Date: Sat, 07 Oct 2000 01:07:39 EDT
From: Adam - <aci_85@hotmail.com>
Subject: Always Sorry - Chapter 2

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Disclaimer ~ I always hate writing these things, because I figure most
people know them, and if they are under age, they are still gonna keep
going, I mean who's gonna know anyways. But it is a necessity, so here it
goes. I do not own the rights to NSYNC, Brittany Spears, or any other pop
star I use in this story. I do not know the true sexuality of any of these
people. The sexuality of them in this story, our my personal hopes, and
dreams (Oh yeah...naughty dreams). If you are under 18 and/or do not agree
with homosexuality (get with it then, it's 2000 baby) then do not continue
reading this story.
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I just want to clear something up. In the first story I had two different
dates in it, and one said August 15th, the other July 16th. The correct
month this story begins in is August. And it will continue from there in the
rest of the chapters. Sorry for any confusion.
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First things first, I want to thank Nifty for not only posting this story,
but my first one too. Not to mention the hundred of other ones. Because with
out them, no one would get to read the wonderful stories that are displayed
there.

Also, I want to thank Mary Jane, my biggest fan, she is one of the nicest
people I know. I hope you don't care that I am mentioning you, you deserve
it though.

And lastly, I want to thank the people that sent me e-mails with ideas,
suggestions, and anything else for this story.
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I would also like to suggest a few stories that I think have got to be the
best at Nifty:

Brian and Justin - I am waiting for the update for this one, it is a story
aobut Brian Litrell and Justin Timberlake, one of the best on the two I
think.

Played - This one is great, and I don't want to give anything away.

Devotion - Really good, an odd twist to it though, you have to read it to
realize what I am talking about.

There are alot more that I have read and enjoy, but I will just recommend
one each week. If you have any you think I should read, or you think are
really good that I should suggest, just let me know, and I will do so.
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Chapter 2 - Confession Time
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July 16th
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Surprisingly after hours of swimming, and 8 o'clock rolling by, the group
was, for the most part, still swimming in the pool. Excluding Justin and
Brittany the pool was still full of the pop stars. Justin and Brittany each
sat in law seats. Brittany asleep in her's, Justin idly watching JC swim
across the pool.

It was a complete shock to everyone, when there peaceful scene was
interrupted by Lynn Harless coming outside to find them. She smiled, and
took a seat next to her son.

"I was wondering where you all were going to turn up. Do you have plans
tonight?" Lynn questioned, it was obvious that she was hoping they weren't,
but in fact they did.

"Actually we were going to go clubbing around 10 or 11, but we are just
going to chill for the next two hours or so." Chris answered, getting a
smile from Lynn.

"Then you will let me make you a small dinner, you can't go clubbing on an
empty stomach. Give me a half hour, and I will have something whipped up."
Lynn stood, and with out any agreements rushed to the kitchen to make
dinner.

"I'm not really hungry." Joey piped up, after grabbing a towel. The only
ones in the pool at this point were JC and Dani. "But I guess we don't have
a choice now do we?" Joey joked, slightly tapping his girlfriend. He
whispered something to her, and she smiled, reviving herself from sleep.

"Why don't you two get out now? We should get cleaned up and dressed now, so
we can head out right after dinner." Lance suggested, already dried off. JC
nodded and pushed Dani's raft to the side of the pool. After they were both
exited, they walked to there respective lovers. Justin smiled, as JC grabbed
his towel.

"Alright, well we are going to change in your bedroom Just, and Chris, you
and Dani can have JC's. So Lance you get the bathroom, and then Justin, you
and JC can have yours when we are all done." Joey smiled, making the demands
for himself and every one else. With out waiting, he took off for the
bedroom, Brittany in tow. Chris and Dani followed quickly to there
designated room. Lance walked slowly after them, heading towards the
bathroom.

Justin and JC were left poolside by themselves. Justin smiled, but after a
thought hit his mind he frowned. The kitchen had perfect access to the pool,
and his mother was still in the dark on his relationship with JC. "I wanna
kiss you right now." Justin whispered seductively, knowing he shouldn't
have. JC would have gladly obliged, but he too, knew that the window was a
great view to see them.

"I wish I could kiss you, but let's wait until your mother knows before we
start kissing in front of her. For now, let's just get dressed, we can tell
her at dinner." JC smiled, pulling Justin out of the seat. Justin slowly
dragged behind, as JC lovingly pulled him into the house, and up the steps.
Finding his room unoccupied, he pulled Justin in, shutting the door behind
him. "Now I can kiss you." And with that, he did. His lips gently caressing
Justin's, he pulled away quickly though, not wanting to begin something he
couldn't finish. "Grab some clothes and get dressed."

"I can't wear your clothes down to dinner. My mom will notice, and she'll
question it." Justin was a little surprised at JC's forewardness to tell his
mother about them. "I'll go grab some of my clothes." Justin left quickly,
and shut his door behind him. Grabbing a nice outfit, consisting of the grey
turtleneck he had recieved, and a pair of khaki pants, he was ready to go to
the dinner table. Quickly remembering, he grabbed his necklaces, the cross
he had owned for years, and the new one JC had gotten him. Picking it up, he
smiled, and walked back to JC's room.

"Here, put these on me." Justin handed the two crosses to JC, who hooked
them on, and smiled at his dressed Justin.

"You gonna gel that hair o' yours now, or after dinner?" JC laughed, looking
at Justin's bad hair do. The swimming pool hadn't done him much justice. JC
however, had already dressed and fixed his hair.

"I don't know, I guess now." Grabbing JC's gel, he rushed to the bathroom.
With in ten minutes he was done, his hair 'perfect' in his own sense.
Finding JC waiting at the bathroom door, he smiled. "Now I look bootiful."
JC laughed at Justin's cute comment, and smiled.

"Let's go get this over with, and have a great night tonight." JC smile
faded into a worried look, realizing that in a few minutes he was going to
tell his second mother that he was dating her son. For the first time the
thought really processed in his mind, and he didn't like it. Maybe he was
making the wrong decision, no, it was the right one, pushing the thoughts
from the back of his mind, he quickly changed back to a smile. "Come on."
Pulling Justin along, he made his way down the steps. Every one else already
at the table.

The meal awaiting was nothing great, just some french fries and left over
chicken reheated. But it was nice enough for the large group. The seating
arrangements were set up like always when the group was in town. Lynn at one
head of the table, then Justin, JC, and Lance on one side. Across from them,
Chris, Joey, and Brittany, giving Dani the other head. Usually the table
would be even more cramped, but Paul Harless was not home, he was away on
business.

Justin took his seat, and after the group had said grace, he began chowing
down on his food. Getting warnings from both Lynn and JC, which got laughs
from everyone at the table. JC decided that he would follow the laughs up
with the serious topic at hand.

"Um, Lynn. I think there is something that Justin and I need to tell you."
If JC could have known that Lynn had already suspected it, he may not have
felt so nervous. Only earlier that day, she had found them spooned tightly
together in JC's bed. Now she was almost positive of what she was about to
hear. "Justin and I are a couple." JC let the words out, and every one at
the table stopped. Almost if time had stood still, because for JC and Justin
it had. JC knew that if Justin's mother disapproved Justin would be heart
broken. And JC couldn't watch that.

"I had my suspicions that you were. I saw you this morning, in bed together.
I can't say that I love the idea of my son being with another man..." Justin
stopped the sentence, with a slight sniffle. After those words, he was
desperately fighting to keep back tears. JC rubbed his back lovingly,
relaxing him a little. "But, I can say that I love the idea of my son being
with you Josh. I guess you are the best one out there for him, you know him
the best out of all of us, even me. I have always loved you as a son, and I
love you even more now. That is, unless you hurt Justin." Lynn's joke broke
the silence from the others, getting a good laugh from them all, except JC
and Justin. JC sighed of relief, while Justin let out a few tears. This time
from happiness.

"Thank you Lynn, I can't tell you how happy your condoning this makes us
feel." JC answered for a speechless Justin.  Justin just sniffled, and,
allowing JC's hands to caress his back.

"I am extremely happy for you two, and Justin, please stop crying, you are
going to soak your food." Lynn joked with her son, hoping to get him to
stop. JC smiled, he was happy that Lynn was open to them and was willing to
adjust to there relationship.

"Thanks." Justin managed to whisper it out, before wiping away his tears. JC
continued to rub his back, hoping Justin would be comforted now. After a few
minutes, and the food now done, Justin was fine, but clutching JC's hand on
his thigh.

"Well, the dinner was great Lynn. But I think that we should get going to
the bar." Chris suggested jumping out and down in excitement.

"Alright, it was great to have you all. But a quick reminder, Brittany,
Justin you two can not drink, and I am trusting the rest of you to watch
that they don't." Lynn's words were always uttered before the group headed
off, but it usually never penetrated Justin's head. Brittany wasn't much of
a drinker, so the words meant nothing to her. But Justin was, and he was
anxious to get going.

"I'll make sure he doesn't drink Lynn." JC smiled, winking at Justin.

"I'm holding you to the Joshua." Lynn smiled ushering them out the door.

The drive to the club was short, and the group got in quickly, after letting
them know who they were. Dancing was another story, Justin and JC were not
communicating, because JC didn't want to worry about being spotting dancing
together. Joey was dancing with Brittany, Chris and Dani were off by
themselves some where as well. In the mean time Lance was dancing with a
blond he picked up at the bar. Leaving JC by himself on the dance floor, and
Justin alone at the bar.

Justin knew it was wrong for him to drink. He was only 19, two years under
the legal limit, but no bar was going to turn away some one from a popular
boy band. Smiling he took his third Mike's Hard Lemonade from the bartender.
Taking a gulp he gushed a good fourth of it down before releasing the
bottle, and setting it on the bar counter.

"Excuse me, aren't you Justin Timberlake from NSYNC?" Justin was surprised
by the bartender's question. He didn't think a man in his thirties would
recognize a young star. But he just smiled, and hesitated. He didn't want to
create a commotion, and had to be careful of what he said.

"Yes." Justin smiled again, hoping the questioning would stop at that.

"My daughter loves you boys. Ya know you're her favorite, I don't get it
though. All those girls all over you, and you're sitting alone at a bar
drowning your sorrows in alcohol." Justin gave the man an odd look. "I can
tell your drowning your sorrows, I've seen plenty do it. And I bet it's over
a lady, ain't it?" Justin didn't want to answer, and he knew he couldn't
tell the complete truth.

"Well, sorta." Justin gave the man another odd look, as if question the man
on what he was doing.

"And I bet it's all got to do with some stupid fight, and you'll no doubt
feel like an idiot after tonight." The man smiled, as if answering Justin's
look. Justin was beginning to wonder why he was talking to this man, when he
was offered another lemonade. Now on his fourth he was feeling a little
tipsy, but nothing he couldn't handle. "I'm also pretty sure that you both
will apologize undoubtly before the night ends." After his last smile the
man turned. Setting down another lemonade. "This way you ain't gotta ask for
it." A smile parted Justin's lips, as he and the man enjoyed a laugh. "Good
luck my boy." Turning Justin was left thinking of how some one could
understand exactly what he was thinking. But he wasn't going to apologize,
he wanted JC to say sorry for what he had done.

Taking another gulp, he choked slightly on his drink. Reaching down to rub
his throat from the burning feeling, he felt his necklaces. Reading the
inscription he laughed, 'Always Sorry', he knew JC was sorry. And he could
tell that JC wanted to dance with him. He watched as JC danced with three
girls, all the while smiling at Justin, even when he turned his back, he
could tell that he was still smiling at him.

Now 6 drinks into the night, Justin was feeling a little worse, but decided
to order shot of vodka, something tough he thought. The bartender hesitated
at first, but handed him the shot glass, laughing as Justin gulped it down
and winced in pain. He held back the tears and managed a fake smile.
"Another one please." Justin waited and drank the next one down with ease.

As 1 in the morning came by, Justin was now completely drunk. He was on his
14th drink, this one another Mike's Hard Lemonade. JC had returned once,
finding Justin drunk. He hated to see him that way, so he walked away and
continued to dance. The others had all left, except for Justin and JC, Lance
was the only one left. He was to head home with his friends.

"Lance, do you think we could leave now?" JC was obviously ready to get
Justin home, he was hoping that Lance would be willing to.

"I was hoping we could be here for a while longer Josh. I'm having fun."
Lance laughed, pointing oer to the girl he had been dancing with before he
walked away with Josh.

"Do you think you could get a ride home then? Justin's drunk, and I wanna
get him home." Josh wasn't really asking any more, he was telling. In fact
he was ready to walk out of the bar with out even waiting for Lance's
answer, but his politeness got in the way of that.

"Sure, I'll catch a cab or something. No prob, just get the baby home."
Lance joked, not catching JC's pissed expression after the last expression.
JC quickly walked to the bar, and caught Justin almost passed out on his bar
stool.

"Come on baby." JC whispered, not thinking any one would hear besides
himself and Justin. But he was surprised for the bartender to begin to
speak.

"I told you he'd come around kiddo." Smiling at Justin, the bartender turned
away. Justin didn't understand it, to drunk to remember, but he allowed
himself to be half-helped, half-dragged to the car. Once inside, and his
seatbelt on, Justin looked over to see a pissed JC.

"Hey babe, how bout I drive home?" Justin asked, his voice trailing off at
the end with out him even realizing.

"No way, you are drunk, and I don't know how we are going to sneak you
upstairs past your mom." JC smiled, he couldn't help but laugh at Justin's
now worried expression. But he stopped and didn't continue pulling out,
after seeing Justin's tears. "What's wrong?"

"I...I...forgot....about my mom." Justin sniffled, he was worried that his
mother would yell at him. "We, just told her about us, and she said....she
said she trusted you with me....and you let me do this....this is just as
much my fault as it is yours." Justin started to make blame, something he
often did during his drunken slurs.

"It's okay, we will sneak you past her. Now why don't you try and get some
sleep? I'll carry you upstairs if you fall asleep." JC smiled, hoping to
convince Justin to sleep. Justin smiled, he couldn't help but drift into
sleep, his head landing on JC's lap.

The twenty minute car ride home was silent. It was about 1:30 a.m. when JC
carried Justin into the house. Shutting the door behind him, and with one
hand, he barely managed to lock it and maintain holding Justin. Justin
didn't even shake in the movement, and showed no signs of waking. That put a
smile across JC's face and he headed up the steps.

Once inside the bedroom, JC took his time setting Justin down on the bed. He
took off his own clothes, leaving himself in boxers and nothing else.
Figuring he needed to strip Justin too, he slowly slid off Justin's shirts
leaving him bare chested. Justin awoke to the sensation of wind on his
smooth skin, and JC taking off his pants. Justin didn't move, not until his
shoes, socks, and pants were off, leaving him in nothing but his boxer
briefs.

JC slightly slipped his hand across Justin's crotch, a little on purpose, a
little bit accidentally. "Fuck me." Justin smiled, laughing hysterically at
his own words.

"Justin go to bed, your drunk."

"Fuck me." Justin said it a little louder the second time, still laughing
and rolling around as only a drunk person could do.

"You don't really want to Justin, we are taking this slow, and that was your
idea. It's only are third day together and you want to have sex, I don't
think so."

"FUCK ME GOT DAMN IT." Justin word's were harsh, loud, and obscene. JC
wished that Justin would just sleep, he had half the mind to knock him out
with his fists. But he couldn't do that, he wanted to hit himself for even
thinking it. But that would have to wait, his mind was now occupied on
worry, hoping Lynn did not hear Justin's words.

"Please baby, let's just get under the covers and cuddle. I'll hold you
until you sleep, how does that sound?" JC smiled, hoping it would convince
Justin to go along with him.

"If you don't fuck me it's over." Justin folded his hands, and put a pout on
his face.

"Then it's over, I'm not fucking you, not now. I won't have your first time,
our first time together be a disgrace because you were to fucking drunk to
remember it." JC turned his back and stood, now leaving a real disappointed
Justin under the covers alone.

"Um,,,I didn't mean it." Justin giggled, he was seriously worried, it was
obvious by his look, but the young man continued to laugh at things that
were not funny. JC didn't want to fight, he didn't want to go. So he did
what any good person would do, and slid back under the covers. Wrapping
around Justin's body, he kissed his neck, and whispered good night. Much to
his surprise Justin was out quick, but he stayed up a good portion of the
night thinking.
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August 17th
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Morning came quick for JC, after all he had barely slept in the first place.
Staying up most of the night thinking about Justin's drinking, his happiness
on the relationship, and of course his many worries. He still had worries
with Lynn, Justin, and himself. It was true, JC was a flirt, and had not
committed to a relationship much in his past. He wanted to change for
Justin, and hoped he could.

Looking at the clock next to the bed, he could see that it was nearly 10 in
the morning, but he also knew Justin would not like being woken. Not after
the night he had, he would probably suffer from a large hang over no doubt.
JC took it as a risk though, because he knew Lynn would come to find them
soon to begin with. Not to mention, Justin might like the wake up JC had for
him, better then the one Lynn would offer.

Sliding his arms off of Justin's body, he gently crawled out of bed.
Maneuvering to the other side of the bed, his face was within inches from
Justin's. Taking his time, he slowly leaned in, pressing his lips against
Justin's, followed by his tongue entering Justin's mouth. The probe woke
Justin, and he was lost in it for a matter of seconds before JC pulled away.

"Good morning baby." JC smiled cheerily, waiting for the normal hang over
noise.

"Ohhhhhh, keep it down." Justin's voice was in a low whisper and he cringed
at hearing it.

"Sorry, just wanted to wake you and see how you were doing. After all, we
had some wild sex last night." JC snickered at what he was about to do.
Justin cringed not only that noise, but at the idea of another part of his
body hurting.

"We what?"

"Well you asked me to fuck you, so I did, I knew you were drunk, but hell I
couldn't resist." JC snickered again, hoping to play it out into a joke with
Justin.

"I wasn't ready, how could you?" Justin sniffled a little, JC didn't mean
for it to go this far, he didn't expect to Justin to get upset about it.

"I'm just joking, I turned you down, I knew you were to drunk to actually
want it." JC smiled, planting a loving kiss on Justin's nose. Justin smiled,
then frowned, causing a slight look of confusion to cross JC's face. "What's
wrong?"

"Did I really ask you to fuck me?" Justin was getting a little louder but he
showed no pain of the noise.

"Yeah, but I knew you didn't mean it. I would never make our first time
while we wouldn't remember. It's going to be special, whenever it happens,
it will be specia." JC smiled, giving Justin another quick kiss, this time
on the forehead. "Now get up, take an advil, and meet me downstairs." JC
smiled, running off, leaving Justin cringing his head in the bedroom they
now 'shared'.

His head in major pain, Justin did as he was told. Slowly sliding out of
bedding, standing was a pain Justin knew he would enjoy. Upon his feet, he
could feel his head becoming dizzy, and took a seat, before trying again.
This time, although his head still hurt, he could see straight and think
straight.  Slowly making his way to the bathroom, he slipped into it, and
grabbed the already displayed advil. He could only think of how sweet JC
was. Taking a gulp of the water left out as well, he swallowed the pill, and
nodded.

Deciding against dressing, he just slipped on his wife beater from the
previous night.  Wearing only his wife beater and boxers, he exited the room
and down the steps towards the kitchen. Moping in he found Brittany and Joey
at the table with JC and his mother.

"Hey Curly, how'd you sleep?" Joey's words echoed through Justin's head, and
Justin knew it was on purpose. Although Joey didn't yell, he was talking
abnormally loud compared to the rest of the conversations at the table.
Justin let out a low groan, audible only to Joey, and moped across the table
and sat down on JC's lap. JC gave him a kiss on the neck and smiled.

"Shhhh, don't act like this, your mom 'ell now." JC whispered into Justin's
ear, causing him to giggle, which made the rest think it was just a love
thing.

"No loving at the table." Joey whipped another comment at Justin, not so
loudly this time, but it still sent Justin cringing.

"Can I have some coffee mom?" Justin asked, hoping she would get it for him.

"Sure, it's on the sink honey." Lynn smiled, and went back to her breakfast.
  Justin slowly began to stand, realizing that he would have to get it for
himself. As he stood, JC squeezed out from under him, depositing a kiss on
his cheek.

"I'll get it babe." JC smiled, and walked to the sink pouring a cup for
himself and Justin. Filling Justin's halfway, knowing he didn't like the
taste, he walked back to the table and took a seat. Justin sat back down on
his lap, and took a sip from the cup.

"JC, you have to allow my son to do somethings for himself. You are going to
make him into a spoiled man one day." Lynn laughed, taking a sip of her own
coffee.

"Just being a good boyfriend." JC smiled cheerily, not realizing that he
said his words a little loudly. Justin cringed at the noise, and JC noticed
it. He couldn't apologize because Lynn would ask him what he was sorry for.
"Justin, let's go upstairs, I wanna talk to you." Justin didn't know about
what, but he agreed.

The two of them left, the others just thinking they were off to get dressed
or something.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt your head." JC walked over to Justin who
was now laying on the bed. He took a seat next to him, he slowly lifed his
wife beater. Justin smiled, loving the feeling of Justin's fingertips across
his bare chest. JC's pointer fingered traced hearts in Justin's skin, as
Justin moaned slightly from the pleasure. "Ya wanna take a nap babe?" JC
planted a few kisses on Justin's chest, while he waited for an answer.

"I donno, why don't we just fool around for awhile?" Justin teased
seductively, loving JC's fingers on his body. JC appriciated the idea,
continuing to kiss Justin's chest, and finally sucking Justin's nipples.
Justin moaned loudly at the sensation, JC released them and smiled.

"Your headache went away really fast babe. I guess you're feelin' better."
JC laughed, but his laugh was loud enough to make Justin cringe again. He
rubbed Justin's temples, gently and caressingly. "Lemme help ya out." Taking
a position straddling Justin's chest. Gently taking his hands, he rubbed
Justin's forehead and scalp, causing Justin to moan in soothing noises. He
slowly felt his head ache begin to fade, while JC worked his fingers to
Justin's head.

With in minutes JC was done, as Justin lay sleeping underneath him. Sliding
off, he slipped the cover over Justin's body, tucking him in. Kissing him in
the forehead, he couldn't help but remember what Lynn had said earlier. It
was true, he would spoil Justin, but he would enjoy doing it.

Downstairs now, JC took his seat at the table again, lacking the presence of
Justin, he knew Lynn would be the first to question where he was.

"Where's Justin, Joshua?"

"He's back upstair taking a nap, he had a really bad headache." JC was a bad
liar, but he didn't have to lie. Justin was taking a nap, and he did have a
really bad headache. But he didn't tell her that Justin was suffering from a
hangover headache.

"Well, I'm sure he will feel better after he wakes up." JC was shocked by
Lynn's ease with the answer he had given. He expected tons of questions to
follow, but recieved none. "Oh, Joshua, have you told your parents about you
and Justin yet?" Now this question was something JC didn't expect, but he
was sure that Joey and Brittany wanted to hear the answer too.

"Um, no, I don't know when I am going to." JC blurted out the quickest thing
off of his head, because he really didn't know why he hadn't. He wanted to,
but he also feared to. His parents knew he was bisexual, and although they
said they were okay with it, he could tell his parents preferred that he
date only woman. Now that he was exclusive with a man, he didn't know what
his mother and father would think. He had never gone steady with another
man, just meaningless sex, and he didn't know what his parents might think
of it.

"You are going to tell them soon aren't you? You told me, and I was fine
with it, I'm sure your parents will be happy too." Lynn smiled, clearing her
plate at the trash can. "And Justin will be there to help, and I will be
there if you need me." Her smile was not reassuring Lynn.

"I know, I just don't know when I am going to tell her. I promise it will be
soon though." Lynn could not see JC's face, and if she could, she would have
seen right through the lie. He had now made up his mind, and he was dead set
in not telling his parents. He had relayed the results in his head, and
realized he didn't want to take the chance of them being upset with him.

"Well, I am sure you will tell them in due time. And everyone will be there
for you." Lynn's words were met with nods from Joey and Brittany, who smiled
at a nervous looking JC.

"Thanks." JC muttered, before realizing everyone was staring at him. "What
are we doing today anyway?" JC changed the subject, hoping Joey and Brittany
would answer.

"I think we are meeting everyone at Chris's, and then we are just going to
hang there for the day. I think we are just going to watch a movie or some
shit like that." Joey replied, getting a look of anger from Lynn.

"Joseph, there is no swearing in this household." Lynn's words were like any
other mother's words, harsh and demanding. Joey apologized, and looked
embarrassed, but went back to a conversation with Brittany. "JC, maybe you
should wake Justin. I know he hasn't slept for long, but he should probably
take a shower and an aspirin if he wants to go to Chris's today."

JC didn't even reply, and just took off for the steps. Making his way
upstairs, he sighed. He didn't want to wake Justin, it was only fifteen
minutes ago that he had tucked Justin in, and now he was going to wake him.
That wasn't fair to the young man. He knew he would be upset if he didn't
get enough sleep. Sighing again, he pushed open the door, walking in, he
once again had second thoughts on waking Justin. He was sleeping tucked in
still, clutching one of the pillows, that JC had left by him. He was so
cute, his hair ruffled, his mouth cutely half-open.  JC knew he had to wake
him though, and took another step closer to Justin.

Running his fingers through Justin's curls, he took a sit next to him.
Slipping his arms around Justin's body, he laid down next to him. Smiling,
he rubbed Justin's back, caressing it gently. Slowly beginning to stir,
Justin moaned from the gentle hands touching his body, and flashed his eyes
to get used to the image in front of him. Leaning in, JC planted a kiss on
his lips, smiling and pulling back.

"So, Justin...About us...Do you think we should tell alot of people?" JC
stuttered out the question, trying to get at his next point.

"I don't want to offend you, but no. I think it's cool just my family, and
the guys. And of course Britt and Dani. Oh and I couldn't forget your
family, they are probably so happy. I haven't talked to your mom since we
have been dating. I better call her tonight and let her in on everything."
Justin was rambling, seeming very excited at the idea of talking to JC's
mother about the situation.

"Oh, well, I kinda, haven't told my parents yet." JC couldn't bare to say
the words, he knew it would hurt Justin, because he knew how much Justin
wanted to be able to act open with his friends and family. But he still
didn't know how to tell them.

"Then we can tell them together, we'll call them tonight on speaker phone."
Justin pronounced proudly, laying his head close to JC's chest. JC didn't
know what to said, just put on a fake smile and nodded. Justin was to happy
to see the falsehood of the smile, and just beamed his own radiant one.
Putting JC back in a position of hard thinking.
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TBC.....
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The next chapter will go into the second part of confessions. JC will be
forced, although Justin doesn't know yet, against his will to tell his
parents about his and Justin's relationship together. How will they react? I
don't know yet, you can help be the judge.

The e-mail adresses are aci_85@hotmail.com and aci2785@hotmail.com
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