Date: Wed, 15 Aug 2001 22:01:54 -0500 From: Wes Subject: I don't Know You part 2 Author's Note: Well I guess you know primarily everything needed. I don't claim to know the BSB's sexuality or any other Celeb. In this story. So please remember this is a fantasy story. Legal Stuff: Same as above. If ur not 18 or 21 depending on your location or are offended by homosexuality then please leave other wise enjoy. When I awoke I found myself in a one-bed hospital room, alone. I sighed and turned over to try and forget the last few days. I looked out the window and the sky outside was filled with clouds and the trees moved with the wind. I knew just outside the window was the sounds of nature mixed with the sounds of the city. It was then I longed to be out there instead of in here. Somewhere down the hall I thought I could here someone playing a guitar seemingly trying to write a song I guess. But the melody just brought words from me. When the music fades, all is stripped away And I simply come Longing just to bring something that's of worth To move your heart. I'll bring you more that a song, For a Song in it's self is not what you have required You look much deeper within through the way things appear Your Looking into my heart I'm coming back to the heart of lovin' and it's all about you, all about you baby. I'm sorry babe for the thing I've made it When it's all about you, all about baby. Queen of endless worth, No one could express how much you deserve Though I'm weak and poor All I have is yours every single breath I'll bring you more that a song, For a Song in it's self is not what you have required You look much deeper within through the way things appear Your Looking into my heart I'm coming back to the heart of lovin' and it's all about you, all about you baby. I'm sorry babe for the thing I've made it When it's all about you, all about baby. I'm coming back to the heart of lovin' and it's all about you, all about you baby. I'm sorry babe for the thing I've made it When it's all about you, all about baby. I laid back against the bed not realizing someone had come in. Until they spoke up. "That was very touching." I jumped and looked it was Brian. I could tell he was being sincere. "The doc's says you can go you were only exhausted from lack of sleep and stuff. But you have to be looked after and I volunteered myself to do that so I guess you get to come home with me for a couple of weeks." Why was Brian of the BSB being so nice to me? I just couldn't understand it. "Okay." was all I was able to say. My mind was going in circles, didn't popular people hate gays? Weren't they supposed to stay away from them? And on top of that why in the world would someone help me of all people. "Great, Kevin wanted to be here but he got pulled by management over something let me tell ya he's highly pissed." I nodded and got dressed. With in an hour I was back at an airport in a private room for VIPs. Kevin was fuming on the phone with some one named Robert. A.J and Howie were keeping their peace, Nick and Brian were playing a game. You a man can only take so much fowl language and yelling. And I had had enough. I got up and took the phone from Kevin. I knew it was about studio dates for upcoming album and the holidays. "Hello Robert, I just want to make something clear, Kevin told about a dozen times that the holidays are off days so take that and deal with it. And another thing I have their contract in my hands reading it. They are guaranteed the Christmas holidays off so stop your bitching and do some rescheduling." With that I pressed end on the phone and handed it back to Kevin whose face was as white as snow and the most surprised look I had ever seen. "Well I could only take so much bullshit and all that was bullshit." Then everyone busted out laughing. I turned and went back to sit down. The flight back to Orlando was peaceful if you call flying peaceful. Once we landed and got off the plane we headed to Brian's and Kevin's place, but I would later find out it was Kevin's house. I was tired needless to say, no the better term was exhausted, I was exhausted. I know Kevin showed me to the guest room and I crashed but anything before I woke up I would only guess. Anyway as soon as my head hit the pillow I was asleep. I don't know how long I had been asleep but when I woke up I went the restroom and over heard the guys talking quietly. "Kevin how much do we know about this Steven. You met when you spilled beer all over him. You don't know much more than what he has told you. But yet you want him to stay here in your house." "Nick that's not the point okay I fell really bad for him and all he needs a friend right now. And I want to be a friend to him." "Kevin please listen to me from what I gather he is most likely gay and that is just bad morally and business wise. It would most likely be better that he leaves." Howie stated. After hearing what Howie had to say I quietly got my belongings or as much as I could carry and left through the back door. I felt hurt and used. No one liked people who are gay or most of them anyway. I wasn't sure where I would go or where I was going. I just walked. It was starting to get late and I luckily found a bench to sit down on for a few minutes. It was in front of a small community park there were still a few people in the park so I guess I was safe. I sat my stuff down and just sat there and cried for a while. "Hey man what's wrong?" A soft voice asked when he heard me let out a sob. I just shook my head and dried the tears the best I could. "That's just what a friend of mine does when he don't want to talk." I heard someone punch someone and then some laughter. "I don't either, but hey man I do know when some one is hurt or was hurt by someone." I finally was able to see the two people talking to me. One of them had a buzz sort of hair cut and the other looked like he had stuck his finger in a light socket, it was wild but very cute. "Come on man lets go get something to eat you look like you haven't eaten in a while." Before I could protest both men picked me up to a standing position and guided me to a house a few blocks down from the park. The house was very large and very pretty. "Hey mom we're home, and we got a new friend too." The buzzed man said. "Justin who is it?" A lady said coming out of the kitchen. "My name is Steven, ma'am." I said as she took my hand. "You have a very nice home here." I said with a smile. She smiled back. "Well welcome to the Harlis and Timberlake and Chasez home. Oh and please call me either mom or Lynn." "Yes ma'am... Lynn" I said as she left me with Justin and the other guy. "So your name is Steven what's your last name, oh and by the way I'm Josh." "Well my last name is Cain." I wasn't real sure what was going on or if I should trust these two or not. But things just seemed to go fine even through supper. **Kevin's house** "Guys where is Steven?" A.J. asked. "He was in the guest room." I said. I looked over a Brian and the other guys. "Well he's not there and his stuff is gone." "Shit he must have over heard the conversation." I was mad real mad. "Howie I told you he has issues trusting people and you go off saying the shit you said. Now he could be anywhere." Both Howie and Nick back off from me. I grabbed my cell phone and keys and left to look for Steven. I must have been riding around for three or four hours when my cell phone began to ring. I picked it up and it showed Justin's number on it. Why would he be calling me. "Hello," "Kevin if your looking for Steven he's here at my house. And he's asleep at the moment. The only reason I knew to call you was he was saying your name in his sleep." "Thanks I'm on my way." I hung up the phone and made my way to Justin's house. Maybe five blocks later I was pulling into Justin's drive way. Justin was outside with JC waiting on me. From the look on JC's face he was very pissed. "Kevin what the fuck did you guys do to him. I may not know him that well but shit he's all but killed himself." JC stammered out at me. "I didn't do shit to him I am very worried about him, he's had a very bad few days. He needs friends badly and I intend to be one of his best friends." **Steven's POV** I was awakened by yelling outside. I listened for a little bit and I heard Kevin outside. "Kevin what the fuck did you guys do to him. I may not know him that well but shit he's all but killed himself." JC stammered out at me. "I didn't do shit to him I am very worried about him, he's had a very bad few days. He needs friends badly and I intend to be one of his best friends." I was moved in my heart that he felt that way. I got up and found my way to the front door. It wasn't easy but I managed. I opened the door and looked right at Kevin. "Are you being truthful Kevin, or are you gonna back stab me like everybody else has who I have held close." I asked him. He never said anything he just walked up to me and gave me a hug. I knew he was being truthful. I rested my head on his shoulder. I felt comfortable. "Umm maybe we should get inside before someone sees you two like that." Justin said cautiously. We understood and we all went in. "Umm Kevin could you hold me until can fall asleep, I'm sleepy but..." He stopped me with a smile and a nod for yes. I led him to the guest room and he sat down on the bed and I laid down with him holding me like a small child. I listened to his heart beat until I fell asleep. **Kevin's POV** I held Steven while he slept. I felt close to him emotionally. "Sleep well my Little Angel" I then bent down and kissed him on the forehead and then soon I too was sleeping soundly.