Date: Wed, 2 May 2018 15:17:55 +0000 From: Al Peres Subject: LOOKING FOR AN HEIR PART THREE LOOKING FOR AN HEIR ------------------------------ PART 3 ======= CHAPTER 12 ---------------- The month of August came as hot and humid as usual. Alex's mom went into the hospital with many tears for both sides, and Alex promised her he would be a good boy. They travelled to Connecticut's countryside farm to spend a whole month hiking, swimming and playing with other children that also were on holidays around there. They became summer friends but nothing else; they climbed trees, played cowboys and did what children do in those circumstances. However, most of his time was for his foster parents, painting, helping, and learning about colours and Mother Nature. He had got a nice tan as they always went to their cold river and lagoon to swim; he enjoyed being naked when swimming. He thought on Tom but his first thought every morning was for Margarita. His loved Margarita! He sighed; a whole month without watching her beautiful eyes; he missed her! He felt ashamed because she was always in his mind and not his mother. During that month, Margarita's mother received bad news before they abandoned their old home; yet she kept them for herself. One referred to the death of her oldest son in the prison where he was jailed; apparently, he had committed suicide; but almost certainly his Mafia's old colleagues had murdered him. The second news referred to the trial followed against her second son, for possible rape and murder of a young woman. He had pleaded guilty to prevent being executed, so he had been condemned to long life imprisonment. She silently cried but she recognised her sons' criminal lives since they were boys. Very similar to their father, who died in strange circumstances when the boys were teenagers. She went to the trial, but the lawyer told her there were not any hopes. The proofs were so evident that the only way to keep the man alive was to admit and assume his guiltiness, and he did it. She had done all she could, and now it was the moment to recognise that still, she had two daughters to protect; she would not commit the same mistake as with her younger son. They moved and occupied their new home, and the Electric Company sent their man to establish the new contract. The girls were surprised because the electrician was an 18 y/o technician, just come out from the school, his name's Andrew Perking. While he was inspecting the installations, he talked to the girls. Brenda, as usual, flirted with him, but his interest was on Margarita. When he finished he told their mother: "Mrs Lopez, if you have any problem, please don't hesitate to contact me at any time. I live just two miles away from here with my mother." They thanked him. The young man suggested some changes just for safety. "I'll do them myself; you only need to pay the material." He said goodbye and drove off in his Ford pickup." Alex returned early September and met his mom that seemed recovered. He was very happy going to school and meeting new boys and girls; however, he missed a lot his princess and wanted the time to elapse quickly to watch her beautiful eyes and to kiss her lovely dimples. Everything went smoothly during the first week. His foster parents had given him an emergency telephone number in case he observed anything abnormal on his mother. He was nervous waiting the days elapsed quickly, since the next weekend he would stay with his new father, but above all, with his adored girl. On Monday of that week, he got up early, and when had breakfast entered in his mother's room; she looked asleep. "Mom, it is too late to sleep. You might be late for work." She did not respond; he shook her trying to wake her up, however, she continued as she was sleeping; he feared she was not well, so he ran down to the grocery shop, tears filling his eyes. He marked the phone number advising where he and his mom were. Ten minutes later an ambulance came and took both to the hospital. Julia was on guard and had been advised about a heart emergency; when she saw the boy, she feared the worst. She gave quick orders and faced the boy that was crying in silence. "Alex, son!" She hugged the boy to comfort him. "Stay here in the waiting room. I'll come back as soon as I can; I have to look after your mom." A nurse took the boy to a little and a more comfortable room where there were not adults. His heart was telling him he would not see his mother alive again, she had passed away. Julia immediately phoned Robert after providing the first aid to Alex's mother. She was still alive but the symptoms were clear; it was a question of minutes, maybe an hour. Robert entered the waiting room and Alex jumped into the man's arms bitterly crying. He cuddled the boy to his chest and caressed his back. He did not want to say anything because Julia had transmitted that the boy's mother was in the last minutes of her life. "Alex, son, please remain here, I'm going to see how your mom is getting on. It is strange that mom Julia has not come back." Just at that moment, Julia entered. "I'm sorry, my son; but... your mom..." Alex exploded in muffled sobs and she took him into her arms as if he was a baby. She felt the spasms of the boy's body as he cried. She caressed him with soothing words that only a mother could do. After some minutes, the boy looked more calmed. "Please dad, mom. Let's go home in New Jersey. I don't want to see her corpse. I want to remember her as when she was alive." "I must stay here. You can go with dad." Julia said. That was a serious strike for the boy; the funeral took place in their old church filled with Russian friends; near him were his foster parents and Mrs Lopez with her daughters. Margarita was crying in silence, not for the dead woman, but for her boy that was suffering. After she was buried, they went to his old home, picked up his easel, the sketches, and a little chest where his mom kept old pictures and their private documents. "Let's go home, dad. I don't want anything from here." With this, Alex broke with his first near eleven years of life, starting a new term. One month later came his 11th birthday and they celebrated it in the intimacy of the family, only Margarita, Brenda and their mother assisted to a lunch. The New Year 1961 started and soon Julia and Robert filled the emptiness left by his mother; he felt happy, mostly because he had all the time he needed with Margarita. They went to the same school and had started new friends. From time to time, his parents took both to their house in Connecticut; in those instances, they made love but never reaching the last point, still, they were children. During the last visit, Julia entered the boy's large room and opened the large wardrobe that contained her disappeared son's clothes. "Alex, please, tell me if you want to keep anything from this. You are our son and will be dressed according to your own wishes." He hugged his mom; he had thought about it many times and she seemed to read in his mind. "What are you going to do with them?" "I don't know. Can you think of something?" Then Margarita intervened. "Alex, in your old parish we saw many children poorly dressed, even some men." "That's an excellent idea," Julia said. "Alex in the loft there are a few large empty cartons, please bring a couple." Happily, they went upstairs and into the large loft. "This is a good place to hide and make things." He took Margarita in his arms and they kissed. "We'll see later how it works." They laughed. Julia filled the two cartons and a new one to put shoes and other garments. The parish's priest thanked the boy and girl for their generosity and told they had many people in need, especially orphan children and old persons. Somewhere in LA, Tom had written two letters. He asked a friend to whom he was fucking that evening to post them as his. He gave two addresses: his old home and Alex's home. Twenty days later the boy returned the two envelopes to his friend, they were marked "Unknown addressee. Return to the sender." He thought many things but finally discarded any action and continued with his life. Alex and Margarita enjoyed their lives together, taking the opportunity when Alex's parents were at work in the hospital and when the assistant was off; or Brenda was not at home; they had sex, at least a couple of times per week, though he was very hot all the time. They grew, and in a strange coincidence, they matured near at the same time, only with two months difference. Margarita was twelve and Alex going to thirteen. She was really a pretty girl and Alex a tall handsome teenager boy. Their parents couldn't be happier, watching the development of their children's lives together. Margarita still was a virgin and eagerly wanted to get rid of her virginity with the boy that she loved. The same as two years back, on Saturday 24th of June, Julia and Robert had invited her and her family to spend the weekend in their countryside house, where Alex had planned to celebrate Margarita's 12th birthday, yet he did not mention her anything. Since a couple of months back, her mother was not feeling well, and the young Brenda had gone with her new best friend for a trip to Niagara Falls, therefore she felt frustrated when his mother and sister declined the invitation. Secretly Alex had prepared the party, inviting many girls, boys and their parents from the neighbourhood farms that he had met during the two previous summers, including Sheila and Lucy that were in charge of everything. Soon Margarita forgot her family as she had her boy with her. On purpose, Robert and Julia had delayed the time of arrival to the house; they did in the afternoon rather than in the morning as they used to do because Monday was a holiday. At their arrival, everything was in silence; Alex stared at his father in complicity winking one eye. Alex and Margarita, hand in hand ran to the house; as they entered, all the sudden, all lights went on and a choir of boys and girls of all ages started singing "Happy birthday to you". Margarita had forgotten about her birthday, so she did not know what to say as her eyes blurred, she then tenderly hugged and kissed Julia and Robert. She approached her boy, she would have kissed him in front of everybody, however, she did on the cheeks as she told him: "You devil rascal..." All the boys and girls surrounded her as a little band of teenager boys started playing music for the dancing. Margarita was confused since she had not any suitable dress for the party; then Alex dragged her from the hand, and in seconds they reached her room. On the bed was the most beautiful light blue velvety dress she could have imagined. Astonished she closed the door with her butt and kissed the boy long and tenderly. "What shall I do with the most beautiful boy in the world?" Alex smiled slyly and sighed. "To get dressed; I'll wait for you downstairs unless you want me to undress you and..." She pushed him outside. Alex dressed and went to the large room that Sheila and Lucy had adorned properly. All boys and girls were already dancing, together with some adults. Julia helped Margarita and a few minutes later she appeared at the top of stairs. Alex would have kissed her there. She looked like a real princess!!! Their hearts jumped inside their young chests... and everything was forgotten. All spent a lovely time on that warm afternoon. When the sunset was approaching, the band stopped playing, and adults and children started leaving after congratulating Margarita. A few minutes later, a large van arrived with a team to clean and put everything back to normal. Alex and Margarita changed their shoes but kept their elegant dresses on. "Mom, Dad, let's go to the back of the house to watch the sunset." That was something that Robert and his son made frequently when they were there; however this time the adults excused themselves arguing: "We must look on these people and help them if necessary. You take care of yourselves." Robert winked his son. Hand in hand they went to a place a few hundred yards away from the house, where it could be watched a large a beautiful landscape and far away the high peaks. They sat down on an old trunk and with their hands entwined they kissed tenderly. "I'll never forget this birthday, Alexei." Those were the only words that they exchanged during that sunset. Their young hearts did not need anything else; still, they were near children; too early for worries, only they were thinking in their true and deep worship. Margarita was under treatment to arrange her menstruation's irregularities, very common in young girls. They had learnt about those pills that prevented from any pregnancy. As many moments from the time when they were 10 y/o, that night she went under the covers and cuddled near her king. She looked at the boy's blue eyes and kissed them. "Alexei, I'm twelve and I feel as a woman like you feel as a man. I can't wait for anymore. Let's consummate our love tonight here, in the same place we started." Alex loved his girl immensely; he caressed her hair and kissed her softly. "I love you Margarita; are you sure, my little princess? Today when you descended from your room I thought I was in another world." Alex kissed her with a gentle kiss. "I don't mind to wait until we are married; my dick gets flaccid only thinking that I may hurt you." She kissed him again and took his hard tool in her hand. It was now long and thick, but still devoid of any hair; only a few silky pubes had started at the base of his cock. "I'll take the lead, so you won't hurt me, I'll do myself. I want this special experience with the most handsome boy in the world; my king." They needed no more words. He started those preliminaries that she liked so much, ending sucking those little pointing out hard breasts. She felt hot and his boy's cock harder than ever before. He turned their locked bodies placing the girl on top of him. They were near their first climax of the night; she then took her boy's long and fat prick and placed it at the gate of happiness. She pushed hard and felt the sharp pain hitting her. She retrieved and gritted her teeth. She observed how Alex closed his lovely blue eyes, a symptom of his imminent orgasm. She bravely pushed harder this time and the pain was sharp and strong, followed by the most beautiful sensation they had ever experienced, as her king boy's cock entered into her to the hilt. The pain disappeared as the greatest rainbow exploded with millions of colours as she felt the warm discharge of her boy's seed into her core. She was not a virgin anymore! She felt terribly happy as she did it. She laid her head on Alex's left shoulder while they were recovering from that wonderful and historical orgasm. She felt her boy's hands caressing her hair and back. "I love you, my beautiful husband." Alex kissed tenderly her and dragged out a tuft of hair stick to her sweated forehead. "I had feared this moment, but now I know how much I love you, my princess. My life wouldn't have any object without you." They kissed lovingly. They spent that night making love until their young bodies were exhausted. At dawn, Alex woke her up while he started kissing her face. "We better get into each other bed, my princess. It is almost dawn. I am sure mom would say nothing but I don't want she knows that." For an answer, she rode him again until their bodies tensed and they travelled to the far outer space. She then, after a sweet kiss, left her little husband's room. Two years later, they were celebrating her 14th birthday; and when the party was over, and all their friends were gone, together with Brenda; the two teenagers sat near their parents. Margarita was radiant, Alex could not take his blue eyes off her; he was every day more in love with that precious girl. They had agreed to talk to their parents about their sexual relationship. Alex, taking her hand in his, said: "Mrs Lopez, Dad, Mom; as you know very well, we love each other since we were ten. Probably you have guessed that we had some sexual relationship together." The boy blushed and the girl grinned to herself watching the difficult moment her boy-man was going thru. Alex had secretly told his father what they did, the doctor understood his son, and did not encourage this action since it implied a serious risk. Mrs Lopez said: "I understand you and I guess your parents share my opinion; you are very young and could have gone into a serious problem. Julia and Robert nodded, this felt a little bit uncomfortable since he knew it. Alex then said: "You are right, Mrs Lopez but we have always taken the necessary measures to prevent... well... you know." Julia interrupted her son. "Pregnancy." His mom helped him. "We presumed that Alex. You are both healthy, young, love each other, and spend much time together. To think otherwise would be silly. Am I right Brenda?" "Of course, you are." Then Margarita went right to the point. "Mom, what Alex is trying to say is that we are fed up with hiding and want to do it in our homes, but with the limitations that you impose us. That's all." Alex sighed released. A silence followed and then, as usual, Julia came to the rescue. "Well, Brenda, Robert, what do you think about this lovely couple's proposal? I do agree with them. They have been sincere and honest asking us; they deserve our support and confidence; I prefer they do it into the privacy of our homes than not in the cars, as I have seen many boys and girls of their ages doing it." Then Margarita's mother confirmed. "I agree to it whenever you carry out your love manifestations in privacy and without interfering with the freedom of other persons who might think otherwise at your ages. Unfortunately, we are obliged to keep the rules imposed by the society in which we live. Robert?" The man knew all about because his son had trusted him telling the truth since some time back, and he had guided them. They deeply loved each other; however, he had to keep forms. "Well, I suppose I don't have any other alternative." Alex hugged his father as he whispered into his ear: "I thought you would change your mind." The man punched on his son's hard belly." "You little imp." He murmured. In spite they had their parents' consent, they did not increase their sex contacts, however those nights were entirely satisfactory for them, not needing to change room at dawn because they had the same room for both, except if some other person was present in their homes; so mostly they did at Alex's home to prevent her sister Brenda's gossips. The peak of their happiness came after Alex's 16th birthday; he obtained the driving licence and his father bought him a second-hand car. At least two weekends in the month, they drove alone to Connecticut's farm, enjoying not only sex but also mostly long walks hand in hand thru the meadows and being on the couch in front of the fireplace looking into the flames together, making thousands of plans for their future. When the weather permitted, they hiked to the lagoon; that was their favourite place; they swan and sometimes, made love on the grass and under the warming sun. Talking about the future, he would follow his father's career, being a good heart surgeon in order to prevent what had happened to his real mother. She thought to study art to help her mom in the gallery that she partially owned because she had noted her mother did not feel well lately. Alex told his father about his project, definitely, he would study to become a heart surgeon. They were sat in front of the fireplace where the oil portrait of Margarita had been hanging for the last four years. Julia hugged their foster son. "That is a great specialisation; you fill my heart with pride, my son." Robert hugged him very tightly. "In the Middle Age, most of the surgeons started to learn the profession being very young near a master; so if you agree, we will do something the same. I'll give you some books to study in your free time; and from time to time, you'll continue to accompany us to the Hospital, though now with a different aim. "That's great, dad! I love you." He would start being a heart surgeon long before anybody else. Robert had been promoted to Hospital's Director and Julia as General Administrator. Those tasks implied more responsibilities but gave them more free time to be with their sons, because Margarita spent more time there than in her own home. Alex took any opportunity to visit the hospital, especially the children ward, sometimes accompanied by Margarita. The children interned in the hospital were expectant when they knew their friends would come. Sometimes they cooperate with doctors in case of young patients that needed to be convinced about operations. The hospital Board appreciated the work that the teenagers made and thanked them. Margarita and Alex had planned to marry during the following yearly school vacation, so she could accompany him to the same university and being together for the rest of their lives; they could not be separated, therefore that would be a long year for them, they thought. However, they were far from the tragedy that had already started in the form of a lung cancer in Margarita's mother. Her sister Brenda had left as soon as she was eighteen, as she said: "I want to do what mom did before." That year Margarita had just turned 17 y/o, and the terrible sickness consumed not only their energies but also their money and their plans; she could not desert leaving her mother, as Brenda had done. Alex was the only one who had succeeded. He had ended high school brilliantly and got ready to go to the University. The last night that they spent together was of tears and frenzy lovemaking. Her mother was interned in the hospital, and Brenda had not shown up. In the moment of Alex's departure, he extracted a golden St. Patrick's cross with a large red stone on the centre. Alex put it into her hand. That was the present he had received from his new parents in his eleventh birthday. "Please, my little princess, keep it; perhaps it will protect you." Then extracted all the money he had saved during the last year, about one thousand dollars, and gave it to her. She was to reject it, but she knew her "king" was doing it with all his heart, and not for charity and she needed it. "Alexei you need this money. I can't take it." "You can and you may get it. I'll ask my father for more." Then looking into those eyes he loved so deeply, added: "Margarita, my father will help you. Mom Julia adores you; please promise me you will ask their help while I am away if you need it." She did not like to disappoint her boy in those moments, but she was too proud to ask for help to anybody, except her Alexei; however, she answered. "I'll do, but please, write me, your letters will be my only real hope and help. I love you, my king." She kissed her boy again for the last time and closed the door. She fell on the couch and started to cry bitterly; she could not think but she was alone. Alex was very much in the same condition; but soon, the company of other students and the hard work, made his life different. He was a disciplined boy and had promised himself to study and work firmly. He would comply with the promise he had made to his adored princess and his parents. One month elapsed and Margarita received long tender letters every week, she answered them with passion, tenderness, and some yokes. She had been experiencing some morning nausea and she thought it probably was due to the stress caused by her mother's disease; but after two weeks, she alarmed herself. She had received Alex's sweet letter including a nice photo that she kissed amorously. In that week, suddenly her sister Brenda showed up with a fair amount of money. "Little sister, now is your turn to rest and enjoy, at least during some weeks. I'll deal with mom; but as the doctor has said, I think she has not many opportunities to survive." Margarita could have answered her sister differently, but instead she hugged her; after all, she was her sister and she loved her; besides, Brenda had changed a lot lately; now she looked more responsible and tender. "Thanks, Brenda; I am really tired and probably sick." During a week, she did not go out and rested, however, morning vomits continued even stronger, besides she had missed her menstruation for the second time. She was seriously worried and alarmed, therefore, decided to know the truth. She took a sample of urine to the chemistry, telling it was from a friend. She gave a fictional name and a few hours later, she picked the result up. Without any doubt, she was pregnant. She panicked. What to do? To tell her sister? No. She probably would make fun of her. She thought to write or call Alex urgently, but she discarded that option, too; she would spoil the boy's studies. There was only an open option, to tell Julia; but she was too proud to ask their help, in spite Alex had told her to request their help if needed. She was into a whirl of desperation; after all, she was only seventeen y/o. Tired she fell asleep. The doorbell rang wakening her up; she opened the door and found Andrew Perking the electrician, standing up. "Sorry Margarita, I have come to check something in the measuring unit; today is my last working day for this Company, and I want to do the job properly. Tomorrow I'll leave for San Francisco, a company has hired me for near the double that I'm getting here now." She forced a smile and allowed the 25 y/o man into her house. "Margarita you look tired and sick; remember what I have said you a few times; if I can help you don't even hesitate asking for my help. I know it is not very honest with me, especially now that Alex is away, but... but... I love you." The man bent his head ashamed as he added. "Sorry Margarita, but I did not want to leave, at least, without telling you." The young man went to leave when Margarita's brains were working at maximum speed. She took his arm and stopped him. "Please, Andrew; sit down. You are very honest and brave telling me what you have said; but really, do you love me knowing I belong to another man?" "Yes. You may think it is stupid of me that I pretend to love and or marry a girl that is in love with someone else, but I suppose love is like that. I love you since the first time I saw you; you were then just a little girl." "Andrew, I am in a desperate situation; my mother is dying in the hospital and I have discovered something important that you must keep for yourself for the rest of your life. Do you promise it?" "You can trust me, Margarita." The man eyes beamed only speaking with the girl that he had secretly adored. She kept silence for a moment, and then she said staring at him: "Andrew, I am expecting a baby from Alex, if you are ready to marry me, I am ready to marry you; but I want to be honest with you right from the beginning. In my heart, Alex will be my man for the rest of my life, no matter what happens to me." He sighed and looked into his adored girl's black eyes. "There is only one problem Margarita; honesty for honesty." He extracted a document from his pocket as he continued: "If marrying me you are thinking to have more babies, I'm sorry because I'm sterile." He extended the paper to her; she, for courtesy, read: "Diagnosis: Sterile." She stood and hugged the trembling man." "Don't worry Andrew; we will manage together. Do you have your pickup ready? The man smiled openly. "I don't know if this is a dream or not, but yes, it is ready and full of diesel oil. I know a place some miles away from here where we can get married. Get your things ready and tomorrow before dawn, I'll be here to pick you up." When he was to leave, Margarita stopped him. "Thanks, Andrew Perking, I'll try to be a good wife for you, but my heart and my life belong to Alex, and I want you to know it right from now." "I know it, Margarita. I know it." He kissed her on the cheeks and left. He could not be happier. Margarita did not tell anybody; Andrew was a single man with no relatives, except a few cousins in Chicago. The following day, at dawn, while Brenda was taking care of their mother, the pickup converted into a closed van roared to the West, carrying a happy man and a pregnant young woman. Two weeks later, Margarita's mother passed away; Brenda was not surprised that Margarita had deserted. She thought her sister was tired of this situation having borne the worst part of it; she probably had gone with her lover. She would have done the same. However, she did not mention anything to anybody; she said that Margarita was sick depressed and could not assist to the funeral. Robert called his son telling about the death of Mrs Lopez; he thought Margarita was with him. Alex then asked his father: "How is Margarita? She loved deeply her mom, especially since they moved to our area. I would like to be there, dad." His father was taken aback. "Isn't she with you, son?" "No. I haven't seen her since I left to come here." Alex noted that something was not right. "Dad, please, is Margarita okay?" Robert did not know what to say to his son. "During the funeral, Brenda told me that Margarita was sick with a strong depression, but no one had seen her since Brenda came. Therefore, I thought she was hiding that she was with you." They speculated about the situation during ten minutes on the telephone; they agreed to wait. Two more weeks elapsed; the Bank held their house and was labelled "for sale". Alex's letters were sent back with "unknown addressee." He could not explain what has happened. He, or his parents, could not go to the police since they were not the girl's close family. Privately his father made some inquiries. The detective company in charge said there was not any trace of the girl, and since she was a minor, must be the Police who should carry out the investigation, however, Police would work if a close relative officially demanded it; but they were not. Christmas holidays arrived and Alex returned home. He hugged his parents. He had lost weight and seemed older than he really was. They were sat down in front of the fireplace where Margarita's portrait was hanging. "Dad, it is impossible that no one had seen her. She was not an invisible person." "We know it son. The last person who saw her was her own sister Brenda, and you know what she said." He knew the rest of the information provided by the detective company. They had even searched into hospitals, morgues and police stations. No trace was found. He took the car and went to the house in Connecticut. He needed to analyse all details and being alone; however, his father accompanied him. In his heart, he thanked him deeply; nevertheless, Robert knew his son was going thru difficult moments. They walked under the cold weather recognising every spot, every tree, and every corner of the old farm. When they arrived at the little river, the boy fixed the sight in a lost point and started to cry uncontrollably. He had not cried since his mother disappeared. Robert hugged his son as he did years back when his mother died. "Don't be ashamed of crying, my son; men should cry from time to time." They sat down on an old fallen trunk as the sunset started. They remained there in silence for near half an hour. The young man's sobs subsided and he took his son to the warm house. After dinner, they sat in front of the fire and his father caressed his son as when he was a little boy. "Dad, how did you know I wanted you with me here?. I told you and mom I needed to be alone." The man kept silence for a moment, and then answered his son with other question. "How to happen you haven't done any masterwork since you painted Margarita?" The young man looked into his father's eyes. "Because I put all my love in that paint, and I cannot repeat it; even if I wanted it." "That's the answer, my son. To be a father doesn't mean to conceive a baby; many men do it every day and abandon them. The day you were sat behind me in the park, I knew you were my son, more than my real son was. All my love went to you and a father knows when his son needs him." They hugged. Alex had grown in all senses, and he was even taller than his father was. Alex returned to the University more comforted, however, he could not forget his love, his adored princess. He started swimming and studying even harder in order to rub all that out of his mind. The girls in the campus signalled him as the "lonely clever handsome"; many of them tried to approach him and Alex always had kind words for everybody, but nothing else. With the time, as the man that he was, he took many girls to his bed, but that was only a sex act; never transmitted a single word of love. That word had disappeared from his mind. He only had kept his affection for his parents, mostly for his father, the man that had conquered his heart. CHAPTER 13 ----------------- A few years later Alex became an MD. The experience that he had accumulated in the hospital with his parents during his free time, along with his hard work, helped him to become one of the youngest students reaching the Doctorate with "Cum laude" qualification in that short time. Alex put all his energies into his profession and, at the time, became a well-known heart/lungs specialist surgeon, one of the best in the country. Rich people around the world came to his hospital for treatment, and he had to attend to meetings and conferences explaining the new techniques that his hospital, and mostly his team, had developed and applied in that field with great success. He was open to any suggestion from anyone, no mattering whether he was black, white, or yellow, as long as he was a human being. Almost forty years had elapsed since Alex painted Margarita. The US had gone into two bloody wars. The man had reached the Moon, and a new era of technology, as computers and cellular telephones had flooded the world. However, still there were many persons starved; waves of immigrants came secluded as slaves; and children, mostly sons of immigrants, went to the different places for hustling. In addition, the most terrible sickness, AIDS, had appeared to punish the humankind. Alex welcomed the technology because he could save many persons; and hated the wars because they destroyed countries and killed people, especially innocent children. He kept the oil painting in his parents' house and the sketch in his room in the farmhouse in Connecticut. He had decided to enjoy the life and dedicate it to his profession. However, during his late forties, unexpectedly he got married. He found a good and young pretty woman, an Irish nurse-girl who worked in his hospital and loved little children. For the first time in many years, he felt good and happy with a woman; he liked those bright blue eyes, her freckled white skin, and that lovely character of the Irish people. She was twenty-five years younger than he was. They married, and three years later, the house was filled with the cries of one little red-haired boy that filled with happiness that large house. Julia had died with 85 and his dear father two years later. Mother Nature gifted them with a quiet and quick death. However, Mother Nature still hated him. He had been playing with his son and arrived just in time to start a serious operation on a boy of ten. He thought if everything were right, after the transplantation of a new heart to the child, he would take a few days off. He needed badly some time for relaxing. After the operation, he was washing his hands when a nurse came with a cellular telephone to him. "Sir, it is a call from Paris, he has been waiting on the phone for more than fifteen minutes, until you were available." "Thank you." He dried his hands and took the device. "Hello there, who is calling?" He asked. A broken voice that he did not recognize answered on the other end of the line. "Did you find my heir, my little friend?" A storm of thoughts came into his mind and a bump in his throat prevented his voice comes out, finally, he could say: i "Tom! Tom Lopez-Barrio! Where are you?" The voice broke a little more. "I am dying in St. Mary's hospital in Paris; if you hurry, probably you will be able to see me alive." "My God, Tom! And you call me when you feel are going to pass away?" "It isn't a moment for reproaches, Alex. Please come to Paris, if you can." He hanged the phone. While he was driving back home, many questions came into his mind and he thought almost certainly his friend had the answers; he wanted to know them. He talked with his wife and she agreed he would travel to France. "You owe me one, tall Russian; you must allow me to go to Ireland to show our son where their ancestors came from, and his mom's family is." "Granted." He thought for a moment, spun and kissed his little Irish, as he called her. "Now my lovely Irish, please, prepare my suitcase while I make some calls." The red-haired woman thought for a moment, then stopped him. "I have never flown in that fast plane and the baby is too little to travel. What's about if we leave him here with his nanny? While you remain in Paris, I'll continue to Dublin. You then can join me there and spend these days as a second honeymoon, my hunk." He smiled, he had not felt so good in many years. "Excellent idea my red Irish. Please, get ready everything." He reserved for the Concorde and a few hours later, they were landing in Paris. They kissed till tomorrow. His wife would stay around the airport for another two additional hours to fly with Irish Airlines direct to Dublin. It was a bright sunny morning. Alex checked in at the hotel, and after a quick shower took a taxi to St. Mary's Hospital. He identified himself as Dr Lorton in the hospital and immediately was taken up to Tom's room. He scarcely could recognize the figure sat in the armchair and breathing with difficulty, but his large eyes and still his lovely dimples smiled at him. An old man was accompanying him that left the room as he entered. He tenderly hugged his friend and could not stop some tears. After a few minutes of emotions, Alex sat near him and asked Tom. "Tom, for God's sake, please, where is she? What happened when your mother died? I need to know it. I have been living all this time hoping to find her, but I couldn't." The sick man opened wide his still bright black eyes and a grimace of disbelief showed on his face. With breaking voice, slowly he said: "I had the hope that you would tell me." They almost started to laugh. "You rat, have made me fly through the Atlantic, and now you are telling me you know as much as I do. It's incredible!" "You may believe it or not, but that's the truth." He hugged his friend tenderly. "I believe you, Tom." He said sadly. "How could I doubt about you? You have been the only real friend I have had in my life." "And something more, don't you think so?" Both smirked. "Yes." Alex paused ordering his thoughts. "Since that day..." Alex told him his life, especially near Margarita and about those great years together full of projects, and how he had been waiting for his princess without getting married until only a few years back. He ended: "It is a pity that you are going to die; I would have introduced you to my new family." He said it as if the death was just a joke. His friend grinned and pressed his hand. "Now is my turn. As I promised you, and spite my new father had made me promise on contrary, several months later I wrote you and my sister a letter each; they were sent back as "unknown addressee, I insisted a month later with the same result; now I know why." He continued telling him his life, his great success in the fashion world business helped by his father and lover. He ended: "You have not found my heir. Do you remember that account I opened for you?" Alex smiled. "How could I forget, 01-252525." "Good memory doctor. There you can find a lovely fortune if you have not spoiled it with whores." Both laughed as the old man entered and sat in the corner. Tom added, "My father can tell you about it and the profits that my company produces every year." He looked tenderly at the man in the corner. "Please dad, sit between us, now that I have the best of my family near me, I feel much better." The old man approached a chair and arranged Tom's breathing tubes. Tom then placed his right hand between the man's palms and sighed. He then continued. "If she is not dead, she must be somewhere. Please, Alex, you must find her, she deserves that. I have not any child and she is my heir. If you cannot find her, make a fund and spend the money on recovering abandoned lost intelligent boys. Still, there are many in the streets that need our help." They talked about many other things and people. When he looked tired, they hugged. "Are you returning home, Alex?" "No. I'll come back tomorrow morning to see you. Then during the afternoon, I'll fly to Dublin to meet my wife." Tom coughed. "Do you still keep those sketches from my sister and me?" "She found yours and your letter behind the mirror; she kept it as the best treasure during those happy years; the best time of our lives, Tom. The portrait I made to Margarita preside my bedroom in Connecticut. My father made an oil copy that my foster mother called "Princess in love"; it hangs on top of the fireplace in New Jersey, my home." Alex noticed Tom's tiredness and stood up. "I'll see you tomorrow, Tom." They hugged and he went out. The old man, now in his late seventies, took Alex to a small room. "Alex, I will never thank you enough for coming; he has recovered his strength. It has been bad luck. He was not obsessed with sex; he went from time to time with others, especially here in Paris, but less than we may think because he always was very busy with his company. He had feelings or premonitions that I followed in the financial world; he raised a large fortune and my bank, too. AIDS was unknown and still, we do not know who or what infected him. "Okay, Mr Corporate. I'll contact you to deal with Tom's wishes." "Tom's last Will reflects what he had said to you; so there will not be any problem. Besides, he is my legal son and therefore my natural heir; I adopted him before he entered the school that year." The old man broke and stopped talking, tears were trickling along his old cheeks; after a few minutes, he recovered. "Alex, he had been for me the best son I could imagine, not only a lover. We spent many happy years together. During the first years, when he became a real man, he demonstrated how we loved each other. In such a way we have been very happy for a very long time. After all these long months of suffering, however, he has given up and has surrendered to his fate." Alex stood because he had agreed with his wife she would call him about nine, and now it was close to it. He said until tomorrow and left the hospital. As soon as Alex left, John dried his eyes and entered his son's room; he was breathing with difficulty but a new bright was shining in his near-dead eyes; John thought that was the beginning of the end, yet he was wrong. "Dad, please, call Dr Meraux." The man stared at his son not understanding. "Please, dad." In silence, the man went out; some minutes later Dr Meraux arrived and sat in the bed near his patient; Tom had behaved more as a friend than as a patient during those long years he spent in Paris. Tom looked at his friend; the white dressed man took his hand in his. "Tom, your eyes have a special bright and..." "Paul, I have a premonition and I need to live. Please bring me that new medicine retroviral cocktail, I'll take it just now." The doctor looked at his friend and patient astonished. Tom had rejected to take any medicine during the past few weeks, arguing there was no hope for him. He was his own real devil since he gave up fighting. Nevertheless, the MD could guess a possible result. "Tom, I'll bring them in seconds, though I must be honest with you, this could precipitate the tragic final, ending... Tom stopped him. "Or the happy beginning." The man watched him with perplexity. He brought the pills and Tom, with some difficulty, swallowed all of them. "Please, draw the curtains, put lights off and leave me alone with my father." When John was sat near his son, he could not but to admire his boy's bravery. After some minutes of silence, Tom said: "Dad, I just had a premonition when Alex left." John caressed the sick man forehead and kissed it; he thought he had started to delirium. "I never told you the dream I had that day on the plane when we left New York." Stopping for breathing he told his father everything. "This matches perfectly with my premonition. We will see our sweet Margarita with Alex again." The man did not want to argue. "Please dad, go home, you and I need to rest." The man kissed tenderly his son again on the forehead and closed the door behind. Dr Meraux approached him. "How's is he." John thought not to answer, but he bent his head in order the doctor could not observe the blur in his eyes. "I think he has started to delirium." When Alex arrived at the hotel, as soon as the receptionist saw him entering, lifted the phone and made an internal call; before he took his key, the Manager came out from his office. "Sorry Mr Lorton, you have an urgent call from your Embassy and another from the US. I think they are looking for you. Please call them." He handled a small slip with the numbers. "I don't know what they want from me. I am on a private trip with my wife." "Sorry sir, is it your wife with you?" He was a little bit annoyed but he saw that the man was worried. "No. We arrived in the Concorde this morning and she was due to fly to Ireland two hours later. I think you have something in your mind, Monsieur... "Lamer, sir. Mr Lorton, didn't you hear the news? An Irish plane has crashed as she entered in England. All passengers and the crew have died. Near two hundred casualties." Alex got white. "Please dial that number and pass the call to my room." In seconds, as he was opening his room's door; the phone rang. They confirmed what he had started to suspect. He flew to Ireland, and as when his mother died, he received the condolences of many people that he had never seen before, except those close members of his wife's family. Thanks to the ring she wore, he could identify the corpse. It was not a corpse, but a bundle of ashes. She was buried near his people and he returned home. His toddler received him with love. It seemed that Mother Nature was playing with him again. He thought. CHAPTER 14 ---------------- Some years before of the above events, somewhere in the outskirts of San Francisco, Andrew Perking was sat in a swinging chair in the porch of his little house, watching his 8 y/o grandson arguing with his grandmother Margarita. Alexandra, his daughter, a beautiful blonde, came out giving her hand to her 3 y/o daughter. "Come on, Alexis, or we will be late at the church." "And what's about grandpa? Why doesn't he come to that stupid church? Margarita pressed her grandson to her. "Alexis, grandpa is sick and cannot walk as we do. You know that, don't you? "Yes granny; but most of my friends don't go and remain playing soccer in the park." Slowing the voice Margarita said to the little boy: "Next week your mom is travelling to a convention in New York, while she is away, you can miss the church. I don't like it either." The little boy grinned in complicity. "Thanks, Granny, you are great. I love you." Alexandra, Margarita's daughter, was a lovely widow of 28 y/o; her husband, a marine sergeant, had died three years before in one of those stupid wars created by the politicians. She was not proud of that because she hated wars. After his death, the Navy provided her with a miserable pension, and the classical flag folded in three corners. She left her Medicine studies when she got pregnant, and thanks to her father's pension and the help of her mother, she continued studying a low level to become a good nurse. After a few years of hard work, she was now a good nurse in San Francisco's General Hospital. The Director, a cardiology specialist, had commissioned her, along with a few others, for a Convention in New York, where the best doctors of the country would expose the new tendencies and advanced techniques in that field. A week later she flew to the East; and after one of the first conferences, one of her colleagues called her attention. "Sandra, I have seen your father here. Didn't you say he was sick? He is very well and very handsome. You didn't tell us anything regarding his presence here." She looked sternly her colleague and with some annoyance answered her. "You are mad, Mary. My father is in San Francisco and he isn't a doctor, but a poor sick electrician pensioner." "It seems you are a little bit of a liar, and you don't want us to know him. We'll see him in the next session, it is his conference. It seems a very important person." She took her papers and sat in the second row of seats, only a few metres from the lecturer. She trembled and her heart started bumping into her chest when she saw the man with the white robe. Her friend was right; a strange coincidence, she thought, but the resemblance was evident. When the doctor finished his conference he encouraged the nurses to make questions. Alexandra raised her hand and made some questions regarding heart transplants. The two pairs of blue eyes met when the man said: "My daughter, I would like to have enough hearts to transplant, especially in sick children; on the other hand, we must think that for one candidate we transplant, a child or a young person has passed away normally in traumatic circumstances. Whenever I operate, I think in the other parents. However, you and your colleagues make an incalculably great job, convincing parents to donate their sons' or daughters' organs to save other lives. That has no price." Those words of humanity sank deeply into her. It was not strange that man was a great surgeon; he was not only an MD, he was probably a father with children, a real father. She could not stop thinking about his words. Suddenly her colleague dragged her off from her thoughts. "You were a liar; even he called you, daughter." The girl grinned as she jabbed her friend jokingly. A middle-aged woman had heard the conversation between the young nurses; she approached Alexandra. "Mrs Camp, it is evident that Doctor Lorton is not your father because he isn't married... yet. However, the resemblances are extraordinary." The woman paused. "Now Mrs Camp, I want to talk you about business; do you mind to come to my office?" She looked at the kind woman with some expectation and nodded. She was the headmaster of nurses in that large hospital. As soon as they were sat down in the woman's office, Alexandra asked: "What kind of business Mrs Louth?" The lady smiled. "I have seen your background file and I believe those mean Californians don't appreciate what they have. If you like, Mrs Camp, I'm ready to offer you a place in this hospital as Area's supervisor; I must say it is not an easy job; among other tasks, you would select the best nurses to help men like Dr Lortonoff and his team in the operation theatres; and many times yourself." Mrs Louth paused in order Alexandra could digest her offer and make any question, however, she kept silence. "We would double your current payments plus incentives. Please think about it. We don't hurry, but before three weeks will be a good time to get your answer." Alexandra did not know what to say. She was astonished. The woman thought for a moment that the young woman doubted to accept; perhaps due she considered a low wage, so she added. "After a year, we may revise your wage up if you fill our expectations." Alexandra was speechless. "Mrs Louth, I wouldn't be honest if I say I'm not interested, I am; and I'll answer you before that time as soon as I arrive at San Francisco and speak to my family. It is a large distance and we are not used to this weather; besides it would imply a drastic change for my family and I have two kids." "I understand. Please, Mrs Camp, treat this as confidential; it might affect some other persons less capable than you are." "You have my word, Mrs Louth. Thank you very much for your attention. You will hear from me very soon." Alexandra could not be happier; that meant near three times her current income; plus to be near great heart specialists participating and helping in surgical operations. She might even resume her studies in medicine. She decided to come back by train; she hated airlines and needed to think about her life. Yet she was young, why not to restart her life? Her marriage had been more an accident than a real marriage, mostly due to her youth; her husband had been most of the time absent, and when he came, his only goal was to fuck her and come back to his wars. That had been the cause she had not divorced him, his continued absences; they received a small monthly payment that helped their tight economy; however, now could entirely be different. Once the conferences were over, she boarded the train and sat on her cabin in the express to San Francisco, digesting all these thoughts. Unexpectedly the image of Dr Lorton came to her mind; she examined carefully every detail about the man; it was true. Se had rejected her colleague's comments and jokes; however, she had to recognize that the resemblances were obvious, even his movements. Now she started doubting about her real identity, not because she resembled that man, but about her own father. Her father had been a good one for her, he adored her and she loved him with all her heart; but, what's about her mother? Strangely they never quarrelled, never had differences or discussions like almost the majority of couples she knew. Why? That was not normal. Her mother was always prompt to help him or care about him, but she did not do as she would have done in case she was in love with a man; he mother behaved as a good friend respect her father. Nevertheless, it was clear that her father was in love with his wife; but sometimes she felt her mother did not pay him back. She had never watched his mother kissing him on the lips, always on the cheeks. She would have shouted, "Why don't you love that good man as he loves you?" Yet, that was their own life and she had not the right to interfere in their lives. Sometimes she observed her mother when she was taking care of her grandchildren, especially about Alexis, her beautiful, intelligent and stubborn blond son. She loved deeply her grandson boy and the child responded in the same manner. For him, his Granny was a sacred person. He never rejected an order from her; all on contrary, he enjoyed doing things for her. If she asked little Maria, his sister, to do something, he would immediately say, "I'll do it myself granny; Maria is too little." Though it had nothing to do, she and her son had strong resemblances and both were blond, with waving hair, in summer her son's hair was almost white." Again Dr Lorton's image came to her mind; he had white waiving hair that surely had been blond in the past. The train arrived two days later to San Francisco Central Station. Margarita and her grandchildren waved their hands when they spotted her on one of the windows. Her father was seriously ill and forced to retire since some years back when he was contaminated by radiation in a Nuclear Electric Plant outside Los Angeles, so he could not have come to receive his daughter. They hugged tenderly, took little Maria in her arms and hugged her son and mother. "I have great news but I won't tell you until we see grandpa. How is he, mom?" "He isn't better, my daughter; it seems the doctor was right and every day is worse than the previous one. He misses you." She gave little presents that had bought for them and when she arrived home hugged lovingly her father. "How are you Andrew Perking?" He loved his daughter calling him like that. He openly smiled and hugged and kissed her tenderly." "Only your beautiful eyes fill me with happiness, my daughter." They sat in the living room's couch and her father in the armchair. "Now my dear family, I want to make you a serious question." She looked around and all were expectant. "I have a good proposition to work in New York's Great Hospital as a Supervisor. Do you want to move to the East?" The first answer came from her father, though Margarita felt a pang in her stomach. "Why not? We don't have strong roots in California and changes always break the monotony. I vote to come back to the polluted City." He said enthusiastically. "Mom, what's about you?" Margarita sighed. She knew what that could mean for her, yet her daughter and grandchildren ignored what had started in her heart and in her mind. Most likely Andrew guessed her thoughts, but he did not say anything. "Well, I think your father is right. Why not? We have nothing here that retain us, except this house; we can sell it and invest in a new one there; however, New York is more expensive than San Francisco." Immediately Alexis shouted. "I like the idea. I have many friends here, but I suppose I'll find many others there; besides, I'll go where Granny goes, no doubt." Little Maria remained in silence; she was asleep. She confirmed her acceptance to the new job. With the help of the hospital Administrators, she hired a little house in New Jersey, in a town called Maxville, with the option to buy it if they liked the area. It was well connected to her work, and there was a good school for the children in the town, so they would not need to catch a bus daily. Her mother was magically happy to come back. However, Alexandra did not mention anything regarding Dr Lorton. That was not strange in her behaviour, she rarely spoke about her jobs or the problems she might have if any. Margarita was also scrupulous and never interfered or asked anything to her daughter unless she initiates it. The girl had grown independent as her mother was; only on rare occasions, they discussed something. The school was near the end of the term; Alexandra flew and prepared the house; she liked it. It was larger than the one in California but more expensive; they would need to sell one to buy the other one, plus to incur a mortgage. Once the school was over, everybody flew and started a new life in New Jersey's area, near the great city of New York. Alexandra liked her job, and she enjoyed working in it; from time to time, she helped Dr Lorton in the operation theatre, especially in grave cases. There was something that connected their minds, not needing to talk. Before he could ask, she always was ready to provide a tool or instrument; however, at home, Alexandra never talked about her life in the hospital and its staff, except in general details. Two months later unexpectedly, she knew Dr Lorton had married. She felt a pang of jealousy as if something had been stolen from her. She thought should not even think about it. Apparently, he was a single man and had married a girl more than 25 years younger; a second class Irish nurse, not under her control. She did not understand why that handsome and tall man had married a girl like the red-haired Irish. And what had puzzled her more: "Why this eminent and rich doctor had remained single for so long time? Surely, he had had many opportunities to marry. Well, it is his life;" she murmured for herself. She was too immersed in her work and in her problems at home with her father's sicknesses. Pablo entered in the main hall of his school in Maxville; this was his third year from the time his family had moved from New Mexico, and he was happily starting a new school-year in the fourth grade; he had turned nine on February. He was strong, had a round face, large and deep black eyes, and thick black hair to his temples. He was popular in his school because he was a good soccer player; however, he missed a real best friend. He had many but none of them to trust. Suddenly his young heart bumped into his chest when he watched that beautiful blond boy looking at the board, apparently searching for his name and class because he was new; he had not seen him the previous years. He noticed he had rare sparking green eyes. He was beautiful! He thought. The boy did not realise that Pablo was peering at him. He heard how the boy said in Spanish. "Shit of school and class!" Pablo smiled as he felt the strong need to protect that boy and hug him. He could not explain why he was so attracted to him; he badly wanted to be his friend. So he approached the boy and said in Spanish: "If they hear you speaking liked that they would wash up your mouth with detergent." The boy spun and stared directly into his eyes. He liked that. Pablo then quickly added gently: "Can I help you?" "Well... I'm looking for my class. I'm new and when I registered they told us to look at the list here, but I can't find my name." "I guess you are for grade four. I'm Pablo Cortez in the same grade." "Yes, you are right. I'm Alexander Camp, but my friends call me Alexis." The blond boy extended his hand and Pablo shook it, as he smiled. "The problem is that up to now I have not any friend here; we have just come from Los Angeles." "Since our surnames start with "C", we are pals in the same class. If you want, I'll be glad being your first friend." Alexis watched that lovely and strong boy and felt very happy to have met him. "I like to have friends, and better if they speak Spanish. Let's go, I don't want to be late the first day." Happily, they walked up to their classroom. That was the beginning of a strong friendship. After the second year, things at home started to go on the wrong way. Alexandra's father was very sick; his sickness' gravity increased in spite her mom's caresses. She had never seen his mother so worried and dedicated to her husband; night and day Margarita was near him; guessing his wishes and providing anything he liked. In one of his crisis, she took him to a specialised clinic and stayed with him, knowing it was not necessary. Nevertheless, doctors told them there was nothing they could do, except palliate his pains. The damages caused by the atomic radiation were irreversible; they recommended he stayed at home and called them only in case of a crisis. All this affected in her work; sometimes she noted her lack of concentration in what she was doing; and in an operation that was critical, she had to make great efforts to do her job properly and efficiently. She had not a close friend to whom to speak about her problems, only her mother, but Margarita had enough work with the housekeeping and taking care of her sick husband and the children. A few months after Dr Lorton's marriage, when they were cleaning themselves after an operation, he told her: "Mrs Camp, if you don't mind, I would like to talk to you in my office; we may have a good coffee instead of the stained water we have here." She smiled. "Yes sir, at any moment. I'm free until we go into the new operation with that young girl." She followed him as Mrs Louth watched how they sat and he prepared coffee, leaving the door ajar. The woman could not take her eyes off of them. "They look as father and daughter." She thought for herself. When they were sipping the coffee, the tall man said: "Mrs Camp, this afternoon we will have a child's life in our hands and you know how special I feel when a child's life is before us. I'm sorry, I can't be indifferent." He paused waiting for the girl's comments. "We are as we are, sir; you are like everybody else." He grinned because that young woman had taken his words from his mind. As usual, she was ahead of him. "Mrs Camp, you are an excellent assistant, as Mrs Louth used to be; but a better nurse. I would say one of the best I ever had on my team, if not the best." She blushed at the man's compliments. "However, lately I have noticed, let's say... some lack of concentration and that when a life is amongst our hands worries me more." "Yes sir; I have thought the same as you are telling me. If you think that I must leave my task to someone else I am ready to do it. Patients are above all our problems." She had to make a great effort to keep her tears back into her blue eyes." "That isn't the solution. I want you near me in the operation theatre, not someone else. I believe you must have a justification and would like to know it, just in case I could help you. As you may understand, I am selfish, I want to help you so you help me." She grinned a little bit relaxed; she sipped her coffee. "I have problems at home, sir. My father is gravely ill due to nuclear radiation that he received some years ago, while he was working in a Nuclear Electric Plant." The man placed his hand on top of Alexandra's hand. She felt as a current of tenderness went thru her entire body and trembled. She did not move it. "Sandra, we are human beings with limited strength; fortunately we are not robots; I guessed you had something." He retrieved his hand. "Unfortunately, there is nothing I can do, but please, think we are supporting you. If you need some free time or anything that depends on us, please ask for it. I repeat: I want you with me in our task. Sorry I called you by your strange name." She grinned. "Well it is not so strange; it is a nickname that started early in the school by my friends; a deformation of my real name, Alexandra. We don't have a similar name in the family, but my parents thought it was exotic at that moment; they had watched a good movie with that name." "It really was. I can remember it referred to the last Tsar's daughter. For a strange coincidence, my real name is also Alexander; however, in this instance, it was not a movie, but my grand father's name, Alexandrovich. He was a Russian that emigrated during Stalin odd times, like many others." He said this as a pray. She felt how emotions filled her; she would have liked to continue talking with that man, but work was work, and she needed to start again." "Thank you for calling me, Sandra. I don't mind at all, it is a deference to me." The man smiled. The operation was a success and she returned home full of energy; to complement that day her father felt better and found the children engrossed doing their school homework, and above all, her mother called her to sit near her father and the three chatted long. But her mind was about the events in the hospital. She knew that those light confidences of one of the best cardiologists of the country were not vain for her. Her heart was telling that he had not told that to anybody before, even to her own wife. She had lied him about her name; her mom never told her why she was named Alexandra, feminine of Alexander; of course, she had never asked; she always thought that was a pretty name. Some weeks later, Mrs Louth called her to have coffee at her office. She was a good woman and she liked her; they had become friends but not to the point of exchange secrets or confidences since Mrs Louth could be in age as her mother or even more. In the mid of their coffee, she asked the woman. Mrs Louth, may I ask you some questions? They have nothing to do with our jobs." The woman smiled. "They are more gossips than..." The woman kindly interrupted her. "To start with, I think you should call me Mary, at least, when we are in private, like now." "Thank you Mary; please do it to me as you prefer. I don't have many friends here... yet. My job and the situation at home absorb all my energies, therefore I must thank you for these moments." She paused as the woman smiled at her, encouraging to continue; and then she asked. "I guess you know Dr Lorton since a long time." The woman seemed not surprised. Yes, for many years. His foster father, Dr Leigh, was the General Director of this hospital and his mother the economic Administrator, though she was a great MD. Once, we travelled to Colombia as our Government's assistants to help in the installation of a new hospital in Bogotá; there we learnt about good coffee." She paused and Alexandra argued: "But his name is Lorton, not Leigh!" She argued. "His real surname is Lortonoff or Lortonov, both are correct and the same Slav origin. Dr Leigh fostered him when he was a little boy. They were very rich and left his fortune to him, however, he did not change his surname because, he argued, did not want to take advantage of it in his career. They loved immensely him and he responded the same way. They were a very happy family for many years. I knew all this thru his father. Dr Leigh had lost his own son years before; however, that son never was as Alex was, as he called him. Alex filled their lives and I never saw parents as proud of their son as they were. Dr Lorton is very reluctant to speak about his family and never talks to anyone about his past or private life." She paused. "His father knew him in a park when he was painting; at the time the boy was nine. Two years later, his mother died and he moved into Dr Leigh's home as his own son; the boy's mother had clearly expressed her will when she was near her death. The first time I saw him, he was around fourteen y/o. He wanted to be an MD and his father could not be happier. He brought the boy many times to the hospital when the child had free time, especially to the children ward. Sometimes, we had difficult patients, mostly young ones, they were scared to death if they were to be operated, and we badly needed the patient's cooperation. You know very well how important that might be." She paused while Alexandra was digesting her explanations. She continued. "We asked Alex to talk to boys or girls and you cannot imagine the success; he always got his goal." She paused again trying to gather her thoughts. "He always had a special bright in his eyes that transmitted happiness and confidence; rarely did we see him sad during those early years. At the time, I thought he might be in love because I was just married and I observed the same symptoms on my young husband. We had a young girl patient, a difficult one, and we needed her cooperation. Alex came and talked to her; however, when he left he was not happy. The following day was Sunday, he came back, but this time accompanied by a beautiful girl, probably about thirteen, because she still wore long plaits to her shoulders. We left them alone, and half an hour later, they abandoned the room as the happiest couple I had ever seen; she smiled at me and showed two beautiful dimples on her young cheeks and large black eyes. She then with a sweet voice said: "You can operate her now if you want." I never saw her again." Sandra again felt something in her chest as the image of her own daughter came to her. "He continued coming to the hospital. During those years, he even formed part of the team in the operation theatre, however only to watch and later to help; that gave him a tremendous advance and experience. After his first year at the University, he came to the hospital, even more frequently; nevertheless, the bright on his eyes had vanished. He worked very hard, unusual for a handsome and young rich boy as he was. He was kind and polite with everybody, but during many years rarely I saw him laughing." She paused again and suddenly changed the subject. "Do you know that he is an excellent painter and chess player? Especially doing sketches. Well, the chess is not strange; it seems all Russians carry it in their blood." She stood, opened a drawer and extracted a large folder; she took a DIN-A3 sheet and handed it to Sandra. It showed a couple dressed in the typical MD white robe. "He made it during our stay in Colombia; the man is my husband." The drawing and her words internally convulsed Alexandra, especially when she thought about her own son. The woman noticed the change. "Sandra, do you feel well?" "Yes, sometimes I feel like that when I am with the menstruation." The woman grinned. "I'll tell you something. Please don't offend yourself." "Why shall I be offended? You are the only friend that I have here." "I have observed you and Dr Lorton, and you have many things in common; moves, expressions... it is like two twins of different ages, as if you both had a common ancestor and had come up now many years later, but that's impossible, you come from California and he was born in the West End of New York." They finished their coffee and returned to their duties. There were too many coincidences, but she discarded the idea of her mother being with another man, let alone wit Dr Lorton. They were approximately of the same age, and she had learnt that her parents had lived in New York before coming to San Francisco, where she was born. However, according to Mrs Louth, he lived within the high society, while her mother was a poor girl that married a worker, an electrician. It could have been a rape. No, she negated herself; that man could not be a criminal of that sort. Mrs Louth had told her that he had many friends of both sexes, but never a close friend; except when he was a boy; then he had two, one girl and one boy, though his father never disclosed the names. She was engulfed in her thought when she felt her ten y/o son hugging her from behind. "Mom, if I get good qualifications, will you buy me an easel and painting material? You know I am very keen on it and I would like to be a good painter." "Alexis, it is too soon to start painting. You can make sketches. Then, later on, you have to go to school to know how to mix colours, etc. It is a hard long work and only a few earn enough money to live from." "Mom, I'll be a good MD, but I like the painting, too. That's all." He left to get a shelter near his grandmother. She sighed and rubbed the boy's blond hair. "Don't worry, my son. I'll take some bit of money every month from grandpa's pension and you will have, at least, a block of sheets and pencils." The boy looked at his adored Granny and kissed her. "I love you, Granny." The boy rubbed the woman's face with the back of his hand. "Do you know something? You have a very smooth skin as little Maria has." She grinned. As the boy had presumed, soon he started having new friends in the school, especially a boy from New Mexico; he was nine months older than he was, but both were in the same grade since had been born in the same year. The boy lived three blocks ahead, however, his house was bigger than Alexis'; he had two elder sisters of 12 and 14 y/o. In California the common language in the school, out of classes, was Spanish, on contrary than in his new school, so Alexis and Pablo spoke in this language when they did not want other boys knew what they were talking about. They were best friends. The boy had lank black hair to his temples; large and deep black eyes, round face and a nice turned-up nose that made Alexis laugh when the boy rubbed it. During the summer, they always were together and went to a nearby swimming pool. That summer was warm and Andrew felt better. In the hospital, Alexandra knew that Dr Lorton's wife had given birth a boy. As usual, he did not comment anything, but Mrs Louth told her all about. The man was extremely kind with her, and that increased her affection for that rare tall man; however, he never asked Alexandra about her family; obviously, he knew she was married but not that she was a widow. From time to time, he asked about her father's health, but that was all. Her son 10th birthday was on October 15th, and since her father was a little better, Alexandra and her mother decided to make a little party, inviting a few boys and girls. Pablo stayed to sleepover there as his best friend. In spite of the good wage and pension, they were very short of money. They had spent a lot of their resources in her father's sickness, plus the mortgage on the new house. When the boy saw the large block and the wallet containing the pencils, he hugged his Granny tightly. Margarita's thoughts went back near 40 years when she posed for her little lover; how proud he was telling her. "The wallet is a present from Tom." Two tears ran down her still fresh cheeks. Her inquisitive and intelligent daughter looked tenderly at her mother; she knew those tears had nothing to do with the boy's hug, but she did not dare to ask. The party ended, and boys and girls returned to their homes, except Pablo; sometime later everybody went to bed. The two boys together went to Alexis' room. As usual, Alexis got naked and went under the covers; Pablo looked at his friend, as he got nude; he felt how his pecker got hard; he was now near eleven and recently had started beating his dick. "Alexis, do you mind if I get naked as well?" Alexis stared at his friend and saw his dick tenting his underwear clothes. "It is up to you. I do every night and feels very good, especially when I get hard like you are now." The Mexican boy flushed being discovered. He quickly recovered, discarded his underwear and went quickly under the covers in front of his friend. "You have a large cock Pablo, let's compare them." Alexis dragged the covers down and they crossed their dicks; they were the same; Pablo's was a little bit thicker but still devoid of any signal of puberty. "Can I touch you, Alexis?" The boys were excited. "Yes, why not? We are not fags, but best friends; aren't we?" Pablo did not respond; then took Alexis' long cock in his hands, spate on it, and started slowly masturbating his friend. Alexis knew about this, but he had never done it before with other boy or girl. That felt fantastic as he closed his bright green eyes and Pablo started slowly beating his friend and himself. After a few minutes, they reached the point of no return. Alexis stopped breathing and he saw in his mind the prettiest rainbow and an explosion of colours as he received the impact of his orgasm for the first time. When they recovered their breathing, Pablo grinned. "Did you like it?" "Oh yes! It was fantastic. I never felt anything like this." "Still, it can be even better and stronger." "How do you know it?" "I know it; my elder sister's boyfriend, that is now 16 y/o, made it to me a few months ago." "Was he different doing it?" "Yes; he put my dick into his mouth and sucked it. I thought I would faint." Both boys smirked. "Was it that good?" Alexis excitedly asked his friend. "Yes. I can do it to you as he did to me if you promise you won't tell anybody." "Well, we are best friends and I suppose best friends never disclose their secrets to anybody." The Mexican boy chuckled; he had his best and beautiful friend in his hands. "Please, place your hands under your head and remain still." Alexis obeyed. Pablo thought to go farther but he understood the first steps would be more than enough by now. He lapped and sucked Alexis' nipples and the blond boy felt as an electric jolt went from his toes to his cock. Then Pablo continued with his bellybutton and finally took Alexis' dick into his mouth. His sister's boyfriend had taught him well and he proceeded accordingly. Only his lips touched the sensitive boy's dickhead, dragging back the soft foreskin that covered it. While Alexis was erratically breathing tossing his lovely head from side to side on the pillow, Pablo left his dick and started sucking his balls sack. Alexis tensed and Pablo returned to his dick. He did not need very long as he was masturbating himself. Alexis then arched his young hips and could not keep his hands under his head; he placed them on his friend's head, pushing deeper into his mouth his engorged cock. This time was not only a rainbow but also an explosion of rockets that sent him to the outer skies for a few seconds as he groaned in ecstasy. He was breathing hard. When Pablo watched that his blond friend had recovered, asked him with a broad smile: "Was it good, Alexis?" "Yes, really good; you were right. I thought I would pass out." Instinctively Pablo kissed tenderly his friend a peck on his forehead. Alexis was shocked and the Mexican boy blushed. "Sorry, Alexis. I do not know why I did it. I just felt I needed to do it." The boy was scared fearing this could end their friendship; then a couple of tears appeared in his black eyes. "Sorry." He said again bending his head ashamed. Alexis was like his mom and granny, entirely goodness; so he dragged Pablo's face to him and kissed his cheeks. "We are even now." The Mexican understood and felt the happiest boy of the world. They hugged and then drifted to sleep. It was now during the third year of their arrival; Alexandra was in the hospital even better than she could imagine when she arrived more than two years before; only the shadow of her origins disturbed her thoughts. She had been thinking about her mother; she had been tented to take an opportunity, when they went to the church, to ask her about her past life, and if Alexander Lorton had anything to do with it. Yet, she rejected the idea, since she hated to interfere in any other's life, as she detested anybody interfering in hers; however, she was determined to put an end to it. She then had the idea. Recently, it had been installed in the hospital one unit of identification thru the DNA, of course, that was only used in official cases to help police and judicial authorities. She knew the Manager of the unit, a strong and intelligent Mexican, a friend of hers. She had met him several times in the cafeteria, and he was one of the few persons she had contact with. "Manuel, I want you to make me a favour." He showed his white teeth as she spoke in Spanish. "Shot, beautiful Slav; I'll do anything to please you." She smiled. "Can I give you four samples so you can determine their connections thru the DNA?" "You know I'm not allowed to do so, especially if names are involved." "I know it. There will not be names whatsoever, only A, B, C, and D. "Okay, bring me the samples. Sometimes we do things like this to teach in training." They shook hands and she thought about the way to obtain the sample from Dr Lorton. Then, one of her nurses met her. "Sandra, we are preparing a little feast for the children on the 4th floor, those affected by cancer, and we need white hair to make a beard. The barber is a friend of yours; please could you get some from him?" That was the idea! She thought. She went to the barber as he was ready to sweep the floor and she told what they needed. "You are just in time. You can get your white hair; it belongs to Dr Lorton; I suppose he does not mind someone using his hair to make happy sick children." He laughed. She took the hair into a plastic bag and extracted a small portion into another tiny one; she got from a drawer a label and marked "C" sticking it on the bag. The rest was easy: her father was "A", her mother "B" and herself "D". She gave the samples to Manuel. "It will take some weeks, we have now a load or work and this needs some quietness to develop the samples." "Don't worry Manuel; it is not a question of life or death; you just call me when they are ready, and I'll come personally to pick them up." Life continued; however, Alexandra could not avoid a pang of guiltiness when she was near Dr Lorton; he had always been kind to her and in such a way had helped her a lot. She felt in debt with him, however, she was paying him back intruding into his private life. What would he think of her if he discovered what she was doing? The man was highly sensitive about his private life. She thought on the other way around and trembled, but could not stop it now. She needed to take those thoughts and worries out of her mind. She continued being efficient in her job; some nurses that worked under her command even hated her, but she was the first to undertake the hard work without any consideration, so the rest had to follow her. At home, things were worsening; her father's crisis increased in frequency and that was a bad symptom. She found her mother, as never before, entirely devoted to her father; she had lost some weight; fortunately, she had always been a strong woman and rarely needed a doctor. The only consolation she had was her children's performance. Alexis was a responsible little man; his school qualifications were bright, besides, he looked after his little sister in all moments, and the sweet Maria loved her brother dearly. He had made sketches of all members of the family, except her father; and as per the teacher's report, he was very good at it, "a promising boy" in the teacher's words. The only concern was that he seemed obsessed with his friend. Pablo was a good boy, his father an engineer and his mother a computer specialist. The boy and his sisters were almost all afternoons alone and free at home while their parents were at work; and that, from her point of view, was not good; however, she understood that not everybody was as lucky as she was, having his mother at home helping her and her children. Near every day, Alexis finished his homework and flew to meet his friend. Yet, nobody reported any mischief from them; on the contrary, Pablo's mother loved Alexis, and when the women met, she told Alexandra how happy she felt about Alexis being Pablo's best friend. As his mother feared, Alexis was having something extra a few times a week. The boys had started exploring themselves; then Pablo asked to suck in a 69 position, and that was really fun. As soon as they were alone, they stripped naked and went to his bed. Pablo was more active, as he was more experienced and liked it a lot. He was more developed into sex than Alexis was, and enjoyed it, especially when he sucked his friend. One of those afternoons, unexpectedly Pablo's youngest sister entered and caught them almost in action. She was well developed for her age. She had pointing little breasts and missed a boy's cock as her sister had. They got white, as she looked at the naked boys. "Don't worry boys; there is nothing to fear about; our sister is out and won't come back in a couple hours. If you don't tell anybody I won't do it myself; however, I want to participate in your plays." They looked into each other's eyes and smiled naughtily. "Okay sister. A deal is a deal. Do you agree, Alexis? The boy grinned slyly. "Yes. But she must get naked as we are." The girl looked at the handsome boy and grinned back. Both boys got excited and Alexis' cock immediately got very hard watching how the young girl started undressing. "Okay." In seconds, the girl was naked. Alex could not take his eyes from those wonderful tits. His dick had never been so hard as far as he could remember, jerking with every heartbeat. The girl then asked: "Alexis, have you ever kissed a girl?" "No. They look silly and don't like it." The Mexican girl laughed. "That's because you have not done it properly." "Properly? I just kissed one a peck, not on her cheek, but on her lips, as in the movies, and she said that was nothing exciting." The girl smirked. "She was right. To kiss a girl must be in a lonely place like here, and not only a peck, you must put your tongue into her mouth. Let's try it." She watched the young boy's face and saw how his eyes were locked on her breasts. She smiled. "These are for later use; don't worry." She then took the lovely boy's face into her hands and slowly pressed her lips against the boy's red mouth. Alexis squirmed excitedly. She pushed her tongue into Alexis' mouth; instinctively the boy closed his teeth, but after a couple of tries, he opened them and allowed the girl's tongue mixed with his. His body shuddered as a wonderful and warm sensation started in his groins. He then went into action, as their tongues danced inside. The girl was as excited as the boy was. She separated for a moment from the boy and Alexis grinned and said: "Rose that was wonderful, I almost got the feeling." She chuckled satisfied as her brother was beating his cock furiously. "You are a fast learner and I'm going to give you the prize. Suck my breasts, as much as you like, but be careful and don't bite them, they are very sensitive; just do it with your lips and tongue. Now lay on top of me." The little boy did as instructed and in seconds, he was sucking her lovely protruding tits. She then spread her legs and guided the young boy's cock into her vagina. Alex felt the warmness of her cavity and instinctively pushed into her soft cave; but his dick was not large enough, though his cock head pressed against something that he could not go beyond. Both at the same time squealed as they reached their orgasms. This time Alexis saw rainbows, rockets, planets and all the beauties of the world. Exhausted he fell on top of the girl that was breathing hard as she caressed the boy's blond waving hair. When he recovered his breathing, he could say: "It has been marvellous, nothing to compare with what we have done so far." Alexis looked into his friend's eyes and saw jealousy and disappointment in them since he could not participate in his friend's joy. "You are very good at it, Alexis. I'm glad you came to fuck me. Next time it'll be even better. Now boys, get a shower and finish; Alice will be here in half an hour. The boys went to the bathroom. While they were soaping he could see some tears in his friend's eyes. "Why are you sad, Pablo? We have enjoyed it very much." "Yes, we did, but..." Alexis understood his friend; he knew he expected to be alone and make things together; however, in his mind, he thanked Rose deeply to have come. CHAPTER 15 ----------------- The crises of Alexandra's father were very frequent now, and a few times had to be taken to the hospital for recovery. They were in November and Alexandra had near forgotten her problems. Alexis' birthday had come and he was eleven; he did not make any feast because everybody was sad with his grandpa's situation, besides, the boy observed their tight economy in his home. From time to time, Alexis met Rose, even without Pablo's presence; he then felt guilty but those moments were great! His penis had grown a lot lately and had broken that magical point in Rose's pussy. That afternoon was the best he had ever enjoyed. He had to lie his friend, telling he had not been there. He felt ashamed not telling the truth to his best friend, but it was so great that it was impossible for him to say no to the girl. At home, he had noticed they were very short of money; mom and granny did not make any present to him on his birthday; in fact, it was a sad day for him because everybody forgot about it, except his Granny. She hugged and kissed him and furtively gave him one dollar so he could buy something or spend it with his friends. How could he forget this? He thought. Two events took place in those days, the probable death of Tom in Paris and the Irish airliner crash in England. That was front-page news in Europe, but in the States, maybe in a little corner. It was too far and not in America, therefore nobody cared. However, Tom had not passed away as everybody expected; even the doctors could not believe his body's reaction; but two factors had a strong influence: the new pills, and above all, Tom's will and determination to live. During the first week, after Alex's visit, Tom remained in bed next to unconscious; during the second week his body was clearly fighting against that terrible virus; the third week brought a strange and hopeful moments: his pneumonia and fever practically disappeared, and he found himself talking to his father, though he was very weak. In view of the patient's improvement, during the following week, he was transferred to room 405, leaving room 425 that was only for very critical patients. While he was being moved, his father was eyeing an old magazine of four weeks back with a report related to the Irish plane crash. It contained the full list of persons that lost their lives; all of a sudden, his heart near stopped: Maureen Lortonoff was there, Alex's wife. That explained why he did not come back, and Tom had been so grave that no one had thought about it anymore. He thought to call Alex to express his condolences, but surely he was very busy after that event; besides, he preferred to say it to his son before. He thought to postpone until Tom sickness improved. Four days later, near something similar was happening to Alex. After a difficult operation, he was alone behind his desk ordering his thoughts. It has been a very hard month; he did not go back to see Tom, or at least to ask about him; he was critical and probably had passed away; he felt ashamed for not, at least, asking about his friend's situation; nevertheless, he needed some confirmation. He lifted the phone and dialled Paris hospital number. A young woman answered on the other end of the line. "St. Mary's hospital. Can I help you?" "Yes, please. Pass me onto room 425." He heard how the operator punched into a computer before answering him. "Sorry sir, room 425 is vacated since three days ago. The patient passed away and as the records show, his family took him to be incinerated." Alex did not have the strength to continue. He placed back the receiver as two tears rolled along his cheeks. He did not know that was a different patient. In those moments, Alexandra entered and immediately she guessed something was not right; she thought she was not the only person with problems. "Sorry, sir, I just came... I'll come back later." Alex dried his tears and motioned her to enter. "Bad news, sir?" She realised immediately had committed a terrible mistake since that strange and handsome man was very jealous about his private life. However, Alex forced a smile. "Yes, Sandra, very bad news. My best friend passed away three days ago, and I was not there to hug him and to console his father." He paused. "We were as brothers, the only real friend that I ever had since we were children." She did not know what to say but felt as if his sorrows were hers. She knew he had lost her wife in an air crash, however, when he returned to work, she did not find him as affected as he was now; therefore, then she did not express her condolences, but this time it was different. "I'm sorry sir... let me express..." She did not finish. Alex looked into her eyes and that was enough. She knew he was thanking her sincerely; they did not need words, as when they were operating. When she left his office felt a wave of tenderness and affection about that strange good man. Why this? She asked herself. Immediately her sick father's image came into her mind and she sighed. That night she had a strange dream. She was on a beautiful beach of white sand and lazy palms that near touched the sea crystal water; suddenly, just a few yards away, she saw a lovely teenager couple that did not notice she was there; they were very young because the girl still wore long and thick plaits to her shoulders, probably about thirteen or fourteen y/o. They were naked and apparently in love as the blond boy took a red flower, placed it on the girl's hair and they kissed lovingly. They started running and soon disappeared among the palm trees. Then a new image came in, even more shocking. Dr Lorton and her own mother were walking along the white beach hand in hand nude, and abruptly they stopped walking and hugged tenderly. Unexpectedly, her children, Maria and Alexis appeared in the scene, also naked, running to where the adults were; then, little Maria jumped in Margarita's arms and Alexis did the same in Dr Lorton's waist, fixing his legs around him. Alexandra shouted calling her children and that woke her. She was sweating and could watch her daughter placidly sleeping near her. She kissed the girl softly. Christmas passed and in January, Manuel called Alexandra. She seemed as not interested due to her father's situation, but her heart was racing, though the man did not notice this. Then her dream, of some weeks back, came into her mind. They met at the cafeteria and the man gave her an envelope containing the results of the proofs. "Sorry Manuel; I had forgotten all about this play. My father is gravely sick and I had not much time left." "I understand. I hope he gets better; however, a promise is a promise. Here you are the results. Inside there is a piece of sheet explaining it with a little diagram." "Thank Manuel, I expect to give you back the favour sometime." They grinned and shook hands. "A good coffee will be a good pay when we have time. She kept the envelope in one drawer of her desk until she finished her work. Dr Lorton was away with some holidays, so she was more relaxed. She closed the door, extracted the envelope and opened it with trembling hands. She had not been so excited in years. She then read: "Results: Subject "A" is strange to B, C and D. Subjects "B" and "C" are strange between themselves; however, both have a strong connection with subject "D". Genes of "B" and "C" are strongly present (first grade) in "D", but not otherwise." Alexandra almost passed out and fell into her seat, her arms hanging along her sides; the paper escaped from her hand to the floor. She recovered, bent over and picked it from the floor. She was trembling and her heart bumping into her chest. A storm of thoughts came to her; two tears dribbled her smooth cheeks. She wiped them with the back of her hand and read again the paper. Then a muffled scream came out thru her throat. She then recalled her dream, now it had a real significance. "Oh my God! He is my father, my real father!" She started crying as she thought. "And now, what? I cannot ignore him. I cannot ignore my other father either. What had happened more than 30 years ago? Had my mother been raped by a rich boy? No!" She near shouted. "He is not a criminal; he is the best man I've ever known out of my father. He couldn't do that; then, what happened? What does my dream mean? Who was that young girl that helped him in the hospital and I saw in my dream?" The thoughts were storming into her mind. She then put the envelope into her pocket, wiped her tears again and closed the door. She said goodnights to the security guard and left her office. Two more months of agony came for the tortured family, and for Alexandra's father. He was near unconscious most of the time, expecting the inevitable death. The children got used to that situation, however, Alexis noted the lack of many things; he did not demand any object, only the necessary for school; on contrary than his friend, Pablo always had abundant money in his pocket. They waited for each other every morning to go to the school together. "How do you manage to get so much money? I don't think your father is so generous with you." The Mexican boy grinned. "You could have even more than I have because you are prettier and besides blonde." Alexis looked into his friend's eyes. Pablo kept his sight. "Yes, I am telling you the truth." "How could I get money? I don't want to go into criminal activities, like drugs, etc. I know some boys act as couriers or horses making the distribution for de capos; I would never do that." "Nothing criminal. I'll tell you, but you must promise not to disclose it to anybody." Alexis nodded. "I am into hustling." "Hustling? What do you mean with hustling?" "Well, there are many men that like young boys for sex; boy-lovers or gays. They pay you ten bucks for sucking your cock; fifteen if you suck them; twenty if you suck them and get their semen into your mouth; and hundred if they stick their cock into your butt." Alexis made a gesture as if he was to vomit, and Pablo continued. "You don't need to do that, only the easiest as I do." "But, but that is nasty!" Alexis argued. "No so nasty if you know how to choose. You are blond and within the best age. They'll queue to suck your cock. You must be careful because the cops are watching; besides, you should only go with persons that look rich and clean, rejecting others. We can make a try if you want." "Do you mean they will suck my dick and will pay for that?" "Exactly, even they'll invite you to lunch before going to a hotel and suck your dick." Alexis thought for a moment that he would lose nothing trying. The situation at home was critical and very hard; he felt the need to help and thought he could. "Where are those men?" "In the Central Plaza and some other places. The Plaza is the best for the richest; other places are for coloured boys and Latinos. We can form a team for the first times, then you can go on your own if you like. We can start next Saturday morning." "Okay, let's give a try and see; but if my mom or my granny knows this, they will crucify me. Under any circumstance I want them to know it, especially my granny." "Don't worry. They do not go to those places, let alone on Saturday or Sunday. After all, you want to help them, not just getting money for yourself." He was right; so the following Saturday they met and took the sub; they made as if they were watching into window shops. An elegant man descended from a Mercedes car and walked up to where they were. "Are you ready, boys?" "Yes, but only suck; my friend wants fifteen for you sucking him. He won't suck anybody." The man doubted. "He is new, isn't he?" "Yes. "Okay let's go before a cop comes." They entered the car and the young man rode outside the city to a Motel. It was a large and comfortable room. The man looked young and above all clean. "Let have lunch first, I suppose you are hungry." "Yes, we had breakfast very early this morning," Pablo said. "While you order the food, we want to have a bath in private; do you mind?" The man grinned. "Not at all. I like clean boys; that's why I chose you." Then he added: "If your friend fucks you, I'll pay fifty each; then I'll suck you both." Alexis chuckled. He had fucked Pablo many times and that would be really fun with public watching. Alexis then said. "I agree if my friend agrees." Pablo nodded with a sly grin. They went to the bathroom and had a bath. The boys laughed while they were enjoying the warm water. "You like my dick Pablo, I'll reach the magical spot and promise you will see the best rainbows." They laughed again. Wrapped in the large towels they came out. A few minutes later, a waiter entered pulling a trolley. After lunch, the show started. Alexis started fucking Pablo from the rear as they had done many times, while the man watched masturbating himself. They did not fake. Some minutes later, the young boys reached their orgasms. Pablo screamed in lust and Alexis fell on top of his friend spent, as the man spurted his load on one of the towels. Exhausted the three remained quiet on the bed enjoying the bliss of their orgasms. "You are very good at it, boys; I liked it. Next Saturday I'll wait for you, same time and same place." He extracted six twenty greens and gave to them. After some relax and jokes the man sucked Alexis and then to Pablo until they were completed. Still, he asked for some sandwiches, and after they finished, dressed, and the man asked where he could drop them. Pablo suggested a rail station and he did as ordered. Alexis could not be happier with his sixty dollars. "How do you feel now? "Wonderful. I'll fuck you right now if you like it." "I like it, but it is neither the time nor the place." They laughed loudly as they took the train that would leave them at home in fifteen minutes. When he arrived home his mom was not there, and the little Maria was playing in a neighbour's house with a friend of hers. Grandpa was unconscious, he kissed his adored granny, and introducing his hand into his trousers' back pocket, he extracted fifty-five dollars, keeping the rest for the next week rail fares. "Granny, take this money, you are in need." She looked into her grandson's bright green eyes. "Where did you get such amount of money? It is not easy for a boy that had just turned eleven." "I know this granny, but I have done nothing criminal. Please don't ask me anything more. Next Saturday I'll bring a similar amount." Margarita hugged very tight and kissed her grandson; she did not like to force the boy, though she guessed that was not from a criminal action, she had the certainty that the boy had done something at least wrong. She felt guilty of many things, among them not to have enough strength to care closely for her grandchildren. Probably with a simple phone call she might solve many of their problems, but the chains that linked her to the unconscious man were very heavy. The boy was honest, they badly needed that and more money; the long sicknesses was taking its toll. Alexis looked into his granny's eyes and kissed her back. "I know it, my son. That's why I love you so much, my child." Alexis relaxed. "Please granny, don't be serious. Please smile a little bit so I can watch those beautiful dimples you have on your cheeks." The frustrations about her husband's long sicknesses and the love for her grandson made her sob while she hugged very hard her child. "Have I... if you don't want..." She made an effort, wiped her tears and smiled. The boy smiled back. "You are beautiful, granny." She raised the boy's chin and kissed the little dimple the boy had there." "I love you my Alexis; thank God you are near me, otherwise I would have never..." She stopped. She paid urgent debts and the following Saturday, as the boy promised, brought a similar amount. She did not dare to ask the boy but hugged him tenderly. "I love you, Alexis." The boy hugged his granny and she noted he was making great efforts to keep his tears away. "I love you, too, granny, more than you can imagine." He broke the hug and ran to his room. He had planned next week would not go with Pablo, yet he could see the needs everywhere. They were in January; autumn had been strangely warm, like in California, however winter had started cold as usual, and his clothes were not appropriated for that season in New York. He changed his mind, and the following Saturday he went to the Plaza, Pablo was not there; during the night, the weather had drastically changed and was very cold; he was freezing. A tall and muscular man came out from a large "Jaguar" car and approached him; he looked at the boy and Alexis knew the man was a customer; instinctively he said: "Fifteen bucks, no fuck, only suck and no semen in my mouth." The man grinned at the boy." "Okay. Get into the car or you will be ice in ten minutes." And he was true. Alexis could not control his trembling; he bravely gritted his teeth to prevent the sound. The man watched the scene thru the rear mirror; stopped the car for a moment, took a thick woollen blanket from the luggage compartment and wrapped the boy's body; fastening him up with the safety belts. The boy looked at the man and his strange green bright eyes expressed an immense gratitude. The car started smoothly. The vehicle's heating and the blanket made the miracle; only a few minutes later, Alexis stopped quivering and went into a nice lumber. The man drove during more than half an hour into New Jersey. An iron gate opened as he marked a digital code on the cell commander; placed the car into the large garage, and through a lateral door accessed the house. Took the sleeping boy in his strong arms and dropped him with care on the large and comfortable couch. The boy moved but continued sleeping. Alex watched the child's features that had called his attention; they had many resemblances with Tom when they met the last time, before he disappeared, except the hair and those strange bright green eyes now closed. If Tom had not said he had not any son, he would have affirmed this boy could be his child. The temperature inside the house was warm; so the boy did not need so many clothes around him. With care, Alex unwrapped the boy and could see some beads of sweat forming on his smooth forehead. He looked a strong boy that could be eleven or twelve. Alex had nothing to do and did not want to wake the boy up. Suddenly he smiled. Many years had elapsed since he was really inspired and painted for the last time. In front of him still was his childhood easel; it has been restored and polished and looked as new; it was placed under Margarita's portrait that presided the large room. He remembered sadly how his Irish wife wanted that "gadget" as she called it, to be removed and kept in the loft. He placed a thick block of sheets on the easel; it was ready and he did not lose a single moment. He started painting the sleeping boy; it was a sudden inspiration. Two hours later, he had finished the sketch. In fact, it was a draft that needed some minor corrections, as he did to Margarita. The boy woke up and rubbed his eyes; he looked around perplexed. "I think I slept too much. Where am I?" Alex looked at the boy and ruffled his blond curly hair. "You slept what you needed. You are in my house, in New Jersey." Alexis was surprised, none of the men before had taken him to his house, always to hotels. He remembered now where he was when the man picked him up and why. So he said. "I, I think we have to finish some business." He looked at the strange tall and white- haired man. He had something familiar to him that he could not trace." "Sure, but before that, you need to have a good and warm bath, and to feed your young body. I guess you are hungry; am I right?" The boy blushed. That was not a common behaviour amongst the clients; he still could not guess why that man was acting like that. "But business is what he needed to think about; his granny needed the money." He thought. "Yes sir, you are right." He stood. "Where's the bathroom?" "That door." Alex signalled. "A deal is a deal. I'll soap you and you will soap me, right? Alex smiled. "Are you serious? You don't need to do that if you don't want it." "We have a deal, and I suppose you know the conditions. I like to pay my debts." Alex started to like the boy. Some weeks before, he had received the last report from the detective company; unfortunately, they had not been able to trace Margarita or any of her descendants; therefore, following Tom's will, during a few weeks he had started testing boys, however, up to now he had not found what he was looking for. He brought them, cleaned, fed, and paid what they had agreed; he never had sex with any of them, even he did not bath or showered with the boys. He was looking for intelligent boys to sponsor and to take them out from the streets. He had assumed he could not find a direct heir to Tom's fortune; therefore he would help as many boys as he could. He had set up a few traps in the house that an intelligent boy would be immediately interested in. This boy, however, had started surprising him; he was not as the previous he had brought. "Okay. Let's go to the bathroom." Without any inhibition, Alexis got naked and the man did the same. Alex could not but to admire the beauty of that child and the resemblances to his old friend were evident, except for those strange and beautiful bright green eyes. "Who do first?" The boy grinned. The water's warmness had started doing its effects and his dick was getting hard. Then he said: "Please, soap me first, then, I'll do it to you." Alex put some gel on his hands and started rubbing the boy's silky blond hair and scalp; then took some soap on a soft sponge, and started cleaning his ears and every part of him, except for his penis and butt. He looked back to Alex: "My penis and my butt are also part of me, and I like them clean." Alex smiled and washed carefully both parts; he retracted the delicate foreskin with care and washed the head. The boy got hard and moaned." They smiled. "Now it is your turn." "Please, sit down. You are too tall and I won't be able to do my job properly if you remain standing." Alexis did the same, but when he reached the man's package, he did not hesitate; however, it was the first time he was doing that task to a man. He could observe Alex's penis was completely flaccid. He admired the hard muscles, his body devoid of any hair, except on his crotch and armpits. "You have a nice muscled body. Do you make any sport?" "Yes. I swim five hours a week since I was very young; that keeps me fit and healthy." They rinsed and Alex tossed a large towel to the boy; quickly the man went out still drying himself. When Alex returned, he brought with him a pair of clean and thick underwear for the boy and sleepers, and for himself. "Please wear these; you cannot go out into this cold weather with your clothes." The boy looked at the man surprised. "They are of my size. How did you know... "I didn't know anything; they are mine when I was your age. Now they are yours; if you like them, of course." The boy grinned approving the man's resolution. He then took a white robe and placed it on the boy's shoulders, taking another one for himself. You will be more comfortable while I prepare lunch." When Alex was walking up to the kitchen, Alexis said: "I can help you if you like. If not, may I have a look around the living room?" "Yes. I prefer it; you can see whatever you like. I'm used to be alone, except when my toddler son is with me." He entered the kitchen and could observe how the boy looked on one set of papers on the small table. He read the text that was composed of questions and answers; a chessboard ready to start a match; and a few crosswords. They seemed easy. Finally, he looked at the oil paint over the fireplace; he felt a strange sensation as if he recognised the good-looking girl of the portrait, the same sensation as he had felt about the man. Then he saw the easel, a small one, as for a child of his age, he thought. There was a block of sheets on it, and an old wallet full of used pencils; it was near the same as the one his granny bought for him but more completed. The curiosity innate in each clever boy took him to raise the first page. He raised his hand to his mouth to keep out an exclamation. Then he heard on his back. "Do you like it?" He spun facing the tall man. "It is me... sleeping! Am I like that?" The man grinned. "Well, at least, it is as I saw you during more than two hours. Still, it is not finished." "Is that easel for your son?" The boy touched reverently the object. "No. My father gave it to me when I was ten; we have restored it recently and polished." "It is beautiful; my granny has promised me to buy one when we get in a better situation; currently I only have the sheets and a wallet similar to that one, but not so full of pencils." "Let's have lunch; afterwards we can continue chatting." The boy was to argue but he watched the food on the trays, his mouth started watering and his stomach to grumble. "Yes, you are right; but I think it is too much for me." "You need to grow and have strong muscles." The boy smiled, he felt very comfortable with this strange man. He thought it was a pity to have to go, but business required it since his granny needed the money. They ate in silence, and when finished, took the trays to the large and clean kitchen. They placed everything into the washing machine, returned to the large living room and sat down on the couch. "I'm very comfortable and I like here, but I think we need to finish our business. Probably you must have many things to do and I need to try to score on something else." The man looked into the boy's beautiful eyes. "If you feel comfortable you don't need to go so early. It is cold outside and with this rough weather, I don't think business will be good. How much do you expect to get today?" That was a personal question and they had agreed not to make any; however, the boy thought that the man knew about it more than he thought. "Maybe forty o fifty bucks." "In that case, I'll pay you sixty, and you will remain here with me until you want to come back." He saw the boy's expression and added. "However, no sex; I only want your company, as two good friends." The boy smirked satisfied. "I would do gratis if you insist; however, we still have to finish what we agreed this morning, and I want to fulfil our deal. Either I suck you or your suck me." Alex thought for a moment, this boy was even further than he thought. "I don't want you to make sex to me. I'm not into boys; nevertheless, as you say, a deal is a deal, so I'll suck your little pecker; yet after that, our sex relationship will be finished. Do you agree?" The boy chuckled, starting to get naked; he liked that tall and strange man. "Yes, I do. Let's go to the bed." "The sofa is very comfy and large enough, we don't need the bed." Alexis lay down on his back on the thick soft couch; he was already hard. He had not jerked his dick off from a couple of days back. Alex took off his robe and remained with his underwear on. He caressed the boy curly hair and slowly started licking the boy's earlobes, then nibbling his neck. Alexis did not expect that; he only wanted his dick sucked, but he had started feeling very good. Alex gave him a peck on the forehead and sucked the boy's parted chin. Then he raised the boy's arms and licked his armpits. The boy laughed in a mix of pleasure and ticklish sensation. His dick was jerking with every heartbeat and could see how the head was peaking thru the foreskin, covered with clear precum. He badly wanted to beat it while the slow ministration from the man got his breathing hard. Alex continued and sucked the boy nipples, Alexis felt a jolt as the man rubbed with the tip of his tongue the sensible tiny nipple; then scooted a little bit down and his tongue drilled on his buttonhole, while the boy's breathing was erratically increasing. Half a minute later, Alex missed the boy's dick and took in his mouth his hairless ball sack. That was too much for the excited boy. He raised his hips and closed his eyes; gritted his teeth and his fingers gripped a couch fold as a strong dry orgasm hit him. He moaned and fell on the couch breathing hard. While Alexis was recovering his breathing, he thought that had been wonderful and was all over. Alex grinned as he saw the boy's cheeks red as poppies with the excitement still breathing hard. When he thought the boy had recovered, he continued his trip down to the boy's feet. Alexis was excited and astounded, he did not expect that, but he was feeling in the heaven again. Alex sucked all toes one by one. Alexis never could imagine that his toes were so erotic, and his dick again started jerking in anticipation. He could not explain why the man had not finished yet; of course, he would not stop him because he had not felt so good since he fucked totally Pablo's sister, and now he wanted eagerly a new orgasm. Alex continued nibbling the boy's smooth thighs; impulsively he spread his legs to give a better access to the man. Alexis was breathing even harder than before, moaning as he approached his dick. Then Alex tenderly raised the boy's legs to his chest and licked the space between the ball sack and anus. Then he tried to drill his butthole with his tongue, but instinctively the boy clenched the sphincter. Alex missed it and in a quick move, he took Alexis' package into his mouth; sucking his hard boyhood. In spite he had had a strong orgasm just some minutes ago, he only needed a few sucks; Alexis bucked his hips, placed his hands on top of the man's head and groaned in ecstasy as in his mind exploded rockets and rainbows of all colours and he went into the outer space. Alex continued sucking him to prolong the boy's pleasure, but soon he noticed his pecker started getting flaccid. He smiled satisfied. He would have liked to kiss the boy's forehead, but he only ruffled his waving blond hair. After some minutes of relaxing, Alexis recovered and looked into the man's blue eyes. He felt the need to hug him very tight, but he reluctantly did not. The man was a stranger and did not know what his reaction would be. "Well, I think our deal is completed now," Alex said. "Yes more than completed. Thank you." Responded Alexis. "Now, if you like, you can get dressed. Sex is over, and since we are going to be together, what about if we name each other. I hate to call you boy and you call me sir." Alexis grinned. "Well, I'll do first. Do... do you mind if I call you Alex? It is a common name and I like it. I think it fits you." Alex near jumped, but he accepted. "Now your turn." "Well, I think Tom will fit on you perfectly." That was his real second name, Alexander Thomas Camp. Given that Tom was a common name, everybody, including his granny, started calling him only by his first shortened name of Alexis. "Yes, okay, I don't mind." The boy went to the bathroom and returned immediately after wearing his new shorts white underwear, but kept near nude with the robe on, as Alex did. When he came asked. "Alex, what do you do with those papers? I think I have seen them before, but I can't remember where. "They are partial to test persons' intelligence. Do you want to try?" "I would love it." "In that case, let's start. It is very important the time that you spend." He took a chronometer. "Don't rush, just get the answers correctly." The boy took the papers and a pencil and started answering the questions. It seemed made for little children, except some more complicated questions. He ended and handed the results to the man. Alex put down the elapsed time. "More than excellent, great!" He thought. "Now make the crosswords". That took more time for Alexis, but he handed back successfully the papers. "This confirms the bright intelligence of this boy." He thought. "What do you think, Alex?" "Not bad at all; I have to check with the master sheets to get an accurate result." He already knew it but did not want to give that importance to the boy. The time had elapsed quickly and he thought the boy needed to return home. Alexis thought the same. "I think I must go home." I don't want to be scolded." "Tom, I want your company, nothing else. Please forget about sex. Would you like to come back next Saturday?" The boy smiled and sighed. "I thought you wouldn't ask me. Yes, I like it very much and gratis. Do you agree, Alex?" "Well... leave the economic part to me. Now come with me." They entered his bedroom; he slid one of the wardrobe door sides and started to get some clothes. Pants, upper underwear, shirt, pullover, jacket, boots, and thick woollen socks. "Now wear all this; you are not appropriated clothed for this cold weather." The boy did not know what to say; he was amazed. "But, but..." "No buts; we are friends, you just wear them, you need these clothes. They were mine, but now are yours." He then went to the other side of the wardrobe and extracted a thick brown anorak and a wool cap." "But what shall I say to my mom?" "You have demonstrated to be a clever boy; I know you will find the right explanation. The boy looked into the man's eyes and impulsively without thinking, he hugged the tall man's around the waist. "Thank you, Alex, you are a good man." Alex caressed again the boy silky hair. He started wearing all garments, except the anorak and the woollen cap." "Now, where do you want me to drop you?" The boy thought for a moment. "Is it too far Maxville?" A friend of mine is waiting for me at 6:30 PM to sleepover in his house. We agreed at the rail station." "Not very far, half an hour drive, maybe less than that. I'll drop you there. We have time enough for a cup of coffee and some sandwiches. You must already be hungry." "Yes. I am." He took off the windbreaker and again they sat on the couch. Alex brought a large tray with cold sandwiches and a jug of hot chocolate for the boy. He then took some coffee. Alexis looked at the portrait, he wanted to ask him, but Alex guessing his thoughts told him. "We'll talk next time about this and other items." "For next Saturday I'll make a bet you playing chess." The boy said. "If I win, you will answer my questions, if you do, I will be the one to answer them." "Okay, it is a deal." Let's go if you don't want to miss your friend." He took his overcoat and gloves and entered the frozen garage. Alex smoothly drove thru the empty roads and twenty minutes later they arrived at the destination. "Tom, what about if I pick you up here, right in this point next Saturday around 9:30? I guess you don't live far away." "Okay Alex. 9:30 am. I'll be here same dressed." He would have kissed that strange and at the same time familiar man. Then he ran to the station building. Five minutes later, Alex watched the twos boys leaving the station; strangely, he felt happy. He started the large car's engine and went back home. Pablo had been waiting for his friend. "I didn't recognise you, Alexis. Where did you get those clothes? Do you know they are first class and very expensive? I don't recommend you going to school with them; more than one would think you are a rich boy, and I suppose you know what happens to rich boys in the streets at night." They laughed and Alexis told him the entire story, except the sex part. "I'll meet him next Saturday, so don't wait for me." "I have heard some boys in the Plaza talking about a rich man that takes them, never have sex, feed and pay them and return to origin. Only he makes questions about simple things; but as far as I know, no one has gone twice with him." Alexis felt very good and happy because he was the only one, the first, for that kind and good man. He sighed. "Please Pablo; I want you to make me a favour. I'll tell mom, if she asks me, that you have given me the clothes." "But what's about if she thanks or asks my mom? My parents buy me good clothes, but not as expensive as these ones." "I know you would manage." They laughed. Alexis entered in his house, fortunately, his mother was not there, he hugged and gave the money to his granny and told her the entire story, except the sex part, after all, it had been only a blowjob. "But what a blowjob, my God! The best as far as I can remember." He thought and grinned for himself. Then he added about the painting and the chess match for the next week. "Granny, believe me, that's all." She hugged and kissed her grandchild. Her heart was telling her that the final fate was approaching; the port of her final destination was far away, though she could feel it now. She did not want to ask more questions to her grandchild. A strange sensation that she could not identify flowed thru her entire body; she trembled, as her mouth got dry. "Alexis, can you remember how the house is externally?" "And internally." The boy answered proudly. "It has a large white front with two columns supporting a little red roof. The door is white with a golden-lion handle. Inside there is a large living room with comfortable armchairs and two couches, one in front of the fireplace. Presiding the room there is an oil painting over the fireplace; it shows a beautiful young girl of about nine or ten with an enigmatic smile; she's holding a red geranium on her lap as those we had in California that you were so proud of. She has two little dimples as yours, granny; that was the cause I was so attracted to the portrait." Margarita near jumped on her seat as the boy described the painting. She heard her husband calling her and the boy did not notice her excitement and trembling. When they attended the sick man, Margarita dragged her grandchild to her and kissed him tenderly. "Now Alexis; please, don't say a single word of this to anybody. Don't worry about the clothing if mom asks you; I'll find an explanation for it. Next week get as much information as you can gather; for example, his name, or the names of his parents." "Granny, we are not allowed to make those types of questions. We agreed on a name for each other. I chose his name and he did mine. I chose for him my own name, Alex." The woman looked surprised to the boy, he paused and then continued. "Granny, do you know? When I peered at him I got a strangely familiar sensation as he moves or says something." She looked at those beautiful green eyes of her grandchild and kissed him again. "And what name did he choose for you? "He named me Tom." Too many coincidences, she thought. "More than thirty years my God; thirty years of endurance! What shall I do now, my God? What shall I say to our daughter? What shall I say to him? However, if he still loves me, surely will forgive everything that I did." She trembled again. End of Part 3