Date: Sat, 18 Mar 2000 00:25:53 -0500 (EST) From: Hot Musician Subject: Always and Forever chapter 4 Disclaimer: This is no way implies that any of the celebrities mentioned below are gay. This is a work of FICTION and should be viewed in that manner. We all just wish that this could be true, but once again reality bites. Always and Forever - Chapter 4 "Can't a person come visit her own brother?" "Amy, what's going on? Why are you here?" "Don't you remember? I told you last month I was going to stop by on my way to see mom and dad." "Oh shit! I forgot. Why didn't you remind me?" "I did. I sent you and email. Didn't you get it?" "If I would've, I wouldn't be surprised now would I?" "Well, I'm pretty sure I sent you one last night." "Oh well then my bad. I haven't checked my email today. Come on in. There's some people I want you to meet." Amy dropped her bad and followed Becca and I into the living room. As we walked in, I heard her gasp. "Oh well, I guess you already know these guys." She still didn't say anything, which is unlike her. "Guys, this is my sister Amy. Amy, this is AJ, Howie, Nick, Brian, Rick, Becca, and Kevin. Have a guess as to which five are the Backstreet Boys." I laughed, as did everyone else but Amy who just scowled at me. "Come on girl, speak!" I said treating her like a dog. Everyone laughed again. "It's a pleasure to meet you, except Rick and Becca. The constant source of torture every time I come to visit." "Good girl, you want a treat?" I kidded and Amy hit me again. Becca spoke up, "You know you love us, otherwise you wouldn't come around. We all know you don't come to see 'what's-his-face.'" Amy laughed. "So, are you hungry? I cooked." "No, I just had Mickey D's about an hour ago." "That's not food. You need good food. Here have some pie. Or wait I'll go warm up some enchiladas." "You're worse than mom and grandma!" Everyone laughed as I disappeared into the kitchen. "Chris, I'm really not hungry." Amy argued. "Bullshit. I'm not going to let my little sister starve to death, or die from clogged arteries," I yelled back. I come back with a plate full of food. Amy gave in and started eating. "See, I told you that you wanted to eat." I mocked. The conversation turned to Amy and college. Everything was wonderful. Kevin kept close to me. Amy kept looking at us. As I stood to take Amy's plate to the kitchen and grab another coffee cup, she followed me. "So, what's up? How did you meet the guys? What's the deal with you and Kevin? And why does he look so worried?" she blurted out in one breath. "Well, this is my answers, Bob, three long stories, and I'm seeing Kevin. Match the answers to the questions and see what you win." "You're dating Kevin Richardson?" "Ding. She has one right will she be able to match the others?" I say in a game show announcer voice. "Cut it out. How'd all this happen? What's going on?" "As I said I'm dating him, and the other three are long stories that I don't want to get into now." "Does some of this have to do with Jana?" "Will you quit already?" "No, I want to know." "Then you will have to wait till later." "Fine be that way." She pouted. "OK, I will." I said as I walked back to the living room. "Where's Amy?" Brian asked. "In the kitchen pouting." "Am not!" "In the living room pouting," I laughed. "You will pay for the grief I have to endure with you." "Preach it, sister!" Becca shouted. Everyone laughed. The conversation picked up again. "Well guys, I hate to break this up, but we both have to work tomorrow," Rick announced. "How are you getting to the hotel?" Rick asked. "We'll call a cab," AJ stated. "I'll take them back," I said. "Why don't we take them? We have the van." Becca interjected. "Thanks, that way I can spend some time with Ames." Everyone started to get up. All of the guys thanked me for dinner and hugged me. Then they said goodbye to Amy. Kevin was the last one to hug me. "Where are you going?" "Back to the hotel with the guys." "I thought you might stay with me tonight," I said sadly. "You need to spend some time with your sister." "But I need you here, please stay." I begged. "I want to stay, but you need to talk to Amy and sort things out," he said as he hugs me. "But, I want you here when I tell her. I need you to be here. Please stay, at least for a little while. I'll take you back later if you want, but please stay right now," I pleaded. "Ok, I'll stay for a little while. Let me go tell the guys." "Thank you, I appreciate it." "It's no problem. I just don't want to interfere with your time with your sister." "Kevin, I love you, and I want you to get to know Amy better. You are a part of me. You know that don't you?" "Yes, because I feel the same way. I'll be right back." He runs outside to tell the guys he will catch up with them later. As he comes back in, he finds Amy and I sitting in the living room talking. He goes and sits down in a chair across from me. As Amy and I keep chatting about life, I casually stand up and walk over and sit in his lap. "Why do you want to sit so far away?" I ask. "I didn't want to interrupt your conversation." I give him a quick kiss, "You're sweet." "Ok, so are you going to tell me what's going on?" Amy asks. "Curiosity killed the cat," I laugh at her. "Yes, I will explain. Kevin and I met yesterday, and we fell in love. We both know it's sudden, but we are taking it slow and seeing what may come of it." "When I met you brother, I knew there was something special about him. When he started telling me about his life, we have so much in common, I just fell head over heels for him." Kevin adds. "That is so sweet, but how did it happen?" Amy asks. I tell her about the past 24 hours and fill her in on everything. We all sit there and chat about everything. I look at Amy and she is about to cry. "You always were the romantic weren't you?" She cries out. "Yes, I guess I am. It wasn't a prominent characteristic over the past year, but yeah I am the romantic." I stand up from sitting on Kevin's lap. As I stand, I pull him up with me, and move over to the sofa. "Why did we move?" Kevin asks. "I didn't want your legs to fall asleep and dump me in the floor," I laugh as I kiss him. "So, what else is going on?" Amy inquires. I begin to tell her about the phone call from Jana, as I do Kevin held me closer to him. As I finish, the tears try to flow, but I fought them back. "So, are you going to meet her?" "Yes, I have to. I have to finish that chapter of my life so I can truly love again." I say this as I hold onto Kevin. "Do you want me to go with you?" Amy asks. "No, I don't think that would be wise." We sit there and talk some more about other things. Kevin feels comfortable now. I could tell earlier he was hesitant to intrude on this short time that I have with my sister, but I realize my time with him is actually shorter. "So, how long are you planning on staying, Ames?" "I will probably stay until Wednesday night, if you don't mind?" "Of course not. You can stay as long as you like, you know that." "Thanks, bro. Listen I should go to bed. You guys need some time alone, and I need my beauty sleep." "Good night, sissy. I'll see you tomorrow." I say as I hug her. "I'm so happy for you." She whispers in my ear. "Think I could have one of the other guys?" She laughs. "I don't know, which one did you have in mind?" "Brian, he's so cute and sweet." "Kevin could we gift wrap Brian and give him to Amy?" I ask make her mad at me. "Sure, I don't see why not." Kevin laughs. Amy stood there turning five shades of red as we laugh at her. "I'm going to bed." She announces. "Good night, Amy." "Good night, Kevin," she yells back. "Bon soir, ma petite," I yell at her. "Bon soir!" "I didn't know you spoke French." Kevin said looking at me in amazement. "Oh, oui, oui. Français est la langue d'amour." "I have no clue what you said." "I said, 'Yes, French is the language of love." "Well, it's very sexy." "I can teach you if you want to learn." I say as I lean into kiss him. "Oh, really, where did you learn?" "My grandfather was French, and he taught us. He was an exceptional man. I wish you could have known him. He would have liked you. I know I do." "Oh, so you just like me?" he teases. "Well no, I don't really like you, but I sure do love you." "Well, I love you too." He says as he kisses me passionately. As we break the kiss, Kevin says, "Well, I guess you should take me back. It's getting late." "What if I don't want to?" "Then I guess I will have to steal your car." "Are you sure you won't stay?" I plead. "Why do you want me to stay so bad?" "Because I would really like for you to be with me tomorrow when I see Jana." "Oh, I see." "I don't think I can get through this without you by my side." I say as I look into his eyes and run my fingers across his cheek. "Ok, I'll stay. I wanted to be there, but I wasn't sure you wanted me to. After you turned down Amy's offer, I didn't want to ask." He says holding me tight. "I want you there. I just didn't know how to ask." "When in doubt just ask, I'll always be here for you." "Thank you, I love you so much. If I didn't have you, I don't know what I would do." "I love you too. I don't even want to think about not having you in my life," he said as he kisses me gently. "You know exactly what I need." "Yes, I do. You need sleep." "Yeah it's been a long day and I have a feeling tomorrow will be even longer." "What do you have planned for tomorrow after the meeting?" "Well, hopefully there won't be any more major appointments, and I will take the rest of the day off. What about you?" "Well, we have a promo gig to do at 2, but after that I'm all yours." "Why don't we jus chill tomorrow afternoon. We can send Amy off with Brian or something and just spend some quality time alone." "That sounds like a winner to me," he smiles. "Good, why don't we go to bed then?" "Um, where am I going to sleep?" "Well, you can either sleep in the spare bedroom, or you can sleep with me in my room." "Which do you prefer?" "I want you with me. That's if you're not uncomfortable with the situation." "That's where I wanted to be. I just didn't know what you wanted." "Well, it's settled. You can sleep with me." "Let me call the guys and tell them what's up and I'll be right in." "Ok, don't be long," I say as I kiss him. "I won't." I walk down the hall to my bedroom. I can hear Kevin talking on the phone. After I enter the bedroom, I turn down the covers and start getting ready for bed. As I am about to get into bed, Kevin walks in and closes the door. "Ok, now I have a problem," he smiles. "And what pray tell could that be?" "I don't know if I can keep my hands off you. You look so good standing there in your boxers." "Well, if you remember you've already had a good look earlier when you caught me in the shower." "I know, and I had a hard time walking away from you then. This may be the hardest temptation to overcome." "Well, you better overcome it or you'll find yourself sleeping on the floor." I laugh. He laughs as well and walks up to me and kisses me. I can feel the heat radiating from him on my naked chest. I decide I should help him get ready for bed. I start unbuttoning his shirt as we are kissing. When I finally get his shirt off, I gently run my hands over his smooth pectorals. I slowly move my hands down across his washboard stomach to his pants. I slowly unbutton and unzip them, as we remain lip-locked. I can hear him moan as I push the pants down. He kicks off his shoes and steps out of the pants. As I am about to grab his boxers, he grabs my wrist and breaks away from the kiss. "I think I can sleep in my boxers," he smiles. "Sorry, I was getting carried away." "Don't worry about it. I just don't want to push you into anything." "Trust me. I know what I can handle," I say as I push him to the bed and crawl on top of him. "I don't think I'm ready for sex, but we can fool around, can't we?" "Yes, but what about Amy?" "What about her? She can sleep through anything. We don't have to worry about her." "Are you sure about this?" "Kevin, I love you so much, and I want to show you how much you mean to me." "You don't have to show me. I know." I lean down and kiss him. As I start to rub his pec again, the kiss intensifies. 'Oh my God, I want this man' keeps running through my brain. As I start to kiss down his jaw to his neck, I feel something poking my leg. 'Now I know he wants me too.' I keep kissing down his chest till I get to his nipple. I gently nip and tongue them as I hear him moan. I move to the other one and apply the same treatment except for a little more pressure. This time he moans louder. I can tell he is really excited by the constant jabbing I feel on my leg. I move farther down and kiss his belly button and let my tongue dip in. As I tongue his navel, Kevin writhes beneath me. I stop my torment and keep moving down. I realize he still has his socks on. I reach down and gently raise his leg. I immediately kiss down it as I remove the sock. Kevin just watches me as I repeat the action to his other leg. As I finish, I kiss back up his inner thigh. He shivers as I graze my tongue over his cloth-covered balls. I lick up his shaft through his boxers and leave a kiss above his waistband as I slowly tug at them. He raises his hips so I can slide them off. I look at him and smile, then I look down at his huge penis and smile wider. I gently squeeze his engorged meat as I kiss him on the lips. I quickly slide back down his body until I am face to face with his ten-inch love stick. As I kiss the head, I can hear him gasp and feel him shudder. I lick down the large shaft and kiss his balls. Kevin can't keep quiet he moans louder and louder as I minister to his body. Finally, I take his head in my mouth. 'My God it's huge.' I think as I swirl my tongue around the corona. I slowly start inching farther down his rod. He keeps moaning as I take more of it down my throat. I start bobbing up and down. It feels so good to be doing this for Kevin. I feel his hands on my head urging me back and forth. I let him have control. He starts increasing his thrusts and I could feel his balls start to draw up to his body. I increase my suction as he arches his back and spews a copious amount of honey sweet cum. I drink most of him, but a few drops escape my lips. As I pull off his softening joystick I lap up the spilt seed, then I climb on top of him and kiss him passionately. He can taste the residual affects of his load in my mouth. "Oh my God, that was the best blowjob I've ever had in my life!" Kevin exclaimed. "You're welcome," I giggle at his enthusiasm. "You know you didn't have to do that." "I keep telling you I wanted to do that. I love you, need you, want you, and long for you. I just wanted you to have a sneak preview of what a special day, hopefully in the near future, will be like." "If it's going to be that way I don't know if I'll be able to keep up," he said as he held me. He then kisses me while he rolls on top of me. I know what he's doing, and say, "No Kevin." "Why not?" "Don't do it unless you want to. I don't want you thinking you have to pay a debt or something." "I'm sorry. I don't think that way. You just expressed your emotions to me and now I want to return the favor," he says as he continues kissing down my chest. As he gets to my left nipple he kisses it and says, "I don't remember seeing this before. How long have you had it?" "Oh, my nipple ring, I've had it for about three years. Someone thought it would be exciting if we both got our nipples pierced together." "Well, I love it." He says as he tongues it and gently pulls it. As he plays with it, I shiver from the excitement. He moves to my other nipple and does the same thing but harder. "Oh God, yes." I hiss. "You're not cumming, are you?" "No silly, it's that my nipples are my weak spots and you're hitting all the right spots." "Oh well, there's more to come," he chuckles and returns to his treatment. I moan and write under him as he keeps torturing my nipples. After he finally gets done with my nipples, he moves down. As he is staring at my hard cock, he sings, "You are so beautiful to me, Can't you see?" He keeps humming as he places kisses up and down my head and shaft. "Oh god that feels good." He giggles and keeps humming and kissing. I can hear his humming grow louder and then he swallows my head still humming. He works his way up and down my shaft humming as he goes. It doesn't take long for me to get ready to shoot my wad. He can feel my body tense up, but he just keeps sucking. "Kevin . . . I'm . . . I'm cumming! Oh God Yes!" I scream as the pleasure washes over me and I look down to see my love licking his lips. "You taste good, you know?" he says as I pull him up and kiss him. "Thank you so much." I say breaking the kiss. "You're welcome, but for what?" he says confused. "Just thank you for loving me." "Oh that, that's nuthin'," he jokes. "It's a privilege for me to love someone like you." He says seriously. "Je t'aime." "I love you, too." "I thought you didn't know French?" I question. "Well when you have 20,000 people scream it at you. You sorta figure out what it means." "Actually, let me tell you something. I don't love you. I agape you. Do you know what that means?" "I thinks so. It's a love that is strong, right?" "Yes it is strong, but the key to this love is that it's unconditional and forever." "I understand completely. I agape you, as well." I lean in and kiss him one more time before resting my head on his shoulder and saying, "Bon soir, mon petit." "Good night, my love." We sleep holding each other. It was so peaceful.