Date: Sun, 21 May 2000 13:26:46 -0700 From: Katarina Subject: Finally (part 1) This is not meant to imply the sexuality of the members of Nsync. I'm not Nsync, nor do I know them. This is my first story on Nifty, so please be kind. I'd like your opinions on it (Katarinadgd@chickmail.com). Also, I'm not a gay man, so if something sounds wrong please let me know. Thanks! ~Katarina~ Justin opened his eyes when he heard a crash. He sighed and ran a hand through his blond curls before stepping out of his bunk. Joey and Chris looked up when he entered the small entertainment space. "Can't ya'll let a guy sleep?" Justin yawned as he took a seat next to Jc. "It's like one in the morning and you're already asleep?" Chris laughed and grabbed the Nintendo64 controller form Joey. "We're stuck on a freakin' bus," Justin reached over and attempted to steal Jc's controller, "what else is there to do?" "See how many pixie sticks Chris can handle?" Lance laughed as he walked into the room. "Pixie sticks?" Chris lost his concentration and the game for Joey. "No pixie sticks for Chris," Joey took his controller back, "he's worse when he's on sugar then when he's drunk." "You're no fun," Chris yawned. "I'm gonna go to bed. See ya tomorrow!" he called and ran back to the bunks. Jc slapped Justin's hand away, "I'm kinda playing here." "Well, you woke me up and now I wanna play," Justin pushed Jc off the couch and picked up his controller. Joey kept playing and Jc scowled up at Justin. Light snores were coming form Lance as he slept in the armchair. "You're not getting away that easy!" Jc latched onto Justin's wrist and pulled him to the floor. Joey cracked up and paused the game. Justin rolled on top of Jc and started tickling him. Jc's eyes watered up as his body shook with laughter. He flipped Justin so that he was now on top. Jc twisted his fingers up and down Justin's sides as he straddled his thighs. "Uncle!" Justin choked out through laughter. Jc stopped his torment and smiled down at Justin. Justin grinned back as his mind finally realized that Jc's body was pressed tight against him. 'Oh God, not now.' Justin felt himself harden and he knew Jc could feel it too. 'Fuck.' Jc's eyes bugged out when he felt Justin pressing against his leg. 'Is that? Oh my.' Jc jumped off of Justin and moved back. "Um," Justin squeaked out looking terrified. He practically flew into the small bathroom. "Well, that was weird," Joey turned off the game and looked at Jc. "I'm going to go see if he's ok." "I'm going to bed now, ok?" Jc got up and walked back to his bunk. 'Wow.' He climbed under the covers and thought about Justin. 'He liked that. He's not gay, is he? Maybe he likes me that way.' Jc smiled as he pictured Justin's body beneath his again. His hand wandered down to stroke his hard on while he imagined making love to Justin. ***** "Justin?" Joey knocked on the bathroom door. It was obvious that Justin was crying on the other side. "Go away," Justin sobbed and wiped his eyes. "I'm not going away until you let me in and talk. So you can either stay in there all night by yourself or let me help you." There was a click and Justin opened the door. He let Joey pass him and then shut the door again. Joey immediately wrapped his arms around Justin in an effort to comfort him. "Now tell me what happened." "Well, Jc was on top of me and I kind of liked it," Justin looked up at Joey with fear in his eyes," I got hard and he felt it." "So, that's no problem," Joey smiled and rubbed Justin's back. "It happens to everyone. Jc's your best friend, he'll understand." "Well, that's not all," Justin frowned. He took a deep breath and continued, "I like Jc as more than a friend." "You mean," Joey though for a second, "you're gay?" "Yeah," Justin mumbled, "and now you hate me, so I'll pack my bags and leave the group." He went to stand up, but Joey stopped him. "Justin," he smiled, "you're my family and I could never hate you. I'm just glad you told me. You're not leaving us and the guys will be fine with this." "Thank you," Justin began to cry again and rested his head on Joey's shoulder, "you really think they'll understand?" "I know they will," Joey stood up and pulled Justin with him. "No come on, I'm putting you to bed. You'll tell everyone tomorrow, right?" "Yeah," Justin sighed, "tomorrow." ***** Jc wandered into the kitchen area and saw the rest of his bandmates sitting in one of the booths. "Morning." He grabbed a cup of coffee and sat down with them. "What's up?" "Justin here has an announcement," Joey smiled at Justin, "We were just waiting for you to get up." "You could have woken me up ya know." "We decided to be nice for once," Chris grinned at him, "don't get used to it." "So what did you want to tell us?" Lance asked as he took a sip of his coffee. "Well," Justin began, "I just wanted to tell you that, I-I'm.........I'm gay," He whispered and looked down into his cereal. He closed his eyes and waited for someone to say something. "Finally," Chris laughed, 'it took you long enough to tell us?" "What?" Justin's head shot up, "You guys knew?" "We knew?" Jc questioned Chris. "Justin," Lance smiled and rolled his eyes, "you didn't exactly do a good job of hiding it." "What do you mean?" Justin tilted his head and shrugged. "Justin," Joey looked over at him, "there's not a strait guy alive that melts into a puddle when he meets David Boreanaz!" Justin blushed and looked down at his hands. "I didn't notice it," Jc remembered when they met David at a movie premiere. He did look hot, but Justin wasn't that into him. "That's because you were too busy melting yourself!" Chris snorted with laugher and continued, "Anything you'd like to let us know?" "Um," Jc blushed and looked at the guys, "I'm gay too." Everyone smiled back at him and he continued, "You don't hate us or anything?" "Well," Justin smiled, "I hate you for not telling me, but I didn't tell you either so I can't really complain." "We'll leave you two alone for a few minutes," Joey smirked and pulled Chris and Lance with him. Justin and Jc sat in silence for a few minutes after they left. "So," Justin started. "Yeah," Jc laughed and looked up at Justin, "how come you didn't tell me?" "How come you didn't tell me," Justin grinned back. "I guess I was worried that you'd be mad and hate me." "Same here." "So," Jc faked a smile, "who's the lucky guy?" "Huh? There's no guy." "You don't like anyone? Oh," Jc let his smile disappear and suddenly felt very nervous. "Well, I like someone, but they don't like me," Justin looked over at Jc, searching for a sign that he might like him back. "That sucks, doesn't it?" Jc laughed and raised an eyebrow, "Who's this guy? Anyone I know?" Jc smiled. 'Maybe me?' "It's ..." "One of the guys?" Jc prodded further. 'Please, please be me.' "Yeah." "Joey?" Jc looked at Justin to see if his face had changed into his perfect smile yet. "Chris?" Nothing. "Lance?" Still nothing. "Me?" Jc barely managed to squeak out his own name before Justin's face lit up. "It's me?" "Well," Justin blushed and looked away from Jc, "yeah." "You're cute when you blush," Jc moved his hand to Justin's chin and turned his head. He looked into Justin's eyes and leaned forward. Justin couldn't believe what was happening. Their lips touched and Justin moved closer to Jc. He opened his mouth to Jc's pushing tongue. Jc ran his fingers through Justin's curls and continued to kiss his best friend. They separated and Jc looked for a sign in Justin's eyes. What he saw surprised him. Love. "I," Justin stuttered, "you, you like me too?" "Yeah," Jc wrapped Justin in a hug and ran his hands through the tiny curls. Justin sighed and leaned his head on Jc's shoulder. They stayed there for some time until they heard shouts and whistles. "You two going at it yet?" Joey smiled as he walked into the room. Chris and Lance had matching smiles as they saw their two friends so happy. "You think they're going to leave us alone?" Jc laughed as he looked down at Justin. The younger man shook his head. "Never!" Chris jumped onto Jc's lap and hugged him. "We're very happy you guys finally admitted your feelings for each other." Justin pushed Chris off Jc's lap and took the seat himself. "Watch it," he laughed, "he's mine." "So you guys are, what, boyfriends now?" Lance asked. "Yeah," Justin smiled up at Jc, "boyfriends." "That is just the cutest!" Joey squealed in his best teenybopper voice. "I don't think that's what most of the girls would say," Lance chuckled in his deep southern voice. "Yeah," Chris said form down on the floor, "now I'm the only hot guy the girls can like!" His laughter was cut off when Joey through his socks at him. "I'm still available," he stated. "My point exactly!" Chris yelled as he jumped up. Joey tried to chase him around the bus, but it was too cramped. The bus stopped and they both fell to the floor. "I guess where here," Justin giggled. "So, we're all cool?" Jc questioned. "We're all cool," Lance replied for the guys. "Just be careful in public, ok?" "Yes, mom," Justin groaned. He hopped off Jc and pulled him up. Let's get going. We only have a little while before show time." "Justin," Jc started, "will you go to dinner with me after the show?" "Of course!" Justin threw his arm around Jc and started walking, "Who'd miss the chance to go out with their boyfriend?" "Not me," Jc smiled as they walked off the bus.