Date: Wed, 2 Jul 2008 09:49:49 -0700 (PDT) From: shawn george Subject: All I Have To Give prt.4 Disclaimer : I do not know The Backstreet Boys , *Nsync , Aaron Carter or any other Celebrity that appears in this story. This story is pure fiction and is not meant to imply on anyones actual sexual prefernces. If you are Underage DO NOT READ Howie's P.O.V : I am so exhausted. Thankgod we finally finished this Album. The last three weeks have been very tiring between the intense Dance rehersals and Recording Sessions but we have soldierd on an got the job done. We even recorded a song with *Nsync to promote The Tour. In honor of both The Backstreet Boys and *Nsync finishing their albums Johnny has thrown us a real lavish Party at the Compound. He even Invited our Family and Friends " D , You Ok ? " I heard Brian say as I turned to see him walking up to me with Kevin and Nick " Yeah I'm just tired " I told him " I feel you there. I don't think i've slept more than a couple hours in the last three weeks " Nick said as Kevin wrapped his arms around his waist from behind " Baby , I don't think that had anything to do with our work " Kevin said smiling as Nick blushed and Me and Brian bust out laughing " Aye , where is Alex ? " I asked after a minute " Over there talking with his Mom and Josh " Brian said pointing in the direction they were in " Has anybody else noticed how on edge Alex has been lately " Nick asked as we all noded " You guys don't think he's using again do you ? " He asked quietly " I don't know but maybe we should talk to him about it after the party " Kevin said " But what if he isn't ? He's gonna think we don't trust him and get pissed off " Brian pointed out " I'm not saying we should attack him but we are his friends and something is bothering him so we should at least talk to him about it and let him know we're here for him " Kevin said as we all agreed Johnny stood up and cleared his throat. When he had everyones attention he started to speak " I just wanted to say how proud I am of all of you guys for always bringing you A Game. You all are truly some of the hardest working people I know. The Albums sound great you all should be proud of yourselves and I know the fans are gonna love them. Anyway I just wanted to say conrats to you all. You worked hard and I know you'll continue to do so on the road " Johnny said as the room exploded in applause " Now please give your attention to AJ and Josh who have some sort of announcement to make " He added I glanced at the guys as a nervous AJ stood up and walked to the front of the room followed by a equally nervous Josh " Uh hi everyone. Um Josh and I have something important to talk to you all about and we decided to do it tonight because we're all together. Um wow , this is really hard because I didn't even tell the guys and they're like my brothers " AJ said sounding like he was gonna hyperventilate. Josh put a hand on his shoulder and stepped forward and started speaking " As you all know Alex and I are both gay. But we've um sorta kept something from you all " josh said as the rest of us exchanged glances. Josh grabed AJ's hand and started speaking again " Um for the last three and a half years Alex and I have been dating " He paused to see what our reaction would be but we all remained silent so he continued " That's not our big news though. The thing we wanted to tell you guys is that ... Alex and I we're Married " He finished and looked out at us. The looks on our faces were priceless I'm sure. How the hell could they have gotten married and told or invited us. Justin was the first to speak " What the Hell do you mean your Married. It's bad enough that you didn't tell me you were dating him but how could you not tell me you were married I'm your bestfriend Josh " Justin said angrily " I know Ju and I feel terrible " Josh said " I thought we were friends. I tell you everything " Justin said " I know justin. It's just ... " Josh said then paused and sighed. Aj put his arm around him protectively " You are his bestfriend Justin you know that and all of you guys are part of the reason we didn't say anything. We didn't want you to get hurt by it " AJ said " That's bullshit and you know it Alex " Nick said angrily " Nicky , Baby calm down " Kevin said soothingly " No Kev . We're his bandmates , his Brothers how could he have not invited us to his wedding " Nick said " I'm with Nick on this one. How could you exclude us. I've known you since you were twelve Alex " I said. AJ sighed and looked down when he looked back up he was crying. Josh was quick to wrap him up in his arms and hold him tight as he cried. I looked at them they were in love that's for sure. End of P.O.V ____________________________________________________________________________ Chris's P.O.V : I watched as Josh continued to hug and soothe his Husband. Wow that sounded so weird. I can't believe they're married. I mean I'm not mad about it but I'm having a hard time understanding why they didn't tell us . AJ looked at BSB again and said " I wanted you guys there honest I did and Josh wanted his friends there as well but we talked about it and agreed the less people who knew the better for all our careers " " We didn't want our bad press to affect any of your careers. That wouldn't be fair to you guys and we wouldn't be able to live with ourselves if it happened " Josh added " How long have you two been married ? " Lance asked quietly " Just a little over a month " AJ answered " So you were married at the Tour Meeting. Why didn't you just tell us then ? " Joey asked " Yeah I mean you two obviously love each other and what's done is done. What did you think we would do ? I added " Well we were trying to avoid something like this. I mean I didn't want my bestfriend to end up hating me " Josh said sadly " I could never hate you Josh. You just caught me off guard " Justin said " I know and I'm sorry. We both are we just didn't want to mess things up for anyone. Plus since we didn't tell you guys we were dating we didn't know how you'd react " Josh said softly " The only reason we decided to come clean now is bacause we're all about to go on tour and we didn't want to have to front around you guys for the next five months " AJ said then walked over to BSB " You guys are my brothers and I love ya'll. I hope you know my decision was a very hard one to make but I was thinking of you all as well as myself. I also hope you guys can forgive me for excluding you cause I didn't mean to hurt you " AJ said as the BSB guys looked at one another for a minute then started smiling " Of course you're forgiven Bone but if you ever pull a stunt like this we'll kill you " Brian said smiling " Don't worry I don't plan on marrying anyone else " AJ said winking at Josh as we all laughed " You know actually Alex this is kinda a relief " Kevin said as AJ looked at him like he was crazy " Don't get mad but you've been so on edge lately we kinda sorta thought you might be using again " Kevin said quietly as AJ looked at all of them seriously " Well I guess I can let that slide just this once since I did keep something huge from you but I'm still clean. My husband helps to make sure of that " AJ said as Josh smiled then looked at us " So am I forgiven guys ? " " You were forgiven fifthteen minutes ago " Justin said " Yeah learn to keep up Dumbass " I added as we all laughed " So how was the wedding ? " Brian asked " It was really nice but very small and intimate the only attendees were our Parents and the Photographer and Minister " AJ said " We're gonna have to show you guys the pictures soon " Josh said " Ya'll Better " Nick said smiling as Johnny stood up " Excuse me , but I have a question " " Ok, Shoot " AJ said " Did you plan on coming out publicly ? " Johnny asked. AJ shot Josh a pleading look and after a minute Josh smiled " Only if you all agree. We don't want to hurt the Tour " Josh said " Actually I think the publicity will help the Tour. Especially if we hold a press conference a couple days befor the first date. But it's your decision " Johnny added. AJ and Josh looked at us and asked " What Do you guys think ? " " I say go for it. What do you have to lose " Howie said " Yeah I mean this is our Reunion Tour. The Real fans will still support us all. Besides Kevin , Nick and Lance are already out Hell what's one more " Joey added as we all laughed. Josh Looked at AJ kissed him and said " Well I guess this means we're Coming Out Baby " End of P.O.V Ok, this was the hardest chapter to write cause there was a lot to cover but I think I got it all. I didn't want to go into detail about the album process cause the Bulk of the story deals with the Tour which is starting next chapter. Anyway drop me a line and tell me what you think at anjel4life2000@yahoo.com Later