Date: Mon, 27 Nov 2006 23:41:48 -0500 From: Angel J Subject: Justin's Angel-7 This is a sexually explicit story (at times) involving homosexuality. By continuing to read, you affirm under penalties of perjury that you are not a minor or in the company of a minor and are entitled to have access to this story. The following is a fictious story with no real basis or credibility.It is solely for the enjoyment of the reader. It does not imply anything about the sexual preferences or lifestyle of Justin Timberlake or any other celebrity herein mentioned. Previously Justin pulled Michael against him again, their arms folding around each other.Michael dropped his head onto Justin's shoulder. "Oh god,Justin.All this time I had hoped that you might find it in your heart to just like me, it was a hopeful dream.But I never imagined that this could happen." Justin wrapped his arms around him tighter,Michael feeling like he belonged there forever.Justin couldn't remember a time when he felt so complete.He wanted to hold him forever. "I need to know how you feel,Michael.I want you to be honest with me." Michael pulled back and looked at Justin with tears flowing from his eyes. "All my life I have been hurt Justin, and today I thought that maybe the greatest thing in my life had happened.That I had finally met someone who could make me feel whole again." Michael hugged Justin closer. "And the thought of that man, you Justin,ever hurting me, is what scares me the most.I am so terrified that if I let you in, that I might never be able to live again if I screw this up." Justin hugged Michael again,tears now flowing from his eyes. "I promise you now and forever , Michael, that I will never hurt you.All I can ever do is love you." Michael was crying also. Justin stoked his soft hair, feeling Michael relaxing in his arms. "Lets take this slow,Mikey.One day at a time.Lets learn about each other, lets share our hearts together and grow to love each other." Michael thought about all that Justin was saying.He hesitated for only a second, and then looked up into Justin's blue eyes. "All right,Jus." Chapter 7 They held onto each other,just feeling the warmth of each other.Both of them feeling comfortable, close to each other. They both heard the clapping and whistling at the same moment, their heads turning as one towards the door. Lonnie,Steve and Vicky were standing in the open doorway,applauding them,smiles on all their faces as well as some tears. "Well, its about time." Vicky smiled, tears rolling down her cheeks. Justin and Michael seperated and started walking around the bed.Justin put his hand in Michael's, Michael smiling shyly as he did so. "As you can see, we have had a talk." Justin chuckled lightly,smiling at everyone."We have both discussed our feelings." Everyone could see their hands locked together. "Michael and I have both agreed that we want to get to know each other better, and if possible, learn to love each other. And, as you guys are our friends, we hope you can give us your support and love." Vicky didn't hesitate for a moment, she rushed into the room and hugged both of them in her arms. "You guys are the best.I am so happy for both of you." Steve and Lonnie waited to give both guys seperate hugs once they were able to get Vicky to seperate from them. "Congrats guys, I hope you both find everything your looking for in each other."Steve said to both of them,his smile spreading across his face. Lonnie grabbed Justin in a big bear hug.He didn't say anything, just looked at him smiling.Then he turned to Michael. "Michael, Justin means a lot to me.He's a hell of a good guy.If you can make him happy, then you'll have just as big a place in my heart." Lonnie gave Michael a big bear hug ,just as he had given Justin. Michael was overcome with emotion for this stranger. "Thanks everyone, this means a lot to me and also to Justin.We are going to take it slow.Its a big change for both of us, but we think its worth a chance." Michael looked at Justin, he couldn't believe the smile he was wearing.It made him seem like he had the world in his hands. Did I do that to him. Me? Michael thought. If I can make him smile like that, then maybe I can make this work. Michael's face changed suddenly, the new smile brightening all his features. Justin was in awe,desire rushing through his thoughts. How was it possible that this young man in front of him could look even more beautiful. That smile is changing his whole face.God,I want to see that smile every day for the rest of my life.I am going to try everything I can to make him smile like that always. Vicky was smiling and hanging onto Michael,and she saw the change in his face too. I thought I'd never see it.That look of hope on Michael's face. And Justin put it there. Thank you god, for giving Michael hope and for giving him Justin. Justin put his hand in Michael's again and led him out into the living room.They both sat down on the sofa next to each other. They then proceeded to tell everyone what they had discussed together,keeping the intimate kiss to themselves. "So where do you guys go from here?"Steve asked,interested. "Well, I am here in town all week, if Lonnie's ok with it,I'd like to spend as much time as possible with Mikey." "Thats cool,Just.I can give you guys your space,I am only a call away." Michael smiled at Lonnie. "My parents are going back home tomorrow,Mikey,and I am going back with them,to spend a few days,since tuesday is my actual birthday.So you can have our place to yourselves."Vicky offered. "Thanks Vic, but you have forgotten about Nana, she's going to need a place to stay."Michael smiled. Then a stunned look came over Michael's face. "Oh shit, Vicky, I forgot about your birthday gift,what with everything that happened last night.Did anyone pick it up at the restaurant?" Michael started to get up to go and find his jacket.Lonnie pushed him back down. "Its ok, Mikey, I had it,remember."Justin smiled at him, "And I have my gift for you too, they are both in the bedroom."Justin got up quickly and ran into the adjoining room. Vicky started to get excited."I completely forgot too, Mikey." Justin returned with a small envelope and Michaels gift wrapped box. He sat back down on the sofa happily, close beside Michael. "You go first,Justin," Michael said,enjoying Justin's lightheartedness.He was acting just as excited as Vicky. "Well Vic, I asked Steve what you liked,if there was anything you were dying to have, and he told me about this." Justin handed her the envelope. She smile back at him and slowly opened it. When she looked at the contents she jumped up and started screaming. "O my god, Oh my god!!Box seat tickets to Devil's Biscuit.how did you know they are my fav." Vicky jumped into Justin's lap kissing him on both cheeks. "There is also a backstage pass included to meet the band.I know the lead singer, we met at a charity event and are friends.I had no trouble arranging it." Vicky was ecstatic, she hugged Justin and kissed him again.Then she turned to Michael to gloat and saw his head hanging down. Something was wrong. "What's wrong Michael,"Vicky looked at him with concern,Justin also focusing on him. Then she noticed the small box in his hand. "Can I have my present now." Michael looked up at Vicky with watery eyes, and hesitantly handed her the box. She took it from him gently and proceeded to open it.When she opened it, she gasped. "Two tickets to Devil's Biscuit.Michael, these must of cost you a fortune.How did you get them?" Michael smiled timidly at Vicky, not looking at Justin. "I knew how much you loved their music.I wanted it to be a surprise.Bill Jackson told me about the extra tickets being sold yesterday, so I stood in line to get them for you." "For how long, Michael?"Steve asked. Michael turned his head towards Steve , not looking at Vicky."Not long, maybe six hours." Justin looked at Michael with wonder.He stood six hours in the cold freezing weather just to make Vicky happy. Then he looked at the expression on Michael's face, and he noticed how he wasn't meeting his eyes. Justin realized what he had done. He had undercut Michael's surprise. Justin reached over and put his hands in Michael's,causing Michael to smile up at Justin. "Oh, Mikey.I am so sorry.I ruined your big surprise for Vicky.I should of realized you would of thought of this for her. This surprise was so important to you.I can see it in your eyes.I'll take my tickets back and get her something else." "No Jus, its ok.YOu didn't have any clue what I was doing,and you did get her a back stage pass.I will scalp my tickets to some of her friends." Vicky was looking at Michael with fresh tears in her eyes. He did this for me, he stood all that time outside,for me.He knew what would make me so happy.He is always so in tune with other people's needs. Vicky hugged Michael and kissed him. "Thank you so much for this Michael.It means so much to me how you know me so well." Michael's face lit up. Justin leaned in and kissed Michael lightly on the cheek.Everyone smiled at the tenderness. "Your one special guy,Michael Tavarro."Justin's eyes focusing on Michael's. They stared at each other,forgetting everything around them. He's so sweet,he's trying to make me feel special, Michael thought. "Your pretty special yourself, Justin Timberlake." Justin beamed a big smile, his whole face taking on a sexy look. Michael smiled back,his gaze never leaving Justin's.Michael felt himself starting to lean into Justin's waiting lips. They never saw the flash until it was too late . Justin turned around quickly to see a laughing Vicky. "Oh thats a keeper,you both looked like love sick puppies."She said, a camera in front of her face. "Vicky!Give me that camera."Michael said leaping up and starting to chase her around the room. Everyone started laughing, except Justin who was blushing a deep red. Michael continued to chase her around.She was almost in his grasp when he started feeling light headed again. He slowed down a bit, and he started to stagger. Vicky stopped immediately when she realized Michael had stopped. Justin immediately jumped up heading toward Michael. Justin wasn't in time, Michael fell face forward his left side hitting an end table, then his body rolled landing on the carpet. Justin had him in his arms immediately. "Relax Mikey, your ok.Just lay still."Justin's strong arms went around him,holding him steady.Michael made a sound like he was in pain. Justin then lifted him up slowly and carried him over to the sofa, gently setting him down. Justin knelt down beside him concerned etched on his face. "Its ok, Jus, I just started getting dizzy again." "The headache's back again , isn't it." "It never really left,it just kind of receded.Its back in full force again,"Michael closing his eyes.the light was bothering him. Lonnie came back into the room carrying a glass of water and two pills. Justin helped Michael lift his head and swallow the pills. "I am so sorry,Mike , I completely forgot your still recovering.Please forgive me,"the tears were in Vicky's eyes. "Its ok,Vic, I forgot myself."Michael didn't open his eyes, this was a sure sign he was in pain. "Let me look at your chest,babe."Justin pulled Michael's shirt up and he could see a bruise starting to form on his left side. "that looks bad Mike, I hope you haven't broken a rib.Vicky, call the doctor, his number is on the card on the table by the phone." Vicky immediately ran for the phone. "Its ok Jus, I just banged myself up, don't worry about it.Michael still wasn't opening his eyes. "Please,Mikey,open your eyes slowly for me, I will sheild the light." Justin put his head in front of Michael using his arms to shade him.Michael slowly opened his eyes. To Justin's keen vision they looked unfocused, Michael must be having blurred vision. Michael closed them again quickly. "Justin, the doctor wants to talk to you."Vicky stated, handing Justin the phone.Justin got up and walked away from Michael talking into the phone.Vicky replaced Justin beside the couch. "Keep your eyes closed Mikey.Just relax, don't move too much." Vicky was holding him gently. Justin hung up the phone, and returned, sitting down beside Michael. "Michael, the doctor is coming over to see you.He's actual just down the block.He doesn't want you to move around too much, thats why he's coming here. I think you should lay down in the bedroom ,where you can be more comfortable.I"ll try not to move you too much,ok,babe." Lonnie didn't wait for Justin to start picking Michael up.He bent down and picked up Michael lightly and motioned for Justin to make the bed ready. "You relax little man, Lonnie's got ya," The big man said,carrying Michael into the bedroom. Lonnie gently laid him down on the large bed.Michael didn't move much at all, his eyes remaining closed. Steve drew the curtains, making the room darker. "What time is it?"Michael asked. "Its close to 2,Michael."Steve replied. "Good, I will relax for a while and then go pick up Nana at the airport." Michael explained. "Your not going anywhere,babe." Justin had sat down beside Michael on the bed. "Lonnie can send the limo with Vicky and Steve to pick her up." "but if I am not there she will think something is seriously wrong." Michael was starting to move a bit,his eyes had opened. "Calm down, Mikey,your going to stay in that bed, and thats an order." Justin exerting his control with Michael. He rubbed his hand across Michael's chest,soothing him , till he relaxed.Michael closed his eyes again. "If you want to sleep, go ahead, babe.The doctor said it was ok if you did.He will be here shortly." Michael nodded his head slowly then lay still. "Lets let Michael have some quiet,everyone out." Vicky said quietly. Steve and Lonnie started going out.Vicky turned and looked at Justin sitting on the bed,his hand on Michael's chest. Justin didn't move from where he was.God and heaven wouldn't of been able to move him from Michael's side. And Vicky knew it.She smiled a warm smile at both of them and closed the door. About twenty minutes later there was a knock on the bedroom door.It opened and the doctor stepped into the room. "Hello Mr.Timberlake, how is our patient?" Justin quietly got off the bed and walked over to the doctor. "He's sleeping,doctor.His eyes are unfocused and his vision is blurry.His headache is in full force again,and his balance is off again.he fell and hit his side, I think his ribs might be bruised or broken." The doctor could tell that Justin was worried about this young man. "Relax son, let me have a look at him first , then we can decide how he is."A smile was on his masculine older face. Justin liked this man. "Ok, Dr. Samuels." Michael had been listening to their conversation. "You know, the patient is awake, you don't have to talk behind his back."Michael called from the bed. The doctor walked over to the bed, greeting Michael. "So your still having some problems are you,Michael?How about I check you out. Justin, why don't you go out to your friends and Michael and me can have a chat." Justin reluctantly made his slow departure.He looked back at Michael who was watching him leave.Justin smiled at him and winked.Michael smiled back and turned to face the doctor. Justin slipped out of the room and sat down on the sofa next to Vicky.Nothing was said as all three of them waited. Vicky put her arm around Justin,and he leaned into her,closing his eyes. Oh, god , please let him be all right.He is starting to mean so much to me.I want him to get well so we can start our lives together.I want to know everything about him, I want to see that smile every morning when I wake up. He has to want the same, he just has to. Thirty minutes later the doctor emerged from the bedroom. Justin and his friends stood up, concern evident on all their faces. "I have given him a shot to make him sleep.He is pretty drained and his energy levels are low.His head trauma has reduced, but he's recovering from it at a slower pace than normal, but I don't think its anything serious.He also has three bruised ribs from his fall. What concerns me most is that he is showing all the signs of viral Pneumonia.His chest is becoming inflammed and his temperature is high.On top of the head trauma, that could explain the dizziness and vision problems. Has he had any contact with someone who was sick.Or has he been explosed to harsh climate changes lately?" "Well, he spent six hours outside yesterday waiting to buy tickets to a rock concert."Vicky replied quietly. The doctor looked at Justin."I hope it wasn't for your's , a friend would get him in for free."The doctor smiled. "No, it was for my birthday gift, Mikey is sick because he wanted to get me something special."Vicky started crying, Steve wrapping his arms around her. Justin looked at her with concern in his eyes. "Now come on sis,you know Mikey, he would move heaven and earth to see you happy,don't blame yourself for this Vic."Steve said, still holding her. "YOu know he wouldn't allow you to take the blame for this."Justin said, rubbing her shoulder. Vicky tried an unconvincing smile, but both men knew she was upset about this. "Mikey has a good heart,Vic.Your his best friend, he knew what you wanted and he went out and got it.End of story."Justin said looking at her directly."Mikey would never allow you to feel sorry for his actions or feel respondsible for the outcome." "Understand me."Justin wasn't budging. Vicky looked right at him."Yes, I understand ,Justin.Thanks for caring."She hugged him, and then smiled a genuine smile. "Ok, that could explain where he contracted it.For now , the only thing you can do is keep him warm,plenty of fluids, keep him eating.And keep him in bed.No phyical activity for a day or so. Keep his temperature monitored, if it goes over 102 he needs to be taken to the hospital quickly. Understand."The doctor looked directly at Justin. Justin nodded. "Ok, I will leave a perscription for anti-biotics and give him lots of vitamin supplements.He needs to build up his energy quickly. I will check back in with you tomorrow morning, to see how he is.You have my number in case of emergency."The doctor shook Justin's hand ,as well as Steve and Vicky's. "Give me everything ,Doc, I will look after it."Lonnie said leading the doctor out into the kitchen area. "Well, you guys have a couple of hours to kill until you have to pick up Michael's grandmother, why don't you go into the kitchen with Lon and get yourselves a snack.I am going to go stay with Michael.Maybe I can catch a catnap while Mikey sleeps."Justin said, hugging Vicky again,then heading towards the bedroom. Justin opened the door quietly, and made his way closer to the bed.Michael was sound asleep.He had taken his shirt off to let the doctor examine his chest. Justin looked down at his fine form.His chest was slim but muscular, trim and tight.The chest was covered in a dark fur, slightly curly in places, but still soft looking.Justin let his hand fall again on Michael's bare chest.It felt like it was resting on a velvet cloud,the hair was so soft and the skin was so warm. Justin looked again on Michael's beautiful chiseled face.Justin tried to think of who he looked like.Sometimes he looked like Ricky Martin, but Michael had a slimmer face.Other times when he turned his head,Justin caught a glimpse of Enrique Iglesias. But Justin couldn't say that was the true case.For Justin, Michael looked like an angel, his features more beautiful than anyone he had every seen.To compare him to someone else didn't seem like justice.Michael was his own self. Justin truly believed that Michael was send to make him happy.He was his angel. Michael stirred a little, his head moving a bit. Justin wasn't sure but he thought that Michael was dreaming again. Justin sat down on the bed beside Michael and just watched him for a while.His movements subsided when Justin sat down beside him.Justin gave him space, he didn't want to crowd him.Michael needed rest, not loving. Justin picked up Michael's novel off the nightstand. Well, might as well finish this.Only about 30 pages left. Justin started reading and in a short time he was finished the book. What a wonderful novel.It has so much for anyone to take into their hearts, Love, hope,inspiration,atonement. Justin realized that there was an author's note after the end. He proceeded to read the notes. when he came to the paragraph about the real Daniel, the tears swelled up in his eyes. The words took on a real meaning for Justin. Justin re-read them again: " He was a tortured youth who had hardship,denial and suffering all his young life. But through it all he keep a shining optimism about life. His was the belief that hope can keep you going. Hope can keep your dreams alive, even if ,finally, they remain unfullfilled. Life charters us a course that we must take, our feet move on their own, our lives flow forever forward on the river of time. Daniel had one belief in life. Life is for the living. There is no point in going through life without opening your eyes to the living. His life was short, but through it all he kept his eyes open, and his smile gave me the faith to see that I too, was living life. In some ways it sounded so much like Michael. A troubled youth,a hard life.Justin didn't know if Michael had unfullfilled dreams,but he hoped with all his heart that Michael had taken these words to heart. MIchael stirred in the bed beside Justin.Justin put the book down and relaxed back into the bed,sliding down till he was laying flat beside Michael. In a matter of moments,Michael rolled over and snuggled up against Justin's chest. Justin put his arm around him, and Michael sighed. This was what it was all about, this was what Justin had been seeking his whole life. He sighed himself, closing his eyes,feeling Michael's body against his,knowing he was safe. Life was living, and Justin was going to make sure that Michael lived that life. Never give up on hope, my love. All your dreams can be fullfilled. Starting with you understanding that love is the greatest dream of all. End of Chapter 7. Another end to a little more drama. Thanks for all the support and encouragement I have been getting from a lot of fans. This story is taking on a mind of its own,please bear with me, the pace hopefully will pick up soon. So much more for Justin and Michael to discover about each other. Later, and keep the faith. Angel.