Date: Fri, 2 Apr 2004 02:36:58 EST From: ActivBodyControl@aol.com Subject: In His Eyes pt. 4 THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION. NOTHING I MENTION IN THIS STORY IS TRUE. I'M NOT IMPLYING ANYTHING ABOUT THE SEXUAL PREFERENCE OF ANY CELEBRITY I MENTION HEREIN. SEND YOUR COMMENTS AND THINGS TO: ActivBodyControl@aol.com I awoke the next morning, with the Thursday summer morning sun shining on my face. It was warm outside already, at 8 am. I could feel the warm air blowing through the window in my room. I was still wrapped in Josh's arms. It was nice being in his arms. I felt complete, and wanted. I moved a little bit in the bed, trying to get out, without waking Josh or hurting my foot. Josh sensed I wanted to get out, and moved a little to allow me to move. I hit the floor hard as I realized my foot was in a little more pain than I originally thought. Me: OWWWWW! Josh snapped awake immediately. Josh: Are you ok? Me: Yea, I'm ok. I'm just gonna use the cane they gave me. I grabbed the cane I got from the medical building at Six Flags before I went for the kitchen. I thought to myself, since they are my guests I should cook breakfast for them, so I went to the kitchen to see what I had. Hmm some eggs pancake mix, bacon, sausage, coffee, and orange juice. I'm gonna give them an IHOP breakfast. So that's what I did, I set the dining room table nicely, then I went into the kitchen and started cooking up a storm. I made everyone a garden omelet with cheese, a short stack of pancakes, and bacon and sausage. I also put a couple boxes of cereal on the table cause I read somewhere Justin loves cereal. As I was cooking the last of the sausage, someone peeked his head in the kitchen. It was Lance. He smiled at me. He had a really nice smile; this was the first time I ever saw it. Lance: Wha cha up to? Me: Just making you guys' breakfast. Lance: Cool, what's on the menu? Me: Oh, a lil of this a lil of that. Lance: Listen, I have to apologize for my behavior yesterday. These guys are like my brothers and I'm over protective of my family, so that's what made me act the way I did, and when you risked your safety for me, after I was such an ass to you, it made me realize you are genuine. Me: Although I didn't totally agree with your attitude and actions I completely understand where you are coming from, so that I have to respect. Lance: Will you forgive me? Me: Of coarse, Lance. I'm a Christian man. The bible teaches forgiveness, and forgiveness is always in my heart. Lance: Christian? Really? Me: Uh, you think I wear this cross to look cute. I then pull the small white gold cross from under my shirt. Lance: That's beautiful. Me: Thanks my mother gave it to me. Lance: Not only that, this house is amazing. Did you design this yourself? Me: Yup, everything you see I did it. Lance: Wow, you really are a cool person. Me: Josh and Justin liked my style so much they asked me to do a room in their house, and I am. Lance: Oh is that so? Well you know what you have to do. Me: Yea open my own shop. Lance: Well I was hinting on doin a room in my house but that's a good idea too. Me: Of coarse Lance I'll do a room for you too. Hell Chris and Joey might ask me to do a room in their houses too. At that moment Chris and Joey walked in the kitchen. Joey: You damn skippy I want you to do my kitchen. Chris: And my music room. Me: Oh man I got a lot of work to do. Lance: And of coarse we have no problem paying you. Me: Wow I never really did interior design for someone else. I wouldn't know how to negotiate payment for something like this. Chris: Well what if we all came up with a standard payment for the five of us, Including materials you might need. Joey: That sounds good to me. Me: I like the way that sounds. When are you guys leaving to go back home? Joey: We're doing appearances all over the east coast so we'll be up here for a while. We'll wrap all the appearances and thing in about a month. Me: Oh that's great. The six of us can sit down and discuss what you guys want as well as a perfect time for me to come down and do it, as well as payment, which I still don't think you guys need to do, but I wont debate it. Lance: Great it's all settled. We all smiled at each other as I finished the rest of the sausage. Me: Hey can someone wake the other two dwarfs, Sleepy and Blondie. Lance chuckled a little and went to wake them, as Chris, Joey and I sat at the table to enjoy the breakfast I prepared. Joey: Smells like IHOP in here. Lance returned a couple minutes later with Josh and a very sleepy Justin. He looked like he had been drinking all night. Me: Wow Justin you look bad this morning. Chris: Oh that's nothing he always looks like that in the morning. Justin just gave an unammused grunt and grabbed some eggs and pancakes. We ate our feast while having inane chatter nothing really major, just talking telling funny stories about the bloopers on their various music video sets and their embarrassing moments. Me: Say, are you guys doing anything today major? Josh: Umm not that I know of. Lance? Lance: Hold on let me call management and ask em. Josh: Why Rob? What's on your mind? Me: Well I was thinking pool party for just the six of us here. You know, like when you and Justin first came here. Josh: Hey that sound like a great idea. Joey: Whoa you have a pool too? Me: Yuppers. Lance got off the phone with the guys' manager and stated that they had nothing really to do today. Josh: Alright! This is gonna be fun. Me: After we eat I'm gonna head to Stop and Shop to get some food for the grill, you guys should make a small trip back to your hotel to get a change of clothes. However I need one of you to stay here with me to carry the groceries back into the house, because of my foot and all. Not to mention I kinda need a ride to Stop and Shop. Josh: Oh that's no problem. I'll stay. Lance: Actually, since Rob and I made a truce, I wouldn't mind helping him. I mean he did risk his safety for me yesterday. Me: That's really nice of you Lance, thank you so much. Justin: Ok you guys can use my ML and I'll ride with these guys and we'll bring you a change of clothes, and we'll all meet back here in 2 hours. Joey: Ok lets synchronize our cell phones. We finished off our meal, and Josh offered to clean up, while he did that me and Lance took our separate showers in different bathrooms. The rest of the guys took turns in the bathrooms after me and Lance finished. I told the guys that Lance and me were gonna head to the market while they were getting ready. I told Josh the code to my alarm and to just close the front door when they leave because it will lock itself. Lance drove Justin's ML to Stop and Shop. We got out the ML and I grabbed a shopping cart. Lance: I think we shoulda made a list. Me: I think your right but we can make up a menu as we go along. We walked...well, Lance walked I limped, through the market looking at odds and ends. We went straight to the meat and seafood section. Me: Ok how bout a few slabs of ribs, some ground beef for burgers, couple packs of hot dogs and some Italian sausage. Lance: Sounds good to me. What about seafood? Do you think we should get a lil somthin'? Me: True. Umm, I'll get some Shrimp for kabobs. Lance: Oh lets make chicken and beef kabobs too. I'll go get the chicken and beef chuck. Me: Cool. I continued to get a few things from the seafood department, a few pounds of crab legs, some salmon, and some lobster claws. Lance mentioned to me that he didn't mind paying half of the grocery bill, I thanked him for it, cause I was beginning to rack up a hefty bill. We grabbed some corn on the cob, a few bags of fries some prepared green salad and sodas as well as some junk food to snack on while the food cooked. Lance: Man, we all are going to gain a few pounds after today. Me: I think your right. Say Lance? Lance: Yea? Me: Would you mind helping me cook? Lance: Not at all, I'd love to help. Me: Great when we get home lets quickly make a menu and get things started. Lance: Sounds good to me. We got to the check out and the cashier rang us up. The total was rather high luckily Lance offered to pay half so it lightened up the burden on me. We got a bag boy to help load the stuff in the truck and we headed back home. On the way there Lance and I had a conversation about Josh and me. Lance: So, if you don't mind me asking, what's going on with you and Josh? Me: Well, it started as him giving me his number, and us just hanging out but, the past couple days I've started to really care for him. And I believe he feels the same way I do. I can just sense it. I know it's been a week but I really feel for him. He such an amazing person. Lance: This may sound harsh but are you sure you're not lusting for him? Me: I knew you were thinking that. We haven't had sex, Lance. So I feel it's more than that. In the back of his mind Lance still didn't want to trust me, but my last comment really surprised him. If Josh and I haven't had sex yet then maybe there really was something between us. Although it's hard to say homosexual men really only think of one thing. And we all know what that is. There was an uncomfortable silence in the ML. After a moment or eight, Lance spoke up. Lance: I was thinking for a minute and for a while today, I didn't wanna trust you, but you make it so hard not to trust and like you, and I could hear in your voice and see in your eyes, that your feelings for Josh are genuine. Can you forgive me? Me: Like I said this morning, I am a man of God, and I believe forgiveness. Lance: Thank you. We got back to the house and we brought the groceries straight to the downstairs kitchen, and began preparing things. We had a good hour and a half before the rest of the guys returned, so we made a goal to get everything prepared and the food ready to grill before they got back. Lance and I had a pretty impressive menu planned. We were going to have: BBQ ribs, burgers, hot dogs, Italian sausages, shrimp, chicken, and beef kabobs, crab legs, salmon fillets, lobster claws, corn on the cob, steak fries, green salad, potato salad, and grilled veggies. We also got some sodas, chip and dip, plus some Hpnotiq and Remy Red. Lance and I prepared the food as planned. I brought the Wave radio from the kitchen outside for some tunes and turned the fountain in the pool on. Everything was set up, so I asked Lance to fire up the grill to get it good and hot. As soon as Lance and I was ready the rest of the guys returned and came into the back gate. Justin looked around nodding his head saying: Justin: Aight, aight, this is tight. Where is the music coming from? Me: Right here. Justin: This little thing, it must be a Bose Wave radio. Me: Sure is. (I had to throw in an advertisement for this radio. It's unbelievable how big the sound is from a tiny radio) Joey: This is really nice. So what we eating I'm starving. Lance: You'll just have to wait. Me: Yup, but trust you all are going to love everything. I then turned to Lance and said: Me: What should we grill first? Lance: Hmmm, how about the hot dogs and burgers. Me: Cool with me. I turned to the guys to let them know: Me: Ok guys where not gonna make to many burgers and hot dogs cause we got a LOT of stuff, but in the mean time snack on the stuff on that table. Which was green salad, chip and dip, soda, and potato salad. I also laid out some cards and various board games for them to enjoy. With that said lance went to the kitchen to get out the burgers we prepared earlier and a pack of hot dogs. While Lance and I grilled the food we talked, giving each other more background info on ourselves. We were getting along great, and I think it really made Josh happy because I saw him look at us and smile. We ate, we laughed, and we had a great time. All too soon it was time for the guys to leave. They took some of the food we didn't eat with them, and left me some to take for lunch when I got back to work Monday. Before they left the guys helped me clean up the back yard and my house, which was very cordial of them. They gathered their things and made their way to the door. Josh lingered behind hugging me and telling me how much he's going to miss me. I was definitely going to miss him as well. The rest of the guys went out to the cars while Josh stopped to say: Josh: I really wish I could stay with you longer but tomorrow we have an appearance on Good Morning America, so we gotta go and get ready for that. Me: Well you gotta do what you gotta do. Call me sometime ok? Josh: You do the same. In fact I'll call you when we're finished with the show. But after that we have a radio interview on WBLS with Wendy Williams. Me: Really Wendy Williams? I love her. I didn't think she would have pop music artists on her show. Josh: Yea, Justin loves her too. I'll call you after the radio show. I'll try to sneak over here so just me and you can spend a lil time. I smiled, and so did he. We kissed and I walked him to the door. I watched the guys get in their cars and drive off. I was alone in the house, and it felt a little strange. What the hell am I supposed to do now?! I decided to pick up the phone and call one of my friends. I did kind of neglect my other friends while Josh and the guys were here. Person on the line: Me: Hi Rodney, how you doin? Rodney: Well if it isn't the stranger, who hasn't called his friends in a week. I'm good. Me: I'm sorry I haven't called you. I sort of been a little preoccupied. Rodney: Preoccupied by whom? Me: What makes you think it was a person that preoccupied me. Rodney: Cause I know you to well kid. Who was it? Me: This cool guy. Rodney: I knew it you dirty hump. What's his name? Me: Josh. Rodney: Josh. Hmm, I've always hated that name. Me: Rodney! Rodney: Hey at least I'm honest. Me: I guess. For the next hour or so Rodney and I talked. Catching up on things that happened in his life as well as mine. I didn't let him know Josh was a pop star. It's not like he would have cared anyway. He doesn't listen to NSYNC music he's like me, hip hop and R&B. Rodney was a guy I messed around with for a while then after a while we decided to keep it as friends. Rodney's a very tall guy, dark chocolate like skin and a big ol' ... oops I'm sorry. This story isn't about Rodney. It's about Josh and me. In short Rodney like my big over protective brother now. Rodney: So when you gonna have time for me again? Me: Saturday? Rodney: Why not tomorrow? Oh, nevermind. I think I already have an idea why. Well I'll call you Saturday morning and I wanna know everything about this guy. I don't wanna have to cut him for hurtin' you. Me: I swear I think you're the reason I never talk to guys, I'm worried you might beat em up. Rodney: Your funny. Have a good evening papi. Me: You too. Bye. We hung up and I thought about what I should do tonight. I wasn't really in the mood to do anything spectacular, so I popped in a movie, X2, downstairs and watched it until I fell asleep dreaming of Josh, the object of my affection. ~That night I had a wonderful dream~ Josh: Babe, there's a package here for you. I heard Josh yell to me from the front double doors to our huge house in Orlando, Florida. Me: I'm coming. I came downstairs wearing something I designed and made. The outfit was the first in a line of clothes I was designing for my label, Designo Lewis Wear. I've become a successful interior designer and decided to take it to clothes. Me: Oh this must be that fabric I ordered. This is gonna be you guys' new set for your next tour. Josh: Oh is that so? Me: Yup your gonna love it. Josh: You mean like I love you. Me: Just as much I hope. Your stylist is actually paying me to do it. Josh: Oh that's great. I'm really happy things are working out for you. Me: None of this would be possible if I hadn't met you. With that said we kissed. It was a deep passionate kiss. Our hands began to roam all over each other's bodies. I ran my hands up under his shirt over his strong back, as he did the same. His hands slid down my back and grabbed my ass, as he pulled me closer to him. I ground my dick into his and he moaned into my mouth as I did the same. He released my mouth and said, "Baby that feels good." He locked onto my mouth again and our tongues became entangled and we began to grind harder and our hands began to wander more. He undid my belt and jeans and grabbed my bare ass. I undid his and grabbed his big erect dick and stroked it a couple times. He moaned again. He led me over to the giant plush leather couch in our livingroom, which was the size of my whole apartment I used to live in. He pulled off my jeans and my shirt, and kissed both of my nipples, then moved down to my navel and then kissed my inner thighs. He then pulled of his shirt and jeans, and began to grind on me again. The feeling was sending tingles down my spine. He pulled me down to the floor and told me to lie on my stomach. He then lay on top of me and kissed the back of my neck, while grinding his dick on my ass. He then slowly kissed down my back, making me arch my back inward with every kiss. He wrapped his arms around my chest and thrust his hips forward into me slowly but with force. I began to feel the head of his dick enter me. Oh God that felt so good... Me: (GASP) DAMNIT! I yelled out loud. Don't you hate when your having a good dream then you wake up? To be continued... I know I know y'all hate me for ending it abruptly. Don't worry this is just the beginning. Please keep reading, and send me some suggestions. I welcome them all, and I also respond to all emails. Thanks guys, I luv yous. ActivBodyControl@aol.com