Date: Sat, 21 Nov 1998 23:14:09 PST
From: ken ny <mulder425@hotmail.com>
Subject: BSB Me: Chapter 4

>>mulder425@hotmail.com.  by the way, sorry this has taken me so long to
write, but i've just been too damn busy and too damn grounded (that means
from comp and from going anywhere).  also, sorry if it seems like i used
the word damn more.  i dunno y.  just seemed to fit.  oh yeah, i promise to
try and make up for the sorta lost time by writing more over my
Thanksgiving break (if i don't have too much homework).  thank god for
holidays.

"this is nice jon.  cost a lot?" i asked.

"<chuckle> no.  don't worry, it wus in our budget.  besides, we got a
discount.  i networked."

"oh, okay.  that's good then."

	i turned and looked around, saving the best for last.  nick was
reading something, and aj, howie, and kevin were playing cards.  i made a
mental note to join them later if possible.  then, i turned toward my
favorite bs boy's direction, the sight i was saving for last.  he was
already looking at me. i gave him a smile and he flashed one back.
flawless and beautiful.  as usual.  and then, as if an unspoken cue had
been given, we both got up at the same time, walking towards the side of
the room opposite the door.  everyone glanced at us and looked back to
whatever they were doing.  they must've realized why me and bri had stood
up.
	we walked to the left door on this side and opened it.  it was very
spacious for a room on a bus, just like jon had said.  there was a square
table drilled to the floor.  also inside were 3 couches, one against each
wall.  we walked in and he locked the door.

"cmon, let's move the couches together.  as much as i want to just take u
right now, i want u to be comfy too," i said.

"no prob.  u get that end of this couch and i'll get this end."

	we moved two couches together so that they were facing each other,
with the backs on the outside.

"it'll be a tight squeeze, but i think we'll manage," brian said, grinning.

	we both jumped into our makeshift bed and started groping and
frenching.  soon, we had stripped each other and tossed the clothes away.
y do we even bother getting dressed? i thought. i moved down towards what i
wanted and started sucking it.  he moved around a little and then it was a
69.

"let me fuck u," we both said at the same time, laughing after realizing we
had said the same thing.

"u can do me first, however, i wanna try something different this time.
this time, i want us to be facing each other so i can stare into those eyes
and kissing that mouth while ur fucking this ass."

"can do," he said.

	it was a little harder said then done, but it was accomplished.
then i fulfilled my part of the deal, with a little bonus.  well, really a
bonus for me.  i held his hands while tasting his mouth again.  this time,
going deeper.  it was pure bliss.  all my holes being filled with something
of his.  soon, he shot and i could feel it filling me up.  but then i
remembered that it might drip out and that it was probably going to stain
the sofa.  o well i thought.  brian then moved down and started to lick my
cock.  his head was moving up and down as he sucked with all his might.
the cum flowed into his mouth and he lapped that up with all his might as
well.  i fell backwards and laid my head on the armrest.  he got on top of
me and i just held him, with his head on my chest.

"so, what should we do if we get horny during the nite?"

"what else?  act on them," i said.

"but the other guys...it must already be weird enough for them to have us
sleeping together in the same bed.  no matter what they say, nor what
anyone says, being gay will probably never be accepted as normal and be
treated a little differently."

"i know...and that's the worst part.  i can never share us in public.
private's great, but in public would sure as hell be better."

"it's okay.  i yearn for the same.  <sigh> i guess the only logical thing
would be to either come here and have sex or just ignore it."

	there was suddenly a knock at the door and we jumped up, startled,
and started getting dressed, running around the room, gathering up each
other's clothes.

"JUST A MINUTE," i yelled.

"it's okay.  u guys can keep on doing whatever u were doing.  just wanted
to say that we're stopping for lunch soon."

"oh, okay.  thanx."

	we slowed down, sighing with relief.

"well, i guess we better put everything back."

"yup.  here, grab that end again."

	we rearranged the furniture to how it was and checked each other
out, making sure we weren't looking too bad.  when i was sure we were
ready, i took a deep breath and opened the door.  everyone was getting
ready to get off the bus.

aj said, "hey u two.  have fun?  <grin> get ready, we're arriving in about
5 minutes."

	i gave a nervous chuckle at his "fun" comment, then walked to my
bed and just sat on it. brian came over and sat next to me.  i moved my
hand onto his and just held it, tracing it, feeling it, caressing it.  i
felt the bus make a right turn and come to a stop.  we all got up and
walked off the bus.

"DAMN, this place is HUGE.  it must be RICH!" i said.

"i guess it's cus of all the people stopping by," aj said.

"yeah, but i've never seen any other the rest stop with this big a
restaurant."

	it was a mcdonalds with a playland that was built with windows on
all sides so u could look in on the huge slides and huge maze and huge
other things it contained.  the restaurant part wasn't that small either.
and then, as if that wasn't enough, there was another part for drive thrus.

"look at all the people," howie said as we entered.

	we were hit with a familiar aroma as well as a familiar sight.  a
crowd.  at least for the boys it was ordinary, specially with all their
concerts.  practically each table was filled. the lines weren't exactly
short either.  thankfully though, all the registers were open and there
were a lotta registers.  standing on line were adults, little kids, teens,
senior citizens, people of all ages. it was obvious that the boys would
probably not be recognized, much less noticed, in such a packed place.  jon
immediately took his role as a leader, and started giving out orders.

"what do u guys want?  decide quick.  meanwhile, aj and nick, get on
separate lines, brian and kenny, get the utensils, howie and kevin, go grab
tables.  i'll get on another line."

	after we all agreed on getting the #1; we separated and began our
mission.  howie and kevin got a table in the corner that sat 5, from a
family with 3 kids.  they thanked them and then guarded them as if the
table was some pot of gold.  brian went to get the straws and i got the
napkins.  then both of us went to get ketchup.

"<sigh> damn it's hard work getting through this place," brian said.

"tell me about it," i said.

"i can't find another table," kevin stated.

"yeah, this place is too damn crowded," howie said.

"it's okay," i said, "me and bri can go sit somewhere else."

"we can?" he asked.

"yeah sure, cmon, i got the perfect place."

	i pulled him by his sleeve, longing to pull him by the hand
instead.  after some careful maneuvering, we got to where i had wanted to
be ever since i first saw it.

"the playland?  but there aren't any tables," he said.

"yes there are.  look, rite there," i said, while pointing at a corner in
the playland fenced off with a low, white, plastic picket fence.  "cmon,
pleeeeaaaase.  i really wanna sit there and then go in the playland."

he laughed while saying, "you're 18 and u wanna go in the playland?  ur too
old not to mention too tall."

"hey, it's not that funny.  i just have this urge.  sorta like when i first
saw you.  the urge to touch u, the urge to feel u, the urge to love u."

"fine fine fine.  we can go sit there.  just let me go get our food and
tell the others where we are.  but next time, no using my love for u as a
reason."

"i wouldn't think of it," i said.  then i smiled and whispered in his ear,
"i'd kiss u if i could.  u don't know just how much i'm dying to."

he whispered back, "bet i do."

	i smiled again and watched as he walked away.  i pulled open the
glass door separating the restaurant and playland, walking in to the sounds
of screams and shouts and laughter of little kids enjoying themselves.  i
sighed and just thought about picking one of them up.

>>note: i LOVE little kids, that's y i wanted to pick one up.  not to rape
them or anything.

	i stationed myself at a table for 2.  after what felt like 1 hr
(but was really just 45 minutes), brian came back with our food.

"finally.  was the line really that long?"

"no, the worker person was really that stupid."

	i chuckled and grabbed my big mac.  but then i decided to go for
the fries first.

"whoa, slow down.  ur eating those faster than i can blink," brian
commented.

i paused my devouring.  "faster than i could get ur dick down my throat?"

he smiled evilly and said, "never.  nothing could go down faster than
that."

"still feel like eating?"

this time, he laughed.  "yeah.  let's finish first okay?  there's always
the bus."

i started whining like one of the little kids behind me, "but i want it
nowwww."

"well, u can't have it til u finish ur lunch," brian stated
matter-of-factly, just like a mother.

"okay, but then i can get it right?"

"didn't u wanna go on the slides?"

"hmmm...ur right.  fine, after i eat and after the slides."

"yup yup.  so eat fast."

	i finished my fries and started on the burger.  soon i was done and
asking for his fries. he laughed again and gave them to me.  these
disappeared quickly as well.  i drank about half of my coke and then got
up.

"hurry up and eat, come with me on the slide."

"ohhhh no.  i don't do slides."

"cmon, pleeeeaaaase?  i promise i'll make it up to u real good later."

he was deep in thought for about 2 seconds and then said, "okay.  just
wait.  i'm almost done."

	after an eternity, he was done and we walked to the slides.  we
took off our shoes and i pondered which entrance i should go into.
finally, i settled on the middle one and crawled in.  bri followed me and
soon we were in the heart of the place.

"this place's a giant maze!" he exclaimed.

"well duh.  i take it u've never been in one?"

"nope, like i said, i don't do slides."

"well, get ready to start liking it.  they're so fun.  almost as fun as
sex."

"more fun than sex?  i don't think so."

"ur right, u make it so much better," i said, immediately thinking how
sappy the comment was, but then forgetting about it at the sight of him
blushing.

	we just went through the maze around and around til we both came to
know it so well that we could probably lead a guided tour with our eyes
closed.  as we got off the blue slide for the who-knows-what-time, i saw
the other guys sitting at one of the tables inside the fenced area.

"have fun?" nick asked, grinning.

"tons.  u guys should've joined us."

"i would if i could, but we've gotta ditch.  gotta keep going if we wanna
make it to the rehearsal on time."

"oh yeah, by the way, what time is that anyways?" i asked.

jon answered, saying, "ummm...6:30."

"what time is it now?"

"2."

"okay, thanx.  we don't have a lotta road time left do we?"

"no, we'll get there at about...6.  give or take a few."

"okay, great."

	we walked back to the bus and piled on.  brian glanced at me and
jerked his head in the direction of the private room.  i played dumb,
giving him these questioning looks.  he kept jerking his head, looking as
if he was spasming.  i laughed and relented, walking towards the door.  he
happily followed and pinched my ass as i opened the door.  this time, i
locked the door as we entered.  he walked to the center of the room and i
half-jumped, half-ran, half-tackled him.
	we fell down in a tangle on the floor with me planting my lips on
his.

"mmmph...the sofas...floor...fortable...," he mumbled as i kissed him.

"<chuckle> tough crap huh?  besides, this is comfy enough for me."

"all righty then.  let's do it."

	i pulled his shirt over his head and started licking him starting
with his chest.  i sucked his nipples and then moved down to his abs.  then
i moved back up to kiss him, wanting to feel those lips, that mouth, the
taste of him again.  it tasted heavenly of course.  i moved to remove his
pants and boxers and now i was blowing him like there was no tomorrow.  he
shot into my mouth and i drank it all just like i had done with the coke,
savoring it, moving it around my mouth, tasting it, swallowing it.  then we
switched positions and soon i was half-naked while underneath him.
	he frenched me and moved down to kissing my neck.  while doing
that, his hands were feeling my cock through my jeans.  then he moved his
hands and pulled my pants down, while moving his face down as well.  he
held my balls and massaged them, then putting them in his mouth.  it felt
weird but great.  his hands were jerking me off.  soon i had shot as well
and it got into his hair.

"uh-oh, oops.  sorry," i said.  "i should've warned u."

"it's no prob, we'll just transfer the excitement into the showers."

"okay, cmon, get dressed, let's go."

"rush rush rush eh?  fine fine fine.  here's ur pants."

	we dressed and walked back into the bedroom.  the guys glanced up
and aj and howie, shook their heads, smiling, when they saw brian's hair.
the others just looked back down, but not before giving us looks like they
were gonna hurl.
	brian and i just ignored them, walking to the door that led to the
bathroom.

"uh-oh, we have a problem.  the stall's a little small," he said.

	it was about the size of a closet and colored lite peach.

"no problemo.  we can squeeze into it.  after all, it's not as if we
haven't had "close contact" with each other before."

"<chuckle> okay.  cmon, i'll get the water ready, u strip."

"ooh, commanding ain't u?  don't suppose i'll have to strip u too?"

"u don't deserve the privilege," he said while testing the water.

"oh well eh?  i guess i'll just have to do a little 'raping' then."

	i got out of my clothes for the third time today and started taking
brian's clothes off while gently touching any newly revealed piece of skin.
he closed his eyes and moaned.  i tested the water and when i had decided
it was warm enough, i walked into it.  then i pulled him under and turned
him so he was facing the wall.

"prepare to be fucked."

"can do, can't wait."

	after soaping up my dick, i pushed it in him.  he let out another
moan and i started to kiss his neck while jerking him off.  i nibbled on
his ears and soon, we were going at it much harder and much faster.  then
we both came simultaneously, with him coming in my hands and me coming in
his ass.  another wonderful experience.  i pulled out of him and grabbed
the soap again, this time using it for its true purpose.  it felt so good
to just rub my hands on his body, a body that danced and sang wonderfully,
with looks that had first drawn me to it.  a body that i worshipped, a body
that i loved.
	he turned his face towards me and gave me a deep kiss.

"what r u thinking about?"

"who said i was thinking about anything?"

"u just have this look on ur face like ur deep in thought."

"oh.  i wasn't thinking about anything at all.  just enjoying myself.  i'm
just still amazed and still not believing that this is happening."

"oh.  well, what can i do to help u believe?"

"nothing.  just be there for me."

"in sickness and in health, for richer for poorer, til death do we
part...," brian said.

"<sigh> i do, but if only that were possible.  u know that 1) we could
never get married, legally, and 2) there's always ur career to think
about."

"i know, and like i said earlier today, i yearn for the same, but...."

	his voice just trailed off, but i could figure out what came next.
it made me wanna cry so i did.

"don't cry," he said as he took me in his strong arms, letting the warm
water falling down onto my back.  "it'll be okay.  i'll never stop loving u
and that's all that matters."

	he started singing "i'll never break ur heart," and i just started
laughing.

"hey, my singing isn't that bad is it?"

"of course not.  i'm just laughing cus...i don't know.  i'm so glad ur here
to comfort me."

"i'm so glad i'm here with u."

"thanx.  u don't know how happy u've made me these past few days.  it's all
just been one big dream come true."

"same here.  now cmon, let's get out of here.  we don't wanna waste all the
hot water.  there's only so much u know."

"okay.  i'll dry u off if u dry me off."

"of course."

	so we dried each other off with the towels already hanging on a
rack and just tossed on our clothes that were pretty wrinkled by now.

"damn, we forgot to get new clothes."

"well, i guess they just didn't expect us to shower yet.  plus, even if we
did remember, the bags r in the bins under the bus."

"oh yeah...," i said.

	finally, we were ready to present ourselves and i opened the door.
i felt another sense of deja vu.  this time though, noone looked up, mostly
because there wasn't anyone there.

"where is everybody?" i asked stupidly, immediately figuring out the
answer.

"well, there rn't that many rooms on this bus so...there's only one other
place they could be... the next room."

"i know, i'm so stupid.  i thought of that after i said it.  sometimes i do
that.  my mouth just does this thing where it doesn't wait for my brain to
think."

	we opened the door and saw all the guys playing cards.

"hey u two.  wanna join?" howie asked.

"no thanx," i said, "i was just going to lay down."

"oh well.  nothing's wrong is it?" aj asked.

"no.  i just feel...tired."

	the other guys laughed at that and i left the room.  brian followed
right behind me.

"u can go play if u want u know."

"oh, i know, but i just wanna be with u."

	i smiled and felt another wave of sadness and happiness combined,
pass over me.

"hey look, our bunk has curtains.  i guess they already thought of the
problem we talked about this morning."

"hmmm, guess so.  doesn't make it any less obvious though, with the sound
and all."

"yeah, guess not.  oh well.  by the way, i was just wondering, since ur
joining me, could u please hold me?"

"of course, sure, absolutely."

	so we got into the bunk and brian closed the curtains.  i put my
head on his shoulder with one arm under me and the other on his chest.  it
just went up and down as he breathed, soothing me and lulling me to sleep.
i slept with his arms around me and him singing, "i'll never break ur
heart" again.

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