Date: Tue, 9 Jan 2001 06:00:10 -0800 (PST)
From: Francis O'Ratigan <frnceso@yahoo.com>
Subject: Christmas at South Fork

Begin Anew

Copyright 2000 By Frnceso O'Rtg.

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This story is complete fiction.  This story in no way implies the ACTUAL
sexual orientation or beliefs of Actual living people.  In other words
FICTION!!

After this installment only one more to go!!!! I hope you enjoy it.

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Christmas at South Fork

Part One

Jason opened his eyes to find that Kevin was staring at him.  Kevin wrapped
is arms around Jason and kissed him gently on the lips.  "Hey cutie!"

"How long have you been awake?" asked a sleepy Jason.

"About an hour, I been watching you sleep," Kevin bent down and kissed
Jason again.

"It is way too early to be up," Jason said as he let out a huge yawn and
rolled over to sleep some more.

"Uh uh Jas," Kevin giggled softly.  "You have a chemo session to go through
this morning."  Jason glared at Kevin and swung his feet over the side of
the bed and stood up and headed for the bathroom.  "Come on baby don't be
that way," Kevin whined a little.  Jason had been in a blue mood for most
of the week.  Ever since that the kidnapping thing had been settled Jason
had fallen into a depression.  Kevin had tried everything to bring Jason
out of it.  But nothing seemed to work.  Kevin sighed and headed out of the
room to head downstairs.  He could hear Johnny yelling about something.
Frowning he headed into the living room.  Brian was standing on a ladder
near the tree trying to put some garland on it.

"No no!" shouted Johnny.  "That is not how you do it!  Here let me show
you."  Brian rolled his eyes and handed the bundle of garland to his
nephew.

"Are you slave driving your Uncle Brian again?" Kevin asked ruffling
Johnny's hair.

"I can't help it if he can't decorate a tree!" stated Johnny as he clamored
up the stepladder and started to apply the gold tinsel garland around the
tree.

"Do you think you have enough lights on it?" asked Kevin raising his
eyebrows at the sight before him.  "There has to be close to five hundred
lights on it."

"I lost count at 700," grumbled Brian.  Johnny elbowed him in the side.
"Well you do have that many lights on that tree!" argued Brian.

"Actually there is about 1200 lights on it."  Kevin grinned widely at
Brian's shocked expression.  Johnny just grinned and shrugged. "You can
never have to many lights!" Johnny stated as he wrapped Brian up in the
garland.  Brian tried to get loose but failed.  Finally he gave up and
looked to Kevin with a pleading look.  Kevin just shrugged his shoulders
and laughed.  When Johnny was satisfied that Brian was safely wrapped up he
promptly hung an ornament on him.  "There now we can hang ornaments on
Uncle Brian."  Johnny ran out of the room laughing his head off.  Scrappy
took off after him barking loudly.

"Your son is a brat!" laughed Brian as he tried to untangle himself from
the garland.  "Some times I wonder if he is blood related and not adopted."

"I seemed to remember you pulling something like that to poor Nick when we
first got started in the group," laughed Kevin as he tried to hang an
ornament on Brian.

"Yea and I remember you helping me decorate the sleeping Nick," giggled
Brian as he swatted Kevin's hand away.

"You have admit it was funny!" laughed Kevin thinking back on the memory.
He heard the stairs creek and looked up to see Trevor walk into the room.

"Hey cool!" exclaimed Trevor.  "My own personal Brian tree!"  Brian flipped
him off.  "Ewwww, let's go up to the room baby!"  Brian looked over at
Trevor and his heart stood still.  Trevor had just come from his work out.
Brian licked his lips in anticipation of what was to come.

"You like what you see?" smirked Trevor as he struck a pose.

"Um yea," stuttered out Brian.  Trevor walked over to him and took an
ornament from Kevin's hand and hung it on the garland that crossed over
Brian's crotch.

"There that looks a lot better," giggled Trevor as he leaned in for a quick
kiss.  Brian let out a small moan and pulled Trevor close to him.  It
didn't matter that Trevor was soaked with his sweat from his work out.  It
only to serve to feed Brian's desires more.  They were rudely interrupted
by Kevin's loud clearing of his throat.  Reluctantly Brian looked back at
Kevin glaring at him.

"Ok you two horn dogs.  Knock it off," groaned Kevin.  "Besides I have a
mission for you two.  We have a party to get ready for and plus I need help
with Jason's present."

"Oh no you don't!" exclaimed Brian.  "You are not dragging us into one of
your schemes.  They never work!"  Trevor looked at Brian confused.  "Take
my word for it.  You don't want to know!" Brian said as he kissed Trevor on
the lips and grabbed his hand and drug him out of the room and upstairs.

"You're not getting out of it that easy!" yelled Kevin.  "Christmas is just
a few days away and we have to get ready for the Party tomorrow night and
and--," shouted Kevin at the retreating lovers.  "Oh fuck it!" he grumbled.
"They're in love Kevin," saying to himself as he looked up at the towering
tree and decided that Brian was wrong.  "You can never have to many lights
on a tree," he laughed softly and picked an ornament and set about
decorating the tree.

Brian opened the door and led Trevor into the room.  "Now we can be alone,"
he whispered seductively into Trevor ear as he rubbed Trevor's crotch.
Trevor let out a whimper and tried to capture Brian's lips in a kiss.
Brian wrinkled his nose at the smell of Trevor's work out.  "Uh uh lover
boy!" Brian scolded as he slid Trevor's shirt over his head.  "You need a
shower first!"  Trevor pouted momentarily and headed into the bathroom
trying to drag Brian with him.  "You go and get cleaned up and I'll get the
bed and myself ready."  Brian lightly rubbed Trevor's crotch again causing
Trevor to moan a little.  "Now hurry, cause Jr. hear needs some attention!"
Trevor grinned and bolted towards the shower.

Jason made his way downstairs and into the living room.  Once he rounded
the corner he spotted the object of his desire.  Jason snuck in and stood
by the fireplace to watch his lover at work.  Kevin didn't see Jason walk
into the room for Kevin was distracted decorating the tree.  This was the
first time that Jason had seen Kevin decorate a tree so he decided to watch
for a while.  His lover's lean and hard body mesmerized him as he twisted
and turned hanging ornaments on the tree.  The light from the white lights
reflecting off of the gold garland cast the entire room in a golden haze.
He let out an involuntary gasp as he beheld Kevin looking at the tree
thoughtfully.  Kevin heard the noise and turned around and smiled at his
lover.

"Hey sexy!" he exclaimed as he put the ornament down.

"Don't stop on my account," Jason said softly.  "I was enjoying the view."

"Decorating the tree?" asked a confused Kevin.  "What is so exciting about
that?"

"Oh my dear husband," sighed Jason as he moved into Kevin's outstretched
arms.  "You have no idea how arousing watching you hang ornaments on the
tree truly is."  Leaning up on his tiptoes he planted a small kiss on
Kevin's nose.  Kevin moved his mouth down so that he was kissing Jason on
the lips.  He lightly probed until Jason parted his lips to allow Kevin in.
Kevin deepened the kiss driving his tongue to the hidden areas of Jason's
mouth.  As Jason allowed Kevin to kiss him deeply he traced the jaw line of
Kevin causing Kevin to moan softly.  Kevin responded by grinding his crotch
into Jason's.  Jason let out a small moan as he wrapped his arms around
Kevin's neck and held him close.  A gagging noise interrupted them.  Kevin
let out a small whimper as Jason pulled away.  The gagging noise continued.
"I wonder who that is?" Jason asked he looked behind him and smiled and
spotted Johnny standing at the doorway with his arm wrapped around
Scrappy's neck.  Jason almost busted up laughing at the look on Johnny's
face.

"Do you guys have to do that in front of me?" whined Johnny.  Kevin choked
back a laugh and went back to work on the tree.  "Where is Uncle Brian?  I
need him to help me put out the Nativity scene out front."

"Why don't I help you with that?" asked Jason.  "I still have a couple of
hours before my next chemo treatment."  Johnny wasted no time grabbing the
help that was offered.  Kevin smiled at his family as they rushed outdoors
to decorate the yard.  This was going to be a great Christmas.  One that he
was looking forward to.  After what Jason and Johnny had been through the
last three years plus the fact that Kevin had missed the last three
holidays seasons with Jason he wasn't going to miss this one.  He peeked
out the window and busted up laughing as he saw Johnny throw a snowball at
Jason.  Jason of course retaliated by tackling Johnny in the snow.  The
sight of his two most important people in his world playing in the snow
brought tears to his eyes.  He allowed them to fall for they were tears of
happiness.  He jumped as Johnny lightly threw a snowball at the window.

"Oh now you've done it little man!" laughed Kevin as he hurried to get his
coat and gloves.  It was time to teach Johnny who was the master snowball
fighter.



In Orlando four hours earlier.

Justin opened his eyes and looked around the room.  JC was gone as usual he
had woken up from a nightmare and left the bed to be by himself.  Justin
frowned as he thought of his lover suffering through this all by himself.
Justin had tried so many times to break through that hard shell that JC had
built around him.  Justin still didn't know the whole story.  He knew that
JC was raped by five teens.  But there was much more than that Justin knew
it.  Sighing heavily Justin swung his feet over the side of the bed and
made his way to the hallway.  As usual he could hear JC's sobs coming from
the study down the hall.  For the first time in almost two months Justin
decided to interrupt those sobs.  It was time for the truth to come out.
Taking a deep breath he walked towards the study.  Reaching for the door
handle--,

"I want to be alone Justin," JC said from inside the study.  Justin forced
himself to open the door anyway and step inside the room.  "Didn't you hear
me?"

"Yes JC," Justin said sternly.  "I heard you but I'm not buying it this
time.  You and I are going to talk this through!"

"Not now Justin!" ordered JC as he glared at Justin.  His glare softens as
he saw the hurt in sadness in Justin's eyes.  "I'm sorry babe, it's just
that I am not ready to talk about what happened."

"God JC, it's been almost two months.  I miss you so much!" Justin said
with tears falling.  "I want to be able to make love to you."  JC cringed
when he heard those words out of Justin.  "What?" demanded Justin.  "I
can't make love to my boyfriend?"  JC looked away praying that Justin would
just leave.  "Why the hell not?" Justin shouted at JC.

"You don't understand," JC shouted back.  "You have no idea what happened
to me back there!"

"Than make me understand JC!" Justin demanded.  JC remained silent as
Justin continued to wait for a response from his lover.  Walking up to JC
Justin planted a light kiss on JC's bare shoulder.  Hurt when JC pulled
away from Justin's loving embrace.  "Why?" he sobbed out.  "God JC if you
only knew how much I love you!"

"You will never understand Justin," JC said quietly as he turned and faced
the window once again shutting out Justin from his life.

"Fine JC, if that is how you truly want it I won't argue with you anymore,"
Justin said sadly as he left the room and walked down to his room.  Once
inside he went to the closet and took out his luggage.  He heard JC walk
into the room.

"Where are you going?" asked JC.

"Somewhere where I can be alone and think things through," Justin said as
he shoved things into a bag.  "I mean it is pretty plain that you have no
intentions of opening up to me."

"It's just that I'm not sure that I understand what is going on with me,"
JC mumbled.

"Well don't worry about me JC.  Cause I am going to give you all the time
in the world to figure out what you want!" Justin hurled as he pulled the
zipper shut with an angry gesture.

"Please Justin," pleaded JC.  "I don't want you to leave."

"Than let me help you through this!" Justin pleaded.  JC looked to the
floor and didn't answer Justin.  "I guess I got my answer."  JC remained
standing in the bedroom as he heard the door slam.

Back at South Fork. (Back to present)

"OOOOH God Brian!" shouted Travis as he rammed in to Brian's ass one last
time blasting his load deep into Brian's ass.  Breathing and moaning with
exhaustion he collapsed on top of Brian's sweaty body.  "Wow!" he sighed
rolling over on his back.

"That was wonderful baby," breathed out Brian as Trevor snuggled back up to
him.

"I live to make you happy baby," Trevor said as he planted a kiss on
Brian's cheek.  He was tired out from his lovemaking session with Brian.
It was always like that with Brian.  Whenever he made love with Brian it
was whole consuming love.  Brian never did anything half way.  Brian's hand
found his way to Trevor's cock.  Trevor shivered at the touch.  "God
Brian," he gasped out.  "Don't you ever quit?"  Brian just giggled softly
as he lowered his mouth onto Trevor's cock.  Trevor surrendered himself to
the feelings that Brian was unleashing.  He stared down with love at his
lover as he bobbed slowly up and down on his cock.  Brian looked up at him
and smiled with his eyes.  Trevor closed his eyes and laid back to enjoy
the gift his lover was giving him.

"Ok Ok!" pleaded Kevin as his husband and son bombarded him with snowballs.
"I surrender!"  Laughing he broke away from the war zone.

"Yes!" gloated Johnny as he waved his hands in the air.  "We are the
masters!"  Only his gloating was cut short as a snowball pelted him in the
back of the head.  He turned around in time to see Jason pelt him with
another one.  "Traitor!" he giggled as he picked up another snowball and
threw it in the direction of Jason.  Only problem was Scrappy decided that
he wanted to play catch and caught the snowball in mid air.  For the next
few seconds Scrappy coughed and choked on the snow.  This threw Johnny into
a fit of laughter and of course Jason used this opportunity to gain an
advantage over poor Johnny.  After a few more moments of war the two called
a treaty and went to work on the Nativity scene.

About a half an hour later Kevin stepped onto the front porch and had to
laugh at Johnny.  It seemed that Scrappy decided that he wanted to play
instead of letting Johnny decorate.  Scrappy had one of the sheep in his
mouth and was running around the yard trying to keep away from Johnny.
Johnny was attempting to stop Scrappy by throwing snowballs at the hyper
dog.  This only served to excite the dog even more as he continued to play
the game of keep a way from Johnny.

"Scrappy!" shouted Johnny."  "You stop right now and give me that sheep!"
Scrappy stopped for a few seconds and waited until Johnny got almost up to
him and than took off running again.  "Scrappy!" whined the boy.  "Fine!
No snacks for you for a month!"  Scrappy dropped the sheep and walked up to
his young master with his head low.  Johnny patted him on the head to show
that all was forgiven and retrieved the plastic sheep and trotted off to
Jason so that they could finish putting up the Nativity Scene.  Kevin
frowned as he heard the front gate speaker system buzz.  He pushed the talk
button.  He almost wished that this moment could be frozen in time forever.
Every thing was perfect.  His son was happy and his husband was having fun
too playing in the snow.  It had been a long time since Kevin had seen
Jason this happy.  Swearing softly he picked up the phone and spoke into
it.

"Come on up Doctor, we're expecting you," he sighed.  He made his way
slowly up to Jason.  "Hey babe," he said softly wrapping his arms around
Jason's waist.  "Nice job, it looks real nice."  Jason nodded and leaned
back into the arms of his husband.

"He is on his way isn't he?" he asked softly.

"Yea he just buzzed in a minute ago," Kevin replied planting a kiss on the
top of his head.  "You want to head up to the house?"

"I'll be up in a few minutes.  I want to finish helping Johnny," Jason said
as he walked over to the Nativity scene to help Johnny finish up.  Bending
down he picked up a handful of straw and helped Johnny arrange it around
the manger set.  Kevin sighed heavily and headed back to the house.

An hour later.

"Ok, that is it for this time," said the doctor.  "Now remember Jason, you
need to keep up your strength.  I don't like the way you have lost so much
weight.  You need to try and eat more.  And it wouldn't hurt for you to
pick up on your activity a little.  Take a half-hour walk once a day.  I
think you will find that helpful."

"I'll try doc," Jason said with a tired voice.  He was ready to drift off
into a drug-induced sleep.  The doctor had given him something for the
nausea and pain.

"He should sleep for most of the afternoon," the Doctor said to Kevin.  "I
have to tell you, I am really worried about his weight.  If he doesn't
start eating I'm going to admit him."  Kevin cringed at the sounds of those
words.  "I know he hates hospitals so try to get him to eat."

"I promise to get him to eat," Kevin assured the doc.  "I'm going to move
him back to our room so he can rest better."  Bending down he easily picked
up Jason and carried him out of the room.  The doctor frowned at the ease
of Kevin being able to pick Jason up like that.

"Jason is so lucky to have you Kevin," he said softly as he headed down
stairs to head out.  On the way out he ran into Johnny.

"Is Dad going to be all right?" asked Johnny as he petted Scrappy on the
head.

"With you and Kevin around to support and love him, yes I think that Jason
will be all right," replied the Doctor as he put his hand on Johnny's head.
The Doctor climbed into his car and drove off.  Johnny waited until the car
was out of sight before heading into the house.  He passed Brian and Trevor
as he headed up stairs.  They were kissing each other and their hair was
all messed up.  Johnny rolled his eyes at the affection that his uncle was
showing.

"Did you two just have sex?" demanded Johnny with his hands on his hips.
Brian choked back a laugh as Trevor blushed a million shades of red.  "I
thought so!" Johnny laughed.  "You guys are gross!  You are always hugging
and kissing on each other, just like my Dads.  That's it!" he shouted as
Brian and Trevor exchanged smiles.  "I'm gonna find me a boy friend so I
can gross you guys out for a change!"  Johnny made his way to his fathers'
room to spend some time with Jason.  He could hear Brian laughing at what
he said.  Opening the door he spotted Jason lying in bed asleep.  Kevin was
nowhere to be seen so Johnny climbed in with his Father and snuggled up to
him.  Jason opened his eyes and looked down at Johnny.

"Hey Johnny," Jason said softly.  "You done decorating?"  Johnny nodded
quietly and pulled Jason's arm around him so that it was hugging him.
"What's wrong?"  Johnny shrugged his shoulders.  "You know that is not an
answer buddy," Jason lightly scolded him.

"Are you going to die?" Johnny asked bluntly.  The bluntness of the boy's
question startled Jason.  He slowly sat up in bed and helped Johnny sit up
with him.

"Where is this coming from?" Jason asked with concern.

"I heard the Doctor talking with Dad, and he said if you don't take better
care of yourself he will have to admit you," Johnny said in a small voice.
"I just got you two back.  Both of you at the same time under the same
roof.  I don't want you to leave."  Tears started to form in Johnny's eyes.
Jason gathered the small boy in his arms and kissed the top of his head.

"You won't loose me Johnny, I promise to take better care of myself, deal?"
I asked smiling down at Johnny.  Johnny nodded and yawned at the same time
snuggling deeper into his father's arms and closed his eyes.  Jason lay
back in the bed and closed his eyes too.  He needed his rest so that he
could get back on his feet.  "I think Kevin and I will go for a nice walk
this evening," he thought to himself just before sleep claimed him.

Standing at the doorway was Kevin.  He had been watching in silence as the
two most important people in his entire life held their private
conversation completely unaware that Kevin was listening.  "Just maybe
Johnny will be the one that will pull Jason out of this depression," he
thought silently to himself.  He heard his named called, sighing he turned
and headed downstairs.  He would've loved to take a nap with his family but
someone down stairs needed him.  As he stepped off of the stairs and onto
the marble floor he was shocked to see Justin standing at the door with his
bags.  It was obvious that Justin was upset about something.

"Justin?" he asked softly.  "What is wrong?"

"I left JC," Justin said bluntly as he turned and headed into the living
room.  "I got tired of him shutting me out of his life all the time.  Ever
since the rape he won't open up to me."  He went right to the bar and
picked up a bottle of water and poured him a glass over ice.  Taking a huge
gulp he sat down by the fireplace.  "Has he called here looking for me?"
Kevin shook his head no.  "I'm not surprised, he is so wrapped up in
himself and his self pity that he probably doesn't even know I am gone,"
Justin spat out bitterly.

"What happened Justin?" asked Kevin feeling his heart soften when he saw
the pain in Justin's eyes.

"You know JC was raped?" Justin asked.  Kevin nodded for Justin continue.
"Well ever since he came back he won't open up.  It's like he is an
entirely different person.  I can't even remember the last time we made
love."

"Is that what is about?" Kevin asked softly.  Justin nodded with out saying
anything.  "God Justin, do you have any idea what JC has been through?"
Justin looked up at Kevin glaring at him.  "I'm sorry Justin.  But if
you're expecting me to take your side on this I can't."

"What about me?" Justin demanded.  "What about my feelings? Or do they
count?"

"Of course your feelings count Curly," Kevin replied sitting beside Justin.
"But JC has been through hell right now.  This isn't going to go away
overnight."

"But I love him so much!" Justin sobbed out.  "Why can't he see that?"

"What if the shoe was on the other foot?" Kevin asked.  "I mean what if you
were ganged raped instead of JC.  How would you feel?"  Justin sat quietly
for a few minutes prompting Kevin to push a little.  "Justin?  How would
you feel if you were the raped victim instead of JC?"

"I guess I would be hurt, and I would feel violated and dirty--," Justin
stopped as it became clear as to what JC was going through.  "OH God!" he
sobbed out.  "It isn't me!"  Justin stood up in a hurry to leave but Kevin
stopped him.

"Justin you need some rest before you take off again," Kevin said softly.

"But I have to get back to him.  I have to make him understand that I don't
blame him for this!" Justin was frantic to make JC understand.

"Not until you get at least a few hours of sleep.  And than when you wake
up you're going to eat a good health meal and than we'll see about getting
you back to JC," Kevin ordered.  "Once you are rested and not dead on your
feet than you can talk to him with a clear head."

"You aren't going to let me go are you?" Justin retorted.

"You need rest Justin," Kevin said wrapping his arm around Justin and
guiding to the stairs.  "Take the guest room on the left at the end of the
hall."  When Justin was well on his way to sleep Kevin walked back to the
living room and picked up the phone and dialed a number.  After a few rings
JC voice answered.  "JC?" Kevin asked.

"Yea Kevin?" JC asked.  Kevin could tell by his voice that JC had been
crying.

"Justin is here with us," Kevin stated.

"Thank God!" JC breathed out.  "Did he say why he left me?"  Kevin could
tell that JC was frantic with worry."

"Yes we did talk about why he left.  But that is something that you and him
need to talk through," Kevin said.  He stifled a yawn and it dawned on him
that he was tired too.  Maybe he would take a nap latter.  "He is resting
right now.  I plan on sending him home tomorrow unless you want to come up
here and spend Christmas with us."

"Are you sure it won't be a problem?" JC asked.

"No problem at all.  Jason would enjoy having you and Justin around for the
holidays.  And Brian would love it too," Kevin said trying not to laugh.

"Brian?" asked a confused JC.

"Yea you see Johnny been slave driving poor Brian around for the past week
decorating the place.  It will be nice to have someone else around so that
Johnny can pick on someone else," Kevin laughed out.  The two friends
talked for a few more moments as they made plans.  After hanging up Kevin
headed to the bedroom to see how Jason was doing.  As he quietly opened the
door he was mildly amused to see Johnny still curled up in the bed snuggled
up to his father.  It had seemed that Johnny had taken to sleeping with his
Father more than in his own bed.  Kevin sighed as he closed the door and
headed back down stairs to nap on the couch.

Three hours later.

Kevin heard voices in the distance.

"Are you sure he won't mind?" asked Justin.

"Oh he'll mind all right.  That is what makes it fun!" giggled Johnny.
Kevin opened his eyes in time to see Justin sneaking up on him with an
ornament in his hands.

"Oh hi Kevin!" said Justin all innocent.  Kevin sat up and realized that he
was covered in garland.

"Do you mind explaining why I look like a tree?" he asked as he started to
remove the ornaments that were hanging on his body.  Johnny let out a
giggle and took off down the hall.  About three seconds later he came back
in with Jason behind him.

"Oh no you don't mister!" Jason scolded lightly.  "You have to face the
music mister!"

"Don't he look great Dad?" giggled Johnny.

"Yea he does look good except for this," Jason said with a mischievous grin
on his face.  Picking up the star he walked over to Kevin and planted it on
his head.  "There perfect!"  Before long the entire room was rolling with
laughter.

"Ok ok!" grumbled Kevin.  "Now that every one has had their fun will
someone please help me out of this stuff?"  Jason took pity on his husband
and started to help him remove the garland and ornaments.

"Kevin?" asked Jason.

"Yes sweetie?" asked Kevin as he kissed Jason on the lips.

"Can we go for a walk this afternoon?" Jason asked hopefully.

"Are you sure you're up to it?" Kevin asked.

"We don't have to make it long.  It's been so long since we've seen the
river," complained Jason.

"Ok, but you have to promise that if you get tired we come straight back
home," Kevin relented.

"Deal!" Jason exclaimed as he hurried off to get his coat.

Fifteen minutes later

"Thank you for taking me on this walk Kevin," Jason said as he snuggled
closer to his husband.

"You cold?" asked a worried Kevin.

"No, I just like to snuggle up to you is all," Jason said with a giggle.
Kevin laughed softly and pulled him closer to him.  They had reached the
bank of the river and Jason sat down on the ground and patted a place next
to him.  "I love the river this time of the year," he said as he laid his
head on Kevin's shoulder.  "It's so peaceful and quiet."

"Not to interrupt this moment but JC is on his way over," Kevin said as he
pulled Jason closer to him.

"Is Justin and JC having problems?" Jason asked grabbing Kevin's hand and
kissing it.  "I mean first Justin shows up and than JC is coming too."

"They are having some problems and they need some help with it.  Why don't
you take Justin out to dinner tonight and get him to open up.  I'll take JC
and try to talk some sense into him."

"What happen to JC when he was kidnapped?" Jason asked.  He felt Kevin
tense up when Jason mentioned the Kidnapping.  "Kevin?" Jason pushed.  "I
need to know if I am going to help Justin."

Kevin sighed heavily, "He was gang raped by five guys."  Jason sucked in
his breath heavily.

"Oh my God!" he breathed.  "Why didn't any one tell me?"  Jason was mad.
"I could've helped him through this mess!  I've been in his shoes not once
but twice!"

"You are in no shape to be counseling anyone especially JC!" Kevin hurled
back at him.  "Or have you forgotten what he did to you?"  (Once again
refer to the twist and turns series to find out.)

"Yes I am perfectly aware of what happened to me.  And I don't hold JC
accountable for that.  He wasn't in his right mind when that happened and
you know it!" Jason shouted at Kevin.  After calming down, "You take Justin
out and I'll handle JC."  He could tell that Kevin wasn't going to like it
so he pushed.  "I'm budging on this Kevin."

"Ok but if you get hurt in the process I will never forgive myself," Kevin
relented.  They heard the front gate open and saw a rental car drive up the
drive.  "Ok JC is here let's get you back up the house."  Jason nodded and
got up to his feet and slid his hand in Kevin's hand and squeezed it.

"I love you babe," he said with a smile.

"I love you too Jas, and I worry about you so much," Kevin replied with
tears in his eyes.

"Hey," soothed Jason as he reached up and wiped the tear from Kevin's face.
"We will get through this.  You and me and the rest of the family.  And we
will come out stronger for it too."  The two lovers headed back up to the
house.  Once there he could hear Justin shouting at JC.  Kevin and Jason
picked up their pace and ran into the house.

"What the hell are you doing here?" demanded a pissed Justin.  Johnny was
staring at his adopted uncle.  He had never heard Justin shout like that.
"I thought you wanted to be alone to sort things out!"

"Uncle Justin?" asked Johnny in a soft voice.

"What the hell do you want?" shouted Justin.  Johnny backed up few steps
and bumped into the coffee table and dumped it over.  There was porcelain
Santa and Sleigh set stetting on the table.  It was Johnny's favorite
decoration one that Jason had gotten him on their first Christmas together.
When it hit the floor it shattered into a million pieces.  Johnny backed up
looking at Justin in fear.

"All right!" shouted Jason.  "Every one to their own corners!"  JC glared
at Justin and Justin glared back.  "NOW!"  Turning to Johnny who was now in
tears.  "Johnny come here please."  Johnny walked over to Jason expecting
the worst but was surprised when Jason hugged him.  "This is not your fault
Johnny.  It was an accident.  You and I will go out to the store and get
another one OK?"  Johnny nodded and wiped his eyes with his sleeve.  "Now I
need you go up stairs to your room.  Kevin and I need to talk to JC and
Uncle Justin for a moment."  Turning to Brian, "Brian can you spend a few
moments with Johnny while we discus this?

"Sure, come on Johnny, let's go play some video games.  I'll even let you
beat me," Brian said as he messed up Johnny's hair.

"Yea right Uncle Brian!" giggled Johnny.  "You know you can't beat me!"

"Hey one can always dream," said Brian.

"Well keep on dreaming Uncle Brian cause it is not going to happen!"
laughed Johnny

Jason walked up to Justin glaring at him when he was a few feet away from
him he spoke.  "I'm only going to say this once!  Don't ever yell at Johnny
again!  You got me?"  Justin nodded with out saying anything.  "He is a
child and doesn't understand what is going on.  You have no right to take
your anger out on him.  How dare you!"  Kevin walked up to Jason and put
his hand on his shoulder.  He could feel Jason calming down the minute his
hand touched his shoulder.  "Now let's all sit down and decide how we are
going to fix this mess."

An hour later Justin and Kevin on their way into town and JC and Jason was
up stairs in the study talking.  "So JC have you talked to any one about
what is bothering you?"  JC looked up at Jason with fear in his eyes.  "Ok,
I'll take that as an no."  Jason stood up and walked to the bar and poured
a brandy for JC and opened a bottle of water for himself.  Handing the
brandy to JC he sat back down.  "I know you were raped," Jason said.  He
heard JC groan in pain when he said the rape word.  "It wasn't your fault
JC!" urged Jason.  "It was a horrible crime and they had no right to do
that to you."

"I hate myself!" rasped JC.  "I'm dirty and I don't want Justin to get
dirty too."

"Ok I wasn't going to bring this up but I have to.  You remember when you
raped me?" JC cringed at the memory of that horrible night.  "I don't hold
you accountable for that Josh.  It wasn't your fault you were being
controlled by someone else."

"But you're different from me!" shouted JC.  "You are a stronger person
than I am.  You would never allow some bitch control your fucking mind!"

"I don't know that, you don't know that!" Jason shouted back at him.
"Justin is sick with worry over you.  He doesn't understand why you won't
let him love you.  He has given you his heart and he sees that you are in
pain and you shut him out!  Do you have any idea what it feels like when
some one you love shuts you out and won't let you in?"

"I don't want to hurt him!" sobbed JC.

"But you are hurting him by shutting him out.  JC I've been a recipient of
Justin's love.  And I can tell you that when he gives you his heart it is
completely and unconditionally.  You have to find away to let Justin in.
Cause if you break his heart you will have made an enemy of me!"  Jason
looked at JC for an answer but JC remained silent.  "Are you even trying to
understand what I am saying?"

"Of course I am trying!" snapped JC.

"Hey don't snap at me!" shouted Jason.  "I didn't ask for any of this!  I
didn't ask for my holiday to be put on hold while we try to repair you and
Justin's relationship!"

"Well I am so fucking sorry that I interrupted your holiday!" shouted JC as
he stood up and tried to walk away but Jason grabbed his elbow and forced
him back down.

"OH no you don't!" shouted Jason.  "You are not going to come into my house
and upset it and than walk away and hide.  We are going to make this work!
You are my friend and I happen to care a great deal for Justin.  Not to
mention that Johnny is crazy about him too!"  JC sat back down in the couch
cushions glaring at the floor.  "Do you love Justin?" Jason asked placing a
hand on his shoulder.

"Of course I love him!" JC hurled at Justin.

"Than let him in!" demanded Jason.

"NO!" shouted JC as he got up and walked to the bar and in a fit a rage
pushed it over.  "I won't let him see how this has fucked me up.  I won't
do that too that too him!"  JC was in tears now and his knees started to
shake as he lowered himself to the floor sobbing into his hands.  Jason got
up and went to him and knelt beside him and wrapped his arms around him.
JC tried to get away but Jason continued to hold him tightly.

"I'm not going anywhere, you and I are going to sit here until you are
ready to take the next step," Jason said softly into JC ear.

"What are the next steps?" sobbed JC.  "My life is so fucked up now!  I
mean I have no career.  My love life is in shambles and I've been--," JC
stopped looking down.

"Say it JC!" Jason urged.

"NO!" shouted JC as he tried to break away from Jason.  But Jason held on
tight.

"You are never going to beat this thing unless you face it!" Jason urged
him.

"I've been - - -," sobbed JC.  He was shaking in fear and anger and grief.

"Go ahead and say it," urged Jason.  "You are safe and they can't touch you
they can't hurt.  It is just you and I in this room.  The monsters are
gone."

"I've been," started JC and than finishing with the softest word.  "Raped."
Once he said it he buried his head in Jason's shoulder sobbing
uncontrollably.  Jason just held JC in his arms while JC cried for the
first time in a long time facing the demons that threatened him and his
life with Justin.

Three hours later.

Kevin and Justin walk back into the house.  "Thanks Kevin," Justin said
softly.  "That talk really helped."  They heard laughing in the living
room.  Walking into the room they were greeted with a bombardment of
laughter.  JC was sitting in the couch beside Jason drinking a cup of hot
chocolate and Johnny was digging in a box that held the replacement Santa
and Sleigh set that got broken earlier.

"Can anyone join this party?" asked Kevin.  Jason stood up and walked over
to Kevin and slid into his arms.

"Hi!" he exclaimed as he stood on his tiptoes and kissed Kevin's nose.  "I
missed you!"  Gagging noises were heard in the background.  Jason looked
over at Johnny and saw him making a sour face.

"Can you guys give it a rest?" Johnny whined.  "First it is Trevor and
Brian sucking face and now it is you two.  I need to find me a boyfriend
real soon."  Kevin busted up laughing.  "What is so funny?" demanded
Johnny.

"I'm sorry, Johnny," Kevin laughed out.  "I just think it is so funny
seeing you like this.  I guess we never thought about showing affection in
front of you so much.  Does it bother you?"

"Well not really, I mainly complain just to tease you guys," Johnny
giggled.  This caused Kevin to pick up Johnny and start tickling him.  Soon
the room was filled with a child's laughter and the dog's barking.

Justin watched Kevin and Johnny playing by themselves.  Jason had gotten up
and went to the couch and lied down.  Justin could tell that Jason was
tired.  He felt a hand on his shoulder.  He looked back to see JC's
pleading face.

"Umm can we talk?" asked JC.  Justin nodded and took JC's hand and headed
into the other room.  Once they were in the sitting room JC turned and
faced Justin and lightly pulled Justin's head down to meet his lips and he
graced Justin's lips with a gently kiss.  "I am so sorry that I pushed you
away," he whispered leaning his head against Justin's chest.  "Can you ever
forgive me?"

"I'm so sorry that I pushed and tried to get you to open up when you
weren't ready.  Can you forgive me?" asked Justin.

"Tell you what," smiled JC.  "I'll forgive you if you will forgive me."

"Deal," giggled Justin as he kissed the top of JC's head.  "Come on, I want
to show you something."  Justin drug JC to the hallway and handed him his
coat.  "You're going to need this."  JC looked confused as he took the
coat.  "Don't worry Josh, you're going to love this!"  Soon the two lovers
were on their way to Jason's secret hideaway.

The ringing of the phone caught everyone's attention.  Kevin reached for it
but Johnny got to it first.  "I got it Dad!" he exclaimed as he snatched
the cordless phone away.  "Yo!" he shouted into the phone.  Kevin gave him
a scolding look and Johnny just grinned at him.  "Oh hi Tyson!" he
exclaimed blushing and grinning as he headed out of the room.  Kevin looked
at Jason raising his eyebrows and Jason just shrugged his shoulders.  Kevin
snuck into the hallway to see where Johnny was.  "Daaaaaad!" shouted
Johnny.  "Some privacy please?"  Kevin jumped back laughing softly.
Heading back into the living room, "What was that all about?" asked a
confused Kevin.

"Tyson has been calling all night.  It seems that our son is indeed finding
himself a boyfriend," smiled Jason.

"What?" exclaimed Kevin as he sat down.  "Are they serious?"

"Relax Kevin," giggled Jason.  "I've checked with his parents.  Tyler has
had a crush on Johnny for a long time.  It actually took some match making
on the part of his mother to get him to talk to Johnny.  And poor Johnny,
it took him forever to get up the nerve to even say hi.  It was really
cute.  So now Johnny and Tyler talk on the phone constantly."

"Wow," breathed Kevin.  "I mean is this for real? Are they in love?  They
haven't had sex yet have they?" asked Kevin.

"Ewwww! Gross dad!" gagged Johnny as he walked back into the room putting
the phone on the table.  "No we haven't had sex yet.  We haven't even
kissed yet!"  Johnny busted up laughing when he saw his father breathe a
sigh of relief.  "But I would love to kiss him!"  Kevin jerked his head up
in shock.  "Hey you two do it all the time.  I mean you had to figure that
sooner or later I wanted to try it too," Johnny reasoned.  Kevin lowered
his head into his hands and sighed.  "Come on Dad, don't have a cow!"
Johnny laughed as he sat down beside him.  "Umm I have to ask you
something."  Kevin nodded for him to continue.  "Umm Tyson wants to come
over tomorrow night for a sleep over.  Is it all right?"  Kevin looked over
at Jason and Jason nodded.

"Well since tomorrow is Saturday and we do have a party I guess it would be
all right," Kevin said.

"Cool!" exclaimed Johnny as he quickly gave Kevin a hug.  "I've got work to
do.  I have to clean my room and find something to wear and give Scrappy a
bath and and," Looking to see if Scrappy was still there in the room.
"Well come on Scrappy, let's get you cleaned up!"  As soon as Scrappy heard
the word bath he took off.  Soon Johnny was chasing Scrappy around the
house trying to catch him.  Kevin sighed and kissed Jason on the lips.

"I'm going to help our son," said Kevin as he left the room.  Jason pulled
the comforter around him and closed his eyes.

"Wow!" breathed JC as he and Justin rounded the corner and stood at the
edge of the hill that overlooked the valley.  The sun was just barely
setting and the whole valley was cast in a reddish glow.  "Is this Jason's
secret spot?"  Justin came up behind JC and slid his arms around his waist.
JC leaned back against the taller man.  "I guess it is not such a secret
anymore huh?"  Justin didn't answer because he was busy kissing on JC's
neck.  JC let out a small moan of pleasure as Justin's lips on his neck
sent waves of pleasure down his neck.  "You are not being nice Justin," JC
scolded him as he turned around and wrapped his arms around Justin's neck
and pulled him down and kissed him on the lips.  Justin's tongue gently
probed JC's lips until JC parted them to allow Justin in.  JC could tell by
the reaction of Justin's body that Justin was getting excited.  "Is my baby
getting a riled up?" he asked breaking away from Justin's persistent
assault.

"Uh huh," smirked Justin as he reached out and gently rubbed JC's crotch.
JC watched in amazement as Justin fingers found his belt.  It was amazing
how fast Justin could move when his mind was set on what he wanted.  Right
now he wanted to give JC pleasure.  "Please?" begged Justin as he looked
into JC's eyes.  "Please let me do this for you."  JC swallowed hard and
nodded with out speaking.  He watched as Justin undid his belt than his
button on his pants.  Next his zipper was lowered and his pants lowered.
Justin made his way back up to JC and pressed his body to JC's kissing him
fully on the lips.  As he slid his tongue into JC's mouth he gently ground
his crotch into JC's.

"Oh God Justin," groaned out JC.  Justin let out a small giggle as he
lowered himself on his knees and reached out and took JC's Boxers in his
hand and lowered them finally releasing JC's cock from bondage.  JC let out
a shiver as the cold air hit his erect cock.

"Is my baby cold?" asked a smiling Justin as he lightly blew on JC's cock.

"Please Justin," whimpered JC.  "Don't tease me like that."  Justin just
laughed and lowered his head and slowly engulfed JC's aching cock.  "OOOHH
fuck!" JC groaned as Justin soon had JC's cock buried down his throat.
Very slowly Justin started working his way back up JC's cock.  He loved the
feeling of JC's cock in his mouth.  He eagerly lapped up the Precome that
flowed from the head of JC's cock.  "That feels so good Baby," moaned out
JC as he began to gently thrust in and out of Justin's mouth.  As Justin
was getting into it really good JC was hit wit a huge wave of fear.  Tears
came to his eyes as he tried to gently remove Justin's mouth from his
aching cock.  "Pleas Justin, stop please," he sobbed out.  Justin stopped
at once when he heard his lover say no.  He sat back looking up at JC with
confusion and hurt.  JC knelt beside Justin and pulled the younger man in
his arms.  Gently kissing him he ran his fingers through his hair.  "You
are so beautiful you know that?" JC asked.

"Than why did you make me stop?" asked Justin wiping a tear from his face.
"I wanted to give you pleasure."

"I know you did sweet heart and I love you for that," JC soothed as he
kissed Justin again.  "I can't put you in danger."

"What do you mean?" Justin asked again not understanding.

"Justin, I was raped by five guys, I don't have any idea what they had.
And they sure as hell didn't use protection," JC said looking down.  "I
don't want you to get hurt baby."

"We can use condoms," Justin suggested.

"You know as well as I do that condoms are no guarantee.  Even if there is
the smallest chance in the entire world of you getting HIV from me I would
die if I hurt you," JC replied.  "I'm sorry baby but no orgasm in the world
is worth you dying."  Justin stood up and walked to the edge of the hill
looking out over the valley.  "Justin please say something."  JC walked up
behind him and slid his arms around the younger man's waist and pulled him
close.  He felt Justin shaking form tears.  "Please try and understand, I
won't put your life in danger."  Justin turned around and looked down at JC
and smiled sweetly.  Than he raised his eyes to heaven.

"God?" he prayed out loud.  "What did I do to deserve this incredible man?"

"Stop, you're making me blush," giggled JC.

"But Josh you look so cute when you blush like that," giggled Justin back
leaning down and kissing JC on the nose.  Justin held out his hand and JC
took it and followed Justin back up to the house.  "So when will you know
if you are clean?"

"I have to go through a series of tests first.  I would say about a year
and a half," JC said softly.  He heard Justin let out a small sob.  "Hey
hey," he said soothingly.  "There are other ways we can make love."

"But I've waited so long to give myself to you.  I wanted you inside of me
so bad tonight," Justin was sobbing again and JC pulled him in his arms and
held him close.  "Why doesn't the world give us a fucking break just once!"

"I'm so sorry Justin," JC said hanging his head.  "I will understand if you
want to break up."

"Don't you dare say that!" Justin shouted turning on JC.  "I love you and I
don't want any other man in my life.  "Don't ever say that again!"

"Ok Ok," cringed JC.  "I won't say that again.  But I don't want you
unhappy and if not being able to have sex is going to make you unhappy than
that would kill me Justin."

"Like you said, there is more than one way to make love.  We can have fun
exploring those possibilities," Justin said as he stroked the side of JC's
face.  JC let out a small moan and leaned into the touch.  "What do you say
we turn in and snuggle in bed?"

"Whatever makes you happy sweetie," smiled JC as he grabbed Justin's hand
and headed in side of the Mansion.  As Justin closed the door he thought he
heard a noise and turned to see what it was but the grounds were empty so
he shrugged his shoulders and headed inside.

Johnny watched Justin close the door and he stepped out from the bushes.
He had chased Scrappy out doors and followed him to his Dad's private
place.  He was confused.  He had found his uncle on his knees doing
something to JC that he didn't understand.  All he knew was at first JC
seemed to enjoy it than he got all sad and pushed Justin away.  Words were
said that Johnny didn't quite understand.  A wet tongue licked him on the
hand.  Looking down he smiled at Scrappy's face.  It had seemed that
Scrappy was tired from running and decided to come back home.  "Come on
Scrappy, let's get your bath," sighed Johnny as he grabbed Scrappy's collar
and drug him into the house.

Later that night Kevin had just closed Johnny's door and headed down stairs
to the living room to spend some quality time with Jason.  He walked
through the door and spotted his husband lying on the couch sleeping
peacefully.  Kevin grinned as he took the piles of soft imitation bear skin
rugs and laid them by the fireplace.  Than walking to the bar and picking
up a bottle of sparkling grape juice and two champagne flutes and placed
them on the hearth.  Than he made his way over to his sleeping lover he
lightly kissed him on the lips.  "Jason?" he asked softly.  Jason let out a
moan and turned over trying to remain asleep.  "Jason?" Kevin whined again.
Jason opened his eyes and looked at Kevin.  "I have a surprise for you."

"A surprise for me?" smiled Jason.  Kevin held out his hand and pulled
Jason up and led him to the fireplace and sat down on the rugs.  Jason
giggled and sat down next to him.  "This is nice," he said as he lay back
on the rugs.  Kevin smiled as he poured some chilled sparkling grape juice
and handed it to Jason.  Jason took a sip and smiled.  "What is this for?"
Kevin lay down beside Jason and gently unbutton Jason's shirt and eased him
out of it.  Bending down he caught Jason's nipple in his teeth and gently
bit it.  Jason let out a small whimper.  "What are you doing?" he breathed.

"Making love to you?" Kevin asked looking into Jason's eyes with hope.

"Well I think you are a little over dressed for that," giggled Jason as he
tugged at Kevin's belt.  Kevin giggled as he pulled his shirt over his head
and tried to help Jason wit his belt.

"No!" scolded Jason.  "Let me do that."  Kevin shrugged his shoulders and
lay back as Jason stripped Kevin of the rest of his clothes.  After Kevin
was naked Jason sat back and admired him for a few moments.  "It would
appear that I now to many clothes on."

"Well we certainly can't have that now can we?" smiled Kevin.  With a quick
move he had Jason in his arms kissing him hard on the lips and grinding his
crotch into Jason.  Kevin could feel himself growing hard as he felt
Jason's cock grinding against his.  Kevin stopped kissing long enough to
remove Jason's pants and boxers and laid him back on the soft confines of
the furs.  He than hovered just inches over Jason making sure he remained
just out of reach of his lover.  He watched with love as his lover tried to
touch him.  Finally out of frustration Jason let out a little growl and
reached up and grabbed Kevin around the neck and pulled him down.  The
shock of their naked bodies touching sent shivers up both of them.  "Please
Jas," whimpered Kevin as Jason found Kevin's cock and lightly stroked it.

"Make love to me Kev," rasped out Jason as he took Kevin's cock and guided
it to his entrance.  "Make love to me now."

"Do you want me use a condom?" Kevin asked.

"No, I want to feel you inside me," Jason said as Kevin wrapped his arms
around Jason's chest and slowly eased his cock into Jason.  Jason let out a
small hiss of pain and Kevin quickly kissed Jason's neck to distract him.
Finally Kevin's cock slipped passed the ring and into Jason.  This time the
sound from Jason was one of pleasure.  "Oh God Kevin, you feel so good,"
Jason moaned out.  Kevin was silent as he concentrated on giving Jason as
much pleasure as he could.  Gently he slipped a condom on Jason's cock and
begins to lightly stroke Jason off.  The fire from the fireplace flickered
in the almost dark room making the two naked bodies glisten in the
firelight.  Time seem to stand still as the two lovers engaged in the
ancient art of lovemaking that transcend the centuries.  The only sound was
the low groans from Kevin and whimpers from Jason and the sound of flesh
meeting flesh.  Kevin continued to gently thrust in and out of Jason's ass
watching Jason's face for signs of discomfort.  For Jason it was a ride
into heaven.  He relished the feeling Kevin wrapping himself around him and
sliding his cock in and out of Jason.  Every time Kevin would thrust in,
his cock would grace Jason's prostrate gland sending waves of pleasure
throughout Jason's body.

"Oh Jas," breathed out Kevin as he lightly tweaked Jason's nipple causing
Jason to whimper out again.  "You are so beautiful."

"I love you Kevin," Jason moaned out as he arched his back to meet Kevin's
thrusts.  "I'm close Baby."  Kevin quickened his thrusts so that their
orgasms would come at the same time.  "Ooooh God Kevin!" Jason yelled out
as his cock exploded into his condom.  The contraction of Jason's orgasm
sent Kevin over the edge and he plunged in one last time before cumming
deep into Jason.  Jason was hit with one wave of pleasure after another as
Kevin's seed flooded his bowels.  At some point Jason blacked out from the
intense pleasure.

Kevin gently cleaned Jason up and slid his boxers back on and covered him
up with one of the furs.  After making sure that Jason was sleeping
peacefully he went into the kitchen to get him a drink of water before
joining his lover in front of the fireplace.  Once Kevin returned to his
lover and slid under the furs Jason wrapped his arms around Kevin's waist
and pulled him close.  "Thank you Kevin," he moaned out sleepily.

"No, thank you baby," Kevin replied kissing him on the lips before allowing
sleep claim him.

Jason opened his eyes and looked around and found that he was in the living
room lying on a pile of furs.  The fireplace was still flickering and the
light from the flames bounced off of his bare chest.  He heard a soft moan
and he looked down to see Kevin sleeping quietly beside him.  Jason smiled
as he bent down and kissed Kevin's lips gently.  "I love you Boo," he
whispered softly to him.  He laughed softly as Kevin swatted him a way and
turned away.  "Ok I'll let you sleep for now."  Standing up he made his way
into the kitchen slowly.  He was soar from the love making session that
Kevin had given him.  As always Kevin was gentle, but it had been almost a
month since they had last made love.  His cock twitched at the memory of
last night's session.  "Easy there Junior!" he scolded himself.  Switching
on the light to the kitchen he shuffled over to the refrigerator he
retrieved a bottle of water from it.

"Kevin give you a good work out last night?" asked a voice.  He jerked his
head in the direction of the voice and found a sleepy Justin standing in
the doorway.  "Oh don't act all innocent.  I can tell by the way you are
walking," giggled Justin as he swatted Jason on the ass.  "So how was it?"

"Great as always," sighed Jason as he sat down on the stool wincing
slightly at the soreness.

"Dam!" yelped Justin.  "What did he do to you?"

"You only whish that JC would do to you what Kevin does to me," teased
Jason as he waggled his eyebrows at Justin.  He saw the hurt in Justin's
eyes and regretted saying it at once.  "I'm sorry Justin, I shouldn't have
said that."

"No It's all right Jason," Justin said not wanting to tell him everything.
Jason caught on at once and gathered Justin up in his arms.

"You want to talk about it?" Jason asked trying smooth out Justin's curly
hair.  Justin laid his head on Jason's shoulders and started to sob.  "Is
it that bad?"

"JC won't make love to me," he sobbed out.

"Why?" asked a worried Jason.

"He says he won't put me in danger because of the rape," Justin whimpered.

"So I take it that the rapists didn't use any kind of protection," Jason
said wiping a tear from Justin's face.  Justin shook his head no.  "Oh,
Justin, can't you see how much JC loves you?"  When Justin didn't answer
Jason took his finger and placed it under Justin's chin and raised Justin's
head up so that he was looking Jason's eyes.  "You are so lucky to have JC
in your life.  There are not to many people that would put their boyfriends
health and well being in front of their own pleasure."

"But what about my pleasure?" he whined a little.  "All I hear is what JC
wants.  What about me?"

"Justin, you can be so childish some times.  JC loves you, if he didn't
love or care for you he would jump into bed with you with out a second
thought about your safety.  Give him some fucking credit will you?" Jason
shouted at Justin as he stormed out of the kitchen.  Jason was too pissed
to go back to sleep he tossed and turned for about an hour.

"Want to talk about it sweetie?" a sleepy voice asked.  Jason winced when
he discovered that he woke up his husband.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to wake you," Jason said turning and looking into
the loving eyes of his lover.  He had to giggle a little at Kevin's messy
hair.

"What is so funny?" asked Kevin.

"You're hair is a mess," giggled Jason.  "You look cute with your hair all
messed up."

"Ok ok so I look cute, now how about we talk about why you are tossing
turning and waking me up," Kevin said leaning down and kissing Jason on the
nose.  Jason wrapped his arms around Kevin and snuggled closer to him
burying his head into Kevin's chest.

"Justimph isth upseth," said Jason into Kevin's chest.

"Say that again sweetie," giggled Kevin as he took Jason head in his hands
and gently pulled his head away from his chest.

"Justin is upset," Jason said as he tried to attack Kevin's nipple and
pouted when Kevin wouldn't let him.

"Later Jas," Kevin lightly scolded him.  "Now why is our Justin upset?"

"JC will not put out because of the rape and he wants to make sure that he
is safe," Jason said as he snuck a quick kiss on Kevin's chest.  Kevin
rolled his eyes and gave up and let Jason attack him to his heart content.

"Well JC cares for Justin very much and doesn't want to put him in danger.
I would do the same for you," Kevin said finding it hard to concentrate on
talking because Jason had now moved from Kevin's chest to his stomach.
Kevin knew where Jason was headed and debated on whether to stop him but
gave up on the idea because he knew how much pleasure it gave Jason.  Jason
lightly tugged at Kevin's boxers and soon had them off.  Jason than took
Kevin's cock in his hand and lightly stroked him for a few seconds to get
him hard.

"Hmmm," giggled Jason.  "It would appear as if Jr. wants some attention.
What should we do about that?" He asked grinning up at Kevin innocently.
Kevin rolled his eyes and chuckled silently.  "He looks yummy too."  Jason
leaned down and licked the tip of Kevin's cock.  "Yup I was right it does
taste yummy."  With that he popped the mushroomed tip into his mouth
savoring the taste and texture of it.  A huge drop of precome slid out of
the slit, which Jason eagerly swallowed.  Kevin looked down at Jason with
love as Jason continued his assault on Kevin's cock.  Jason let out a
whimper as he slowly engulfed Kevin's cock.  Concentrating on breathing
through his nose he closed his eyes and continued his descent.  Kevin let
out a low moan as he was assaulted with multiple feelings.  It was early in
the morning and Kevin was normally horny this time of the morning so he
knew he wouldn't last long.  Jason knew it too and began to bob up and down
in earnest.  Kevin marveled at the way Jason looked at peace when he was
sucking Kevin off.

For Jason it was where he loved to be.  He certainly loved it when Kevin
would make love to him.  He loved the feeling when Kevin would shoot his
load deep into him.  But he had to admit taking Kevin into his mouth and
making love to him with his mouth was his all time favorite.  Jason was
alerted to Kevin's moans and groans and the gentle thrust.  Jason looked up
to see Kevin's head thrown back and every muscle in his body tense up in an
attempt to hold off the approaching orgasm.  All ready his cock was
twitching uncontrollably and swelling in size.  Jason knew that his treat
was fast approaching.  His mouth watered at the anticipation of the first
shot.  That was always the best one.  It was strong as it shot to the back
of his throat coating his tonsils and back of his throat.  The rest of it
shot out landing on the back of his tongue coating it.  Jason leisurely
swallowed every drop taking his time in cleaning off Kevin's spent Cock.
Kevin finally gently eased Jason off of his sensitive cock.  Jason looked
up at him and smiled as he licked his lips on last time.  "There!" he said
with satisfaction.  "I think that Jr. is happy now."

"Jason," laughed Kevin.  "You are to much sometimes."  Jason made his way
up to his lover and laid his head on his chest and closed his eyes.  Just
as he was about to fall asleep he heard the sounds of little feet running
down the stairs.  He opened one eye at the clock and saw that it read 7:00
in the morning and than he promptly closed his eyes.  "Do you want to sleep
some more babe?" asked Kevin as he kissed Jason's damp hair.  Jason nodded
quietly.  Kevin gathered Jason up in his arms and carried him upstairs and
laid him in his bed and covered him up.  Jason looked up disappointed.
"I'm just going to make sure that Johnny stays out of trouble and than I'll
be right back," Kevin said leaning down and kissing lightly on the lips.
Once he made sure that Johnny was out of trouble he made his way back to
the bedroom.  Once there he crept in, in time to see Jason take off to the
bathroom.  Kevin walked in and gently rubbed Jason's back as Jason threw up
in the toilet.  It happened very time Jason swallowed Kevin's load when he
had cancer.  "Jason, I wish you wouldn't swallow baby," he said with tears
in his eyes.  "I hate seeing you like this."

"I love swallowing your cum Kevin, cancer or no cancer I'm not going to
stop!" Jason argued stubbornly.  Kevin knew he was fighting a loosing
battle.

"Ok you win for now," Kevin sighed.  Jason smiled happily and rinsed his
mouth out and made his way back to the bed and climbed under the blankets.
He looked at Kevin who was standing there looking at him.

Jason let out a little growl and patted the mattress hard.  "Getting lonely
over here!"  Kevin let out a laugh and jumped in the bed wrapping his arms
around Jason pressing his lips to Jason's.  Jason let out a small moan and
surrendered himself to Kevin's demanding lips.

Kevin was happy again.  He had his lover where he wanted him right next to
him kissing him for all he was worth.  "I can die happy right now," he
thought to himself as he pulled Jason into his arms and covered them both
up.

A couple of hours later the entire clan was gathered in the dinning room
eating breakfast.  Kevin and Jason were feeding each other.  Johnny kept
glaring at the two of them.

"Um dad?" asked Johnny.  Kevin took a drink of orange juice and nodded for
him to continue.  "What is an Orgasm?"  The orange juice promptly sprayed
out of Kevin's mouth causing him to cough and choke.  Silence reign supreme
at the table.

"Umm why do you want to know?" asked Jason handing a red faced Kevin a
napkin.  "And where did you hear that word?"

"Well I heard JC say it to Justin last night when I was trying to find
Scrappy," Johnny said looking at his plate.

"You were spying on them?" Kevin asked sternly.

"I couldn't help it I thought I heard Scrappy at dad's private place and I
saw JC and Justin," Johnny said softly.  Kevin glared over in the direction
of JC and Justin and caught notice of their horrified faces.  Kevin and
Jason had to reframe from busting up with laughter.

"We'll discuss this after breakfast alone," Kevin said using a much softer
tone than before.  "JC and Justin don't go any where either, Jason will
want to talk to you."

"I will?" yelped Jason.

"Yesss, Dear!" Kevin hissed at him.

"Oooohh yes I guess I do have to talk to them," Jason said sadly regretting
the upcoming talk.  But in a way he was glad that he got the better deal.
He would've dreaded talking to Johnny about SEX.

After Breakfast Jason led JC and Justin into the living room.  Kevin had
left with Johnny to Johnny's room to talk to him.

"Have a seat you two," Jason directed them.  Justin looked over at JC with
a guilty look on his face.  "We need to be more careful in the future where
Johnny is concerned."  Jason looked at JC and Justin for reaction.

"We are so sorry that Johnny heard that," JC apologizes.

"I am not to concerned as to what he heard but I am more concerned as to
what he might have seen.  Did he see anything?"  His heart sank when Justin
exchanged glances at JC and than looked down at his feet.  "Justin, what
did Johnny see?"

"I was giving JC a blow job and maybe he saw that," Justin replied wincing
at the look Jason gave him.  "We had no idea that he was watching us."

Jason got up and went to the bar and poured himself a brandy and drank it
down in one gulp shuddering at the first taste.  Justin gave him a scolding
look but Jason glared back at him and Justin backed down.  "We all have to
be more careful in the future.  Johnny is going to be a teenager soon and
you know what that means."

"Don't remind me!" groaned Justin shaking his head at the memory.  "God I
was such a nerd back then."

"You were not!" exclaimed JC.  "You were adorable."  Justin just glared at
him.  "Well you were and don't argue with me.  You know I am right!"

"Can we get back on the subject please?" Jason broke into their private
talk.  "I don't want Johnny to get confused.  This is hard enough on him as
it is.  Kevin and I work very hard to give as normal of a childhood as we
can.  Being the son of gay parents is hard enough.  He also has to contend
with being gay himself.  So for now please confine your "activities to your
bedrooms unless Johnny is either gone or in bed."

"Ok," Justin answered for the both of them.  "Again we are really sorry
about what happened."

"Stop apologizing Justin," Jason smiled as he started looking for some
Christmas Cds to put on.  It was the day of the Christmas party and he was
getting in the Christmas Spirit.  "Ohhh Justin?" he asked giving him a
naughty look.

"Oh oh I know that look," said Justin giving Jason a worried look.  "What
are you up too?"

"Nothing, just you and me have to go shoppppppiiiiinnnnn!" exclaimed Jason
rubbing his hands together.

"Yesss!" shouted Justin.  "We've haven't been shopping in so long!"

"You guys are starting to worry me," laughed JC.

"No seriously, I need to buy Kevin's Christmas present and I need your help
picking it out," Jason grinned.

"Do I get too see what it is?" asked a deep and soft voice behind them.
Jason turned around and wrapped his arms around Kevin and kissed him
quickly on the nose.

"Um that would be a no!" he giggled.  Kevin pouted for a few moments.
"Sorry Kevin that won't work with me."

"But it always works when you or Johnny do it," he whined a little.

"Johnny!" shouted Jason.  "Get your coat hat and gloves we have to go
shopping for your dad!"  He laughed as he heard Johnny shout for joy and
than heard the thundering of feet on the upstairs floor.  "Do you think we
will ever get him to walk in the house?" giving his husband another quick
kiss.

"I think it is hopeless dear," laughed Kevin.  "Take care of yourself and
Justin if he gets tired I want him home!"

"Yes Kevin," Justin assured him.  "I will take good care of our Jason
here."

"Come on!" exclaimed Johnny!  "I want to hit the arcade!"  Justin reached
and snatched Johnny's hat and ran outside.  "Hey give me that back!"  Jason
shook his head as he followed the two pranksters out to the car.  "I got
shot gun!" Johnny shouted as he hopped in the front passenger seat.  Jason
busted up laughing as Justin grumbled and climbed in the back seat.

"You have shot gun on the way back Curly," Jason smiled.

Part Two

"So what do you think?" Jason asked as he ran his hand over the dark
polished wood.  Justin just stood there speechless.  "Well come on Justin
say something."

"Wow!" he exclaimed.  Why do you want to get him this?"

"Come on Justin, you know how much he misses it," Jason said with tears in
his eyes.  "And I miss it too.  I can't remember the last time I heard him
play."

"But a grand piano?" Justin yelped.

"Nothing but the best for my baby," Jason grinned as he played a few bars
of silent night.  Looking at the sales person.  "I'll take it!"

"You will want to finance it?" asked the sales person.  Jason looked at
Justin and busted up laughing.

"No my good man, I will be paying with a cashiers check.  Just give me a
few minutes at the bank.  Than I will give you instructions on when to
deliver it," Jason smiled as he grabbed Justin's hand and drug him out of
the store.  "Come on Justin, times a wasting!"

"All right!" whined Justin.  "Don't pull my arm out of socket.  I'm
coming."

Back at South Fork

"So do you know what he is getting me?" pressed Kevin.  You see Kevin hated
mysteries and this was a mystery.

"You are just like a kid," laughed JC.  "No I don't know what it is and
even if I did I wouldn't tell you!"  Kevin pouted some more and than he got
up and went to his office.  JC could hear Kevin playing on his keyboard.
"Hmmm I wonder?  Nahh," he replied shaking his head.

In the study,

"So what do you think?" asked an excited Kevin.

"I love it.  And yes Jason will love it too Kev," said Brian who was
sitting on the couch listening to Kevin play on his keyboard.  "Why haven't
you gotten a piano?  You know how much you love to play."

"I just haven't had time to get one.  I mean I've been going crazy the last
few years trying to protect my family that I haven' had time to concentrate
on my music.  This last month has been the first time in a long time that I
have time to work on anything remotely connected with music," Kevin said as
he poured over the sheet music that he was working on.  He was working on
his Christmas present for Jason and he wanted to be perfect.

"Have you thought about returning to performing?" Brian asked.

"I would love to perform again," Kevin said as he got up from his keyboard
and sat across from Brian.  "I'm actually talking to a few people in the
business.  I start working on a solo album next month."

"Does Jason know?" asked Brian.

"Know he doesn't know yet.  He has been bugging me about getting back into
it.  So I decided to take his advice and do it.  It is going to be part of
his Christmas present," smiled Kevin.  "How about you guys?  When are the
Backstreet Boys going back on tour?"

"Well we are getting ready to release our 6th and final album shortly after
New Years and than we start our "Moving on Concert" in February," Brian
said excited.  "You ever thought about coming back to the group?"  Kevin
shook his head no.  "Come on Kevin, you know the fans would love it,"
pressed Brian.  "Actually I've got this huge idea!"  Brian got up and ran
from the room.

"Brian!" shouted Kevin.  "What are you planning?"

"Later!" shouted Brian back as he left the room to find Trevor.

"I am going to regret this," moaned Kevin as he started to input some more
music in to the computer.  Soon Kevin was back into his recording mode.
His eyebrows furrowed in concentration as he worked on his Christmas
Masterpiece for his sweetie.

Three Hours later.

The doorbell rings and Jason opens the door to find an eleven-year-old boy
standing on the front porch.  "Oh hi Tyson," Jason smiled.  "Come on in.
Johnny is up in his room."  Tyson stepped into the house and handed his
coat to Jason.

"Jason?" asked Kevin from the living room.  "Who is at the door?"  He
walked into the entranceway and looked down at Tyson.  "You must be Tyson,"
he said softly sticking out his hand to shake Tyson's hand.  "Welcome to
our home."

"Umm thank you sir," Tyson stuttered out.

"You can call me Kevin," Kevin laughed out.  "Why don't you go up to
Johnny's room and get him?  We are about to sit down for a afternoon
snack."  Tyson nodded and quickly headed up the stairs.  Kevin looked over
at Jason with a worried expression on his face.  "Why do I get the
impression that I just scared the crap out of him?"

"There is something you should know about Tyson," Jason said as he led
Kevin into the living room.  "When you were in the Backstreet Boys he had a
major crush on you."  Kevin eyebrows shot up.  "Well don't be surprised
Kevin dear, if I remember correctly I had a major crush on you too."

"Yea and you ended up marrying me," smiled Kevin as he relived that day in
his mind.

"And I still have a major crush on you too," giggled Jason as he stole a
quick kiss on the cheek.  They heard the thundering of little feet as
Johnny and Tyson ran down stairs and into the living room.

"Uncle Brian just likes to think he can beat us," giggled Johnny.  "But he
never wins.  But hey you have to give him credit for trying."

"Do you think he will want to play tonight?" asked Tyson as they walked
into the living room holding hands.  They let go as soon as they caught
sight of Kevin and Jason looking at them.  Jason smiled fondly at the sight
Kevin just frowned but quickly recovered and smiled at the young couple.

"Well let's all head into the dinning room and have that snack," Kevin said
as he led the group into the dinning room.  Tyson shied away from Kevin as
he passed Kevin.  Jason put a comforting hand on Kevin's arm and Kevin
smiled down at Jason.

Later that evening the whole house is getting ready for Christmas party.
Johnny and Tyson were upstairs beating Brian and Travis at some computer
game.  Jason and Kevin were in their bedroom getting ready for the party.
Justin and JC were playing host down stairs greeting the guests that were
arriving.

"Can any one join this party?" asked a voice behind Justin.  Justin turned
around a smiled warmly at the figure behind him.

"Nick!" he exclaimed wrapping his arms around his neck and hugging him.
"When did you get in?" he asked leading Nick into the living room.

"So what are we chopped liver?" asked AJ looking over at Howie.  Howie
shrugged shoulders and followed AJ into the room.  Nick had heard AJ asked
Howie that and turned to look at his object of his desire.  You see Nick
had developed a crush on AJ but was scared to start anything.  AJ of course
was totally clueless.

"I don't think you are chopped liver," Nick said too soft for AJ to hear.

Up stairs in Jason's and Kevin's bedroom.

"Not now Jason!" scolded Kevin as Jason reached for Kevin's cock as he
tried to dry himself off.  "Jr. can't play right now!"

"Why not sweetie?" pleaded Jason with a pout.  "He looks so lonely."  Kevin
rolled his eyes and slid on a pair of boxer briefs.  Kevin laughed when he
caught Jason's pout.

"I promise tonight after the party Jr. will get a chance to play," Kevin
said with a wink.  "In fact he will play so much that you will be worn
out."

"Ohhh goody," exclaimed Jason as he slid on his jacket and straightened his
tie.  "How do I look?"  He asked as he modeled himself before his lover.
Kevin responded by enveloping him in a hug and kissing him fully on the
lips diving his tongue deep into Jason's mouth.

"You look great babe, as always," Kevin smiled as he wrapped his arms
around Jason's waist and guided him downstairs.

"Hey you all!" shouted Jason.  "We can start the party now cause I am
here!"  Kevin looked sideways at his lover.  It seemed that Jason was
extremely hyper this evening.  He could see that it was going to take a
long time to calm him down.  Than he remembered his promise and shook his
head wearily.  It was going to be long night.

Justin and JC were cuddling on the couch when two people sat next to them.
"Hey Uncle Justin, JC," exclaimed Johnny.  "Have you met Tyson yet?"
Justin looked over at Tyson and raised his eyebrows.

"Hey Tyson," he smiled and ruffled his hair.  Tyson laughed and swatted
Justin's hand away.

"Justin!" whined Johnny as he started to tickle him.  This of course
started a four-way tickle war.  Finally about five minutes of tickling each
other the group got tired of it and broke apart.

Justin looked over at Tyson and took in his blonde hair and stunning blue
eyes.  Justin had to admit that he was cute for his age.  He leaned close
to Johnny and whispered into his ear.  "He is cute!"  Johnny blushed a
million shades of color.

"Justiiiinnn!" he hissed.  "Not here!"  Justin busted up laughing and stood
up to get something to drink

"Walk with me nephew," he said dragging Johnny along.

"But what about Tyson?" he whined trying to get away.

"JC will keep him amused, this will only take a minute," Justin said in a
tone of voice that said he wasn't taking no for an answer.

"Are we talking about sex?" demanded Johnny.  "Cause if we are my dad and I
al ready had that talk!"  Justin turned and looked down at his young nephew
and laughed at the firm stand that Johnny was taking.  His small hands were
on his hips and his mouth was set in a firm line.

"No Johnny," laughed Justin.  "We are not talking about sex."

"Good!" said Johnny as he fell into step behind Justin.  Once they were out
of the range of ear shot Justin grabbed Johnny in a hug.

"Yes little Nephew!" he squealed.  "He is sooooo cuuuuuutteeee!"  Johnny
blushed again.  "Well he is!"

"I know that," Johnny said looking down at his feet.  "I wanna kiss him!"
he blurted out.  Justin chocked back a laugh and quickly disguised it as a
cough.

"Have you talked about it with him?" asked Justin.

"Uh uh," Johnny said softly.  "I don't know how to talk to him about it."

"Why don't you ask him if you can kiss him?" asked Justin trying to
helpful.

"I would die of embarrassment!" he moaned.

"Johnny, I think it is safe to say that no one would has died of
embarrassment," giggled Justin.

"Oh well that is good cause I am going to be the first one than.  At least
I will make the genius book of world records," moaned Johnny.  "I can't
help it!  I want to kiss him so much."  Justin busted up laughing as he led
the distraught boy back to his houseguest.

"Are you having a good time sweetie?" asked a deep and soft voice into
Jason's ear.  Jason leaned back and looked up to see a pair of emerald
green eyes smiling down at him.

"Now that you are here," he said as he ran his finger down Kevin's jaw.
"How are our guests doing?"

"Well let's see, Nick is depressed because AJ won't pay attention to him.
Howie is busy flirting with your sister Caroline and Justin and JC are
snuggling on the couch and our son is kissing Tyson--, He is kissing
Tyson!" yelped Kevin.  He went to go to them but Jason grabbed him and held
him in place.  "Let me go Jason!" he hissed at Jason.

"Don't you dare do what I think you are going to do!" Jason hurled at him.
"You are going to embarrass our son like no one else can!"

"But he is to young to be kissing a boy!" Kevin hissed back.

"Kevin!" scolded Jason.  "He is just kissing him on the cheek!  Do you want
to ground him for that?"

"I think we should lock him away in his room for ever!" Kevin exploded
back.  Jason stood up and grabbed Kevin's elbow.

"Walk with me husband!" Jason ordered.  Kevin jumped at the tone he knew
better than not to argue.  He bowed his head and followed Kevin out into
the entrance way and into the sitting room.  Jason patted the seat next to
him and Kevin sat down.  "You can't protect him forever," he said looking
into Kevin's eyes.  "He is going to fall in love and there is nothing we
can do to stop that."

"But he is so young," whispered Kevin fighting back tears.  "I don't want
him to get hurt."

"I don't want him to get hurt either sweetie but he is growing up," Jason
said softly as he rubbed Kevin's leg.

"I don't want him to grow up," Kevin pouted.  Jason laughed softly at
Kevin.  "You're laughing at me?" Kevin asked hurt.

"Only because you are the greatest caring and loving husband and father in
the world.  No one wants their children to grow up.  But it is a fact of
life and we have to face the fact that our little Johnny is growing up and
like it or not he is going to fall in love," Jason soothed Kevin.  Jason
laughed again as he thought to himself.

"Care to let me in on the joke?" Kevin asked.

"I was just thinking about when Johnny first came to live with us and we
found out that he had this major crush on Justin," giggled Jason.

"Yea that was cute," laughed Kevin.  "I have to tell you, it was so painful
to break his heart like that when he found out that Justin was in love with
Ben."  Kevin got quiet for a few minutes.  Jason looked at him and saw
tears in his eyes.

"You still miss him?" Jason asked referring to Ben, Kevin's first husband
who died of Cancer during the first year of Kevin's disappearance.

"I didn't even get a chance to say good bye," Kevin replied wiping the
tears from his eyes.'

"He knows how you felt baby," Jason soothed him again.  "He knows that you
will always have a special place in your heart.  Nothing will ever change
that."

"And you're ok with that?" Kevin asked.

"I am ok with it just as you are ok with the love and affection I still
feel for my Wife and Son."  Kevin nodded and leaned for a quick kiss.

"Thanks sweetie," he said as he leaned his head on Jason's forehead.  "Come
on let's head back to the party."  Standing up he extended his hand to his
lover.  Jason smiled and took it and together they walked back out into the
living room.

Justin was standing at the buffet filling him and Josh's plate with party
food when someone bumped into him.  He looked down and saw an excited
Johnny.  "He kissed me!" Johnny whispered loudly.  All the people who were
standing next to the table heard him and chocked back laughter.

"How did you like it?" asked Justin.

"Well I kissed him on the cheek first than he kissed me on the lips next,"
explained Johnny.

"Well how did you like it?" Justin pressed.

"I loved it!" he exclaimed.  A shadow crossed over him and he looked up to
see Kevin standing behind him looking down at him.  "Um hi Dad," he said
suddenly very nervous.

"Let's go for a walk son," Kevin said softly extending his hand to his son.
Johnny looked back at Justin for help.  Justin gave him a shrug and turned
back to feeling his plate.  "Come on Johnny, I promise it won't be too
painful," Kevin laughed softly.  As they passed Jason, Jason glared at
Kevin as it to say.  'Don't embarrass him!'  "Don't worry Jas, I wont hurt
him," Kevin said softly.  Kevin handed him his coat and took his and put it
on and led Johnny outside.  Hey walked around to the back of the house and
into the gazebo.  Kevin sat on the porch swing and patted the seat next to
him.  Johnny sat next to his father expecting the worst.

"Do you love him?" Kevin blurted out.  Johnny looked up at his father in
fear.  "It is just a question son."

"I think I do," Johnny said softly barely loud enough for his father to
hear.  "I mean my stomach gets all funny feeling whenever I am around him
and I can't eat cause I'm afraid I'm going to puke all over him like Stan
does on South Park."  Kevin choked back a chuckle when he heard the
comparison.  "Is that what love is supposed to feel like?"

"Well that is part of it, but I can assure that seldom do you puke on your
boyfriend," Kevin replied.  He laughed when Johnny breathed a sigh of
relief.  "So does he like you?"

"He says he does, and he um he kissed me," Johnny answered his father.

"Was this after you kissed him?" Kevin asked him.  Johnny nodded.  "Did you
ask if you could kiss him?"

"Of course I did Dad!" Johnny said raising his voice.  "I would never take
something with out asking!"  Kevin breathed a sigh of relief.  "I love
kissing him!"  Kevin shook his head trying not to laugh.  "Come on Dad!
Don't tell me you don't enjoy kissing dad."

"You're right son, I do enjoy kissing your father a great deal," Kevin
admitted shocked that he was so at ease talking to an 11 year old about
this.  Johnny laughed as he caught the dreamy look on Kevin's face.
"What?"

"You have that look again Dad," Johnny giggled.

"What look is that?" asked Kevin.

"That " I'm in looooooooove look," laughed Johnny.

"You are so much trouble mister," laughed Kevin as Johnny took off into the
back yard picking up a handful of snow and throwing at his father.  So the
next half an hour Kevin and Johnny played in the snow.  Little did they
know that Jason was watching from the window.  Kevin tackled Johnny and
buried him in the snow and Johnny yelled for mercy.  After a few more
moments they called a truce and headed back in side.  Kevin walked into the
house and discovered that the party was winding down.  Nick and AJ decided
that they were staying over night.  Howie was going back with Caroline.
Justin and JC had Tyson occupied in the game room.  Once inside Johnny
hurried into the game room to see what was going on.  Kevin looked in
search of Jason and couldn't find him.

"Looking for someone?" asked Brian.

"Yea," Kevin said looking around the corner.  "Have you've seen Jason?"

"He told me to have you meet him upstairs," Brian said snickering.  Kevin
raised his eyebrows and hurried up stairs.  He opened the bedroom door and
saw Jason lying on the bed with out a stitch of clothes on.  All he was
wearing was a grin.  Kevin could feel his cock harden almost instantly.  He
walked over to the bed tearing off his clothes as he went.  By the time he
got to the bed he was naked.  He fell on top of Jason grinding his hard on
against Jason's.  He started to tongue and kiss Jason's body.  Jason moaned
loudly to the sensations he was feeling.

"I'm gonna fuck you hard baby!" Kevin rasped in Jason's ear.  Jason only
response was a whimper in anticipation.  "You like that don't you?" Kevin
taunted as he moved down to Jason's cock.  Taking the cock in his mouth for
a few seconds and than he moved to Jason's balls coating them in his
saliva.

"OOHH fuck Kevin!" breathed Jason.

"Shut up and get ready for the ride of your life!" Kevin rasped again.  "I
told you I was going to wear your ass out tonight!"  Jason looked up at
Kevin and saw the lust raging through his lover.  Kevin raised Jason's legs
and placed them on his shoulders.  Jason grabbed Kevin's cock and guided it
to his hole.  In one swift thrust Kevin rammed his cock deep into Jason's
ass.  Jason threw his head back and groaned loudly as the mixture of pain
and pleasure racked his body.  "That is only the beginning," Kevin smirked
as he started to pull out.  Jason watched in amazement of the
transformation his loving husband had undergone.  When only the head was
left inside Kevin rammed back in hard.  Jason almost blacked out from the
pleasure.  "You liked that?" Kevin asked as he started to ram in and out
hard.

"Shut up and Fuck me!" ordered Jason.  Kevin laughed and quickly obeyed his
demanding husband.  "OOOh God Kevin!" Jason moaned, "You feel so good."  By
now Kevin's body was covered in sweat causing him to shimmer in the soft
candle light.  Jason watched with lust in his eyes as he husband continued
to ride him hard.  Jason wondered what had come over Kevin.  He was usually
soft and gentle.  But he decided not question it.  This was turning him on
incredibly.  He enjoyed the feeling of Kevin's cock ramming in and out of
him.  He also enjoyed the rough language that Kevin was using.  He could
tell that Kevin was getting close.

Kevin looked down at his husband.  He could tell by the look on Jason's
face that he was enjoying the ride.  Kevin could also tell that he was
getting close too.  So Kevin decided to be naughty and stop.  Jason looked
up in confusion.  "Uh uh loverboy, I warn you this evening that I was going
to wear your ass out tonight and that is exactly what I intend on doing!"

"Ohh God, this is going to be a long night," moaned Jason as he tried to
get Kevin started by wrapping his legs around Kevin' back.

"You got that right baby," laughed Kevin as he rammed in again and started
the whole process over again.

Tyson looked over at Johnny and smiled.  He was so lucky to have met him.
Johnny's black hair and piercing dark eyes captivated him.  Johnny was
sitting on the couch looking absentmindedly at that Christmas tree.  So
Tyson took this opportunity to steal a kiss.  Leaning over he gently placed
his lips on Johnny's and lightly kissed him.  Johnny's eyes closed and he
let out a small moan and kissed him back.  "Hi!" giggled Tyson as he broke
away.

"Umm hi," Johnny stuttered back looking down.

"Ahem!" coughed an annoying adult type person.  Johnny glared up and saw
his Uncle Brian standing over them with a grin on his face.

"What?" demanded Johnny hoping that the Christmas tree would swallow his
uncle whole.  The prospect of the 9-foot artificial tree eating Brian
brought a smile to Johnny's lips.

"It is past one in the morning," Brian said looking as stern as he could.

"So?" Johnny retorted as he slid his hand into Tyson's.

"Shouldn't you two be in bed?" he asked trying not to laugh at the young
couple.

"Dad said we could stay up as long as we want!" Johnny retorted.

"Yea, I'm afraid he is telling the truth," laughed Travis.  "Come on Uncle
Brian, this is a sleep over.  You never go to bed until after four in the
morning."

"You are being no help at all Travis," scolded Brian as Travis and Johnny
exchanged high fives.

"Come on Brian baby, let's go have our own sleep over," Travis said
grabbing Brian's hand and drug out of the living room.

"That is their secret word for "Let's have sex!" giggled Johnny.

"Ewww gross!" laughed Tyson.

"They do it all the time!" Johnny said whispering in Tyson's ear.

"I wonder what it is like?" Tyson asked.

"I don't know, and I'm sure not going to find out.  Do you know where they
put their dicks?"  Tyson shook his head no and Johnny leaned forward and
whispered something in his ear.  "EWWWWWW! That is so gross!" Tyson gagged.
"Let's promise never to have sex, ok?"

"At least until we get old like them!" giggled Johnny.  The two friends
shook hands on it.  Little did they know that Brian and Travis were
listening in their conversation.

"Ohhh to be young again," sighed Brian.

"But sweetie," whined Travis as he rubbed his hand over Brian's crotch.
"Than we wouldn't be able to have sex!"  He busted up in a fit of giggles
as Brian swatted his hand away.

"Behave yourself Travis," laughed Brian as the two lovebirds headed
upstairs to bed.

Jason's whole body shook with each violent thrust that Kevin gave him.
Jason had lost count of how many times that Kevin had stopped and started
again.  The whole room smelled of sex and the scent was intoxicating for
Jason.  He yelped in pain and pleasure as Kevin bit down on his nipple.
Kevin just smiled that same naughty smile he had been using on Jason all
night.  "Please Kevin!" he whimpered.  He still hadn't come yet and it was
driving him nuts.

"Please what baby?" giggled Kevin as he stopped to rest for a few seconds
before starting to thrust in and out again.

"Make me come?" Jason pleaded.

"You want to come?" teased Kevin.  Jason nodded and reached for his cock
but Kevin took booth of his arms and held them over his head.  Jason felt
something-cold close over his wrists.  He looked up in pleasant surprise to
see that Kevin had handcuffed him to the bed.  "You really want to come?"
Jason nodded.  Kevin laughed as he pulled out and leaned down and kissed
Jason passionately on the lips driving his tongue deep into Jason's mouth.
The minute Kevin's tongue entered Jason's mouth Jason started to suck on it
hard.  Kevin let out a moan and rammed his cock back into Jason's ass.
Jason screamed into Kevin's mouth and blasted his load into his condom.
This sent Kevin over the edge and he too blasted his load into Jason's ass.
After lying in bed basking in the after glow of the intense fuck session.
This wasn't lovemaking, it was rough sex.  Jason loved it.  Kevin had been
like this before and he had the bite marks to prove it.  Jason looked down
at Kevin who was resting his head on Jason's chest.

"SO what came over you?" breathed out Jason.  Kevin looked up at him and
smiled.

"You!" he said as he gently removed the handcuffs from Jason.  "God you
were so great!"

"I was great! How about you?" asked Jason still trying to recover from the
session.  "I can't remember when you have ever been like that."

"You didn't like it?" asked Kevin suddenly worried.  "I didn't hurt you did
I?"

"No sweetie, I'm just a little sore but it was great!" sighed Jason.  He
let a huge yawn and sat up.  "Now I want to take a shower with my baby." He
stood up and held out his hand for Kevin to take.  Kevin took it and led
Jason into the bathroom and started the shower and climbed in with Jason.
Kevin insisted on giving Jason a shower from head to foot.  Jason decided
to be naughty and kept playing with Kevin's cock until it was rock hard
again.  He looked up at Kevin with pouty lips.  "One more time?"  Kevin
rolled his eyes and positioned himself behind his lover and gently inserted
his cock into Jason's soar ass for the second time that night.  This time
Kevin made love to his lover.

Christmas Eve.

Jason opened his eyes and sat up and immediately groaned in pain.  He
remembered the workout he had with Kevin last night.  While it was fun he
knew that he was going to pay for it in the morning.  His whole body was
aching.  Slowly he climbed out of bed and limped into the shower.  He
looked into the mirror.  He looked like crap.  A good long hot shower would
help him.  Setting the water for as hot as he could take he climbed in and
stood in the center of the stall and moaned again as the multiple shower
heads hit him with steaming hot water.  For the moment he was in heaven.
He closed his eyes and smiled at last night's events.  He wondered what had
come over his sweetie.  Never before had Kevin been like that.  He was an
animal.  Jason loved it and hoped that he would see more of this side of
Kevin.  Grabbing the bottle of shampoo and felt an arm instead.
"Auuuggghh!" he screamed jumping back.  He was answered by Kevin's deep
laugh.  "Don't do that!" scolded Jason lightly slapping his sleepy husband
on the arm.

"Sorry about that," giggled Kevin as he gently massaged some shampoo into
Jason's thinning hair.  Jason let out a small groan in contentment.  "You
like that?" asked Kevin as he moved Jason's head under the stream of hot
water.  Jason nodded.  Kevin bent down and kissed Jason's adam's apple
lightly sucking on it.

"If you don't stop we are going to get in trouble," warned Jason.  With a
frustrated growl Kevin broke away from Jason.  "Didn't you get enough from
last night?" laughed Jason as he climbed out of the shower.  "I'm going
down stairs to see if our son is behaving himself.  Don't be late for
breakfast dear."

Later that morning at the breakfast table.

"Brian, could you keep your cousin occupied for about two hours this
morning?" asked Jason.  "Kevin's present is arriving this morning and he
needs to be out of the house."

"Sure Jason, I'll be happy to keep Kevin busy," smiled Brian.

"What is it?" asked Kevin grinning like a kid.

"Uh uh sweetie," scolded Jason.  He busted up laughing at Kevin's pout.
"Don't worry sweetheart.  Midnight is only 14 hours from now.  Was he
always like this?" Jason asked looking at Brian.

"Um actually both of us were a lot like that," giggled Brian.  "You should
be proud.  You are the only one who has been able to keep a secret from
Kevin."

"Wow!" smiled Jason with pride.  He frowned as he felt a headache coming
on.  Kevin of course caught on right away.

"You all right babe?" he asked soothingly as he felt Jason's forehead and
frowned.  "You're hot!"  Turning to Johnny.  "Run and get the thermometer."
Jason started to protest but stopped when Kevin looked at him.  "I want to
care for you Jas."  Johnny come running back into the room and handed Kevin
the thermometer and Kevin stuck in Jason's ear and a couple of seconds
later it beeped.  Looking at it he frowned again.  "101 degrees," he
muttered.  "You are going back to bed mister!"

"But I have so much to do before tomorrow," argued Jason.

"We can take care of all of that," Justin spoke up.  The rest of the gang
nodded their heads in agreement.

"Good see it is taken care of, now let's get you upstairs to bed," Kevin
said as he held out his hand to Jason.  Jason sighed and got up and took
Kevin's hand and allowed Kevin to lead him upstairs.

"I hate this!" yelled an angry Jason.  "I hate this fucking cancer!"  Kevin
wrapped his arms around his husband.  "Why me?"

"We are going to get through this baby," Kevin said as he laid Jason down
on the bed and pulled the blankets up around him.  "Now please try and get
some sleep."  Jason nodded and snuggled deeper into the blankets and closed
is eyes.  When Kevin was sastified that Jason was asleep he quietly left
the room.  On his way he ran into AJ.

"How is he?" AJ asked.

"I'm calling the doctor and have him come out to check on him, we'll know
more when he sees him," Kevin said as he ran his hand through his hair.

"You need to take care of yourself too buddy," AJ said.  Nick came up
behind AJ and wrapped his arms around him and bent down and kissed him on
the neck.  Kevin's eye brows shot up.  "Yea umm Nick and I are kinda sorta
an item."

"Are you happy?" Kevin asked.  They both nodded their heads yes.  "Well
than I am happy for you two.  And I promise I will take care of myself
too."

"When?" demanded AJ.  "I mean come on Kev, in the last three years your
life has been hell and you have been going non stop.  At some point you are
going to have to rest."

"I will rest when Jason is well!" retorted Kevin. '

"What if he doesn't get better?" pressed on AJ.  Kevin glared at him.

"He is going to get better!" Kevin hurled at him as he brushed by him.

"Kevin!" shouted AJ.  "This is not going to go away!"

"I don't have time for this!" Kevin yelled over his shoulder.

"You know I think he gotten even more stubborn in his old age!" grumbled
AJ.

"Kevin will adjust in his own way, he always does baby," soothed Nick as he
nuzzled AJ's neck.

"Baby?" giggled AJ.  "I like the sound of that."

"Well you better get use to it," laughed Nick as he took AJ's hand and drug
him into the bedroom.

In Jason's bedroom an hour later.

"Stupid cancer," muttered Jason as he stared up at he ceiling.  "Go to bed
Jason!  You need your rest Jason.  Well after this I better not need to
rest for a fucking century!" he retorted in a sassy tone of voice.  "That
is all I ever do is sleep!"  He turned over and punched the pillow in an
attempt to fluff it up.  "Fucking stupid pillow!" he shouted at it.  When
the pillow wouldn't fluff up right he growled in frustration he hurled the
pillow at the door just in time for it hit Justin in the face.  "Oops," he
giggled.  "Sorry about that Justin."

"The pillow is the one who should be sorry.  Jeez Jason, you trying to kill
it?" Justin asked as he handed the pillow back to Jason.  Jason snatched it
from Justin and plopped back down on top of it.  "You can't sleep?"  Jason
glared at him and turned over facing the other way.  "You want some warm
milk?  They say that is supposed to help you sleep."

"Yuck!" growled Jason.  Justin struggled not to laugh.  "Have you ever had
warm milk?"

"Yes I have and I agree with you," laughed Justin.  Justin lay down beside
Jason on top of the covers.  Jason raised his eyebrows at him.  "JC and
Brian took Kevin out to keep him occupied and since Kevin's gift is safely
tucked away in the music room I decided to keep you company.  "So how are
you going to keep Kevin from going into the music room?"

"Well Johnny still has some of that crime scene tape from Halloween right?"
Justin nodded.  "Well we will seal the door with that and will put a
Christmas bow on it wit a gift tag on with Kevin's name on it.  This is
really going to get him going." Jason smiled as he rubbed his hands
together.  A huge yawn racked his body as he struggled to stay awake.  He
had taken a dose of painkillers before he climbed into bed.

"You need your rest Jas," Justin said as he wrapped his arms around Jason.
Jason nodded quietly and closed his eyes and fell asleep.

In the mall.

"Come on Guys!" whined Kevin.  "You guys have kept me out long enough!  I
want to go home!"

"Uh uh Kev," Brian laughed.  "We are going to make sure that it is safe to
take you back home.  Besides I still have to get something for Jason and
Travis before we get home."

"Well hurry up!" whined Kevin again.

"Let's go play in the arcade!" suggested Johnny as he tugged on his dad's
arm.

"Those things are a waste of money!" scolded Kevin.  But his heart melted
when he saw the hurt look on Johnny's face.  "But since it is Christmas
maybe it wouldn't hurt to---," Kevin started only to be drug away by an
excited Johnny.  He gave Brian and JC a pleading look and they both
shrugged their shoulders.  "A lot of help they are," he grumbled.

"Come on Dad!" yelled Johnny.  "Times a wasting!"  Kevin laughed and
followed the anxious boy through the mall.


Later that afternoon the doctor walked out of Jason's room and up to Kevin.
Kevin could tell that it wasn't good news.  He swallowed hard and expected
the worst.

"Umm, how is he?" Kevin asked.

"Well he has an upper respiratory infection," the Doctor replied.  Kevin
breathed a sigh of relief.  "It can be serious.  You have to keep him down
and quiet or it will turn into something worse and than we will have to
admit him."

"What should we do?" asked Kevin suddenly worried.

"Well he needs rest and he is a little dehydrated.  When I told him to
exercise more I didn't want him to overdo it.  What did he do last night
any way?  He is exhausted!"  Kevin blushed and looked down.  "Ohh,"
stuttered out the Doctor.  "Well take it easy on him for next few days and
make him push fluids and no junk food or alcohol!  Other than that he
should be fine."

"Thanks for coming by doc and Merry Christmas," Kevin said as he showed the
Doctor to the door.  After the Doctor left he went into the kitchen and
fixed Jason a bowl of chicken soup and some tea and put it on a tray and
carried it up stairs.  Once in side the room he could hear Jason coughing.
He looked around to see him standing by the window.

"What are you doing up?" demanded Kevin as he sat the tray down and hurried
to Jason's side.  "The Doctor says you should be in bed."

"I miss the outdoors," Jason said as he looked out on the front lawn.

"We'll go outside when you get better now get back in bed," Kevin scolded
Jason.  Jason sighed and made his way back into bed.  "Look I brought you
lunch!"  Kevin placed the tray on Jason's lap.

"Thank you Sweetie," Jason said as tasted some of the soup.  "It is
delicious baby."  He leaned forward and kissed Kevin lightly on the lips.
He allowed his hand to wonder down to Kevin's crotch.  Kevin moaned in
frustration and gently moved it away.  Jason pouted as he resumed his
eating.

"The doctor said I should take it easy on you," Kevin explained.

"Yea I guess you were a little rough last night," Jason commented as he
took a bite out of his toast.

"I didn't hurt you did I?" Kevin asked worried.

"No, you didn't hurt me.  I loved it, I've never seen this side of you,"
Jason giggled.  Kevin blushed as he looked away.  "You look so sexy when
you blush."  Kevin jerked his head back towards Jason.  "Well you do!"
Kevin just laughed and shook his head.

"Umm sweetie?" asked Kevin softly.

"Yes dear?" Jason asked back as he pushed the tray away.  Kevin took the
tray and set it on the bedside stand and lay down beside Jason.

"Umm why does the music room look like a crime scene?" he asked looking up
at his husband.

"Because that room is off limits to you mister!" laughed Jason.  "You're
Christmas present is in there."  He laughed harder when he saw the look of
confusion on Kevin's face.  "It was to big to put under the tree baby."

"But I need to get something out of there," Kevin said planting a kiss on
Jason's cheek.  "It's your Christmas Present."

"Tell Justin what it is and he will get it for you," Jason giggled as his
hand found his way to Kevin's belt.

"Jason, you need to rest," sighed Kevin when Jason's hand reached into
Kevin's pants.

"I'll rest after I take care of JR first," he giggled as his head lowered
in between Kevin's legs.

Kevin got up quietly from the bed and placed the blankets up and around the
sleeping Jason.  Jason grunted and threw them off.  Kevin shrugged his
shoulders and left the room quietly.  "How is Dad?" asked Johnny sneaking
up behind Kevin.  Kevin spun around to see Johnny and Scrappy standing
there.

"He is resting, so don't bother him," Kevin instructed him.  "We should go
down stairs and see about dinner."  Johnny sighed and reluctantly followed
his father down stairs.  Scrappy wondered into Jason's room and lay down at
the foot of the bed.

"Tomorrow is Christmas!" exclaimed an excited Johnny in Brian's ear.

"Thank you for yelling!" Brian yelled back laughing.  "You are way to
excited.  Did you get into the chocolate?" demanded Brian messing up
Johnny's hair.

"Nooo!" laughed Johnny as he started to tickle Brian.  "I didn't have too
much chocolate!  I never even touched the stuff today!"  Brian picked him
up and threw him over his shoulder and headed off into the living room and
laid him down on the couch and continued to tickle Johnny.  Johnny called
for help and Justin and JC joined in to help Johnny.  Soon Brian was
begging for mercy.

"Ahem!" cleared a stern voice.

"He started it!" exclaimed all the adults pointing at poor Johnny.

"Traitors!" he grumbled.

"Dinner is ready," Kevin said.  "I'm taking a tray up Jason's and I will be
eating with him tonight in our room."  Kevin walked quietly upstairs to
their room and opened the door.  He almost laughed when he saw Jason.  All
of the blankets were off the bed and Jason was glaring at them!  "What is
wrong baby?" asked Kevin.

"Can't sleep!" grumbled Jason.  "And those blankets are bothering me!"

"So you threw them off the bed?" giggled Kevin.  Jason glared at him and
stood up and stomped off into the bathroom.  "You want to talk about it?"
Kevin asked softly as he watched Jason wash his hands and face.  Jason
shook his head no.  "Are you sure sweetie?"

"Yes I'm sure!" barked Jason.

"Umm I brought you dinner," Kevin said in a hurt tone of voice.  Jason went
up to him and hugged him.

"I'm sorry I am so short with you Kev," Jason sighed as he ran his finger
down Kevin's jaw.  "I'm just tired of being coped up in the room all day is
all."

"We can go down stairs after dinner if you want," Kevin suggested as he led
Jason to the sitting room off of their bedroom.  He sat Jason down and took
off the cover of the plate.  The two lovers ate their dinners in quiet.
Scrappy tried to bum food of their plates until Kevin shooed him away.  So
with his tail between his legs he slinked down stairs to the kitchen to eat
his meal.  After dinner Kevin and Jason walked down stairs and into the
living room where they saw Johnny and Justin talking excitedly about
Christmas.

"Come on Justin," pleaded Johnny.  "Let's go play in the snow!"  Justin was
interested in snuggling with JC and didn't want to leave him.  Nick on the
other hand grabbed AJ by the hand and headed outdoors.

"Come on Johnny, we'll play with you," Nick said grabbing Johnny's hand and
drug him along too.  "Let's leave the two love birds alone."

"Kevin?" asked Jason as he put another log on the fire.  "Who is going to
take Johnny to Midnight Mass?  He loves it and shouldn't miss it."

"I'll take him sweetie," Kevin said as he helped Jason stoke the fire.  "I
haven't been in a long time."

"I wish I could go," Jason sighed.  "But since I can't there is no point in
pouting over it.  Justin?"

"Yes?" asked Justin back.

"What are you two doing for church?" Jason asked.

"Well JC wants to go to Midnight Mass too and I think I will go with him,"
Justin stated as he stroked JC hair.  JC had fallen asleep in Justin's
arms.

"Well if you two are going will you take Johnny so I can stay home with
Jason?" asked Kevin.

"Honey, if you want to go with Johnny please do, I'll be fine at home,"
Jason said.

"I don't want to leave you at home alone on Christmas Eve," Kevin replied.

"Don't worry about it Jason, JC and I will be happy to take Johnny to
Mass," Justin spoke up.

"There, all settled," Kevin said as he snuggled closer to Jason.  Justin
smiled at the married couple as they snuggled by the fire.  JC let out a
soft moan bringing Justin's attention back to JC.  At least for now the
three couples, Jason and Kevin, Justin and JC, Brian and Travis spent a
cozy evening by the fireplace at South Fork.  Outside of the mansion you
could hear the laughter of one boy and two men as they played in the snow.
A light snow was falling from the cold crisp winter night making the entire
estate look like a winter wonderland.  At least for now Peace on Earth and
Good Will Towards Men had settled on South Fork.

Part 3

Jason was shaken awake the next morning.  Kevin was jumping up and down on
the bed.  Jason looked up at him and busted up laughing.  "What are you
doing?" he laughed out.

"Come on Jason!" whined Kevin.  "It's Christmas!"  Kevin bounded off the
bed and ran into the bathroom to get ready.  Jason sighed and swung his
feet over the side of the bed and stood up.  "Come on already!" He laughed
at Kevin's childish behavior.  It seemed that he would have to contend with
two children today.  Kevin and Johnny.  He heard a knock at the door.

"Come on in, it's open!" he yelled out.  The door opened in ran Johnny with
Scrappy close behind him.  "Merry Christmas Johnny!" he exclaimed
enveloping his son in his arms.  "Are you excited?"

"Santa Came!" laughed Johnny.

"Now Son--," Jason started.

"I know, I know," Johnny said laughing.  "I just love to think that there
is a Santa."

"Well I happen to believe that there is a Santa!" a deep soft voice filled
the air.  Jason looked up to see his lover standing there with a smile on
his face.  "And I want to open presents!"  Jason sighed and slipped on his
slippers and took his son's hand and Kevin's hand and walked down stairs to
the living room.

"Merry Christmas everyone!" Jason shouted out to every one.  He was
answered back as they all congregated around the buffet table grabbing a
quick bite to eat.  Jason decided that he should eat too so he got his
plate and sat next Kevin.

The morning was filled with laughter and gift changing.  Jason was pleased
with the gifts he had gotten.  He was curious as to what Kevin had gotten
him.  He walked up to Kevin when he was tapped on the shoulder by Brian.

"I um think you should give him yours first," suggested Brian.

"Umm why is that?" asked a confused Jason.

"Trust me on this one," giggled Brian.  Jason shrugged his shoulders and
went up to Kevin.

"Umm Kevin?" he asked suddenly very shy.  "I umm have something for you in
the umm music room."

"Why are you acting that way?" asked Kevin grinning.  Jason just grabbed
his hand and pulled him to the doorway of the music room.  Kevin took off
the crime scene tape and Christmas bow and reached for the door handle.
"I'm almost afraid to see what it is."  Jason lightly hit him on the
shoulder.

"Come on Dad!" exclaimed Johnny.  "Enough stalling!"  Everyone busted up
laughing and echoed Johnny statement.  So Kevin turned the handle and
opened the door and stepped inside.

Silence reigned supreme in the house as Kevin beheld his gift.  Finally a
small sob was heard.  Jason looked up at his lover and saw the tears
streaming down his face.

"You don't like it?" he asked worried.  Kevin turned to him and took his
hand and led him to the Grand Piano and sat him down in the chair beside
it.

"Do I like it?" asked Kevin wiping the tears from his face.  "Oh baby I
love it! And it is perfect for my gift to you."  Kevin sat down at the
piano and begins to play.  Jason sat and listen to Kevin plays the piano.
He watched in amazement at the concentration on Kevin's face.  He too found
himself crying for joy.  It was as if their gifts were conceived from the
same mind.  In a way that is true.  Lovers they were they had insights to
each other's mind.  Kevin loved music and Jason made it possible for him to
continue his love.  Kevin knew that Jason loved music too and gave him part
of himself to him through his music.  The rest of the guys quietly left he
room as the two lovers spent quality time with each other enjoying their
gifts from each other.  After an hour they joined the rest of the their
family in the dinning room for a Christmas breakfast.

"I have another gift for you Jas," Kevin said putting down his fork.  Jason
looked up and nodded.  "I'm returning to performing."

"Really," Jason exclaimed.  "When?"

"Well it is still in the planning stages and all, but if everything works
out by the middle of February," Kevin said with a grin.

So as it was on that day, Kevin Richardson and his family entered the New
Year with happy hopes of health and prosperity.  Jason would recover from
his cancer and it would never return.  Kevin would return to music.  Jason
would also continue with his career in writing.  Johnny would continue to
be a child as he should've been.  Brian and Travis would get married and
adopt.  JC and Justin would stay together for many years to come.  The
Christmas of 2003 would go down in history as one of the best for the
Richardson family.

Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year.

Francis


Stay tuned for the final chapter in the Kevin and Jason Series.  Titled
Graduation.