I pay you?"

	Karen laughed, "I'll bill you, but I'll make it all one lump sum
sometime after Noah turns eighteen and we see where this all ends up
going...."  Nathan laughed too but he had a feeling she was serious about
the whole Noah turning eighteen thing.  He knew that he would still know
Noah when he was eighteen, but he had no idea what their relationship would
be like by then.  One small event had taken Nathan's life and made it all
confused and upside down again.  Later though on Sunday when he talked to
Noah over the phone, the two of them just catching up a bit he realized
that he wouldn't change it.  Even if it meant that he had to share Noah
with Sarah at the moment.  Even if it meant by the time Noah was eighteen
and he was twenty nine that they were just close friends.

	Whatever happened in the next few months, the next few years, all
of it would be a wonderful experience, and all he had to do was change his
point of views on two things : the first that you could only have feelings
for one person at a time, even when you were just learning who you might
be.  The second: that age was indeed just a number and sometimes two people
from very different ages might actually find commonality in their lives to
the point that they had to explore what it meant and if that meant ignoring
laws that Karen called archaic and stupid then Nathan was going to trust
her on that one thing and trust that he and Noah were both walking the
right path together and neither of them was going to regret it six years
from now.  He trusted Noah more than he did Karen's notions, and that was
what was most important.



End of Part 4

Closing words: Sorry there's no real sex here just some making out.  I had
to go back to square one for Noah and Sarah getting to know one another.
Part 5 picks up with a lot of action between Noah and Sarah and then some
more action between Noah and Nathan.  Part 6 is the summer and some other
stuff with a lot more activities and fun with all three of them together. I
believe that Part 6 will also include the ending but I'm not sure as it is
all quite big and I still might split it into Parts 6 and 7 even if there's
not a ton of sex in part 7 because of that.

Again thanks for reading and any thoughts you have don't hesitate to send
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