Date: Wed, 15 Dec 1999 14:57:10 -0800
From: K_Magic@Prodigy.Net
Subject: Fate Stepped In - Chapters Three and Four

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Fate Stepped In - Chapter Three


Walking down a beach at sunset, holding his lover's hand. He looked
down at his hands intertwined with another and followed the arm up
to a face.  He smiled gazing at the face and then focused onto those
eyes, those deep blue eyes.  They leaned towards each other, still
gazing into each other's eyes, and they kissed.  As Lance closed his
eyes, he felt a tongue enter his mouth, as their tongues intertwined
he heard a ring.  He opened his eyes and he was alone on the beach.
Then he heard another ring, the beach around him turned to darkness
as he opened his eyes out of sleep and instinctively reached for the
phone.  When he got the receiver up to his ear, he heard a click and
then a dial tone.

"Shit" he mumbled to himself as he hung up the phone.  Just as he
did that there was a knock at his door.  He turned on the lamp
next to the bed, got up and put on his robe.  Just as he got to the
door, he noticed some folded papers on the floor just inside the
door.  He picked them up and opened the door.  There was no one
there, but he did hear the elevator ding, the doors open then close
as few seconds later.  He shrugged his shoulders and closed the door.
He went back to his bed, laid down and opened the papers and began
reading.

Dear Lance,

You don't know me and I do not wish you to know who I am.  I am
requesting that you do me a favor though.  I would not be asking you
to do this if it were not important for both you and me and someone
we both care deeply about.  I really do not know how to put this, so
here it goes.

Please go to JC's room as soon as you finish this letter.  He has
been though a very traumatic experience tonight and need someone
there to help him though it.  (No, not someone, you.)  Please believe
me when I say, that I in no way caused JC's condition tonight.  I
just happen to be there after and picked up a few pieces.  I will
leave it up to you to pick up the rest.

I really do not wish to tell you this, but I must.  It is the only
way for you to understand the extent of the pain JC is in right now
and the only way to help him.

JC expressed to me some very personal things about his sexuality
because he thought I was you.  He also expressed his deep feeling of
love towards you.  I do not know what you know or don't know about
JC.  Or what you are feeling right now, but I know if it were me, I
would be the happiest man on earth.

JC is a beautiful man both inside and out, I only wish I could find
a man that truly loves me like the love JC has for you.  I know this
maybe coming to you as a big surprise, but please put aside all your
feeling and go to JC.  He needs you right now.  You see he was taken
advantage of last night, actually he was raped.  I will not go into
any other details.  I am truly sorry this has happened.  Please go
to JC with an open mind and an open heart and hopefully love that he
truly deserves.

JC must never know that it was not you that found him last night
after the attack.  He must think it was you who found him face down
in the bathroom covered in puke.  And you were the one that cleaned
him up and carried him to bed.  You were the one that was there when
he confessed his deepest secrets.  Please do this for him.  If he
knew it was a stranger, it would probably drive him over the deep
end.  Keep this secret and all will be well.

Once again, I am truly sorry for the events of tonight. And just
know this will never happen again, I swear it on my life.


						-A Friend.



Lance put the letter down and sat there for about 10 minutes in total
disbelief.

"This has to be a joke, JC in love with me," Lance said out loud.
"This can't be, JC...gay and he loves me...This is some kind of
warped joke...no way is JC gay...why me...who would play this kind
of joke on me."  Lance sat on his bed, eyes wide open shaking his
head.

But then his mind focused on the other part of the letter and got up
and ran to JC's room.

Lance opened the door.  The lights in the entry-way and the bathroom
were on.  He stepped in and closed the door.  JC was laying in his
bed, curled up in a fetal position under the covers.  Lance thought
maybe this was a joke, and went to the bathroom to turn off the
lights.

When he got to the bathroom, he noticed the soiled towels piled on
the floor.  He bent down to check them out and he could smell vomit
and one of the towels had some blood and brown material on it.  He
thought back to the part of the letter that said he had been raped
and quickly stood back up and exited the bathroom, turning off the
lights.  He went to JC's bed and sat down.

As he put his hand down on the bed, it landed in a wet spot.  He
lifted his hand up and examined it.  It was not water, he smelled
it and knew exactly what it was.  He wiped his hand on the bed
cover, pulled it off the bed and threw it in the corner of the
room.

Lance went to the other side of the bed and kneeled down to look JC
in the face.  He was sleeping peacefully.  Lance's hand went up to
JC's face and with the back of his fingers, he caressed JC's cheek
lightly.  After the second time, JC's eyes opened wide in terror.
His whole body was shaking and he yelled, "No, get away from me".

Lance fell backwards onto his rear and sat there frozen, looking
into his friend's eyes.  Lance sensed that JC was not seeing him
even though his eyes were looking right at him.  Lance quickly got
up and grabbed JC into a hug.

"Josh, it me Lance, calm down everything is alright now, I am here".

JC was shaking and saying, "No, please No" over and over again.

Lance started to rock JC back and forth hugging him tighter saying,
"Josh, its me Lance, Please calm down".

JC's mind cleared and he stopped shaking but he started to cry.

"Lance why are you back, you hate me, I know you hate me".

"Why would I hate you".

"Because I'm fag and I have feelings for you".

Even though Lance had read this in the letter, the shock of hearing
it directly from JC silenced him.

"See, I knew it, you hate me, please leave me alone".

JC pulled out of Lance's arms and turned over and curled up on the
other side of the bed.  Lance sat there in shock of a few seconds
and then got up and walked to the other side of the bed and kneeled
down.

"Josh please look at me".

JC did not respond. Lance reached up and turned on the light next to
the bed.

"Joshua, please".

JC opened his puffy red eyes and looked at Lance.  Lance looked
straight into JC's deep blue eyes and his mind took him back to his
dream.  The same dream he has had since the day he met JC.  The dream
of him staring into JC's eyes and knowing he was looking into the eyes
of the man he was meant to spend the rest of his life with.

"Fuckin don't just stare at me like I'm some kind of freak, get out
of here".

This brought Lance back out of his daze.

"Josh, you are not a freak and I am not leaving".

"What would you know, come on I told you I was gay and that I love
you, why are you torturing me like this.  I know you hate me and when
you tell the others, they will hate me too".

"Josh, you know damn well I could never hate you and I would never
betray you by telling the others something you told me in confidence.
Look me in the eyes and I will tell you what I think of you."

JC looked into Lances pale green eyes and felt love.

"Josh, you are my best friend and I will always love you with that
part of my heart until the day we die.  But if you must know, there
is another part of my heart that has a different kind of love for
you.  I have loved you since the day we met.  I have never had
feelings for any one like I have for you, never.  I have dreamed
about gazing into your eyes with all my love, and have you gazed
back with the same love.  You do not know the affect you have on
me.  You do not know how many nights I have sat in my room longing
for you, hoping you would just knock at my door.  Remembering all
the times you put your arms around me during photo shoots.  You don't
know how happy I got, just knowing that you chose to stand next to me
during those shoots or during a video taping or when you dance next
to me on stage.  You just do not know what it meant to me to hear
that you have the same feelings for me".

As Lance finished, tears were streaming down his face as he broke
the eye contact with JC.  He stood up and walked over to the window.
It was 6:45am and the sun was starting to rise as he looked out the
window.

JC could not believe what he just heard.  To know that you poured
your heart open to someone expecting that person to hate you, only
to hear that they felt the same for you, had JC speechless.  His mind
was blank, the events of last night momentarily forgotten.  He got
out of bed and walked over to Lance.  Lance felt JC come up behind
him and wrap his arms around his body, slipping one of his hands
into Lance's robe and place it over his heart.

JC leaned his chin onto Lance's shoulder.  Gazing out at the city
as the sun was emerging, the silence was broken by JC whispering
"Beautiful isn't it".

Lance leaned back against JC, placing one of his hands over JC's hand
on his chest and said, "It is now".

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Fate Stepped In - Chapter Four



The room was cold and dark, just like Drew felt his life was like at
that point in time.  As he closed the door, the room was plunged into
darkness.  Drew felt his way to the bathroom, turned on the light and
walked over to the sink.  He turned on the cold water and washed his
face, rubbing it hard a few times.  With his eyes closed, he turned
off the water and lifted his head up.  He opened his eyes and looked
at his reflection in the mirror.  His gray pupils were surrounded by
red and his face looked all puffy from crying.  He lowered his head,
shaking it as he thought about his life.

"Why me" he thought to himself.  "Why can't someone love me, what
the fuck is wrong with me?"  He thought, still shaking his head.

He turned around and headed for the toilet.   He took a quick piss,
then headed out the bathroom turning off the light as he left.  As
he walked towards the bed in complete darkness, he stripped off his
shirt and pants and sat down on the bed.

The hairs on the back of his neck rose and his heart beat quickened
as he heard a voice whisper, " it's about time you got here".

Drew's heart sank as he recognized Jeff's voice coming from the other
side of the bed.  Drew felt a hand grab his shoulder and pull him
down until his head hit the bed.

"Shit" Drew mumbled as he felt the hand move from his shoulder down
his chest straight to his right nipple.  His nipple started to harden
as Jeff squeezed and pinched it.

"Where's Nick" Drew whispered as he felt Jeff's lips brush against his.

Jeff lifted his lips up and kissed Drew on the cheek and then put his
mouth right up against Drew's left ear.

Jeff whispered in his ear, "He's in his room asleep.  It's just you
and me tonight, baby".

Drew's dick sprung to life and Jeff started to suck on his ear lobe.
Jeff's hand left the nipple and caressed Drew's tight, washboard
stomach.  Jeff's hand headed down to Drew's boxer and grabbed Drew's
very hard 8" dick.

"Now Baby, that's what I came here for" Jeff whispers as he released
Drew's penis and grabbed his legs and pulled him fully onto the bed.
Jeff climbed on top of Drew in a push-up position and lowered his
already naked body onto of Drew.  Lowering his lips onto Drew's lip,
Jeff started to kiss him.  Drew's lips parted and Jeff's tongue entered
his mouth as his monster cock rubbed against Drew's confined hard-on.

As Jeff's tongue explored Drew's mouth, Drew's hands reached up and
grabbed Jeff's ass cheeks.  "Damn they're as hard as steel" Drew
thought as he kneaded them and his tongue started to get into the
action.

Jeff broke the kiss as Drew pulled him fully on top of him.  "Damn,
you are so hot D" Jeff whispered into his ear.  Drew took a deep
breath, and then noticed how clean Jeff smelled.  Jeff had taken a
shower and brushed his teeth.  Drew realized that Jeff was not drunk
at all.  Jeff was there because he wanted to be there.

Jeff pushed himself up and started to kiss his way down Drew's body.
Starting with his neck, then down to his right nipple.  Jeff swirled
his tongue around his nipple then went to the other one.  Jeff bit
lightly on his nipple then started to blow on it.  Drew was in heaven,
he closed his eye and just took in the sensation of being with Jeff.
Jeff left the nipple and licked his way to Drew's belly button.  His
started to french kiss Drew's innie as he grabbed Drew's boxers and
pulled them down to his ankles.  Jeff started to caress Drew's leg
as he lowered his face down to Drew's cock.  He rubbed his cheek
against the tip of Drew's cock, smearing the oozing pre-cum against
his cheek.  His stubble raked across the sensitive head of Drew's
cock and Drew let out a load moan.  Jeff grabbed Drew's dick and
started to rub the head against his beard stubble on both cheeks.
Drew started to pant wildly.

"Stop, I'm about to cum," Drew yelled in-between pants.  Jeff
immediately stopped and let go of Drew's cock.

"No way, we haven't even started yet," Jeff said as he started to
massage Drew's balls with one hand and reached up with the other
to pinch Drew's right nipple.  Drew started to moan as Jeff licked
up the length of his penis.  When Jeff reached the tip, he opened
his mouth wide and inhaled Drew whole cock down to the base.  Drew's
whole body shook as Jeff's mouth started to work up and down his
cock.  Drew's hands went up to Jeff's head and grabbed hold of it
and pushed it up and down as he fucked Jeff's mouth. Jeff took his
mouth off of Drew's cock, continuing to jack Drew off as he stuck
his fingers into his mouth to wet them.  Jeff withdrew his fingers
from his mouth and immediately replaced them with Drew's cock.  Jeff
then took his wet fingers and felt around Drew's ass until they
found the mark.

Drew felt two of Jeff's fingers invading his hole.  Jeff shoved them
deep into Drew's asshole.  The feeling was intense and drove Drew over
the edge. Drew pushed Jeff's head down one last time and held it down
as his orgasm hit.  Drew's cum shot out and down Jeff's throat.  Jeff's
throat muscles worked Drew's cock as he swallowed every bit of what
Drew had to offer.  As the last spasm of Drew's orgasm hit, Drew
released Jeff's head.  Jeff pulled his fingers out of Drew with a pop
and Drew shot one last time as Jeff pulled Drew's dick out of his
throat to take the last shot on his tongue.  Jeff released Drew's cock
from his mouth, crawled up Drew's body and gave him the deepest cum
soaked kiss Drew had ever had.

With the strength he had left, Drew rolled Jeff over onto his back as
they continued to kiss.  Pulling Jeff's arms above his head, Drew broke
the kiss and started to lick down the length of Jeff's body.  Stopping
at each nipple to suck on them, Drew continued down to his cock.  Drew
took Jeff's cock into his mouth.  It was a tight squeeze, but he was
able to get most of it in.  He started to work up and down on Jeff's
hard dick.  Jeff was moaning loudly saying Drew's name over and over
again.

Drew stopped his assault on Jeff's cock and climbed back up and gave
him a kiss.  Sitting up on his knees and straddling Jeff, he grabbed
Jeff's cock and aimed it at his hole and sat down.  He let out a load
hiss and his ass took all of Jeff's cock down to the base.  He sat there
for a few seconds saying, "Fuck, fuck, Fuck" as his ass got accustomed
to Jeff's huge cock.  Drew pinned Jeff's arms down above his head and
started to rise up and down.   Jeff started to buck up and down and soon
they were in perfect rhythm.  All that was heard in the room was Drew's
ass cheeks hitting Jeff's pelvis, Drew's hard cock slapping up and down
on Jeff's stomach, Drew screaming "Fuck Me harder" and Jeff yelling,
"Fuck yeah".  Drew stopped, impaling himself on Jeff's cock and his own
cock erupted shooting ropes cum on Jeff's stomach, chest and a few shots
hit Jeff's face.  The feeling of Drew's ass milking his dick and the
feeling of his cum hitting Jeff in the face was enough to send Jeff
into orgasm.  Jeff bucked up once more and shot deep within Drew.  Drew
collapsed onto Jeff breathing hard.  Exhausted, the kissed and closed
their eyes and drifted towards sleep.  The last thing Drew heard before
he fell asleep, was Jeff whispering "I love you Drew".