Date: Thu, 4 Apr 2002 11:57:21 -0800 (PST) From: JACK BROWN Subject: boybands / Brian and Jack / chapter 5 WARNING: the following story contains material that might not be appropriate for all readers. So if you are not allowed to read this, then don't do it!. The following is a fictional story containing guy to guy sex and fantasy's of being with a celebrity, the celebrity being Brian Littrell from the Backstreet Boys. I am a fan of theirs and in no sense is any of this story true. Its just a little fantasy. You must be 18 or of legal age in your state to read this. So read on and I hope you like it, it is my first time writing a story like this so I hope you all like it. ********* Hi to everyone, I'm sorry I had not posted any chapters for the past few weeks...I mean months! Heheh, I've had a lot of work to do but hopefully I will be able to write some more over the next few weeks. By the way, thanks for all the feedback, I've been receiving quite a good response from all of you and some of your comments will be taken into account in the next chapters Ok now, If you want to e-mail me then do it to : jack_ga_2002@yahoo.com Well, enough of this, now onto the story...this chapter continues exactly where I left off in the last one, but if you don't remember, just check them and you'll remember... enjoy ********* "hold on Brian, I forgot my cell phone in your room" I said as I walked back to Brian's room and entered. I looked around the room until I found it on the floor. I glanced around and my thoughts flew back to the night before and how Brian had made me feel loved again, and a tear escaped from the corner of my eye. Then I walked out of the room and found Brian looking at me with a very sweet smile. I smiled at him, grabbed his hand and then we headed towards Kevin's room once more. When we got to Kevin's room, I wasn't sure if we should tell the other guys about our relationship. "do you think they'll be all right with our relationship?" I asked Brian in a serious tone. He looked at my eyes and then he answered me "they know I love you and I'm sure they'll be fine with it" he then kissed me once again. Brian knocked on the door softly and held my hand. Kevin opened the door almost immediately and was very surprised to see Brian holding my hand with a huge smile on his face. "come in" Kevin said puzzled. "hi guys" Brian said nonchalantly as he entered the room holding my hand. The room was much bigger than Brian's, it had a huge sitting area and it had two bedrooms at the end of the room. I t also had a balcony and in front of it, there was a big table with lots of food on it. It had fruit, pancakes, etc. All of the other guys were sitting around the table having breakfast. Brian greeted them and they didn't say a word, they were just looking at us puzzled. "he is my boyfriend" Brian said answering their puzzled look. When Brian said those words I was thinking that they were going to freak out in that precise moment, but I was wrong. "oh that's great! Congratulations!" Nick said as he got up and gave me a hug. "thanks" I said as I blushed "don't blush, there's nothing to blush about, and we're very happy for you guys!" Howie said as he gave me a hug too. "thank you" I whispered into Howie's ear. I was very surprised to see that they were ok with my relationship with Brian, in fact, they were very understanding and very supportive. Then my thoughts flew back to the time that Tom introduced me to his family as his boyfriend, and how they had freaked out. That night, I was very nervous about the whole deal, but Tom insisted that he should introduce me as his boyfriend. Everything went perfectly fine until he said the word "boyfriend", immediately after that, his mom started crying and yelling at us, his dad and sister were very upset and then they told us to leave. That night, I felt the most miserable person, as I had been terribly humiliated, but still, Tom didn't leave me because he said he loved me... "hello?" Brian said as he waved a hand in front of my face. "I'm sorry Bri, I was just thinking about..." "about what?" "...work" "now?" He said confused. "well, yes, because I'm very perfectionist and I want everything to look perfect" "yes so?" "well, I was looking at all of you and wondering what outfits would look best on you" I said "well, I'm sure I look very good with you on me" Brian said as he kissed me on my lips. "yes, I know you look good with me on you, but I'm not going to be there with you when you're on stage, so I think you need an outfit, unless..." "unless what?!" He said excited. "...unless you want to give everyone a naked show!" I said as I laughed. "shut up!" he said as he slapped me on my arm and started tickling me. I am very ticklish, so once I started laughing, I just couldn't stop. I was laughing so hard, that I fell down and Brian was on top of me tickling me. "what a cute couple, but...I think you should get a room" AJ said as he looked at us with an evil grin. I blushed and I immediately pushed Brian aside and got up. "man, your strong!" Brian said as he got up. "he is isn't he" Nick said as he came over to me and grabbed my arm. "Brian, your boyfriend has a hell of a muscle here" Nick said as he squeezed my bicep. Brian started feeling my bicep straight away and agreed with Nick. "ok, you two can leave Jack alone for a minute and come and have some breakfast" Kevin told them "it's already 10:30 and remember that we have a very busy day". They whined and let me go. I just laughed and went over to the table and grabbed some fruit. I grabbed a jar and poured myself some orange juice, then I sat down. Brian sat down next to me and Nick sat down next to Brian. "is that all you're having for breakfast??" Brian said astonished. "Yes" "are you sure?" "yes Brian, in fact I shouldn't be having breakfast cause I don't usually have one, but I thought it might be rude to you if I didn't" "what a nice guy" Nick said as he stuffed his mouth his pancakes "but if you don't want to eat anything, don't worry about it." "thanks" I said as I sipped my orange juice and looked at him. "listen, you'll be here with us for a while, so if sometimes you don't want to eat or do something just tell us" Howie said and gave me a friendly smile. I felt so good being with them, they were all kind and friendly. I was feeling that it was going to be a great job working for them. "so Kev, tell me, do you know where Faye is? I asked Kevin "yes, she's at her place, last night after we left the club we went back to her place and we had a nice long chat" "did you get lucky?!" Nick said with an dirty grin. "Shut up Nick!!" Kevin yelled "you didn't!!" Nick said and burst out laughing. "I told you to shut up so do it!" Kevin was getting very angry. Nick noticed this and stopped making any comments "Kevin, why did you say we had a busy day?" AJ asked, changing the subject. Nick didn't say anything, he just kept stuffing his mouth with pancakes. "well AJ we have to do some recording today for the next album and we have to prepare ourselves for the tour" Kevin answered him as he turned to look at me. "are you going on tour?" I asked him thinking that he probably wanted me to have the outfits ready for a certain date "yes WE are going on tour" Kevin said "you are coming with us too, that's why you need to get those outfits ready as soon as possible". "how much time have I got?!" I asked him "well...first we need you to sign the contract and then our manager will tell you everything you need to know" He said and then he smiled. I just sat there thinking about the outfits. I could manage to design most of them in three or four days days, depending on how many they wanted me to do, but then I would need to send them away to get them made or something. I turned around and looked at everyone, they looked very funny. Nick and AJ were just eating like they had never eaten before, Howie was eating slowly looking out the window. Kevin was just staring into space and Brian was eating like normal people, but he looked so cute. He noticed that I was looking at him and he gave me the most loving smile. "what are you looking at sweetie?" "you" I answered him "why?" he said interested. "because you look so sweet and cute" I said as I leaned over and planted a kiss on his lips. He kissed me back and then as he grabbed the back of my head, my cell phone started ringing. "wait a second dear" I told him as I pulled myself away from him and took my cell phone out of my pocket. "hello?" "Excuse me, could I talk to Jack?" a male voice said. "This is him, who is this?" I asked "hi Jack it's me...Justin" "hi Justin, I'm sorry I didn't recognize your voice. How...are...you?" I stammered as Brian began kissing my neck. It felt really nice, but I couldn't speak very clearly, so I immediately got up from my seat and walked towards the balcony. "I'm fine, thanks. Are you ok?, you sound a little nervous or something" he said in a friendly tone. "no I'm fine, I was just getting distracted but it's ok now" I said as I looked at Brian who was looking at me with a hurt grin. I just smiled at him and he quickly smiled back. "Listen Jack, we need to have a group meeting. Would it be ok at 12:30?" "yes sure, just tell me where to go" "ok, write the address down, it's..." Justin started giving me the address as I ran towards the table and got a pen and a napkin to write the address down. "ok, got it... so I'll see you there later on" "by the way, do you think you could bring along some of your designs as well?" "sure Justin, I'll take them with me" "OK then, see you later, bye Jack" "bye Justin" I said as I hung up the phone. I put my cell phone back in my pocket and Brian immediately asked me who had called me. I told him that it was Justin and that he wanted me to be at the group meeting, Brian didn't look very happy about it, but he dropped the subject. "so, do you think you'll be able to sign the contract with us today or will you be very busy?" Kevin asked me and I noticed that he wasn't very happy with the whole deal of me working for N*sync and for them. "listen Kevin" I said in a very serious tone as I looked straight at his eyes "I have already signed the contract with them and I can't do anything about it. On the other hand, if you are not ok with me working for them and for you, then I think I shouldn't sign a contract with you" The room was quiet for a while as everybody noticed that I was very serious about it. I am not an aggressive person, but I don't like people fooling around with me. Kevin noticed that I was very serious about it and he quickly apologized. He told me that he was perfectly fine with the whole deal, but he was worried that I wouldn't have time to finish everything they wanted me to do on time. "listen, I think I can manage with the package. If I make a deal I won't break it and I will finish everything you need me to do...so don't worry too much Kevin" I said as I walked towards him and gave him a friendly smile. He smiled back and apologized again. Brian came over and hugged me tight, I could feel his crotch pressing against my butt. "that's why I love you" he whispered into my ear. "...because I tell your fiends off?" I said "no silly!, because you are very sweet and kind and..." "and?" i asked intigued "because you're different" "what do you mean different?" "well, you look at me and the guys just as normals persons and not as celebrities, you're great!" he said I blushed a little and then I turned around and gave him a kiss on the lips. He pulled me closer and he started pulling my shirt up and I quickly stopped him. "not do fast! Mr Littrell" I said as I pushed him away. "why not? I love you and you love me" he said as he pulled me close to him again. "because I don't want to give your friends a show, that's why!" I said as I kissed him and pushed him away once more. "they won't mind at all, will you guys?" he said as he turned to look at everybody. "please don't let him do that here Jack, I'm still very young for this" Nick said as he covered his eyes. "Funny guy!" Brian said in a sarcastic way. Nick started laughing and I followed. "don't you laugh at me" Brian said as he turned to face me. He looked so serious but at the same time so stupid that I kept on laughing. "seriously, please don't let him do anything to you while we are present" Howie said. "come on guys!" Brian said as he tried to kiss me again "It's not like you had not seen me before". I was taken by surprise by his comment, he realized what he said and his face expression changed all of a sudden. He looked so shocked and afraid. There was again silence in the room for a few seconds until Brian spoke up. "I...didn't mean to say that" "don't worry about it Brian, I was just taken back, but that's all. It's not like we haven't been with other guys" "yes, but..." "don't worry about it" I said as I kissed his lips. "thank you" he whispered. I turned around and everyone was smiling at us. I smiled back and then I realized it was quite late. "sorry guys, buy I've got to go now" I said as I kissed Brian and walked towards the door. "what do you mean you have to go" Brian asked me as he followed me. "I mean that I have to go Bri, I have an appointment in about two hours and I still have to get changed and sort out a few things" "so you're just leaving me like this?" He was trying to make me feel guilty but I didn't care. "I'm just leaving for a few hours, it's not like I won't see you again Brian" "but what if I fall into a coma or something" he said and he gave me a puppy face. "well, I think this will help you" I said and leaned over and was about to kiss him when I flicked him on his forehead. "ouch!!!! Why did you do that for??!!" he said as he rubbed his forehead "so that you don't fall into a coma" I said nonchalantly "how is that gonna help?" "I don't know, but I don't think you'll go into a coma in the next few hours". "please stay with me" Brian said again. "I can't Brian, I wish I could, but I have to work and so do you, have you forgotten you have to do some recording today?" "well...but you can come with me" " I don't think so B, but why don't we have dinner tonight and maybe later we can..." I trailed off and gave him an evil grin. "ok, but it's a deal" Brian said. "just let the poor guy go" Nick yelled form the other side of the room "you heard your friend" I told Brian as I kissed him once more. I was about to walk out of the room when Kevin stopped me and told me that maybe I should sign the contract this evening. I was perfectly fine with it and agreed. "I'll call you so that you can sign the contracts and then we can have dinner" Brian said. "ok, call me and we'll see, see you later Bri" I said as I kissed him and walked out of the room. I headed towards the elevators and pressed the button, immediately the door opened and I stepped in. The elevator went down really quickly and I got out and headed towards the main door. I walked out of the hotel and grabbed a cab and headed towards Faye's place again. I pulled my sunglasses out of my pocket and put them on. On my way to Faye's place, a lot of thoughts came to my head. First, I wasn't sure if this relationship with Brian was going to work, because it was just so sudden, but on the other hand I really liked being around him, so I was quite happy for it. The second thought was that I wasn't sure if the N*sync guys were going to be ok with me working for them and for the Backstreet Boys. "we're here!" the cab driver yelled. "ok I heard you!, you don't have to shout" I said while I paid him, then I got out of the cab. 'what a jerk' I thought as I walked towards the front door of Faye's place. I knocked on the door and Faye answered after a while. "hello you" she said. "hi" "don't stay there, come in" she said as she walked in and towards the living room. I just followed here closing the door behind me. "I thought you weren't coming here anymore" she said as she sat on the couch. "well, last night I stayed with Brian" I said in a low tone. "What!!!!" she said as she jumped up from her seat "you stayed with Brian?, that's great, hopefully you'll be able to forget about Tom and move on with your life" "well...in a way I have, cause Brian is my boyfriend" "yes!" she said "I knew he was in love with you, and you two make a nice couple" "I'm not sure about it...I'm not even sure if this is going to work out" I told her as I sat down and put my hands on my face. Faye kneeled in front of me and just listened to me carefully. "why aren't you sure?" she said "because I have only met him" "so what, you love him and he probably loves you too" "that is the problem, I'm not sure if I'm really in love with him or I'm just using him to forget about Tom" "I don't think so, I know you very well and I can say that you do love him, but you're afraid to show it, that's probably because you don't want to get hurt again like you did last time" I couldn't say anything else, cause I knew that deep in my heart, that was true. "I think you should show him that you do love him, I'm sure that he will never hurt you" she said as she took my head in her hands. "I've seen the way he looks at you and you can tell that he's crazy about you" I blushed and giggled a bit. I realized in that moment that probably he really loved me and he would never hurt me. "just give him a chance" she said as she helped me up. "ok, you're right...I'll give this relationship a chance and we'll see what happens" I said as I hugged her. We broke the hug and then she changed the subject "did you read the papers today?" she asked "no , why?" "because you're on the front page!!!!" she said excited as she ran to the table and brought back the newspaper and showed it to me. "Oh my goood!!!, this is great" I said in amazement "I know isn't it" I read the whole article and it said that many celebrities had gone to the gala and that they had loved all of my designs. I was very pleased to read that, it also said that I was working for N*sync. "wow" I said as I put the newspaper down "yes.. wow!" she said excited. I just sat there thinking about it, it was so amazing that my first gala went so well that I had gotten a job with N*sync, one with the BSB and I had gotten the best response from the critics. "so.." she said "are you going to go to your place now?, I think you haven't been there in a while have you?" "no I haven't, but John and Paul are there so I think they are taking care of everything" "I'm not too sure about that" She answered shyly "what do you mean?" I asked "well, John phoned a few days ago and told me he was going away" "did he tell you where he was going?" I asked wondering where my brother could have gone "no, I asked him but he didn't tell me anything, he just said it was going to be a surprise for you" she said "a surprise for me? What kind of surprise?" "I have no idea, he just said that" she answered as she got up from her seat and walked towards the kitchen. I just stayed there thinking where he could have gone. I just couldn't think of any reason why he wouldn't have told Faye where he was going. "and what about Paul?" I asked "well, haven't heard from him either, don't know if he's gone too" "anyway, I think I will go there later, cause right now I haven't got the time" I said as I looked at my watch and quickly stood up. "I'm late, I have to get to the meeting in forty five minutes!!" I exclaimed "hurry up then, get showered in the guest room" she answered The door bell rang and Faye walked towards the door to see who it was, I followed her. "you have a door bell?" I said in amaze. "yes, it's been there since I moved here, and you are the only person who doesn't use it" she said nonchalantly. "I didn't know about it" "let's discuss this matter later" she said as she opened the door "hello, is there a Jack Brown here?" a man asked. "yes that's me" I said as I walked closer to him. "well...Mr Littrell sends you this" he said as he handed me a suitcase. "do you know what's in it?" I asked the man "no, but he said that it was something that you could wear to your appointment" he answered "and he also told me to give you this note" "oh" I sighed. "that would be all, goodbye" the man said as he walked away. "thanks" I said before closing the door. I was very surprised to see that Brian had sent me a suitcase, and I was very anxious to see what was in it, but first I read the note that the delivery man had given me. Jack: I remembered that your luggage was lost yesterday, so I figured out you would need some clothes for your appointment today, that's why I'm sending you this suitcase with a few clothes. Hopefully you'll like them. I'll see you tonight. Kisses Brian. I folded the note and a tear ran down my cheek. I was so happy to see that he cared a lot about me, that's when I realized that probably this relationship was going to work out. "you see I told you" Faye said as she read the note "he really loves you, otherwise he wouldn't care that much about you" "yes...I think you're right" "of course I'm right, now go and get showered, cause you're late!" "yes mum" I said as I grabbed the suitcase and walked towards the guest room. It was a very nice room, it was blue, my favorite color, and it had quite a few nice paintings on the wall. It had a huge window with a nice view towards the back garden. I put the suitcase on the bed and opened it, to my surprise I found a wide range of clothes in a variety of colors, there were pants, shirts, shoes and suits. They were all quite nice, and that's why it was harder to pick one, so I closed my eyes and picked the first thing that I could. I opened my eyes and wasn't very pleased with my selection, I had chosen a red sleeveless shirt and gray pants. I wasn't sure if I should wear a suit or the clothes that I had chosen. "well, you chose them, so you wear them" I said to myself. I put the clothes on the bed, then I walked to the bathroom and took my clothes off in a second. I quickly had a shower, then I got dried. I shaved and put some cologne on me. I walked back to the room and got dressed. I looked at my watch and I noticed that I had just fifteen minutes to get to the meeting, so I quickly grabbed a briefcase which had my designs in it, ran down the stairs and walked out of the house. "goodbye to you too mister" Faye screamed. I turned around and walked up to her and gave her a kiss. "I'm sorry, but I'm late, so I'll see you around baby" I said as I walked out of the house again. I grabbed a cab and gave him the address that Justin had given me. "I know where this is, don't worry, we'll be there soon" the driver said. "please hurry, cause I'm late" "we'll be there in no time" I laid back and pulled my cell phone and my sunglasses out of my pocket. 'these are the two things I can't live without' I thought. I decided to call Brian while I was on my way to the meeting, so I dialed his number. "hello?" "hi Bri, this is Jack" "hi sweetie" he said excited "what's up?" "I just called to thank you for the clothes" "you don't have to, I just wanted to show you that I care about you, but did they fit you?, because I wasn't sure if they would" "they were perfect thank you so much" "I said you don't have to thank me...just remember that I love you" "I know you do Bri" "so are you done with the meeting?" "of course not silly!" I laughed "I'm on my way to the meeting, but I'll call you as soon as I finish, ok?" "ok but please try to hurry up, cause I miss you already" "ok dear I will do my best" "promise?" "yes Brian I promise...listen I have to go now" "ok, but call me as soon as you can" "ok dear bye" "bye Jack" I put my cell phone away and the cab driver told me that we had arrived. I paid him and stepped out of the cab. I realized that I was in front of the Jive records building. It was a nice tall building with a luxurious look. I quickly went in and was very surprised to see that from the inside, the building was even more luxurious. I also noticed that most people were wearing suits and I felt a little out of place, as I was wearing a sleeveless shirt. "I knew I should have worn a suit!, I must look so out of place with these clothes on, what are N*sync going to say?" I said to myself in a low voice. "I think they'll say you look perfectly fine" a male voice whispered in my ear. I immediately turned around and found Justin looking at me with a smile. The other guys were behind him also looking at me. I felt so embarrassed that I quickly blushed. "hey man, it's ok...Justin is right you look great" Jc told me. "thank you" I answered. "ok remember we have a meeting, so let's get going" Lance said. "ok then let's go, follow us Jack" Chris said as he started to walk away with Lance and Joey. "ok" I answered and followed them, Jc and Justin walked behind me. We walked towards the elevators and I swear that every time I turned around, I found Justin staring at my butt, I felt a bit weird, but I didn't say a word. We reached the elevators and we got in, Justin pressed the 4th floor button and then we waited for the elevator to get to it, once there, the guys stepped out and walked away, I was about to follow them when Justin stopped me. "Hey, I'm sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable, but you've got a great ass, no offense" "none taken, but you did make me feel a little bit weird" I answered. "sorry again" "don't be, it's not a big deal, you stared at my butt, so what?" I said trying to make him feel better. "thank you" he said and then he moved his face closer to mine and was about to kiss me. "I think we should catch up with the guys" I said as I quickly moved away form him and walked out of the elevator "hmm...ok" he answered and led the way. We entered a huge conference room and the guys were already there. The room was very big, it had a big table with around 20 chairs around it, the guys were seating at the far end of the table, so we sat next to them. "so where were you?" Lance said as the other guys looked at me "when I turned around, I couldn't see you anymore" "well..." I wasn't sure how to tell them what had happened. "the elevator doors closed on us and then it went down" Justin helped me "by itself?" Joey said in disbelief "yes, that's what happened" I answered. "well, next time, step out of the elevator before it closes on you" Chris said. "yes" I answered and looked at Justin, he just smiled at me. After a while, a fairly tall man walked in and said hello to all the guys, then he walked up to me and extended his hand out to me, I immediately stood up and shook it. "Hello, my name is Jack Brown, nice to meet you" "Hi, I'm Johnny Wright, the N*sync manager, nice meeting you too" "have a seat" he said as he pointed to the chair next to me. I sat down and then he sat in front of me. "ok then guys, the sooner we start this meeting, the sooner we'll leave" "yipee" Chris said and every body started laughing. "don't get too excited Chris, we have a lot to go through" Johnny said "let's see..." he said as he put his briefcase on the table and pulled out a few bunches of papers. "first thing, Jack?" he said as he looked directly at me. "yes?" I answered. "we have to give you a place to live, Justin told me that you are new in town, so the first thing you need is an apartment" he said "don't worry, cause I have an apartment of my own" I said "so, you don't need a place to live?" Johnny asked again "no, thanks" "right, the next thing is..."Johnny started "I'm sorry to interrupt, but I need to talk to you about something extremely important..." I started "in a minute Jack, otherwise I might forget what I was going to tell you" he answered "now...where was I?...oh yes!" Johnny said. "jack, listen carefully" he told me and all of a sudden all my attention was on him. "we will be going to England to do some promotion for the new 'Celebrity' album "that is so coooool!!!!" Lance said excited. "yupi!!!!" Joey said. "well, we'll go there at the end of next week" Johnny said "Am I going too?" I asked "yes, you are" Johnny answered "why me?" I asked again "because you'll have the chance to get to know the guys better and you'll also have the chance to come up with fresh ideas for your designs" "hmm.." I thought for a minute "yes, you're right" I didn't mind going to England at all since I had lived there for many years ago and I loved it "ok, that is settled then, you will be going to England next week, I'll get the flight tickets and everything that you'll need" Johnny said and everyone just listened. "next thing is..." Johnny started again. "I need to talk to all of you about something" I said again in a stronger voice. "Ok, what is it Jack?" Johnny finally let me tell him "well...here goes...the Backstreet Boys want me to be their designer too and I might sign a contract with them too" I said and waited for the worst to happen. "What???!!!" everyone except Johnny said in unison. "you are not going to do it... right?" Jc said concerned "I... don't know, that's why I wanted to tell you before I signed the contract" I answered "what do you think about this Jo?" Joey asked upset " I already knew about this" John answered calmly. "how come?" Justin asked intrigued "well, because nothing is a complete secret in this business and you guys know that, I heard that the BSB wanted to hire Jack as their designer too, and that's why they went to his gala, am I wrong?" he said as he looked at me. "hmm...yeah, more or less" I answered, knowing that they had gone to my gala because I invited them. "but what I really appreciate is that you asked us before signing the contract with them" Jo said as he smiled at me. "I just wanted to know what you thought about the whole deal" I stated. "From my point of view..." Jo said as he stood up and walked towards the window, I stood up and walked with him "I think that is up to you since you'll be the one who will be working a lot more, but you have to remember that because you signed a contract with us first, N*sync will be your first priority, do you understand?" "yes" I answered As he finished speaking, there was a total silence in the room, the guys were looking at us and I was trying to take in all what he had said. He was probably right, I would have a lot of work to do from both sides, but I would spend a lot of time with Brian, which was very nice too. "thanks for your comments, I really appreciate them" I said and smiled "no problem" he answered "so...are you going to sign the contract with them?" Justin asked worried. "yes...I think I am, but I will still think about it" I said as I looked at him. I hadn't realized before how beautiful Justin's eyes were until that moment. He looked so handsome but at the same time he had that naughty grin on his face which made me smile and then he smiled too "shall we carry on with this?" Johnny said as he looked at us. "sure" I said as I blushed. Just then a man walked in and introduced himself "hi" he said to all of them and then he walked up to me "hi, I believe we haven't met, my name is Wayne Isham and I will be the director of the new video" "hi, my name is..."I began "...Jack Brown , I know" he said smiling "how do you know my name?" I asked intrigued "well, I read an article on the newspaper this morning about you" "you did?" I asked again "we all did!" Justin said "yes, I think your designs are the best I've seen" Wayne said "oh!, thanks" I answered and smiled "anyway...let's get back to business" Wayne said We sat down and then he started explaining the concept of the new video. He said that it was gonna be one of the best videos so far. "what we need Mr. Brown" he started "call me Jack" I said nicely "ok...Jack, there is one scene in the video where the guys will have to change outfits, so we need you to make quite a few" he explained to me "right, so how many would you need?" I asked "about two or three" "ok, and will you be shooting the video?" I asked "at the beginning of next week" "that leaves me like five days?" I asked "three actually, including today" he answered quickly "three?" "yes, well be going there a couple of days before we shoot the video so that the guys have time to practice the choreography" "what???!!!" the guys said in unison "I'm sorry guys but you have to practice the choreography" Wayne said apologetically. "do we have to? Johnny?" Chris whined "yes you do, and don't be lazy" Johnny answered "ok so..." Wayne said waiting for my answer "oh...mm...well, I'll make six or seven different outfits for each of them and then they can choose which ones they like the most" "six or seven?!!!" Wayne said aloud "do you think that they need more?" I asked shyly "no, I think six or seven are fine, but will you be able to have them ready?" "yes I think I can manage with the package" I answered "wow!!" they all said "so I'll have them ready for the day we leave ok?" "will we be able to see the designs before you make them?" Johnny asked "no, it will be a surprise" I answered "why?" Justin asked curious "just because" "what kind of answer is that?" he asked again "you'll see the outfits when they are ready, ok?" "ok then" he said knowing that I was not going to tell him anymore "anyway..." Johnny said so that all of us gave our attention to him "there's a room full of all the fabrics that you might need for the outfits on the third floor of this building" Johnny explained me how to get there and told me that I could take all the fabrics that I needed, so I thanked him. The rest of the meeting went smoothly, Johnny explained most of the things that I needed to know and Wayne explained some things as well. Johnny also gave me my own office on the fourth floor. He told me to go there before I went home so that I could have a look at it and see if I liked it. "so...Jack?" Johnny asked "yes?" "would you be working over the outfits here or would you prefer to work at home?" "I think I will go to get the fabrics that I might need and then I will head home, as I will feel a bit more comfortable there" I answered knowing that at home I would feel better. "ok, but remember that you'll still have to be here everyday" "yes I know, don't worry" I answered "ok, then...maybe someone can give you a lift to your place?" Johnny asked looking at all of them "don't worry, I can get a cab or maybe I can..." I started but I couldn't finish as everyone shushed me "no, not at all!" Justin said "Jc and I will give you a lift home" "are you sure?" I asked him "of course my friend!" Johnny said before Justin could answer "thanks" I said as I walked to the window, where Justin was standing. "are YOU sure?" I asked him in a low voice "yes, I'm positive!" he said happily I giggled and then I turned my head and looked out the window. Johnny got up from his seat, said goodbye to all of them and then walked to the door. "Jack, I will give you a call tonight so that we can make some final arrangements ok?" Johnny said, I just nodded but kept looking out the window. I was lost in my thoughts and didn't pay attention to anything else. I was thinking about the plans that we were making 'My gosh, I am going to have a lot of work with them, and with the Backstret Boys too, maybe I should talk to Brian and the guys about it before signing the contract' I thought and then my mind raced to so many things, that I lost track of time. "hey there sleepy" a voice whispered in my ear, as I turned around, I found Justin and JC looking at me "hey Justin, I wasn't sleeping" I protested "well...you were daydreaming then" he said "mmm...yeah, maybe, where are the others?" I said as I looked around the room and found nobody except us three. "see, I told you, you were sleeping and didn't notice that everyone had said goodbye and left" Justin said and giggled "shut up" I said playfully "I wasn't sleeping" "you were" he said again "I was not" "you were" "I was not" "you were" "I was not" "you were" "ok you two, stop this madness that is driving me crazy!" Jc said loudly, we both looked at him and then at each other and the three of us burst out laughing "shut up and let's go, we need to get you to your place Jack" Jc said "ok " I giggled and then the three of us grabbed our stuff and walked out of the room. I followed back to the elevator and as I was going to step into it, someone came behind me and covered my eyes. I was stunned and I didn't move. "guess who?" the voice said "I don't know" I answered as ran my hands on top of the hands that were covering my eyes "Justin tell me!" "I'm sorry Jack but I think you should guess!" he said as he laughed "ok, let me see..." I said and felt the hands once again "it's a man" "yes" the voice answered "hmmm...I give up" I whined "guess" the voice said again "I haven't got a clue" I whined "give it a try!" the voice said and giggled "hmmm...Brian?" I said and there was no response "I knew it, it was you!!!" I said as I pushed the hands away I turned around and found Brian smiling at me and the rest of the guys were behind him smiling too, Justin and Jc were looking at us. I quickly introduced them "Justin, Jc, I'm sure you know Brian and the guys" I said "yes, we've met before" Justin said in a friendly way as he shook Brian's hand. "yes we have" Brian answered. "what are you doing here?" I asked Brian intrigued "well, we came here to sign a few papers and now we'll be going back to the studio again" Nick answered quickly "oh, I see" I said "and you?" Brian asked sweetly. "well, we were here for a meeting and now Jc and Justin will take me to my apartment" I answered "oh, that's nice" Kevin said "I think we should get going Jack" Jc said "ok then" I answered "I think we should leave now too Brian" AJ asked "just a sec..." Brian said as he came closer to me and kissed me on the lips. I was taken back by his action since I was not expecting it "oh Brian" I said as I pushed him away gently. "so...are we still on for tonight?" he asked "what, dinner? Sure, give me a call when you finish and then we'll see, ok?" I told him as I ran my hands along his cheek "ok, I'll call you later" "ok Bri, let me give you my home phone number" "ok" he pulled out a piece of paper and wrote down my phone number "ok then see you" I said as I walked with Jc and Justin into the elevator, and as the doors closed, Brian blew me a kiss and I just smiled at him. Once the door closed, both of them had surprised looks on their faces, which made me giggle. Justin looked a bit sad, but I didn't know why. "so..." Jc started "so what?" I asked "are you and Brian...?" he hesitated "together?, yes, I hope that it isn't a problem" I said as I looked at them "no, not at all" Justin answered quickly "we were just not expecting it to be that way" Jc finished. "what do you mean?" I asked "well, I didn't think that you were gay, I thought that you had a girlfriend or something..." JC said "you got that wrong my friend, I am gay and I have a boyfriend" I told Jc as I looked at Justin I could sense a little bit of sadness in Justin's look, but when he realized that I was looking at him, he quickly smiled at me. We went to the third floor, where the fabric room was. Once we were there, I was astonished to see that the room was huge, it had lots of shelves with different types of fabric on them. There were so many types of beautiful fabrics that I couldn't decide which ones to take with me. I spent a few minutes thinking about it and after a while I started to pick up different fabrics. "let me help you" Justin said as he helped me carry some of the fabrics, cause they were so many that I couldn't carry all of them at once. Jc also offered me his help and I quickly finished choosing all the fabrics that I was going to use. "that's it" I answered as I walked passed them and to the door. "ok then, let's go now" Jc said. All of us were carrying a huge amount of fabrics and we could not carry one more thing. We walked back to the elevator and then we got on it. We chatted a bit while the elevator got to the ground floor. We walked out of the elevator and headed towards the parking lot. When we got there, we went to Justin's car but we realized that we couldn't fit all of the fabrics in Justin's car as it was a two passenger car. "don't worry, we can put the fabrics in my car and then you and Jack can go in your car and I will follow you in mine" Jc told Justin "are you sure?" I asked Jc. "yes, no problem man" He said as he smiled at me. We went back to Jc's car which wasn't far from Justin's. We put all the fabrics in the back seat and then Jc got into the driver seat. I leaned against the window and Justin did the same "so you can follow us" Justin asked Jc "sure, let's get going" Jc said and then Justin and me walked back to his car. Justin got into the driver's seat and I got into the passenger's seat. I explained to Justin how to get to my place and I gave him the address. "oh, I know where it is" he told me. "ok then" "but if I get lost, you'll have to help me out, ok?" he asked me sweetly "sure Just" he quickly looked at me and a huge smile crossed his face, I wasn't sure why I had said Just instead of Justin, and I mentally kicked myself for doing it. Justin drove away and then Jc followed us. We drove through New York for a while in silence until my cell phone started ringing. "hello?" I answered "jack?" "who is this?" I asked "tom" "oh, didn't I tell you not to call me again?!" I said in an angry tone "yes, but...we need to talk" "there's nothing to talk about" "yes there is...we should get back together" "no, I'm sorry, but you hurt me once and you won't do it again" I said and started to raise my voice. I glanced at Justin and he was looking at me worried. "please just let me talk to you" he raised his voice a little bit "I'm sorry, but that won't be possible" I said as I lowered my voice. "I love you" There was a silence, I couldn't say anything else. I felt so emotional at that moment, but then I remembered what he did before and immediately got upset again. "you can't just say you love me and pretend that you didn't do anything wrong" "just let me talk to you..." he said as his voice started to break "for the old times" "no, and...please...leave me alone" I said as tears started to run out of my eyes. Then I decided that I had had enough and hung up. There was a silence in the car for a while until Justin ventured to speak "Jack, are you ok?" "yeah...I just...can I turn on the radio?" I asked trying to change the subject so that he wouldn't notice that much that I was crying. He turned on the radio and realized that I didn't want to talk about it. There were a few songs that I wasn't paying attention to, but then one song just hit me... I wanted your love, but look what it's done to me All my dreams have come to nothing Who would have believed All the laughter that we shared would be a memory I cannot count the tears you've cost me If I could have seen And do you ever think of me And how we used to be? Oh, I know you're somewhere else right now And loving someone else no doubt Well I'm one for sorrow Ain't it too too bad about us I wanted your love but I got uncertainty I tried so hard to understand you All the good that it did me Now the places that we knew remind me of how we were Everything was just the same But all I feel is hurt And do you ever think of me And how we used to be? Oh, I know you're somewhere else right now And loving someone else no doubt Well I'm one for sorrow Ain't it too too bad about us... By the time the song finished tears were running out of my eyes. I just felt so sad at that moment, cause I thought of the good times that I shared with Tom and how he had changed his attitude towards me. At the beginning of our relationship, he was very sweet and loving, but as time went by, he changed completely... "are you ok?" Justin asked as he turned off the radio and looked at me "yes...Justin" I said as I quickly wiped the tears away so that Justin couldn't see them. "I'm just.." my voice cracked and I bit my lip. I couldn't cry in front of Justin as I had to be strong all the time. >From my past experiences I had learned to be strong in all situations and not show my emotions to everyone, cause I could get hurt if I did. To the only person that I had shared all of my secrets was my best friend Sean and to my brothers Paul and John, but none of them were there right now... "you can talk to me if you want, you know?" Justin said and I came back to reality. "I'm fine, don't worry" I answered lowly. Justin kept driving and I knew that we weren't far form my place. "he hurt you in the past, didn't he?" Justin asked worried "who?" "this Tom guy" Justin said "oh" I sighed and I explained to Justin a little bit about him. I told him that Tom was my ex-boyfriend and that he had hurt me so much that I couldn't forgive him, not yet... "what did he do?" Justin asked "well, he...cheated on me" I answered sadly. "I gave my heart to him...and...he broke it". I had gone out with many people, but Tom was my first real boyfriend, and I shared everything with him, even my secrets and then he just turned his back on me, as I remembered this, tears came out of my eyes and I started crying. Justin pulled over and turned to look at me, he put his hands on my face and then he lifted my face so that we were looking at each other. I could see a sweet smile coming across Justin's face, which made me smile too. "don't give up, you're a strong man and you'll get over this" he said "I'm trying, but it's hard being on my own" "well, you've got a boyfriend now...you have Brian and he loves you very much" I didn't say anything, I just looked at him and smiled. I knew that Justin was being very friendly to me and I liked that. He was very sweet and tried to make me feel better, and I don't know what came over me at that moment and I just leaned closer to him and hugged him. At first, he was taken back but after a second or two, he put his arms around me and hugged me. I just felt so secure in his arms, but when I realized what I had done I quickly pulled away from him. "I'm sorry Justin, I don't know what came over me" I said apologetically. "it's ok" he answered "It's always nice to hug someone when you feel a little bit down isn't it?" "oh yes maybe, but I promise that I won't do it again" I said "it's no problem really, when I'm sad I just have a long talk with one of my friends and sometimes I hug them too" he said smiling "I think we should get going" "yes Justin" As we drove away, I looked at Justin and smiled as I thought how he had made me feel better. I knew that in future situations I could talk to him and he would help me with anything. I was starting to see Justin as a friend... After a few minutes we arrived at my place, Justin pulled into the drive way and Jc pulled over behind us. I was about to step out of the car when Justin grabbed my hand, I immediately turned to face him "remember...when you have a problem or anything, you can talk to me or to the other guys, they will be glad to help you" he said "thank you so much" I told him "that's what friends are for" he said as he stepped out of the car. I just smiled at myself and stepped out of the car too. We helped Jc to get all the fabrics out of his car. "wow!, you've got a big house!" Jc said as he looked at my home. It was quite a nice house, it had a nice front garden and it also had a big wooden door at the entrance. "thanks, but it's not that big" I answered "yes it is" Justin said in admiration. I just smiled at them and opened the front door and invited them in. We walked up to the second floor and put all the fabrics in the sewing room. "so this is where all the sewing takes place" Jc said as he looked at the room. "exactly" I said as I too looked at the room. It was quite a big room, it had a nice bay-window with a view over the back garden. I had three different sewing machines in different places of the room, and it also had a closet where I could put all the fabrics. There were also a few couches around the room, which gave the room a very cozy feeling. "would you like a cup of coffee or something?" I asked them "not really, I think we should get going Justin" Jc said as he looked at him "yes I think we should cause I'm hungry" Justin said as he rubbed his belly "oh, I'm sorry, I lost track of time...how could I be so rude and offer you a coffee if we hadn't had any lunch yet" I said apologizing. "it's ok" Jc said in a friendly way "no, why don't you stay for lunch, I will cook something for you" I asked them "don't bother" Justin said as he looked at Jc "really, it's not a problem at all, but I don't want to be a pain in the ass, so if you want to go somewhere else, by all means do" I told them. "we don't want to cause you any trouble" Jc said again "I told you it's not a problem, anyway, that's what friends are for" I told him and then I lead them to the living room. I told them to sit there and entertain themselves as I made lunch. I walked towards the kitchen and then I opened the fridge. I pulled out some vegetables as I planned on making some pasta. I started cooking and after a while, Justin came in without me hearing him and when he was close enough he said "boo" and scared the hell out of me. I jumped up and then when I turned around, Justin was laughing at me, which at the same time made me laugh too. After a while we were both laughing so hard that my stomach started to hurt, but I carried on cooking. Suddenly the phone started ringing and scared the hell out of Justin. "there you go" I told him "you're being punished for what you did" and I started laughing at him. The phone kept on ringing as I couldn't answer it cause I had my hands busy. "would you mind getting that for me?" I asked Justin as I pointed to the phone that was on the side table. "sure, no problem" he said and went to get it. He answered and exchanged a few words with the person on the other side of the line and I was looking at Justin trying to figure out who it was "It's Brian" Justin whispered as he pointed to the phone "oh, ok, I'll get that" I said as I cleaned my hands and walked over to the phone. Justin handed me the phone and then told me that he was going to check on Jc to see what he was up to, I smiled at him and then he walked out of the kitchen "hi Brian" I said happily "what is Justin doing there?" he asked and I could sense that he was a bit upset "well, you can at least say hi can't you" I answered "I'm sorry, hi dear how are you?" he said and his tone of voice changed completely "I'm fine, what's up?" I asked without answering his first question. "hmm, nothing I just wanted to see if I could pick you up around six" "yes, that's perfect...In fact, why don't you come here earlier and then we can hang around here for a while" I asked him "that's even better, so I'll see you later, I'll go down there at fiveish" "ok sweetie, bye" "ok Jack, I love you, bye" he said as he hung up I hung up and stood there for a minute thinking about Brian, I couldn't understand why he had gotten so upset by the fact that Justin was with me 'I'll have a word with him about this matter' I thought. Just then I remembered that I hadn't taken measurements for the outfits "damn it" I said aloud "are you ok?" Jc said from the other room and in a second Justin was there to check on me. "are you ok?, what happened?" Justin asked worried "I'm fine Justin" "then what is it?" Jc asked as he entered the kitchen "well, I just remembered that I didn't take measurements from the guys so that I can make the outfits" I said apologetically "there's no problem, we'll give them a call and tell them to come here" Jc said as he smiled at me "yes, wait here and I'll give them a call" Justin said as he pulled his cell phone out of his pocket and walked out of the kitchen I stood there in front of Jc feeling like a fool, and I didn't know why. He came closer to me and then he told me that I shouldn't be worrying about small things like that. I just thanked him and then walked back to my cooking. Jc just stood there looking at me and we carried on talking about nonsense After a while I had finished the pasta and salad and a small pie for dessert. They helped me to set the table in the dining room "wow, it's huge" Jc said as he entered the dining room and put the plates on the table "yes" Justin said as he looked around. The dining room was quite large indeed, it could easily fit around 30 people in it without trouble. I loved it cause it had a nice view to the back garden. We finished setting the table and then we were ready to eat. I served them a good portion of food since I reckoned that they ate a lot. We sat down and immediately they started eating really quickly, I just sat there mouth opened looking at these two guys eating as if they had not eaten in days, I just smiled and then started eating. They finished before me and then they turned to look at me "this was just delicious" Justin said "I haven't eaten this good since...I can't even remember" "thanks, but it isn't that good, I just made it really quickly" I answered "no, he's right" Jc said "this was such a great meal...thanks" "have you considered being a chef?" Justin asked "what?, you're joking right?" I answered in disbelief "no, maybe you should be a chef" Jc told me "well, actually, when I was little I wanted to be a chef and that's why my mum taught me how to cook and from a very young age I started cooking" I told them "maybe you should, you should be the N*sync private caterer and designer, that could be so cool" Justin told me and he showed a big smile "hmm Curly" Jc told Justin and he turned to look at him "you're forgetting that Jack doesn't only work for us, he'll be working with the Backstreet Boys too" "oh, yes" he sighed "I had forgotten about that, but anyway, if you ever want to leave them, you can work with us full time" Justin said "thanks, that is very sweet, I'll have that in mind" I answered as I continued eating "I hadn't realized that you haven't finished, why?" Justin asked me "maybe because you were talking to him and wouldn't let him " Jc told him as he laughed, Justin just blushed a little and then he apologized "don't worry, is that I enjoy my food" I answered "oh I see, by the way, the guys will come here at 4:30" Justin told me and then smiled. I looked at my watch and it was already half past three. I quickly finished my lunch and then I stood up to clear a little bit the table, Justin quickly tried to help me but I stopped him. "you're my guest" I said as I took the plates that he had on his hands away from him. "I want to help you" He insisted "ok then, but I still think that you shouldn't be doing anything" I said as I walked back to the kitchen and he followed me, Jc just sat there waiting for us. I grabbed the dessert plates and told Justin to take them to the dining room, he took them and walked out, I got the pie out of the oven and I walked back to the dining room. "who wants pie?" I asked them as I walked out of the kitchen "hmm, it smells really good" Jc said "yes, we want some" Justin answered I gave them a piece of pie and then they started to eat it. We ate and we continued talking about nonsense and we had a good laugh. Time passed by really quickly and by the time I looked at my watch it was already half past four. I quickly stood up, gathered all the dirty plates and took them back to the kitchen, Jc and Justin helped me to clear the table and then Justin went back to the kitchen where I was. "do you need any help with the washing up?" Justin asked as he folded his sleeves up. "no, don't worry I just put everything in the washing machine and now they're being washed" I said as I smiled " but thanks anyway" "In the washing machine?" he asked quizzed "I mean in the... dish washer" I said as we started laughed "why are you two laughing?" Jc asked as he walked in "never mind Josh, you had to be here to understand the joke" Justin said as we continued laughing. As Jc just looked at us, the door bell began ringing "I'll get that" I told them "Why don't you go to the living room and make yourselves comfortable" "ok" both of them said and started to walk out of the kitchen. Justin turned to look at me and thanked me again for the meal, I just smiled at him and he did the same. There was something about his smile that made me smile too. Jc was very kind, but Justin was different, he was very...how could I describe it...loving maybe?, I don't know he was just very nice to me and I was sure I could see him as a true friend... The bell rang again and that brought me back to reality 'oh yes, the door' I thought as I walked to the front door and opened it. All the rest of the N*sync guys were there. "hi guys, come on in" I told them "thanks" they replied in unison and then I lead them to the living room. We went into the living room where Jc and Justin already were. Justin was sitting on the sofa with Jc, the others quickly grabbed a seat and turned to look at me, probably waiting for me to begin...I explained them why Justin had called them... "so that's what this is about?" Joey asked "yes, I'm sorry guys and I promise that it will only take a few minutes" I apologized "don't worry too much" Lance said "It's no big deal, in fact, I like it here" he said as he stretched his legs. "I know he has such a cool home hasn't he?" Chris added. I smiled at them and quickly got down to business, I walked up to a side table and pulled out from the drawer a measuring tape and a note pad. I could hear them whispering something but I couldn't understand what they were saying. "why don't we go to the sewing room and then I can take your measurements there" I asked as I turned around and looked at them, they just stared at me "what?" I asked "well..."Jc said "what is it?" I asked again "nothing Jack, never mind!" Justin quickly answered before Jc could open his mouth again. I just looked at them intrigued. I told them to follow me to the sewing room. They all agreed and followed me. We walked through the house and form the corner of my eye I could see them checking my house out... I couldn't figure out why since they also had big homes. We went into the room and quickly everyone sat down on the couches that were around. "ok, who wants to be first?" I asked. "me" Lance said I told him to stand up in front of the big mirror that was embedded onto the wall. He followed my instructions and just stood there without moving while I took measurements of his arm length, width.. and all the measurements that I needed to take. One by one they passed by and I took their measurements. The last one was Justin, he was a bit shy at that moment.. The bell rang and I was about to go and see who it was, but Joey stopped me "don't worry, I'll get that" "oh, thanks Joey" I told him and started to take measurements of Justin's lower body. I was taking the measurements of Justin's waist and I put my arms around his waist to get the measurement tape around him, when I heard a loud gasp.. I Justin turned around and do did I, and there was Brian standing at the door holding a bunch of roses looking at me...Justin and I quickly moved away from each other, I got up and went over to say hello to Brian, I kissed him, but he didn't move a muscle... "what's wrong Bri?" I asked as I put my hands on his face. He didn't answer, he just looked at the others "is this why you wanted me to come over, so that I could see how you hug Justin?" he said and he sounded pissed "I think you got the wrong idea man" Justin said as he walked over to him. Brian just looked at him and ignored him completely. "I think we've better get going guys, because we have a photo shoot in an hour, so we've got to get a move on" Jc said as he and the others grabbed their stuff and started to walk to the door. They shook my hand and walked through the door. I was about to led them out of the house when Joey stopped me "don't worry, we know the way out" "are you sure?" I asked "yes, don't worry" Jc said "we'll be in touch" "ok bye" As soon as everyone was gone I turned to look at Brian and he gave an upset look. "so, are you gonna tell me what is this all about?" I asked him as I walked to the window "well, why don't you tell me, I come here and I find you on your knees in front of Justin and on top of that you were hugging him!" Brian finally spoke out loud "excuse me!?...you said hugging?!" I answered "yes, I said hugging!" "oh, you're so wrong Bri, I was not hugging him, I was jut taking measurements of his waist" "yeah right" "I'm not lying, I took their measurements because if you remember I'm working for them and I have to make their outfits" "I know, but you don't need to hug Justin to do your job" he said "for the last time I was not hugging him" "yes you were" "I was not!" "yes you were" "I was not!!" "yes you were" "I was not!!!" "yes you were" "I was not!!" "yes you were" "you know what?" "what?" he asked "I can't be bothered to fight over this, why don't we just go and have some fun tonight Bri and maybe later we can finish this conversation" I said sweetly "no, we need to finish this discussion now" he answered sharply "Bri, this is a stupid discussion, let's just forget about it, ok?" He was silent for a moment, he walked over to where I was standing and kissed me passionately, he kissed my neck and he kissed my lips. "I'm sorry, but when I came in and found you there with him, my whole world crashed down, I thought that you might want him more that me" he said to me. I held his face in both hands and then I kissed his nose. "Bri, I know that, but don't worry, no one is as good at you" "I'm sorry Jack" "Never mind, now, why don't you come with me so I can get changed and then we go out" "ok dear" I led Brian to my room and once inside I told him to sit down for a while on the couch while I walked to the closet and started to decide what to wear "wow, you've got a very big and cozy room" he said sweetly as he looked around the room. "well, thanks B" "B?" "well, you've got to have a nickname, but until I find a funny one, you'll be B" I said as I turned around to face him I had not realized until then that Brian was wearing a nice suit and was still holding the roses. "what have you got in your hands mister?" I said as I walked over to where he was sitting and kneeled in front of him. "oh shoot!" he answered "these are for you darling" "thanks" I said as I received them and walked to the bathroom and put them in a vase on my desk. "so where are we going?" I asked him "well, It's a surprise" he said as he stood up and hugged me "oh Brian, that's so sweet, but at least tell me what kind of clothes should I wear" I said as he leaned over and kissed me "anything looks good on you" he answered as we continued kissing. "mmm, I'll wear a suit since you are already wearing one" he continued kissing me and he pushed me on to the bed, we kissed and he started pulling my shirt off and feeling me up. "Bri?" "what?" he said as he kissed me more "as much as I'm enjoying this right now, I think we need to get a move on" I told him as I pushed him off me, he just giggle and got off the bed. I went over to my walk in closet and was about to come out when Brain came in "oh my!" he said aloud "what happened?" I asked as I turned around to face him "well, you've got a massive closet" "it's not that big" I said "well, it' bigger than mine" he laughed "and you haven't seen the upper part of it" a familiar voice said... ********** song credits: 1.- One for Sorrow: Artist: Steps Cd: Step One ********* well, that was part 5 of my story, I'll be posting the next chapter soon, you wanna know what is going to happen with Jack and Brian?, well, check for update soon... bye for now jack e mail: jack_ga_2002@yahoo.com