Date: Wed, 18 Jun 2003 08:34:33 -0700 (PDT) From: JACK BROWN Subject: Brian and Jack /part 19 WARNING: the following story contains material that might not be appropriate for all readers. So if you are not allowed to read this, then don't do it!. The following is a fictional story containing guy to guy sex and fantasy's of being with a celebrity, the celebrity being Brian Littrell from the Backstreet Boys. I am a fan of theirs and in no sense is any of this story true. It is just a little fantasy. You must be 18 or of legal age in your state to read this. So read on and I hope you like it, it is my first time writing a story like this so I hope you all like it. ********* Well, here we are again, another chapter yet... I hope that you are all doing fine and having a good time. I have been very well, and I hope to stay like this (fingers crossed) Enough of this, I know you're all waiting to see what happens next, so here we go... ********* Brian rang the bell and after a few seconds a woman opened the door and I figured she was Brian's mother "Brian, my son, come on in" she said as she hugged him. "Mom, let me introduce you to Jack" Brian said "Wow, you're even more handsome in person" she said as she hugged me. "Thanks mam" I said as I hugged her "Don't call me mam, just call me Jackie" she said as she let us is. Jackie seemed to be a very sweet lady. As she took us to the living room I thought about her. She was not very tall but she seemed elegant. She had a nice blonde hair and she was fit and in shape. She had blue eyes and a great smile. I sat down in the living room while she went to get us some drinks and Brian went up to his room. I just darted my head around the room. I got up from the seat and walked over to have a look at the photographs on top of the chimney. There were photos of Brian, Harold Jr. and of all the family together. They all seemed like a nice family. I walked around the living room looking at all the photos and I had a pretty good laugh because there were some photos of Brian that were actually very funny. The funniest one was probably taken during a birthday or something because Brian was holding up a cake and had all of his face covered with it and Nick was behind him laughing too. "That's a good one isn't it?" a voice said and I jumped immediately. I turned around and a man was standing there. I figured it was Brian's older brother Harold. "Hi, I'm Harold" he said as he came closer "Hi, I'm Jack" I said as we shook hands. "I know, Brian has told us a lot about you" Harold said as we sat down "Really? Well I hope he told you the good things" I told him and smiled "Don't worry he says only good thing about you" We both smiled and then another man came in, and I figured he was Brian's dad. "Hello son, I'm Harold, Brian's dad" he said in a deep voice "Hi my name is Jack" I said nervously "Don't worry I won't bite" he said as we sat down again. A few seconds later Brian and Jackie came into the room and we all sat down. Brian quickly sat next to me and held my hand. At first I wasn't sure if we should do it in front of his parents, but I didn't say anything. Brian started telling them how we had met and what we had been up to the last few months. While Brian was talking to them I was just looking at all of them. Harold Jr didn't look very old and then I remembered that he was only three years older then Brian. He was a bit taller than Brian, maybe 6' and about 160lbs or so. He had brownish short hair and a nice smile. Harold Sr was an average type of guy; he was about 6' and about 170lbs. He also had brownish hair and chestnut eyes. "So Jack, you've been awfully quiet, tell us something about yourself" Jackie said as they all looked at me "Well, I guess there's nothing much to say, I'm a designer as you all know and I'm very happy with my life. I have three brothers and we all live together since my parents passed away" I told them. We continued chatting about me and I actually got into the conversation. I guess I was less nervous then. Harold sr. then excused himself and said that he was going out to do some shopping for dinner. Harold Jr, tagged along and then Brian, Jackie and I just stayed in the house. "Brian has told me that you're an excellent cook" Jackie said and smiled "Well, I don't know about that" I blushed "Oh, go on, don't be modest, he say's you're really good, maybe we could try some of your dishes one day" "Yeah ok" I told her and smiled. "well, why don't you boys get comfortable upstairs while I go and fix some dinner for us and then I'll call you when everything is ready" Jackie said as she got up from her seat and headed towards the kitchen. "Yeah, that'd be great mom" Brian said as he grabbed my hand. We went up the stairs to his room. The house itself was not very big; as I walked to Brian's room I noticed there were only a few rooms. There was an aisle and Brian's room was at the end of the aisle. We went passed a couple of bedrooms that I figured would be his parents' and his brother's and there was only one room left, so I figured that was the guest room. Brian's room was very spacious; it was all blue and had a few posters up on the walls. There were mostly from the bsb's but he still had a couple of Elvis and some other idols. He had a king size bed and a futon on the other side of the room. There was a huge closet in front of the bed and Brian immediately opened it for me to see what was inside. He had a widescreen TV and his sound equipment. I just walked by and noticed that he also had his videogames in there. "Not bad, huh?" Brian asked "Not bad at all" I said and smiled "so shall I put my stuff in the guest room?" "Not at all, you'll sleep here with me" Brian stated as he jumped on his bed "there's plenty of room here" "You think it would be ok with your parents?, I mean I really don't want to make a bad impression" I told him worried. "Don't worry about that, you're doing just great" he replied as he got closer to me and kissed my lips "who wouldn't love you?" "Well, that's sweet Bri" I said as I kissed him back. I put my arms around his neck and he pulled me on to the bed. We kissed for a few minutes and then we just laid side by side. I noticed that after a few minutes Brian was sound asleep. I just couldn't go to sleep since I was not tired. I just stayed there for a few more minutes. My thoughts began to wonder off, I thought about my brothers, about Brian, about what had happened with Brad a few nights before until I fell asleep... I opened my eyes and noticed that I had actually fallen asleep. I quickly got up from the bed and noticed that Brian was still sleeping. I just went into the bathroom to check myself. I noticed that Brian's bathroom was quite nice actually. He had a white Jacuzzi that looked great. I just looked at myself in the mirror and realized that Brian had hair products on one little cupboard. I just grabbed some gel and put it on my hair. I washed my face and then I walked out of the bathroom. Brian was still sleeping on one side of the bed, I got closer to him and kissed his forehead, and he just smiled but didn't open his eyes. I decided to let him rest and to see if Jackie needed any help with dinner. I closed the door behind me as I left the room. I walked down the stairs and into the kitchen. Jackie was making some kind of chicken that smelled really good. "That smells great" I said as I walked in "Well, it should" Jackie said in a rather cold tone. I walked closer to her to see what she was doing. She had prepared some kind of chicken that looked really good. She had also made some mashed potatoes and I noticed that she was going to make some salad, since she had all the lettuce, tomatoes and other vegetables on one side of the table. "Hey, you want some help with the salad?" I asked as I grabbed the vegetables. "No thanks" she said as she quickly grabbed the rest of the vegetables. "What's wrong Jackie?" I asked her as I knew something was wrong. "It's Ms. Harold for you" She said as she looked at me "But you said a few minutes ago that..." "To hell with what I said!, I just didn't want to hurt Brian" she said abruptly. I was practically speechless, as I was shocked by her sudden change of attitude towards me. "My son has told me all about you and I can immediately see that you're only using him" she said and showed a bitter smile "What do you mean I'm using him?" "Well, it's easy; you only want him for his money!" She said loudly and that's when Brian walked in. "Hey guys, what's going on?" Brian said as he came closer "Nothing darling, Jack and I were just talking, weren't we?" Jackie told him as she looked at me. "Jack?" Brian asked looking at me "Yeah, we were just talking" I replied lowly "Dinner will be ready in just a few minutes boys" She stated as she went back to her cooking. "You know what, I lost my appetite" I said and then I just walked out of the kitchen. "Are you ok Jack?" Brian said as he followed me. I walked up the stairs and then I just went into Brian's room. I was really upset about what Jackie had said. "What's wrong?" Brian asked worried as he came closer to me. "What did you tell your mother about me?" I asked him pretty angry "What do you mean?" "Well, for your information your mother thinks I only want you for your money and you know that is so not true!" I said as I sat on the bed and a tear escaped from the corner of my eye. "What, did she tell you that?" Brian asked surprised "don't pay attention to her, she doesn't know what she's talking about" "Is that all you have to say?" I asked in disbelief "What do you want me to say?, she's my mother" "I can't believe you're taking her side" "I'm not taking her side, but maybe you're making a big deal out of this" "I'm going to pretend I didn't listen to that" I said angrily I just couldn't believe tat Brian had thought that I was telling him some kind of lie. I was really angry at that moment, that I just told him to leave me alone for a minute. "Ok, but promise me, you'll come down for dinner" "I'll try" I said as he left the room. I just sat on the edge of the bed thinking about the whole deal. If Brian's mom thought I was after Brian's money, was for some reason. Could Brian think that way?, no, I never thought Brian could be able to think something like that, he knows I love him and he means the world to me. Maybe someone else told her that? But why would anybody think I was after Brian's money? I had many unanswered questions, but I couldn't think of anything at that moment. I was there because the man I loved had asked me to visit their parents. I am not the kind of person that you can step on, I have principles and dignity. I had been hurt in the past and I was not gonna let anybody else hurt me once more, but, for Brian, I was going to make an effort to get along with Jackie. I stayed in Brian's room for a few minutes until I heard some noise downstairs, so I figured I should go down. I went downstairs once more and the whole family was sitting at the table. Their dinning table was rectangular and it sat 8 people. I was sitting next to Brian and his parents were sitting right in front of us. Harold Jr was sitting next to Brian. "So you decided to come down, didn't you?" Jackie asked as she started serving the plates. "I guess so" I replied. "Are you ok now?" Brian whispered to me "Yeah, I'm fine thanks" I noticed that Jackie had served everybody else except me. "Well, if you want you can serve yourself" she said as she pointed at the food on the table. I was really shocked by her manners, but I didn't say a word, I just grabbed my plate and served myself. I noticed that both Harolds were looking at her. Brian, on the other side, continued eating normally. "So you're a designer, right Jack?" Harold Jr asked "it must be really good" "Well it actually is" I answered "for me it's the best job in the world" "Did you dream of becoming a designer?" Harold Sr asked "Well, I had many dreams when I was little, I dreamed of becoming a dancer, also a designer, a singer and a cook" I told them and smiled "That's a lot to dream of isn't it?" Jackie said sourly "well, yes, but so far I've accomplished many of my dreams, so who knows, maybe one day I'll accomplish all of them" I told her "You're right" Harold Jr. "if you work hard, you'll always achieve what you want" "Especially when you have someone who is very rich by your side, don't you think Jack?" Jackie said staring at me. That's when she got on my nerves. "That's it; I've had it up to here!" I said as I got up from my seat "I have never ever in my life being interested in someone because of their social position or their money and this time is no different" "We don't know that, do we?" Jackie answered as she got up from her seat too. "Jackie, what is the matter with you?" Harold sr. said as everybody got up. "Yeah mum, calm down" Brian said looking at her "You didn't like me since the first moment I came in this house and you have been very keen on making that noticeable" I told her. At that moment, I was really upset and I was just taking it all out. "Well, nobody's forcing you to stay here" Jackie replied and then I just looked at Brian. Brian just stayed silent. He just looked at his mother and then at me. "I guess you're right it was my fault coming here, I think I better go" I said as looked at the rest of the family. "I'm sorry" I said as I looked at both Harolds. "Goodbye" I said as I looked at Brian and his mother and then I stormed out of there. As I went passed the living room, I noticed that my coat was there, so I grabbed it and then I walked out of the house. I didn't even bother picking up my suitcase or any of my stuff. I was so furious and disappointed that Brian could not even say a word in my defense. Once outside his house, I walked towards the street to look for a cab "Hey Jack, wait up!" I heard someone yell and I turned around to find Harold Jr. running towards me. "Jack, I'd like to apologize for my mother's behavior and I'm really sorry about it" He said as he came closer "You don't have to apologize" I told him "I mean, it was not your fault, she just doesn't like me" "Well she's very protective with Brian" he said and sighed "Whatever, don't worry about it, I'm sorry if I made a scene back there" I said and smiled "Why don't we sit down?" Harold asked "Um, I rather not, I think I'm gonna take off now" I told him since I really didn't want to talk right now. "it will only be a little bit" he insisted "just listen to what I have to say and if you still want to go after that, then by all means do" "Very well then" I said as I sat down on the steps at the front of the house. "I'm listening" "Well Jack, I wanted to explain why my mother was acting that way..." Harold started telling me the story and I listened carefully. Harold explained that Brian's last boyfriend, Nate, had hurt Brian real bad. At first he said he was in love with Brian, but as time went by, he only became interested in his money. Brian would buy him everything he wanted to try to make him happy, but Nate always wanted more. Their relationship was just based on the money. Brian loved Nate really much and was really afraid to lose him and that's why he did everything Nate wanted him to do. After a period of time, Brian finally realized that Nate did not love him anymore and he was really bummed. When they finally broke up, not only was he terribly sad, but he was also left with an enormous amount of bills to pay... "My mother saw how much he suffered and doesn't want him to go through the same shit again" Harold stated. I was silent for a while thinking about it. I understood right Jackie's attitude. As a mother it must be really hard to see your son suffer so much and you kind of become very protective. "Harold" I said as I looked into his eyes "I swear to God I am in no way interested in Brian that way, and he knows it" "I know you're not" He assured me and smiled. Right then, I noticed that Jackie was standing behind us. I just got up and looked at her. "Harold, could you leave us alone for a minute?" She asked while she looked at me. Harold looked at me and I just nodded. He went back in the house closing the door behind him. "I was listening to what Harold was telling you" she started and I listened "it's actually all true" "Listen Jackie I just want to say that I'm not like that guy at all" I assured her. "I have to admit that at the beginning of my relationship with Brian I was not that much in love with him, but we've been through a lot and I love him more than anything in this world" I said and smiled "I know, Brian has told me many good things about you" she replied. "I know I may not be the prefect match for Brian because from time to time we have arguments, but who doesn't?" "You're right" she said looking at me. "You have to believe me Jackie, I am very much in love with your son and I have never ever asked him for anything. I only want him" "I know jack" she replied as she grabbed my hand "and I'm sorry if I was a bitch to you but I'm not usually like that" "I really want this to work out and I'm working hard on it" I told her. "When you got up from the table Brian and I had an argument and he made me realize that I was misjudging you" she explained "I mean he's right" "So everything's fine now?" Brian asked as he came closer. Jackie and I just turned around looking at him "Yes, Bri, everything's fine" Jackie said as she smiled at me. Jackie got up and kissed my cheek, she then walked inside the house. Brian sat down next to me and kissed my lips. I kissed him back and we stayed there for a few minutes. "Shall we go to bed" Brian whispered "Definitely" I replied as I got up. I really wanted to go inside since it was getting cold outside. He grabbed my hand and we both went into the house. I noticed that everybody was gone, so we went directly upstairs to Brian's room. Once inside, he literally grabbed me and threw me to the bed. I just giggled as he climbed onto the bed. He slowly kissed my neck and slowly worked his way up to my lips. His hands started unbuttoning my shirt. "Wait Bri, no I can't do this" I said as I pushed him away and got up from the bed "Why not?" he asked "Because it's weird for me ok?, I don't think having sex in your parents house is a good idea" "It's my home too, you know" he said as he unbuttoned him own shirt "You know what I mean" I told him "can we please not do anything on that bed except sleep?" "Well, sure, whatever you want" he said as he got inside the covers. I smiled and then I went into the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and then I came out. I walked over to my suitcase and I pulled out a pair of shorts and a t shirt. As soon as I changed my clothes I jumped in the bed with Brian. As soon as my head hit the pillow I fell asleep... The next morning I woke up quite early, or so I thought. I opened my eyes and noticed that I was facing Brian, he was still sleeping. I moved closer to him and kissed his lips; he just smiled but continued sleeping. I decided to let him sleep more. I carefully got up from the bed and went to the bathroom. When I came out I was already showered and dressed and I noticed that Brian was still sleeping, so I quietly walked out of the room closing the door behind me. I went downstairs and noticed that Jackie was already up and preparing breakfast in the kitchen. I decided to give her a hand. "You need a hand?" I asked as I walked into the kitchen "Uh, no thanks Jack, you're the guest" she replied as she turned to face me "It's no problem, plus, we'll finish quicker" "Ok, then, have a go at making the orange juice" she said smiling as she pointed at the oranges. I walked closer and grabbed a couple of oranges. I started making the juice. ************************** BRIAN'S POINT OF VIEW ************************** I woke up and realized that Jack was not by my side anymore. I got up from the bed and headed for the bathroom. I showered and then I grabbed some clothes to wear. I walked out of my room and went downstairs. As I was walking down the stairs I heard Jack's voice and my mother's coming from the kitchen. I smiled at the thought that they were finally getting along. I quietly walked into the kitchen and I looked at both of them. My mum was making some kind of omelets and Jack was just making the orange juice. They were actually having a good time, they were just laughing to God knows what. "Hello" I said quietly and they both turned around "Hello son" mum said "did you sleep well?" "Of course, I had Jack by my side" I said proudly "Well, I must have thought so" she said and laughed "Don't listen to her Jackie" Jack told her and smiled at me "So what have you been up to?"I asked them interested as I started setting the table for breakfast. "Well, Jack's been giving me some cooking tips" mum said without taking her eyes of the food "he's a great chef, you know?, he has even offered to prepare dinner for us tonight" "Wow, that's' great" I told her "It's nothing really" Jack said smiling at me "Ok, breakfast is ready" mum called out as I finished setting up the table. Just then, both my brother and my dad walked in. Mum brought the food to the table and then Jack served us the juice. Jack sat down next to me and then we all started eating.