Date: Thu, 9 May 2002 12:13:43 -0500 From: Tom Emerson Subject: STONINGTON STORIES - TIP A STONINGTON STORIES -- TIP by R. Forbes Emerson (m/m, m/f, inc., anal, rom.) Stonington, land of drama, island of dreams, subdivision of fantasy. Drama. A simple bath, and how had it ended up? With splashing and rubber duckies? You know better. Certainly we did after spending half an hour restoring order and cleaning at least up to the household standard. I'll start this little patch of foreshadowing by admitting that my young writer's brain was half asleep. Not to put too fine a point on it, I was a typical teen, not at my best at four o'clock in the morning. Whether that made a difference or not, I don't know. Personally, I'd challenge anyone to do better, under the circumstances, than I did. Drama? Look at all the pages before this, starting with Audrey, then Susan, Larry and Kelsey. Aren't they a bit of a drama? Didn't interesting things happen to interesting people in more-or-less rapid fire order? Cripes, I sure tried, then, as a boy to observe and remember, now, as an adult, to commit the memories to paper in a lively and extensive fashion. How have I failed? you might understandably ask. That's not the issue. The issue is for all my efforts, then and now, what so far constitutes my adventures on the coast of Maine amount to a prequel. An introduction. A few background sketches. Point of fact? I might as well not have bothered; as the good sergeant said, "I knew nuffing!" I knew I never wanted to do it again; I was not then, nor am I now, a homosexual, but, just that one night, it had been delicious kissing Larry asleep with the boys, still smelling of bubbles, sleeping in the bed with us. Even now, I'm still mildly surprised I actually enjoyed necking with and petting a male, even a boy as slim, fair skinned, and long legged as my friend. These thoughts were about to lead to action, to waking Larry and gently disengaging, when I became aware of the fact that everyone was awake. Larry whispered Hi, easy to hear because his lips were an inch from mine, but not very intimate because the three boys all echoed the greeting in their own whispers. In a way, this answered my embryonic dilemma, for, lo and behold, I was no longer actually sleeping with a male, in the clinical sense of the word. As it happened, me dilemma was stillborn, in any event, because no sooner had we affirmed to each other that we were awake, than a shuffling began under the covers. Two naked fourteen year olds; Larry and I, plus Roger Weed, thirteen, Roger Greenlaw, eleven, and Kelsey Blastow, nine, all gently touching and maneuvering, with, apparently, the elder Roger guiding his two young friends. More drama. More prequel. That's just how it was. When everyone was settled Larry and I remained as we had awoken, arms around each other, kissing any time we felt like it; perhaps even half-dozing ourselves awake since Roger Weed left for a moment and returned with lighted candles for the headboard of the bed and otherwise seemed to know what he was about. While I don't like sleeping with males, the feeling of a naked eleven year old gently wrapping his arms low around you waist isn't the same as sleeping with freaking anybody. Larry's eyes lost focus, too, so I knew little Kelsey was close behind him. My boy, Roger G., was avid, licking and kissing wherever he pleased, nibbling, blowing in my right ear, since the left was against the pillow; finding places on my shoulder blades where he could get his teeth gently against bone and the while gently exploring me with his slim, bone-hard, five-inch penis while molesting me all over my chest and belly with his eager/gentle hands. I could feel Kelsey's hands as he molested my fourteen-year-old friend, and was glad -- so glad I even mistook it for the beginning of real drama -- when Larry and I and the two younger boys found out that Roger W. had brought a warm, soapy wash cloth as well as the candles. Bending over us, he helped Kelsey and Larry first, then he helped Roger Greenlaw with me. We kissed ardently, sharing the pain, but then the little boys reached over out hips and began masturbating us, so there was no pain, nor were we able to kiss because we were panting too hard; needed the air. Believe me, as I write this I have a hard time believing it's a prologue, myself. Roger Greenlaw felt amazing as he ran his hands over my young teen body and experimented with being inside me. Kelsey had made Larry's face go slack, and I had no trouble remembering how it had felt having him standing on his piles of books behind me as Larry and I made out in the bathroom. It had been charming and novel. Roger Greenlaw, on the other hand, was not only an inch longer and much thicker, but more mature and focused than his prepubescent friend. He held me tighter, kissed my back incessantly, licking and whispering; grabbed me hard by my hips with a bucking thrust at each full entry, and grunting with a passionate whoof-whoof. Even in a prequel there can be enigma, paradox and trifling little substories. For example, Larry and I lay panting into each others' mouths, knowing we were both being torn by a confusion of emotions. Yes, we both wanted to roll onto our bellies, then rise on all fours, so out boys could take us as they had in the bathroom, but more, we wanted to gaze into each other eyes and run our hands all over each other in an extreme form of voyeurism in which the most intimate secrets were revealed through our softly exploring fingers at each others' waists. It seemed high drama at the time, now even with a hint of conflict in the dichotomy of yearning to please two lovers, Larry and I, or another two, Roger G., and Kelsey... how dare it be prologue? Stonington dramas are not Rambo in a field of fire, they go on and on. At one time, in fact just yesterday, Larry and I had half kissed for over an hour as he told me about Jack and Adam; even the drama of a simple bath had covered more time than all the action scenes in all the Stallone films. Imagine it from the point of view of a nascent writer: durable drama; even a chance to play on words, because it was, at one and the same time, a hard drama. Durable and hard; often synonyms; here, literary and physical, unassociated, yet brought together so neatly I probably wasted time explaining it. [I should mention that I'm suffering under the worst burden of my literary career, to date. This story was cute as a bug and all but finished, and the virus, which previously ate it's way through five thousand pages of this and that, ate seven thousand words. Now let me be more than fair and acknowledge, as I have several times in the past, that without the modern word processor I would not -- NOT -- be a writer. There are a number of obvious reasons for this, but one that may not be so readily apparent, and that is the capacity a computer gives a writer to practice incessantly, at no cost above and beyond the machine. When I wrote "The Pirates of Rickety Pier," in 1984, the office-supplies cost of working ran to well over one hundred dollars a month, mostly for typewriter ribbons. As I said, I lost five thousand pages to the virus; they cost me the odd few hundred dollars for electricity, over three years. So, yes, I'm a fan of the machine, but how an appliance designed to be used by amateurs can totally destroy itself, hour after hour, is beyond my understanding. Yes, I know the `industry down' background; machines designed by engineers for, at least, technicians, but still. It's probably legitimately too late now, but a home-use computer should come with a button on the box, and files can only be erased or modified, outside the conventions of normal usage, by tripping a safety toggle switch, then pushing a button on the CPU. Even as I type, the hard drive is grinding, grinding, grinding, doing god knows what to itself. How can a consumer computer run so entirely amuck? What home operator would ever run long chains of destructive data through his or her machine? Not one in a hundred thousand. Yet a tiny packet of data over the wire and its as if the microwave oven is burning down the house to heat the coffee. Anyhow, there went my cute little story. The bright side is that this has happened five or six times in the past, and the re-written version always exceeded the lost copy. This time, I have my doubts, but we're off to a good start, so who knows. I'm rambling on, because there are lessons here. Obviously, to back up crucial stuff, but more importantly, to you writers... love it if you lose twenty or thirty pages. I mean, god forbid, you're working for money and under a deadline, but if you're sketching fiction, there's no better practice than re-working something you've just completed. You know the path, so you can go out in the snow and play.] Perhaps `durable' was strategic and `hard' was tactical. I was trying to think of something, anything, because of how Roger G.'s hand felt on me, because of Larry's hot breath in my mouth, because of so much I finally tripped out and sought refuge in my ever-lovin' words. Audrey and I would be durable, that was first on the list; Susan, probably more an occasional friend; but Larry, definitely durable. Only room for a few, if each was to mean much, so three guesses how that left Roger Greenlaw. Tactical, and, yes, since we were just on the subject, incredibly hard. Last night had been a novelty; experimenting; Kelsey had had his dry orgasm after just a few minutes, most of which were spent fully joined as he jerked me off on Larry. With Roger it was different; more, partly because his penis was the size of a large frank, but more because he was having sex with me, and even if an observer had thought it was bad, what with the boy shaking, gasping, hissing and panting, it felt half over the moon; the power and urgency rapidly becoming feral and wanton; his hot surge deep in me a wondrous thousand-volt spark, just his hands on me, if he'd been lolling, half asleep, and... then Roger Weed was on top of his, stretched over both Larry and me, helping our boys part of the time, and masturbating himself between our sweating bodies, even while maintaining a viselike grip with his left arm. The feeling of three boys' hands, and Larry hard against me, really seemed pretty close to drama -- okay, erotic drama -- at the time. Add the feelings Larry and I gave and received from fondling each other while our young boys panted on our shoulders and it... had to be the real thing. It just had to be. As a writer I could not hope for more, because there could not be more. Okay, for you purists, yes, if it had been Audrey, and I was inside her, that might have been better, but Roger Greenlaw had masturbated mature males before, so if he was in second place at all, it was by a nose. Fat lot I knew, for the drama, erotic and otherwise, had not yet begun; the orchestra was still on the overture. It couldn't be. Roger Greenlaw was cumming-off in me; hotly, wetly, slobbering and moaning against my sweating back; cumming. And that wasn't drama. Roger Weed cumming, spurting one hot streak after another over the hands of the little boys, making Larry look at me wildly, I guess because I was the newcomer, and, seeing my nod of permission, cumming hotly far up my belly, again and again. I'd handled Roger's sperm in Roger's hand, but Larry's torrent was not to be endured, and I whispered my thanks to him and soaked him just as his pulsing subsided. Anywhere else, and drama it would be, no questions, no confusion, but this was not anywhere else. Roger Weed gently moved Roger Greenlaw on top of me, and took his place. He'd just cum all over Larry and me while the little boys jerked us off, but that seemed not to have registered. He was hot, he was hard, and he was six inches -- big. Four inches, five inches with copious semen, now six inches. In the words of the Eddie Cochran classic, "three steps to heaven." As drama? Admittedly close, but still no cigar. Roger Weed went right to the edge of rough with me. For him, I did roll on my stomach, did rise groggily on all fours, was vaguely conscious of Kelsey and the younger Roger at my flanks, steadying me as well as staring down at their thirteen-year-old friend's man-size penis as the boy arched his back, steadied by the boys' arms, and had intercourse with me as fast and hard as his lithe young body allowed....^^^^^! Drama enough? Lord, you'd think so. Roger W. was gasping, panting and rising like the mercury in a candy thermometer. This couldn't last, and it didn't. Gasping, the breath tearing from him, he jammed with a final desperate lunge. Sure, I have a well developed imagination -- had one, even back in 1960 when we moved to little Stonington, but so what? It didn't take any imagination at all to know what was happening inside me. First, there was the kitten; a gentle pulsing as tentative and feeble as could be sensed at all. In my fantasy world -- what else was there? -- the kitten was consumed by a cat, by a more mature and directed animal presence, its pulsing deliberate, almost methodical. It's wondrous performance did not preserve its life, for a dog ate it. The dog was strong and active; the maturity and focus of the cat, but stronger, more atavistic. What ate the dog, I'll never know. It couldn't have been an elephant, for they're herbivores. Whatever it was, it was wild and out of control; grunting and cumming with a guttural intensity matched only by the scalding breath blowing hard in my right ear. Brainy people write, morons write, guys who cant' get a grip write. There I was, thinking drama, as we know; thinking it would not be credible to even imagine beyond what was happening, yet we, as it turned out, still had not begun. Roger fell from me, stupefied, half-dead. Did I faint? Did I fall? It wasn't far, mere inches to the mattress. It would have been so easy, so complete, such a prequel, itself, to another few hours of sleep. But none of it. Larry just whispered, and I managed to gasp Yes in response. He was so gentle I thought for a moment he might grow up to be, you know, a fairy. The three boys helped us, apparently little diminished. They cooed, they whispered, they molested both of us fourteen year olds like hall-of-fame scout leaders. Larry was a giant, seven inches standing from his almost child-like loins, mercifully, slim. His arms around me were out of this world, his breath gently panting in my right ear, closer to Mars than Earth; they say you can not hear a scream in outer space, possibly because you can't think at all. Certainly nothing was sundering my psychic veil other than how far he was inside me, how gentle he was even though I was so wet from being mounted twice by the colts he could have been as adamant as Roger W. without hurting me. This time I was ready. I would have bet an arm, a first born, a decade off my life. When he whispered "I'm cumming" there could be no higher plane, get real, get surreal, no higher plane was possible. If it was, who cared? He wasn't as wild-animal as Roger Weed, but gentle, consistent, and wonderfully sure of himself. I might not want to sleep with him all night long, but I'd sure hate to go more than a couple of weeks without some shared time. Everybody ready? Let the drama begin. Roger Weed started it with, believe it or not, four words. "Margaret got a spot." Drama? This was freaking legend. We all stopped breathing, not smart because 911 services were years over the horizon. Even as a rank newcomer to Deer Isle, I'd been briefed and re-briefed on the Charles Bronson mailman with the Stone-Cold Steve Austin body; the huge man, so bestial his eight cylinder Ford listed to the right as he drove his route, the right side because, as a mailman, he drove from the right side of the vehicle. Tip McCorison. Dum-de-dum-dum. "You are kidding, aren't you?" Kelsey asked Roger Weed. "The letter's in my pocket," Roger replied. They didn't have lotteries then, but if they had, and it had been a million-dollar winning ticket in the boy's pocket, we would have waited until dawn. Now we might never sleep again and or our instant stone-hard erections, the alternatives were surgery or permanence. With Roger Weed's four words we had moved from drama to sophistication; writing of it makes me a sophisticate, which is a good thing and I'll tell you why. Look at France. Sixteen candidates for president; the two most despised, winning playoff status. If that's the fate of the republique, doesn't it leave me the last class act in town? As for Tip McCorison and Margaret Weed; his muscley three hundred pounds, to her birdlike sixty pounds, even thoughts of his heaving thighs over her tiny legs, so short they'd likely not go half way up his surging flanks and her little heels would be unable to grip him properly, no matter how desperate she became. That was sophisticated thinking, and, for the early Sixties, it has to rank right up there. Roger left us for a moment, returning, thoughtful friend that he was, with a towel or two as well as his shorts. He handed them to Kelsey, who rummaged until he pulled out an envelope. Since I was the new kid, Kelsey handed the thing to me, perhaps feeling I would be able to tolerate, due to ignorance, any mystic properties better than Larry or the other boys. Roger's candles were still burning, so there was enough light, plus just the right ambience to dramatize pretty much anything. The envelope was parchment, adding some tactile and crackling theatrics. It bore the inscription: "Please get this right." The top of the envelope had been neatly slit, so I blew into it like I'd seen on television; and sure enough, it opened. "'pon my soul!" I believe that's an expression Jim Hawkins uses repeatedly in "Treasure Island". `pon all souls as far as the five of us were concerned, even me, the newcomer. Sure enough, it was a black spot, an inch or so in diameter, rendered in common pencil. Flipping it over and using as much detectiveness as I could muster, I noted the embossed logotype of a greeting-card company. It was symbolic. The scratchy, edgy side of romance and passion; the cheap side; the side implemented on half a Christmas card, likely stolen from the mail months earlier. As a detective I'd missed something pretty obvious, but, as I turned the envelope in the candle light, the other boys caught it immediately. "What's that?" they asked Roger Weed, baffling me a bit, though the line of script was on the strange side. This letter may be seen today; in fact, it has pride of place in the Black Dot Collection on display in the foyer of Stonington Town Hall. It's stature as a relic is due entirely to those few words neatly penned on the parchment. At the time Roger Weed guessed the wording was to make sure his attractive mother didn't show up at the dump, instead of his pixie kid sister. Sophisticated venues have urbane values, and Mrs. Weed, Joan, was queen bee, not a very apt description, she was a lovely lady and probably still is, of the greater Stonington area based on the significant credential she earned at the very idea she might be confused with her elfin daughter. If ever a lady of Paris walks abroad under such an impromptu aura someone should write a book about her, quick. In the meantime, lets hang with the so-called rubes. There was a next day. In modern times, there was a next day after Napster died; for us, also, the world kept turning and the clock kept ticking. Since sleep was out of the question, we joined Kelsey on the flats for the low tide at dawn, most of us digging with our bare paws in subconscious compliance with the adage holding that busy hands are happy hands. Happy heads, happy hands, why weren't we just happy, all -- over? Yes, the town went nuts, but it needn't have bothered. Wet behind the ears as I was concerning Tip and the local ladies, the power of black dots, culminating in the spot delivered to Margaret, tripped my little rookie scribble brain into what is known today as the first modern business model. I blush to tell you that the first hand-written sketch of my enterprise it displayed next to Tip's memorabilia at the Stonington Town Hall. This is appropriate because the two exhibits dovetail almost perfectly. It's called "Flexipline". That's the great idea that came of that night with Larry, the two Rogers, and little Kelsey for whom we were all babysitting. The word stands for Flexible Discipline, as most Americans know. Since the Nifty audience his highly international, I'll take a few moments if my American audience will bear with me. Flexipline, at its crudest, says you can have your cake and eat it. You can have your solid, stable, faithful marriage, and cheat. How is this possible? Well, let's paraphrase the brochure, as this is not the place for an exhaustive perusal of my concept. Flexipline centers are the physical heart of the institution; they are much like other resorts or cruise ships, except they cost less than half as much per day and per meal. The reason for this is a bit odd, and, I suppose, kinda funny. Since the Centers are devoted to sex, the guests have some free time so they tend to pitch in and help the regular staff, a, for something to do, and, b, as a way to mingle with other guests. Even as a relative whipper-snapper I knew men and women were often at their sexiest when working, and I suppose this precociousness is one of the reasons for my runaway ego as an adult. Very cheap, very simple, reasonably clean most of the time. That's the typical Flexipline resort or ship. Here's an example. Our first significant overseas venture is a fleet of dogged out old Chinese tramp steamers. We rework the safety and navigations systems with the latest stuff, and do the cargo holds over in a rustic motif. Instead of staterooms, which go to waste much of the time, we offer sleeping coffins, much like those found in Japanese airports; also, a locker for each passenger. Most of the space is free-form, with double-thick curtains separating entertainment centers from a general ambience of half-lounge, half-library. In recent years, thanks to the super polygraph developed in Germany, a model which is one hundred percent accurate not only in detecting deception, but in evaluating character and mode of living, we have achieved success rates nearing one hundred percent, but even in the early seventies, when the business model first went into its execution phase, all surveys showed we were hugely successful, not in numbers, they've come later, but couple by couple. In what we did for each couple. The concept is based on the ludicrously obvious notion that people -- fully developed, well-rounded, die-happy people -- have a wild side and need to exercise it. This we allow; call it the flexible part. But if there isn't the discipline, women tend to dump men more-or-less at will, and few men recover from the experience. I've dealt with, and probably dwelt on, this before. Here is the answer. To join the Flexipline club, a couple must re-affirm its wedding vows. The term `obey' is reinstated, simply because someone must be in charge of a group even as small as two. In some relatively rare cases, the male vows to obey; usually it is the female, as was customary for centuries. (If Anne had vowed to obey me, she'd be in the next room painting now, kids in school, money in the bank, and life as sweet as is possible). Of course I didn't know the finer points back in 1960, I was just a smart kid. So, the couple renews their vows. Further, they agree, on penalty, and Americans know I'm not kidding here, to be caned by a professional imported from Singapore if they have any kind of outside interest during the fifty weeks of the year they are meant to be tending to home and hearth. All applicants are checked for relevant medical problems, lifestyle issues, and, most of all, personality. They are grouped like cattle into various herds, the makeup of which has to do with weight and overall appearance, then packed off, kids in tow, to a Center where they mosey their days away helping the staff in keeping things running. While much of this is kitchen work, it should be noted that the extreme motivation of attending semi-annual weeks at a Center is the most effective dietary aid yet devised. Since all Centers are largely alcohol and tobacco free, with pot and limited cigarette smoking tolerated, there are motivational aspects to the scheme which pay solid dividends in these complex fields. So far what I've described to my overseas audience seems rather prosaic; sure, cool and all -- but where's the beef? Wanna know? It's all in the marketing; attention to detail. The way it was and the way it is, most resorts advertise a carefree holiday. Not Flexipline. Women come to our centers to get pregnant. If this happens, the biological father is notified on birth of the child, so he can play any role in the child's future the two families are comfortable with, with the home father acting as final authority. It is pointed out to all males that they'd undoubtedly have married their wives, had their wives been widows or divorcees; had they several former lovers in their past. Women are given a similar indoctrination. The elevator principle is invoked, which says that one person in an elevator is pretty much like the person beside him; that changing is pointless, while causing pain for the dumped spouse that, in many cases, simply ripens with the passing decades. Bad way to run a society: causes stress, especially to children, dysfunction, and rampant obesity -- guilt, guilt, guilt. Fifty million couples. Divorce rate amongst our clientele of three percent, not per year, but of all couples ever associated with the program. It is sometimes said in our day that Attorney General Ashcroft is the only American thoroughly disapproving of everything we stand for, a back-handed compliment exceeded only by millions of smiling faces. And our proudest statistic? Seventy percent of our couples remain faithful during their week-long stay; the DNA of any child unmistakably that of the home father. The rustic, the crude, the half-feral and semi-wild; that was the secret of Tip McCorison; far better than alcohol at scratching atavistic itches. I don't know what `formic' is. There's a line from a Frost poem: "Then word went out in formic / death's come to Jerry McCormick..." Well, word went out in formic. No, no one ran to the town hall to reserve space for a future museum, but a few may have been sophisticated enough to have the idea, and just lacked the focus to act on their instincts. I wonder why. The tradition of the spot was that it was delivered with Friday's mail, for a date the following Saturday. In an average year, three spots were delivered, three dates consummated. Approximately two percent of Stonington women and girls had been spotted, this statistic emblematic of the rarity of special events adding to their luster. While "Flexipline" developed over many years, there was a more immediate, and, frankly, more interesting reaction to Margaret's spot. Adam arrived. Larry's tall, Norwegian friend of two years previous; half-way through a two-week drive, and he was in Stonington fifty hours after the news reached him in Montana. See why I went to work on a business plan? Working cattlemen wear ten-gallon hats and long sleeved shirts; gloves and bandanas if they have more brains that the steers, so he was pale. There's a thing about this. For normal and romantic relationships, tans are fine; brown is beautiful, but, alone with a friend in private circumstances, the opposite is true; milk white skin is slightly more erotic than any coloring, save that of the octoroon. No blacks of any shade in Stonington; we thought Italians were exotic, so we'd make due with our strikingly fair and boyish Norwegian athlete. The annals of Flexipline include some controversy over age; specifically, in allowing couples to bring children, their own, and those close to them, as they saw fit. The publicity drove our shares up sixty percent, and, as does the Catholic church, we found, lo and behold, a pedophile had penetrated our ranks, and sacrificed him to the greater good. Now you'll undoubtedly be asking yourself how, at age fourteen, I made such a mature decision effecting the stonework at the foundation of my embryonic enterprise. It was simple. Adam was visiting. He had the answer. It goes to the winter he turned seventeen, 1958. He was visiting his family, and that in turn led to a visit to his uncle and aunt in Sweden. Rolf and Ingrid Verthadden, their son Robbie, eleven, and Adam's niece, Trikka, just turned two. Much of the activity centered on Robbie's hockey, and a few days into Adam's visit, the boy had to go to the city for playoffs. Adam had the ranch hand's natural disdain for gratuitous risk, and decided not to go; Ingrid was delighted because it meant she could, leaving Trikka with her uncle, and not only Trikka, but her friend Vanessa, also two, whose family was lost to the same icy delirium as the Verthaddens. Before the calm of the ice came the chaos of departure. As Robbie left he found a second to whisper to his cousin. Nodding toward the second floor, he said, "Dry them off thoroughly or they might catch cold." Come to think of it, what had the toddlers been up to? They'd missed out on the hoopla of departure... hmm... better check. The mystery was by a moppet chorale: "We're two little girls, wet as rain, baa, baa, baa. We're standing much to close to the drain, baa, baa, baa." Cute. Bad thought. Ten year olds could be cute. Adorable? That was worse. Not think at all? He had to climb the stairs, make his way down the hall and into the bathroom, hardly a mindless task. The girls repeated their duet, and the teen girded his loins -- yeah, the Dane from the plains, veteran of a buckaroo or two, now he was getting along like a foal with a wolf hanging from each forequarter. "We're just playing," Trikka said. Adam had crawled up the stairs, down the hall, and hoisted himself onto his legs before knocking at the verge of the open door. The girls had bid him come in. For some reason, he'd responded. "Yeah," said Vanessa, "we shouldn't be wearing white, because we aren't really virgins." "It's just pretend," Trikka added. He'd been prepared for a glimpse, then into the towel, rub-a-dub-dub, next girl out of the tub, safely in their little sleep suits and ready for bed time, due in an hour. Instead, the tykes were dressed as brides, their hair plaited with daisies. They'd touched each other lightly with lipstick and makeup. Why? As he fell to his knees, Adam couldn't help thinking it overkill; their immaculately brushed blond hair framing almost matching pairs of big blue eyes was gargantuan; the wedding gowns, modified as bikinis, would have been the last clothes ever worn in Eden, and yet the slight touches of color still stood out, especially the big girl baby lips, just hinting of tangerine. "You're embarrassed, too," Trikka stated solemnly. What she was talking about was Adam kneeling on the tile floor of the bathroom. Vanessa looked down at Adam. "That makes Sam, Robbie, and your uncle," she said, "so I guess it must be normal, like they said." "But it happens so fast," Trikka observed. "That's because of our ages," Vanessa responded, wisely. "It can't be the costumes, because we weren't wearing any the first time, remember, and your brother still dropped the minute he came in to get us out of the tub. "So you're right, it must be our ages." The girls would grow to liquefy antidotes to hypocrisy, research oriented as they were, but this was how they started. "You have to carry us both over the threshold," Trikka said, "but you get to pick any room in the house." Nice touch. Testing to see if he was still alive. Vanessa spoke up, reminding her friend that on the way to what4ver room Adam they needed to pass by the telephone. Half dead already from carrying forty pounds of strawberry smelling girl, he was decimated -- should have seen it coming -- that Trikka's little friend wanted to call her nine-year-old brother. Crashing to his knees did not good, for he had not the strength to remain upright, and the instant he toppled forward onto his arms, both girls yelped in satisfaction and mounted him, no bridle, no saddle, just cute little heels trying to dig into his flanks, but not having much luck. He got the message, and began walking, trying, consciously, not to feel like the world's luckiest stallion -- or at least one of them. In a recess of Adam's mind glimmered the oddity that he'd had to leave Montana to experience the ultimate equestrian event. The door opened and the also blond Sam arrived. "See you roped yourself some breeding stock, young ladies," the kid drawled in English rich in the cadences of John Wayne. The girls cooed and giggled in delight, and, since there was nothing more delightFUL than the average slim, friendly nine-year-old boy, Adam let them react without snorting or pawing the ground. His goodwill was unfairly rewarded. "Seems why the two of you young ladies have been out and about," the pseudo J.W. went on, "you've gone and run yourselves into some mud, and I'll be damned if you haven't." It was easy for Adam to see why his passengers adored the slim twist of a boy, because he fell to his knees and began pulling at the soccer suit the seventeen-year-old athlete was wearing. "Yes," he drawled, "by god, it's mud from the flats along the south bank of the south branch of the Powder River; why, I'd know the stuff anywhere. "Fact of the matter is, lassies, you've gone and done what no right-minded range hand, even a greenhorn, should ever do, and that is to go on about your business with an animal covered with the mud of the south bank of the south fork of the Powder River. "Now, if you'll take my hand, we'll get you down from there, we'll clean up old dobbin here, then you'll be good as new." Adam swayed his head from side to side. He wasn't playing horsey, he was taking in the living room of the house, feeling it might be the last temporal view of his life. It was nice not to have to think; to just stand there, on his palms and knees, shaking, while Trikka and Vanessa giggled adoringly and threw their arms up to be rescued by Mr. Wayne. "Looks like your four-legged friend here has already taken on a bit of a chill," the duke said, "come, feel along his sides, and while you're at it, let's clean the cayuse so we don't end up with a hobbled nag along with a heap of veterinary bills." "Oh, we're sorry, Sam," Vanessa said, looking at her brother, "we were on our way to a wedding, we tried the shortcut; isn't it awful what we've done?" "No time for that sort of thing," Sam intoned, "the longer we wait, the harder he shakes, so it's not the time to be talking on at length." With that, Vanessa positioned herself at Adam's left flank while Trikka and Sam worked from the teen's right side. "Such a beautiful animal," Trikka whispered, running tiny fingers gently along the heaving flanks directly behind the disappearing football jersey. Sam dropped the John Wayne act, whispering with the same excitement as the little girls. Much of their byplay was lost on Adam. Removing the `mud' only made the shaking worse, nor was the seventeen year old's demeanor helped by Trikka's suggestion he might be suffering from the cold, and both girls piling back on his now naked torso, covering him with enough heat to melt half Siberia. "Looks like I got muddy, myself," Sam said, unbuttoning his shirt, then sitting on the arm of a chair while he got rid of his shoes and pants. If the nine year old had been embarrassed his first time with his sister, it was nothing compared to how he felt pulling down his underpants in front of this mature male athlete. Trikka was lying on Adam's shoulders. "We're only two," she whispered, "so we don't know much, but from the way Sam is, you must be very attractive." There was one excellent thing about being taken as a beast; he didn't have to talk. Excellent. What was there to say, especially about Sam? Put one in every household and there would suddenly be no time for war and violence; even a plaster statue. Why shouldn't a naked boy be a national symbol. Keep your koala bears, your pandas, your toucans and tigers, nothing came close to a boy with a boner. Certainly Trikka and Vanessa thought so because when the boy suggested that his sister and her little friend mosey on up to the master bedroom, Adam felt nothing but pretend spurs and heard nothing but urgent clucking punctuated by calls to giddy-ap As if. On the other hand, there was the sight of a wraith of a boy climbing the blond pine stairs, slim waist, long, coltish legs, so maybe a bit of a trot WAS in order. I've said it before, and I'll say it again, as if! The girls were sweet, the girls were patient; didn't make any difference. He was shaking so hard, he couldn't move. Couldn't. Arms and shoulders, useless, legs, barely able to keep him off the floor: not going anywhere. Again, Adam looked around the Swedish living room as if it were to be his last mortal environment. Fortunately, as his head lolled back in forth like a stricken beast, his eyes managed to catch a glimpse of the staircase. Sam, possibly not hearing hoof beats, had turned around. He was still embarrassed at being with so mature a male, but he stood facing Adam, arms at his side, hugely swollen; obviously longing. The girls cooed plaintively; in the end, it all came together, proving there are limits even to states of the most intense stupefaction. His gait was not what his young riders might have preferred, but stiff, tentative, and shaking with nerves, he did move across the floor, to the stairs, and then on up. Sam excused himself, and dashed down the hall and into the bathroom. The girls guided their stallion to Trikka's parents' bedroom, and pretended to tether her mount to the bedpost. Sam showed up almost immediately carrying a soapy washcloth and a bath towel. .He placed these on the bedspread, and reached to help Adam to his feet. The mature teen could sense anything to do with games was over. As long as they didn't demand coherent speech, this was fine. From a position of half-standing, it was easy. All he had to do was grasp the bedpost, and pull. But why had he made the effort? No sooner was he upright, than four tiny hands were busying themselves with his shorts. Sam knelt at the foot of the bed, staring hotly into Adam's eyes. When he sensed the little girls were making progress, he glanced down. Where is art? Art is a seventeen-year-old athlete posed against a twisting mahogany bedpost with two little brides removing his athletic shorts while a nine-year-old boy with a huge boner stares down. At least that's one place where it is. Where there is art, can heaven be far behind? I know you'll excuse me for speaking in my character's stead; use your imagination, put yourself in his bare feet; wouldn't you want assistance? Require it? Well, Adam's no better than you are, so I'm just helping as you'd wish to be helped. Sam helped by holding up the wet, soapy cloth. This prompted the toddlers to stop playing and pull down Adam's shorts and briefs. Now I've gone and rendered the whole freaking cast mute. If I was doing this for money, we'd cut to the hockey playoffs -- that would mean research and delay in publication; not optimal. Meantime, Adam was staring down at himself, the little girls were both at his right hip, also staring while gently coaxing him to turn so he'd be completely free of the bedpost and give themselves and Sam a full view.. Silence. Other than panting, silence. Adam reached with his left hand, gripping the pineapple at the top of the mahogany post; his arm bulged with the strain of standing as he swung fully to the tiny brides at his feet. Trikka reminded Vanessa that they really shouldn't be dressed in white, so Sam dropped off the bed behind the little girls and unsnapped the bras of their bikini costumes. Adam's arm bulged with the strain of his weight, his knuckles white in a death grip. Then off came the little panties. Silence. Sam reached out for Adam and with the patience of a cleric loosing the grip of a near-drowning victim, pried the teen's fingers from the pineapple, gently lowering him to the bed . The girls were especially cute as they helped each other onto the adult bed, all blond hair, daisies and magic. Sam tugged, pulled and gently coaxed Adam until the athlete was lying full-length on his back. Trikka straddled his right thigh, Vanessa, his left, and Sam came to rest kneeling at the man's left hip. "Like with Robbie?" his little sister asked. "If you want," the boy said, handing her the wet, soapy washcloth. The nymph held the cloth to Trikka. Trikka took one end. Serious as accountants, the girls twisted their ends in opposite directions, carefully, holding the midpoint exactly over Adam. As the girls executed this opening act, Sam prompted Adam to arch his back and moved a pillow under his rear, then made final adjustments leaving young man's hands behind his neck. Trikka and her little guest seemed to be having second thoughts about their use of the wet cloth: "He's so wet, already," the two year old observed. "We wouldn't want to wash it away because it's natural," Vanessa agreed, demonstrating, if nothing else, what happens with an infant should her parents bestir themselves to read to the child an hour each night. Adam, for his part, was glad something about the evening was natural. I mean, sure, Robbie slugging it out with stick and razor blades on a sheet of ice was natural, but it was also remote. Two twenty pound girls... with flowers in their hair. That part was natural. A reader writes to say sex with minors should be left to other minors. Adam was a minor, but that's a technicality. That sex with minors should only be with other minors is actually a bit loose. In a perfect world, any aspect of sex beyond kissing would only come with permanent marriage; that's how my maternal grandmother grew up, and she made it to a happy one-hundred-two. In today's world, the sentiment might be paraphrased: Death for the elderly should be left to the elderly. I have had four experiences with extreme juvenility and sex. Two occurred here in Dangriga; one, a three year old girl wantonly hugging David Zeheneh as I shopped in his mother's store. This went on for about half an hour. Later, the same day, there were some fellows loading a boat on the river. One of them had a three year old girl attached to his back like a limpet. At my gym in Torreon there once was a man in the sauna with a two year old boy on his lap. When I sat across from them, the boy touched the man, whom I took to be his uncle, and said "Leche, aqui." Milk, here. His uncle said something about "fuerte," "strength". In context, they were talking about semen, and the boy being too young to masturbate his uncle. This story is actually inspired by a real event, a time when I was babysitting two two-year-olds. When I went in to get them out of the tub they gave me very aware looks, and if I mistreated them in any way it was in briskly drying them off, getting them to bed, and leaving them there. In summary, whether Vanessa and Trikka have sex, or don't have sex, makes no difference -- as long as someone reads to them. Of a hundred possible virtues of a child, growing unmolested is probably on the bottom half of the list. As ever, I'm not espousing anything to do with anything to do with sex, I'm just telling the truth, and the truth is it just isn't very important, one way or the other. Science fiction isn't important, detective stories aren't important, westerns aren't important, and sex isn't important. GET IT?? Why do I write about it, then? Because misplaced morality and Puritanism are ruining the world, in general, and sex is a litmus paper that folk actually read. Read to your kids and sleep with them, you'll have good kids. Don't read to (a/k/a nurture) your kids, and don't sleep with them; well, you're pretty much on you own there, and your children definitely will be. From god's mouth to your ears, capuche? Sighs from you veteran readers, I know: here he goes again, deity, prince, artist, archangel, and king of Big Blue, the planet. Hey, at least I try to make it fun. Not the right word for Adam. Fun? Where was the fun in two cutie pies abandoning their soapy rag and exploring bare-handed? Who was laughing? Certainly not the nine year old boy. He had shifted to Adam's right hip so he could help the little girls and look into the teen athlete's eyes. Six hands. Thirty fingers. Kneading, stroking, fondling and playing. "Sam," Vanessa whispered, "I'm getting excited." "Are you ready for me?" her brother asked in response. "Yes," the pixie whispered. "Can you help us?" Sam asked, directing the question at Adam. Since none of this was happening in the first place, Adam took an indifferent attitude and nodded his head. He'd long since lost any feeling or memory of feeling, and nothing anyone could do was going to return him to the world of normal stimuli and sensation. He was doomed to perennial numbness, so what happened from here on out was academic. Seeing Adam's slight nod, Vanessa scramble forward off his left thigh and onto his taut belly, rolling on her back and spreading her legs as wide as she could. This brought feeling to Adam's midriff, and he reached down to cradle the girl. Sam also moved forward, over his sister, and, staring into Adam's eyes, lowered himself to the little girl. The teen, now he had a role to play, brushed off enough of his trance to find Sam, find Vanessa, and bring the boy's slim three inch penis to the waiting child. And he thought he was already comatose? Feeling so much it became an ethereal numbness, neither mind, body nor spirit spared? Impossible. He must be feeling something, cupping Sam's boner with his right hand, cradling boy and girl in his left arm, feeling the hard, finger-size penis entering the now panting and sweating girl, these must lead to some sensation -- what were they, chopped liver? Trikka was sucking him. If he canted his head up off the pillow, he could see her mopped, flowery head bobbing slowly up and down over the bodies of the frozen children in his arms. Adam slowly released frozen Sam, flattening his hand between the young bodies to see if that would bring any sensation -- any quickness, in the archaic sense -- to his shattered nervous system. The boy behaved beautifully. Remained frozen as his tiny sister grew comfortable with his penetration, then took her gently, in a series of tiny, tender strokes, until she whispered that he was in her womb, at which point the boy grunted like an animal and buried himself to the hilt. Again he froze as his sister cooed and coaxed. And Trikka. Something utterly not to think about or imagine in any way was Trikka's tiny mouth, lips and tongue. Blessed oblivion, blessed comas of mind and body, for any sensation attached to that tenderly bobbing blond head would have been unendurable in the adult male, which would seem, in context, to mean any male over age two. Now that Sam was fully inside his baby sister, Adam removed his right hand so he could cradle the lovers in both arms. Sam's face was a foot from his own, just the distance for their eyes to focus on each other and stare in mutual incomprehension. For long minutes they remained rigid as carved stone, only the slow rhythm of Trikka's head animating the tableaux. "I'm ready to go all the way with you," Vanessa whispered to her brother. Adam felt a stirring at Sam's waist. The boys ragged breathing became a feral pant, sweat wetted his handsome boy's face, his eyes alternately squeezed shut, and opened, apparently shocked by the thrusting of his little sister aided by Adam's strong hands. Huffing and grunting, the boy began stroking deep in the little girl's belly. Trikka, obviously excited by te site of the slim penis ravaging her ardent little friend, became very serious with Adam, licking, tonguing and sucking him as avidly as Vanessa was with the penis in her tummy. An applicable age factor was the nine-year-old boy's speed. Probably gauche to mention it, but the youngster mounted to a frenzy inside the tight, hot little girl, mounting her high, exciting her until her legs, now held by Adam, thrashed at her brother's thighs and her hips jack-hammered in response to his almost rabbit rate of intercourse. Trikka had released Adam from her mouth so she could watch Sam and her friend and began masturbating the teen's glans hard and fast. Where before there had been a void caused by extreme sensory overload, now came breakthrough sensations. All three re-entered the world of the living, together. It took awhile, but that mattered not. They were, after all, alive. Sam lead, and no, it wasn't golf, but, still, by a stroke. Vanessa cried out, "oh, baby!" the second the nine year old froze against her. "He's cumming in her," Trikka squealed in childish glee. Like clouds parting showing a Hollywood heaven to a movie character, Adam felt his climax approach. "He's getting ready to do what Robbie does," Trikka panted. The nine year old's orgasm was utterly intense, as was Vanessa's, but neither lasted more than half a minute. It was a good thing. Adam really was cumming off. Sam kissed his sister quickly, and rolled off her, then knelt at Adam's right hip. For a few seconds he helped Trikka masturbate the athletic teen, then the two of them maneuvered Vanessa above Adam, bringing the tip of his throbbing erection against the child's vagina. "I want to get ready for Daddy," the little girl gasp, thrusting herself against the mature male with more than deliberation. Sam held Adam rigid for the little girl, and Trikka grabbed her waist, helping her mount the young adult. Adam felt her on him, first and inch, just covering his glans with her hot, silky perfection, then another inch so his penis felt buried in lava. He started cumming while Sam pulled the eager Trikka underneath him, mounting her quickly from the rear, and at the same time retaining his grip on Adam. Sam stayed high over the girl, so she wouldn't be pressed into Adam's body and thus lose her view. Both gazed hotly at the semen flowing from Vanessa as Adam's ejaculation continued. Vanessa also raised herself on her sturdy little arms so she could look back down between herself and Adam, even moving slightly to the side, so as not to block her lover's view. The sight of what he was sharing with the baby, of Sam panting wildly over his little niece, brought Adam back to a real, if better, world. He came inside Vanessa again and again, sometimes looking into the child's glazed eyes, sometimes down at his penis still held rigidly by the panting Sam. His urgency with the girl finally sent her into a second smashing orgasm, equaled by Trikka responding to her brother. All three ultimately spent themselves, as did the athletic teen, and the fell in a panting, sweating heap, finally ready for the bathtub. Good story, but it still left Tip and Margaret. Next time. Posted by Thomas@btl.net xxx