Date: Sun, 14 Jan 2007 13:30:24 -0500 From: Angel J Subject: Justin's Angel-25 This is a sexually explicit story (at times) involving homosexuality. By continuing to read, you affirm under penalties of perjury that you are not a minor or in the company of a minor and are entitled to have access to this story. The following is a fictious story with no real basis or credibility.It is solely for the enjoyment of the reader.Its all just fun. It does not imply anything about the sexual preferences or lifestyle of Justin Timberlake or any other celebrity mentioned in the story. Previously "Lets go home,Michael." Justin smiled at him. "I'm up for that." He smiled back. EVeryone made their way back out,Jason leading them again. When they got back out into the open sunshine,Jason thanked them again for coming,and hoping they enjoyed themselves. Everyone thanked him,his eyes remaining glued to Michael. "Its been a pleasure meeting you,Mr.Tavarro." "Thanks,Jason." Michael turned,walking to his car,Justin staring at Jason.Jason stared after Michael,sighing. "You can forget it,he's taken."Justin said,masking his anger. "The good ones always are." Jason smiled,then turned to look at Justin.His smile and eyes were again directed at him. Justin turned,walking away,shaking his head. He jumped into the car,looking at Michael. Michael was laughing. "What's so funny." "You babe,your priceless.Jealous are we?" Justin pouted.Michael put his hand in his. "Don't worry,he's not my type.He probably can't sing worth a shit." Justin looked at Michael,seeing his love in his eyes. "I have a weakness for blond sexy men,who sing their hearts to me." Justin beamed,squeezing Michael's hand. Tonight would be a special night for both of them. Chapter 25 Michael drove home,Justin at his side,two lovers together.They took there time,Lonnie having drove passed them a while back,tooting the horn,everyone waving at the two lovers. Michael kept looking at Justin,trying to decide what to say to him.Justin had expected Michael to talk about what he'd done to him on the show. In a sense he had made Michael face his fear.His fear of self gratitude.Michael had never taken well to being thanked. His own life had been hard and difficult,no one ever thanking him for anything.Not until he had started living with Nana had he known what self worth was.And by that time it had almost been to late. Michael always tried so hard to please everyone else.He never took his own self gratification into account. His acts had all been selfless,no praise required. He never wanted it. Michael looked upon his acts of kindness and love as an atonement.An atonement for his own failure. He'd never told anyone,not Nana,Zach or even Vicky,that truth. The truth of his needing to be good,to make up for failing his mom. He'd always taken it to his heart that if he had somehow been more kinder,more loving, then maybe she would of stayed with him. Michael looked at Justin,remembering his face when he'd walked onto that stage. Justin thrived on adulation,on being praised.Not to say he was a prima donna or any such thing.Far from it. He just loved to have people like him. Michael didn't usually care what people thought of him.It gave him a harder edge to his own existence,giving him a sense of being alone. He always felt that if people ignored him,he wouldn't get hurt again.He'd always tried to dissappear into the background of life. It took a lot for someone to break through that hard exterior,few had. Only Zach,Vicky and now his Justin. Michael looked over at Justin,seeing his smiling face,his carefree attitude.His love of life. Michael's eyes teared up. Justin,who had been smiling,thinking about how proud he had been of Michael today,didn't realize that Michael was crying. Not until Michael pulled the car over. "What are we stopping for my love.Want to get frisky?" Justin smirked turning to look at Michael. What he saw turned his heart inside out. Michael had his head bent down,tears rolling down his cheeks.He wasn't openly crying ,but he was upset. Justin couldn't speak,he'd never seen Michael looking so defeated. Before he could say anything,Michael was out of the car. Justin fought with his seatbelt,trying to get out quickly. By the time he got out of the car,Michael had walked across the road and was heading towards a bench.Justin saw him sit down on the bench,putting his head in his hands. Justin cautiously crossed the road,walking up to the bench. He didn't know if he should give Michael space, but he knew he was upset.Justin could feel it in every part of his soul. He slowly sat down beside Michael,putting his hand on his shoulder. Softly he spoke to Michael,trying to sooth him. "Whats wrong,my love.Did I upset you somehow?" Michael's head flew up,looking into Justin's eyes,his hand going into his. "No,Justin." Justin looked back at him,seeing that Michael was wrestling with something. "I want to thank you ,Justin." "Thank me,for what?" "For loving me enough to want what's best for me.What you feel is best." Justin squeezed his hand. "What do you mean,Michael?" Michael felt he needed to tell him.To tell Justin what today meant to him. "You did all that today,for me.Because you believed that I deserved it,that I deserved their adulation for doing good." "Today you showed me that other people though of me as a good person.That other people loved me and respected me for what I had done.That other people believed in me,in my ideals." Justin smiled,seeing Michael's acceptance of that.And seeing something else,a fight going on inside Michael. "Do you know why I do selfless acts,Justin? Do you know why I try to help people?" "Because your a caring,good person,Michael." Justin believed that with all his heart. "No,Justin.Because I have always thought that I needed to atone." Michael shifted his gaze from Justin's eyes. "Atone.Atone for what?" "Atone for my own failure?" Michael started to get up,to leave.Justin wouldn't let him.He held his hand on his shoulder.He wanted to hear this. "All right,Michael.What have you failed at?" JUstin saw before his eyes Michael's idealogy come crashing down.He saw Michael's concept of his own purpose in life in full view. "My failure was with my mom,Justin? I wasn't good enough,or selfless enough to make her want to stay.She killed herself so that she could get away from her selfish son." Michael looked at Justin.Justin saw the desperation in his eyes. "I only thought of me,Justin.Of weak little selfish me." Justin saw that all Michael's defenses were gone now.That here before his was the real Michael.A lost child who longed for his mother's love.The grief of her loss entrenched in his soul,knowing he'd never have that love again. "It had always been my fault,Justin.I accepted that truth a long time ago.And every since I have been trying to get it right.To do good,to help others so that maybe,maybe I could somehow feel good about myself.That I could somehow make up for not doing good for her." Justin put his arms around Michael,trying to calm him down,but he could feel his pain.His self hate. "Do you know why I hate my gifts,Justin?" "No,Michael,why?" Michael looked into Justin's loving eyes. "Because I couldn't save her,Justin.That night,when I woke up with her beside me,I tried." Justin was stunned. "I sat there with her for hours,trying to heal her,Justin.Again and again I tried.I wouldn't give up.I let my mind search out for her soul,trying to bring it back.I failed,Justin.I failed.I couldn't bring her back.My gifts couldn't bring her back to me." Michael was crying now,his emotions at their peak. Justin held him,finally knowing the core of Michael pain. His failure to bring his mother back to him. He held him for a long time,Michael's tears gradually peetering out.JUstin sat there holding him,not knowing what to say,maybe realizing that there was nothing he could say to make this right. "Thank you,Justin.Without you here these past few days,I don't think I could of faced this truth about myself." Justin kissed him,not caring about who was around.He knew his Michael needed him. "I almost told Anna this morning,I had it on the tip of my tongue,it was the only real pain I had left.But it took you,you as always to make me face it.Your doing that today made me face it." Justin smiled at him,a small tender smile,to let him know he loved him. "I am good,aren't I,Justin.I am good in my heart?" Justin saw Michael's need for validation. "Yes,my love,you are good in all things." Michael half smiled,closing his eyes. He was feeling exhausted.All these buried emotions had been wrapped around his heart for so long,that to finally have them in the open,exhausted him. Justin sensed his tiredness. He gradually got Michael to his feet,guiding him back across the road,and back into the car. Within minutes Michael was asleep in the passenger seat. Justin drove the rest of the way to the apartment. All the way there he thought about what he had done that day.By showing Michael that he was good,that people knew he was good,Michael had realized it countradicted the feelings inside him. In essence it created a conflict.A conflict of values. Michael's own belief that he wasn't good enough,against everyone else's belief that he was. It tore at him enough to make him confess his pain. Justin looked at him sleeping beside him in the car. You are good,Michael.You are the kindest,most selfless person I have ever met.Its not an act,its the real you,it's in your soul. I know because I can feel it. When they arrived at the apartment,Justin shook Michael gently.Michael woke up,looking at Justin. "Michael,we're home.Lets go up so you can get some rest for a while." Michael smiled,Justin helping him out of the car. They walked up the stairs together,Michael not saying anything. They went into the apartment quietly,no one seeing them enter.Everyone was laughing and joking around,Lonnie and Christina playing on the floor with Becky. "That you,Mico.Its about time.What were you two doing,necking somewhere?" Nana laughing as she walked out of the kitchen. She stopped,as did everyone when they saw Michael's face. JUstin hushed everyone,shaking his head. He led Michael down the hall towards the bedroom. When they were in Michael's room,Justin took off Michael's shoes and helped him down onto the bed.Michael curled up into a ball,closing his eyes. Nana stood in the open doorway watching Justin's care for Michael.It touched her heart. Justin leaned down kissing Michael on his forehead. "Sleep peacefully,my love." Justin turned to look at Nana,she quietly closed the door. Justin sat beside Michael for a while,just looking at him.His beautiful man. After Michael's breathing relaxed into a deep sleep,Justin got up,leaving the room. He walked out into the living room.Everyone was waiting for him. "What's happened,Justin?" Nana asked. Justin sat down,and began to tell them all what had taken place.Nana and Lonnie,as well as Justin filling Christina in on Michael's painful past. She was in tears realizing how tragic his life had been,and seeing the caring soul that had blossomed out of such pain. It had hurt deeply for Nana to hear Michael's confession of his failure to bring his mother back. For him to have carried that around for so long must have been agony for him. "My baby,to think he felt like that,for so long,never telling me." Nana cried in Justin's arms. He explained to them what he believed happened today,all about the conflict in Michael's mind. They all agreed with his realizations. "I believe I saved him again today.I saved him from his own pain.Now he can finally try and heal himself." Everyone smiled,knowing Justin was being truthful. "I saw the real Michael today.The lost child looking for forgiveness,for love.I will give him that love,and I will show him how good his heart really is." Nana hugged him,as did Lonnie and finally Christina. Even Becky hugged him,not really knowing what was taking place. But she knew he needed it,so she gave him one. It brought a bright smile to his face. "What was she like,Nana?" Justin asked,wanting to know about Michael's mother. Nana began telling them all about her. They listened as Nana described a child of goodness,a child with a loving heart.Her sweet Diana. She told them all about her youth,about her intelligent,and how so many of her qualities she saw in Michael. She showed them a picture of her,that she carried in her wallet.Justin could see her shining through the picture.She was like Michael,Justin felt her goodness,even in a photograph. He realized why Michael was lost without her.She had been the only goodness he'd known in those first painful years. After Nana finished talking,Justin hugged her,letting her know he loved her. Nana smiled,seeing his acceptance of Michael's need. They sat there talking about Michael,getting out their own feelings.Everyone knew that Michael was special.That all his secrets now lay bare,and that maybe now he could live. And they all agreed that Justin,he alone, had gotten Michael to open up. That he was what Michael needed most. After some more talking Nana finally broke up the small conference.They hadn't eaten,she had supper ready in the kitchen. Justin walked down to the bedroom to wake Michael. As soon as Justin had sat on the bed,Michael reached out for him in his sleep. Yes,Justin was his anchor now,his beacon of hope. "Wake up,Mikey.Nana has supper ready." Michael's golden eyes opened,looking into Justin's blue pools. He wanted to always see them when he awoke. Justin leaned down,kissing his tender lips.The kiss lasted for a few moments,just a kiss of tenderness. Michael smiled when Justin removed his lips. "Feeling better,my love?" "Yes,sweetie.Thanks for taking care of me." "It's my mission in life,my love. It's Justin's Mission." Michael smiled at Justin's reference to Michael's book. "My mission is to satisfy my horn dog." Michael smirked,rolling on top of Justin. Justin could feel Michael's need. But here,now wasn't that time. Michael sensed it too,relaxing on top of Justin.Just looking at him. "Thank you,Jus.Thank you for everything you've done today,and every moment since I've met you.You've touched me in so many different ways.In the way you've held me,in the way you've reached my soul.In so many ways.How can I ever thank you enough for what your done for me." "I feel so bad about all the emotions I have let out these last few days.I've been nothing short of a basket case.And you've stood by me every moment.That shows me your love,Jus.That shows me how much I need you." "You can thank me by loving me every day,for the rest of our lives." Michael kissed him,sensing that was all he needed to do,that kiss meaning so much to both of them. "I told them,Michael.Nana,Lonnie and Christina.They all know whats happened.They all are there for you,as always." Michael nodded at Justin,knowing that he would do that. They got up,walking down into the kitchen. Michael saw everyone smiling up at him. Becky climbed out of her chair,not running to Justin,but to Michael. Michael picked her up. "LOve ya ,Michael." This child pulled at his heart strings. "I love you too,Becky.My little ray of sunshine." Becky smiled at him as he carried her over to the table. Nana put her hand on his shoulder,he saw her love shining through her golden eyes. And she saw his love there too. They didn't talk about it,but they all knew Michael was thinking about it.Maybe it would take a long time for him to lose that pain inside him,maybe he never would.The one person who could ease it was gone. But Michael smiled,letting them know he knew they were there for him. Justin put his hand in his while Nana said grace. After a good meal,with good conversation,Michael had returned to almost his normal self. Christina and Becky would be leaving shortly,Lonnie taking them back to her mother's.Nana would be going back to the hotel,wanting Justin and Michael to be alone tonight,knowing Vicky was returning tomorrow and their love nest would be only for tonight. Michael finalized his plans with her,for her moving on Saturday.He gave her his phone number and she giving him their address and number. He would go to their place early saturday morning. Justin and Lonnie wished they didn't have to leave.They so wanted to help.Christina understood Justin's schedule,she also noted Michael's eyes when Justin talked about it.He was really dreading Justin's leaving. Michael said he would raise some volunteers to help,knowing Vicky would be up for it. They chatted for a while,the time finally drawing near. Becky hugged both Michael and Justin.She saved the biggest for Justin,almost clinging to him,Justin kissing her a few times. "You be good,squirt.I'm coming back to make sure your happy with your new home.Okay?" She smiled at him,Michael seeing the love in Justin's eyes for this little girl. Michael sensed that Justin would make a wonderful father some day.They hadn't talked about children at all.They hadn't progressed that far in their relationship. It was a conversation he wanted to have with Justin. Christina hugged everyone,leaving Michael for the last. When she looked at him she saw her guardian angel.So much had happened to her in such a short time.She couldn't find the words to tell him what he'd done for her. Michael sensed her loss for words. "There is nothing you have to say,Christina.Friendships have been made here.We are friends now,thats all that needs to be said." Christina hugged him again. "See you saturday." He said kissing her on the cheek. "I'll see you tomorrow afternoon on Oprah,remember?" Michael had forgotten that the taped show would be airing tomorrow afternoon. "I hope the camera doesn't really add ten pounds.I'd hate to see Justin fat."Michael laughed. Justin smacked him on the ass. Everyone laughed,the tension of long goodbyes relieved by Michael's humor. They said their final goodbyes,leaving Justin alone again with his Michael. After everyone had left,they lay together on the couch,in their favorite position. Michael and Justin didn't speak for a few minutes,just lost in their closeness. Then Michael began to talk. He talked for over an hour,Justin just listening.He told him all about his mom,about his feelings of loss.Of wanting her here,giving anything to have her for one more day,to say what he needed to say to her. Justin sat quietly,letting Michael release his feelings. He was a remarkable man,with so much pain he still went on.He never would give up. Then Michael sat quietly as Justin gave him his take on Michael's feelings. Michael realized that Justin saw what he'd felt,knew what Michael had endured.And that he was there for him,to talk to,to just listen to him. Michael felt so lucky,that this beautiful man was here,sharing his own feelings with him. Justin even talked about his own insecurities,his own fears and hurts. Michael held him to him,basking in his openness and faith in his trust. They finally had talked everything out,glancing at the clock seeing it was almost 2 am. But they didn't want to break contact,both feeling safe in each other's arms. They gently kissed,tenderness and something more entering their souls. The kissing eventually became more passionate,Justin slipping his fingers under Michael's shirt,feeling his hairy chest,the smoothness of his skin,the softness of his fur. They kissed for an eternity,several kisses in fact.light ones,deep ones,caressing each other. Michael felt he needs rising,that this could lead to a night of passion. He gently broke the contact,pushing Justin up,seeing Justin's lust shining through. "Hold on tiger,your getting too excited." "Its you babe,your the cause of that."Justin smiled,knowing Michael was getting just as excited. Michael rubbed his hands across Justin's covered chest,his left hand caressing the growing bulge in Justin's pants. "I think someone wants to come out and play." "I think we both know what he wants." Justin's arousal obvious in his blue eyes. "Looks like my man needs some more special attention." Michael said in a sexy voice, his hand continued rubbing against Justin's erection. Justin moaned,looking at Michael with renewed desire. Michael got up off the couch,pulling Justin up by the hand,taking him back down the hallway heading for the bedroom. They didn't make it that far. Michael suddenly but firmly pushed Justin up against the wall in the hallway,not wanting to lose any time in his need to fill himself of Justin's love. Justin could feel Michael's excitement,his need. Within moments Michael had removed Justin's shirt,his hands finding their familiar place on his hardening nipples. Their lips had contacted again,their kissing passionate and long. Justin felt shockwaves going down his spine as Michael played with his nipples. He had never realized how sensitive they were,how what Michael was doing to them really excited him. All the women he had been with had never really paid much attention to them,their only concern had been with what was between his legs. But this wasn't true with Michael.Michael was in want of Justin's whole body,as if everthing about it excited him.He seemed lost in his desire to excite Justin,to touch him in new places. His lips were doing exciting things to him.They had moved from his own lips and were licking and sucking his neck. Justin thought he would have one massive hicky when they were finished,but it didn't matter to him,he was too excited to make Michael stop. Michael himself, was in heaven,the taste of Justin's skin was an elixir,driving him on,making him want more,he pulled back a little,seeing the red mark he was leaving on Justin's neck,deciding to go elsewhere. He moved his head down a bit, lapping onto Justin's right nipple again,sucking it,teasing it,soft moans escaping Justin's lips. Michael had found Justin's secret spot,the one place that drove him wild. His right nipple was his center,his point of ecstasy. And Michael's tongue made love to it ardently. While he sucked on it,his hands moved down to Justins pants,pulling apart the top button,spreading the zipper down. He put one hand into his pants,entering underneath his boxers finding the hidden treasure.His hands wrapped about the thick tool,feeling its hardness. Michael started stroking him in slow motion,running his hand up and down the shaft, his thumb rubbing under the head. Justin started bucking his hips,his senses in overdrive. Michael moved his head back up,kissin him again. He looked into Justin's opening eyes,seeing his lustful gaze. Justin wrapped his arms around Michael,his hands slowly dropping down,where they found his ass. He started massaging his ass through his pants,Michael started moaning. But Michael's thoughts were on his own prize, the prize he had his hand on. He kissed Justin again,looking into his eyes. "I want you again,Jus,I need the taste of you again." "Oh,god,babe,yes,yes." Michael needed no further words of encouragement.After a quick kiss,he started kneeling ,his hands grabbing onto Justin hips,taking his pants down his legs with him as he sank to his knees. Justin's cock came into view as Michael's face met it at eye level. It wasn't exposed for very long,as Michael swallowed it,tasting Justin's sweat and his rich precum. The flavour was intoxicating,driving him onward. Justin's hardness lengthened as Michael's tongue licked his shaft. His whole body was trembling again,lost in his passion,his hands stroking Michael's soft black hair. Michael bobbed up and down, taking the cock deeper into his throat with each downward motion. His hands moved from Justin's hips around to his smooth ass cheeks.He kneaded them,stroking them and just touching them,causing Justin to thrust his hips forward,more of his cock sinking into Michael's mouth. Michael backed off a bit, not wanting Justin to explode just yet. He pulled it out of his mouth,teasing and licking the head,his hands still kneading his ass cheeks. Michael wanted something more. He stood again,kissing Justin with a new desire. Justin returned the lustful kiss,not wanting to ever end this kiss. Michael ended it though,only to look into Justin's pleading eyes. "Do you trust me Jus? You know I want to make you happy?" "God yes,Michael,I trust you with my life and my body." Michael smiled. Michael put his hands on Justin's hips gently showing him he wanted him to turn around. Justin turned around quickly,his heart open,his body there for Michael. Michael looked down at the beautiful body in front of him. Michael started to lick on Justin's shoulder blades,sending short bursts of electricity down Justin's body. He slowly licked down his back,tasting Justin's sweat and his flesh. Michael sank slowly to his knees.His hands caressed the two globes in front of him. They were totally smooth,soft and firm. Michael kissed the top of Justin's crack,tasting his sweat,smelling his intoxicating aroma. He began licking the crack,moving his tongue deeper into it. Justin's moans became louder,his body trembling. "Trust me,my love.Spread your legs apart." Justin obeyed,knowing what Michael wanted. He spread his legs apart,Michael pulling his ass forward,pulling Justin's body away from the wall. And there it was,Justin's center.That pink rosebud,staring in Michael's face. It seemed to be pulsing,beating with Justin's heartbeat. It was offering itself to Michael,to be one with him. Michael leaned forward,his tongue licking at it,tasting its love. Justin's eyes were closed in anticipation of what Michael was going to do.But he wasn't prepared for this new sensation. When Michael's tongue touched his hole,Justin's whole body shuddered,his mind exploded in a flash of ecstasy. Never in his whole life had he felt this.His cock seemed to lengthen longer than it ever had,his balls seemed to draw into him.AS if they wanted to be there beside his hole,to feel this wonderful touch. His heart filled with such desire,he wanted Michael to take him,to use him for his desires. Michael started tonguing Justin's ass,tasting his center,lapping up all the juices and devouring his ass. He had never imagined that he would be doing this to someone,but he knew in his heart that Justin wanted this,and that Michael needed it too. He sucked and licked every inch of Justin's hot sweet butt,knowing that in this man he had found his life's desire,his greatest need. But he needed something more,it swung between Justin's legs,Michael reaching out,taking it in his hand again. Justin pushed his ass farther back,almost bending over to let Michael have access to both,his ass and his cock. Michael took full advantage of this offer. He removed his tongue for Justin ass,sucking into his mouth Justin's large balls. Justin moaned as MIchael tongued and sucked them,one at a time.his hand stroking Justin's cock. Michael sat back looking at Justin's open ass and throbbing cock. "Your so beautiful,my love.I need you now,I need your love." He stood up again,turning Justin to him again,then kissing him on the lips. "Come to our bed, my love.Come and be one with me."Michael said ,the words heavy with lust. Michael started walking down to the bedroom, removing his clothes as he went,Justin pulling his pants and boxers off,bending down and picking them up,following behind Michael. When Justin entered the bedroom,Michael was already naked and kneeling on the bed,facing Justin. Justin walked up to the bed,seeing Michael on his knees,his hard cock standing out in front of him. He looked deep into Michael's eyes seeing a glowing light in them,their golden shine burning brighter. "You have offered yourself to me completely Justin,your body given to me in love.No one has every given me so much love,or desire." Justin could see tears in Michael's eyes. "Its time,my love.Its time I gave myself to you completely.I trust you so much,I need you so much.Please,Justin,show me your love,show me your desire.Make me fell alive." Justin felt Michael's words in his heart. And he knew what Michael was saying,that he was offering him everything. Justin wanted him,oh god how he wanted him. And he could see in Michael's eyes that he trusted him. Justin knelt on the bed in front of Michael. He leaned in kissing him deeply. "I will make you feel as loved and happy as you make me feel at this moment,Michael." Michael didn't wait to reply,he kissed Justin deeply,a sense of lust in his lips,of an opening of his soul and body,that he needed Justin to fill. Justin pushed against him,feeling his hairiness and smoothness against him,their cocks wrapped around each other,connecting just as hard as their bodies. Justin guided Michael onto the bed,gently pushing himself on top of him,feeling their two bodies together,no barriers,just flesh on flesh. The electricity that shot through both of them charged their souls with new desire. Justin broke their kiss ,licking Michael's cheek,moving his head so he could latch onto his left earlobe. A shudder ran through Michael,heightening Justin's desire.He was pleasing Michael,he was making him happy. But there was so much more of Michael that Justin wanted to touch,to taste,to kiss and to suck. Justin thought of how Michael had pleased him before and just a few moments ago. Yes, he wanted to do the same,to make Michael's body react as his had. Michael's looked into his eyes. "I want you inside me Justin,I want to be loved.Make love to me,please?" Justin stared at Michael,realizing the depth of his trust. Michael got up off the bed,going to the desk,coming back with a small bag. he put a tube of lotion and a box of condoms on the bed,climbing on top of Justin ,kissing him deeply. "I told you earlier that I was ready to trust you completely,Jus.And now I do,I love you completely.I need you so much.Make love to me?" Justin rolled him over,kissing him deeply. His eyes never left Michael's while he prepared his cock.It felt harder and larger then it ever had in his life.Michael was doing that to him,heightening his excitement. He leaned in again kissing him with deep love. Michael wrapped his legs around Justin's back,never breaking eye contact. Justins hands went to Michael's ass,stroking it softly,his lubed fingers gently parting his cheeks.He rubbed lightly against Michael's hole.Michael immediately tensed up,his eyes changing. Justin stopped,never breaking eye contact. "Its okay,Jus.Please go on." Justin went on,slowly entering a finger inside Michael,doing this with love. Thats what made all the difference to Michael.This was love not hate.This was his lover,not his rapist.He never once thought of Paul or that moment of terror. He felt all of Justin's love flow through him,his trust locked on Justin's love. Justin inserted another finger,gently spreading them,and Michael's hole. "Please,Jus.Now,please,I need your love inside me." Justin pulled his fingers out.He positioned himself,his cock head at the entrance to Michael's past. He looked into Michael's deep golden eyes,seeing his own love and Michael's reflecting back. "I love you,Mico." That name encompassed all of Michael's love,his grandmothers,his mothers,and here now Justin's. Only someone who truly loved him would call him that. Justin sank into Michael,immediately feeling a mind opening connection with him. It was as if time stood still. There was a nothingness.A void. In both their minds there was silence. And then they both sensed it together. A deep roaring passion flooding their senses,all their senses coming alive,their bodies tingling with ecstasy. Justin's vision came back at the same moment as Michael's.Justin had been lost in a golden light.Michael had been lost in a blue light. Now their eyes opened to each others light.The light of their love. Justin was completely in,Michael had felt no pain. What they both felt now was joy.And a burning passion. Justin pulled out slowly then sank back in again. Michael groaned deep and lustful. "Oh,god,my Justin.Yes!Oh god,yes!!!" Justin increased his thrusting,seeing the heated passion in Michael's eyes,feeling his own heat deep within Michael's body.He felt so alive,so focused. THis was true love,this wasn't sex,this was a pleasure he'd never felt before in his young life. He wanted this ,he needed this,and he could see that Michael longed for it. His lips found his,their passion connected at both ends. They developed a heated rhythm,a dance of ecstasy.Both of their bodies melting together. Justin could feel his climax rushing through him,no ability to stop it.Michael's was running wild too. Both of them felt the release flowing out of them,their passion exploding simultaneously. They both gasped and screamed together,their names echoeing off the walls. The heated moment lasted for an eternity,Justin finally sinking down on top of Michael,each holding the other. Justin gently rolled off Michael,slipping out of him. Michael sat up,removing the condom from Justin,throwing it in the trash can beside the bed.He then snuggled up beside him,his head on Justin's rising chest. They held each other again.They were lost in the moment. "I love you,Michael." "I love you more,Jus." They both fell asleep with the other's words in their hearts. As the first rays of the new morning came shining through the window,Justin awoke with Michael laying against him. This was a new morning. A new morning filled with a new love.Last night had bonded their relationship in a new way. Justin and Michael were in love.In true love. Justin smiled looking down on his lover. Michael had a smile on his face. Yes,they were in love finally.A trusting ,loving relationship. Justin heard a banging noise,and a distant buzzing.It took a moment for him to realize someone must be knocking and hitting the buzzer of the front door. Justin got up,pulling on a robe. He looked quickly at Michael.He hadn't moved much,deep in sleep.The smile still on his beautiful face. Justin smiled. He ran down the hall,now hearing the hammering. He went to the front door,opening it. There stood JC Chasez. End of Chapter 25 Well,its all done now.All Michael's pain is out in the open. And we now have a surprise guest. What's JC doing here? What will he do when he finds out Michael's with Justin? These questions soon to be answered. Thanks for reading this lengthy story.It still a long ways from being finished. A lot more surpises in store. Keep reading,faithful readers. Angel. P.S. haven't heard much feedback lately,hope everyone's enjoying it?