Date: Thu, 21 Dec 2006 20:44:23 -0500 From: Angel J Subject: Justin's Angel-16 This is a sexually explicit story (at times) involving homosexuality. By continuing to read, you affirm under penalties of perjury that you are not a minor or in the company of a minor and are entitled to have access to this story. The following is a fictious story with no real basis or credibility.It is solely for the enjoyment of the reader.Its all just fun. It does not imply anything about the sexual preferences or lifestyle of Justin Timberlake or any other celebrity herein mentioned in the story. Previously Justin stroked Michael's shoulder,keeping contact with him. "I have been so terrified to let anyone touch me,to love me again.You saw my reaction this morning.But I want you to know that I want you to touch me, to make love to me.But I just don't know when I can overcome that obstacle." Justin began to say something,but Michael put his finger to Justin's lips. "I want to be with you ,Justin.To be in that intimate place,in love's center.But all I ask is that you give me time,you give me patience and understanding.Please?" Justin looked at Michael with love still openly showing in his eyes. "I love you,Michael.I can wait for you to be ready,for whatever you want to happen." Michael leaned in and kissed Justin passionately on the lips. "Thank you,Justin.For loving me enough to let me be myself." Justin kissed him again. "There is one more thing I have to say,Justin." Justin sat still, allowing Michael to go at his own pace. Michael took both of Justin's hands in his,looking at him,staring into those blue pools of heaven. Justin stared into Michael's golden brown orbs,lost in the suns of his soul. "I have this feeling inside me,Justin.I have been trying to figure out what it means.I have never felt it before.I can remember what it felt like when I fell in love with Paul." Justin tensed a bit,he didn't like Michael talking about love and that man in the same sentence. Michael sensed Justin's mood. He kissed Justin on the lips again. "This feeling I have,is totally different.I think its more than love,I think it may be true love." Justin's heart stopped. He hoped he would hear those words someday from Michael, but to hear them now from Michael's own lips sent Justin's soul soaring to heaven. Justin knew Michael hadn't said I love you, but these words were a start,he was beginning to talk about love,and he had c0me back to him on his own terms,to give Justin a chance to love him. Justin started crying, falling into Michael's arms, feeling the love he knew Michael possessed,feeling Michael's warmth and soul connecting with him. Feeling the spark of true love,now ignited in both of them. Michael held Justin close, feeling him melt into him.For once in his life,Michael felt close to someone. And Justin was thinking something else. Justin's world had now become complete. Chapter 16 They sat there for a long time, Michael holding him, just letting themselves be one with each other.Justin then laid down a bit,his head falling into Michael's lap,Michael's fingers stroking Justin's beautiful face. Justin looked up into Michael's strong beautiful face. How had he found such a beautiful person. Fate and faith had brought him to this wonderful man.This courageous,handsome man. They stayed like that, not needing to say anything more, to just be there for each other. Nana, and then Lonnie, had quietly walked into the room,exiting quietly when they saw the two together. They talked quietly in the kitchen,leaving the two alone. About twenty minutes later a knock was heard at the front door of the suite. Lonnie went into the living room, Justin and Michael had gotten up,separating from their closeness. Lonnie answered the door, to find Doctor Samuels standing there. Lonnie showed him into the living room. He greeted Justin and Michael. "How are you doing,Michael.You look a lot better this morning." Michael smiled at the doctor,liking the man. "I am feeling one hundred percent better." Nana walked into the room, Justin introducing her to Dr.Samuels. "If you don't mind,I'd like to examine you again,Michael?" "Sure thing,doc.Lets go into the bedroom for some privacy." Michael and Dr.Samuels went together,closing the door behind them. Justin sat on the couch,watching Michael close the door,smiling at him. Nana sat down on the couch beside Justin.Justin turned to her, a big smile enveloping his handsome face. "He said he needs me,Nana,that he needs my love." Justin's face was so angelic looking,so much happiness evident on it. Nana started crying,Lonnie just got up and hugged Justin. "I am so happy for you,my man.Happy for the two of you." Nana hugged Justin too,when she had regained control of her emotions. "Welcome to the family,Justin.I am so happy you two found each other.All I ask is that you love him,never hurt him,and always be there for him." Justin smiled at his new grandmother. "You got it,beautiful lady." Nana smiled again,hugging her new grandson. They just sat there for about half an hour until Dr.Samuels appeared again. "Michael is just finishing getting dressed again." The doctor said, a look of puzzlement on his face. "Is everything okay,doc?" Justin asking with concern for Michael. "Everything is fine.Michael is completely healed.Thats what I find so odd." Justin and Lonnie looked at the doctor,with puzzled looks now on their faces. "His pneumonia is completely gone, no side effects.And his bruised ribs have healed completely." The doctor kept rubbing his chin,as if he was trying to understand it all. Nana looked at everyone, feeling she should say something to them,but she remained quiet, she felt that this was Michael's choice. "I asked Michael about his history,his medical history.He says he doesn't have any.He's never had any childhood illnesses,or any sickness.Is that right,Mrs.Stavros?" Everyone looked at Nana,who felt like she was in the spotlight. "Michael never was sick,as far as I can remember,he's always been healthy.I think he has always had the ability to heal himself." Michael walked out of the bedroom,his eyes falling on Justin first, smiling at him.Justin smiled back,he loved seeing that smile on Michael's face. He felt Michael was smiling for him,and him alone. "Michael,your grandmother tells me you have never had any childhood diseases.No mumps,chicken pox,measles?Is that true?" the doctor asked looking at Michael strange. "Yes, I can't remember having any of those.I have always been healthy that way,never really had any colds,or such.I have only been in the hospital once." Justin knew Michael was thinking about who had put him in the hospital. The doctor looked now at Michael in wonderment. "Thats impossible Michael,every child gets colds or fevers.And they all get childhood ailments." Michael's smile slowly left his face,Justin sensing Michael was becoming nervous about the doctors questioning. Nana picked up on it too. "Our family has always been blessed with good health.My parents lived well into their late nineties.We come from healthy stock,don't we Mico?" Michael's smile returned,taking comfort in his grandmother's defense of him. "Yes we do,Nana." Michael was practically beaming,a smile that warmed Justin's heart. Justin sensed that Michael was proud of his greek heritage,his grandmothers side of the family at least.Michael didn't know much about his father's side,only that his grandparents were dead. The doctor seemed to be weighing his words quietly,before he continued. "I have been a doctor for over 20 years,Michael, and I have never seen anyone recover from viril pneumonia that quickly,it usually takes a few weeks, not a few hours.You must have one miraculous immune system,Michael. Do you mind if I take a blood sample." Michael nervously looked at the doctor, his fear of needles evident in his face. Justin looked Michael in the eyes,Michael instantly calming down. "Its all right doctor,Michael is healthy now, thats whats important.He has had a rough couple of days,let's allow him to have some peace." Nana said, looking the doctor in the eyes. The doctor smiled,taking Nana's ultimatum for what it was. "Very well, your right.Glad your back to one hundred percent,Michael.I guess my job is done.If you need me again you have my card." The doctor shook Michael's hand,Michael smiling at him. Everyone else thanked the doctor,leaving him with warm thanks and Lonnie showed him out. As soon as the doctor was gone,Justin was hugging Michael,kissing his cheek. "I have never seen you smile so happily,its so nice to see you smiling." Justin hugging him closer. Michael couldn't help smiling. He was in the arms of someone who loved him.That made him smile. But Justin felt that Michael wanted to tell him something, something private. "So what are we going to do today,your appointment with Anna isn't till two o'clock." Michael frowned a little bit,remembering Justin's therapist friend.But his smile quickly returned when he looked again into Justin's eyes. "Well,I need to go home and get into my own clothes,these stink of Timberlake cologne." Justin looked at Michael, his mouth hanging open. Michael started laughing,sticking his tongue out at Justin.Justin dived on top of him,knocking him to the floor,starting to tickle him. "Oh yeah,sweetie,well I will remember that the next time you want to get close and personal." Michael continued laughing, then quickly rolling on top of Justin. "I will have you know, sweetie, that I can't get enough of your aroma." Justin blushed as Michael leaned in and kissed him. Nana smacked Michael on the ass. "Get up you two.The day's a wasting." Michael jumped up,blushing,holding his hand out and helping Justin up. "Well, I'd love to see your home,Michael." Justin said,still keeping slightly attached to Michael,their hands together. "Its small,but its home.But please forgive the mess.Vicky is a bit of a pack rat." Justin smiled. Nana smiled at them both."Well, I am going back to my room,you boys go ahead by yourselves." "But Nana, your going to stay with me,aren't you?I just assumed you would." "And give up my beautiful suite here,are you nuts?" She laughed. She put her arms around Michael,kissing him. "You two boys need some time alone,Mico.I think you both should stay there,get to know each other better." Michael couldn't believe she was giving him her consent to get closer to Justin. The smile on Michael's face made Justin's love for him increase twofold. "Is that okay,Lon?" Justin asking him,the puppy dog face in full force. "Timberlake,you know that look doesn't work with me." Lonnie folded his arms,looking at Justin. Justin's face changed,concerned for Lonnie's answer. "What the hell, I need some time away from you.Why don't you get out of my hair." Lonnie smiled. Justin's smile was even bigger that Michael's had been. "I'll drive you too over,then your on your own.But I will pick you up for Michael's appointment.Okay?" Justin hugged him."Sure thing,Lon.Lets get ready and go." Within ten minutes they had their things together,and were walking out of the hotel,Justin in hat and glasses,Michael thinking it looked ridiculous.He thought Justin stood out too much.He had to create a better disguise for Justin.Lonnie headed them towards a large black SUV. "This is a little more toned down,the limo only invites stares." Justin replied,knowing what Michael was thinkng. Michael smiled back. "I keep forgetting how hard it must be for you just to walk around in public." "Yeah,sometimes it gets a bit overwhelming.I just want to blend in sometimes,ya know." "Yes, I can imagine.Well, anytime your with me,your my Justin.You don't have to act like a big shot celeb with an entourage." My Justin, he said my Justin. Justin looked at Michael,he couldn't help but want to kiss him. But here in public he couldn't. Someday my love, someday we will be able to. Michael sensed what Justin wanted to do, and he gave him a wink,and a light mouthed kiss. Justin grinned ear to ear. Michael was looking at the SUV,and inwardly smiling himself.It had tinted windows. "Timberlake,your lips are mine,all mine, when we get in the backseat I'll show you how much your mine." Michael whispered low to Justin,people passing them by,not really noticing who was walking in their midst. Justin staggered a bit, realizing what Michael was hinting at. He quickly stepped up the pace. Lonnie went ahead around the vehicle jumping in the drivers seat. Michael opened the back door, waiting for Justin.Michael told Justin to jump in,giving him a sexy smile. Justin happily dove in,Michael shutting the door quickly behind him,and then jumping in the front passenger seat. Justin turned around and didn't see Michael. Then he looked in the front seat.Michael sat there looking at him seriously. The look on Justin's face was priceless. He was utterly stunned. MIchael couldn't hold in any longer and started laughing,looking at Justin's distressed face.Lonnie was totally confused about what had happened.He wondered why Michael was in the front seat,he assumed he would climb in the back with Justin. "Sorry Jus, it was way too easy.Your such an easy target.The look on your face was priceless." Justin had on his pouty face,looking totally lost. Ain't gonna work,baby.I got ya all hot and bothered,now you will just have to please yourself." Michael's laughter erupting all over again. Lonnie now caught on to what Michael had done to Justin.And his laughter joined Michael's. "Whats the matter Mr.Timberlake.Got a bad case of the blue balls." Michael's laughter was contagious,Justin couldn't help himself,he started laughing too. "Remember Mr.Tavarro,revenge is best served cold." "Ooooh,save me Lonnie,the horny Mr.Timberlake is after me,help!Help!" Lonnie almost bust a gut laughing so hard. "You have one sick twisted sense of humor,Michael." Lonnie interjected between bouts of laughter.Lonnie pulled out into the light traffic. For a little while the drive was filled with good hearted laughter,Justin every now and then leaning forward to kiss Michael's cheek or just to touch him. Lonnie smirked a bit. "Watch it Michael.Someone is trying to lure you into the back seat." "Nah,it stinks back there,did someone have eggs for breakfast?" Justin sat back,folding his arms, pouting big time. Michael turned and looked at him,his heart filling with something,that Michael suddenly realized, might be love. He looked at Lonnie,who immediately cracked a smile,pulling over to the curb. Michael leapt out and got in the back seat. Justin turned away from Michael,refusing to look at him. "What are you doing here? I thought you said it stunk back here." "It does stink.It stinks with the intoxicating scent of my man.A scent thats beginning to drive me wild." Michael touched Justin's shoulder, looking at Justin with a twinkle in his eye. Justin head shot quickly around gazing into Michael's intoxicating eyes. "Your man? You really mean that?" Michael's answer was a kiss, a kiss that ignited Justin's desires.They leaned back, together in an embrace of heated passion,not groping each other,but lightly caressing one another,keeping certain boundaries respected. Lonnie smiled from the front seat,glad for the tinted windows, although he though they could steam them up pretty quickly. The drive lasted another ten minutes, the whole time,Justin and Michael held each other. Lonnie knew how to get to Vito's restaurant so it was only a short drive from there. They pulled up if front of Michael's building, parking close by. Michael and Justin hopped out, after Justin had donned his hat and glasses again. God, Michael was hating that disguise.It made him stand out,like he was trying too hard not to be seen. They said their goodbyes to Lonnie,who said he would be back at 1:15 to pick them up. It was now 10:30,so they had over two hours to be by themselves. Michael led the way,Justin following close behind,every now and then sneaking glances at Michael's cute butt. Justin had to admit,Michael really turned him on.Even though Justin had never had sex with a guy,he felt in his heart that with Michael it could be fantastic.Everything about the man made Justin swoon.His looks,his voice,his touch,and just the way he looked at him. Michael started climbing the stairs, his butt almost eye level with Justin.Justin smile lit up his whole face. They walked into the building, Michael pulling his keys out and opening the first door to their right. They entered into a small,nicely furnished, cosy apartment. Justin looked around, admiring the lived-in feeling of the place. A large striped cat came running out of the kitchen area,curling around Michael's feet. "Hey Tigger, hows my boy." Michael picking up the cat. "This is Tigger, Justin.Vicky and I have had him since he was a kitten.He's a real scrapper,as you can see by his scars." Justin smiled, petting the cat in Michael's arms.The cat purred, Michael seeing that he had taken to Justin right away. "Cool, you must be really special,Tigger never takes to anyone." "You don't know how special I can be." JUstin said, sexiness in his voice. "Your such a horn dog,I saw you checking out my ass." Justin blushed, he hadn't realized Michael had seen him. Michael started smirking. "If ya see it up close.It will drive ya wild." Justin blushed even redder.Michael and his twisted sense of humor. Michael winked and licked his lips. Justin started laughing,taking Tigger from Michael's arm. "Take a look around,Jus.I am going to the washroom." Michael walked down the hallway going into the bathroom. Justin walked around looking at things,finally walking into the living room.In the corner sat a piano,a small one.Justin wondered why Michael had a piano,was he musical or was it Vicky's. Justin set Tigger down on the sofa, walking over to the piano.A lot of pictures were sitting on top of it.Justin looked at them all, pictures of sweet Michael,Vicky,Steve and family photos.A large picture of Nana and a man Justin knew had to be Michael's grandfather. He lightly strummed his fingers across the piano keys, playing a light tune.The piano was tuned perfectly. Michael came walking back into the room,seeing Justin at the piano. "Is this Vicky's,Michael.I didn't know she played." "Its mine actually,Justin.I play a little.My Nana taught me." Justin looked at Michael,a surprised look on his face.This man never ceased to amaze him.He was so gifted. "Wow, thats great,Mikey.Play me something." Justin scooched over,wanting Michael to sit beside him. Michael blushed, staying where he was. "I am no where near as good as you are Jus.I'd be embarrassed to see you watching me." Justin got up,walking over towards him. "Its all right,Mikey.But you owe me a song,I'd love to hear your singing voice too."He lightly kissed him on the lips. Michael blushed,knowing Justin's voice would overpower his any day. "So,want to give me a tour." Michael smiled,pulling Justin into the kitchen. "This is the dining area,slash kitchen.This is where I work my magic." Justin turned an eyebrow up."You can cook?" "I am a qualified chef,Jus.I can do wonders.Vito taught me a lot, and I have picked up some things from Nana." Justin was impressed."SO when do I get to taste your wares." Michael blushed."Depends on what wares you want to taste,my food wares or underwears." They both started laughing, falling into each other. "That was plain cheesy,babe." Michael smiled, leading Justin down the hall.He showed him the bathroom on the left, then Vicky's room on the right.He then led him down to the end of the hall to Michael's domain. A sign was attached to the door. IF I AM WRITING DON'T COME NEAR I MIGHT START BITING Justin laughed. "I love a good bite." Michael blushed again. "I hope you don't talk with your mouth full.Maybe I will have to fill it up completely. Justin blushed now. Michael loved this sexy banter.Especially with Justin.They put their hands together as Michael opened his bedroom door. Justin was surprised. The room was very neat, clean and well lighted.An old wooden desk sat against one wall,papers and books neatly sitting on it. "This desk belonged to my grandfather.Its given me a lot of inspiration." "This is where you have written your books?It looks so cozy and homey.I can see how relaxing it would be for you." Justin enter into the room,seeing a double size bed in the corner beside the window.He walked over to the window ,looking out at the view.His bedroom window looked out into a small park.Justin could see where this view would give Michael some inspirtation too. An added bonus was that the window didn't look out on any other apartments. Justin turned and ran to Michael,taking him into his arms,kissing him deeply. "Its beautiful Mikey,a really cozy room.I think I could be so happy here,sleeping with you. MIchael shyly smiled. "But only if I am invited, that is." Justin shyly looking back. Michael looked at Justin,seeing that look in his eyes again. "Would you like to stay here tonight,Justin.I would love the company." Justin smiled. "I'd love too." Michael practically glowed. Michael pulled Justin over to the bed, falling down on it,pulling him down beside him. Justin lay beside Michael,Michael snuggling up against him almost immediately,laying his head on his chest. "This has been a crazy couple of days,Jus.Just think,two days ago I had never met you." Justin help Michael a little tighter,loving his warmth against him. "I know babe, its been the best two days of my life.Just wait till the rest of the week goes by." Michael frowned a little bit. Justin knew what Michael had to be thinking. "I just realized that you will be gone at the end of the week,when will I see you again?" "Babe,We have this week together.Lets think about that,okay? Yes,I have to leave on friday,but I promise you I will be coming back.This isn't a one time thing,Mikey,I love you.I am going to come back." Michael raised his head looking into Justin's eyes. Justin was staring at him,waiting for a reply. "I know Justin, I believe you.But that doesn't mean I won't miss you." Justin smiled inwardly,Michael was starting to come around to Justin's thinking.Michael was having some serious feelings for him. "When are you going to New York City to meet your publishers?" "Probably the week after next,likely the eleventh." Justin couldn't help but smile. "I am in New York from the tenth to the eighteenth.I am hosting Saturday Night Live on the sixteenth." Michael postively beamed. "Really, Justin? Then we could meet.If your not too busy,that is."Michael lowered his head a bit. Michael knew that Justin would be busy all week with rehearsals and things,he probably wouldn't have much time for him. "I will never be too busy,when it comes to you,Michael.Understand me?" Justin said with determination and love in his voice. Michael raised his head,his smile back in full force. "Then maybe you could meet Zach.I will be staying with him,I know he'd love to meet you.He's an even bigger fan than me." Justin put his pouty face on. "Your not my biggest fan,Michael.How come?" Michael kissed him passionately,Justin's pout dissappearing. "I am the real Justin's biggest fan, not flashy Timberlake's." Justin smiled hearing Michael say that. "I should let you know though,Zach is very protective of me.He doesn't like anyone taking advantage of me.He thinks of me as his brother.If he doesn't like what you say or how you act with me, he will voice his opinion openly.But I am sure he will like you." "Who couldn't love me." Justin smirked. Michael rolled on top of Justin, kissing him with wild passion,taking Justin's breath away. "Nobody could love you like I will." Justin stopped, looking at Michael. Michael froze,realizing what he had just said. Justin looked at him. "You will love me, Mike?" Michael sat up, moving away from Justin a bit, trying to get his thoughts together. Did I just say that I will love him? Am I that far all ready? Do I want him that much? Justin lay still, letting Michael think.He now knew when to give Michael space.Nana was a great teacher. Michael got up off the bed and went over to the desk.He fished around through the books picking up a leather book. He looked at it fora moment,rubbing his hand over the soft leather,then brought it over to Justin,sitting down beside him. "Can I read you something,Justin?" Justin pulled himself up ,leaning against the pillows. "Sure Mike, what book is it?" Michael blushed a little. "Its my journal.I write my deepest thoughts and ideas in it.It always helps me deal with my life when I write my feelings down." Justin couldn't believe that Michael wanted to read something so personal to him. "Are you sure,Michael.That pretty private stuff." Michael was quiet for a few moments, then he nodded.Justin smiled,leaning against Michael's shoulder,not looking in the book,respecting Michael's privacy. Michael opened the book,looking for something.He found it towards the back. "I wrote this about four months ago." Michael found the passage and began reading. "Today is a milestone for me.An anniversary if you will. Its been six years to the day that my heart was ripped out.That my soul was destroyed. That he hurt me. Him,the love of my life. The one I thought of as the love of my life,my Paul." Justin tensed a bit, not liking what Michael was reading,Michael turning and rubbing against Justin.Justin kept quiet,but still didn't like it. "For six years I have been lost, my soul floating in an abyss.How had I managed to go on for so long. I remember thinking that I would never be able to live again, that everything my world centered upon was gone. An illusion. But time heals all wounds,they say.That love conquers all. I have always thought that those were cliches, false words,giving false hope. Maybe they are. But I have been having these dreams lately,what I feel are visions.A voice telling me to hold on to hope. I am standing here today,breathing and alive still because I have to wait for someone. I have to wait for him. That special person, that one with the beautiful voice. My angel, the one who will save me. Justin looked up at Michael,unable to find words. All he could think about was his own dream. Michael leaned over and kissed Justin on the lips. "Its you Justin,I believe your the one I have been waiting for,the one who will save me.And the one I need to love." End of Chapter 16 So things are falling into place. Hope you enjoyed it. More fun to come. Michael and Justin are only beginning. Keep the comments coming. Hugs and kisses, MC and JR. Merry Christmas everyone. Angel.