Date: Sat, 18 Sep 1999 14:09:58 +1000 From: Jason Subject: "Finding Love" Part 3 By: Jinray Okay. Heres the next part of the story. Oh, thanks to Tonny for e- mailing me some of his comments. It's funny how one persons words of encouragement, can give you a whole new perspective of how things are and how things are going to be. Thanks again. Please don't stop e- mailing me. I love e-mail. Once again, this story is a complete work of my imagination, and in no way implies that any of the Backstreet Boys are gay, especially not Brian. Anyhoo..ENJOY! "Finding Love" Part 3 By: Jinray Brian grabbed my hand and pulled me into the bedroom. My heart was pounding. He just said that we were going to take things slow, and now he's dragging me into the bedroom. "Look at the breathtaking view we have." Brian said sliding the door open and leading me out to the balcony. "Yeah, it sure is beautiful." I said looking out over the ledge. I felt guilty for not trusting Brian. It's just that all my life I never had anyone that I could really trust. Not even my parents. They don't even know i'm gay. "Earth to Jason, Hello?" "Oh, sorry." "So, what were you thinking about mister?" Brian asked with a beautiful smile. "Nothing really, just how cute you look when the wind blows." I lied, not really, he did look awfully cute. "Well, lets go unpack. Then I could tell you my plan for us to stay together." Brian said while pinching my cheeks. We unpacked quickly and sat down in the sitting room to discuss Brian's plan for us to stay together. "Okay, heres my plan. First, we'll meet the guys for lunch. Second, we go visit your Aunt. Third, we live happily ever after." Brian concluded with a very snug look on his face. "Well, that's an awesome plan Mr. Litrell. But there's something I must add, if I may." Brian's snug look turned into an inquisitive one. "What's that Mr... Mr...i'm sorry you never told me your last name." "Priestly." I said with the hugest grin on my face. "I don't think so, your much more cuter than him." Brian said with a little laugh. "I'll tell you later, okay." I said "Okay Mr. Priestly, what did you want to add to my brilliant plan?" "Well Mr. Litrell, I wanted to add to *our* brilliant plan. That I should have some sort of job, if i'm going to be staying with you guys." "I thought I was going to take care of you, but if it means that much to you, i'm sure we can find you something. Perhaps being our personal ass wipers after we take a crap." Brian laughed. "I don't think so, sicko." I laughed. Knock! Knock! "That's probably Kevin, calling us for lunch." Brian said getting up. Kevin entered and looked around in shock. "This can't be Brians room? Where's all the clothes and stuff?" Kevin asked in amazement. "Why, you mean to tell me that this cute hunk is a pig." I said smiling. "Cute hunk, I don't know. Pig, yes. It usually takes him 5 minutes to mess his room." Kevin explained with a laugh. Brian playfully punched Kevin's arm, " Am not a pig, you asshole." Just then my stomach growled, attracting attention from both of them. "Sounds like someone's really hungry." Brian said patting my stomach. We all laughed, then walked to Kevin's room. Everyone was sitting down talking. Nick motioned for me to sit next to him, which I did, making Brian jealous. But he just sat opposite me. "So what's everyone, besides AJ's, plan for today?" Howie asked "You guys know me too well." AJ said "Okay, now i'm confused here." I said looking around the table. "Well, someone hasn't been studying up on us. AJ here always goes shopping on our day offs." Brian said smiling "I do have a life you know." I said kicking Brian under the table. "Oww! What the hell?" Kevin screamed. Brian just cracked up. Everyone else looked confused as to what was going on. "Oh, i'm so sorry. I thought you were Brian." I was embarrassed. Kevin just gave me a smile . "Well, I was thinking of playing some basketball. Anybody want to come?" Nick asked. "Sounds good." Kevin said "I'm in too." Howie agreed. Everyone turned to Brian and me. "Were going to visit Jason's aunt today." Brian said excitedly. Everyone just nodded. We finished lunch and went our separate ways. The trip to my aunts house took about an hour and a half. Brian and I just enjoyed the scenery. "I'm really excited about meeting your aunt." Brian said as the limo pulled up to the house. My aunt came running out. I asked her, " How did you know it was me?" "Hardly anyone ever comes to visit me." She explained while giving me a hug similar to Nicks. "Aunt Jackie, this is my friend Brian." I pointed to Brian who looked really nervous. "Well hello..my your cute..and those eyes...where have I seen you before...Holy Jesus, Mary, and Joseph! Your Brian Thomas Litrell of the Backsteet Boys." Jackie screamed loud enough for the neighbors to hear. "Nice to meet you maam." Brian said reaching out his hand. My aunt Jackie ignored it and gave him a big hug. "Aunt Jackie. Have you been watching MTV again?" "Oh stop, I was just browsing and well..it was an accident." We went into the house and sat down in the living room. Aunt Jackie left to get us some refreshments. She returned with all sorts of finger foods and some pop. "So, how long have you two been going out." Aunt Jackie asked with the biggest smile. Brian sprayed the drink in his mouth across the room and I choked on my food. Aunt Jackie broke out into laughter. "How did you know?" Brian and I said in unison, making her laugh again. "Honey, I knew you were gay since your sixteenth birthday. I hid in your room to surprise you and I found pictures of naked men on your computer. And as for you too, I could tell just by the way you look at each other." Aunt Jackie explained. We just sat their for about two hours talking. I told her about how we met. Brian told her of our plans, and that I was going to stay with them. "We really should be heading back to the hotel." Brian said getting up. "Thanks for coming by. I hope everything works out for you too." "Bye, i'm going to miss you. Thanks for understanding and for not telling my parents." I said hugging her. Soon we were on our way back to the hotel. Brian held my hand in his. Then, BOOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I awoke in the hospital. My head was pounding, but I knew I was okay. Nick saw me moving and ran to me. "Jay, are you okay man?" "What happenned..where...wheres Brian?!" I said looking around. "Jay. Jay! It's all right. You were in a car accident, and Brians...well we havn't got any news if he's all right." "Take me to him Nick, I need to see him." I was crying. Nick held me as he took me to the waiting room. Kevin, AJ, and Howie stood and ran over to us. "Are you okay?" Kevin asked "Yeah i'm fine, how's Brian." "Mr. Litrell is fine for now, he's in a coma. But before he went into a coma, he kept asking for a Jason." The doctor said "That's me can I see him?" "Yes, but only you." I walked into the room. Brian's body looked so messed up. I couldn't stop crying. I walked over to his side and grabbed his hand. "Brian.. It's me Jason. Come on back to me honey." I cried even louder. Kevin walked in and rubbed my back. "He'll be fine. He's a fighter." I just nodded. "You better come back to me. Do you here me Brian Thomas Litrell. We have to complete our plan. So, just come back." To Be Continued........ There. Hope you've enjoyed it so far. Please e- mail me any comments or suggestions. I hate checking my mail only to find it empty. E- mail me at: sheragem@ite.net