Date: Thu, 14 Feb 2002 23:28:33 -0500
From: steelo64@msn.com
Subject: Angels Wings 23

Hey people Im sorry about last time but I just press tha send button with
out thinking.  I would love ta think all tha people who wrote me especially
U Tiff.  Thanxs.

Oh yeah Um I am still movin ta Jackson and will be there tha 19th so if
anyone knows anything bout tha place hit me up.

Thank you Rich for your help.

Rajin and Lani said Hi yall...

Well here is part 23

Same rule apply.. This is my world and you just live in it...

But I don't know n'sync or anyone one else in this stori.

Looking over he saw that his eyes were closed and his right eye brow was
twitching. Then like a snap his eyes open and he looked so innocent. "Oh
crap, I spilled something on my shirt."

He got up and quickly walked away.

Justin was totally afraid, Rajin didn't even yell at him or hit him, he
just left. Justin knew he was in trouble but the way Rajin was acting he
didn't know how much.

Jumping up he chased Rajin up the stairs. He walked to his room and saw
Rajin sitting on his bed with his back to him. He slowly and quietly walked
up behind him.

As he was about touch Rajin's shoulder Rajin spoke. "When?" His voice was
sharp and void of any emotion.

It was a simple question but Justin couldn't answer it. "When were you
going to tell me?"

Rajin asked again.

"I didn't think it mattered, it's not real." Justin answered. Rajin turned
to him, this time anger evident in his eyes.

Holding his hand up and rubbing his middle finger and thumb together.

"Do you see that Justin," He asked as he continued to rub his fingers
together. Justin looked close as if to see something.

" that is 10,000sq feet of hydraulically compress I don't give a fuck. You
wasn't going to tell me were you?"

Justin eyes snapped back up.

"Rajin please, I just didn't think it mattered." "That what, I found out
your had a girlfriend from a complete stranger."

"I would have told you." Justin tried to cover. "If only you...." Rajin
snorted out air. "I dare you to say if only I asked." He turned to Justin
closet to get his coat as he tried to even make since of what Justin was
saying. "So I was supposed to go, so Justin who else is there."

"No Ra, please just listen." Justin pleaded jumping over the bed. Turning
Rajin around he saw he was crying, placing a hand on his head he pulled it
onto his shoulder.

"Babe don't cry, listen, me and Brit are just a staged relationship for the
media." Justin felt Rajin tense as he said Britney's name.

"But that's all it is, is staged, she's like my lil sister. I swear."

Rajin wiped his eyes a bit. "I'm sorry for acting like baby." "I should
have told you instead of you finding out like this." Justin apologized

Justin felt Rajin pull himself deep into Justin's chest, but could tell he
was smiling. Hugging him and gain a wide smile himself he asked Rajin what
was wrong.

"I just realized something, I am totally head over heels in love with you."
He blushed. Justin just smile wide and leaned in to give Rajin a kiss on
the lips. As they kissed Rajin felt something slide against his leg looking
down he saw it was Armani. "Hey Mani what up girl, no one paying attention
to you." Rajin scooped her up and they all walked down stairs.

The party carried on well into the night with Shane still trying to name
the puppy. People were leaving one by one wishing the brothers a happy
birthday.

"Ok how bout Rufus." Justin suggested. "Spike." Yelled Chris. "Joey."
Yelled Joey.

Shane and Lance just sat in the love seat.

"What do you think baby?" Shane asked Lance. "Look at him, like he's
standing guard like a statue.



Shane's mind got to working and lord knows how but he finally came up with
a name. "I got it!" Shane exclaimed as he picked up the pup who was
transfixed by the falling rain.

"How about Geo." N'sync looked like the were thinking about it and one by
one the had a look of acknowledgement telling Shane it was a good choice.

That night all the brothers focused on wearing their partners out. The next
couple of days were very uneventful. Justin was trying to keep Brirney away
from Rajin,knowing that she would try something.

The Brothers cd sold millions with the title "2-9ice". They were getting
booked quick and selling like hotcakes. Taking a break from it all 9ice and
N'sync had decided to rest. Everything was good until the guys started
talking after a show of Jerry Springer.

"Damn those were some messy break-ups." Justin laughed. "I know, I just
know when we break up I hope we can still be close friends." Lance said as
he hugged Shane, who was sitting in his lap.

All other conversations around them stopped. It was like Lance hit a stupid
button and couldn't turn it off cause even he didn't know why got
quiet. Shane put his hands on Lance's and gently removed them from his
waist and onto the chairs arm rest.

Getting up from his lap he walked into their bedroom. With the silence and
the dumb looks Lance was getting you could hear the shower being turned on.

"Oh shower time." Lance grinned as he headed for his bathroom with Shane,
but Joey put out his leg to stop him.

Rajin looked him shaking his head. "Damn, when your looks go, what are you
going to do?" "Why, what did I do?"

"I know, I just know when we break up I hope we can still be close
friends." Justin imitated. "You basically just told him you were going to
break up with him."

-Shane-

All right this sucks ass. At first I just thought it was me but now I'm
getting worried.

For the past couple of nights me and Lance hadn't had sex. It's not that I
need it but I've come to like it and want more. Then we don't even kiss
much more.

At night when he would hold me all night, 10 min. after he is sleep he
curls into himself and goes to his own side of the bed. I wanted to ask him
about it but I just figured it was my imagination. But when he said that
just now my heart broke. Could he be already planning to break things off
with me.

I got in and out of the shower and lay on the bed. Mari and Geo who still
looked like toys decided to come and join me. Getting them a towel to lay
on I let them sleep on the bed with me.

Putting my head down on the pillow I fell sleep.

-Lance-

What the fuck did I just do.

Ok since me and Shane hooked up it been incredible. The sex, the love he
has shown me couldn't be compared or beat by anyone else.

But.. Lately I don't know, I am having mixed feelings, but I never meant
for it to come out like this I thought I could just work through it. And me
and Shane could be happy.

When I looked over to the guys I didn't see what I thought I would. Rajin
and Remy had a look of sorrow and Justin, Jc, Joey and Chris had a total
look of disgust on their faces.

"You didn't mean that Lance did you?" Rajin asked getting up from Justin
protective grip. "No, I don't know why I..." Rajin put his finger to my
lips. "I understand just please go and explain." Rajin voice cracked like I
was also putting him in pain to.

I nodded my head and walked into the room. Walking closer to Shane I see
his pillow soaked with tears. I never in my wildest thought of putting him
in this much pain. I reached over to wipe away a teat when Armani and Geo
both barked at me. I patted both of them and they quieted down. When I
looked at Shane I saw his stone gray eyes looking at me.

Like a wounded animal waiting for the final blow. I couldn't stand to look
into his eyes knowing that I put that hurt there.

"Shane...."



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