Date: Wed, 10 May 2000 21:25:11 -0700 From: Jinny Subject: Justin JC - (mm / boyband) - CH. 1 Well I would like to thank everyone for emailing me about the sneak peak!! I was shocked from the responce! I really was!! So I just wanna thank E for NOT sending me feedback (LOL), and Court for not even letting me know that she read it, Kim, Kaye (hope this is enough for you this time), Sue, Allison, Henry(thanks for the offer, I'll deffinately contact you when I need the help! Yur a lifesaver!!), Justin(thats why I left it off that way... so people will want to read more! LOL), and Rick. . Yes. . its me, the one you talked to before! :) And to everyone else who has sent me feedback! Trust me, it helped me write more this fast. I have so many other stories going. So remember to send me feedback at sunflrgurl@idmail.com DISCLAIMER: I do not know NSYNC, therefore I dont know their true sexual identity. My story is a work of fiction and should not be taken seriously. If you are under 18 or whatever the legal age is where you are from please do not read on cause its illegal and I dont wanna get in trouble from your mommies and daddies! LOL And now onto the story. . and please remember if this isn't as good as any other story keep in mind I am female, but don't hold it against me! :-) Justin and JC - CH.1 After a typical day for NSYNC all the guys were extremely tired but most couldn't sleep. Lance was the only who went to sleep early. That night they had to sleep on the bus since they were on their way to another city for yet another concert. The rest of the guys decided to stay up and watch a movie till they all either passes out or turned the movie off to go to sleep. They all sat in silence while watching the movie. Chris over by the window with his feet up to take up that part of the‘ couch' in the back. Joey was laying down on the floor with a bowl of popcorn on his stomach so everyone could reach it if they wanted any, and JC and Justin were just sitting side by side on the back part of the‘ couch' so they could still see the tv. In the middle of the movie Joey retreated to his bunk and gave up the popcorn to Chris who was the only one besides himself who was eating it. Before leaving Joey pointed out to JC, "Hey man, have you noticed Justin seems to be using you as a pillow." JC realized he was just as tired and never noticed Justin's head resting on his shoulder. "What's new?" JC joked. Justin would always use whoever he was sitting by as a pillow whenever he was tired and was to stubborn to go to his bunk. The movie was almost over and JC was starting to get more tired then he already was. Chris paused the movie and got up to go get a drink from the fridge at the front of the bus, "Ya want anything man?" he asked JC. "Um, water. Thanks." JC said. "Cool, don't finish watchin the movie without me." Chris said and then made his way quietly past the bunks. JC was sitting there now in silences and the room was totally dark except for the light coming from the TV. He felt himself starting to drift off and he was trying to fight it but it wasn't working. Soon he was gone. Chris came back into the back room and went right back to his spot. He held out the drink for JC but when he didn't take it he looked over and saw some moving also. He focused his eyes and saw that JC was sleeping now, but Justin was stirring. He thought Justin was going to wake up so he just forgot about it. Until a few more mins past he Justin started to moan. Chris looked over and saw Justin running his hand up and down JC body. ****** Justin sat at his window looking over the dark and wet road that he lived on. The thunder from the storm that was passing through Orlando woke him up right before the power was knocked out. He sat in the chair by his window for almost an hour before the storm has almost passed yet Justin was not tired at all. There was now a soft down pour hitting the window he was looking out of. While sitting in the dark silent room he thought he heard some noise coming from outside his door. He got up and slowly walked over to his door and opened it enough for him to stick he head out and look up and down the hallway. Nothing. He closed the door to his room and walked over to his bed and laid down on his back. He wasn't tired at all so he just laid there. He could still hear the thunder crashing in the distance. After a few more minutes the rain started to fall harder but this time with no thunder or lightning. He started to get relaxed from listening to the rain and was slowing starting to drift off back to sleep. He was also asleep when he heard a knock at his door. He tried to answer but he was to tired too. If it was important they would just come in. Then again they knocked and Justin groaned loudly. He then sat up "Come in." A few seconds later JC walked in and quietly closed the door behind him. Without words he walked over the Justin's bed and sat down beside him. "What's up JC?" Justin asked. But JC didn't answer. He just sat there looking at Justin. Justin starred back at him and even in the dark he could still see how blue JC's eyes were. He had never noticed how blue they were till then. JC moved his hand over to Justin and gently ran his fingers over Justin's hand. The feeling Justin felt as he did so was unexplainable. He had never felt such feeling. Justin was looking down at their hands as their fingers interlocked. JC's other hand moved up to Justin's face and softly caressed his cheek. Justin looked back up to JC and he was only inches away from him this time. Now knowing what was going to happen as JC moved closer Justin closed his eyes. A few seconds later JC's lips touched his. At first Justin was in shock this was actually happening. His whole body was tingling with the sensation. Justin leaned back on the bed and let JC crawl on top of him. With in minutes both their clothes were on the floor in a pile. All Justin could keep thinking was the fact this was actually happening. He was almost shaking as he started to kiss down JC's body as his hands roamed all over JC's chest as he moaned loudly to let Justin know he was loving ever second of it. ****** "Hey Justin." Chris whispered to Justin while shaking him trying not to wake JC up at the same time. "Huh? What man?" Justin said sitting up and then looked at JC and his eyes almost popped out of his head but he contained himself from keeping Chris from asked anything. He quietly cursed at himself, not for the dream but he knew he was doing something in his sleep. Nothing man, you were just moving around a lot and JC's sleeping and I thought you were going to wake him." Chris explained to him in a hush voice. "Oh." Was all Justin responded as he slouched back down and back onto JC's shoulder and he closed his eyes again. "Justin man, you should go to your bunk." Chris said sitting back down in his spot. 'That's a good idea.' Justin thought to himself and then said out loud, "Yeh I guess so." He got up and went right to his bunk and got in. He rolled over and buried his face into the pillow and silently screamed. He laid there thinking about how vivid the dream was and even how he wished it were real. He was still only coming to terms with himself about being gay. He always thought when he was younger he was not going to be gay. There was nothing that was going to happen that would‘ make' him gay. He should have known that was one of the first signs of being gay -- denial. He just ignored it all until the first dream he had. Although the dreams were not about JC at first. They were just about anyone. No one he know, just guys he made up in his mind. It wasn't till the first dream he had about JC that really freaked him out. When he would dream about the anonymous guys it was fine cause it would cause no harm to anyone if he would come out to someone and tell um about the dreams, but now he was dreaming about one of his closest friends. He was almost in tears from the dreams and the fact this time he was acting a lot of it out this time. As much as he liked it he felt bad because they were the best of friends and he told JC everything and this was the only thing he could tell him, and one thing he never will. He just couldn't imagine what would happen if he found out. Although Justin was sure JC, and the others, would be cool with the whole gay thing, but what would JC think about the dreams and fantasies he was having about the two of them. After racking his brain about this for what seemed like hours he decided to just put it behind him as usual and go to sleep. REMEMBER SEND ME FEEDBACK sunflrgurl@idmail.com