Date: Wed, 6 Jun 2001 01:22:35 EDT
From: Tnerb65@aol.com
Subject: Chance and Brian Chapter 13

Disclaimer: This story is purely fiction, I do not know any boy band
members and probably never will, or do I claim to know there sexual
orientation, or do I care..  If homosexuality offends you in anyway then
please do not read any further and leave.  If you are to young to read this
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Chapter 13 Chance and Brian


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I stood there dumbfounded I couldnt believe that Brian wasnt sitting
there. I knew if I didnt get off the stage soon I was going to start crying
so I waved to the crowd and gave Wy a hug.  She hugged me tight and said
"dont worry he was there for most of the song..  hes probably at the side
of the stage waiting for you..  he loves you so much Chance."

I kissed her on the cheek and said "I hope so, if not I did this all for
nothing."

"It wasnt nothing chance we got to hear you sing.. and it was wonderful."
she said

I told her thank you again and waved to the audience as I was walking off
the stage.  I got to the stage entrance and Brian wasnt there.  I saw Sam
and said "Sam have you seen Brian?"

"Yes Chance he went to the restroom, he said something about not feeling
very good."

"Ok great..  thanks Sam."  I said as I started walking towards the
bathroom.  Once I reached the bathroom I pushed the door open and walked in
only to hear someone moaning..  my thoughts were oh my he must really be
sick and just didnt tell me..  I walked further into the bathroom... its
one of them that have six stalls.  I walked over to the stall that was
closed and heard..  "Oh yea Bryan your so good."

My world ended..  I couldnt believe what I was hearing..  he was moaning
loudly.  and whispering ......"..yes Bryan faster, im almost there."

I couldnt believe it..  how could he....  Why..... the tears started to
fall....  he told me so many times how much he loved me..  how could he do
this too me..  I stepped back from the door crying..  actually sobbing..  I
wanted to die..  I wanted it to all be over with..  I wanted to go get my
son and go home...  I had to get out of there..  I started walking towards
the door when I heard..  "is someone out there"

I didnt know what to do..  I was crying really hard and I wanted to curl up
into a ball and stay there until all the tears where gone..  still sobbing
I walked back over to the door and kicked it as hard as I could..

I heard someone gasp as the door hit them..  I stood looking Brian in the
eye and said " how could you..  you son of a bitch..  you told me you loved
me..  and your doing this..  I hope he makes you very happy because I can
guarantee that you will never see me again.."

He just stood there with a shocked look on his face, he couldnt believe
that he was caught..

"So Brian when you go back on the road is this what you do..  are you a
friggin cheater..  is that what you do.!!!!!!!!!  I Screamed at him while
tears were streaming down my face..

Brian started to say something but I stopped him.. "DONT even try to make
excuses Brian...  Here let me give you one..  oh sorry Chance, my pants
feel down and then Bryan tripped and my dick ended up in his mouth..  hows
that for one Brian.. ...  YOU are one sorry son of a bitch..  I cannot
believe I let you into my life and you do this to me.. I dont ever want to
see you again.!!!!!!!!!  I told you when we started this the worst things
you can do to me is Lie and Cheat and you have succeded in doing it havent
you.., you sorry piece of shit.!!"

I turned and walked out the door..  and ran into Sam.  I was crying so hard
now I couldnt hardly see..  he looked at me and said " Oh my god Chance
whats wrong."

Just then the bathroom door flew open and Brian came running out..

I looked at Sam and Said "Hes whats wrong, that mother fuckers a cheater..
ask him who just had his dick in his mouth..  it sure the fuck wasnt me..."


Thats when I broke down....  and everything went black..





I heard Wynonna say "Chance are you ok.."  she shook me hard and said
"Chance."


I mumbled "yes Wy im fine.. im fine really.."

"Are you sure your ok you had me worried., your looking a little white like
youve seen a ghost."  I realized i was still standing on the stage hugging
her...  i looked back to the seat that brian had been sitting in only to
see it empty.

I looked back at Wynonna as a tear slipped down my cheek and said " Im fine
Wy, I havent eaten that much today, maybe its from lack of food."

"Then why are you crying chance???" she asked.

I again looked back to the seat that was empty.. she hugged me tighter and
said " He loves you Chance and dont ever doubt that, and now turn and look
behind you..  the person that you seem to be searching for is standing
there waiting for you just off stage..  and by the looks of it if you dont
go soon, he will come out here and get you."

I kissed her on the cheek and told her thank you. and turned and walked
towards the stage exit.

I caught site of Brian standing just off the stage as Wy had said.  As I
approached him I realized just how much I truly did love him with all of my
heart.  As I got closer I could tell that he had been crying, I walked up
to him and noticed the beautiful smile on his face..

My heart leapt from want, desire and love.  I knew that I could and
possibly would spend the rest of my life with the man standing in front of
me.

He saw the look on my face and nodded. He understood what and how I felt
without me having to say a word.

"Chance I need to talk to you for a minute."

"Ok" I chocked out trying not to cry.

Brian led me to a small office right off stage.  he opened the door and
motioned for me to go in..  I walked in and he followed.. while shutting
and locking the door behind him...  he walked over to me and wrapped his
arms around me and started crying...

I kissed a tear away and said "Tig, Why are you crying?"

Sobbing he said "That was the most beautiful thing that anyone has ever
done for me....  I cant tell you what it meant to me babe."

"Bri... I love you with all my heart...  I did it to show you that I truly
do love you."

Wiping his face on my shirt.. he said "I never doubted that for a minute
baby, as every day passes I realize how much I want us to be together for
the rest of our lives."

"Bri, I feel the same way.."

He pulled back and looked deep into my soul and said "Chance, I love you
with all my heart.."

"Bri.... I will love you always and forever."

He hugged me tighter and said "what was that all about out there on the
stage Chance?"

"What do you mean Brian" I was hoping he didnt see what happened, but as
you guessed I was wrong.

"When the song ended and Wy was hugging you, I thought you were going to
pass out.. you were so flushed, almost white.  I was ready to run on stage
and carry you off if I had to."

"Bri, when I looked out and you werent in your seat I freaked.. I thought
that I had made you mad..or that something was wrong..  then it went into
my worst fears.." I said as a single tear ran from my eye and down my
cheek..

Brian wiped it away and said "So start talking. we need to talk about
this. "

"Well........  I had this little day dream I guess and it consisted of
catching you cheating on me with someone...."

"And that someone would be?" he asked

I mumbled "Bryan White"

He busted out laughing and said "Baby.... Bryan White is as straight as
they come..  and I would never do anything like that. I love you more than
I could ever show or say.  You will never ever have to worry about that
with me Chance..  Never."

"I know Brian, its just an insecurity that I have to deal with."

"Chance, you mean more to me than anything in my life..  I want you and
only you."

I could only smile as a few more tears ran down my cheek.. and Brian kissed
them off..

I asked "Brian can we go home please?"

"Of course we can, let me call for the limo really quick."  he pulled out
his cell phone and dialed a number and informed the driver that we were
ready to go..  I heard Brian say "Ok... we will meet you at the entrance."

Brian grabbed my hand and said "lets go babe."  as he pulled me towards the
door..  I released his hand as he opened the door and said..  "Bri, im
kinda hungry...  how about you?"

He said "yes... now that you mention it we havent eaten since this morning
and I am hungry, did you want to stop and eat something or did you want to
order something from room service?"

I asked "can we just order room service, I wanna get out of these clothes
and get into something comfortable and maybe relax a little before bed."

"Sounds like a great idea Babe, thats what we will do then."

We walked from the backstage area, through the arena and out the front
doors, the limo was waiting for us at the entrance. I got in followed by
Brian, I sat down and got comfortable..  Brian sat down between my legs and
laid back against my stomach.  I wrapped my arms around him and sighed
contently.

He tilted his head back and said "You ok?"

"Tig I am more than ok...  im great." I said smiling sweetly at him.

"Thats good, because im great too." he said..  "no I would have to make
that awesome Babe....  I am awesome."

I bent down and kissed him and said "thats good to hear."

We rode back to the hotel in silence, we really didnt have to say anything,
we knew how we felt about each other and we both were pretty tired...at one
point I could hear Brian softly snoring, so I just wrapped my arms around
him a little tighter.  He sighed and snuggled into my arms and I barely
heard "I love you Chance."  I whispered back "I love you too Brian."

The driver rolled the partition window down and said "were getting close to
the hotel, Im going to drop you off at the side entrance since there is
still a lot of fans at the front entrance."

I told him "thank you" and tried to wake Brian up. I shook him a little and
said "Bri, come on sweetie wake up, we are almost at the hotel."  He didnt
move so I shook him a little harder and said "Brian, you need to get up. We
are almost at the hotel."

He opened his eyes and said "Do I have to, I was having the most amazing
dream."

I tilted my head and said "oh really... and who was it about....Bryan
White?"

Brian busted out laughing and said "No.....  not even close, it was about
this amazing man that I love with all my heart."

Of course I have to be bad..  who wouldnt..

"Really" I said amazed..  "should we call him" I asked as I took out my
cell phone.

Brian was laughing and said "you know you can be such a pain in the ass
sometimes."

I started laughing and said "yes, but I am your pain in the ass."

He turned and looked at me and said "yep you sure are..  and that makes me
very happy."

The limo came to a stop..  I motioned for Brian to get up so that I could
sit up.

I looked over at Brian and asked "how are you feeling?"

"Good babe, how about you?" he said

"As long as im with you im good sweetie"

"lets go to our room and get some rest babe..  im still tired." he said

"sounds good to me..  but we need food before sleep....  ok..."

"Ok, I will order us something as soon as we get to the room, is there
anything that you would like Babe?"

"Yes, anything that doesnt have meat in it would be great..  a salad or
something would be nice Bri."

"Ok a salad it shall be."

Brian opened the limo door and stepped out..  I stepped out just a few
seconds later and shut the door behind me.  There were a few fans around so
Brian stopped and signed autographs.. I went ahead and walked into the
hotel and waited by the door.  Brian came in about ten minutes later and
said "Sorry."

"Brian you have nothing to apologize about...  its your job.. and I
understand that, so dont beat yourself up about it ok."

"Ok, so you ready to go?" he asked

"You bet I am, im ready to go to bed." I said chuckling.

"Well ok then, Could it be with anyone that I know?"

"Yep I think you know this person pretty well.  does this ring a bell, this
person is smart, sexy, sweet and one hell of a kisser."

He said "YOU ARE NOT GOING TO SLEEP WITH NICK!"

I busted out laughing.. and said "Well ok, but I guess I only have one
question for you then?"

"Ok" he said. you could tell he didnt want to know what the question was.

"How do you know if Nick is a good kisser or not?" I said slyly...  I
couldnt wait for this answer.

he blushed and said "well, thats what I have been told....  yeah thats it."
and started laughing.

I looked at him and said "is there something you need to tell me Mr
Littrell."

"Yeah I guess there is, can we talk about it in the room though."

"Sure" I said puzzled.

We walked from the side entrance into the main lobby, we started past the
reception desk when Brian stopped me and said "I will be back in a second"

"Ok Bri, I will wait over by the elevator."

"Ok, this should only take a second I promise."

"No prob Bri I will wait right here."

He walked to the front desk and was talking to the reception person.

I looked towards the lounge area only to see Nate standing outside the bar
waiting for someone.  Can you say instantly pissed..

I walked over to him and put my hand on his shoulder and said...  "Why are
you not in bed young man, and why are you down here by yourself " and
getting a little louder I said "and where is NICK?"

Nate turned and looked at me and said "Oh...  ummm.... hi dad."  he knew I
was not happy.

"Nate where is Nick?  and why are you down here all alone?"

"Daddy, im not alone, Nicks in there."  and pointed at the bar.

"Oh really, and what is Nick doing in there Nate?" I was so angry.. I cant
even tell you..

Nate said "He was going to have a drink with somebody old, and told me to
stay in the room, but I didnt want to so I came down here." you could see
the tears in his eyes.

I knelt down and kissed him on the forehead and said "Its not your fault
Nate dont get upset."

He hugged me and said "Daddy can we go home."

"We will in the morning Pooh, but right now let me get you back upstairs
and into bed."

Just then I felt a hand on my shoulder..  I turned and looked at Brian, he
could see the anger in my eyes..

"What is nate doing down here? and where is Nick." he asked

"Well from what I can get, he was meeting someone down here. and Nate
followed." I said angrily.

By the look on Brians face I could tell he was instantly pissed.  "He did
what?  you wait till I get my hands on him, he is so dead."

"After me Brian, you will wait in line after me." I spat out.

I was trying to calm myself down but it wasnt working, I handed Nate to
Brian and said "would you mind taking Nate to the room and I will be up in
a few minutes..... after I talk to Nick that is."

Brian looked scared and said "Your not gonna hurt him are you"

I smiled and said "Brian I am not a fighter unless I have to be, and no im
not gonna hurt him, but you can bet your ass hes gonna hear a few things
from me."

"Well ok then, I guess he will get what he deserves." he said

Brian turned with Nate in his arms and started walking towards the elevator
he stopped mid stride and turned and walked back to me.  He reached in his
pocket and pulled out a key card and handed it to me.

"This is for you, its so that we dont have any more problems with you
getting in the room."

I warmly smiled at him and said "thank you Brian."

he smiled back and said "see you after you get done killing Nick." and
chuckled as he walked away.

I turned and walked into the bar, I scanned the area looking for a tall
blond singer that was going to get a lashing.

Ok dont get me wrong I would not hit him. I mean a verbal lashing.

I spotted him sitting at the far end of the bar.. with his back to me..  I
walked up and stood behind him, the stool beside him was empty so I sat
down.

The bartender walked up and said "Would you like something sir?"

"Yes, why dont you give me a Sprite ."

He grabbed a glass, filled it with ice and then poured the sprite" I gave
him a five and he gave me my change.

I sat and listened to Nick and his friend talk..

Ok ok, I had to give myself time to calm down otherwise it wouldnt have
been pretty.  I sat there for about ten minutes when Nick swung around to
order another drink for him and his friend, at first he didnt realize that
it was me..  then you could see the light pop on in his head and his eyes
got really big..  he stuttured out.. "Cha....... Chance, you guys are back
already?

I turned and faced him and said "weve been back for about 15 minutes now..
when we walked into the hotel I spotted my son standing by the lounge door
waiting for you Nick!, It is 11:15 now..... he was suppose to be in bed 2
hours ago, but come to find out he has been down here the whole time that
you have.........why?? you ask...... because he didnt want to be alone!" I
said raising my voice.

"Oh my god chance im so sorry, a friend I havent seen in a very long time
called me, hes in town and wanted to get together."

I put my hand up and said "Nick......  save the excuses..  I dont want to
hear them..  I will and I do mean will talk to you about this in a more
secluded and private area. look at my face Nick... I am not happy.  you
told me you would take care of him..  you left him in your room by himself
where anything can happen.  There is no excuse for what you did
Nick....NONE AT ALL." I yelled.

I turned to stand up and he grabbed my arm and said "Chance please...  im
real.....  thats where I cut him off..

"Save it Nick I dont want to hear it..  im too tired to deal with this crap
tonight..  but we will talk about it tomorrow morning, I can guarantee it."
I pulled away from him and looked at his friend and said "Im sorry to
interrupt you two."

He just shrugged his shoulders and took another sip of his drink.

I walked out of the Lounge and headed for the elevator, as I pushed the
button I felt someone grab my arm.  I turned and looked into Nicks eyes..
he looked like he wanted to cry.

"Im sorry Chance I know what I did was wro.... I again cut him off and said
"this is not the place for this Nick..  not now and not here!"

He backed away at my harsh words..  "Nick, Nate is my son, he is all I
have.. can you understand that!"

"Yes" he replied

"No I dont think you can, but im sure someday when your a father you will."
I said harshly..

The elevator doors opened, I stepped in and pushed the button for the 21st
floor...I was praying that Nick didnt get in with me I was to angry to talk
with him at that time.  The elevator doors slowly started to close........


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I know i know i know ..... how many of you wanted to kill me after the
first part..  LOL

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