Date: Wed, 06 Jan 1999 19:13:43 PST
From: Jay P <jakedane@hotmail.com>
Subject: Backstreet Lust

Ok Folks here goes!  This story is complete fiction (wish it 
wasn't, but it is), so I am not implying anything about Brian 
Littrell of the Backstreet Boys.  I hope you all enjoy this 
story!  If you have any comments, constructive criticisms, or 
just want to say "hello" then you can send me mail at 
jakedane@hotmail.com ...I'd love to hear from you!  Remember, 
this is complete FANTASY!!!

Backstreet Lust
By J-Bear

"I first heard that they where coming to town on the radio.  Mind 
you I'm not a mega fan, but I do like their music.  Let me tell 
ya a bit about me.  My name is Jay.  I'm an 18-year-old boy, and 
I dig the Backstreet Boys.  If you think that makes me gay or 
something, well you're right."

I heard they where doing a concert here in Chicago on the radio.  
I couldn't believe it.  Like I said before I'm not a mega fan, 
but I won't pass up the chance to get to see them.  Well, how can 
I ever get tickets to their concert?  I'm sure it's prolly sold 
out already.  All those screaming girls, what do they know?  

Hey, I bet dad could get me some tickets.  But, how can I 
possibly ask him.  It's such an embarrassing request.  What the 
hell, I'll just get all my courage up and ask him tonight when he 
gets home.

Later that night when my dad got home and was going through the 
mail I got my courage up to ask him.

"Hey Dad, your always able to get tickets to like events right?"

"Yeah, why do you ask?" he said with a puzzled look on his face.

"Well, I was wondering well, um..."

"I was wondering if you could maybe get me tickets to a concert 
that's in town."  I blurted out in one big fast sentence.

He put down the paper and looked up at me.

"What Concert?"

"Well, umm...it's for the ...well..."

"How can I get you tickets if I don't know the name?"

"It's for the Backstreet Boys"

There I said it, that wasn't so bad, but I know all the blood has 
rushed to my face.

"The who?  Backstreet Boys?  Wait, oh yeah, our company is doing 
some wiring for that concert.  I'm sure I can get some tickets.  
Hell, I bet I can get you down there for a rehearsal or 
something."

"That would be cool Dad, thanks a lot" I said with a big grin, I 
even gave him a big hug.

"Nutty boy" I heard him say as I went up to my room to daydream.

Chapter Two
I can't believe I'll get to see the BSB, okay so before I lied I 
am a mega fan of them.  Especially of Brian.  Such a babe he is.  
Wow, my dad has got to be the best.  Cause of him I'm not only 
getting tickets to see their concert but I'm also going to get to 
go see them do a rehearsal.  Now that was a killer thing.  See my 
dad's company is doing some of the wiring for the Video equipment 
and stuff.  He actually talked to their manager and got 
permission for me to catch a rehearsal.

So here it is Friday, and mom called me into school so I can go 
down with dad today.  I am so happy.  Wow, like a dream come 
true.

"Why do you like these guys so much Jay?" dad asked as where 
driving down to the city.

"I dunno.  They have great voices, and cool songs."  Plus they 
are hot as hell, I thought.  

Although my parents are cool with me being gay, it's still kind 
of tough to talk to them about stuff like that.

We pulled up to the United Center and as soon as we got out we 
where handed ID cards, and tagged.  Incredible security.

We went inside and I just kind of wondered around the main floor.  
The place was nuts with all the work going on.  My dad walked off 
to take care of business with some people.  I poked around the 
place.  I was wondering for a bit when someone in security told 
me to come with him.  At first I was scared as all hell, did I do 
something wrong?  Then he told me my dad was looking for me and 
to just wait.  

He had taken me to one of the suits in the Center.  

Then I heard a commotion and looked up to see none other then the 
Boys walk in.  I went into total shock.  

"Jay this is Brian, Howie, AJ, Nick and Kevin" my dad said, like 
I had to be told.  

I stood and shook each of their hands.  When I shook Brian's hand 
I felt an electric shock go through me.  And when I looked into 
his face, he had a smile that made me melt

"I was talking to their manager when we got here, and told him 
you where a fan, so he thought it would be cool to get a chance 
to meet them"

"Plus, where always up to meeting a fan, especially one who 
doesn't scream and mob us" AJ said
 
"Yeah" they all agreed

This was like even better then a dream.

"We where about to get some lunch before we go down for the 
rehearsal, wanna join us?" Brian asked

"Hey I'd love you, err I mean I'd love too" I blushed and looked 
away. 

The guys just kind of laughed it off and Brian just flashed me 
that killer smile

We all headed into the elevator.  Being so small, Brian, Kevin 
and I stayed behind for the second one.

As we where waiting I just kept feeling so horrible about what I 
had just said.  I was looking at the floor when Brian put his 
hand on my shoulder and said, "Hey it's ok, what you said, 
happens a lot to us, but you like the first guy to say it to me, 
was really cool"

I looked up to see his wonderful eyes looking into mine.  I then 
quickly looked over at Kevin who shot a disapproving look at 
Brian.

We got in the elevator and made small talk on the way down.

"I still can't believe I'm here with you guys"

"Believe it guy" Brian said as he put his hand on my shoulder 
again.

We piled into a nice stretch limo and headed out on the town.  
The place we went to for lunch was really nice, and we got to 
know each other.  Or rather I got to know them

Brian specifically asked me to sit next to him.  During the 
lunch, Kevin leaned over to Brian and whispered something to him 
and then they both got up and left the table.

"What's the matter Kevin?" Brian asked.

"I don't like what you're doing, and I know you.  You're putting 
on too good of a show for Jay.  He seems like a nice kid, and I 
don't want to see what happened with Rick happen with Jay" Kevin 
said

"Rick and I broke up cause we just grew apart.  That's all.  
Anyway I'm feeling something kind of strong with Jay, even 
stronger then was with Rick, like this is meant to be. "

"Ok, but if you hurt him in anyway, I'll see you hurt"

As they where off talking I just got this puzzled look on my 
face.

"What's up with them, is everything okay?" I asked

"Yeah, just kinda Kevin looking out for Brian" Howie said

"Okay"

Just then the duo returned to the table.

"So Jay, shouldn't you be in school?" Nick asked me

"Well, mom called me in just so I could ride down with dear old 
dad.  It was an opportunity I couldn't pass up."

"That's Cool"

We finished up lunch, and headed back to the Center

The boys had one hell of a practice run.   It was incredible.

I just sat on a chair off stage watching them.  

Afterwards we all headed back up to the suit.
When we got back up to the room, I kept telling the guys how hot 
they looked out their on stage and what a wonderful job they 
where doing.

"Hey Brian you did great too."

"Thanks Jay.  You coming to our concert tonight?"

"Yeah, my dad got me a ticket.  I never thought though that I'd 
get a chance to meet you guys though"

"Hey, that's cool.  After the show, why don't you come backstage?  
It'd be great to see your face after the show." Brian said with a 
great smile

"Sure thing" I said

I headed back home with my dad after some more talking with the 
boys.  They where all so cool, and very down to earth and nice.

"So, I take it you enjoyed today huh Jay?" Dad asked

"Yeah, thanks dad.  This was better then I could have wished 
for."

When we got home I just found little things to pass the time.  
Then 6:30 rolled around, and I got ready.  I was wearing my black 
dress shirt and a multicolored vest and black jeans that showed 
me off just right.

I grabbed my ticket, hugged my parents and was out the door to see 
my teen idols.

The drive down wasn't as bad as I would have thought.  And I got 
special VIP parking thanks to my dad.  

I went inside and got my seat.  Down on the floor with a great 
view of the stage.  Just think, I was up there a few hours ago 
watching those boys.

All around me where screaming girls.  This chick next to me kept 
bugging me about why the hell I was here

"Why do you wanna see this show?  This is a boy band, what are 
you a fag or something?"

"As a matter of fact, yeah I am, and just to piss you off even 
more, I got a backstage pass for after the show"

"Liar.  How the hell would you get a pass?"

"Got it from the Boys after we had lunch today"

"Show me"

I proceeded to pull the tag from under my shirt

"AGGGHHHH." she screamed right in my ear.  

She garbed me and kept shaking me

Lucky for me that the show was starting.  The lights dimmed and 
then THEY hit the stage.  As soon as Brian caught site of me he 
got a big grin on his face and almost lost his concentration.

Their whole concert was awesome.  I went around backstage after 
the show to their room.  

"Hey Jay" Howie was the first to greet me when I got back there.

"So, how was the show?"

"Just fantastic" I said with delight

"Well those kinds of shows always leave me wiped" Nick said with 
such an innocent look

I looked over at Brian who was sitting, his shirt clinging to his 
body from the sweat.

"I caught you almost losing it during 'Baxter's Back' when you 
caught site of me pal" I said with a devilish smile.

"Well I was just glad I could catch such cute familiar face in 
the crowd.  But what was up with that girl next to you, she kept 
giving you the evil eye" Brian asked

"Well she is just pissed cause I'm here and she aint " I grinned

"Well I think me, Nick and Howie are going to head back to the 
hotel" AJ said.

"What about you cousin" Brian asked Kevin

"I'm going to hit a few clubs tonight.  Chicago is a party town 
ya know" Kevin replied

"What about you Bri?"

"Well, I'm tired but I don't wanna head back just yet.  I was 
wondering if you're not to tired, Jay, maybe we could go out sight 
seeing" Brian asked me

I went into total shock

"Sure thing guy"
 
I forced out "Cool"

"Coolness"

They all headed back to the limo and I lead Brian to my car.  By 
a stroke of luck my car was in a secure place where none of the 
screaming fans caught us.  But as we where leaving someone caught 
site of him and as we sped down the street a mob was running 
after us.

"I don't thing we'll be safe anywhere tonight.  Girls will be all 
over you.  Anyway, why did you wanna spend time with me"

"Well, cause you're a cool guy.  There was only one other time 
when I felt this comfortable."

As he said this he put his hand on my knee.  This action 
immediately led me to a slight swelling in my groin region

I just put the pedal to the floor and we speed off the highway 
back to my little suburb

Brian asked

I thought that maybe we could just hang at my house before you 
had to head back.  But first I wanna make a small pit stop"

"Okay" Brian said with a quizzical look on his face

We hit the familiar roads and I headed up Park blvd. to my work 
place.  I knew the place would be like empty but I had to show 
him off to my friends that where on shift

"Jewel, what's this place?" he asked me as we pulled into a spot

"This is where I work, I got to see you work and now you get to 
see where I slave away every day" I replied with excitement

We headed into the place and I led him up to the service desk.

"Well this is it.  My fab job."

"Hey Jay, who's your cute friend here?" Debbie asked.  

Debbie was one of my asst. managers.  Really fun to work with.  I 
knew she would get a kick from meeting my new "friend"

"This is Brian.  I met him today.  We been best of friends all 
day long." I said

"Yeah.  He was like a lost puppy, so I befriended him" Brian said

"Hey"

"Play nice"

"Nice to meet ya Brian, you look real familiar thought I cant 
place you"

"I get it a lot," he told her

"Well I just wanted to show him off to my friends here.  We just 
got back from the concert."

"Which concert?"

"The BSB concert" he replied

"OH, that's where I know you from.  Your Brian Littrell.  Hey 
cool you're my first celebrity.  Nice to meet ya."

"Well, we best be headed out, before we get discovered"

"Okay talk to you later Jay, nice meeting you Brian"

"Same here"

We headed back out to my car just as I heard a shrill scream; we 
both turned in time to see five girls come running towards us

We hopped back in my car and headed off to my house

We pulled into the driveway and all the lights where off

"I guess my fam is asleep," I said

"Should we go in, will we wake them?"

"Nahh...they are all sound sleepers."

"That's great," he said with a wicked grin

I wonder just what he meant by that

We headed into the house and downstairs to my room

"Wow you got your room in the basement.  It's like huge."

"Yeah.  And great privacy too."

Ever sense we remolded the kitchen with moving all the laundry 
stuff up there, I got my own room and bathroom.  No one ever 
needs to get down here"

"Ever? He asked

"Nope.  Total soundproof and totally private."

Chapter 4 - That Night

The minute I said that Brian had me pinned against the wall.  I 
couldn't believe it was really happening.  He moved his head in 
close and kissed me hard on the lips.  I could feel electricity 
move through my body.  I was soon returning the kiss.  Our 
tongues exploring each other's mouths.  My hands exploring his 
back, running through his beautiful hair.  After I broke off the 
kiss, I led him over to my bed.  I pulled off his shirt revealing 
a tan sleek upper body.  Beautifully developed.  I could see the 
muscles in his abs were very defined.  

"God you have a great body Brain."  I said

"Why don't you come over here and get a better look" Brian said.

With that he had pulled me down onto the bed with him. Some how 
he had managed to pull off my shirt.  I didn't really want him to 
do this because I was afraid he would take one look and get 
turned off by that fact that I'm a bit furry.  He must have seen 
me blush and the slight look of embarrassment on my face.

"You okay Jay?" he asked

"Yeah.  I guess I'm just a little self-conscious of my body."

"Don't be Jay, you have no reason to be.  I think it make you 
look very sexy.  Like a big teddy bear.  My big J-Bear" he said 
with a sexy smile as he caressed my chest, running his fingers 
through my chest hair.

He laid his head down on my chest and just looked up at me.  
Those beautiful blue eyes where melting my heart.  And also 
causing my cock to buck in my jeans.

"Hey Brian, if you don't free my dick it's going to rip out of my 
jeans."  I said with a grin

"Well we can't let that happen" and with that he had unbuttoned 
my jeans and yanked them down along with my boxers causing my 
cock to slap against my stomach.

He sat back on the bed "Wow, it's so beautiful"

"Nothing special just my cock" I said.  "No fair that I'm the 
only one naked though.  I can see that you're tenting too."

I reached down and pulled off his jeans.  He had on nothing 
underneath them, so I was treated to a view of his beautiful full 
cock and large low hanging balls.  

I could definitely feel my mouth watering as I got a good look at 
that proud member of his.

"You're the beautiful one Brian," I said.

He blushed, and I couldn't resist him any longer.  I leaned over 
and kissed him.  Our tongues exploring and battling.  It was just 
making me hotter and I could tell it was having the same effect 
on him, as I could feel his cock pulsing and leaking pre-cum.

I looked down at it and just had to have it in my mouth.  I 
kissed down his muscular chest, pausing to suck on his dark 
nipples.  His skin had a sweet taste to it.  I continued to work 
my way down his tight abs and the came to the jewel.  I started 
with a light kiss to the cock head.  Enjoying the bittersweet 
taste of his pre-cum juices, I continued the assault on his cock, 
licking my way down the shaft.   I could tell this was having a 
good effect on him because I could feel him shiver with 
excitement.

"God Jay, that feels so good.  If you keep that up I'll be 
shooting my load in no time." Brain said.

"Is that a promise B-Rok?" I said between licks with a big grin

"You better believe it.  Just one of many for you." He said.

With that I went back to sucking his throbbing cock.  I let it 
slip from my mouth as I moved down to suck on his large low 
hanging balls.  I took each one into my mouth to suck on it, 
rolling it around with my tongue.  I could feel Brian's body 
shiver.

"Are you okay Bri?" I asked, knowing that he had just had his 
heart sugary.

"Yeah, it's just such a wonderful feeling your giving me." He 
said smiling down on me.

And with that smile I just knew I had to taste him, his sweet 
cum.  So I went back up to the cock head, holding it in my mouth.  
Ever so gently sucking on the shaft.  Swirling my tongue around 
the velvety head.  I could hear him moaning softly.  His hips 
started bucking up to meet my mouth's strokes.

"Oh god Jay, I'm getting close." Brian moaned.

"Give it to me, I want to taste it all.  I want that salty sweet 
B-Rock seed." I said.

I went back to sucking him with all that I had.  After a few 
moments I felt his balls draw close and his cock swell even 
bigger in my mouth.  Then he went rigid and he shot volleys of 
hot cum into my mouth.  I did my best to swallow it all, but some 
of it spilled out and down my chin.  After I had sucked him dry 
leaving his dick all shiny with my spit I crawled up and kissed 
him.  Brian licked the remaining cum off my face, and we kissed 
again sharing in the taste of him.  It was one of the most erotic 
things I have ever experienced.

"Wow Jay, that was the best blow-job I have ever had.  I don't 
think I have ever cum that much before in my life." Brain said.

"Well, Brian, I have a confession to make to you.  That was the 
first blow-job I've ever given."

"Really?" he said in disbelief

"Yeah, um, well, I'm actually a virgin." I said with a bit of 
embarrassment

"That's cool.  Are you sure you want to do this?" he asked with a 
bit of concern.  I could tell he really meant it.

"Yeah, I'm glad I get to experience it with you.  For me this is 
really special." I said.

"That really makes me feel that much closer to you."  Brian said.

I leaned over and kissed Brian deeply again.  Out tongues 
battling it out.

"Brian, will you fuck me?"  I asked him with a look of loving.

"No Jay, I wont fuck you, but I will make love to you" he said.

I ran into the bathroom to get something to use as lube.  

I grabbed the tube of KY and walked back to the bedroom, stopping 
before I got back into bed with Brian.  God he really was 
beautiful.

"Here ya go babe."  I handed him the KY and crawled back into bed 
next to my new lover.

"Turn over so I can get you lubed up Jay"

I lay on my stomach and he applied the lube in my waiting hole.  
Brian worked first one then two and finally three fingers into 
me.  It felt so absolutely wonderful.  My cock got even harder if 
that was at all possible and I could feel the pre-cum just 
flowing out of me.  His fingers where working their way deeper 
into me.

"If you keep this up Bri, I just may cum." I said with lust in my 
eyes.

"We wouldn't want that to happen just YET"

He pulled his fingers out and suddenly I felt empty.  

"Now it's my turn to get you ready," I said to Brian.

I took his beautiful 8-inch cock into my hands.  It felt so warm 
and hard, just throbbing with life.  I took the lube and slicked 
him up.  Brian moaned as I rubbed him.  After I had him all 
slicked up he took my legs and rested them on his shoulders.  He 
leaned in and I felt the head of his cock pressing into me.  I 
must have shuddered from the excitement because he asked me if I 
was okay.

"Yeah, I'm fine just take it easy with me"

I felt him slide in little by little.  The feeling was so 
incredible.  Shockwaves of pleasure shot up my spine.

"My god Brian, this is the best feeling I have ever had."

"I'm glad babe.  I only want you to experience the good things 
from life with me from now on."  He said as he leaned down and 
kissed me deeply, our tongues battling.

His slow thrusts soon became quicker and I could feel his balls 
slapping against my ass.  I reached down and began to stroke my 
own cock.  As his pace increased so did my own.

"Shit Jay, you ass is so tight I don't know if I can hold for 
much longer"

"Go ahead and cum Brian, I want to feel you fill me," I moaned.

Brian's pace quickened and soon I could see his body stiffen up 
and with one finally thrust he emptied his load into me.  And as 
he was filling me, it set me off and I exploded.  The first shot 
was so powerful that it landed on my neck, the second shot of cum 
on my chest.  The rest all over my stomach.  Brian pulled his 
softening cock out of me and leaned down to lick the remaining 
cum from my dick and stomach.  He then kissed his way up my chest 
catching the stray shots.  

"Brian, if this is a dream I don't ever want to wake up" I said 
looking into his deep blue eyes.

"Well, then neither do I.  Jay this is just the happiest I have 
ever really been, and well, um. I think I may be falling in 
love." 

"I think that I, well, may be falling in love too."

I leaned over and kissed Brian.  This time though, it was more 
then just a kiss, this time I was sharing a moment in time with 
my new lover.

"Brian, will you hold me?" I asked.

"Anything for you J-Bear," he said.

He wrapped his big strong arms around me and I laid my head down 
on his chest.  Listening to his beating heart and feeling so safe 
and protected in his arms I was able to drift right off to sleep.  
The next thing I remember was waking up to my dad standing in my 
room yelling...

TO BE CONTINUED.

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