Date: Wed, 20 Mar 2002 05:08:59 +0000
From: N D <pytn18@hotmail.com>
Subject: josh's heart 2

DISCLAIMER: I don't know either of the two men portrayed in this story and
am not implying anything about their sexuality. This is just fantasy-let's
leave it at that. I am not affiliated with either of them and all of this
takes place in my overexaggerated mind. If homosexual material offends you
or is illegal for you to read please leave.

FIRST THINGS FIRST: Well I must say that I never thought that I would get
so much feedback after the first edition to the story but I was amazed. It
felt good to hear from different people on top of my usual Nick and Ashley
crowd (as much as I love those guys too). I'm glad that everyone enjoyed
it, which means that I will continue on with both stories. My updates may
not be as quick as people like but I'm at school so please bear with me.

Another thing, this is not a sex right away story. As much as I find
conversations about whether Justin is a "quarterback" or a "receiver" very
amusing, these two guys just met so it's gonna be a little bit before they
start having sex but that's what makes for a good series.

Dedicated to Johnny, my number on fan...this is for you ;-)

Pytn18@hotmail.com for comments and suggestions on this story or my other
one "Nick and Ashley."

Josh's Heart- Chapter Two

JC Chasez was driving back to his Orlando home after a long day in the
studio. He always seemed to do extra work there then the rest of the guys
but he could never argue with the finished product. Today was an extra
strain on him because halfway through the day Justin called him and told
him that he and Britney had broken up, which made not only his heart jump
but other parts of his body to seem to get excited. He had always had a
crush on Justin but never wanted to push the envelope because of his age
and the close friendship they've always had.

When JC had the courage to finally tell Justin about his feelings for him,
Justin surprised him with some news. He and long-time friend of both of
them, Britney Spears had decided to make their relationship more intimate.
This was a heartbreaker for JC and one of the hardest things he ever had to
do in his life was pretend to be happy for his best friend.

That's not true though because nothing in this world made him happier than
seeing Justin content. He's always looked at him as a little brother and
would do anything to see his happiness and if that meant giving him up and
waiting a little longer than so be it. But he always had a special feeling
about Justin and now he might have a chance at him.

Justin seemed pretty upset at the fact that he and Britney were no longer
together. 'What if he's not even gay?' JC thought to himself. It was a very
messed up situation but JC had gone on long enough in life letting chances
pass him by. He almost didn't even want to be in N'Sync thinking that it
was going to be a flop. He took a chance on the band and now he'd have to
take a chance on Justin.

He had to tell him about his feelings for him. He just had to. He would do
it at breakfast tomorrow. They always had breakfast together before they
went into the studio, just the two of them. That would be a perfect time to
do it. He just had to make sure he could save his sanity until then.


"C'mon come in here." Justin said as Josh ran into his bedroom with Justin
in tow.

Justin closed the door and walked over to Josh. He immediately placed his
lips on Josh's and began to kiss him passionately. Justin swirled his
tongue in, asking for entrance, which was granted by Josh's mouth. Their
tongues danced with each other as the two men starting to get very horny
for each other. As Justin was kissing him Josh began to run his hands all
over Justin's chest, feeling the smooth, hairless pecs and eventually
resting on his light-colored nipples, pinching them oh so lightly enough to
let them harden.

Justin moaned through the kiss and Josh knew he was doing something right.
As Justin slipped his tongue back into the other man's mouth, Josh undid
the towel and let it fall to the floor. He ran his hands down Justin's back
and felt his smooth ass, slightly covered by the lightest blond hair. He
squeezed the firm globes and felt Justin's hard cock rub against his thigh.

He moved his hands around to the front of Justin's body, rubbing his thighs
and quads. Justin was harder then he ever thought he could be. He felt like
his dick was gonna jump off his body. Josh was making him feel better than
anyone ever had.

Britney always made it seem like a chore to hook up with him. She would do
her duty as a girlfriend then that would be it. There was never any passion
to it. Josh was taking his time. He seemed to enjoy the good feelings he
was giving to Justin.

Josh broke the kiss, which left a pout on Justin's lips.

"Don't worry, I'm not done with you yet." Josh said as he began to kiss
Justin's neck. He worked his way down his chest, around his navel, and
eventually to an area that a million or so girls would love to see. Right
now, however, it belonged to Josh.

He wasn't sure if it was right and he wasn't sure what he was doing but he
knew that it felt good inside and it was worth a shot.

Justin's long, cut cock danced in front of Josh's face and he licked the
tip of it a little, which drew a shudder from Justin. He put his tongue
back on the head and began to lick around the underside causing Justin to
thrash a little. He pushed Justin back on the bed, causing his dick to
stick straight up in the air.

Josh decided to just go for it and take all of it in. He had a little
trouble at first but once he figured it out, he was deep throating Justin
before he knew it. Josh was sure to use his tongue as much as he could,
knowing that as a guy that's what he liked. Apparently, he was doing a good
job and Justin was liking it too.

Justin ran his hands through Josh's short brown hair as he bobbed his head
up and down as fast as he could on Justin's cock. Josh began to imagine
what else he would like done to him and a thought came to his head. He took
a hold of Justin's balls and started to play with them, letting them flow
in and out of his palm. With his left hand he latched on to one of Justin's
nipples.

Justin was thrashing on the bed, thoroughly enjoying the assault of Josh's
tongue on his cock. In fact, nothing had ever felt this good in a very long
time. He couldn't take much more of this. As Josh was doing all this he was
running his hands all over his body, over his smooth six-pack abs, through
his light brown patch of pubic hair and through his own shaved head.

All of this was just too much to take, it felt too good to hold out any
longer. He thrusted his hips and with a moan of Josh's name he let out 4
spurts of cum into Josh's mouth, which Josh tried to swallow as much of he
could but couldn't keep it all in, being in experienced at it. A bit
dribbled out of his mouth onto the side of Justin's cock.

Justin's cum had a sweet taste to it, as sweet as candy and Josh
surprisingly enjoyed it. These were brand new feelings that Josh was very
unsure of but he knew when he liked something and so far there was nothing
about this life that he wasn't enjoying, especially when Justin took
charge.

Apparently he had come down off of Cloud 9 because Justin was now on top of
him kissing him feverishly. He moved down to Josh's neck and began to suck
at the nape of it and his ears while reaching down and beginning to jerk of
Josh's thick, cut cock. Justin noticed that it wasn't as long as his but it
definitely made up for it in girth. Justin worked his way down towards the
package that was guarded by a patch of dark brown hair.

Justin started by licking at the insides of Josh's thighs, which were
obviously sensitive because Josh began to shiver and move his legs around
almost wrapping them around Justin's head. Justin was teasing Josh to the
point where Josh's dick was so hard that it was starting to turn
purple. The head was so meaty that Justin felt it would be cruel to make
him hold out any longer.

He licked his way up there starting with the underside of Josh's dick and
then with a few swirls of his tongue on the head engulfed all of Josh's
cock in his mouth. Justin has also never done this before but had thought
about doing it for a long time and even practiced on a few fruits once when
he was really horny.

Justin wasn't sure how he was doing but he was assuming that he was doing
it right because Josh was enjoying it. Josh had gotten head from a lot of
girls but something about the inside of Justin's mouth was so hot and
velvety that it turned Josh on so much. Justin also knew how to work his
tongue better than anyone he had ever known.

Usually Josh closes his eyes and thinks about something else, even naked
guys sometimes but right as he was about to do this he realized who was
giving him this great blow job, none other than Justin Timberlake. He
opened them and saw Justin staring up at him with those beautiful blue
eyes. This was such a huge turn on for Josh and didn't need much more to
blow it. He threw his head back in pleasure and let go of all his seed into
Justin's waiting mouth.

Josh collapsed on the bed and Justin crawled up to lay on his chest, which
was moving up and down due to Josh's heavy breathing.

"Josh?" Justin asked in a little voice

"Yeah Just." Josh replied

"How do you feel?" Justin asked

"I've never felt better. That was amazing." Josh said.

"I feel the same way." Justin said with a frown.

"What's the matter?" Josh asked

"I have feelings for you Josh." Justin said.

"I have feelings for you too Just. Is there something wrong with that?"
Josh asked

"No not at all, it's just that when I have feelings for someone I like to
tell everyone and now I'm gonna have to keep you completely quiet." Justin
said.

"Awww, well we can tell your bandmates and some close friends if you want
but for both of our career's sakes we've gotta keep it quiet. But that
doesn't mean I don't wanna continue to see you. I want to be around Justin.
I really feel for you and today you gave me something that I've been
missing in life and I appreciate it." Josh said.

"I can live with that." Justin said with a smile as he leaned up and kissed
Josh on the lips.


"Damn, I wonder where he is." JC said as he sat in Dunkin' Donuts looking
at his watch.

"Hey sorry I'm late. Let me go order and I'll sit down." Justin said as he
ran in.

"Just, don't worry I ordered your favorite, wheat bagel with light cream
cheese and a medium French vanilla coffee coolata." JC said with a smile

"Thanks Jayce, you're the man." Justin said as he sat down and starting
eating.

"So what's up?" JC asked

"Oh man, I've got so much to tell you." Justin said.

"Busy day huh? Britney call back?" JC asked

"Huh? No, Brit left me alone. I met someone else though." Justin said as JC
spit out his coffee.

"Already?" JC asked

"Yeah but Jayce there's something I need to tell you. I need to tell
someone and you're the only one that I know you can trust. It's gotta be
totally classified though. I'm talking absolute DL." Justin said.

"You know me Just, we've never kept anything from each other." JC said.

"I know, that's why I'm gonna tell you. Jayce, it's a guy." Justin said

"Holy shit Just. You met a guy and you think you have feelings for him?" JC
whispered

"Yeah, and not only that, it's Josh Hartnett!" Justin whispered excitedly.

"Jesus Christ Just! Don't you think this is going a little too fast?" JC
asked

"What do you mean Jayce?" Justin asked

"Well I mean you just broke up with Britney, you just met this guy and
you're already falling for him?" JC asked a little upset, brokenhearted
inside.

"I met him in Wendy's. None of the guys were there and you couldn't pick me
up so he offered a ride. I invited him to play some ball, one thing led to
another and it just happened." Justin said

JC cursed himself inside. If he had just went to go pick him up he might
have been the person there when one thing lead to another instead of this
Hartnett kid.

"C'mon Jayce we're gonna be late for studio time and Johnny's gonna be
pissed." Justin said as he got up and started to leave.

JC got up but didn't feel anything. It was as if he was a zombie. He let
Justin get away from him again. Maybe they were never meant to be. No, it
couldn't be possible. He had to get rid of Josh. He had to show Justin that
he was the right man for him. But how?


"It's tearing up my heart when I'm with you.  And when we are apart I feel
it too.  And no matter what I do I feel the pain.  With or without you."

The 5 members of N'Sync sang one of the songs that made them famous to end
their vocal session with the managers in the studio. They had put down a
bunch of new songs but were looking back on some old songs to see what else
they could remix while they were at it. "Tearin' Up My Heart" was a song
that made them what they are today and brought them on to the scene. It had
so much more meaning now for JC as he kind of adapted it as his theme song.

He looked over and watched Justin laugh at a joke that Chris just told and
saw that he had no idea what he was doing to him. He saw JC as a friend, a
very good one possibly even his best friend, but a friend nonetheless. JC
was knocked out of his trance when Justin addressed the group.

"Hey guys, I've got something to tell you." Justin said after Johnny told
them to break for lunch and management left the room.

"What's up Just?" Lance asked as JC just sat on the couch facing the window
looking out over the Orlando sky.

He already knew what was about to be said but it wasn't his place to say it
for him so he just waited.

"Me and Brit broke up yesterday." Justin said as a slew of questions and
remarks came out of everyone's mouth, everyone except JC's that is.

"Hang on a sec, let me finish." Justin said as everyone calmed down again.
"But it's ok cuz we've been having trouble and everything lately so I'm
over it, especially since I've already found someone else." Justin said as
JC put his hand on his head and run it through his long hair.

"Already Just? Are you sure you're ok with all of this?" Joey asked.

"Yeah Joe I'm fine but wait there's more. Not only did I find someone else
but this someone else, well, he's a guy. Josh Hartnett to be exact." Justin
said.

"You're gay Just?" Chris asked.

"Yeah I'm gay." Justin started "Is that cool with everyone?" he asked

"Cool with me, just means I gotta stop pestering you about finding me a
date." Chris said with a laugh to break the ice.

"I'm down with it Just. You're my bro, always have been and always will be.
I know you would accept me in any form and I do the same for you." Joey
said

"Thank you Joe. How about you Lance? I know you're a very religious person
and all but please try to see this my way." Justin said

"Just, I am religious and it might take me a little longer than the rest of
the guys for me to get used to it but I can deal." Lance said

"I can live with that." Justin said

Chris noticed JC not really caring about any of this.

"Chaz, I'm sure you knew about this already. What do you think?" Chris
asked

JC contemplated it for a second, trying to think of ways that he could do
this, without hurting Justin too much, but still wanting his plan to go
through.

"I think it's a terrible idea." JC said

TO BE CONTINUED...

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