Date: Sat, 16 Mar 2002 05:53:13 +0000 From: N D Subject: josh's heart 1 DISCLAIMER: I don't know either of the two men portrayed in this story and am not implying anything about their sexuality. This is just fantasy-let's leave it at that. I am not affiliated with either of them and all of this takes place in my overexaggerated mind. If homosexual material offends you or is illegal for you to read please leave. FIRST THINGS FIRST: Hey guys this is ND. My main story here is "Nick and Ashley" but I went to go see "40 Days and 40 Nights" yesterday and I had the urge to write something about Josh Hartnett. This will have nothing to do with Nick and Ashley so try not to confuse the two but please go check out the big series. I'm not sure where I'm going to take this story and how far it will go but we'll just have to wait and see now won't we? :-p Grab some popcorn and get ready to see two incredibly hot stars. :-D Pytn18@hotmail.com for comments and suggestions. Josh's Heart-1 "There's nothing I can do about it. I don't love you anymore. I'm sorry." Josh Hartnett said in a sorrowful tone to the woman standing next to him. She was now crying. She quickly turned and ran for the door, slamming it on the way out. Josh just stood there looking at the floor. He walked over to a chair and sat down, staring out the window at the rainy afternoon. "Alright, that's a cut." The director said and everyone started to move around preparing for the next scene. "Nice work Josh, keep it up and we'll be done with this movie before the summer." The director said. Josh was in a new movie called "Take Me Under", which involved him and a girl going through their share of problems before ending up together in the end. It was pretty much the same plot that anyone could have come up with but of course would be a hit movie due to the fact that its star was a heartthrob. 'Another love movie.' Josh thought to himself with a sigh. Life was a little boring these days. I mean, his acting career was finally taking off, he was making millions of dollars, he was having sex with different girls every week but something was missing. Life seemed empty. Life seemed so blah to him and he just didn't know what it was he needed. "Alright guys, let's break for lunch." The director said as Josh grabbed a water and headed for his trailer. He threw himself down on the bed and picked up his cell phone. He brought it to his mouth and said, "Home". The phone clicked and started to dial his parent's house. "Hey mom" Josh said into the phone. "Hey Joshy, how's the new movie coming?" Mrs. Hartnett asked her son "Same old, same old." Josh said. "Are there any cute girls?" she asked "Mom, please." Josh said as he put his hand on his head. "Joshy, you really need to settle down. You've met all these different girls, why can't you just pick one and stay with her?" She said. "Mom, I gotta go get lunch before we start shooting again. I'll talk to you later. Love you." Josh said as he hung up the phone. He was tired of that conversation. Every time he talked to his mom she brought up the fact that he was almost 24 years old and still wasn't with a serious girl. He had to hear about how she was married by now and all that garbage. Josh wasn't ready for all of that. He was just living. He wanted to have fun first. That's the reason he kept telling himself but there was another underlying reason. All of these girls that he goes through don't really do much for him and he's beginning to worry about why not. He's always looked at guys a little differently. He noticed that he was very close to a lot of guys and was always just a bit curious in the locker rooms but he just assumed it was human nature. He was almost 24 now. Maybe it was time to start addressing these issues with a little more thought. He didn't mind being gay or bi or whatever he was. It wasn't that he hated the gay life, he had even considered trying it. It was his career. It left no room for gays. His career was finally starting to rise and there was no way he could ever let it get out so because of this he had never given it a shot. It would also most likely break his mother's heart. This was his dilemma and he knew this is why life was so crappy and it might have been the most frustrating situation he ever had to go through. He drove around town until he reached the first Wendy's he could find. As much of a great body he had, it was hard work keeping it because Josh's biggest weakness was Wendy's. He absolutely loved it. Sometimes, it was the only thing that could take him from his dazes and sometimes it even put him in them. He was sitting at a table towards the back with sunglasses on to avoid contact when he saw two people outside that caught his attention. It was a man and a woman. He noticed the guy was wearing a baby blue UNC hat backwards with sunglasses on. He was very slim, pretty tall and had a very good body from what Josh could see. The girl opposite him had long, straight, blond hair, also with sunglasses on. He didn't seem to recognize either of them but one thing he could tell was that they were in a fight and she was not happy. She began to scream and yell and point and all this stuff that Josh saw and began to laugh at. 'You're in trouble buddy.' Josh said to himself as he took a bite out of his burger. All of the sudden, he saw her hand come around and take a nice slap at his face. 'Ooh now you're really in trouble.' Josh said to himself with a laugh. Josh went back to his meal and started munching on a few fries, amused at the fight between the two, knowing that he'd been there. He saw a car speeding off out of the parking lot and then saw the man swing the door open obviously pissed. He stomped towards the table next to Josh's and pulled out his cell phone. "Jayce, it's me. I need you to come pick me up. Brit left me in the Wendy's parking lot. Yeah, I don't think we'll be seeing much more of her for a while. Yeah well whatever, can you come pick me up? Dude, come on. Alright I'll call the other guys." The man said while Josh listened on to the conversation. The man then proceeded to call 4 other people, only to get 4 voicemails. "This is absolutely wonderful." The man said in complete sarcasm as he put his head down on the table. "Hey buddy, you need a ride?" Josh asked as he finished his burger. "Nah dude don't worry about it, I'll just catch the bus or something." The man said "C'mon, I'm on my way out anyway." Josh said. "Are you sure man? I don't wanna impose or anything." The man said. "Nah, I'm on my way back to my set anyway." Josh said "Alright cool thanks." The man answered. Both men got into Josh's BMW and soon they were off. "So what's your name man?" the guy asked "Shit I'm sorry, my name is Josh." He said. "That's cool, my best friend's name is Josh too. My name is Justin." He said. Both of them had that feeling of 'I know this guy from somewhere' but neither could place it so they just dismissed it. "So you mentioned that you were going to a set. Are you an actor or something?" Justin asked him. "Yeah I am. How about you? What do you do?" Josh asked as he headed towards the place Justin told him to go. "I'm a singer." Justin said. "That's cool. Is this it?" Josh asked "Yup that's my place, hey listen I was gonna play some ball later on, nobody really plays with me anymore cuz I got kinda good but if you wanna play a few rounds come over after shooting." Justin said. "That would be cool actually. I might take you up on that offer." Josh said. "Sounds good. It's the least I can do to thank you for giving me a lift." Justin said. "Nah don't worry about it. I'll see you a little later. Nice house by the way." Josh said as he waved good-bye and drove off, with a smile on his face. Justin walked into the house and threw his stuff down on the counter, wondering how all of that just happened. Josh was hot, very hot. He had this demeanor about him that turned Justin on so much. Justin had other plans for later. One of the reasons that he and Britney had just broke up was because Justin always had feelings for gay guys and didn't pay as much attention to Brit as he should have. He didn't care though because he had already been with some guys before and during the relationship, JC his bandmate being one of them. Justin turned on the TV and started flipping. He saw a commercial for "40 Days and 40 Night", the new Josh Hartnett movie. "Hmm, that looks good. I wanna go see that." Justin said out loud not noticing the irony. JC stood in the recording booth, finishing up some leftover vocals that N'Sync had for their new album. He was in between takes when his cell phone rang. He stepped out of the booth for a minute and answered it. "Hey Just, what's up? She just left you there? Is everything ok with you guys? Well I can't really pick you up now, try the other guys. Well Just, I'm in the middle of recording, management would be pretty pissed. Alright, yeah try them. Alright buddy, I'll call you later about it. Adios." JC said as he hung up the phone. 'Justin broke up with Britney. Maybe this will be my chance to get back together with him. Nah forget it about JC, that was a long time ago. You don't wanna fuck up the great friendship you two have.' JC thought to himself then dismissed it all and went back into the studio apologizing for the delay. Josh showed up at about 4:00. He had thrown on a pair of mesh shorts and sleeveless shirt before he came over. He got out of the car and noticed that Justin was already around back playing, as he could hear the basketball being dribbled on the hard court. He walked around back, marveling at the large backyard with the court and a swimming pool. 'This guy must be a pretty successful singer.' Josh thought to himself. Josh walked onto the court just as Justin was making a 3-point shot from the outside. Justin hadn't noticed that he was there yet since he was kinda far away so he went over to the bench and grabbed some water. "Hey Justin." Josh yelled out running over to him. "Oh hey Josh." Justin said as he turned around. Both men saw each other without the disguises on and just froze. "You're Justin Timberlake." Josh said in shock. "You couldn't figure that out from my name, my girlfriend named Brit, and my house?" Justin asked with a laugh. "You never said anything about you being Josh Hartnett." He said "Yeah well my name is Josh and I'm an actor. Some people would have figured it out." Josh said with a smile. "Wow, that's really weird. Well I invited you here to play basketball so let's go." Justin said, he was decked out in a UNC jersey and a pair of mesh shorts. "Game's to 21. Loser's ball." Justin stated as he checked the ball to Josh and the game was on. Both men fought a very hard battle, Justin obviously showing off his amazing skills but Josh countering with his slight height advantage. By the end of the game both men were drenched in sweat and the score was 20-20. Justin took the ball back and drained a three to end it, winning the game. "That might have been the best game I've played in a while with anyone." Justin said after celebrating. "Yeah that was fun, most fun I've had in a long time." Josh said, peeling off his shirt to reveal a very well defined chest with a set of six-pack abs that just wouldn't quit. He was completely hairless except for the armpit hair that barely made its way out under his arms. "Hey man, let's take a dip in the pool and cool off. It's so freackin' hot out." Justin suggested. "Sounds good man, do you got a suit I could borrow?" Josh asked. "Just go in your boxers. We're both guys here." Justin said as he pulled his shirt over his head to show off an extremely well put together body. It was almost perfect. He then stripped down to just his boxers and Josh did the same. Both men jumped in the pool and began soaking in the cool water. It felt extremely good after the tough game of basketball in the Orlando sun. After a while both men were becoming a little closer to each other, splashing water around, racing, and doing tricks off the diving board. "Hey Just, check this one out." Josh said as he jumped off the diving board into the water. He came up thrashing. "Oh shit I lost my boxers." Josh said as he turned deep red and Justin started laughing uncontrollably. Josh began turning around wildly looking for his boxers, completely embarrassed. "Josh don't worry about it man, it's nothing that I don't have or have seen before. Here, just to make you feel more comfortable I'll take mine off too." Justin said as he stripped off his boxers and tossed them. Both men began to laugh, which was something that had been missing from both their lives in a long time. Both of them leaned on the side of the pool just enjoying the cool feel of the water, both trying to steal glances through the water without the other knowing. From what Josh could see, Justin was pretty big, more long than anything. "You know how many teenage girls would be jealous if they found out about this?" Josh asked with a smile. "It feels good though. It's a pretty exhilarating feeling." Justin said. "There are some things in this world that feels so good and they just seem to like set you free." Josh said. Justin couldn't help it anymore. He had to touch Josh, being so close to this beautiful naked man. Justin leaned in trying to catch Josh not looking, and gave him a kiss on the lips. It was a very full kiss and Justin could have sworn that Josh was actually kissing him back. He didn't care if Josh ran out of here in a naked mess. He was Justin Timberlake, he could get any guy or girl but there was something about Josh that he was hoping that he would take this ok. "I've been wanting you to do that since I got naked." Josh said with a smile. "You wanted it as much as I did?" Justin asked. "Why do you think I 'lost my boxers'?" Josh asked "You dawg" Justin said punching him on the arm. Josh laughed but saw that Justin was smiling too. He loved that smile, it was so beautiful. Josh couldn't help himself so he leaned in and began to kiss Justin again. This time it was a little more passionate. Josh slipped his tongue into his mouth, which was greeted by Justin's warm, waiting tongue. Both men began swapping saliva and a bit of petting was beginning to be done. Josh felt Justin's smooth, tight chest and could feel his hard-on pushing against his leg. "Do you wanna go inside?" Justin asked breathing heavy. "Yeah." Josh said as they both quickly swam over to the ladder and threw some towels around their bodies and ran towards the door. TO BE CONTINUED... <<<< Sorry guys I'm leaving the good stuff for next chapter. Check out the next chapter. It's gonna be hot, trust me. Also, go check out my other story "Nick and Ashley". Pytn18@hotmail.com for comments and suggestions. This was just a little something that I wanted to do, hopefully you guys like it. >>>> ---ND---