Date: Mon, 29 Jan 2001 00:43:02 EST
From: Angel36745@aol.com
Subject: Falling7

Disclaimer: I do not know the BSB I have never met the BSB. This is just a
story in other words it's not true. I do not work for anyone that has
contact with the BSB and so on this is just a story I hope you like it

Authors note: I have noticed that not many people write BSB stories. So I
have decided that I will write as many BSB stories as I can. I might right
a few stories about different bands. But don't count on it to much. Ok I
use a few different symbol's in my story to help it. These *** mean a
character change, right after the *** a name will follow. When I am
starting a story off either from the beginning or from the start of another
chapter. I will put the name between these ***. Now I'm going to try and
stay away from using this but it has happened in the past. These (( )) mean
a note from me or a time change.  Most of the time I'll just write out the
time change. But there are times when I'll get a little lazy so please
understand. I will not give my main character any weird powers like my
other stories. So this will be the first time that I'll write a normal
human story. Which mean's no Sryin's or anything else. I would also like to
add that if I start to slip to yell at me to stop. I hope you enjoy the
story.

Warning: This story isn't like my other stories it's a lot darker. it
involves Rape and a few other things later in the story. You've been
warned.

Extra Note: I would like to thank Eddi for saving my sorry butt. I needed
some info and he got it for me. He also looked the story over for me and
checked for errors. I owe him a lot so I'm thanking him in IM and
here. He's a great friend of mine, so thanks Eddi.
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****Richie****

I couldn't believe what I had been told, but it made sense. I had ended up
holding Kevin in my arms while he cried. After he had told me the whole
story, he asked if I would stop by every so often. He didn't want off the
punishment, he just wanted to talk to me every so often. I had told him I
come by and hang out with him every once in a while. I hoped that I would
be able to do more than that. It was going to be hard telling Nick and
Brian what had happened to Kevin. I was having a hard time believing it
myself, I would have never guessed. I found myself sitting near the pool, I
watched the water. I hoped it would calm my nerves, if it didn't I would
lose it. I knew the guys would be leaving for the arena soon. I couldn't
face Nick or Brian yet, so I sent a note up to them. I had to think about
how to tell them. It wasn't like it was something that was easy to
swallow. I stripped down to my underwear and jumped into the pool. I
started swimming laps one after another, I had to clear my mind. I could
still hear his words in my head, they were so clear. I had asked him to
repeat himself a few times, I had to be sure. About half way through the
story I had ended up holding him. He kept talking but it was like he wasn't
there anymore. I knew that he needed help but I didn't know how much.

If something like that had happened to me, I wouldn't finish the
thought. It was too painful and scary, it made my whole body shake. To
think that it had been more than one person to rape Kevin. Then to find out
how long they had done it to him, that was another story. I had met one of
the men that raped Kevin and the other man no longer came near them. He
used to be their manger, while the one that had started it. The words sent
chills up my spine, he had tried to get help then. He had gone to his
manger when he could. That didn't stop it, it only made everything
worse. It was so graphic, I could see his words coming to life. I knew one
of the men that had done this to him, that had started it. I had even let
the man stay at my house while I was away. To think that man had raped
Kevin for over ten years. Then for it just to get worse when he tried to
get help. It would mess everyone up, I could now understand why Kevin had
gone after Brian. In some small way it was revenge, even if it wasn't
Brian's fault. All of the pieces had fallen together, even why he had raped
me.  He had finally told me the whole truth, he didn't do it to hurt me. He
was in love with me, or so he thought, so he raped me. It was the only way
he knew how to show love. It was sick and twisted, but that wasn't all his
fault.

I pulled myself out of the pool, my body ached. I had overdone it, but that
was good, I needed the pain. I had to have something to take my mind off of
the thoughts running around in my head. I pulled my clothes back on and
went up to my room and took a shower. I locked my door, I did every time I
entered the shower. I always would, no matter where I was. I got out and
got dressed, but I still felt like I needed to do something. I left the
room and grabbed my wallet, I needed a haircut, it was high time. I left
the building in my normal sunglasses and hat. I walked to a hair stylist
and told them to take my hair up to my shoulders. After two hours of doing
different things to my hair I felt better.  I had put some red high lights
in along with a little blue. I needed the change, it would do me some
good. After they were done I looked into the mirror and smiled to myself. I
looked wild and free, it was amazing what a new style could do for you. I
walked back to the hotel. It was well past ten the guys should be getting
back soon. I went up to my room and laid down, I didn't plan on falling to
sleep but I did.

"Richie, wake up man, we're here like you asked." I opened my eyes to see
Brian and Nick standing over me.

I pulled myself up and out of the bed.  I shook my head a few times. "Nice,
but really did you need us here to see your new dew?" I shook my head again
I had thought of a hundred ways to start this. "I know who raped Kevin,
guys, but it wasn't his father." I had their attentions now that was easy
to see. "Ok I'm not going to say any names yet just listen ok?" Both of
them nodded slowly and looked to one another then me. "When Kevin was nine
someone started giving him nightly visits. They started out just playing
with one another, then it got serious. It got into a little pain then more
pain, this happened every time he would visit the house. He would try to
make up reasons not to come but they always failed. Then when the band
started, he tried to get help, only to make it worse. Shortly after that he
got drunk one night and paid Brian a visit. He then turned the tables and
started getting his revenge. A few years later things changed but he still
had a lot of hate built up. I also found out he didn't rape me to hurt me,
he did it because he loved me. I know it's not how a normal person show's
love, but it's all he knows."  Brian's eyes had gotten wide and his
breathing was getting uneven. He had tears falling from his eyes. He was
putting the pieces together himself, or so I hoped.

Nick looked really confused, he should be, he never knew. "I could have
stopped this before it even started." I looked at Brian and shook my head
slowly, he was taking it the wrong way. "Brian you were only four when it
started you couldn't have done anything." He was shaking his head, the
tears streaming down his face. "No, I used to hear the cries coming from
the shed, I could have stopped it. When I eight I almost walked into my
parents room. I stopped when I heard the cries, I was too scared to go any
closer.  Don't you see Rich, if I would have done something then my father
wouldn't have raped Kevin." Nick's head had jerked up and he was looking at
Brian, with shock and fear. His eyes slowly turned to me with disbelief. He
wanted me to confirm it, I couldn't what Brian was saying was true to a
point. "Bri, it wasn't your fault you were too young to do anything." He
was slowly calming down, his breathing had returned to normal. "Wait but
you said that someone else started doing the same thing, who was it?" I
took a few deep breaths and looked back up at them. "It was Lou Pearlman,
Kevin had gone to him for help, only for Lou to take advantage." Brian was
nodding and looking around the room for something. "Then I think it's time
to get Kevin some help." I nodded to Brian and looked to Nick for his
answer.

Nick was deep in thought, his eyes looked dazed. "I don't know, it just
sounds so unreal. I mean I think he should get some help, but does that
mean he shouldn't pay for what he's done?" I looked to Brian, it was
something I had asked myself a few times. "No, it doesn't Nickie, it just
means that maybe he's been paying for longer then we thought. I know he
needs to pay, but I think Richie's right. He needs help more than
punishment, he needs help and a lot of it." Nick was nodding and starting
to smile again. I was thanking my lucky stars that he didn't choose to not
help Kevin. "Brian, could I ask you a few questions?" His eyes locked with
mine, it was like he was reading me. He nodded very slowly, and sort of
looked away. "Did your dad ever do anything to you?" He shook his head, and
I started nodding. It was like one really big circle, Kevin then Brian, and
then me. It all started with one man that I planned on having a nice long
talk with. The second man was on my list, I was going to pay him a nice
visit. I had to plan it just right ,so Nick would never know I went after
their ex-manger. Brian on the other hand, would be by my side when I faced
his father. "I think we should all go see Kevin in the morning. It's time
that we break this circle, once and for all.  It's time for the healing to
start and never stop." I was starting to feel old talking like that, but it
made me feel stronger.

The next morning we all got up at the crack of dawn. We got dressed and
walked down to Kevin's room. I knocked on the door and he answered a few
minutes later. He looked scared when he saw Brian and Nick by my
side. "It's ok Kev, we all come in peace.  We all need to talk." He nodded
slowly and let all of us enter his room. "We as a group of three have
decided you need help. You don't have to be by yourself anymore, but you do
have to see a doctor. You know what kind of doctor I'm talking about, we
want to help. I'm willing to help you as much as I can.  If that means
driving to the doctor everyday then I will. The guys are willing to try and
forgive you with time, I already have. I want to be your friend and nothing
more. I'm with Nick and I hope that I always am, God willing. I know it's
going to take some time but everything does. I'm going to have a talk with
the others a little later today. Now it's up to them if they talk to you, I
have no power over that. But you will always have me to talk to, that I
promise you. I know I broke your trust by telling them, but I had to. I had
to find a way to help you and this was my only choice I hope you can
forgive me." Kevin had tears falling from his eyes as he looked to
Brian. "I'm really sorry Bri, it just got out of control. I never meant to
hurt you, but every time..." He trailed off do to Brian wrapping him in a
hug.

Kevin broke down crying, Brian was the only thing keeping him from hitting
the ground. I smiled to myself, it was an act of pure kindness. It had
taken me time to make a move like that. Nick held onto my hand and smiled,
he leaned over and kissed my cheek. I just smiled and thought about my
plans. I was going to teach a few people lessons in living. I couldn't do
what I did to Kevin to them, but I could get a good punch in. When Brian
and myself went to see his father, it was going to be interesting. I had
plans for both of them, it was something that was always on my mind. I had
called Raven and told her everything, she still wouldn't forgive Kevin. I
could understand that but I wasn't going to give up yet. I could really
help Kevin, and that's what I was going to do. I talked with Howie and like
I had thought he wasn't mad at him anymore. AJ said he would think about
it, but it would take a lot of time. I had thought that much, but things
were starting to get better. I had talked Brian into letting me face his
father with him. He had agreed after two hours of me begging and
bitching. When we got back to the states it was the first place we were
going. Kevin was going to see a doctor as soon as we got back. I was
spending a lot of time with him along with Brian.

We were on a plane back to the states, it was the coolest plane. I was
going to jump on another plane once we got back. I told Nick that I had to
go see my agent for a few hours. He had given me his puppy dog face and I
almost caved in. I told him that I would be back before they went anywhere
else. He finally agreed to let me go, so I got on a flight to Florida. I
slept most of the way, it wasn't a cool plane it was just a normal plane. I
got off the plan and went to a hotel for the night. The next morning I
walked into a really nice business building. I asked the lady behind the
front desk if I could see Lou Pearlman.  She asked if I had an appointment,
I told her no that he would want to see me anyway. I told he my name and
took a seat, thirty minutes later he walked out. "I'm sorry, Mr. Wayne is
it, I don't know who you are." I stood up and smiled brightly, then
slightly giggled. "I know that, but I know you, and I have an offer for
you. Could we speak in your office, or would that be to much trouble?" He
shook his head and led me into his office. He closed the door behind me and
took a seat behind his desk. I sat down on his desk and smiled
sweetly. "You see Mr. Pearlman, and I use the Mr. real lightly. I know what
you did to Kevin Richardson." He got pale really quickly and started taking
deep breaths.

I made my way around his desk and picked him up so he could face me.
"Kevin is a pretty good friend of mine. You hurt him real bad, so now it's
pay back time. I know that you're not the only one to hurt Kevin, and he's
next on my list. I was a little surprised you didn't know me. I was no
Rosie after all, but that's ok, it makes this easier. I get to be a bigger
bitch then I'm being now." I threw him back into his chair then spun around
back slapping him. He looked shocked and scared all at the same time. I
laughed at him and moved toward him again, he didn't move. "You see, if you
really want to press changes on me that's fine. But then I would have to be
forced into telling them why I was here. I know you wouldn't want that,
since Kevin would back me up. Then you would be the one behind bars, and I
would be free. It might hurt Kevin a little in his career, but not
much. He's married now, and after all the world thinks him straight. So I
have the cards in my hands don't I?"  He was nodding but looked like he was
changing. He jumped from his seat and charged me. He took me down and I hit
my head really hard, but that only made me mad. I tossed him to the side
and then I was sitting on his chest.  I punched him a few time, then I
slapped him. "That was a huge mistake Lou, now I'm going to hurt you." He
was trying to fight back, but it didn't know him any good.

I left his office felling very good about myself. My fist hurt a little,
but it would heal in time. I got in a cab and asked him to take me to the
airport. I got there and I was still in a good mood. I got a first class
ticket to LA and then boarded my flight. I had a nice long talk with the
person that sat beside me. She was a really nice lady that was going to see
her grandchildren. When the plane started shaking badly I didn't pay it any
mind. It had happened on every flight I had been on. It was nothing big,
but then it didn't stop and I smelled smoke. I picked up the airplane phone
located right in front of me, slide my credit care , and dialed Nick's
number. Brian picked up after three rings, I didn't know what to
say. "Brian, it's Richie, I didn't go to New York I went to Florida. The
plane is having some trouble, and it's starting to scare me. I need to
speak with Nick now." Brian didn't even reply I just heard him scream
something and then Nick was on the phone. "Hey baby, I just wanted to hear
your voice." Nick was taking deep breaths, Brian must have told him. "Why
did you go to Florida Richie?" I took a few deep breaths and told him. The
plane was starting to dive downward but I kept my cool. "I don't know if
I'll make it, so you have to promise to take care of Raven. I love you
Nick, don't ever think I didn't." Then there was a loud nose and all turned
to darkness.

********Nick

I head a loud nose and then a lot of static, I was taking deep breaths. I
looked to Brian and started shaking my head. "I didn't get to say good
bye." It was all I could think of, I didn't tell him that I loved him
back. "It doesn't mean he's dead Nick, maybe his phone went out."  I shook
my head, I had this feeling in my chest. I didn't know if he was dead, but
I knew he was hurt. I could almost feel it in my soul, he was hurt badly.
"I have to get to the TV I have to watch the news."  Brian was nodding as I
ran toward the TV, this couldn't be happening. The news didn't have any
information, yet most likely they wouldn't for a while. I knew that I had
to be on stage in less then three hours. I didn't know if I could do that,
not with this. "Brian let's head to the arena, I want to be with the other
guys." He nodded and moved toward the door, he looked worried. I felt kind
of numb at the moment, he could be gone. I knew that, but it didn't seem to
sink in. He was too strong to let something like this stop him. I hadn't
even noticed that I had gotten in a car or that it had stopped. I looked
around and saw that we were at the arena. I walked in slowly and someone
tackled me. I looked up to see Raven smiling down at me.

I didn't know what to tell her, she looked so happy. Her face changed when
she got a good look at mine. I guess I had been crying a little, and I
couldn't speak. She started shaking her head as she stood up. "Where is he
Nick, I was told that you knew. I already called Jake, and he doesn't
know. About thirty minutes ago I got this really weird feeling. Where's my
brother Nick, is he ok, is he?" All I could do was shake my head. I didn't
know but, this I hadn't thought about, it hadn't even crossed my mind. I
didn't think I would see Raven so soon. I just thought that she would be
waiting till she got a call from Richie. Brian pulled Raven away from
everyone else and told her what we knew. The scream I heard was filled with
so much pain, it rocked me to my soul.  The other guys were running toward
us now. Raven was on the floor crying very hard, her hands pressed firmly
to the ground. "What's going on, is everyone ok?" It was Kevin, he looked
beyond worried. Raven stood up slowly and walked toward him, she looked
wild and evil. "You did this, you monster, it's all your fault." Kevin
looked confused and started backing away slowly. "He went there because of
you, and now he could be dead."  Kevin was still backing away almost ready
to run.

Brian put his hand on Raven's shoulder and stopped her for a brief
second. She turned on him, her eyes look like a green fire. "Get your hand
off my shoulder Brian, unless you want to lose it." He removed his hand
like she had burned him. She turned back to Kevin who looked more lost then
ever.  "Richie called me from the plane, he said it didn't look good. He
told me he loved me, then the line went dead after a loud nose." I had
everyone's attention, Raven moved to my side and hugged me. "He can't be
gone, he's to strong for that, he just can't be." I looked up into Raven's
eyes those had been my thoughts. "None of the news stations know anything
yet." I found myself now surrounded by arms. Kevin was even in the mix
somewhere but it didn't help any. I just had this feeling in my gut that he
was gone. The world would never even know that I had loved him. He was my
everything, I knew that in my heart. Without him nothing really mattered
anymore. He had been my reason for getting up every morning. He was like my
peace of mind. Just knowing that he was with me no matter what. Now all
that could be over now and forever.  I pulled myself off the ground with
the help of the others.

*******Richie

I knew that my body hurt everywhere, I knew that I was bleeding. What I
didn't know was where I was. There were a lot of trees, and I wasn't the
only one on the ground. I had been sucked out of the plane. Then I fell for
a long time before I started hitting things on the way. I now found myself
on my back looking up to the stars. They looked so beautiful, it was such a
peaceful place for a nap. I heard no other sounds coming from
anywhere. Everyone was be sleeping like I should be. I was only missing one
thing, I was missing my Nick.  He was in my arms, and I wasn't in his. I
pulled myself up slowly sending shooting pains threw my whole body. I knew
that something was in my shoulder, and it hurt. I wanted to cry but I would
have time for that later. I looked at the other people around me, it made
me sick. I had never seen anything like this, it was too real. I had
thought that movies were good at making things look real. They were no
where near real, this was real. I saw arms but no body connected to them. I
pushed myself to my feet slowly. That was a huge mistake since it made my
vision blur. I leaned against the tree and looked around. I couldn't see
the plane anywhere, just bit's and peace's.

I heard the soft cry of a child, I followed the sound. There was a little
girl crying beside he mother. Her mother was gone, but the little girl
didn't know that. I looked my shoulder there was a seven inch steel pole
lodged there. I knew it was also sticking out of my back slightly. I could
feel it every time the wind would blow, it stung. "Hello little girl, are
you ok, did you get hurt when you fell?" She looked up at me tears
streaking down her face.  "My mommy held me while we fell, but she won't
wake up. I'm ok but I think my mommy needs to see a doctor." I didn't have
the heart to tell her that her mother wouldn't need a doctor. "Ok can you
walk, we'll go look for one." As she tried to stand I noticed that her leg
was broken. "Here let me help you."  I picked her up with my good arm and
carried her. I had to get closer to the plane it was the only way they
would find us. I noticed that my right leg wasn't as good as I had thought,
but I wouldn't put the girl down.  "My name is Angel, what's yours?" I
smiled at her, she did look like an angel. "My name is Richie, who else was
on the plane with you and your mommy?" She closed her eyes and thought
about it. "No one, my daddy is waiting for us in LA. It's my birthday
tomorrow, my daddy and mommy were going to take me to see the BSB." I
smiled to myself, I could make that happen.

I was starting to have shooting pains in my chest and leg. "My mommy isn't
going to wake up is she Richie?" I stopped for a second and looked into her
eyes. "No honey she isn't, she's with God now."  She started crying
slightly, I joined her but started moving again. "Will I get to see my
mommy later in heaven?" I nodded and smiled at her she was so innocent.
"But you have to wait a while, will you do that for me?" She smiled at me
and nodded slowly. "Richie how do you keep walking, you look like your
hurting?" I looked at her and decided that I would tell her the simple
truth. "Love, I want to see the person I love again, so I have to keep
going. Plus I want to make sure you see your daddy again. I'm sure he's
worried sick, he loves you so much." She was smiling, I could see the plane
up a head. I still had over a mile to walk I just hoped I would make it.  I
held her to my chest and kept walking, I started seeing spots. I had to
make it to the crash site. There could be other people alive maybe they
could help Angel. I wasn't worried about myself so much anymore. I knew
that Nick would be ok in the end, he had the guys. I knew that it would be
hard on him, but he would survive. Raven would make with their help, I knew
she would. She was so strong, stronger then I was or ever would be.

********Nick

The concert had gone great, well I guess it went great. I hadn't really
been there, I slipped into auto mode. I was too worried about Richie to
really think about anything else. The news had found out about the plane
crash. So far no one had been found alive, I ignored that small fact. Some
people had been pulled out of the plane when it was crashing. The news also
knew that Richie had been on that plane. It was sending shock waves into
the world. Rosie had called Richie's agent to find out if it really was
Richie. After she found that out she did her show asking for a moment of
silence. She and everyone in the crowd prayed that he would make it. It had
been a sweet thought, but it didn't help with the facts. I didn't know if
he was alive, but not everyone had been found. Richie was one of the
missing, it just added to my worry. If he had been pulled out of the plane,
I wouldn't finish that thought. Raven hadn't stopped crying yet, she just
held on to anyone that was within reach. I had to act like nothing had
happened, as did the other guys. Kevin seemed to be taking it the worse, it
was weird. I had thought that Kevin was just playing a game but he wasn't.
He had even started crying when he sang a song. It had happened before on
the same song. We had been singing Show Me The Meaning, it was the song
that hit us all.

Raven was running toward me at full speed, the girl could move. "They found
someone alive, but they don't know who he is. He was caring a little girl
but passed out once he screamed for help. He didn't have any ID on him and
the little girl's in bad shape. I'm getting on a plane and heading to the
hospital.  I'll call you once I get there, so keep your cell phone on." I
could only nod, my heart was doing back flips. This was what I had been
hoping for, a glimmer of hope. I knew I couldn't go with her, but I could
wait for the call.  I watched as Raven ran out of back doors of the arena,
she was moving so quickly. I had to tell the other guys, but would that be
wise. I mean if it wasn't him, and he really was dead. It would hurt more
than ever, our hopes crushed, my tears stopping only to start again. I
would wait until I heard from Raven, that way I knew what to tell
them. That way I would know if my tears would ever stop. I now had hope,
and with hope came a darker feeling. It was the fear that I would soon
learn he was in fact dead. That I would never see his smiling face. He
would never again be in my arms or I would be in his. The fear took over
and killed all hope. With the hope gone the darkness took hold of my
soul. I fell to the ground and let the tears flow, I would cry him a
river. If I was to lose him now then I would cry until I was in his arms
again.

********Raven

I didn't really know what I was doing on plane. I was on a plane to Tucson
Arizona, that's where the hospital was. They had crashed in Coronado
National Forest.  I didn't even know that there was a forest in
Arizona. The main reason I thought this was crazy was because I was on a
plane. My brother could be dead because of one these things.  Here I was
riding on one to see if he was alive, I could die before I ever found
out. I didn't even know if it was my brother that they had found. All I
knew was that I had to know for fact that it was him, or it wasn't. I kept
my radio on as I listened to the news stations, I had to switch every so
often.  All of them were on the same page so it was ok, for now anyway. The
news was calling my brother a hero, at least I hoped it was my brother. If
it wasn't I didn't know how I was going to tell Nick. They were calling him
super man, since it was a miracle he had walked that far. They said that
his right leg was broken in three places. Yet he somehow carried the little
girl over two miles.  That was all they had on him so far. I wondered how
he could have done that, he was never really big on pain. He hated needles
and a lot of other things, I was starting to have doubts. They said that no
one else had been found alive. That now almost everyone was accounted for,
it ripped at my heart.

I didn't want to lose him again, not like this. I had been fooled into
believing he was dead once. I still couldn't believe that I fell for it, he
was my twin brother. I should have known he was alive, no matter how many
lies were told. I had known he was gay for a lot longer then he knew. I had
thought Eric was hurting him, but I never asked him. At first I thought
they he and Eric were just really good friends. That was until one night I
heard him cry out in pain. I ran to his room and almost beat the door
down. When he opened it he had a bloody nose and a busted lip. He had told
me that he had fallen out of bed.  That Eric had accidentally pushed him
out of the bed, but he was ok. I had let it go at that, I just didn't want
to believe he would let that happen. Now that I thought about it I had
failed him in so many ways. I knew that he would never look at it that way,
he just couldn't. He had forgiven his rapist, I still hadn't and never
would. The tears that had fallen from Kevin's eyes had been real. That had
surprised me to no ends, he had cried over him. I didn't know maybe I would
forgive him someday, if he gave me a good reason. The reason I had come to
LA was to get away from Richie. I couldn't face him everyday knowing I had
failed him.

I loved him with all of my heart and soul, but I couldn't face him. I had
always thought I would have that time. That he couldn't be taken down, not
now or ever again. This was proving how wrong I really was. I could have
already lost him this time it would be for real. I had been such a fool to
think I would have all the time in the world. My mind was spinning with so
many ideas and memories. I remembered my brother when he was a little
boy. He was perfect in every single way, it was what our parents wanted. I
hated my parents now more than ever before. That wasn't saying much I had
always hated them, but there were all I had. Now maybe that would be true
again, only they would never see me again. I kept looking out the window, I
could see Richie falling from the sky. His arms stretched out and for some
reason I could see wing's coming out of his back. He had always been an
angel in my eyes and he always would be.  That was true at least in my eyes
and it always would be. If my brother died I knew that he would go to
heaven, I just knew. I could feel the tears sliding down my eyes, he could
be gone already. The thought just wouldn't leave my mind for to long. I was
getting angry that the plane hadn't landed yet.

To Be Continued