Here's Chapter 6 of Best Friends Forever... I guess people does like the story... Anyway, thanks for all the emails... Special thanks to my friend David whose been helping me with parts of the story. I hafta mention him or else, hehe... Oh, he was re-reading the story and noticed a couple of conflicts within the storyline of the previous chapters... can anyone figure it out? But before you do that, here is the sixth chapter... Oh yeah, the legal stuff you have to read...
If you aren't old enough or offended by boy/boy sexual stories than don't read this. This is not meant to imply anything about the real sexuality of any members of *NSYNC or any other celebrities that is mentioned. After all it is just a story, and is a work of pure fiction.
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BEST FRIENDS FOREVER
"Shut up." He told me still with the tone of voice from this afternoon, "Listen, I was just with JC and I couldn't stop thinking about what you said before. I just wanted to tell you... You had no right to tell me you ever had feelings for me."
"I was about to tell you a couple of months ago that I liked you. But when we walked in on JC and Lance, you became very upset and you said `To hell with them,' I thought that you hated fags, so I decided not to tell you. I wanted to tell you but I was afraid that you would be disgusted and we'd stop being friends..."
"Fuck you asshole. Just because I told you I liked you, doesn't give you the right to tell me I had no right to ever have feelings for you..."
"Shut the hell up. The point is I... I don't need this right now, okay? It... it's too late, I'm with JC and I'm happy."
"Good for you then! Why don't you go back JC now! You're obviously a lot more happy with him! I don't give a shit anymore, get the hell out of..."
"But that was then and now I can't stop thinking about you so I broke it off with JC."
"WELL GOOD FOR..." There was an awkward pause. "What?" I said calmly.
I'll be your dream,
I'll be your wish, I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope,
I'll be your love be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do...
Tears in our eyes as we gazed at each other. He walked over and pushed me onto the wall with a huge, passionate kiss. We didn't release it, we kept the kiss for as long as we could... We moved down from the wall and somehow made our way to my bed. I started to feel him, I put my hand in his shirt and began to take it off, feeling him all over causing Justin to moan. His hands got into my jeans and began to unzip them while brushing my cock. Suddenly, the phone rang. "Damn it!" I thought to myself. We reluctantly released the kiss. I zipped up my jeans and went to the phone. "Hello?" I said into the receiver.
"May I speak to Sebastian Summers?"
"Yeah? I'm Sebastian..."
"This is Richard Gunn of the Orlando Police Department... I'm sorry but... your mother, and your brother have been in a serious car accident just outside of town... You're brother is in critical condition but... your mother has died at the scene of the crash..."
"Hello?" Sebastian spoke into the receiver. I began putting my shirt back on as he listened on the phone. "Yeah? I'm Sebastian..." Who could it be? I looked out the window and into the setting sky. The stars were out and shinning brightly. I kept thinking about what happened this afternoon, the events that took place. Finding out Sebastian liked me, breaking up with JC, Sebastian and I and our first kiss together... You must really have enjoyed the kiss. I smiled, I did enjoy the kiss with Sebastian, it was tender, soft, it expressed true love. I heard something fall and I quickly turned around, Sebastian has dropped the phone and had a dizzy look on his face, and then he fell onto the floor. "Sebastian!"
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Remember the great times...
"What are you talking about?"
Remember the walks at the beach...
Remember how much you enjoyed it...
"Who are you?"
The way you laughed when Jenni picked you up. Remember those times?
The walks along the beach, the water...
"I remember walks but not the beach. My mom use to take me when I was little to the park."
What was it like?
"Well my mom would hold onto my hand, she would say `Sebastian... Look how beautiful the night is.' Every time."
Then Jenni would carry you and walk into the water at the beach...
"Jenni? My mom's name is Amberlin... What about the beach?"
"Sebastian?" I awoke, a little dizzy, a little bit sick. I saw Justin, he was holding me, I was lying in his arms on my bed. He had a worried look on his face. Bits and pieces of what happened began to come back in my memory. I looked at Justin and began to cry.
"It's okay..." Justin told me as he hugged me harder. "I'm sorry about your mom..."
"How'd you know?"
"After you dropped the phone, I picked it up and the officer person told me. Listen, if you wanna cry and let it all out, go ahead..." I did, it was like my eyes were hoses that couldn't shut off. "I told my mom, she's downstairs fixing you something. We're gonna go see Ryan, he's at the hospital." I nodded as I cried onto his chest. He began brushing my hair, I felt a few drops of water, I knew he was crying too... I got up and looked at him, he looked back at me... slowly, we leaned in and our mouths met. His tongue entered my mouth and mine touched his. We began literally ripping off our clothes but I stopped... I didn't feel right about this...
"Justin..." I said when I broke the kiss, "I can't do this right now... It feels wrong..."
"I understand..." He said, he took my hands. "Don't worry, we don't have to do anything if we don't want to... You wanna go see Ryan?" I nodded as tears came to my eyes again. "Don't cry Seb... every time you start, I start..." His voice began breaking. "Sebastian... let's go..." I couldn't move, I just wanted to stay there. Even though, I was older than Justin, I felt safe in his arms. "Sebastian... come on, let's go..." I nodded.
We arrived at the hospital at a quarter to eight. Hospitals always made me a little uncomfortable, knowing you're in a place full of sick people. People who might be seriously hurt, who might be clinging on to life, as you walk in. You just don't know what goes on in the hospital, that's what scares me. But being with Justin, a little of the fear went away. "May I help you?" A secretary/nurse person asked us.
"Yes, we're looking for Ryan Summers. He was brought here after a car accident." Lynn told her, she looked at some files.
"Mr. Summers is in room 1E14, down that hall, through the door, make a left, you'll be in the east wing. The fourteenth room or the seventh room on the right."
"Thank you." Lynn told her. We followed the nurse's instructions. Justin and I held each other's hands, we didn't care if someone saw us or what they thought. We both looked at all the patients in their rooms, some sleeping, some watching television, some complaining. We came to the 1E14 and we walked in, I couldn't believe what I saw... There was my brother lying in the bed with an oxygen mask on. His entire body covered with those white circles that connected to a machine...
"RYAN!" I cried as I ran to the bed. I kneeled down and began to cry.
"Are you family?" asked the doctor pointing to Lynn, Justin, and I.
"He..." Lynn said pointing to me, "He's the brother. We're their neighbors and long time family friends."
"Okay... Well sonny..." I looked up at him. "Your brother right now is in a coma. He suffered several broken ribs, medium blood loss, a fracture in his right knee. At the crash, he was thrown out of the window of the car. It's a miracle he survived considering your mother had an unfortunate fate. I'm sorry..."
"Is Ryan..." I couldn't say it, I got all choked up and began crying. Justin came over and held me.
"Is he gonna be all right?" Justin asked.
"Well... The longer Mr. Summers stays in a coma, the less likely he'll wake up. I'm sorry, we operated and did all we could..."
"What do you mean the all you could..." I lunged towards the doctor. "He's my fucking brother! How can you not save him?! You're a fucking doctor!" Justin held me back and I continued crying angrily onto his shoulder.
"I'm sorry Mr. Summers, but I've done the best I can do for your brother. He's under intensive care right now and we're keeping an eye on him. I'm sorry if you think it was my fault if something happens to your brother..."
I calmed down a little... "I apologize..." I told him in a soft voice, "I'm grateful for what you have done. I'm sure you did your best." And with that the doctor nodded, bid us each a good night and a pray for something good to happen, and left. "Why?" I asked myself. "Why did this happen to me." I sat down on the couch and began to cry again. Justin came over and held me. "Why?" I asked him. "Why?" I started hitting the couch.
"Shh..." Justin told me, "These things happen to everyone Sebastian. It's no one's fault. It just happens." I began to cry harder on his chest, and soon fell asleep.
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...That reminds me...
"You again? Who are you?"
You know who I am...
Try to remember Sebastian.
"Remember what? What is there..."
...But more importantly, eight years ago...
"What about eight years ago?"
"What about it?"
Try to remember...
Think Sebastian. Think. Try to remember.
"I never had anything to do with the beach."
Maybe you should ask Ryan.
"I can't. He's in a coma."
Just wake up...
"Wake up Sebastian..." Justin shook me, I opened my eyes. I looked around and noticed we were still in the hospital. "Come on, we have to go now." I got off of Justin, Justin stood up and extended his hand. "Come on, we gotta go."
"No." I said shaking my head. "I can't... Ryan..."
"Ryan's gonna be fine. Trust me." Justin reassured me. "Come on, it's been a long night..." I nodded and took his hand.
"What's gonna happen to me..." I asked him.
"What do you mean?" Justin asked back.
"Don't worry Sebastian. You'll stay with us for now." Lynn told me. "I'm sure Amberlin would've wanted you to stay with us until Ryan gets better."
"Okay..." The thought of my mother gone from my life, tears came to my eyes again.
"Don't be sad." Justin told me. He held my hand stronger and I placed my head on his shoulder as we walked. Lynn gave us a quick, strange glance but it went off her face.
We arrived back at Justin's an hour later. I looked at the dark two-story house that I lived in thinking I will never see my mother again. "Come on," Justin said as he helped me into the house. I was in such a wreck, I couldn't keep my balance and stumbled everywhere like I was drunk. He carefully walked with me up the stairs and placed me on his bed. "Come on, change..." I began taking off my shirt but I stopped halfway.
"What am I gonna wear?"
"I'll find you something for now. We're the same size." He tossed me a baby blue shirt.
"Uh... any pants or shorts?"
"Do you need any?" Justin asked me seductively.
"Justin... I'm not in the mood." He frowned, he tossed me a pair of basketball shorts. I tossed them back, "Nah, it's okay, I'll sleep in my boxers." Justin's face lit up, "No Justin..." Again he frowned. He changed into a wifebeater and boxers and climbed into bed, facing me. "Justin..."
"Promise me something..."
"Promise me you'll never leave me."
"Promise me you'll be there for me."
"If I'm ever in trouble and need your help, promise me that you'll be there to support me."
"I already lost my mother and a part of my brother tonight, I don't wanna lose you too..."
"Okay, I promise you. You know I'll never leave you Sebastian... Best friends forever." He leaned over and kissed me. "Good night." He said as he turned off the lights.
"Night." I told him as I placed my head onto his chest. We cuddled and soon I fell asleep.
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"Look Sebastian!" Justin told me, we walked together hand in hand on the beach.
"How beautiful the night sky is." We gazed up and the stars that shone brightly in the dark sky. The moon beaming down on us was the only light in the whole beach. "Come on!" He quickly pulled me with him as he ran into the water. The water was cool and refreshing on the hot night. "Look over there!" I did, there wasn't anything to look at because Justin practically tackled me into the water. We both walked out of the water onto the beach, our clothes drenching with water. We laid on the beach, on top of a blanket. We continued holding hands and Justin gazed out into the open. His legs wrapped around mines. He turned and faced me and we looked at each other. The water sparkled in his curly hair under the moonbeams. He grinned mischievously and suddenly we kissed. The intensity of the kiss was incredible, the force and passion that came with it. Suddenly, he broke it off. His face turned ghostly white. "This is wrong."
"What?" I asked him, "How is it wrong? We've kissed before."
"No..." Justin told me, "Not that... Something is out of place. Look!" He pointed.
"What are you talking... about..." I turned around and he wasn't there anymore. He disappeared into thin air. "Justin?"
"Over here!" Justin called out. His feet touched where the land and water met.
"What the..." I got up and ran towards him... he faded away. "What the hell? Justin?!"
"Look Sebastian." I quickly turned around and saw a strange lady holding a child. "Look how beautiful the night is tonight." The little boy laughed and the lady picked him up and carried him into the water.
"What is going on?" I asked myself.
Still no clue?
"What do you want from me?"
You think you know who you are... Where you're from... You think you know everything... You haven't yet begun to understand...
You'll find out soon...
Now wake up!
I awoke with a flash of terror before my eyes. I sat right up and looked around the room. It was morning and Justin wasn't beside me. I looked at the clock and saw it was 10:04. I got out of bed and went into Justin's closet and pulled out a blue T-shirt. "Wasn't I wearing something?" I asked myself as I put on the T-shirt. I went downstairs, no one was there. I searched every room. "Where the hell is everyone?" I asked myself as Justin and Lynn entered carrying boxes with them. "What's that?" I asked.
"Your shit." Justin told me. I looked at him at the tasteless comment he made and he knew it too, "Sorry..." I went over and I helped with the box. I began looking in them, "It's your clothes and stuff... Since... ya know... you're gonna be living here... for now..." He looked at me hoping he wouldn't say anything to upset me.
"It's okay J..." I whispered to him and he smiled and he leaned in and planted a kiss on my mouth. It wasn't like a really passionate kiss, it was just a quick kiss and we released it. We both smiled at each other and I turned around. Lynn stood there holding a box of my stuff and staring at both of us with her mouth hanging open.
"What the fuck?" Lynn yelled. "Get the fuck out of my house you dumb queers!" Lynn took out a semi-automatic 10mm pistol and shot both of us laughing like a maniac with each shot.
"Um..." was all that came out of my mouth.
"Mom..." Justin looked down, he didn't want to face Lynn. He was afraid of what she might do... "Mom..." He looked up... "I'm gay..."
Lynn looked at us both, first Justin then me, then Justin, then me, you get the idea...She finally stopped at Justin, "I know..." It kinda surprised me, how did she know? "I knew you were what-you-are a..."
"Gay, mom..." Justin told her.
"Yeah, well I knew you were that a while ago." Lynn spoke softly and slowly, "But... I didn't know you..." she looked at me, "Sebastian... was too and I didn't know you two were together." She looked at us, Justin and I looked at each other, and we didn't know what to expect.
"What do you mean you knew that a while ago?" Justin asked all of a sudden.
"Well... I always figured that..." Lynn told him.
"How? Am I that obvious?!" Justin asked again all worried.
"No honey... I noticed the way the way you looked and were around Sebastian," she said looking at me again, "I thought it was just because you and Sebastian have been best friends since you two were seven... And then you acted the same away to JC... I couldn't figure out why, you acted very differently around him too."
"Different? How?" I asked, Justin looked at me, then back at Lynn.
"Well... I don't know, let's just say I noticed how different you acted towards Britney and the other girls than to Sebastian and JC..."
"When did you figure out exactly?"
"About a week ago..."
"A week ago?" I asked.
"Yeah, you see... After you left..."
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Lynn was in the kitchen fixing a few sandwiches for the boys, when all of a sudden...
"WHAT THE HELL?!" A scream came upstairs, it startled Lynn causing her to jump and spilling the sandwiches to the ground. She looked down at the mess and sighed, but what was that scream she thought to herself. "I'll clean it up later." She walked into the living room just in time to see Sebastian leave the house in a quick rush. "Sebastian?" she called out, but he didn't turn around. "What is going on?" She wanted to investigate but remembered the mess in the kitchen.
Ten minutes later, after she had finish cleaning up the kitchen and made new sandwiches, she walked into the dining room about to serve them. She placed the tray down and went into the living room. She was about to call the boys but she heard them talking.
"So tell us Curly." Joey said eagerly wanting to know.
"Um... Well..." Justin said looking down avoiding each of their eyes staring at him uncomfortably. "Okay, Sebastian left before..." Lynn stood by the semi-closed door listening to them without them knowing.
"Sebastian caught me and JC..."
"JC and I..." corrected Chris, "It's JC and I..."
"Okay, whatever, Sebastian caught me an... JC and I in our rooms."
"Yeah so?" Chris said as the whole thing went right over his head. But the others, well Joey, since Lance already knew got it.
"You mean..." Joey asked with his eyes bugging out, he pointed to the two of them, "You two?" JC and Justin nodded slowly. "Oh..."
"What's going on?" Chris whined.
"Did you listen?"
"Yeah! He and JC were caught in his room by Sebasti...oh...OH...OH!!!" Chris said, covering his mouth, "What did Sebastian say?"
"Nothing, he just stormed off..." JC told them.
"You guys aren't freaked out by this are ya?" Justin asked the gang. Joey and Chris shook their heads.
"No." they both replied. Chris looked at Lance, "How bout you Lance?"
"..." No response came from his mouth, he was still pissed.
"He already knew." JC informed them.
"...We were together for a couple of months before the curly headed baby stole him away from me." Lance glared at Justin, which made him feel really uneasy...
Meanwhile, Lynn heard all of this and kept silent. "Finally..." She thought, "He finally admitted it... So it's true..."
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"So..." Justin said, "You knew all this time?"
"Yeah honey, I'm your mom, I know everything..." Lynn joked a little, "Well... not everything... What happened between you and JC?"
"Long story mom..."
To be continued...
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And that ends Chapter 6 of Best Friends Forever... Thanks again to everyone who e-mailed me, I was sort of having a bad day when I was writing Chapter 5, then all of the emails I got really cheered me up...So if you want to keep emailing me with any suggestions/feedback.. you know the address but just in case you don't, it's firstname.lastname@example.org. Until next time...