Date: Sat, 14 Oct 2000 10:57:47 -0400 (EDT) From: Candy Girl Subject: Flabbergasted 8-10 DISCLAIMER: I don't know Nsync and I'm not implying that they are gay. This is simply fiction that came out of my sick little head. THE SONG IS CHRISTINA AGUILERA'S! PART EIGHT "Kevin?" "Hey." La Reina heard on the other end of the phone. "What's up?" "I need your help." She said as she looked at JC. "What for?" "Remember the infamous Fight between AJ and Nick....Well... I kinda need to do that to Lance." ==================== "Lance?" Lance opened his eyes to see a figure standing over him. "What?" "I gotta talk to you." Came the female voice. Lance sighed. He knew he wasn't going to get out of this. But he was still going to try. "Go away." "No. You know you can't get rid of me that easily." La Reina heard a sound that reminded her of a growling dog. She just smiled in the darkness and laid down beside him. "What do you want LA?" "You...." she said before she realized what it sounded like. "WHAT??" Lance said sitting up. "Your attention. I want your attention." Yet another growling sound pierced the darkness. "I do not love JC." He said as he laid back down. He rolled over to his side so she was at his back. "That's not what I was going to ask." "What were you going to ask." "Why do you deny it. Why do you say you don't when I know damn well you do." "And what makes you think I do?" Lance said practically barking at her. "My Goddess told me so, and what my Goddess says is true." Lance laughed. "And why are you bringing up your bull-shit Goddess?" "You don't see me dissing your God, besides, they are the same, I just call her a Goddess. Now don't change the subject!!! Get over these thoughts you have. You think to much." "And what am I supposed to do?" "Feel. Your God didn't give you emotions for you to think." "What makes you think I haven't?" Suddenly an odd silence swept through the room, leaving both to go deep into thought. Lance was in love. But he couldn't, he wouldn't admit it to save his life. Too many times he had gotten his heart broken. He wasn't about to do it again "It will only hurt you worse." Lance turned on his back and faced Reina. "What did you say." "It will only hurt you worse. The more you hold back emotions the more it hurts when they explode like a volcano." "What are you talking about." "You won't admit it to save your life. You have gotten hurt too many times. Your not going to let it happen again." She said his thoughts out loud. "You aren't going to let yourself get hurt and JC isn't going to let you get hurt either. "How did you know . . . . ." "Don't worry . . . . . . . Now back to what I was saying. Stop throwing away your feelings like junk." "I do not." "Do to, and don't lie to me. Lance, please, please, just go and talk to JC." "Why?" "Because, he feels the same way you do." "How do you know?" La Reina sighed. "Ge, When his cried his eyes out in my arms cause you said you didn't love him, I kinda figured. "I never said I didn't love him." "Oh, Lancie-poo," She purred as she let her hands run softly through his hair. "Why do you hurt him, and yourself like this?" She said softly, Lance couldn't hep but notice the almost seductive manner her voice spoke. "Baby. Just think. what it would be like to have Josh's lips on yours. Have his tongue play with yours." She let her hands play down his cheek and onto his neck. "Lance, I know you want him, and he wants you. Please, Don't do this." "Wh . . . Why are you . . . doing . . . this?" He said. "I hate seeing two best friends, such as you and JC, fight something that is so natural. I've seen the way you look at him." She aloud her nails to scrap across his bare chest. "Think about JC. Close your eyes." Lance did as she said for lack of will power. He soon heard a chick, what he assumed was the light. La Reina looked at the man next to her. She had a job to do. She had turned on the light so she could see what she was doing. Kevin had taught her this back when AJ and Nick were having a lover's queirl. She found herself smiling the the memory. Kevin was a strange man. She was innocent-minded until she met Kevin. What would surprise most people, AJ wasn't the crazy one. It was Kevin. LA breathed out, letting her hot air softly blow onto his neck right before she place a soft kiss on his neck. She smiled against his skin when she hear a deep moan. [Say it.] she thought. [He has to say it.] She continued her ministrations on his chest, being sure to slightly miss all of his more-sensitive area's Lance was going nuts, he wasn't sure why but he wished it was JC's hands, his lips, his perfect lips. He thought back to the kiss. He was one hell of a kisser. He could remember the feel of JC's hand on his face. so gentle. He could only imagine how it would feel if La Reina's hands were his. JC would kiss him, with a passion no other had ever felt. He would tell him he loved him and he would never hurt him. Lance could already hear the sound of Josh moaning his name in pleasure. And he would do the same. "Josh." "YES!!!!!!!!!" La Reina's screams interrupted his dreams. Lance jerked up. He had completely forgotten that that was her hands and not JC. "What?!?!?!?!?" "You said 'Josh'. That means you want Josh. DON'T Deny it!!!" "I can all I want too." Lance yelled, infuriated at the thought that she had done this just to get him to say "Josh". "Yeah, And you can hurt yourself more and more. Lance. I won't let you deny it any more. You will NOT hurt him, or yourself." Lance sighed and looked down at his chest. There were pink marks from her nails. "I can't, It could destroy...." "The group?" La Reina said first. "First off, let me tell you something, I wasn't the one who saw you. It was Chris, in case you forgot that was my week off and I was back in L.A. Second, this is something I was sworn to keep out of the public, and only 7 people know about this, besides their families, but remember that whole 'AJ tried to kill Nick' rumor back when I still worked for them? Well It was true. All I can say is AJ is a VERY jealous lover." "LOVER?? You mean...." LA Just nodded. "Wow. I didn't know that." "So It will NOT hurt the group." "But, What will they think?" "They kinda know." "THEY WHAT??? HOW??" "Well you know Justin's doors swing both ways, so me and Chris had to bring him in on the plain and Joey was..... well.... shocked. He has just kinda enjoyed the show." "'Plain' What plain?" "To get you and JC together. why do you think we called BOTH of you to pick us up." "Who else?" "Was in on it? Kevin." "KEVIN!!!!!" Lance looked at her. "Yeah, He helped me. Now, go back to sleep. You guys have a big show to do tomorrow. Can't disappoint your fans...." "The Fans." Lance said, just remembering what they might do if the found out. "Chilax." She said, using a mixture of Chill and Relax, "If they care about your happiness, they will be happy for you two. Besides," She said smiling to herself, "I know for a fact there are some girls that would LOVE the thought of you two together. But I know management, and they would die if the press found out, so we will keep it hush, hush." She said standing up. "Now sleep, you can get into JC's paints tomorrow. Good Night." She said as she turned off the light and walked of of the room. Lance could hear mumbling sound on the other side of the door. But he dismissed it. That Child is one weird cookie. PART NINE "That's it!!!!" Everyone turned to see Wendy barge into the hotel room the band members were dressing in. "I want a personal assistant!!!" She yelled as she threw a silver jacket at JC. "You ARE the personal assistant." Justin laughed a he fixed his hair. Wendy sighed. "Don't you think it is sad when a personal assistant needs a personal assistant?" She looked around the room. "Lance, you have it on wrong." She said as she walked over to him. She quickly fixed the tie Lance had managed to tie in knots. "Is there anything you guys need?" "Joey, would be nice." Chris said said, bringing it to her attention that he was not in the room. "1...2..3..4... Where's Joey?" she said as if Chris had never said anything. "Here." Everyone looked to see Joey walk in with purple hair. "Purple?" Justin asked. "I tried to dye it blue but it didn't work." "Limos here." came a voice from the hall way. "OKay." Wendy yelled back. "We are cutting it close. Your 'date'," She said pointing to Justin, "Will be in the limo with Dani. Her name is Cory. She is 19...." She said as she followed Justin out into the hallway. She was giving him random facts of interest incase some one asked. "Come on purple. Lets go." Chris said pulling Joey out the door. JC was about to follow when his name was called out. "Josh." Lance walked up to him, less than a foot of air between them. "I'm sorry. I've been acting like a complete ass...." "Look, Lance. Maybe it's my fault. I put to much into this and I just......I'm sorry..." "It's not your fault. Don't say..." "And I understand if you don't feel the same way... Um...." JC mumbled, not sure of what else to say. Lance opened his mouth several times. Trying to find the words to say. He had been saying them over andover in his head, but now that they mattered, they didn't seem like enough. He didn't know what else to do. He leaned towards JC and took his mouth, his tongue demanding entrance. Josh felt Lance's mouth descend on his. Surprised when he felt Lance pull his body closer to his. Lance felt a heat he only felt when he kissed JC. As Lance licked at older man's lips as he began grinding his erection into JC's now growing one, relishing in the friction. JC's hands grasped Lance's shoulders for balance as his head began to swim. JC parted his lips and he returned the urgent kisses with equal fervor. La Reina looked at the two men as they kissed. She smiled as she felt hot tears form in her eyes. She was so very happy for them. Two of her best friends were happy, and she had helped them. She sighed, knowing she would have to interrupt this sweet second kiss. "Guys?" She said. Lance and JC quickly parted lips and turned towards her. "I do so hate to interrupt, but the limo need to leave very shortly." JC and Lance nodded as they began to walk past her, into the hallway. "No." She said holding up her hand. "You both have that passion look in your eyes. If you show up together than people will ask the questions I so want to avoid. Lance, count to 100 and then follow Josh." The two just smiled at her, she only was doing what was best for everyone involved. ====================== Lance kissed JC on the head. "God, Josh. I'm so sorry I didn't see this before. Why was I so stubborn?" --When I try to describe ... How i feel when you hold me ... I get butterflies ... I hear lullabies-- "Because you are Lance." JC said sleepily. Lance smiled down at the man in his arms. 2 weeks had passed and this was all they did. They were simply content to live with just a simple touch. --It's hard to explain ... Like the sent of a rose ... And the sound of the pray-- Lance was reminded of something Reina read to him a Few days ago off one of her E-group lists. "You know the feeling you have when you first make contact with someone you like. No matter if the contact is a hug or a kiss or less, it's satisfying and it's perfect and it's exactly everything that you wanted or wished for. It's that tingly feeling you get." It seemed to fit them. --It's to precious and to wonderful ... to give it away-- He knew it would, one day, go farther, but for now, they were both happy. Lance loved the way JC moaned when he kissed him. He loved the way JC said his name. He loved JC. --Too beautiful for words ... A symphony inside me ... Too beautiful for words ... I can not take them lightly-- Why did he love him. Well . . . . . . Lance wasn't sure, it was just something you know, like you know the taste of a peach is a peach and a banana is a banana. He just knew. He loved JC with all his being, and even more. He would die before he would hurt him, or let anyone else. --On the tip of my tongue ... But my lips are still sealed-- "Lance? What are you thinking about?" "You." Came the simple answer. "Why?" "Because I love you so much." JC Smiled. "I love you too." --Only violins ... And then innocence ... Can show u how i feel ... And i hear them again ... At the end of the day-- JC closed his eyes as he felt Lance's arms tighten around him. He had never felt so safe, and so loved. He had never been so happy with just laying beside the one he loved. And he did so love him. --Too beautiful for words ... A symphony inside me ... Too beautiful for words ... I can not take them lightly-- Lance had that voice that could drive anyone wild. and when he said "Josh" it almost made JC explode with passion. But he wasn't going to push it. Take it slow. Savor all the firsts. --Must be a million times ... I tried to express this love of mine-- "Remind me to thank LA and Chris for being so nosey." JC laughed. It was all their idea. It had been them that planed most everything. Well Justin helped. "Yeah, I will too." "She is a nut, you know that?" "How could you not. She is the only person I have ever seen pull management around by their ears. And you know this is a Press Secretary's nightmare, and it was partly her idea." Lance couldn't resist a small kiss on JC's bare shoulder. "Well, as we said, she isn't sane. Also, I think she has something for Chris." "You do? Where did that come from?" "I don't know. Joey said something and you know Joey catches onto these things quicker than most. And, well, also she just wants us to be happy." "And that we are." --When it goes this deep ... When it taste this sweet ... It's not easy to define-- The two continued their interrupted silence. They were so in love, that they could speak with out saying a word, but what they felt words could never define. Their hearts held a symphony. One that played from love, for love. At that moment, the world only existed to bring them together, it spun so that they could spend another day with each other. So they could wake with other in their arms. --Too beautiful for words ... A symphony inside me ... Too beautiful for words ... I can not take them lightly-- PART TEN (Note: This is a letter to La Roux from La Reina, For those who have forgotten La Roux is Reina's Twin Sister... She is gay). 10-19-00 Hey Rouxie, Hey Chick, or, how would JC put it, WHAZUP!!!!??? Ha, ha. Yeah I'm still working for them. I thought I would write you since I don't wanna take the chance of *her* answering. Why do you date her anyway?? I really dislike her and she hates me. But I had to write you because girl do I have some stuff to tell you! I can't make fun of you for getting your ass thrown in jail now. It would make me a hypocrite. You'll see why later. I love Chris. I can't help it, but I do!! He has Dani, and I'm so happy for her, and him. She makes him happy, that makes me happy. You know me, as long as she doesn't hurt him, we will get along just fine. Justin FINALLY dumped that ass, Ryan. Ryan never believed him, and always said stuff like "You don't love me." I'm proud to say, I helped the loss-of the relationship along. Don't tell Justy but I answered his cell phone while they were on stage and I said "Well, he is kinda 'tied up' if you know what I mean. He'll have to get back to you after he's done with me." I just want him to be happy, and he ain't getting happy with him. That's not as bad as it sounds. Joey. That man is a strange man. Love him to death, but he is odd. Not that that's bad cause you know I think it rocks. And BTW, I know he swings both ways. He won't admit it, but he does. I'll get it out of him. You know I have my ways! No on to the juicy stuff......... Lance ad JC are together. Like together, together. (*erotic thoughts, erotic thoughts, go away erotic thoughts*) Okay, it was so freakin' cute. It started a few months ago. Chris somehow saw them kiss-kiss. I didn't know at the time, but I noticed some odd things going on. Like JC would barely touch Lance and Lance would jump half a mile. So I asked Chris about it, and Chris admitted to seeing them Kiss. I said that we should get them together. After he gave me the "WHAT!!" look for a few days, he finally complied. We told Joey. Joey quickly recovered over the "WHAT!!" look faster than Chris and said he would help, but he didn't do much but watch the show. We got Justy into it and it was all set. We would do little things like force them to touch, try to get them to admit it. Make them be alone together. Witch brings up the "jail" thing. Me, Wendy (You remember their PA), Justin, Chris, And Joey got arrested. There was this chick who was hitting on Wendy and I told her to get lost. Well she hit me, and it went down hill from there. Anywho, we called Lance and JC to come get us, only to find out I had to wait 24 hours!!!!!! I'm not even going to tell you about the biker chick, that is best left unsaid. While I was there I got to thinking and I came up with a master mind plan to get them to admit about the kiss. I confronted them and said that someone approached me with a picture of them kissing. They went crazy. I got them to admit they liked it, and they..... well.... that's about all. Lance got all pissed. Then he found out it was all made up. Honey, you think Lance is the "shy" one. You ain't seen him blow..... His temper, Not blow JC. (*erotic thoughts go here*) Well, that was it. JC cried in my arms. It was so sad. You know how I get when I see someone I love cry. Well, I came up with, yet, another master plan. I had to ask JC's permission tho. Remember about AJ and Nick.... Well it was that. Only It was me and not Kevy. (Yeah I still call him that. He reminds me of a big 'ol teddy bear.) The next day, right before the awards, guess what!!!! They were KISSING!!!!!! I was so happy that I cried. (I know, I'm sappy.) And things have been progressing since. I don't think that have went past heated making out sessions (*here they come again....erotic thoughts*)but i think they both wanna take it slow. Savor all the Firsts. Make everything better than the first time. (I'm Crying here.) I was REALLY worried. I mean, two guys in a relationship, one really needs to take the receiving.... I mean Submissive... er.... Female role. (Gee..... Get you mind outta the gutter Reina!!!) But JC seemed to slip into it. I was surprised, a Leo submitted to a Taurus. That's like.. A lion submitting to a bull. I'm really happy for them. Now I just need to get Joey setteled down. (Ha ha. Yeah Right!!!!) Well Later, I'll see you in 3 months!!!! And get rid of that girlfriend of yours, will ya? Your Sissy, La Reina THE END... SEQUALS COMING SOON!!!!