Date: Wed, 3 Jan 2001 18:50:37 -0800 (PST)
From: Really Bigdreamer <reallybigdreamer@yahoo.com>
Subject: dreams can come true chapter 14

The normal disclaimer applies: don't read this if you
are under age in your area, dont like homosexual
material, or anything else that i missed.

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Chapter 14: Flashback (Night of the MTV Charity
Concert)

	The night of the charity concert I was backstage
while Mandy Moore performed. I rehearsed some of the
dance moves I had normally screwed up in practice with
the dancers, I got them right, which made me feel
alittle better.
	"Ok, guys," I said trying to reassure them, "we'll
begreat."
	"You convincing us or yourself?" asked Shawn, one of
the dancers I had become closest with.
	"Shut up," I said with slight sarcasm, although I was
trying to convince myself too.	We said a little
prayer, although we had varying
religions, ranging from my Catholicism to Madelyne's
Atheism, to Matt's Judaism. It was more for moral
support than spiritual meanings.
	 "Ok guys," I said to my dancers, "this is a one shot
deal here, so let's try to get it right..."
	We went out and performed our numbers. We were
great,well I thought so anyway.
	Afterwards I went backstage to my dressing room
andsat down.
	"Can I come in?" someone asked after a couple
ofknocks on the door.
	"Sure, Matt," I said, recognizing the voice.
	He sat down and I gave him a bottle of Aquafina and
we chatted. After about fifteen minutes he started
rubbing my right leg. I found myself getting hard, and
fast...he noticed it as much as I did and began to
rubthe lump in my pants.
	I found my tongue exploring his mouth as he pulled me
into a passionate kiss. My mind told me I was cheating
on Brian and my heart did too, but my cock told me
togo for it...
	I pushed him away.	"Matt, I'm seeing someone..." I said
bluntly.
	"He doesn't have to know..." Matt whispered to me.
	"Maybe he doesn't," I said, but I still do!" I
argued, "please leave if that was all you intended
totry!"
	Matt left, on his way out his said, "You know
mynumber...call me..."
	I had been strong when I needed to be, why
couldn'tBrian have been?

sorry about the shortness, but hey, i wanted some
more fan mail...