Date: Mon, 17 Apr 2000 21:49:57 -0700 (PDT) From: Mike D. Subject: Coming Back Into Your Heart 5 Disclaimer: This story will contain guy/guy sex between consenting adults. If this isn't your "cup of tea" then scram. This story is not meant to imply anything about the sexual preferences of the Backstreet Boys. This story may be redistributed in other archives as long as I am kept as the author and you don't charge anyone to read it. So after all that.....Enjoy! Oh and if you enjoy this, please let me know at md_life@yahoo.com Thanks~ Mike D. Authors Note: I want to apologize to all the people who have written me and haven't gotten a reply yet. Please be patient with me I will get to all of your e-mails soon. I just haven't had the chance to yet. Oh...check out these stories in this section of the Nifty Archive, they are all fantastic: Forever, N'SYNC And the Vamps, BSB-N'SYNC Chronicles, Animal-N-Styncts, and Justin's Dark Angel. Thanks and let me know what you think. md_life@yahoo.com ~Mike D. Coming Back Into Your Heart Chapter 5 Kevin sat straight up in bed, wondering what had awoken him. Then he felt Alex shacking next to him. Alex was asleep still, but his breathing was rough and irregular. Kevin heard him whispering, "Please....please stop. No...NO!!" Alex screamed and Kevin shook him, trying to get him to wake up. "Alex, baby...wake up." Alex sat bolt upright all of a sudden and stared at Kevin, almost as if he had never seen him before, then broke down in tears. Kevin silently pulled Alex into his arms, and held him until Alex's tears stopped. Kevin whispered to his beloved, "Now you wanna tell me about it?" Alex was quiet for a moment then softly said, "I was there again. They were all there....but this time it wasn't me they were raping...it was you." Kevin's breath hissed in on a gasp of surprise as Alex continued. "I could see it all happening, but I couldn't stop it. And you were crying, begging me to help you and I couldn't." Alex was sobbing again and holding Kevin tightly against him. "Shhhh...Alex. Alex I'm alright. I'm right here and they are no where near us." Alex nodded and slowly his tears stopped. "Kev, I...I'm sorry. I haven't had nightmares about this for awhile now and I honestly thought that they were gone." Alex said sitting up in the bed and pulling slightly away from Kevin. "Hey, there's nothing to be sorry about Alex. Telling me about it last night probably just brought it all back. It is alright." Kevin said smiling slightly, trying to comfort Alex. "Yeah. Kev...did you want to tell the guys about all this?" Alex asked softly. Kevin thought about it for a minute then nodded, "Yes Alex I do want to tell them, if only to help them understand you a little better. But if you don't want to then we won't." Alex took a deep breath and nodded, "We can tell them, but they will have to understand if I break down. But your right. It's important they know why we disappear whenever we all next go to Russia." Kevin looked at Alex in surprise, "Why WE disappear?" "You didn't think that I would let you go in there alone did you?" Alex asked looking at Kevin like he was crazy. Kevin sighed, "I guess I will have to put up with you again on mission won't I? Do you still get all hyper before a mission? I remember most of our missions you nearly got us killed you were jumping around so much." Alex grinned at Kevin, "Well not as much. I guess I just got used to the adrenaline rush beforehand. And I could certainly tell some stories about you! Don't you remember the time we were in the jungle and when you woke up you had a boa constrictor on you and you started to scream, very effectively giving away our position to the enemy??" Alex asked grinning. "Hey! If I recall correctly, you were the one that put the damn snake on me!" Kevin said glowering at his friend and they both laughed. Kevin leaned over to look at the clock and groaned, falling back down onto the bed, It is too early!" he gasped and Alex turned to look at the clock as well. Alex started laughing, "Well I can tell that you have gotten lazy. I mean since when has 5:00am been early for you? You used to drag me out of bed by 4:30! Your getting soft Kev." Kevin sat up and glared at Alex, "Soft? I'll show you soft..." Kevin growled at Alex before jumping on him and tickling him unmercifully. "I give! I give!" Alex gasped, laughing and Kevin stopped tickling him and simply sat back, his ass pressing into Alex's crotch and feeling his morning hard-on. "Ohhh...I guess someone else isn't soft either." Kev teased then grew serious, remembering, "I'm sorry Alex. It's probably too soon." Kevin started to climb off of Alex when he stopped him. "Kev...that.....incident occurred almost a year ago now. I mean it still hurts every time I think about it, but.....I love you. I want to fuck to you. I want you to fuck to me too. But it is up to you." Alex said looking down at the bed. "Alex. Look I want it as much as you do, but there is something that I have wanted us to do even more than fuck since we have been apart." Alex looked at him quizzically and Kevin continued, "I want us to make love to each other the way we used to. So that it was something special and not just a quick fuck." Alex smiled at Kevin and as he leaned up, Kev leaned down and they're lips met in an incredibly passionate and gentle kiss. Slowly the kiss changed, as they both fell down towards the bed, their lips stayed entwined and soon Alex's head was resting on the pillows as Kevin's tongue played through his mouth. * * * * * Alex laid back on the bed, grinning broadly at Kevin, who was standing next to the doors of the balcony, still naked and smoking a cigarette. "You never got over that habit of smoking after sex?" Alex asked laughing slightly. Kevin turned and glared at his lover, "You were the one that got me started on it in the first place....I never smoked before I met you." Alex stood and walked over to him, smiling when he noticed Kevin staring at his naked form, "That's right, you were sweet and innocent before you met me. You never did anything wrong." Kevin laughed, "Well maybe that's an exaggeration," he held the cigarette out to Alex who took a drag and handed it back, "And how would I get over it? I haven't had sex since the last time I saw you. Believe me, love, it has been a very lonely couple of years since we parted." Alex smiled and asked, "Has your hand been getting lots of exercise?" Kevin glared, "No more than yours has." They both laughed and looked out at the slowly rising sun. Suddenly Alex asked, "Weren't the guys supposed to come ask us if we wanted to go to dinner last night?" Kevin nodded, "After you fell asleep I called Bri and told him that we just wanted to go to sleep and not to bug us." Alex nodded and they silently stared at the city, passing the cigarette back and forth, when the door to the room flew open. "Didn't we lock it?" Alex asked tensely, then relaxed when he saw the guys all come pouring into the room. "Apparently not." Kevin said taking another drag on the cigarette and watching as the guys stared at him and Alex in shock. "Kevin....you're smoking." Brian gasped in shock. "And y'all are naked." AJ said staring, looking like his eyes were going to pop out of his head. Alex burst into laughter and looked at Kevin, "Are they always this observant?" Kevin grinned, putting out the cigarette, "Nope, sometimes they state the obvious." The guys slowly calmed down and Brian asked, "Why were you smoking, Kev? We've never noticed that you smoked before and we have been together for years." Kevin chuckled, "Because, Bri, I only smoke after sex. It's a little habit that I picked up after Alex and I got together." If anything the guys' eyes got even larger as they looked back and forth between Alex and Kevin, and back again. "You guys are going to hurt yourselves if you don't breathe here pretty quick." Alex said mock concern lacing his voice. "Very funny guys." Nick said, "I hope your happy now. I'm scarred for life. Having to see you both naked and then to know that you guys were having sex...I hope you both realize that I'm sending my therapist bills to the two of you." "I'm glad your finally seeking help for those nymphomaniac tendencies you have, I think your starting to wear AJ out." Kevin said grinning as both AJ and Nick turned cherry red. Alex looked at him with a raised eyebrow and Kevin nodded, yes Nick and AJ were together. Alex smiled and looked back at the guys. "So now you wanna tell us why you are disturbing us when we were so very happy just hanging out here?" Alex asked looking at the guys. They all seemed to snap out of their daze and exchanged glances. Finally Brian nodded and Howie stepped forward holding a rather large candy box, "When I came out of my room to go to Brian's room I found this outside my room. I didn't open it, and I'm not sure I want to." Alex immediately stepped forward taking the box and carefully searched the outside of it, "Kev...knife." He called absently and Kevin reached into Alex's breifcase and pulled out a large hunting knife and handed it to him. Alex slid it between the cardboard of the lid and the box and slowly slit the wrapping paper holding it closed. Not feeling anything strange he set the box on the coffee table. "Step back. I'm going to open it." He said slowly starting to slid the lid off. All the guys backed off except Kevin who went to kneel next to Alex on the floor and helped him lift the lid. As it slid open the guys held their breaths, but no bang came. They opened their eyes to see Alex and Kevin contemplating the dozens of little chocolates that were in the box. There was a note on top. Alex picked it up and read it out loud. Wolf~ We remember. You'd think that we would forget wouldn't you? That I would forget. But I haven't and I will get you. Stalker can't save you. You can't save yourself. If you want the both of you to live, go back to the Agency. Rejoin the game and we can play again, just as we used to. And then I will kill you according to the rules. Or maybe I will kill Stalker. That is in the rules you know. The loved ones are always fair game in this game. I'm coming, you can't hide so I'd try to be prepared if I were you. Ready or not here I come. ~ Hunter To Be Continued... I know you all hate me. They finally have sex and I won't give out details. Sorry, guess you'll have to keep your hands off your "little friends" until you find a story written just for sex. That's not what this story is about. I wanna apologize for how long this one took me to post and for the fact that the next one will take even longer as I'm going out of town for two weeks and won't have access to a computer. But take heart. I'm planning on making the next part a little longer (hopefully). Please let me know what you think. md_life@yahoo.com ~Mike D.