Date: Fri, 16 Jul 1999 16:54:05 ED
From: Pyr0210@aol.com
Subject: bsb addition chapter 5, 6

          Hey here is the next part of my story.  I hope someone liked the
first part. I'd like to thank Peter for sending me my first piece of mail
for this story.  I'd also like to thank (once again) my good friend for all
you've done for me.  Well I don't want ya'll to have to wait any longer.
But one more thing, about the main character, his name is Mike , short for
Michael Black, and I don't know why I put in Matt, I guess it was late that
night, and I apologize.

          Don't read this if you are under eighteen, or if you're offended
by gay sexual content (but why would you be here if you're offended about
gay sex). Also, this is just another of my fantasies, it isn't true, and it
doesn't imply anything about the backstreet boys sexuality (although it
would be nice). Thanks everyone, and please send any comments , any
critisism, or just want to talk to Aprntce11@aol.com thanks alot!

chapter 5

     As I walked to Sara's car I tried to keep my tears held up until at
least I got to the car, I at least wanted a little dignity left.  But, as I
walked away from the building I was quickly jerked back by one of the
judges.

     "What are you doing?"she asked.
     "I'm leaving, if thats alright with you."I snapped back.
     "I announced your name after your name, I'm sorry I hadn't come to
your name yet and I dropped the sheet.  Will you come back?  I heard you
were really good and I don't want such talent to not have a chance."she
apologized.
     "Of course, I'm sorry, I thought you were going to bitch at me for
crying."
     "Don't worry about it, come with me they're about to start the
meeting."

     When I arrived in the meeting room, the other twenty-four gus were all
sitting in chairs on one side of a large room, so I took a seat.  There was
a middle-aged woman at the front, who was about to start, when someone
walked in the room.

     "Hi you guys and thank you for coming"Kevin announced to everyone's
awe."I know you guys didn't notice this but we were sitting behind a two
way miror in the audition rooms, I've seen some very excellent vocalists,
and some very promising guys."Kevin said looking right at me!  "tomorrow
please be here at 7:00 AM because, MTV will be filming the finals and they
want to air it tomorrow after it's over, thank-you all for coming, I'll see
you tomrrow."Kevin said as everyone got up to leave.

     I walked out to the car as Sara ran up and hugged me.  I was so
ecxtatic, I just saw Kevin Richards in person, he even looked at me!  Sara
and I walked to the car, while I explained to her what had happened.  She
seemed more excited than I was!  (If that's possible) We hopped into the
car and headed off to the hotel.

     "I told you that you could do it"Sara said.
     "I still can't believe it, it's more than a dream come true, this is
my lifetime goal"
     "Do you have that letter to Brian?"
     "Yeah, I didn't see him today.  Hopefully I'll see him tomorrow."
     "Maybe he'll be the one that'll do your audition."Sara said.
     "The whole group does every audition, so he'll definately be
auditioning me."
     "Great!  Then you can drop the letter!"
     "That was my plan, but I'm so nervous."
     "Don't be nervous, you'll do great in the audition, and you'll get
Brian."she giggled.

     We finally got back to the hotel and I crashed before eating a small
snack.  I woke up at 5:00 am because I had gone to sleep so early.  I was
pretty horny, so I decided to go to the bathroom and jack off.  I hadn't
masturbated in two days, and for me thats way to long.  I pulled my shirt
off and admired my six-pack in the mirror.  I strattled the sink after
pulling my boxers off.  My 8 inch cock was at full mast at just the thought
of Brian's hard cock in my mouth.  I squeezed some lotion from Sara's bag,
it smelle like strawberries but I was so fucking horny , used motor oil
would have done.  I slathered my boner up and slowly rubbed the length of
my pole.  "OHHhh..Goddamnit!"I said maybe a little too loud.  I was close
to climax and startee moaning loudly"Brain.. Brian...fuck me
hard..ummm..oh.god...*KEVIN* "I screamed as my boy juice flung out of my
throbbing cock and landed all over my face, some leaking into my mouth. Why
did I scream Kevin's name?  Thats weirdm, it's Brian I like isn't it?  I
licked off the excess that had landed on my lips and swallowed my salty
juice.  I cleaned up the rest off myself and wiped it off my sweaty, hard
body.  I then walked back into the room to see Sara wiping her eyes and
starting to sit up.  I ran up and jumped onto her bed.

     "You smell like strawberries"Sara said.
     "Thats strange..anyway what should I wear?"
     "How about that tight soccer shirt I got you from Spain and some khaki
shorts"
     "No I don't play soccer thats like posing"
     "Hmm..how about that tight black structure shirt, your khaki shorts, a
black belt , and your black Doc sandals?"
     "Actually that sounds good, I'm gonna go hop in the shower, I'll be
back in a second"

     I got in the shower and let the warm water rush over my body.  I stood
there for a good while after washing my body and my hair, before
remembering I don't have much time.  I quickly jumped out, did my hair and
got dressed.

     "You look good"Sara said.
     "Good? Is that all?"
     "You sure like to be the center of attention"
     "Yeah well....lets get going"
     "Good idea we're running short on time"
   
     We walked to the elevator, and went down.  Sara went to the valet
station and ha dthem bring our car around.  It was soon pulled up and we
hopped in and left with a screech from our tires.  We rolled down the
widows and blared *I Want It That Way* over and over until Sara got tired
of it and I put on *All I Have To Give* (my personal favorite). I sang as
loud as I could to try to get my voice ready, and because I love the song.
I was pumped and very ready for the audition, I'm going to be my hyper self
and hopefully get the position.  We pulled into the parking lot and we
walked in confidently.  Sara sat down in a chair in th elobby and I walked
to the tables and was directed into the room there were two people who
would go before me and twenty had already gone, we could watch the people
auditioning from the open door and the first guy was pretty good but the
guy that went right before me sucked, this won't be as hard as I thought it
would be.  I walked in to see all the backstreet boys sitting in directors
chairs wearing white shirts and khaki's of all differnt styles.  When I
walked in they all started to scribble things down on clipboards they were
holding, I guess the looks part of the audition.

     "Hey I'm Kevin, as you probably know, we're going to start the
audition with some questions each guy gets two questions then we'll move on
to the singing."
     "Sounds good, Train"I giggled as everyone started laughing.

     "What is your name and how old are you?"Kevin asked still recovering
from laughing.
     "It's Michael Dane Black, everyone calls me Mike and I'm fourteen,
I'll be fifteen in 2 months."
     
     "Have you done anything with singing, and have you done anything with
dancing and acting?"Howie asked.
     "Yes, I have taken dance lessons for eleven years and voice lessons
for eight years.  I have been in many plays including *Bye Bye Birdie, 42nd
Street, Guys and Dolls, Grease, Oliver, Peter Pan, Anything Goes, and les
Miserables*.

     "Do you have any piercings or tatoos and do you workout?"
     "Yes I have a small black sun on my back close to my neck. And yes, I
workout everyday at home."

     "Can you b-be on tour legally by your parents, and d-d-do you play any
sports"Brian said stuttering.
     " Yes we have talked this over alot, and they said they would sign any
papers pertaining to that, and I play football, baseball, and basketball."

     "Do you like playstation or nintendo better, and do you have any
pets?"Nick asked happily.
     "What the hell doe sthat have to do with this auditon Nick, this is
serious, for one second try to act mature at least, I'm sorry Mike"Kevin
said.
     "It's okay, Nintendo kicks playstation's ass, and I have a border
collie, and a chamaeleon."
     "Cool! Does it change colors!?"Nick asked excitedly.
     "NICK!"Kevin yelled.
     "Sorry Kev...I was just wonderin........" Nick trailed off.

     "That was great Mike, if you can just sing then you have my vote"Kevin
said maturely.
     "Mine to , I love Nintendo!"Nick said.
     "NIck thats enough!"kevin yelled.
     "What song will you be singing?"Howie asked.
     "I'll be doing *All I Have to Give*"I replied.
     "Thats my favorite!"Brian exclaimed.
     "Mine too!"I replied loudly.
    
     I started the song:

I don't care what he does to make you cry,
but I'll be there to make you smile.
I don't have a fancy car,
to get to you I'd walk a thousand miles.
I don't care if he buy you nice things
Does his gifts come from the heart - I don't know...
But if you were my girl...
I'd make it so we'd never be apart.

But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I can live
I wish I could give the world to you... but
Love is all I have to give.
When you talk - does it seem like he's not
even listening to a word you say?
That's okay babe,just tell me your problems
I'll try my best to kiss them all away...
Does he leave when you need him the most?
Does his friends get all your time?
Baby please... I'm on my knees
praying for the day that you'll be mine!!

To you...Hey Girl,I don't want you to cry no more - inside
All the money in the world could never add up to all the love
I have inside ... I Love You baby

And I will give it to you
All I can give,all I can give
Everything I have is for you
But love is all I have to give
Drum break & Chorus 3x and out:
But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I can live
I wish I could give the world to you ... but
Love is all I have to give...to you.

     "That was amazing!  You'd greatly benefit the group.  Don't say
anything to anyone else but there are only 2 more people to go and I think
that you'll beat them and get the position!"Kevin said.
     "Thank you Kevin!  I'm so excited, I would love to be with you guys!"
     "I'd love to be with you to, I mean you know, I would like you to be a
backstreet boy."Brain said.
     "Well I'm gonna let you guys interview the rest of the guys, I'll see
you guys at the anouncement dinner, bye!"

      As I walked by Brian I dropped the small note into his lap and
hurried out of the room.  I walked over to Sara, hugged her, and told her
what had happened.  She was so happy and especially happy that I dropped
the note.  I was to but, at the same time I was scared.  I guess I would
find out tonight.  We hurried out so that we could go shopping and then get
cleaned up for the dinner.

     "Do you like this?"I asked and turned around so that Sara could see.
     "No brown looks bad on you, how about that light blue sweatervest and
khaki's with a t-shirt?"
     "I don't like sweater vests that much, you know that, I'm tired of the
Buckle, lets hit Abercrombie and structure and I'm bound to find something
there, we don't have much time."
     "Sounds like a plan."

     We ended up getting a tight light blue shirt from structure, a pair of
khaki's from Abercrombie, and a pair of black Doc boots.  But, before we
left we hurried back to The Buckle to grab a new black belt.  I liked the
outfit so we left quickly, content with what I got.  We headed to the hotel
a quickly as possible, Sara driving like there was no tomorrow.  I just
strapped on my seatbelt and put on *As Long As You Love Me*.  We got back
to the hotel rathere quickly actually, mostly beacuse of Sara flying down
the road.  We ran up to the hotel room and I stripped as I hurried to the
shower.  I was fast and after we were both ready we headed to the
resturaunt.  Sara went a little slower this time but still ten over the
limit constantly.  We got there and walked into the resturaunt.  The MTV
cameras were there as they were earlier today along with Dave Brown and
Ananda Lewis.  We sat down and Kevin stood up to talk.

     "Hey everyone, I'm glad you could come, you all are nervous I guess ,
well yuo should be"kevin said as everyone laughed"but don't be nervous I
will announce it after dinner."
     
    Everyone just picked at dinner because they were so nervous.  I ate
nothing , my stomach couldn't take it at this point.  I just talked to Sara
about smll talk such as the weather and such.  Ananda, paid special
attention to me and two other guys, I guess I now know my competition.
Finally Kevin and Nick stood up.

     "I know this is a bad idea, but I'm going to let Nick announce the
winner"kevin said
     "Drumroll please"Nick said as he started banging wildly on the
table. Kevin wiped his pace and shook his head.
     "The winner is.........Mitchel Blake"Nick announced as no one got up.
     "Oh, man I'm stupid, sorry the winner is Mike Blake, sorry man I read
it wrong"
     
    The cameras were on my face, so I played it cool and smiled walking up
to sign the papers and take tons of pictures.  The other guys left while I
took all the pictures with the other five backstreet boys.
 
     "Are you excited?"Kevin asked.
     "I'm more than excited, I can hardly contain it, this is my life
goal!"
     "You are going to help the group tremendously, thank-you so much for
doing this"Howie said.
     "No, thank you"I responded.
     "Let me see your tatoo"AJ said.
     "I'll show you tomorrow, but I'm going to go back to spend one more
night at my hotel before I check out, send the papers to my parents.  I'm
going to go apartment shopping tomorrow, if anyone would like to join me."
     "Why don't you move into the apartments Brian and i live in, I'll take
you over there tomorrow"AJ said.
      "Yeah thats a good idea AJ"Brian said.
      "Sounds good to me, I'll see you guys tomorrow, bye"I replied.
      "Bye Mike"They all replied in unison.

     We headed back to the hotel and I waited in the lobby to see if Brian
would show up, finally he showed up, what would he say?
     

chapter 6

	Hey everybody I'm back again!  I thought I would wait for
awhile to write this section but I just got some free time and I
decided what the hell, why not now.  I want to wish someone a
good and safe move.  Again please send me E-mail
Aprntce11@aol.com!

	 Don't read this if you are under eighteen, or if you're
offended by gay sexual content (but why would you be here if
you're offended about gay sex). Also, this is just another of my
fantasies, it isn't true, and it doesn't imply anything about the
backstreet boys sexuality (although it would be nice). Thanks
everyone.

	I waited there as he walked through the two sets of dorrs
towards me.  He wore jeans, and a white bsb t-shirt , a hat, and
sunglasses, how obvious can you get.  

	"Hey Mike, I came over to see if you wanted to get some ice
cream or something, since we'll be together alot I just thought it be
nice to get to know you a little better."

	What?! He didn't get my note?  Or did he and just knew I'd be
here and decided to play dumb about it?  Well whatever happened
my plan worked, hey it's just ice cream but he looks so good!  I
have to be th luckiest guy or at least gay guy in the world!

	"Sure Brian sounds good ,where to?"I replied.
	"Well, I'm not sure yet, I have the limo out back.  I thought
we could drive around awhile and see if anything catches our
eyes?"
	"Good idea.  Oh, and nice disguise."
	"Well I thought no one would suspect I would be wearing a
bsb shirt, so I tricked everyone, didn't I?"
	"Shit Brian!  I guess not, look!"

	Just as Brian turned around we both saw a mob of adolescent
girls running right in our direction.  They were screaming and
some were crying, I thought that was just fake.

	"Run Brian!  I'll be fine."I quickly yelled
	"No you won't, I'm sorry if you forgot, you winning is on
every channel right now, you're a backstreet boy now, come on!"
	
	He grabbed my hand and yanked me through the kitchen.  As
we ran we knjocked over all kinds of stuff, but we finally made it
out back and caught sight of the limo.  The problem was it was
surrounded with screaming girls, what now?

	"Come on lets take the service elevator up to your
room."Brian said
	"Okay but where is it?"I questioned.
	"Over here, I always know where these are, I've had alot of
experience with running around in hotels."Brian laughed as he
pulled me by the waist into the elevator.
	"Like holding me like this?"I asked playfully.
	"Oh..uh..um sorry"Brian stuttered as he let go of me.
	
	We finally got to my room, Sara was gone thats strange. 
Anyways, I walked in and Brian sat with me on the bed.  We
watched tv talked for hours about our lives, and opinions.  Finally,
Brian got a really serious face.

	"Mike, I feel like I've known you forever and can tell you
everything"Brian said meaningfully.  
	"Thast so weird, I feel the same way Brian."
	"I'm gay, Mike"Brian spurted out like it was nothing.
	"I am to Brian"I said as Brian pushed me back onto the bed.

	He pushed me back and started kissing me passionately. His
tounge deep in my mouth.  I was so overwhelmed, I had never even
kissed a guy.  Brian started involuntarily humping me, so I pushed
him back and started to undress him.  I couldn't believe how
muscular he was.  I'm a chest guy and his pecs were so befined, he
made then move up and down and I immediatly got hard as a rock
and started sucking on them. He moaned "Mmm oh god baby".
I undid his belt and puled his pants and boxerbriefs off, he drove
me crazy!

	He undressed me in a split second and I started licking his
cock.  It tasted so good, I never thought cocks would have a taste
but it was so smooth and silky. He moaned loudly "Ahhh...
Mmmm.. good boy!".  Then he pushed me off.

	"You're not going to get me off so quick like that, tonight is
going to be the most sensous thing you've ever experienced."He
said.
	"I've..never ..umm.."
	"You're a virgin?"
	"Yeah."
	"Don't worry,baby it'll just make it better, I'll go slow."

	He pulled out a condom and some lube. I guess he had been
planning this, but I didn't care as long as I had him.  He put the
condom on and started easing a lubed finger into my ass.  "Oh,
oww". It hurt so bad, nothing had ever been inside my ass before. 
he pushed in two more and the pain was subsiding, I started
wriggling on his finger.  

	"Ohh Brian..Mmmm..Yes more.. I need you inside me."I
moaned.
	"Are you sure ready, I'm 9 and a half inches, and long"
	"Ready as I"ll ever be, baby."I said before Brian put me on
all fours.
	"No Brian I want to see you as you fuck me."

	Brian then flipped me over spreading my legs and putting
them on his shoulders.  He lubed up his covered cock and place the
head onto me hole.  He pushed into me, the pain was more than I
could bear, but I decided to wait a little bit.  Brian eased in and
soon he was all the way inside, the pain was going away and it was
starting to feel really good.  He started a rythm and fucked me
slowly and then started to gradually pick up speed.

	I looked at the clock and he had been fucking me for three
hours!  I had had seven orgasms, and he had only had three.  I had
been making little sounds everytime he pushed in or pulled out,
"oh..oh baby.. ahhh..ooo...Brain!...fuck me..fuck me..hard!!!". 
Finally he got a weird look in his eyes, unlike any of his previous
orgasms.  He arched his back and rolled his eyes back in his head. 
He screamed so loud, that I'm sure other rooms aheard."OH MY
GOD...AHHHH BABY...ummmmmmmm". He collapsed asleep,
so did I after I had cum at the same time as him, but my scream
was drowned out by his. 

	I woke at eight a clock by telephone ringing.  I got up to
answer it and Brian's limp cock slid out of my ass with a pop, I
couldn't believe it didn't slide out sometime during the night.  Brian
woke at the feeling of his dick sliding out.  The ring had just been a
wake-up call.  

	"Why don't we go get a bite to eat then head over to my place
before we go looking at apartments."Brian mentione.
	"Sounds good, but I don't think your gonna fit into my clothes
Bri." I reasoned.
	"Don't worry about it, I woke up an hour ago and called my
assistant to have her gring me a change of clothes."
	"But when I woke up, your cock was still in my ass?"
	"I used my cell phone which was on the floor, I just grabbed
it carefully, so I wouldn't wake you."

	I kissed him before we jumped into the shower.  We washed
eachother and got dressed.  Brian had the limo pulled around the
back and we went down the service elevator and hopped into the
limo.  We pulled up at his house and he helped me out, he's such a
gentleman.  The apartment was awesome, he said that there were a
alot of other stars that lived there.  When we walked up to the
apartment he turned and opend the door across the hall from his. 
He pushed me in and the lights flipped on and all I heard was about
25 people screaming

	"SUPRISE!"