Date: Tue, 6 Jul 1999 23:37:00 -0400
From: bsb_brok1@hotmail.com
Subject: B-rok's 10,000 Promises Part 9

Here is the next part of the story I hope you all enjoy, keep in touch
everyone, thank you for all the e-mails and I am trying my hardest to get
back to most of them, so please keep in touch and let me know what you
think, any comments or suggestions, even if it's simply to keep going or to
stop. Hope to hear from ya'll.  Chris

B-Rok's 10,000 Promises Part 9

	"Uh, YES! B-rok!" I yelled as I hit the point of pure ecstasy.
"Fuck me, baby, fuck my tight ass!" I shouted.

	We heard a pounding on the wall beside us. Brian slowly lifted a
hand to my mouth, as he knew I was about to scream again.

	"God babe, my cock feels so good in you," Brian whispered through a
moan.

	"I love you," I said as Brian let out a cry of ecstasy.

	I felt Brian's big dick expand and soon explode deep inside me as
my own member grew and burst letting my cum flow all over Brian's smooth
rock hard stomach.

	"God I love you so much more than I can explain, Brian," I said as
he slowly slipped out of me and wrapped his arms around me as his head lay
upon my shoulder. I felt a string of his cum trickle out of my ass and
tickle my crack.

	"Hehehehehehe," I giggled as Brian kissed me neck.

	We heard a pounding on the door and then it flew open. Brian threw
the blanket over us.

	"Nick what the fuck are you doing?" Brian yelled.

	"Well you two are so loud you are keeping us up!" Nick laughed as
he looked at us curled up together in bed.

	"Sorry, I got kind of carried away. Damn Bri you were just so good
tonight." I smiled at him.

	"I'm not every night?" Brian laughed back as Nick sat on the bed.

	"Well yeah, of course I guess I was just extremely horny tonight."
I kissed Brian.

	"To much info Chris." Nick laughed as Tony sat in the chair by the
TV.

	"I'm actually glad you two came in." Brian smiled to Nick.

	"Really? I thought you would be mad." Nick stood and walked and sat
on Tony's lap.

	"Nope if you could just throw me that pair of boxers over there?"
Brian said as he pointed to the boxers. Nick threw them over. Brian slid
them on under the covers as he kissed me again.

	"Now we can take these blankets away," Brian said as he threw the
blankets off of us and screamed.

	"Brian! You ass!" I yelled as I covered myself up, Nick threw me a
robe.

	I slid on the robe as I jumped onto Brian. We wrestled a bit as
Nick and Tony laughed at both of us. We finally calmed down. I noticed Nick
and Tony curled up in the chair kissing.

	"Look at them they are so cute," I said to Brian, I looked at Brian
as he stared at Nick and Tony.

	"B-rok?" I asked playfully.

	"Yeah, oh uh yeah? What?" He looked at me as he snapped out of his
gaze.

	"Um, nothing," I said as I just dropped it.

	"So, Nick, how are things? Tony you seem quiet," Brian said as he
smiled across the room and put his arm around me.

	"Pretty good, we were tired but after not being able to get to
sleep we just thought we would come over and well Tony wanted to get to
know you guys better." Nick stood and walked to the bed.

	Nick reached out and put his hand on my forehead.

	"You feelin' okay?" Nick questioned.

	"Yeah, fine why?" I asked looking up at him.

	"Your eyes look a little blood shot and you feel a little warm,
maybe we should get back to our room and let Chris get sleep." Nick turned
to Tony.

	"No, it's ok, you guys talk if I fall asleep I fall asleep. So Tony
you wanna help me cook in the morning for them?" I stood and walked to sit
next to Tony.

	"Sure, I don't cook, but I'll help all I can." Tony flashed his
green eyes around.

	"Cool, I'll be waking you up around 7:00am I hope you don't mind."
I stood and walked back to the bed.

	"Wow, early hours, yeah that's fine," Tony said as Nick sat on his
lap.

	"I have to be up by then anyway, I think we have a photo shoot at
8:00 in the morning, right Bri?" Nick said as I laid and began to close my
eyes while my head lay on Brian's chest.

	"Yeah, I think so," Brian said as I felt his chest rise and fall as
he spoke.

	"Ok, we're going to get to bed now, no more noise," Nick said
sternly as I drifted to sleep.

	"I don't think you need to worry about that, I think he's asleep,"
Brian said as he brushed his finger across my ear and kissed the top of my
head.

	I drifted off as I heard Brian say he loved me.


	The next morning I lazily stood out of bed unwrapping myself from
Brian's hold and letting the robe slide from my body. As I began to walk I
felt dizzy and grabbed the night table, I grabbed my head and stabilized
trying not to fall.  I caught myself and looked down at Brian, still
asleep. I walked to the bathroom and turned the sink on, I quickly splashed
water on my face then drank a few cups of water.

	"Much better," I said as I looked into the mirror.

	I headed out and threw jeans and a T-shirt on as I tip toed out the
door. I turned and walked next door to Nick and Tony's room.

	"Tony it's me, Chris," I whispered as I tapped on the door.

	"Hey Chris." Nick answered the door.

	"Hi, Tony ready?" I asked as Tony popped up behind him.

	"Yeah, he's all yours." Nick laughed as he went back into the room
and Tony exited.

	"See ya Nick, hey wake Brian up in about a half hour ok, so you
guys can eat before you leave?" I asked as Nick agreed and the door shut.

	"Hi," I said as Tony walked beside me.

	"Hi, feeling ok today?" Tony asked as we entered the elevator.

	"Perfect, feeling great," I said as I kind of lied.

	
	We walked down to the kitchen of the hotel, keys to the fridge and
pantries were on a near by table with a note.

	*Chef Chris,

	Sorry I didn't know your last name, here are the keys. Help
yourself to whatever you would like. David said he would reimburse us for
what ever you use. David also said the guys would be down by 8:30 to eat
and leave so we will have a small crew of two waiters there to help serve
the guys. Good luck with everything, and please come back again.
	Thank you,
	Alan Honis*

	"Ok looks like we have the run of things here for a while," I said
with a smile.

	"Cool, let's get going then, I'll help get all the stuff and I'll
let you cook," Tony said as I walked to the kitchen and found the stereo
with a CD player.

	"Cool," I said as I popped in Backstreet Boys the debut CD then put
Millenium in the next slot.

	"Ah, great now we get to jam as we work." Tony laughed and started
dancing.

	"So where do you live?" I asked wanting to know more about Nick's
mystery man.

	"Well, I'm from Brooklyn. But now I am from where ever we are right
now," Tony said as he laid a bag of flour on the counter.

	"Um, ok," I said questioningly.

	"I don't have a house or an apartment, I'm just with Nick, he asked
me to move in with him in Tampa, sometimes I think we are moving fast but,
some ways I think I am so deeply in love with him already," Tony said as he
was questioning himself.

	"Well, I am very happy for you two." I started making the waffle
batter.

	"Thanks, and Nick and I are very happy for you and Brian." I just
smiled back as he said that.

	"Now let's crank this music up!" Tony yelled as he turned the
volume knob.  The music started blaring and we danced as I cooked up some
waffles and a big batch of scrambled eggs, some more biscuits, and bacon,
sausage, and ham steaks.

	"Man, I don't think we should be the ones on the stage every night,
I think we found two guys to take our place." Brian laughed as I jumped at
his voice.

	"Hey babe," I yelled as I ran to turn off the music.

	"I can't believe you aren't sick of us, you listen to us every
chance you get." Nick laughed.

	"I could never be sick of my man's beautiful voice." I walked over
and kissed Brian gently on the lips.

	"Mmm, you taste good, hope that food tastes as good as you do."
Brian smiled and flashed his bright blue eyes.

	"Always does, doesn't it Bri? And this time my man has a little
help in the process." Nick grabbed Tony's hand.

	"I just helped get the junk out, Chris cooked everything," Tony
said as he squeezed the OJ.

	"Give yourself more credit then that, you are doing the juice and
he helped me with the waffles, I'm training him for you Nick." Nick burst
out laughing.

	"Good at least he'll be good for something." Everyone laughed as
Tony stuck his tongue out at Nick.

	"Ok, the other guys down yet?" I asked Brian.

	"Yup they sent us in to see if you are done yet." Brian sat on a
stool.

	"Yeah, we're done, go sit and we'll bring it out to you guys in
about 2 minutes." Brian stood and exited as he grabbed Nick on the way and
put his arm over Nick's shoulder.

	"They seem close," Tony said as he grabbed the 7 plates off the
shelf.

	"Yeah they are, I trust them though, they are really good friends."
I started placing the food onto the plates in neat arrangements.

	"Ok all set let's take it out." I picked up Brian's, Kevin's and
AJ's plate as Tony picked up his own, Nick's and Howie's.

	We entered the dinning room and saw the group sitting around a
circular table and walked over as I set the plates in front of the guys.

	"I gave you extra eggs Bri, I know you like them more than you like
waffles," I said as Brian kissed me.

	"I love you so much babe." Brian smiled.

	"Where's your plate?" Brian looked for another plate.

	"Actually I'm going to go take a shower so I'm ready when you guys
leave for the photo shoot," I said as everyone picked up their forks.

	"Ok, but you will eat once we get there," Kevin said sternly.

	"Okay, dad." I turned and walked out the room.

	I entered the room just as the phone began to ring.

	"Hello?" I said as I lifted the receiver to my ear.

	"Chris?" April said from the other end.

	"Oh, April? Hi, I am so glad you called!" I was so excited to hear
from her.

	"Chris?" April asked.

	"Yeah, what's wrong Ape?" I said concerned.

	"Or shall I say, Uncle Chris?" April said happily.

	"Noway!" I yelled.
	
	"Yup, Steven Henry," April said as I heard him begin crying in the
background.

	"Oh man I have to come see him," I said as I lay on the bed.

	"So how are things going?" April asked concerned.

	"Things are great!" I said as I looked at the clock.

	"I really miss you." April began to cry.

	"Oh please Ape, I miss you so much too please don't cry," I said
trying not to cry myself.

	"I need you to come home to visit, all of you, just for a few days,
if you can talk to the group and get them to take a little time out I would
be so happy Chris," April begged.

	"I'll talk to them at the photo shoot today, ok?" I said as I heard
the door open. "Um, Ape I have to go Brian is here and I have to get ready
to go."

	"Oh, ok, call me later ok, let me know if and when you will be
coming."

	"I will, I love you sis," I said as Brian put his hand on my leg.

	"Love ya too, hun," April said as she hung up.

	"How's April?" Brian asked as he lay back on the bed.
	
	"A lot lighter." I laughed.

	"No way! You're an uncle, I wanna be an uncle." Brian smiled.

	"That will take a big question and maybe even a little money for
you to get to be an uncle at this point, unless Harold got someone
pregnant." I laughed as I rolled onto Brian.

	"Hmmm, I guess it would." Brian gave me an evil eye and then kissed
me.

	"Get in the shower, you smell, and we leave in 15 minutes," Brian
said as I slapped him.

	I jumped into the shower and quickly soaped up and rinsed off,
jumped out and dried off quick as lightning. As I brushed my hair I looked
up into the light and got dizzy and lost control. I fell into the tub as I
blacked out. Brian opened the door to find me laying on the floor.

	"Damn it babe!" He yelled as he grabbed my head.

	"Wh--What happened?" I asked as I heard our door open.

	"Is everything ok?" Kevin ran in.

	"Yeah, Kev I think he's fine." Brian seemed worried.

	"What happened?" Kevin asked.

	"Don't exactly know, he was in here getting ready and I heard him
fall." Brian caressed my face.

	"Are you okay babe?" Brian asked as I jumped up and stood feeling
dizzy again I grabbed the sink.

	"Yeah, I'm perfectly fine I guess I just lost my balance and hit my
head, I'm fine." I quickly pushed them out the door and got dressed.

	"Feeling ok?" Kevin asked as I walked out the room with Brian and
headed to the elevator.

	"Yeah, I'm fine really," I said as we boarded the elevator.

	Everyone rode in a tired silence down to the lobby and headed to
the limo that was to take us to the studio. We arrived to the studio and
Brian was taken in first to the screen room to get all his solo shots
taken.

	"Chris, can we talk for a minute?" Kevin and Nick called me over to
an office.

	"Yeah, what's up guys?" I asked as I entered the office and found
David sitting at the desk.

	Both Kevin and Nick sat as they motioned for me to sit beside them.

	"What's up?" I said as I sat with a smile.

	"This is what's up." Kevin said as he pulled a box of Dexitrim out
of his pocket.

	"What's that?" I asked nervously.

	"Well you tell us, I found it in the bathroom today when I came in
to see if you were ok. Chris, this is stupid shit, you look great, you have
Brian, he loves you. Now you are why are you trying to lose weight?" Kevin
said as he threw the box onto the desk.

	"I don't know what you're talking about, and who the hell told you
you had the right to stick your nose in my business?" I said as I stood.

	"Sit, now look, Steve asked me to keep an eye on you, and I care
about you too much to let you hurt yourself like this. When was the last
time you ate? ,None of us has really seen you eat at all. We bought you a
sandwich and some pretzels. If you would start eating we would be very
grateful. We don't want to see you hurt Chris." Kev gave me his speech.

	"Ok, fine if that's what you want." I picked up the sandwich and
devoured it.

	"Now if you would excuse me I'm going back to join the rest of the
group." I took off out the door and headed straight to the bathroom.

	After I got rid of the sandwich I walked back to the group sitting
around in the lobby. AJ and Howie were doing an interview and Nick, Tony,
and Kevin sat on the couch. I sat across the room from them.

	"Look Chris, I know you don't think we are right, right now but
you'll see, if you are really worried about gaining weight, then how about
we start running or exercising together I know Brian would love to." Nick
walked over and sat beside me.

	"We could get up in the morning and exercise for an hour. Every
morning. Chris I don't want to see you getting hurt over stupid stuff."
Nick grabbed my hand.

	I started to cry as I looked at Nick and as he started to cry.

	"I'm sorry," I said trying to stop crying.

	"I'll try to stop it all," I said as I saw Brian walk out of the
screen room.

	"Please don't say anything to Brian, I'll try to stop I will
really," I begged Nick.

	"Hey guys, you ok?" Brian asked as he saw my eyes were red from
crying.

	"Damn you look hot Bri." I smiled as I saw him wearing Tommy
Hilfiger jeans and Tommy shirt that sculpted to his body.

	"Not as hot as you do." I turned and gave a half smile to Nick.

	"Let's do something crazy tonight," Brian said as he looked to make
sure no one was there, then lifted me up and put his arms around my waist.

	"Like what do you have in mind?" I asked as I gave him fluffy eyes.

	"Oh, no I mean sex is a given, but I mean before that, let's go out
somewhere just you and me, out to dinner and a movie or something." Brian
smiled as he kissed my nose.

	"Ok, why not?" I kissed him on the lips and he tried going deeper
and putting his tongue in my mouth.

	"You guys, keep it for your room," Howie interjected.

	"Shut up Howie," Brian said as he kept his eyes locked on mine.

	"I'm just joking. I think you guys are perfect together, Nick and
Tony look good together too," Howie said as he sat next to us on the couch.

	"Maybe we should double date tonight?" I asked Brian.

	"I don't mind," Brian said as I stood.

	"Hey Nick, you wanna double date with us tonight? We are going to
dinner and a movie," I said as Nick looked at Tony.

	"Sure sounds fun," Nick said as Kevin walked up to me.

	"You think I could come along?" Kevin asked.

	"Well why not, we are just going to dinner and a movie," I said as
I looked at Kevin smile.

	"Think I could bring a date?" Kevin asked as my jaw dropped.

	"Yeah that would be cool," Brian said as he walked up to us.

	"We'll triple, this will be so much fun," Brian said as he lifted
me and carried me to the office.

	"What's up?" I asked as Brian lifted me onto the desk.

	He leaned in with no words and pressed his lips into mine and we
connected deeply. Feeling so warm under his touch I almost melted.

	"If you take a peak down south you'll see what's up." Brian giggled
as our kiss broke.

	"Nope." I simply stated.

	"What do you mean 'nope'." Brian punched my shoulder.

	"I mean not now." I gave him an evil grin.

	"Well, why not?" Brian gave me his said face.

	"Cause, tonight I want you ready for me." I playfully twirled a
long curl of his hair.

	"Babe? You know how much I love you?" Brian rubbed his nose with
mine.

	"Not nearly as much as I love you," I said teasing him by grabbing
his package between his legs.

	"You two make me so sick sometimes." Kevin came in laughing.

	I pulled away from Brian and gave a huge smile to Kevin.

	"Bri, can I talk to you?" Kevin asked as my smile turned to a frown
thinking he was going to tell Brian about the pills.

	"Yeah, Chris go talk to Nick and Tony." Brian gave me a stern look.

	"Um, ok," I said as I jumped off the desk and walked out.

	"Chris? What's wrong." AJ asked as I walked out the office.

	"I don't know, Kevin came in and wanted to talk to Bri," I said as
AJ sat me down.

	"Look, I am here for you Chris." AJ said as I gave him a
questioning look.

	"Um, ok, why do you say that? I'm fine." I asked wondering what he
was talking about.

	"Well Kevin told me about what happened this morning and about the
pills." AJ frowned.

	"I'm sorry AJ, I just don't see how it is anyone's business, I mean
I'm not mad that you know but why does Kevin have the right to tell
everyone my business?" I said while beginning to get tears in my eyes.

	"Chris, he just cares about you and I think we all should know so
we can all help you." AJ said as Brian came storming out of the office and
running down the hall out the door. Just as he was exiting he turned back
to me and looked pissed.

	"You asshole!" I yelled as Kevin walked out the office.

	"Chris, come on lets talk." Kevin said as I tried to run away and
he grabbed my arm.

	"Let me go!" I yelled and ran out the opposite door Brian ran out
of.

	"I'll go talk to Brian." Nick said as he walked toward the front
door.

	"I should go talk to Chris." AJ stood.

	As I ran out of the studio I ran onto a balcony that over looked
the park. We were about 18 stories high, as I looked out onto the park I
noticed a couple sitting on a bench holding each other tight kissing under
the trees. I began to cry as my head flooded with emotions, without
thinking I stepped up onto the rail. I held on to the rail as I slipped my
legs over, I sat upon it and cried as I heard Brian yelling across the
balcony. I looked over and AJ walked out the door.

	"Chris? What are you doing?" AJ said as he grabbed my hand.

	"Just leave me alone, I need to be alone." AJ stepped forward.

	"I said leave me the fuck alone!" I yelled and AJ stepped back as I
heard people running from across the balcony knowing it was Brian and Nick.

	"Holy shit." Brian said as I turned to him.

	"Would you all just leave me the fuck alone!" Brian just looked at
me.

	"No," Nick said as he grabbed Brian's shoulder.

	"Why don't you two just go fuck again, you know you both want it."
I looked toward the door and saw Tony run inside.

	"Oh shit, what am I doing? I'm sorry Nick," I said as he turned and
saw Tony.

	"In some ways he's right," Brian said as I shot my head toward him.

	"Brian? What the fuck are you saying?" Nick questioned.

	"Nick everyone knows I am still stuck on you, but Chris you know I
love you with all my heart." Brian stepped toward me.

	"There is no way you can love me the way you say you do if you
still have the feelings you have for Nick." I cried harder.

	"So what are you gonna do, jump?" Brian asked.

	"I was sitting on the damn rail does that mean I was going to
jump?" I asked.

	"Just get down from there and get to the limo Chris." Kevin yelled.

	"Who the hell are you, why the hell do you have the right to talk
about my business to people." I yelled at Kevin.

	"Look maybe I didn't handle it the best way, but you need help
Chris." Kevin pulled me off the rail.

	I looked at Brian, seeing the tears in his eyes I began to run to
the limo.

	"Chris? We need to talk," Brian said as he stuck his head in the
limo.

	"Brian, sit and let me say what I want to say." Brian sat next to
me.

	"I love you, more than anything and anyone I have ever had feelings
for, if I lose you I will die and I mean that. I also know that you and
Nick love each other, that's why I'm doing this. I'm keeping my job but I
want my own room. We can still see each other but maybe slow things down or
stop things for now, let you sort out your feelings, if it's Nick you want
then I will be happy for you two. I guess--" I was cut short by Brian's
finger stopping my lips.

	"Please, babe stop." Brian started to cry.

	"You're right, I do have feelings for Nick like I said before. But
babe it's you I love, and I need you with me, I need you to be by my side
even in the middle of the night when I'm sleeping. I just, I just need you
ok?" Brian began to weep.

	I wrapped my arms around Brian and felt the limo jerk. I laid back
and Brian laid into me as he closed his eyes. We arrived to the hotel and
walked up to our room.

	"I'm sorry honey." Brian looked me in the eyes.

	"I don't know who should be sorry, I guess if we just dropped it
and see how things work then we can work on things." I kissed him on the
cheek.

	"I want to go alone to the movies and dinner with you tonight ok
babe?" Brian asked as I walked into the bathroom.

	"I'd like that too," I said as I stepped in the shower.

	"Let me get ready and we can leave when you want." Turned the
shower on.

	Once I had washed and relaxed I put a pair of khaki cargo pants on,
with a gray vest and white shirt under the vest. I slipped my brown leather
shoes on, and put my silver chain with the "Backstreet Boys" charm on it
over my head and let it fall under my vest. I slowly opened the door and
noticed Brian combing his hair and straightening out his brown dress shirt
and black pants.

	"You look great," I said as I walked into the room and kissed him.

	"You look awesome, babe." Brian held my hand.

	"Oh, I, um, talked to the guys, they said it was cool and they
would hang out somewhere else." Brian smiled.

	"So it's just you and me." Brian gave me an evil grin.

	"That can be a dangerous mix." I put my arm through his and we
walked out the door.

To be continued...

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