Date: Sat, 17 Jul 1999 18:38:49 PDT From: CJ NM Subject: Kevin & Dustin Part 21-24 Warning: This story contains acts of a sexual nature between Kevin Richardson and a partly fictional character. In no way is this story real, if only though. The name has been changed of my character It is not meant to reflect on Kevin, Nick, or Brian of the Backstreet Boys. If you are under 18, please leave, if homosexual acts offend you we also ask you to leave. Or if it is illegal in your town, state, country, etc. i also ask you to leave. If not, please enjoy. *****This is a Fantasy***** Send comments good or bad to CJ_NM@hotmail.com *****AUTHOR'S NOTE***** Hi, this is NM and first i wanna say some things before you guys start reading. First, i really want to apologize for it taking soooooo long to get this installment out. There was a personal matter that took priority over the story. So i am truely sorry to have made all of you wait so long for this installment. Second with school starting again so it will start taking longer to get each new installment out. But I promise you that I will work as quickly as I can. But school is a busy place and i do have a life outside of writing so dont get mad if it takes awhile. *********************** Some other stories you might be interested in reading are My Night w/ Howie D, Brian & Justin, *NSYNC Love, Just-JC, Nick & Adam, Loving BSB, Brian and Cody, Boy Meets BSB, Bangin' B-Rok, Bad Boy B-Rok, Nick & Brian, Rob & Lance, Devon & Lance, JM's new series Just Beginning. Along with others like Nick & Justin, Brian's 7 Sea's of Lonlieness, The One, Soul Mates, *NSYNC & the Vamps, *NSYNC Lance & JC, and too many others to name. The 2 songs used in this installment can be found on the Backstreet Boys new album, Millennium. Thanx for reading this. Now sit back and enjoy this new installment to Kevin & Dustin. Kevin & Dustin Part 21-24 By: NM PART 21 I awoke from my dream. For the past 3 nights i had been having dreams. I was beginning to remember some things but they were so unclear, it confused me most of the time. I had gone to school Monday and we took that test in 4th period. He had them graded Tuesday and i got an A- on it. I was happy. The rest of the day went smoothly. Wednesday we got our Gowns, caps, and tassels, and Honor Society Sahses if you were on the National Honor Society which i was. I also learned that since my grade point average was a 3.75 or higher on a 4.0 scale i would be allowed to read a row of names at the graduation. Wednesday night was our schools Bacaluret night for the graduating Seniors. Thursday morning we went to school for a graduation practice and run-through of what woulf happen Thursday night. After graduation practice Stephanie came up to me and we started talking, "So what are you gonna do when you get home," Stephanie asked. "Im not sure. Im gonna get some rest then i guess eat dinner with my family and get ready for tonight." You," i asked. "Probably the same. My parents invited like all of my relatives tonight for some dinner/party thing," she said. That sounds like it will be fun. Well i need to get going. Ill c-ya tonight," i told her. "Ok. c-ya. and tell the guys i said hi if you see them," she said. "Ok i will," i replied walking off. I knew by 'guys' she meant Kevin, Brian, AJ, Howie, and Nick. She had come over Monday and Tuesday after school and spent the day with them. I think they all liked her, espically Howie. Maybe because they both have so much in common. They really hit it off that day at the mall and when she was over. I was kinda upset that she came over it limited how i could act with Kevin with her in the same room. Kevin had been picking me up the psat few days after school but because of another outburst yesterday, he couldnt today. So today i was gonna get a ride home with Brad. "Hey ready to go," Brad asked coming up to my locker. "Yep, lets go," i said closing my locker. We walked out of the school and to his car, "So are you ready for tonight," he asked stepping in his car. "Ya i mean whats there to it. Go up get a certificate and then read off some names of some other people. How hard is that," i said. "Well good luck. So who do you think you are going with to the party afterwards," he asked. "oh shit i forgot about that. Well i dont know...maybe ill bring some friends," i told him. "Would these friends be the Backstreet Boys," he asked. "How did you know?? Did Stephanie tell you," I asked. "No i was driving by and saw them going out of your house," he told me. On the way to my house not much was said then he popped the question. "So which one are you dating," he asked out of the blue. "What....whats that supposed to mean," i asked him. "Well you told me you were gay when i tried to make a pass at you and that you were with some guy you met in Orlando. You told me all this before the accident. So i figured with you hospitialized and them here it was because of you," he stated. "Oh well....im not sure if i should say....i would tell you but i dont wanna make him angry," i said. "Thats ok...i think i know who it is anyway," he said. "Well who do you think it is," i asked him. "The one with dark hair. The one whos been picking you up," he said. I was floored. I didnt know he knew so much...it was kinda kreepy. 'Does this mean that hes been following me???' I wondered. "How did you know," i asked. "Well first off there are 5 of them. All are here. Stephanie tells me that she ran into all of you at the mall. Then she says you were always by Kevin alot. Then since hes been picking you up alot and you 2 rode together to the mall when someone else could have." "WOW....how much about me do you know," i asked. "just that, and the things you've told me," he said looking at me. "Well he we are," he said. "Umm i dont wanna be rude....but ummm could i come in for a while," he asked. "Sure...i mean we are friends," i said. "Wait," i told him. "How do you know so much about them," i asked. "What do you mean know about them....hello they are famous," he said sarcastically. "You know what i mean," i said looking him in the eye. "Who do you have a crush on," i asked him. "What do you mean," he asked nervously. "Well Im just curious. Do you have a crush on one of them," i asked again. "Ya," he said low. "Hey its nothing to be ashamed of. I mean im dating one of them," i told him. "Come on, tell me. Who is it," i asked.. "Brian," he said. "Brian huh....see that wasnt so hard," i told him. "Come on lets go inside," i told him. PART 22 "Anyone home," i yelled into the house as i shut the front door. "Were in the living room," Nick called out yelled out. "Fine dont everyone come running out all at once," I laughed. As soon as that came out of my mouth AJ came running out of the family room. "AJ finally someone comes to welcome me home," i said jokingly. "Ya so come on lets go in the family room," he said pulling me in. "Why are we going in the family room," i asked. "Well to sit down," AJ said smiling. "Wait a minute....whats up?? What do you have planned," i asked knowing something was up. "Nothing....were just gonna sit in the family room and relax," he said grinning. "COME ON!" AJ said pulling me into the family room "Come on Brad," i said pulling him along. "SURPRISE!!!!" everyone yelled. "Whats all this about," i asked. "Well its a surprise graduation party," Kelly said letting go of Nick and hugging me. "Congradulations bro," she said. "Thanks," i said. "Ya congradulations," Brad said. After a few minutes of talking and saying 'hello' to everyone all my school friends came in the house and started mingling with the guys. Stephanie, Lindsey, and Brittany talked with Howie, while Brad, Kyle, Jason, Justin, and Jenna talked with Brian and Nick. Me, Mike, Kevin, and AJ started talking. And everyone else just found an interesting conversation and jumped in when they had something to say. By 5:00 everyone had left. Graduation started at 7:00 so i had to start getting ready. Up in my room i was picking out the clothes i was going to wear under my gown, while Kevin walked in. "Hey baby," he said coming up behind me and hugging me. "Hi there," i said turning around and kissing him. "Ive wanted to do that since i got home," i told him. "So have i," he told me. "I have something for you. Its a graduation present you could say. But i wanted to give it to you alone," he said looking into my eyes. "You didnt have to get me anything," i told him. "I wanted to," he told me. Kevin got down on one knee, and began to speak. "Listen Dustin, Ive known since i first saw you almost a year ago that i wanted to spend my life with you. I can only hope that you feel the same way about me. So i guess what im asking you is that if someday would you marry me," Kevin asked looking up into my eyes with nothing but hope. "Yes," i said without even thinking. He got the ring out of the box and slipped it on my left ring finger. The gold ring was shining brightly with the sunlight reflecting it. "Oh my....Kevin its beautiful," i said getting tears in my eyes. "Hey dont cry," he said. "Ill try not to but its so beautiful, and what it means. Thank you so much. I love it," i said hugging him "I hoped you would like it," he told me standing up and kissing my right cheek. "I would like anything you got me," i told him. "I love you," i told him with a tear going down my face. "Come in," i said wiping the tear away. "Hey guys, Andrea wanted me to come and make sure Dustin was getting ready," Howie said. Wait, something is going on. Why do you two look more happy than ever," he asked. While neither of us answered my hand moved and the glare from the ring shined almost blinding Howie. "What is that," he asked grabbing my hand. When he saw the gold ring on my finger and Kevin's happy expression i assume he put 2 & 2 together. "Oh my god....congradulations Dustin," Howie said hugging me. "Totally awsome Kevin," Howie said hugging him. "Well Dustin you need to get ready. Its already 5:15 and your mom wants to leave and 6:15," he told us. "Alright. Oh and Howie....please dont say anything," i asked. "No problem," he answered. Howie left the room and i got ready for my Big Night as Kevin put it. Kevin and the others had gotten ready before the party or so he told me and they were downstairs waiting for me. I took a very quick shower and got dressed in record time. I came down in my Kahki's and dress shirt. PART 23 I but my black gown on and then put my Honor Society sash around my neck. I had my hat in my hand except during the pictures. My mom then took probably a whole role just with family that was there and the guys. "Ok i want a picture of Kevin & Dustin," my mom said to my surprise. "Alright," we said in unison. My mom lifted the camera up and got ready to take the picture but just stood there looking through the lense. "Mom are you going to take the picture," i asked her. "Oh ya...you know.....you two look so good together," she said. "Thanks," we said together. "Ok just one more," she said. "Wait a sec," i told her. I decided to get a picture the way i wanted it so while she waited to take the picture and i turned to Kevin and had him face me. Then i took his hands and placed them in mine. "Ok im ready mom," i said smiling. She counted to three and then took the picture. After that we then took a few more pictures with me and the guys then one of me with just each one of them minus Kevin since we already had our picture taken together. The clock read 6:00 and we noticed and all left. Mom, AJ, me, and Kevin rode in one car, while Nick, Brian, Howie and Kelly rode in the other. 'I wander if Nick has told Kelly yet' Kevin thought. We got to the school and my mom dropped me off by the front doors while she and the others went in search of a parking spot. I put my cap on and proceeded to look for Brad and the others. I saw Kyle get out of a car which i assumed was his dads and he started walking over. "Hey are ya nervous," he asked. "Na not really," i replied. "Well come on we need to start lining up," he said. "Lets go," i said. With that we walked outside the gym onto the football field and got linded up by teachers. We started right at 7:00 walking in. When i walked in i saw my family right away they had gotten good seats then again we did get here 45 minutes before it started. I did notice that my dad wasnt seated with them. 'Thats for the best' I thought. Everyone walked in and the last row was seated. The Student Council President, which happened to be Lindsey, got up and made her speech. Like me and the others, Lindsey would also be reading off a list of names of the class. After she was seated the Principal Mr. Brooks came up and introduced the School Board Members. After that the Vice-President of the Sutdent Council which was Jenna went up and introduced the Studnt Council members. It turned out i was a representative and i didnt even know it. Oh well it wasnt that bad all we had to do was stand. After she read all the names the audience clapped and then stopped. Then the Principal and people who have the Scholarships out started handing out scholarships...that took almost about 1 hour. Then our school district Superentindent came up and made a speech about the future and what we can achieve and then the principal gave out the certificates to show that we completed highschool to Kyle, Stephanie, Lindsey, myself, Jenna, Mike, Brad, Denna, and Jami. After we got our certificates we stood behind the podium and waited for our turn to read off names of members of our graduating class. After that was completed we took our seats and the Secratary of the Student Council made the Farwell Speech. Then once the Secratary sat back down the Assistant Principal came up and happily announced the Graduating Class of 1999. Everyone threw their hats in the air while members of the audience clapped and yelled. I talked with a few minutes with my friends but said i was gonna go home real quick and change but that i would see them at the party in a few minutes. Most of them were also going to go home and change into our class tee-shirts. I met up with my family and the guys and they all congradulated me. Then when AJ out of the blue hugged me we all had a group hug, that lasted for about 5 seconds because it was soooo hot in the gym. We left and headed home. When we got there my dad was waiting outside by the front door. "What does he want," i asked my mom. "I dont know. Just be polite. Alright," she told me. "Ill try," i told her. I stepped out of the car and my dad smiled. But when he saw Kevin step out and came up holding my hand his smile remained to my surprise. "Congradulations Dustin. I am so proud of you," my dad said pulling me in a hug. "Thanks," i replied pulling back. "So what do you want," I asked him as polite as possible. "Well i came to give you this," he said holding up a card. " I was going to come by before graduation but i decided i would wait until after the ceremony. "Thanks," i said. "Arent you going to open it," he asked. "Ya of course," i replied starting to open the card. When i moved the check he put in there and noticed what he wrote i read it and it blew me out of my mind. Dustin, I know I've messed up big time in your life and all I can say is that I'm sorry. I realized when you were in the hospital that you and Kevin do love eachother, but I was to selfish to admit that. For that I'm sorry. Im also sorry for making up that Kevin cheated on you with Kelly. I thought that if you left him it would make me feel better, but when I dropped you off I knew I was wrong. For that I am also truely sorry. I know I was wrong and I hope that you can forgive me. I want to be a part of your life again, I hope you want me to. I know your love for Kevin is real and I accept it. Please forgive me for all the pain I put you both through. Love, Dad Tears streamed down from my face as i finished reading what my dad had wrote inside the card. I can believe my dad would write something like that. Kevin took the card from my hand and read over the note. He also had tears in his eyes. To my surprise my dad pulled Kevin towards him and pulled me in too and hugged us. "Thank you dad," i said. "I just want you to be happy," he said. When my dad pulled Kevin and me to him to hug something happened that i cant put into words. It was like reliving every single moment in my life in a matter of seconds. Once we got to my graduation things started to slow down and then we got to where we were right now and i realized something. "OH MY GOD," I yelled out breaking the hug. "What is it," Kevin and my dad asked together. "I remember," i yelled happily. "I remember when Jeff moved. I remember meeting Kevin. i remember that bad things in Orlando. I remember last year. I remember Kellys many boyfriends. I remember Stephanie. I remember aplying to all the colleges that i applied to. I remember getting accepted to Flordia State. MY MEMORY IS BACK," I yelled out happily. This attracted the attention of my mom and AJ still in the car and the others in their car. They all hopped out and ran to me. "Dustin do you remember," my mom asked. "Yes," i said happily. "dad...i forgive you," i said crying and hugging him. I broke my hug from dad and walked right up to Kevin. "Kevin," i asked. "Yes," he said. "I will," I told him glancing down at my hand to where no one but he could se it. Another smile appeared on his face and it signalled to me that he knew what i was talking about. I glanced over at Howie and he was also smiling but everyone else had a look of curiousity on their face. "Mom, Dad, Kelly, guys who dont know. I have wonderful news," I began. "Before i got ready for tonight Kevin gave me this," i said holding up my left hand. "He proposed to me, before graduation. And i said yes," i finished. When i said that my mom got a look of shock on her face. "Congradulations Dustin," everyone said but my mom. My dad was in shock i think. I think now i should have waited before dropping that bombshell on them. "Thanks," i replied to them all. "So when are you going to get married," my mom finally asked. To me it looked like she was dreading the answer. But i had to tell her what the answer would be. "Mom we havent really discussed a date," i told her. She looked relieved. "This is just something to show that i love your son, and that someday, when we are ready, we will take that step and marry," Kevin explained. I saw another sigh of relief pass over my mom's face. Kevin now dreded what he had been preparing himself to ask Dustin when they got home in front of everyone. "Umm before you leave Dustin there is something i would like to ask you," Kevin began. Everyone stood still and looked directly at Kevin as he spoke. "Dustin i know that this summer you and your family are going on vacation, but i was wondering if, when you get back, you would like to come with be with me during the summer," he asked. I gazed into his eyes and saw nothing but hope. I then looked over at my mom and she had a tear coming down her cheek. Kelly had a smile on her face and my dad just nodded his head to me. I then looked over at the guys and got approving looks from each of them. "Yes..... Yes, I'll spend the summer with you," I told him. Kevin grabbed me and pulled me into the longest most passionate hug. he then lifted my head up while still hugging me and kissed me passionately in the front yard where anyone could see. Even my friends if they passed by, but I didnt care and I sensed he didn't either. After a few moments we both pulled back and broke the kiss. Somewhere during the hug and kiss everyone had gone inside the house and left us outside. We walked in and found everyone except my mom and dad in the living room. "Guys could I ask you a favor," I said looking at them. "Sure ya can," Nick responded. "Ummm i dont know if you want to and you dont have to, but would you mind coming to our party and maybe singing a song or two for the class," i asked. "Sure we will," they all responded together. "We will do anything for a friend," AJ said. "And for a future relative," Brian added with a chuckle. "Thanx. Well im gonna change real quick. Ill be right back," i told them. "Ok we will be here," Kevin said. I went upstairs and undressed out of my kahkis and shirt and got into a pair of Jean shorts and my class tee-shirt. I got my wallet and car keys, and went downstairs. "Ok ready," i asked. "Ya," i they all replied. "Ok lets go," i said. Everyone got up and i told Kelly to tell mom that ive left and that the guys are coming with me. AJ, Howie, Nick, and Brian all proceeded to the rental car but i stopped them remembering what Brad had said. "Ummm Kevin listen i dont think we should ride to the party together," i told him. Immediately his face registered a thousand different emotions and the last one i saw was hurt. All the guys turned to look at me wide-eyed. "Why," he asked. "Well Brad told me something real convincing," i began. "He told me that seeing how you picked me up almost everyday and that i was so close he knew we were dating," i told him. "I see," he said looking down. "Listen you know what... fuck what he says. I dont care if you dont, but i was just thinking of you and the guys. I didnt want to be the reason for rumors about you to start," i said now looking away from him. He looked up at me and smiled," You dont have to worry about my career. ok?" "Ok." "Come on theres a party waiting," AJ screamed. We got in my car and AJ, Brian, Nick, and Howie, got in the rental and followed us to where the party was to be. It was in the town's Civic Center which is by the park. PART 24 We got to the civic center and immediately went up to the DJ. he recognized who the guys were right away and agreed to let them sing as many songs as they wanted. They agreed on 2 songs from their new album since the DJ had it. "So what songs are you guys gonna sing," i asked them. "Were gonna sing "Back to Your Heart" and "Larger Than Life"," Brian replied. "Cool. I cant wait," i said. Since there was going to be some time pass before they could sing they went inside the Civic Center and into one of the dressing rooms to warm up. While they were doing that I gathered all my friends and told them the good news. They were all happy for me that i had my memory back. I decided that I would not let them know the Backstreet Boys were going to perfrom so it could be a surprise. We talked for a bit then we decided to start dancing. It was a fast song so we all got in a big group and just danced and had fun. They had fast songs play for awhile then they went to a slow song. With everyone pairing up i decided on who i would ask to dance since i couldnt ask Kevin. "Stephanie do you wanna dance. For old time's sake," i asked her smiling. "Definately," she replied. With that said and done i took her hand in mine and led her to the front of the floor by the DJ. I wanted to be as close as possible if the guys came on soon so i could see 'MY' Kevin. Stephanie and I talked while we danced and we brought up the past some and talked about the future. At one point i thought about telling her about me and Kevin, but i decided not too. I figured if i wanted to tell my friends Kevin and i would do it together since it could affect his career. The song ended and we pulled apart but she pulled me back and hugged me tightly. "Whats that for," i asked. "Nothing really. Just for being a GREAT friend for the past 7 years," she said smiling. I can remember the day we met in 6th grade like it was yesterday, its hard to believe that 7 years have passed since then. And that this might be the last time we see eachother for a long time, maybe even forever. When she started to walk away i heard the DJ come on and grabbed her arm. It was almost time for the guys to come out and i knew she liked them so i wanted her to see them. We walked up to the front in the center and stood there listening to the DJ announce 5 special guests. "Ladies and Gentlemen of the Class of 1999 its my pleasure to welcome The Backstreet Boys," the DJ announced. There was immediately a loud cheer and practically all the girls ran to the stage. but we held ground and stayed put. The guys started out by singing "Larger Than Life" I may run and hide When your screamin' my name, alright But let me tell you now There are prices to fame, alright All of out time spent in flashes of light All you people cant you see, cant you see How your loves affecting our reality Everytime were down You can make it right And that makes you larger than life Looking at the crowd And i see your body sway, c'mon Wishin' I could thank you in a different way, c'mon 'Cause all of your time spent keeps us alive All you people cant you see, cant you see How your loves affecting our reality Everytime were down You can make it right And that makes you larger than life I glanced over at Stephanie and she was definatley having a great time. She looked at me and smiled. I knew she was thanking me for getting them here. All of your time spent keeps us alive All you people cant you see, cant you see How your loves affecting our reality Everytime were down You can make it right And that makes you larger than life Yeah, everytime were down Yeah, you can make it right Yeah, and that makes you larger than life All you people cant you see, cant you see How your loves affecting our reality Everytime were down You can make it right And that makes you larger than life When the song ended there was a huge cheer by everyone. Then the guys introduced themselves to everyone and talked for a few minutes and answered some of the qustions from some of the girls. "Ok now everyone grab a dance partner.....'cause this is a slow song," Nick said. The music began to fill the room. I walked up to Jenna and asked her to dance. She said yes and we moved as close to the stage as possible. Its not that i cant live without you Its just that i dont even want to try Every night i dream about you Ever since the day we said goodbye If i wasnt such a fool Right now id be holding you Theres nothin' that i wouldnt do Baby if you only knew The words to say The road to take To find a way back to your heart What can i do To get to you And find a way back to your heart I dont know how it got so crazy But ill do anything to set things right 'Cause your love is so amazing Baby you're the best thing in my life Let me prove my love is real And made you feel the way you feel I promise I would give the world If only you would tell me girl The words to say The road to take To find a way back to your heart What can i do To get to you And find a way back to your heart Give me once more chance, to give my love to you 'Cause no one on this earth loves you like i do, tell me The words to say The road to take To find a way back to your heart What can i do To get to you And find a way back to your heart I turn back time To make you mine And find a way back to your heart I beg and plead Fall to my knees To find a way back to your heart The words to say The road to take To find a way back to your heart What can i do To get to you And find a way back to your heart As the song reached the last chorus i looked over at Kevin. He was looking right at me with the biggest smile. I dont think anyone else noticed but im not sure. Even if some other girl did notice they would probably think he was smiling at them. I do wish it could have been him i was dancing with but then everyone would know and his career might be affected. The song ended and Jenna pulled away from me. "Thanx Dustin. Im glad you got your memory back," she said. "Well your welcome and im glad too," i relpied. The music went upbeat again and i began to dance but i decided to go see the guys. The DJ let me in because i was the guy who brought them here. I walked into the dressing room and saw all of them sitting around with washcloths over their eyes. "You know if its not a good time i can come back for an autograph later," i said in a high pitched voice holding back the laughter. "Would you please," Kevin asked. "So then i guess you dont want a kiss after the performance," i said in my normal voice. All the guys opened their eyes to see me trying to hold back laughter. Kevin got out of the chair he was in and grabbed me and kissed me passionately. "I take it you did want i kiss," i contined to joke. "Damn right," he said. "Seeing you dance with those girls got me a little jealous," he said. "Well you could have gotten on the floor and fought for me," i replied. "Ya i could have but then these guys would've got out of control on stage," he joked. "I see," i said. Howie got off of the sofa and sat in the chair Kevin was using so Kevin and i could sit together. Kevin sat down and i laid down on the rest of the couch with my head in his lap. "This is comfortable," i said looking up. When he smiled back down i looked to my side to see a bulge forming in his pants. "Is someone excited," i said as i pointed to his crotch and laughing. "Well thats what you do to him," Nick joked. "Shutup Nick," Kevin joked back. "But hes right. Thats what you do to me," Kevin said pulling me up and kissing me. After kissing for a little bit we stopped and looked at the guys. They all had weird experssions on their faces. I noticed Kevin kept glancing over at Nick and Brian like he wanted to say something but he never did. When Kevin glanced in their diretion i did also and finally noticed just how close they were. I quickly dismissed it because i remember Kevin and the others teling me how they are best friends and did everything together when they first started out. Even sharing hotel rooms. After i got those thoughts out of my head we all talked and had fun for awhile. The guys decided that they would all go back to the hotel to sleep even Kevin. I was a little upset when he didnt invite me over but i figured id surprise him. So before they left i pulled Brian to the side. "Hey you look like you are feeling better," i asked him remembering the last time he was here. "I am," he said. "Good. So did you meet someone," i asked. "Uh....uhh...no not yet," he stumbled. I dismissed his stumbling as though he didnt wanna talk about that subject yet. "Listen i think im gonna swing by the hotel after the party but i need to know Kevin's room number," i asked him. "Sure its room 905," he told me. "thanks Bri," i said. "No problem," he answered catching up with the rest of the guys. I decided that i would take some clothes and sleep over there tonight so we could be alone so to speak. I knew the guys would be there but i dont feel uncomfortable around them as i do with mom. They all left and i went back to the party. No one even noticed that i had left which was good i guess. The party lasted until 1:00. But i left at 12:15. On my way to my car Stephanie stopped me and asked for a ride. I of course did give her a ride. She didnt live very far from me. On the way to her house not much was said at first but then she began to start a conversation in an area i didnt expect her to. "So Dustin tell me something," she asked. "Well ill try. What do you wanna know," i asked. "How long have you been gay," she asked. Since i wasnt expecting this to come out of her mouth i ended up swirivng the car on the rode. Luckilly there was no one around. No need to cause an accident. "Come on...im not mad but i know. So please tell me," she asked again. "I found out in Orlando," i told her. "Before or after you met the Backstreet Boys," she asked. "After," i told her. "Are you dating one of them," she asked. "Ummm.....ummm," at that moment my mind was doing flips and i didnt know what to say. "Thats what i thought," she said. "Is it nick," she asked. "No. Hes dating my sister." "oh lucky girl." "Brian?" "Nope." "Kevin?" "Ya," i said quietly. "Congradulations," she said. "So am i correct in assuming that the ring is from him," she asked. "Damn you are good," i said. "Ya its from him," i said. "When did you notice the ring,"i asked her. "When we were dancing," she began. "When we moved in front of one of the lights the reflection caught my attention. Then i saw how when you were dancing with Jenna the look you gave to one of the guys but from my angel i couldnt quite tell which one you gave it too," she finished. I just sat there taking it all in and remained quiet for the rest of the ride to her house. We got to her house and i pulled up into the driveway. "Your not going to tell anyone," i asked nervously. "No. Its not my place to do that," she said. "Look im happy for you," she said kissing me on the cheek. "Call me tomorrow," she said getting out of the car. "I will," i said. I waved to her and pulled out of her drive. I drove home quickly and went into my room and got some clothes packed and my toothbrush, deoderant, etc. I ran out of the house and drove to the hotel the guys were staying at. When i got there I saw Nick in the lobby alone. It looked like something was bothering him. As i walked up to him he finally noticed me and looked even worse. "Nick is everything ok," i asked concerned. "No its not," he said starting to cry. "Hey....lets not do that here. Lets go to your room and talk. ok," i said helping him up. "Ok," he mustered out. We walked to the elevators and he seemed like he was becoming more depressed with every step he took. The elevator doors closed and he just lost it right there. I briguht him close to me and hugged him hoping it would help. I was glad the guys got a floor to themselves that way we wouldnt have to explain why he was crying. We got into his room and i shut the door behind me and led him to the bed. "Come on Nick, tell me whats bothering you," i said. "Its me," he said. "I......i dont.....understand," i replied. "Ive done something awful to the people i care most about," he said crying even harder. "You mean Kelly or one of the guys," i asked. "Yes," he replied with the tears flowing. "What did...what did you do," i asked. "I....i slept with...." "YOU SLEPT WITH HER" i shouted. "No not with her," he said. "then with who," i asked calming down. "Br...Bri--Brian," he finally got out. "You slept with Brian," i asked dumbfounded. "Nick i thought you were straight," i asked. "Well i always considered myself bisexual. But this past month with Brian made me realize that i am gay," he replied. "Nick are you," i began. "No let me finish," he said. "I havent a....i havent really told Kelly yet," he said moving away. I think he thought i would get mad and explode but i didnt. I knew i had to keep calm. "Why havent you told her yet," i asked calmly. "Well ive tried but everytime i try i cant," he said. "Well you need to tell her before we leave," i told him. "I know....i just dont know how. I wanna tell her as easy as possible," he said. "Would you like me to be there when you tell her," i asked. "No i can do it myself," he said. "Ok." "Thanks Dustin...for everything. Your a great friend," he said. "Nick can i ask you something," i began. "Sure." "Are you and Brian still ummm together?" "ya. i was in his room with him, but i left when he fell asleep. I hadnt been in the lobby very long before you came in," he told me. "Ok well for now i suggest you get some sleep. Im going to Kevin's room so if you need me ill be there," i told him. "Ok. Thanks again...for everything," he said hugging me. "Its nothing," i said returning the hug. I broke the hug and walked down to Kevin's room. "Just a sec," came from the other side. "Ya," he said tired and upset before realizing it was me. I think he was upset because it was past 1:00 AM. "Dustin what are you doing here," he asked surprised. "I came to see you. And im staying the night," i said matter of factly holding up my bag. "Oh are you," he asked. "Yes i am," i said pushing him in the room and shutting the door. "Oh arent we feisty," he smirked. "Only for you," i closing the door. He led me into the bedroom part of the room and i pushed him down. I leaned down and kissed him eagerly. Even though we had kissed many times when i had amnesia it felt like it had been an eternity since i had kissed those yummy lips. We kissed what seemed like hours but was only minutes. I had forced my tounge in his mouth and re-explored all of his mouth like it was the first time. While kissing him my hands roamed over his chest and stomach and made there way down his navel. I could feel the impressive bulge in his boxers waiting to be released. I knew he wanted us to make love. I wanted to also and im sure after waiting patiently after i asked he was more than ready. I slowly took my hands down to the waist of his boxers and tugged them down. Before me was Kevin's dick throbbing waiting to be serviced. I moved in and began by licking the underside of the shaft and up to the head. I then licked down and took his balls in my mouth and sucked on them for a few minutes. I licked my way up to the head of his dick and stopped. I then put my whole mouth around the entire head and slowly down his shaft. I went down until his pubic hairs were tickling my nose. I formed a tight seal around with my lips and began to suck on his cock. While i did this he was moaning in pleasure and moved his hands behind the back of my head and pushed my face in even further. "Oh God Dustin.....that feels AWSOME!" "Baby im almost there. Just a little bit longer." Hearing these words i incresed my pace. I was eager to taste him since i hadnt in so long. It almost seemed like it was another life when i last tasted Kevin's juices. "Ooooooh....im almost there.....just a bit more......Dustin.....Im Cuuuummmmming!!!" Kevin grunted and moaned with pleasure as his dick realeased loads of cum into my awaiting mouth. I swallowed every bit of his cum and it tasted great. "Ummm Kevin you taste wonderful," i said licking my lips clean. "Well now its my turn to see how you taste," he said flipping me on my back. "Kevin started by kissing my neck while undoing my pants. He then lifted me up and removed my shirt and threw it in the floor. Then he began kissing his way down my chest stopping at each nipple and sucking on one and playing with the other with his hand. Kevin then kissed his way down my navel stopping at my waist. "Oh, whatever will i do with this," he joked looking at the bulge in my boxer-briefs. "Im sure you will think of something," i responded. And boy did he think of something. He slowly removed my boxer-briefs and threw them next to my pants. "Ummm, I can tell im gonna enjoy this," he said. "I know i will," i replied. Kevin slowly took my cock into his awaiting mouth. "OH GOD!" Since it had seemed like a lifetime since we had last been together i forgot what his lips were like. He had taken my cock all the way down his throat in one quick shove. It surpirsed me to say the least. I thought he would take his time but i guess not tonight. His goatee tickled my skin and made me laugh. "Whats so funny," he asked pulling off of me. "Nothing...your goatee tickled me," i said. "oh," he said going back down on me. He then lifted his mouth off of my cock excxept the head and moved his right hand and massaged my balls while his left hand worked on the shaft of my dick. "Oh good Kev....that feels great. Im almost there," i moaned in pleasure. Kevin kept it up. His mouth was like a vaccum on the head and it felt like it was ready to burst. "Ahhh....Kevin get ready here it comes.....here it comes.....Uuuuugggghhhhh," i screamed. I could feel my cum going into his mouth and his mouth sucking it all in before it could flow out of his mouth. He drank all of what i gave him and he pulled off. "Kevin that was wonderful," i exclaimed. "I know." We laid there for a few minutes but something wasnt right. There was something missing, then I realized it. "Kevin....ummm....can i ask you something," i asked. "Of course," he replied. "Will you make love to me," i asked. "Are you sure," he asked concerned. "Yes....I want you in me," i said seductively. Kevin got up and went into the bathroom. He returned with a condom and some lube. I laid down on my back and hiked my legs up. He just looked at me and smiled, and began to put some lube on my ass. After that he put some extra lube on his fingers since it had been awhile and stuck his index finger in my ass. After a few minutes he worked his middle finger in as well. He let me rest before sticking his third and final finger in me. Once i got used to his fingers he pulled them out and rolled the condom on. He then put lube on the condom and some more on my ass. He pointed his cock at my ass and slowly moved in. "Oww," i yelped. "What are you ok," he asked concerned starting to pull out. "Ya, its just been awhile. Stop for a minute and let me get adjusted," i told him. "Alright," he replied. After a few minutes i got adjusted and he began to work more of his dick in my ass. After stopping only one more time for me to adjust he worked his entire dick in my ass. I felt his balls resting against me. He waited again for me to get used to all of it in me. He slowly started to remove his dick and then pushed back in. He kept this up and got his pace set and started fucking me. "Oh Kevin this feels incredible," i moaned. "Ya i know," he agreed. I noticed i became hard again so i moved my hand and began to jack off. I matched my strokes with his thrusts. After 10 minutes he started moaning so i knew he was close. "Oh Dustin im about to cum.......Uuuuuugggggghhhhhh!" When i heard him release it set me off as well. "Oh man Kevin im cuuuummmmming" i screamed in pleasure. Kevin slowly pulled out of me and took the condom off and set went up nd threw it in the trash. He laid back down and he was out of breath. "Whats wrong," i asked him. "You wore me out," he said with a laugh. "Oh. thats good," i replied kissing him. We kissed for a few minutes and he laid on his back. His right arm was open and i scooted next to him and snuggled up by him. He wrapped his right arm round my back and held me. I then put my right arm around his chest. It felt so right, being there with him, like this. I knew that we would marry one day i was sure of it. I loved him with all my heart and i knew he loved me with all his heart. He had proven that countless times. I kissed him one more time on the cheek and liad my head back down. He kissed my head and then we both fell asleep. TBC So what did you think??? Well i hope you liked this new installment to Kevin & Dustin. As always comments go to CJ_NM@hotmail.com Remember if you guys have things that you would like to see happen in this story right them down and e-mail them to me. Once again i want to apologize for it taking so long to get this part out. Also if you didnt read the Author's Note at the beginning you should immediately. Thats it for now. Thanx for reading.