Date: Sat, 19 Aug 2000 14:03:01 -0400 From: Kathrine Subject: How Can You Love Me, chapter seven (gay/celebrities/boybands) Legal disclaimer: this is fiction. I'm not implying that NSync are gay. Don't own them, don't know them. Don't read if it's illegal for you. Author's note: have a nice day! :-) My e mail-adress' still storykath@operamail.com, I always love to hear from you people. Chapter seven: When the morning came, JC was still using Joey as a pillow, something Joey didn't mind at all. JC stretched a little, never leaving his boyfriend's side. -Good morning, he said sleepily. -How did you know I was awake? Joey sounded surprised. -You're playing with my hair! JC said with a smile. -Oh, Joey said, pulling his hand away. -I didn't mean to wake you... -You didn't, JC answered, -amd you don't have to stop either. -No, Joey only said, letting his fingers brush through JC's short hair. Then he let his fingers focus their attention on JC's neck, making JC sigh in pleasure. -Why can't every morning be like this? JC thought. -Just me and Joey, together like this...his thoughts trailed off in sleepy fantasies about what those mornings could develop into. Joey had assumed JC had gone back to sleep when he felt JC's hand start to move slowly on his chest. It moved upwards, rubbing over a nipple on the way, making Joey draw his breath in deeply. JC's hand moved innocently on, locking around his shoulder for a little while. It shifted and crept up the side of Joey's neck. The thumb traced his jawline, while the other four fingers continued into Joey's hair. The feeling was amazing, Joey had never felt a touch so powerful. He still wasn't sure if JC was fully awake, but didn't want to wake him up to find out. He would wake up anyway, when Joey couldn't resist the urge to kiss him breathless anymore. One finger was gently rubbing the sensitive spot behind his ear, Joey held his breath now as JC moved a little, bringing his face closer to Joey's neck. At first Joey only felt JC's warm breath making his skin tingle. Then JC tasted him with the tip of his tongue. Joey almost forgot to breathe, he felt shocks of intense passion rush through him. JC moved even closer, and he began to nibble on Joey's neck. He bit lightly down, feeling Joey's hand stroking his back. Joey would slide his hand down JC's back, then do the same thing on his way back up, only this time scraping carefully with his nails. JC let out a soft moan while licking his way up until he reached Joey's other ear. Teasingly he bit down again, this time on the upper half of Joey's ear. Now Joey used both his hands and placed them at the waistline of JC's jeans, he had to feel more of his lover. Impatient he pulled JC's white T-shirt out of his pants and let one hand slip inside. Deciding that that wouldn't be enough, he moved the T-shirt further up. JC knew what he was doing and helped getting the T-shirt off. The feeling of his naked skin meeting Joey's sent sparks of raw lust through his body. Joey's caresses became a little more daring as he let the hand that wasn't on JC's back move down to his denim-clad behind. JC pratically purred his pleasure into Joey's ear. Joey could feel his boyfriend's erection on his thigh as JC was nearly on top of him, the feeling drove him wild. As JC went for his lips for the first time that morning Joey pulled him properly on top of him, bringing their groins in direct contact. -Oh God! JC gasped, his lips close to Joey's. Greedily he kissed Joey, pushing his tongue deep inside his mouth. The rough feeling of the fabric in JC's jeans rubbing against his bare skin almost had Joey reaching his climax at the first touch. Determined to prolong their play of passion Joey held out, and started to move against JC. He could feel JC trembling under his touch, he knew he wouldn't last much longer either. The pleasure was just too strong, every little move sent flames of incredible enjoyment all over his body. Their kissing muffled all the moans, as they again and again met in fiery displays of passion. Joey couldn't take anymore, he arched his back, pressing his whole body tightly against JC's. A deep, throaty groan of ecstacy escaped him and he thought he would drown in neverending wawes of pleasure in the most perfect climax he had ever experienced. JC's fingers were clutching the sheets on the bed as Joey could feel his body tensing up, this time he didn't stop himself from calling Joey's name. Breathless he collapsed onto Joey who embraced him. His body was filled with liquid fire, soaking him in ecstacy, making him weak and mighty at the same time. Minute after minute ticked away, both men were too tired to speak. JC stayed where he was, he had no energy left to move. Joey was holding him close, still in awe over what had happened between them. It was the first time he had let it all go that way, he had never been lost in desire in that way before. It had all happen too quickly for him to wonder about it being right or wrong. -I'm sorry, he said to JC, remembering JC's words the night before. JC lifted his head and looked down on Joey. -For what? he said, sounding confused and a little worried. -Didn't you want this? -I did! Joey answered him immedeately. -But you wanted to wait, you said that we weren't ready... His words was silenced as JC kissed him sweetly. -Joey, he said with a hundred smiles in his voice, -I've been horny as hell about every day lately, just the thought of you will have me ready and eager. But I said what I did `cause you aren't ready for us to go all the way yet. But soon enough I'll show you how it can be...I'll fulfill every fantasy you can come up with. Joey just knew he was blushing under JC's intense look. -So you aren't mad that we did this? he asked, he needed to make sure JC was serious. -I loved it! JC answered and gave Joey another kiss, -you just gave me the best sexual experience of my life, babe, how can I be angry because of that? I love you, Joey, he said playfully tugging on a lock of red hair. -Don't you ever forget that. -I love you too, Tigger, Joey sighed and put his arms around JC again. -Tigger? JC asked with his mouth close to Joey's ear. -Yeah, Joey said smiling. -'Cause you purr and growl like a tiger, but a sweet, cuddly kind of one... -Grrrr, JC growled into Joey's ear, -I like that. I'll be your tigger... Justin woke up to the bright sunshine filling the room. Sometime during the night he had wrapped himself around Lance, nearly crushing the smaller man. However, Lance was still sound asleep under him, one arm around Justin's waist. And Justin felt too good to move anyway, so he relaxed against Lance again. He was almost sleeping again when Lance moved. Quickly Justin pulled himself away, he didn't want Lance to wake up to the two of them being all cuddly and close. Lance turned a little and then yawned without opening his eyes. -Sleep good? he asked, knowing that Justin was right beside him. -Like a baby, Justin answered, before he regretted leaving himself open for another baby-joke. But it never came. -That's good, Lance said, still keeping his eyes closed. -So why did you move away when you thought I was waking up? Justin became nervous as he realised that Lance must have been awake for longer than he had thought. -Because I thought it would make you feel uncomfortable, Justin answered. -I didn't want you to feel you were forced to do anything that you didn't really want too... Lance opened his green eyes. -You think too much, Justin, he said, -you know it's not good for your head...now come here. Justin didn't think twice about going back into Lance's warm embrace. He felt safe there, and truly enjoyed having Lance hold him like he did. Lance closed his eyes again and rested his chin against Justin's curls. They were both feeling cozy and comfortable and it didn't take long for them to drift off into sleep again. JC had finally moved enough to take a closer look at Joey. -How are you feeling today? he asked, letting his hand rest on Joey's forehead. -I think your fever is starting to go away, you're not as warm as you were yesterday. -I feel a hell of a lot better, Joey said. -But of course that could have something to do with what we just did... JC smiled down at him, -yeah, I can see people standing in line for a little something like that at the drug-store... A little something of me? Joey asked innocently. -No, you're all mine, JC said. -Let them find their own Joey. He looked a little thoughtful. -Nah, that wouldn't be possible. There's only one Joey and he's all mine. Joey had to laugh. -You know that you're crazy, don't you? -Crazy about you, JC answered unaffected. -Now, wanna go take a bath with me? -I definetely could use a shower, Joey said, -but since I'm still a little unsure about the whole standing-up issue, a hot bath sounds perfect. -A very hot one, JC said with a wide grin. -You're incorrigible, Joshua, Joey said. -But I kinda like you that way. You probably would do better with a cold shower, but this will have to do. -I'm done with cold showers, JC answered him. He let his hand roam swiftly over Joey's hips, touching the center ever so slightly. -But there are lots of fun you and I can get up to in there anyway... After he had bent down and kissed Joey once again, he jumped out of the bed. -I'll go run the water, feel free to join me at any time! Joey found himself smiling again. Could it be that he had discovered the secret to get JC up in the mornings? And without his usual grumpiness too, Joey could hear JC singing to himself in the bathroom. He had to test this out a little. After wrapping a sheet loosely around his naked body, Joey joined JC in the other room. -Going toga-style, babe? JC wondered with one lifted eyebrow, at the sight of Joey. -Not really, Joey said and let the sheet fall to the floor. JC nearly fell in the tub. -You did that on purpose! he told Joey, pouting and trying to hide his smile. -Of course, Joey said with a slow smile. JC had the most adorable pout. -Why don't you get all naked too? he asked. -Then we'll be even... The very thought of JC undressed made his voice just a little deeper, enough to let the passion shine through. -Anything for you, JC said and started to undo the buttons of his jeans. As the bathtub was being filled with hot water, JC got rid of all his clothes and threw them in a pile on the floor. Joey had never seen JC all naked before, and he absolutely loved what he saw. JC's body was slender, yet muscular. Joey let his eyes follow JC's long legs, over to his slim hips, trying not the let his gaze linger too much there, then admiring a well-defined chest and broad shoulders. -Like what you see? JC asked sensually. -Yeah! Joey returned the smile. -Now I'll have to make you walk around naked all the time. -As long as you're naked with me, JC answered and ran his hand through the water to check the temperature. He added a generous portion of a sweet-smelling soap, smiling at the bubbles. Carefully he stepped into the tub, finding a comfortable position, leaning his back againt the side of it. The sight of JC leaning back with a content sigh and his eyes closed, was unbeliveably erotic, Joey was enjoying watching too much to move. JC opened his eyes again. -Are you going to join me, Joey, or are you just going to stand there watching me? -I'm coming, I'm coming, Joey answered and got in the tub. -My, aren't we impatient today! He was sitting opposite JC and JC kept looking at him. -That won't do, he said. -You're too far away. Come over here to me. -If you insist, Joey said with a smile, they both knew he would gladly come. -Now that's much better, JC said as he could put his arms around Joey's chest. -Isn't it? -Much better! Joey agreed. After some minutes of relaxation, JC grabbed a bottle of shampoo. He took some in his hand and started to wash Joey's dark hair. -Are you going to dye it again? he asked while keeping his fingers entangled in Joey's hair. -Maybe, Joey answered. -What do you think? -Hmmm, JC said, -it did look good on you, but you're damn cute with just the red streaks too though. Just don't cut it, I love to run my hands through your hair. -I won't, Joey promised. He bent forward a little to allow JC to rinse out the shampoo. After JC was done, Joey leaned back again. They were both covered in bubbles all the way to their shoulders, the whole room scented of strawberries and a hint of vanilla. Joey folded his arms on top of JC's, he could feel JC's chin against his right temple. -Feel OK? JC asked softly. -I haven't felt this good in ages, Joey admitted. -I finally feel like everything is going be allright. -I'm so glad to hear that, JC said and kissed Joey on the cheek. -I intend to make your happiness the purpose of my life, Joey. -Do you really love me that much? Joey asked shyly, he still had trouble believing how deep JC's feeling for him were. -I love you more than anything, JC answered, -more than I thought it was possible for one heart to bear. I think I loved you from the first time I saw you and along the way it grew into this...now I'll never let you get away from me again. -I don't want to be away from you either, Joey said.-You made me believe in love again, Josh. I had convinced myself that I couldn't love anybody again. Then you came along. You saved me, Tigger, if you hadn't found me I don't know what I would have done... -God, Joey! JC whispered and tightened his hold on Joey, -you had me so scared that day, I thought I was going to loose you. A moment passed in silence as they just enjoyed being together and in love. -I love you, Josh, Joey said, -please tell me that this is forever. -It's forever, JC answered him warmly, -trust me. Now that you are mine, I can't stand us ever being apart again. In another room Justin and Lance woke up again, this time comfortably cuddled up in each other's arms. For a while they just remained like that. -I guess we have to get up, Lance then said with a sigh. -I know, Justin said. He reluctantly pulled away from Lance. -I should be going back to my own room, he said in a shy tone and smiled a little at Lance. -Thanks, Lance, he suddenly said and leaned in for a quick kiss on Lance's cheek. He could see that Lance was surprised, but he was smiling very sweetly. -No problem, Justin. -I'll see you later then? Justin said. -Ok, Lance nodded. -See you later. Justin left Lance's room, still smiling to himself. Chris saw Justin get out of Lance's room, only dressed in a pair of pyjamaspants and a T-shirt. Slightly intrigued he wondered what was going on between his two youngest bandmates. That would have to wait anyway, he had something else to talk to Lance about. After he was sure that Justin had gotten safely back into his own room, Chris went over to Lance's door. Well inside he locked eyes with Lance who was still in bed. -I know you're planning something about Jim, he calmly stated, not giving Lance a chance to protest. -Don't give me that innocent look. I know you are and I want in. Lance looked at him. -Chris, are you sure? Wouldn't it be better if you let this go? -Like you? Chris remarked. Then he sat down on Lance's bed. -I have to do something, Scoop, or I'll go crazy. And getting back at Jim sounds mighty fine at the moment. -Ok, Lance said slowly, -if you're sure... He got hold of his lap top and turned it on. -I found out where he lives now and I have something very special in mind for Jimmy-dearest...