Date: Tue, 9 May 2000 18:39:48 -0400 From: DJ Subject: Forever 100-101 Disclaimer ---------- This story is fiction and completely in the mind of its author. The author makes no claims as to the sexuality or personality of any based-on-reality characters you may find here. It's fantasy, kids. Remember that. Don't read this story if you're too young, or if it's illegal where you live. Frankly, you should consider finding a new place to live if it's illegal, cause it must be a damn boring place where you are now. Enjoy! And now...'Forever'... Chapter 100 We lay there, just lazing away in the stillness of the ocean night. A light breeze blew across us as we sat curled up together. Kevin's back was again resting on my chest with my arms wrapped around him. "Ya know," his soft Southern accent cut through the night air. "I must really, really love you." I chuckled at those rather odd words. "Why d'ya say that?" I wondered. "Well," he spoke slowly, "it's not often that someone I love quote's that other boyband and gets away with it." I could hear the laughter in his voice. "Baby, what're you talkin' about?" I asked him. "You, just a few minutes ago. You said `you're all I've ever wanted'," he informed me matter-of-factly. I stopped to think back and realized he was right. I thought fast for a response. "What's worse, Kevy? Me quoting `that other boyband' or you KNOWING I was quoting `em?" He had to stop and think for a minute. "Ok, ya got me there," he replied. "I guess we can call it even." I could tell he was laughing, although I couldn't see his face. "Does it actually bother you that much?" I asked. "What?" he wondered. "'NSync. The other boybands. Do they really bother you as much as people seem to think?" It was something I'd wondered about for a long time but had never thought to ask before. "Honestly?" he paused. "Not really. It is a little annoying that so many groups showed up so suddenly, but it doesn't bother me that much. We all have our different styles, our different ways of doing things. `NSync gets the most speculation about bad feelings because of the fact we were both bankrolled by Lou, we both have five members, we both have a member who goes by his initials. The list is endless." "So, if I started to hit `NSync concerts, you wouldn't mind?" I asked, teasing him a little. "As long as you didn't dump me for one of them, I'd be ok with it," he joked back. "I'll always come home to you, baby. Promise," I whispered against his neck. I felt another shudder go through him as my breath tickled him. "Mmmmmm, that feels nice, D," he whispered into the night. The joking of moments ago was gone. I lightly kissed the side of his neck, barely touching my lips to his warm skin. I allowed them to part and slid my tongue out to taste him. I felt him tremble against me. "D," he groaned. "Mmmm-hmmm?" was all I mumbled against his neck. "Don't start this if you're not ready to keep going," he whispered. "I won't be able to stop again." I slid my lips to his ear, lightly running my tongue up the lobe before I spoke. "Then we won't stop," I said as I moved my hands to his chest. He leaned back into me, pressing his back to my chest. I ran a hand across his pecs and the other down his stomach. I could feel the scarring there, the tough tissue left over from his injuries. I couldn't stop myself from trembling slightly as thoughts of recent events ran through my head. Kev must've sensed my hesitation. He laid a hand over top of mine on his abs and lightly squeezed it before guiding my hand across his skin. He was letting me know it was ok, that he understood. I moved my other hand from his chest up to his cheek, cupping his beautiful face. I gently urged him to turn towards me, taking his mouth with mine as he did. Once our lips were joined, I let my hand go back to exploring his body. We lost ourselves then. Or perhaps it's better to say we found ourselves. We spent what felt like hours rediscovering one another. And all it took was a kiss. The kiss went on for a while until something occurred to my passion-soaked brain. "Kev?" I whispered his name as I pulled my lips away. "Yeah, D?" he asked, not even bothering to open his eyes. "I don't suppose you remembered to pack any...any condoms?" The question must've surprised him judging by how fast his eyes opened. "Oh hell," he groaned before dropping his head down on my shoulder. "That's kinda what I thought," I whispered, the defeat in my voice evident. "Maybe Jim and Ilea...," he began, then trailed off. I didn't say anything. Frankly, I didn't think I could ask the two of them. It was bad enough that we were gonna make love with them so close, but to ask them for condoms would be too much for me. "Foiled again," I sighed against his neck. "Not necessarily," he whispered. I lifted my head to look into his eyes. I knew what he was thinking. "Are you sure?" I asked. "Do you trust me?" he wondered. "With my life," I answered with no hesitation. He didn't answer. His eyes gazed into mine. We searched each other, both looking for any doubt, any inkling of hesitation. I didn't find any in him. When he leaned in to kiss me, I knew he'd found the same with me. The kiss heated up quickly. We'd both been away for far too long. The desire to share each other was nearly overwhelming. Kev shifted, turning to face me. He crawled onto my lap, sliding his muscular thighs down around my waist and wrapping his arms around me. I immediately tightened my grip on him, pulling us as close together as I could. Kev's mouth devoured mine. Our tongues slid back and forth from his mouth to mine. We couldn't get enough of one another it seemed. I could feel his hardness pushing against my stomach through his shorts. The feel of it just turned me on even more, and I moved one hand up to the back of his neck, holding his head against mine. He began moving above me, grinding his crotch down into mine. I nearly exploded right there before he pulled his lips away. "Oh, D," he groaned. "I want you so bad." "I know, Kev," I gasped in reply. "I want you, too." I leaned in to kiss his neck and felt him shake his head. "No," he whispered, "I mean I want you inside me. Make love to me, Dylan." I pulled back to look into his fiery green eyes. "Kev, are you sure? We've never...that is..." I was at a loss for words. "Oh, sweetie, I know you and I haven't, but I want it," he said, staring into my eyes. "Please?" I pulled him to me, moving my lips to his neck. He groaned, pushing his hard body tighter against mine. I could feel the heat of his body on me, driving me into a frenzy. I pushed on him, shoving him down onto his back on the deck before sliding on top of him. I leaned down, touching my lips to his, then pulling away. We looked into each other's eyes. He leaned up to kiss me, but I pulled away. When he lay back down, I moved with him to kiss him again. We continued like this for a few minutes. Me kissing him, him trying to deepen the kiss. I teased him, working him up, getting him as excited as I could. He groaned occasionally, letting me know it was working. I moved my hands to his waist, tugging on his shorts. He lifted himself up, allowing me to slide them down his hot legs. His cock stood at full attention, hard and hot and throbbing. I quickly removed my own shorts before dropping back down onto him. I ground our crotches together, our hard shafts sliding one against the other. I stared at him, watching his reaction. He stared back, the fire in his eyes evidence of his excitement. I slid my body lower, moving myself down between his legs. I shifted until my cock was in line with his hole. "You ready for this, Kevy?" I asked, lightly flexing my hips against him. "Oh, God, yeah. Please, D," he gasped. I leaned down again, kissing him deeply. I slowly started to push into him. I felt his body tense briefly as we kissed. I stopped pushing, waiting until he relaxed again. The first thing I felt was heat. It was like nothing I'd ever felt before. Hot and smooth and tight. I began moving in him, back and forth, slowly. I moaned against his lips as we kissed. The sensations he was producing in my body were incredible. I continued sliding my hard shaft in and out of his tight hole, gradually picking up speed. His hands were all over me, moving up and down my back, cupping my ass, sliding up my sides. The connection between us was incredible. It was like we were becoming one person. "God, D, that feels so good!" he exclaimed, throwing his head back. I took advantage of his position to again slide my tongue to his neck. He tasted so amazing. I accelerated again. I was losing the ability to think. He was driving me wild with his body. I began to pound into him. Faster...harder. I could tell from the moans coming out of him that he was as lost as I was. Suddenly, it hit me. Climax. I buried my cock as deeply into him as I could just as my load began to shoot out. I dropped my lips to his, kissing him as the waves washed over me. Somewhere in my lust-fogged mind, I realized he was cumming, too. I could feel his hard shaft throbbing between us as he unloaded on his stomach and mine. I lost all strength in my body at that point. I collapsed on top of him, nearly passing out. My shaft stayed in him as I dropped my head beside his, panting into his ear. I could feel him under me, gasping for breath. "God, I love you, Kev," I gasped. "Love you, too, D," he whispered back between breaths. "Forever." Chapter 101 I let out a sigh as I walked up the sidewalk to my house in Tampa. It felt so strange coming here again. I hadn't been here in nearly two months. It was like coming home and realizing that home wasn't there any more. I guessed that, in a way, home really wasn't here anymore. Kevin and I had worked out the fact that we were moving in together. As soon as I could arrange it, my stuff would get shipped to Orlando. We'd also settled on a date in December for the wedding. Since it was going to be a small, family-and-close-friends only type of affair, we weren't really concerned about the plans being difficult. We also hoped that a December date would allow us time to take a honeymoon over the holidays. Before our trip ended, we'd talked it over and decided to ask Jamal and Ilea if they would mind letting us take our honeymoon trip on their boat. They were ecstatic about the idea. I was a little surprised that they weren't more uncomfortable hosting a newlywed couple. But, as I thought about it further, I realized there wasn't any reason for discomfort. Kevin and I had been making up for lost time in the last days of the trip, so a honeymoon really wouldn't be any different for them. Kevin had flown out of Miami to LA when we got back. As much as he wouldn't admit it, he was dying to get into the studio again. They were already late on getting the album out, and I knew he didn't want to disappoint the fans any further. There was also the underlying issue that they, as a group, really couldn't afford to delay any more. They knew that their popularity was based on their latest work, and that had been `Millenium' over a year before. They needed to get fresh stuff out there for their fans. I think, deep down, Kevin was also wanting to get the new material done for us, for him and me. There were still a lot of remarks and articles about our relationship floating around. I think he wanted to get a new album out to prove that the guys really COULD survive having a member involved with another man. I'd come back to Tampa to start making arrangements for the house. I was only staying a few days. It was Tuesday evening, and I really hoped to be with Kev in LA by Friday. I was going to take the lazy route and just find a company to manage the rental details for me. I also needed to decide what to do with my furniture and other things. Some of the stuff would be going to Kev's...to OUR house in Orlando. But even with the size of his place, not all of it could fit. So, Thursday and part of Friday would involve me doing an inventory of sorts to figure out what I could stand to part with and what would need to go into storage. I rummaged around my bag, looking for my keys. The neighborhood was pretty quiet tonight. It wasn't all that late, so I was a little surprised at the stillness. But, it was a highly residential area. I guess I shouldn't have been all that surprised. I let myself in and put my bags down in the hallway. I didn't feel like hauling them upstairs tonight. My plans now involved a hot shower and my bed. The trip with Kevin had tired me out. Especially given the fact that we'd made love like rabbits for the last four days, barely even sleeping in between. I smiled at the memories of our trip. Kevin and I had rediscovered ourselves, the joy of our relationship. No psychopathic killers, no hate crimes, no HIV scares. Just Kevin and I, re-learning what it was like to love. The smile faded a bit as I stopped to consider the deeper things that had happened over the course of our trip. It was difficult to believe, but Kevin and I had become even closer. The recent scares in our lives had only served to cement the bonds between us. It was amazing to me that I could feel as strongly for someone as I did for him at this moment. He was gone, but in a strange way, I didn't miss him. I could still feel him on some level deep inside of myself. That connection would never be enough for me to go weeks or months without him, but it would easily sustain me through the coming days before I could be with him again. I shook myself out of my thoughts. There was time enough for veggin' later. Right now, the shower was calling my name. I walked quietly upstairs, wondering to myself where the cats were. Pandora wasn't really too social with strangers and had a tendency to hide under "Nick's" bed whenever I was gone for a long time. Callie, though, was highly friendly and would always sit at the door to greet me, even as late as it was. I shrugged it off and turned to my bedroom. The door was closed, which was odd since I never shut it unless I was IN the room. But, again, I didn't think anything of it. I opened the door and flipped on the light, immediately realizing WHY things were a little out of sorts in my house. It was because the house wasn't as empty as I'd thought it would be. "Scot?!" I exclaimed, staring at the young man in my bed, naked from at least the waist up. "What the hell are you doing here? I know you were taking care of the animals, but I never said you could..." I trailed off when I realized he wasn't alone. My jaw nearly hit the floor when I realized that I knew his `guest'. "AJ?!?!?!" To be continued...