Date: Thu, 30 Sep 1999 02:40:26 GMT
From: Jason <roczilla@hotmail.com>
Subject: Justin 5

Justin and Jason-5

This is fiction and doesn't mean anything, if you're too young or offended,
don't read it.  I want to thank those that have mailed me and especially
Tonny and Ryan for your comments.

	The alarm woke me up and I noticed two arms wrapped around me and
thought about what happened last night.  I got up and shut the alarm off,
turned around and Justin was still asleep on the bed.  I just looked and
admired him; he looked so peaceful and content in his dream world that I
couldn't wake him up just yet. So I jumped in and out of the shower and did
my thing in the bathroom. When I walked out Justin was nowhere in sight. I
walked further into the room and away from the bathroom doorway when
someone wrapped their arms around me and kissed me on the back of my
neck. This was a sensitive area of my body and I just shivered a little.

"Awe, looks like I found the tough mans weakness." Justin said in a barely
audible whisper and continued to kiss his way around to the front of my
body.

"Justin, as much as I would like to pursue this.  You have to get showered
and around so we can get going." I said regretting it all ready.

"Alright, but we will continue this later." Justin said as if I wouldn't
want to.  With that he walked into the bathroom and got around.  When he
got out I was sitting on the bed finishing the little packing that I had to
do. I looked up and there stood Justin in nothing but a towel. I walked up
to him, looking as serious as I could, and looked him right in the eyes.
He looked like I was about to hit him. I just continued to stare into those
eyes as I grabbed the towel and ripped it off his body and he stood there
in the buff, wearing nothing but a smile.

"Holy shit, where the hell are my clothes?" He asked running around and
collecting his clothes.

"Justin, why you would want to cover up that nice ass with anything is
beyond me." I said watching him run around looking for his clothes.  He
finally got finished dressing and combing his hair, so we walked out of the
room and into the lobby to return the key and see if there was any place to
eat.  Sure enough there was a small diner off in the corner.

"Justin, lets get some breakfast." I said as I walked to the diner.  We
walked to a both where a waitress took our orders and I couldn't help but
check her out as she walked away.

"Hey Jas, what are you doing?" Justin asked with a curious look on his
face.

"Justin look at that ass of hers" I said and when I looked back at him, he
wasn't too pleased.

"Jason, if we're gonna have a relationship, you need to stop looking at
other peoples asses, ok." Justin said trying to but force behind his words
yet not too much, not knowing how I would react to being told what I could
look at and what I couldn't.

"Justin, don't get upset, compared to yours', they don't interest me at
all." I said smiling.  Just then the food came and we ate our food and
drank the orange juice she set out.  As Justin finished, I was looking out
the window thinking about the van that tired to hijack the truck.

"Jason, what's the matter?" Justin asked.

"I was just thinking." I said not wanting to worry him.

"About what?  You look kinda deep in thought." Justin asked pressing the
question.

"Nothing special, just thinking." I answered trying my best to side step
the question. "You ready to go?" I asked before he could press anymore.  He
acknowledged that he was ready and I paid the bill and left a tip for the
waitress.  As we walked out of the diner, I noticed something out of the
corner of my eye.  I thought that it looked like the van from yesterday.
Before I could think anymore about it, the van started right for us.

"Justin, Look out!" I yelled pointing towards the van while starting to run
for the truck.  We both ran for all we were worth and while I was running,
I also tried to get into my bag for my gun.

"Jason, not the gun again. Please." Justin begged. I just looked at him
while we kept running and trying to dodge the van. We finally made it to
the truck, and I just looked at him.

"Justin that son a bitch is trying to kill us, I am not gonna stand around
a let him do it.  I grabbed the gun and loaded it. "Justin, wait here, I'll
be right back."  And I ran back out into the open and the van came right
for me. I let it get a little closer and just before I dodged it again, I
unloaded both barrels and the van just spun out of control and hit another
parked car.

"Oh shit Jason, you killed him!" Justin yelled.

"Justin, I doubt it. I'm not that lucky." I said reloading the gun and
walking over to the van.  I opened the door and a fella just sat there with
his head on the steering wheel.

"Hello." I said as I pointed the gun in his direction "would you be as so
kind to get the hell out before I decided to just shoot ya.  The gentleman
climbed out and looked at the ground and just as he was about to look up at
me, I put the butt of the gun right across his jaw and he hit the ground.

"Jason, why did you do that" Justin asked as sirens started to get closer
and closer.

"If I didn't hit him, he would have hit me." I said

"You don't know that for sure," Justin said almost defending the guy.

"That's right, I don't. And ya know what, I don't want to give him the
chance and find out." I said defending myself.

"Hold it right there, don't move!" the cop said. I just dropped the gun and
raised my hands.  I motioned for Justin to do the same.  Justin and I,
along with a few eyewitnesses, convinced the officer that it was
self-defense, and amazingly, he let us go.

"Alright Justin, climb in because we have to make up for lost time." I said
knowing that we were really behind schedule.  For the next hour, Justin sat
there thinking about how I had treated the guy and why I was being
brutal. Finally he had to ask.

"Jas, why do you get so brutal and ready to hurt people like that?" Justin
asked, not knowing what answer to expect.

"Justin, you know that I have a temper and a lot of the time need help
getting toned down.  I am sorry I flew off the handle.  It is something
that I need to work on and try to get under control." I said trying to
explain my temper to Justin.

"Jason, it is something that you and I will work on and we will get it
under control." Justin said putting his hand on top of mine on the
gearshift.  I just looked down at his hand and looked up at his face and
smiled at the thought of Justin trying to calm me down when I get mad and
lose it.

"Justin, you are something else.  But seriously, when we get into Dallas,
don't tell anyone about the trouble we had, alright." I said. Justin didn't
know why I said this, I could tell by the look in his eyes. "Because if you
do, than the guys will want to know all about it, and management will want
to know, and it's trouble nether one of us needs."

	We pulled up to the arena where the concert would take place and we
both got bitched out, Justin for being late for practice and me for making
him late.  I backed up to the unloading dock and unloaded the truck with
help from the crew.  Then I unhitch the trailer and moved the truck.  I
talked the crew Forman into leaving the trailer there so that when the
concerts over, they can just cart it right into the trailer from the stage.
However they didn't like the idea of leaving the truck there, so I had to
move it.  The rest of the day went alright. After I moved the truck, my job
was done and I just hung around. Mostly, I just watched Justin and the rest
of the guy's practice.  After a while they were done and I greeted the rest
of the guys.

"Hey guys, you didn't do too bad there." I said

"Hey Jas, how ya doing?  It's nice to see ya."  Joey said giving me a hug.

"Thanks Joey, it's nice to see you to." I said as I returned the hug.  I
could see Justin wasn't too pleased about me hugging Joey.  I figure I
would probably have to speak with him about this later.  We conversed for a
few more minutes and then we went to the limo the guys would take and went
to a hotel and unloaded their bags.

"Oh Shit" I said remembering where my stuff was.

"What's wrong Jas." JC asked.

"I forgot my stuff in the truck. I'll go get it and be right back." I said.

"Well I'll go with ya." Justin said.

"No, you need to get the rooms and get settled, I'll be right back." I
said. Justin wasn't too pleased that I told him to stay.  I walked over to
a cab and was about to climb into it.

"Hey Jas, take the limo." Chris said.

"Naw, I'll just take a cab." I said refusing.

"Jason, Take the Damn limousine." JC said with force in his words.

"Fine, if that's what you want. I'll take the limo." I said climbing out of
the cab and into the limo.  After about ten minutes I was climbing into the
truck to get my shit and anything else I may have let behind. I got my
stuff and climbed back into the limo.  Meanwhile, back at the hotel, the
guys registered and assigned rooms.  They went to the floor and started to
unpack a little.  Justin finished and walked over to JC's room.

"JC, mind if I come in?" Justin asked.

"Come on in Justin, what's up?" JC asked his young friend.

"Jason and I made up, as you have seen.  The only problem is that we get
along when were together, but when were around anyone else, he kinda
brushes me off, ya know what I mean." Justin said.

"Justin, you're talking about how he told you to stay here while he went
for his stuff. Even though you wanted to go." JC asked.

"Yeah." Justin confirmed.

"Justin, I think that he didn't want to waste your time on something he
could do by himself." JC said trying to rebut any thought Justin might have
about me brushing him off.

"Yeah, your probably right.  I'll see ya, I am going to lye down." Justin
said.

	Well, I finally got back to the hotel and didn't have any trouble
except that I found out that the public figured out that the guys were
staying.  The look of disappointment on the girls faces as the limo pulled
up and I climbed out.  I just had to laugh and even tried to give a few
autographs, but the fans didn't like that too much.  I jumped on the
elevator and hit the button to the floor the girl told me the guys were
staying on, but only after I showed her my identification.  As I climbed
off the elevator, JC's door was open, so I sat my stuff next to his door
and said hi.

"Hey Jas, I'm glad you stopped by, I need to talk to you for a minute." JC
said.

"Sure JC, what's on your mind?" I asked as I sat down in a chair at a
table.

"You and Justin are getting along really well, aren't ya." JC remarked.

"Ya, we get along pretty well, why?" I asked.

"Justin was here about fifteen minutes ago and we were talking about how he
thought that you might be giving him the brush off when your around other
people together." JC said as he watched my face for a reaction.

"Do you think I do JC?" I asked.

"I don't know Jas, I haven't been around ya enough to make judgment." JC
said looking at the floor and around the room.

"Thanks for telling me JC. I'm glad I stopped by." I said as I got up and
left the room.  I went out and picked up my stuff and walked over to
Justin's room and knocked on the door.  As Justin opened to door I walked
in and set my stuff on one of the beds.  Then, I walked over to Justin and
kissed him full on the lips, tongue and all.  After I broke the kiss I
looked into Justin's shocked eyes.

"I am sorry if I act like I brush you off in public Justin.  I sure don't
mean to." I said this as Justin realized what was going on.  He just looked
at me and smiled.

"Jas, for whatever reason, when were alone, you and I have a lot of
fun. Now, when were around the guys, you give me a brush off almost. Why?"
Justin said wanting to know.

"I don't know, I never meant to.  What can I do to make it up to you
Justin? Tell me, what ever you want that I have." I said trying my best to
explain and apologize.

"I just want you to acknowledge me and listen to me, ok." Justin said.

"Alright Justin, I will. If I don't you pull me aside and tell me.  I don't
want there to be any conflict between us, ok." I said looking deep into the
gorgeous eyes of his.

"Jas, there is one other thing that I would like?" Justin asked.

"What, name it." I said curious as to what he could want.

"I could use another kiss?" Justin asked with a sly grin on his face.

"What ever you want Justin." I said smiling. And then I kissed him on the
lips again; the two of use just stood there, arms around each other and our
moths connected while our tongue danced between our lips.  The feeling
never grew old to me. Every time we kissed, it was like a new experience to
me.  Then while Justin and I were still in this embrace, JC walk in to see
how we were doing. He stood there not knowing what to think. So he just
cleared his throat.

"Oh, hey JC. How ya doing?" Justin said embarrassed and not knowing what
was going to happen.

"Are you to a couple or something?" JC asked still surprised.

"JC, we are going to get to know each other better and see if the
relationship will work out.  If it does, great; if it doesn't, well at
least we'll know." I said trying to act cool and collective. Truth was I
was more nervous than Justin looked.  To Be Continued. Thank to all for
reading and again for those who have written me. Thanks. Jason