Date: Fri, 09 Jul 1999 13:27:08 -0700
From: xwriter@hotbot.com
Subject: Wishful Thinking

This story could have been true had I taken the chance, something I've
regretted since 1979.

Wishful Thinking

	My first bi encounter happened right after high school.  I had
gotten on good terms with a substitute teacher in girl friend's
apt. complex.  He was interesting in class two years before because he had
spent alot extra years in college taking courses for the heck of it.
Anyway, one of his interests was movies,and the most talked about movie at
the time was Caligula.  So one evening we went to the avengard theatre to
see what all the hubub was about.  Needless to say the movie got us both
horny.  All we could talk about on the way back to his place was the
lesbian 69 scene.  Truly the hottest scene I ever saw on film.
	Once we got back to his place Jim fixed us some drinks and we sat
down on his couch.  Jim asked me if I saw what happened at the end of the
scene. I said I couldn't tell, I was enjoying the girls too much.  He told
me that it showed for a few seconds one guard giving the other a blow job.
I couldn't believe I missed it.  Ever since reading a letter in Penthouse
about two guys getting it on I had the occasional thought of sex with
another guy.  My throat got dry immediately.  I took another drink quickly.
Jim noticed the change and asked if I'd ever thought of having sex with a
guy.  I hesitated, then said yes quietly.  Jim took on the teacher role for
a minute, and told me it was ok, all guys have those thoughts.  I felt
better.  Jim asked if I wanted to watch some TV, I nodded and he turned on
both the TV and VCR. He put in a tape then grabbed my glass to make a
refill.  He had put in a porno film.  The first scene was pretty standard
boy/girl stuff.  But I was only18, and my prick got hard instantly.  Jim
handed me the glass, took one look at my crotch and said I must like the
film.  I emphatically said yes.
	"Just you wait" was his reply.
	Together we sat watching a second scene involving two girls and a
guy. My prick was straining to get thru my pants.  I noticed Jim looking at
mycrotch a couple of times.  I didn't think much of it.  Jim excused
himself and left the room.  My prick was breaking in half inside my pants.
I didn't dare reach in and adjust it.  I tried putting the movie out of my
mind by looking at a magazine, it didn't work.  Finally, I gave in and
stuck my hand in my pants and made the necessary adjustment.
	About a minute later, Jim came back in, he was wearing a robe.  He
sat across from me and began watching the movie again.  A new scene had
come up, it was two guys talking about how horny they were.  Jim said this
was his favorite scene.  I focused on the TV and just about blew my wad
when one guy grabbed the other guys crotch and started rubbing it.  I
looked at Jim, he had spread his legs apart revealing a growing hard on.
He looked at me and smiled, and told me to keep watching.  I followed his
advice.  The blond had taken the other guys cock in his mouth and was
sucking on it for all it was worth.  I unconciously began to rub my dick
thru my pants.
 	The actors then moved around and got into a 69.  I was going nuts.
Jim stood up and came over right next to me and sat down.  He put his hand
on my leg and asked me Iwould like a blow job.  I froze in shock!  I didn't
picture myself as bi or gay, but just a horny guy wanting some action.  Jim
didn't wait for me to answer.  He quickly opened the buttons on my 501
jeans and grabbed both the pants and my shorts by the waistband and pulled
them down. Part of me wanted to stop it, but I couldn't.  My cock was in
control. I laid back on the couch and closed my eyes as a warm wetness
engulfed my cock.
 	Jim seemed to know exactly what I wanted to feel.  He slowly worked
my shaft deeper into his mouth, swirling his tongue around the head.  I
couldn't stand it any longer, I felt like I shot a dozen squirts down his
throat.
	Jim brought his face up from my crotch and smiled.  I'll never
forget his next words, "You've got a great cock, I wish mine were like
yours."  I told him that what little of his cock I saw looked pretty damn
good.  Withthat he stood up and took off his robe.  It looked about the
same size as mine, but it had upward turn to it.  I reached my hand out and
slowly started stroking it. Jim moaned slightly.  With my other hand I
reached for my drink and gulped down the rest.  There was no turning back
now.  I put my mouth to the tip and let my tongue run down the shaft.  I
was better than I ever imagined.
	Jim instructed me to open my mouth wide and keep my lips over my
teeth until I got used to having it in my mouth.  I did as he instructed,
slowly putting his tool deeper into my mouth.  I couldn't believe my most
secret fantasy was coming true.  With Jim directing, I became more self
-confidant. Whirling my tongue around the head as I sucked harder Jim began
to moan loader pushing my head deeper into his crotch.  I began rubbing his
balls harder.  Jim was nearing orgasm, I wanted to taste his come so bad.
He started jerking his waist and I knew that he must be close.  I got brave
and put a finger against his asshole.  That did it, Jim came with four long
squirts, time seemed to slow down as I tried to handle all his come.  I
gagged a little, but managed not to swallow it all quickly.  I wanted to
savor the taste of my first time.
	The next few minutes were a blurr, Jim told me how good I was at
it. My girlfriend must be very good at giving head.  I confessed that she
only tried it for a minute one time, and that was my only experience.  I
looked back at the TV, another scene had come on, showing two guys and a
girl.  One guy was giving it to her while the other guy mounted him from
behind.  Jim said that was a really wild feeling, pumping a girl while
getting it in the ass. I told him it sounded like fun.  My dick was getting
hard again, we both couldn't help but notice.  Jim stood up and started
walking into the bedroom.
	He turned and looked at me.  Before I knew it we were in bed, Jim
stroking my dick.  I was sore he could tell, so he reached over the far end
of the bed and pulled out a bottle of oil.  I had never used anything on my
cock other than soap when I jacked off in the shower.  Jim slowly applied
the oil to my engorged member, once again telling me how much he liked my
cock more than his.  His cock was beginning to rise once again.  I began to
reach for it when Jim said he wanted my prick in his ass. He got up on all
fours and told me to apply the oil like crazy to his ass. He put his hand
back there and got two fingers nice and lubed and slid them in and out of
his hole sveral times before pronouncing himsef ready.  I got behind him,
gave my cock one last dousing of oil and stuck it up against his hole.  Jim
told me to grab the base of my prick and then push the head in.  I did as
he told me and my dick went in without too much resistance.  I began
pumping fast, too fast for Jim, he told me to slow down, and we began a
great rythym.
	My balls were banging against his ass.  Jim raised up andreached
his head back and began tonging my ear. I went nuts and came just as hard
as the first time only deep in his asshole.  I collapsed on his back and
waited for his spincter muscles to push my shrunken dick out.
	Jim told me how good it felt to have a man inside him again.  He
said it had been well over a year and had missed it terribly.  I told him I
could get used to it real quick.  He laughed and said their was only one
thing left to do.  I was so exhausted I didn't realize what he meant.  Jim
smiled and looked at his cock.  He wanted my asshole.  I asked him to be
gentle, he laughed and told me to relax, he knew how to treat a virgin
hole.  He went into the bathroom and returned with a warm, wet washcloth.
I rolled over and he began to wash my asshole area.  This felt great and I
relaxed my cheek muscles completely.  Jim spent a couple of minutes
washing, then I felt the most wonderful feeling.  Jim had placed his tongue
on my hole and began tonging my ass.  My prick began to swell under
protest.  Next, I felt the warm liquid of the oil, I asked why he used oil?
His reply was that the best lubricant and it lasted much longer.  His
fingers began working their way to my hole. Occasionally, one would slip
in, then back out.  After what seemed like an eternity, Jim stopped and
told me to roll over.  I did so without question, Jim was in control.  He
told me to pul my knees up to my chest.  Then he inserted first one, then
two fingers deep in my hole.  It didn't feel that good, Jim could see me
trying to hide my discomfort.  With his other hand, he began rubbing my
crotch, telling me that it would feel better in a minute. He was right, my
spincter relaxed and I began to thrust my pelvis. Jim judged I was ready,
he once again apologized for the shape of his prick only this time with a
smirk.  I felt his prick against my hole with pressure, then it slid in
slowly.  My hole was being stretched wider than ever. The upward tilt of
his prick rubbed against the back wall of my crotch.  I never felt so warm,
so filled with pleasure.  All this feeling and he was only 3 inches inside
me.  Jim begain to pump slowly, each time pushing himself deeper.  I began
to moan softly, rubbing my prick.  Suddenly, Jim pushed in to the hilt.  I
felt the head hit something incredibly pleasurable.  I asked Jim between
moans what happened, he explained, that the one nice thing about his
"misshapen" prick was that it allowed him to put a great deal pressure on a
prostate gland, creating intense pressure.  I begged him to pumped with
deep strokes, hard going in, slow out.  Waves of pleasure ran thru my
loins.
	I was about to come again for the third time in less than two
hours. Jim was ready also, with one final thrust he plunged deeper than
ever.  I felt the hot liquid gushing in my bowels. I made one, final moan
and came myself,Jim had moved his head into position and caught some of my
come in his mouth. We collapsed exhausted.

More to come....

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