Date: Fri, 30 Jun 2000 16:58:12 EDT From: Gking0300@aol.com Subject: The Day Before Tommorow, Part 2 Hey ya'll (again). This is my second story (ahhh!) I'm not telling what my first one is. I know, sorta stupid but I want people to read this one unbiased. This is obviously about Kevin Richardson of the Backstreet Boys and Justin Timberlake of 'N SYNC. Hope ya'll like it. Thank you to everyone who wrote me e-mail : ) The song contained in this section I wrote myself, and although it's not a work of art, I'm proud of it, so don't like copy it or screw with it. If you do, YOU SUCK (IT?)!!! And my thanks go out to ya'll who sent me comments. Sorry, this section's gonna contain some crying (AHH!) and I know some of you don't like that, but skip over those parts, K? I tried to add some more sex to this part. --Rich-- E-mail comments to gking03@yahoo.com or to gking0300@aol.com Disclaimer thingy: As much as I'd like it to, this does not mean anything about the sexual orientation of the members of 'N SYNC or Backstreet Boys. This is a work of fiction, K? Oh, and if you're under 18, don't read it. (Or don't get caught) The Day Before Tommorow (2) "Brian, that was great!" JC said as they exited the elevator. "I got a great tan and had a great time!" "Thanks for the thanks pal," Brian said grinning. "Next time, you take me out for a day." "I'd be pleased," JC said giving Brian a shy smile. "Catch ya later," Brian said as he opened the door to his room. "Laterez," JC replied and he entered his room, shutting the door firmly behind him. Once inside his room, JC stripped, pulling his damp swim trunks to his feet and stripping his wife-beater off. Lying down on the bed, JC stared at the ceiling thinking of his day. Thoughts about Brian entered his head and JC tried to run them out by thinking of other things, but he couldn't get the picture of Brian in his swim trunks out of his mind. He vividly remembered Brian, coming out of the surf, water dripping down his slightly toned body, his blond locks plastered to his head, grinning his cocky smile. Unconciously, JC's hand ran down to his cock and found it rock hard. JC started to jack his hard pole up and down, imagining that it was Brian's hand rather than his own. A loud pounding noise brought JC back to earth. "JC?" Brian yelled. "Can I come in for a while?" "Uhm, Sure Brian, give me a sec," JC said. He stumbled over to his suitcase and threw on a pair of boxers. Pulling on his robe, JC opened the door. "Hey Bri, whaddya want?" JC said. "Oh, nothing in particular. I was just wanting to know if you wanted to come chill in my room and watch TV or something?" Brian said hopefully. "YEA, that would be great!! I mean, sure," JC said, turning red at his displayed enthusiasm. "I'll be right over as soon as I. . . ," JC pointed to his robe. "Sure thing," Brian said. "I'll be waiting." Closing the door softly behind him, Brian returned to his own room. ***** Justin moaned softly as Kevin ground into him lightly, producing just enough friction to turn Justin on and make his pants feel very uncomfortable. "Kevin, it's time for this. I want you inside me," Justin said. "Are you sure sweetheart?" Kevin said genuinely concerned. "I mean, I am, well, large." He replied blushing a little. "No Kev, I want to go all the way with you. I want to show you I love you. This is what I want, definitely," Justin said. "Alright sweety, anything for you," Kevin said. "I suggest you loose the clothes." Justin sat up and Kevin moved to the other side of the bed. Hastily taking their clothes off, they were naked in a matter of seconds. Kevin took Justin back in his arms, his perfectly sculpted body fitting snugly with Justin's thin frame. Justin licked and tounged Kevin's neck lovingly, giggling at the bright red mark he had produced that morning. Kevin flipped Justin on his back and resumed grinding in to him, their erect cocks mashing together. Kevin looked down into Justin's deep blue eyes, watching his expression as pleasure and adrenaline rushed through him. Kevin watched as Justin's perfect pink lips opened and a small moan escaped his mouth giving away his pent up desires. Justin reached his head up to meet Kevin's lips, but Kevin pulled just out of reach. "Unh, cumon Kev, let me kiss you," Justin said pouting. Kevin moved down and held Justin's bottom lip between his own. Slowly snaking his tounge into Justin's mouth, Kevin felt the ridges of the top of Justin's mouth as Justin's tounge slid over his own. Tasting Justin was undescribably, Kevin thought to himself. He had that distinct taste in his mouth. Sweet, but something else. Something off the face of this world. Justin placed his hands on the back of Kevin's head, and their liplock mounted to more and more passionate levels. Kevin broke the kiss and moved his attention to Justin's cock. Slowly, Kevin took Justin in his mouth, sliding his thick shaft in and out of his mouth. Justin bucked his hips upwards and Kevin could feel Justin's pubic brush tickle his nose. "Kevin, fuck me, NOW," Justin moaned as Kevin deepthroated him faster and faster. Kevin turned Justin over on to his stomach and grabbed the lube from the bedside table. "No hun, I want you, and just you," Justin said to Kevin. "Are you positive Justin? This is going to hurt a lot," Kevin replied concerned. "Just shut up and FUCK ME," Justin yelled. Kevin positioned his cock in front of Justin's hole, and slid his head slightly past the sphincter. It took every ounce of Kevin's self control not to push in faster. Justin winced in pain, trying to block out the lancing white hot stabs that made him feel as if his body was parting in half. Kevin slid in inch by inch, and after awhile, the pain went away and Justin felt waves of sensations he had never experienced before. Giving the go ahead sign to Kevin, Kevin started to pull out and ram his cock back in. Justin could feel Kevin's body heat as Kevin shoved his cock in again and again. Kevin placed his hands on Justin's shoulder and started massaging his silky flesh as he fucked him. "Kevin FUCK ME HARDER," Justin yelled and Kevin accordingly picked up the pace. Kevin buryed his head into Justin's neck and came hard. Jusitn felt Kevin's cock pulse in his ass and release it's load. Kevin licked the sweat from Justin's neck and kissed his back lightly. Slowly pulling out, Kevin turned Justin back over and returned to sucking him off. Justin felt the ridges of the top of Kevin's mouth slide over his head and he let out a little scream of pleasure. Justin shoved Kevin down onto his cock roughly and came into his mouth. Kevin felt Justin's sweet juice flood into his mouth and Kevin swallowed all of it. Justin fell asleep feeling Kevin's mouth on his, their tounges dancing and their hearts lightened with the satisfaction that they had each other. ***** "Brian, did you hear that?" JC said turning red. "Hmmm. . . oh, you mean that, FUCK ME HARDER?" Brian asked a little amused. "I think that must have been Justin. Kevin would never let anyone fuck him." "I see" JC said awkwardly turning back to the television. "Brian, your room is so neat, how do you keep it like this?" "I dunno JC, I've always wanted things to be in order and coordinated," Brian said. "I hate when I have no idea where things are." "Hmm, I never seem to have that problem," JC said picturing his room at home. "I have dirty clothes on one side, clean on another, and beneath all that junk is all my other stuff," JC said motioning. "Really? I couldn't stand a room like that," Brian said. "My mom was always the kind of person who wanted all things to be labeled and placed in one place and left there." "So Brian, how does it feel to live in an anal compulsive family?" JC asked like a news reporter, sticking out his fist for a microphone. Brian punched JC lightly. "Shut the fuck up Josh," Brian said turning red. "It's not my fault our family has some sense of order and you're family lives like pigs." "Oh, a pig am I?" JC said. "I'll show you," JC said and tackled Brian, throwing him off the couch and on to the floor. Brian got up quickly and threw JC onto the bed, landing on top of them. Giggling like little second graders, Brian started to tickle JC. "Heehahaha, BRIAN STOP," JC yelled turning unimaginable shades of red. "I'm REALLY ticklish heehahahehe ASSHOLE!!!." "Really? You shouldn't have let me know," Brian said pinning JC down on the bed. "I'll be sure to remember that in the future when you're misbehaving. JC gazed up into Brian's blue eyes. "Well, I guess we'll have to make sure I don't misbehave, right?" JC said. "And how do you suggest that?" Brian replied never loosing eye contact with JC. "Why don't you just make sure you never let me out of your sight," JC said growing a little bolder. "Not even at night?" Brain said, a small smile twisting the corners of his mouth up. God, this guy's got me by the balls, Brian thought to himself. "Not even at night," JC said reaching his hand up and tracing Brian's cheekbones lightly with his index finger. Brian shivered at JC's touch. Brian bent further and further down toward JC, and finally their lips made contact. Lightly at first, Brian brushed JC's lips. JC opened his mouth and admitted Brian's tounge. Sighing, JC wrapped his arms around Brian's muscular back. "What d'ya think Kevin would do if he could see me now?" Brian said. "I think he'd be happy for you," JC said kissing Brian again. "I mean, he and Justin are sorta the same case as you and me are." "Hmmm. . . I guess you're right. I guess the guys will have to take another hit to the back of their heads," Brian said thinking about informing the rest of the band. "Brian, what do you think they'll do when they find out we're fags," JC said. "I mean, they were OK when it was Kevin and Justin, but we're the second two." "FAGS?" Brian said loudly. "You refer to us as FAGS?" "No Brian sweety, that's not what I mean," JC said quickly. "We aren't even a couple yet, I mean. . . ," he trailed off. "I'm sorry hun, but I can't stand people calling us fags," Brian said kissing JC again. "And if you like, I wouldn't be at all disappointed to become a couple." "I'd like nothing better Brian Littrell," JC said softly. ***** AJ, Howie, Chris and Joey walked into the hall joking together. "So then, we put an ice cube down his pants, you should have seen his face," Chris said, the rest of the guys doubling over laughing as he did an impression of their ex-PR and what they had done to him after he cancelled their day off. "Chris, you are soooo mean," AJ said, breaking into a fresh wave of giggles as he pictured the comical scene. "So, has anyone seen Lance?" Chris asked. "Nope, last I saw him was this morning," Joey replied. "Why?" "No particular reason Joe, I just wanted to check up on my bandmates. "I know what you mean," Howie interjected. "I haven't seen anything of Nick, Brian, or Kevin today." "I know Howie, but it's us, the loosers in the band, that get ditched by the pretty boys," AJ said jokingly. "Better get used to it." "Oh well guys, it's not like we don't get it too," Chris chimed in. "Hey guys, let's go out and get drunk together tonight, the looser part of the band," Joey said grinning. "Sounds like a deal guys," Chris said. AJ and Howie nodded in agreement. ***** "Sorry about that explosion earlier," Brian said stroking JC's hair gently. "I just hate it when people refer to us as fags." "Sorry Bri, it's just that at home, that was what my parents referred to them as," JC said sadly remembering the attitude his parents had had toward gays. "JC, nobody deserves to be called a fag. I was brought up as a Babtist in the South, and I still believe in God one hundred percent. It's just that the world needs some variation, and I think that's us," Brian said. "So. . . you don't think we're mistakes?" JC said softly. "I don't know about me, but I know you weren't any mistake," Brian said. "Actually, 'god must have spent a little more time on you'." "Thanks Brian, you make me feel better than anyone ever has," JC said, blushing slightly at Brian's compliment. I don't know what he sees in me, JC thought to himself. I've gotta be the luckiest guy in the world. Everything about Josh is so perfect, Brian thought. I don't know what he sees in me. "Want to go out for dinner, just the two of us tonight?" Brian asked as he moved closer to JC, their body heat mingling in the cold hotel room. "That would be wonderful," JC replied slowly touching his lips to Brian's. ***** "Lance, mmph, stop," Nick said giggling. Lance rolled off Nick temporarily and caught his breath. Reaching down, he wiped off the spit that covered Nick's bottom lip. "You taste soooo good," Lance said pushing Nick against the headboard and kissed him again. Nick broke the kiss, pushing Lance down onto the bed, climbing on top of him, he buried his head in Nick's neck, placing kisses up and down. "You smell even better," Nick continued to kiss Lance. Nick drew a finger down Lance's perfect, smooth skin of his thigh, feeling the warmth that radiated from his body. "Look who came 'up' to play," Nick said grinning down at Lance's cock. Nick bent down and started massaging the head with his tounge. Slowly forcing more and more down into his throat, Nick finally succeeded in taking all of Lance's 8 inches. Lance was in heaven now, looking down at the head of blond hair bobbing up and down, feeling the pleasuring sensations running through his body. Gripping the sides of the bed, he closed his eyes and surrendered himself completely. Nick comtinued to deep-throat Lance, until finally, he felt Lance start to cum. "I LOVE YOU NICK," Lance yelled, as he felt wave after wave of cum spurt into Nick's mouth. Lance fell back on the bed, drenched in sweat. "Not so fast loverboy," Nick said evilly. "I have other plans for you." Nick rolled Lance onto his side, sliding up next to him. Massaging Lance's damp skin, Nick positioned his cock on Lance's hole. Grabbing Lance's hips tightly, Nick cruelly shoved home quickly. Lance gasped in pain, but quickly felt Nick pressing buttons he didn't know he had. Nick shoved in and out, varying his depth. Reaching around, he grabbed Lance's dick, which had become erect quickly, and started sliding his hands up and down. Lance pushed back onto Nick as Nick drove into him. Lance rolled over onto Nick, forcing Nick onto his back. Climbing on top of him, Lance impaled himself onto Nick once again, placing his hands on Nick's sweaty chest as he moved up and down. Nick reached up and continued jacking Lance off. Nick suddenly felt himself start to cum, moved his hands to Lance's hips and held him steady as he pumped his load into Lance's inside. Lance felt Nick's warm cum flood his insides, and promptly shot his second load all over Nick's face. Nick licked Lance's cum off his face as Lance climbed off Nick. Resuming a liplock, Lance ran his hand through Nick's matted hair. "So where did you get so good at that?" Lance asked smiling warmly as Nick kissed his cheeks. "I don't know, I must've had some really really cute guy as motivation." "Nick, you wanna go eat something?" Lance asked, hoping he'd say no. "Actually, can we just sleep for awhile?" Nick asked kissing Lance's forhead. "That's what I hoped you'd say," Lance said grinning broadly. Nick fell asleep, the image of Lance's crooked grin, perfect face, green eyes, and spiky blond hair embedded in his memory. ***** "Kevin, Kevvy, wake up sweetheart," Justin said shaking Kevin. "Uh, whaddya want?" Kevin said, sleep slurring his words. "You do want to eat don't you?" Justin said kissing Kevin on the nose. "If you don't, I'll have to eat you!" "Well, we can't have that, can we?" Kevin said sitting up slowly and rubbing his back. "Wheredya want to go?" "Well, I was thinking some little caf^Â somewhere downtown. I just want to sit and let the world go by," Justin said softly as Kevin wrapped his arm around Justin's shoulders. "That sounds delightful," Kevin said. "Well, I guess that means that we have to get up." "Rats," Justin said grinning. I'd rather just spend my whole life in your arms." "That's wonderful Justin, but we do have lives to live," Kevin said getting up and rummaging through his luggage. "Kevin, I'm so happy we decided to share this room. I would have been so lonely at night without you," Justin said moving over to his bags. "Hey, the feeling's mutual, kid," Kevin said jokingly. "DO NOT call me 'kid'," Justins said pouting. "It makes me feel like you're my daddy." "I am NOT yo daddy," Kevin said laughing. "Now get dressed so we can get out of here." Justin pulled on some jeans and a tee shirt, slipping on some sandals. Grabbing his hat and his sunglasses, he stood by the door watching Kevin dress. "That's my baby," Justin whispered to himself. "Alright Just, let's go," Kevin said opening the door for Justin. "My gentleman," Justin said bowing slightly. Kevin slapped him on the ass lightly. "He-ey," Justin said rubbing his butt. "Don't be so abusive." Justin and Kevin walked to the elevator arm in arm. ***** Justin and Kevin walked the streets of downtown L.A. trying to find somewhere to eat. "Hey, how 'bout there?" Justin said pointing to a bagel shop. "Looks ok to me," Kevin said and they crossed the streets, narrowly avoiding a taxi. "I HATE big cities," Justin said ruefully glancing at the speeding car. "I'm always afraid I'm gonna get raped or mugged or hit by a car." "Not with me around you won't," Kevin said looking down lovingly at Justin. "Thanks Kev, I feels so comfortable and safe around you," Justin said returning the glance. "What may I get you to?" the cashier said as Justin and Kevin approached her. "Hmmm, plain bagel with no cream cheese, and. . . an orange juice," Justin said to her. "You've gotta eat Justin," Kevin said. "If that's all you're gonna. . . . " Kevin started but he was interrupted. "JUSTIN?" the girl said slowly realizing who they were. "And that makes you Kev," she stopped suddenly as Kevin clamped a hand over her mouth. "No, it's just a coincidence. We're not really them, we just look like it, so don't get your hopes up," Kevin said quickly and a little obviously. "Oh," she said disappointedly. "Alright, what can I do for you?" she said to Kevin. "A large coffee and a ham and cheese bagel sandwich on plain," Kevin said. After getting their food, they sat down at a table by the window. "Justin, I want to talk to you seriously about a couple things," Kevin said looking Justin in the eye. "What's gonna happen to us when we stop touring together. It's going to have to be a long distance relationship." "I know Kevin, but I really want us to have this. When I'm with you, everything seems to fall into place. The pieces come together and a part of me that has always been missing is there," Justin said. "Let's at least try. "Sounds like a fine idea to me," Kevin said smiling. "Now, I know I'm going to sound lke your Dad again, but I know you think the thinner you get the more fans you get and the better chance your band has, but I'm really concerned about your eating patterns. I want you to be healthy." "Kevin, I'm fine," Justin said averting his eyes. "It's just that I'm not hungry right now." "Justin, I want you to be completely honest with me. Do you have an eating disorder," Kevin said holding Justin's chin so that he had to look him in the eyes. "Kevin, I. . . I," Justin started and then abruptly got up and ran out the door. "JUSTIN," Kevin yelled after him, but Justin wouldn't stop. Kevin jumped up from his table and ran after Justin. Kevin watched as Justin jumped into a taxi and sped off. Kevin ran back to his car and started it, smoothly directing it back into traffic. Quickly dialing JC's cell, Kevin waited impatiently as it rang. :Hello? :JC, it's Kevin. :Kevin? What's up? :JC, this is really important. I wanted to talk seriously to Justin about a really tender subject for him. :What tender subject? :Eating disorders. :Shit Kevin, don't you know? :Know what Josh? :Well, to make a long story short, Justin was, I guess what you call bulemic for a few months. He promised to seek medical help about it, but since he got a part time modeling job recently, he's refused to stop. :GOD DAMN, why hasn't anyone told me this? :Sorry Kevin. Probably you talking to him about it didn't help. It's his secret. He flipped out when I found out about it. :Alright, thanks for the briefing JC, I'll call you later. :Good luck Kevin Kevin pressed end to terminate the call, and then racked his brains for places that Justin would have gone. The hotel? No, he probably knows that's the first place I would go. Oh well, it's worth a try. Kevin sped off in the direction of their hotel. Parking his car quickly, he jumped out and ran into the hotel. Catching AJ, Howie, Chris, and Joey on their way out, Kevin quickly ran up to them. "Hey, have you guys seen Justin?" Kevin asked breathlessly. "Yea, he just ran upstairs crying about something. Hey, you all right?" Joey asked Kevin. "Yeah, I'm fine," Kevin said and bolted up the stairs, not bothering to wait for the elevator. Quickly running to his room, Kevin threw the door open. The room was dark, but the light was on in the bathroom. Quickly opening the door, Kevin found Justin bent over the toilet. "JUSTIN, STOP!" Kevin yelled and rushed over to Justin. Kneeling next to him, Kevin pulled Justin up. Looking at Justin's tearstained face and frightened eyes, Kevin started crying himself. "Why didn't you tell me?" Kevin said, almost denying what he was witnessing. "I, I t-thought you'd hate me and dump me," Justin said, his bottom lip quivering. Carefully taking a washcloth and wetting it, Kevin wiped Justin's mouth and face, drying it with a clean towel. "Justin, don't keep those things from me," Kevin said, tears running down his face. "I'll love you forever. The only thing that will keep us apart is lies." Kevin held Justin to him as Justin broke down completely. "Come on Curly, don't cry. We'll take care of everything," Kevin said rubbing Justin's back. "Do we have to talk to someone about this?" Justin said glancing up at Kevin. "Justin, you need to acknowledge that this is a serious problem. I don't want to see you hurt Justin, and I can't bear the thought of you hurting yourself," Kevin said slowly rocking Justin back and forth. "We definitely need to go seek some medical help for this Justin. I know this is scary, but remember, I'll be next to you all the way." "Thanks Kevin, that means the world to me," Justin said softly as sleep overtook his senses. ***** "KEVIN," Justin yelled sitting straight up in bed. "Kevin?" he said again softly, realizing that it was just a dream. "Yea sweety, what's wrong?" Kevin asked softly. "Kevin, I was having this dream. We were at a concert, and you outted me in front of everyone. Then people started throwing things at me, and. . . ," he trailed off, tears continuing to stream down his face. "Justin, you know I wouldn't do that to you," Kevin said. "Sing to me," Justin said cuddling up close to Kevin. Kevin reached down and held Justin's body to his, his arms slid around Justin's waist. "Alright Curly, but you owe me one," Kevin said. I Will Love you and Love You Love seems so simple, the way you showed it to me And the end seems so far away, for we are young and free But the day will come, not long away We know that we won't always stay But the times we share, the dreams coming true We know we will see each other through. . . With all my heart, with all my mind With all that I have had to give I will love you and love you And love you once again 'Til the walls come tumbling down When the stars fall from the sky When the days grow long and old I will love you and love you And love you once again Love seems so simple, when I'm lying in your arms The sunlight dances on your face, I know I'm free from harm But in this loving moment I know I have to leave For the love of an angel Is nothing but a dream With all my heart, with all my mind With all that I have had to give I will love you and love you And love you once again 'Til the walls come tumbling down When the stars fall from the sky When the days grow long and old I will love you and love you And love you once again And love you once again Kevin looked down and saw Justin had fallen asleep. Kevin tucked the covers up to Justin's chin and then lay back down in bed, staring at the ceiling. "I hope this works out," Kevin said softly looking over at Justin's face. Cuddling up close to his lover, Kevin fell asleep with his head on Justin's shoulder. ***** "Justin, you 'wake?" Kevin said as he rolled over slowly to face Justin. "Hmmmph," Justin muttered and pulled his pillow over his head. "Sweety, you have to get up. We're recording today," Kevin said shaking Justin. "We've got an interview at nine and then we have to record a joint song for some fundraiser. Remember, we've got that concert tonight too." "Kevin, go away," Justin said trying to make himself invisible underneath the covers. Kevin pulled the covers from Justin's head and kissed him softly on the lips. "'Morning love," Justin said opening his eyes slightly. "Do I have to get up now?" "Justin, I know you want to sleep and so do I, but we have some shit to do this morning at nine. You have to get up," Kevin said stroking Justin's hair. BANG BANG BANG "KEVIN, IT'S TIME TO GET UP," "Come on Just, let's go eat," Kevin said pulling Justin our of bed. "Fine, fine, I'm coming," Justin muttered stumbling for the door. "Justin, you might want to, um, put on some," Kevin said pointing to Justin's crotch. "Oh, sorry Kev, I'll be right back," Justin said blushing bright red. Coming back fully clothed, Kevin opened the door for Justin and they walked to JC's room. Stopping in front of the door, Kevin grasped Justin by the shoulders. "I think we should tell them," he said. "Well, I guess they do have a right to know. . . . but what if they hate us?" Justin said nervously. "They won't hate us Justin," Kevin said firmly. "It's better if we trust them than to keep it from them." "Alright, but I'm still not sure," Justin said. "You'll protect me if it doesn't go right?" "I'll always protect you Just, now come on," Kevin said opening the door and walking in. "Hey, you left some for us!" Kevin said. "Hey, we're not all pigs," AJ said indigantly. "It's just you're fault that you come to breakfast late every day." Kevin and Justin grabbed some food and sat down. Justin sat in a corner and stared out into space, his face had a blank look pasted on it. "Hey, what's wrong with you Just? I've never seen you look like that," JC said, concerned. "Huh?" Justin said jerking back to reality. "Oh, nothing Josh, I'm just a little tired." "Hey you guys, I've got something to say, and it's serious so no laughing," Kevin said glaring at AJ. AJ looked back with an air of injured pride. "I wanted to let you know that, well," Kevin trailed off. "WHAT?" Nick said. "Come on Kevin, there's nothing you can't tell us," Lance said urging Kevin. "You guys, I know this may be hard to take, but I'm gay," Kevin said trying to read the expressions on everyone's faces. "And I'm in a relationship with Justin." "Alright, any other major annoncements for the morning?" AJ asked the rest of the band. "Actually yes, we do have to be at the interview at nine, so we need to get our asses in gear," JC said. "You mean you guys don't care?" Justin said, his mouth hanging open. "Justin, close your mouth. You look stupid with it hanging open like that," AJ said. "Oh, and Kevin? We all knew about you guys, ever since the day you walked into breakfast with the matching hickeys, we were just waiting for you to tell us." "YOU GUYS ARE SO MEAN!" Kevin yelled. "How could you not tell me?" Brian walked over to Kevin and pulled him into a hug. "Congrats," he whispered in Kevin's ear. "Thanks cuz," Kevin said finally breaking out in a smile. ***** "Alright, we're set" Kevin said as he and Justin exited the elevator. "Everyone ready for the show?" "Yup, you've got it," AJ said. "Everyone from your group present?" AJ asked. "All accouted for," JC said and they walked toward the limos. "What if they ask us if we're in relationships," Justin said gripping Kevin's hand tightly. "Well, I'm just going to say I'm in a monogmous relationship with someone I care very much about, and I hope to marry someday in the future," Kevin said. "Hmmm. . . sounds like just about what I was going to say," Justin said grinning. "No names?" "No names," Kevin said. They crawled into he limo and pulled away from the hotel. Justin stared out the window as the city flashed by. I wonder what will happen to us, Justin thought to himself as he looked over at Kevin, lightly dozing in his seat. Glancing at the passing cars, Justin let a tear graze down the side of his face as he thought of the breakup that they would soon be facing. "Kevin?" Justin said softly shaking Kevin. "Hmmm?" Kevin replied sitting up and rubbing his eyes. "What is it sweety?" "Kevin, I was just thinking again," Justin said hesitantly. "I was just thinking about when we'll stop touring with each other and I'm a little scared." "Justin, how many times do I have to tell you?" Kevin said. "I love you and you love me. That's all that needs to happen." "I know, but I've had some really bad experiences with long distance relationships and I want this one to work out." Justin continued. "I want there to be trust built up in this relationship, but I haven't had enough time around you to have that built up yet." "Justin, listen to me," Kevin said drying Justin's eyes with a kleenex. "There's nothing more I've ever wanted in the world than to have a relationship with you that will work out. Not even distance will stop me from sending you everything I have." "Hey, you guys, can you cut that smoochy stuff out?" AJ said. "Sorry guys," Kevin said looking around. "We'll continue this conversation later," he said to Justin. The rest of the ride went uneventfully and they arrived in time. The guys walked into the studio and were seated in front of a man with a clipboard and a microphone. Sitting down, they glanced around at the video cameras. "Hello everyone, thank you for taking the time to do this interview for the teen beat magazine. I'd like to welcome you personally to our studios and hope that this goes well and we can peacefully retrieve the information we need," the man said and sat down. "Alright, does anyone need anything? Water?" "Nope, we're fine," Kevin answered for the group. "Just get these questions over with so we can get out of here." "Alright, will do. The first question I have for you today will be a single personal question to everyone. What relationships are you in, and if you are not in one, why not?" "None," AJ said, followed by similar answers from Howie, Chris, and Joey. "And the rest of you?" the man said looking at Brian, JC, Nick, Justin, Lance, and Kevin. "I'm in a relationship," Kevin said. "I don't care to comment on it." "And the rest of you?" "I'm in a relationship also, but I'm under instructions to keep it confidential. I wish to respect my partener's wishes," Justin said glancing at Kevin quickly. "I'm also in a relationship, just started, and I think it's going somewhere," Lance said slowly. "At least I hope it is." "I've got a 'special someone' too," Nick said sneaking a look at Lance. "I think it's going to turn out to be one of the best choices I've made in my life." Kevin looked quizzically at Nick, but Nick just shook his head. "Later," he mouthed. "Alright, that leaves you two," the reporter said looking at JC and Brian. "I'm in a relationship, but it just started. I don't know what will happen with it, but I have a feeling that this will be the only person I will ever need in my life," Brian said quietly. "Same here," JC said smiling at Brian. "I have the same sort of circumstances, but I have a feeling that I'll be getting married to this person sometime in the future." The rest of the interview went slowly, and by the time it was all over, everyone was exhausted. Back in the 'N SYNC limo. . . . . "Lance, since when are you seeing someone?" JC said angrily. "I thought you told me everything." "Calm down JC, since when are you in one?" Lance responded. "I can keep track of myself just fine." "Alright guys, pipe down," Joey said. "Let's all just go somewhere for lunch and forget about it. At least you guys are lucky enough to have someone." "Don't you worry Joey, the right one will come along soon," Lance said pinching Joey's cheeks. "HE-EY, STOP THAT," Joey said smacking Lance. "I wish to make my own decisions about who I date." "I wish Kevin were here," Justin said looking out the window at the Backstreet Boy's limo behind them. "It's alright Justin, I know how you feel," JC said putting his arm around his friend. "JC, no. You don't understand how I feel. Without Kevin next to me, well, it just doesn't seem right." "Justin, trust me on this one. I KNOW how you feel," JC said again thinking of Brian. "Cummon, lighten up, you'll see him in a second." ***** In the BACKSTREET BOYS LIMO "So what was all that about?" Kevin asked Nick as they jumped into their limo. "Kevin, can I tell you something really confidential?" Nick said looking at Kevin. "Come on, you can tell me anything you want to. You know I'm always here for you," Kevin said. "Now, spit it out." "Kevin, Lance and I are dating," Nick said watching Kevin's face closely for a reaction. "THAT'S GREAT!" Kevin said hugging Nick. The other guys turned around and looked at them. "Isn't it?" Nick said. "Wait'll I tell you how it happened. It's the funniest story in the world." Kevin looked at Nick. "You really have fallen for him, hard. I can tell by that 'I'm no longer on this world' on your face." "I know Kevin, but I love him so much," Nick whispered. "CAN someone PLEASE tell me what is going on here?" Howie said. "I know you guys, secrets secrets are no fun, secrets secrets HURT SOMEONE!" AJ said faking tears. "Oh, shut up you guys," Kevin said. "Nick just told me something he doesn't wish the rest of you immature geeks to know." "It's alright guys, I'll tell you when I'm ready to," Nick said apologizing slowly. "Now, tell me what's up Bri." "Wha-what?" Brian said jerking back to reality. "You've beem staring into space for the last minute. What has gotten into you? Nick asked. "Nothing blondie," Brian said giggling and ruffling Nick's hair. "Just, well, something." "Is it a special girl?" Nick prodded, tickling Brian. "NO, Well, maybe, sorta, I dunno," Brian said blushing. "Leave him alone Nick, just settle down everyone. I'm calling Justin," Kevin said picking up his cell phone and dialing. Back in the 'N SYNC limo. . . . 'RING RING RING' Justin jumped slightly, and then pulled out his cell phone. "Hello?" "Hey Just," Kevin said. "How's my angel doing?" "KEVIN!" Justin yelled. Joey and Chris rolled their eyes. "Of course it's me silly, who else do you think it would be?" Kevin said grinning at Justin's excitement. "Of COURSE I knew it was you, it's just that I was missing you, that's all," Justin said. "I know sweety, I miss you just as much," Kevin said. "But we'll be back together in a few minutes. Just hang on, and think of tonight. The concert will be awesome!" "Alright baby, I'll be waiting," Justin said. "Bye." "Bye." ***** Justin nervously walked up the stairs to the concert hall, thinking of the new moves he would perform on stage. "Excuse me sir, but this is off limits to the public," someone said. Justin looked up to see a security guard. "Actually, I'm not the public. I'm Justin Timberlake." "Oh, I'm sorry Mr. Timberlake. Go on ahead," the man said and stepped back a little. Justin walked down the hall to the dressing room. He opened the door a little to see if anyone was inside. It was empty. Walking over to the wardrobe, Justin stripped and put on his black dancing outfit. Carefully making sure he hadn't messed up his hair or makeup, he adjusted his belt and exited the room. Justin quickly rejoined the rest of the group backstage and checked once more to see that he looked perfect. "Alright guys, here's how it goes," the manager said. "First, Backstreet Boys do Larger than Life and It's Gotta be You. You guys then do Bye Bye Bye and It's Gonna be Me. Nick does I Need you Tonight, and Justin, you requested the solo for God Must Have Spent. I've gotta run and tell the Backstreet Boys. Good luck." He ran back and around the curtain. "Since when are we doing that piece from our old Cd, and since when are you singing a solo?" JC asked Justin curiously. "Since I said so," Justin said looking pouty. "Josh, you know I love that song. Anyways, I thought it was my turn to get a little attention." "SHUT UP Justin, you know you get all the attention," Chris said. "Only half the population of the world has your poster of you and your cheesy grin tacked up on the wall." Justin wasn't listening. Peeking around the curtains, he watched as the Backstreet Boys made their way onto the stage. Smiling as he watched Kevin announce the songs, he felt his heart leap. After listening to the Backstreet Boys perform, Justin was ready to get out there. Slowly stretching out, he felt the usual adrenaline rush that came with the nervousness right before a performance. "AND NOW, 'N SYNC!" the announcers voice boomed over the loudspeaker. Following the rest of his group, Justin stepped out onto stage. Feeling a blast of hot, humid air. The lights were bright, and Justin squinted as he surveyed the crowd quickly. The cheering increased volume as he waved. A little lightheaded, he started to do the moves for Bye Bye Bye. Finally, it was time for his solo, and Justin gripped the microphone tightly. Glancing over to his manager, Justin saw the 'go ahead nod'. "This song goes out to someone very special, and you know who you are," Justin said, his voice shaking a little. Moving out of the semicircle, Justin shivered slightly as the music began. Onstage, Kevin felt himself begin to tear up. Looking at Justin quickly, their eyes met. Can this be true, tell me can this be real? How can I put into words what I feel? Thought life was complete, I thought I was whole, Why do I feel like I'm loosing control? Never thought that love could feel like this, How you changed my world with just one kiss. How can it be, that right here with me, There's an angel, it's a miracle. Justin glanced over at Kevin as he finished the first verse and the rest of the group's voices started the chorus. Kevin felt tears sliding down his cheeks. He feebly smiled at Justin. Your love is like a river, peaceful and deep Your soul is like a secret that never could keep When I look into your eyes I know that it's true God must have spent, a little more time on you A little more time, on you As Justin finished the song, he bowed his head, tears streaming from his face. Turning around, he walked back into the semicircle, oblivious of the cheering. After the finishing announcements and a good-bye, Justin hurried offstage and waited for Kevin. Pinning him against the wall, Justin thrust his tounge into Kevin's mouth, encircling Kevin's waist with his hands. "You don't know what that meant to me," Kevin said smiling as tears continued to slide down his cheeks. "I know exactly what that meant to you," Justin said smiling and he ran his hands up Kevin's back. "I know what I'm doing tonight," Kevin said grinning as Justin continued to massage him through the rough material of his shirt. "What is that, Mr. Richardson?" Justin asked curiously. "I'm doing you," Kevin said going in for another kiss. ***** Justin walked into his room and flipped the light on. Slowly peeling off his shirt and pants, Justin threw on a pair of jeans and a sweatshirt. Curling up in a corner, he flipped open his laptop and checked his e-mail. His eye caught something, and he double clicked. His heart stopped beating as he read. To: CurlyQT_NSYNC@msn.com From: Blank Subject: I'm Still Here Justin~ So don't you remember me or what? I was your first love, you're first REAL love. Justin, I'm going to be in town, I thought I'd drop by your hotel around 9:00 tonight. Be ready. A Justin quickly closed the computer down and checked his watch. It was 8:45. Quickly jumping up from his bed, he ran to the door and locked it. Digging his cell-phone out of his pocket, Justin quickly dialed JC's number. "JC?" Justin said quickly. "Yea, are you alright?" JC asked. "No Josh, it's Aaron. I've locked myself in my room and he's going to be here any minute," Justin said frantically scanning the hall. "Justin, wait a minute. That was in New York. This is Los Angeles. What the heck would Aaron come back for?" JC said, confused at Justin's panic. "JC, THIS IS SERIOUS," Justin shouted. "I just checked my e-mail, and there's one from him saying he's going to be at my hotel room right NOW." "Jeesus, I'll get Kevin, alright?" JC said. "He's right here." "Justin?" Kevin asked anxiously. "Why aren't you at dinner yet?" "Kevin, I had to go back to my room and change. When I was checking my e-mail, I had a message from someone who I had a relationship with a LONG time ago in New York City. He's coming back Kevin, and I have no idea what he'll do," Justin said breathlessly. "He's coming to our room any minute. . . . ," Justin trailed off as there was a knock at the door. "Kevin, what should I do?" Justin said, starting to hyperventilate. He quickly looked out the door. "He's here Kevin," Justin said. "Justin, is he dangerous?" Kevin asked. "No, not physically, but the way he played with my mind left permanent scars. I don't know Kevin, all I know is I felt uncomfortable around him. I'm scared of what he'll do to me," Justin said. I'll call you back." "Justin, NO WAIT," Kevin said, but Justin hung the phone up quickly. "I'll be right there," Justin called out. Opening the door a crack, Justin saw Aaron standing outside. "Well, are you going to let me in?" Aaron asked slowly. "Uh, um sure Aaron," Justin said and opened the door. "Justin, I'm sorry about what happened in New York, I was really out of line," Aaron said. "Justin, I just wanted to come back and tell you I want to apologize completely." "Uh-um, It's really alright. I mean, I got over it," Justin said nervously. "Justin, you may have but I still love you," Aaron said moving over to Justin. "I want us back together, like it used to be." "Aaron, no, no. I can't do that. I have a boyfriend now, and. . . .," Justin stuttered. Looking up into Aarons eyes, Justin melted completely. Aaron pulled Justin closer, his eyes meeting Justin's. "Don't resist what is right," Aaron whispered and slowly touched his lips to Justin. Everything Justin remembered about Aaron came back suddenly. His angelic face, the way his blond hair curled around his forhead framing his face. His deep blue eyes and perfect red lips mesmorized Justin once again. "Stop running from me Justin, I love you," Aaron said and pushed Justin's shirt up over his head. Pulling of his own shirt, Aaron lay back on the bed and pulled Justin on top of him. "Now, doesn't this feel right?" Aaron asked, taking Justin's bottom lip between his teeth. Justin nodded slightly, melting into Aarons body. "Aaron, I really can't do this," Justin said faintly. "Come on, just once for old times sake," Aaron said kissing Justin again. Justin slowly consented, pushing his tounge into Aarons mouth, smelling his scent that was so familiar. "You still wear Armani cologne," Justin said as he broke the kiss. "And you still turn me on," Aaron said giggling a little. "Come on blondie, let's do it how we used to." Justin had completely lose his senses. Slowly grinding into Aaron, he unzipped his jeans and pushed them off. Aaron sat up and undid his also, throwing them in the corner. Skin to skin, Justin and Aaron slowly kissed again, feeling the warmth of the other slowly mingle. "Haven't you wanted this all the time I was gone?" Aaron said slowly and rolled Justin over. Climbing on top, Aaron licked down Justin's neck. Shivering at the contact, Justin massaged Aarons back, feeling his strong muscles. BANG BANG BANG "JUSTIN? ARE YOU ALRIGHT?" Kevin yelled through the door. "Damn it," Justin said. "Kevin will KILL me." "Don't worry about it Justin," Aaron said. "You want me most, don't you?" "I DON'T KNOW," Justin said and started crying. "Aaron, what we had in New York was wonderful, but we can't have it again." Justin curled up in a ball on top of the bedspread, trying to be invisible. "Justin? I'm coming in," Kevin yelled. The door burst open and Kevin walked in. "Justin?" Kevin said slowly surveying the scene. "What the FUCK did you do to him?" Kevin yelled at Aaron. "Kevin, listen to me," Justin said. "Aaron and I were lovers for three weeks while I was in New York. When I left, I wanted to try to continue the relationship long distance. He said no, and when I left, I was in a complete emotional state. Kevin, you have to know that he didn't come in here and rape me. I consented." Justin curled up in a ball and started crying. "I never meant to do that." "It's alright Justin, I know how you feel," Aaron said pulling Justin into his arms. "Justin, would you care to explain what will happen to me, now that you've had your tearful reunion with your ex, that, let me remind you, I had no idea about" Kevin said coldly. "Kevin, I still love you, but you have to understand that there are still things between me and Aaron that will always be there," Justin said. "Kevin, we can't be together anymore. I mean, maybe some other time, just not right now. I have too much to think about." "Justin, h-how can you take everything we shared together and just throw it away?" Kevin said, tears streaming down his face. "I love you so much." "Well, it looks like you're out of the game," Aaron said. "Sorry Kevin, you'll make a good boyfriend, to someone else." "Kevin, we can talk about this?" Justin started, but Kevin had left. "Justin, don't worry about him. I'm here now, and I love you," Aaron said pushing Justin back down onto the bed. "Now, where were we?" ***** Kevin slowly walked down to AJ's room in a complete daze. How could he do that to me? Kevin thought to himself as he opened the door. "Kevin?" JC yelled. "Is Justin alright?" "Yea, he's fine," Kevin called back. "It's me that isn't fine." "Why? Did something happen between you two?" JC asked. "Wait a second, are you crying?" "JC, Justin hooked up with his ex Aaron, I'm just left to drift," Kevin said. "I still love him, but I guess it has to be mutual." "He hooked up with WHO?" JC said. "That Aaron is trash. I have no idea what Justin would want with him." "JC, it's really alright," Kevin said. "I just need to get some rest and relax a little." "Alright Kev, call me if you need someone to talk to," JC said. "Thanks pal," Kevin replied. "AJ?" he called slowly. "Yea, who's there?" "It's Kevin, you mind if I sleep with you tonight?" "DO WHAT WITH ME?" AJ yelled. There was a loud crash. AJ poked his head around the door. "You want to do. . . Jeezus Kev, what the hell is wrong?" AJ asked seeing tear streaks on Kevin's face. "Justin dumped me," Kevin said plainly. I guess I should have known something that great couldn't last forever." "God Kevin, I'm sorry. Sure you can sleep here tonight, It's not like I have any other guests here," AJ said. "Thanks bud," Kevin said. "I guess I just need to crash somehwhere and think about things. I'll be right back after I get my stuff from Justin's room." Kevin walked back down the hall into his former room. Slowly opening the door, he crept to the closet. Looking back at the bed, he couldn't resist walking over and looking. Justin had fallen asleep in Aarons arm, breathing peacefully in the darkness. Kevin tried to blank out the picture of Justin wrapped around someone else. Taking his luggage and clothes out of the closet, he went into the bathroom. Quickly turning on the light, he wrote a quick note. Justin~ Though we aren't together anymore, I was going to give you this after the show tonight. When you sang to me, I felt something I've never felt before, but now it can never happen. I hope that in your heart, you will always carry what we shared these past few days. I want this to be our last exchange, not because I'm mad at you, but because I want to remember 'us' like it was through the last few days, not the last few hours. I want you to have this picture of us, and hope you have a good relationship with your new boyfriend. Tell Aaron he must be the luckiest guy in the world. I hope you like the photograph. Kevin reached into his pocket and pulled out a small box. Placing it on top of the note and sliding a picture beneath it, Kevin switched the light in the bathroom out, grabbed his baggage, and left the room. "It's time I started a new chapter in my life," he thought to himself. "I just had no idea it would be so hard to leave the last one behind." ***** AHHHHHHHH!! That was long, sorry : ( Alright, that's all folks. I'll write ya'll another one sometime soon. I have NO IDEA where to go with this next episode, I hadn't really planned on breaking Kevin and Justin up, so please e-mail me suggestions!