Date: Thu, 05 Aug 1999 12:26:56 PDT From: CJ NM Subject: Kevin & Dustin Part 25 Warning: This story contains acts of a sexual nature between Kevin Richardson and a partly fictional character. In no way is this story real, if only though. The name has been changed of my character It is not meant to reflect on Kevin, Nick, or Brian of the Backstreet Boys. If you are under 18, please leave, if homosexual acts offend you, I ask you to leave. Or if it is illegal in your town, state, country, etc. I also ask you to leave. If not, please enjoy. Some other stories about the Backstreet Boys or N'SYNC you might like to read are the following: My Night With Howie D. Brian & Justin, Just Beginning, N'SYNC Love, Nick & Brian, Loving BSB, Boy Meets BSB, Nick & Adam, Just-JC, Rob & Lance, Devon & Lance, Brian & Cody, Bad Boy B-Rok, Bangin' B-Rok, Home, The One, Soul Mates, Nick & Justin, N'SYNC Lance & JC and many others. Send all comments to CJ_NM@hotmail.com Its the 25th Chapter!!!!!! I cant believe Ive written something that has lasted this long. Well I have a few things to say. There are some people I need to thank. First, I wish to thank the Archive for posting my story and letting people read it. Second, all the people who read the story and who sent comments to me. I love hearing what all of you guys and some girls think about what i write. Third, I want to thank JM for being an inspiration to write a story. He is a great friend and Im glad ive gotten to know and talk to him. Fourth, I want to thank Adam. Adam is a great friend to have, and Im glad i know him. He was always willing to talk to me when we were both online and helped me sort stuff out. I also wanna thank Jay & Josh. They are also good friends and im glad for the times we've talked. Finally I want to thank one VERY SPECIAL person........CJ. Without CJ Kevin & Dustin wouldnt exist, except in my mind. In the beginning he co-authored with me and it was great. But now writing it by myself has been a whole new experience. I've had alot of fun! I do miss not writing the story with CJ but he has his own story to do. CJ is a the best friend Ive ever had. He was always willing to talk to me and listen when i was down or had a problem. He is the one person who would stay on very late at night and talk with me about anything. Thanx for everything CJ. I dont know what i would do without ya! Also I know that the Boys are already on their summer tour. But as I said this is a fantsay so its not always gonna go around with what they are doing in real life. Well thats it.....Im sure you guys wanna read now, So without further delay here is the next installment to Kevin & Dustin. Kevin & Dustin Chapter 25 By: NM The past month waking up in Kevin's arms had become tradition. When i had amnesia and then when i got home and now here in his hotel room the day before i leave on vacation and the day after i graduated from highschool. I knew i would miss it when my family went on vacation for a week before i would join Kevin in Orlando. To me it is hard to believe that almost a whole year has passed that we've known eachother. Granted that time wasnt always spent together and alot of it was under bad circumstances. By tomorrow i will be relaxing on vacation with my family. I just wish that Kevin could come, but i know he has been gone long enough and needs to get back to work. Besides ill be seeing him in a week so it wont be that bad.....I hope. "Good morning babe," i said kissing Kevin. "Good morning," he said kissing me back. "So are you packed for tomorrow," he asked. "Yep. Are you?" "Ya. I know its only for a week but i dont wanna spend anytime away from you," Kevin stated wrapping his arms around me tighter. "I know. But at least its only a week. Then when i arrive we will have the whole summer together," i said "Ya thats true," he said. "hey come here," Kevin said as i was starting to get up out of bed. "Yes," i said laying back down "I want more kisses," he said grinning. "I dont mind that at all," i said smiling and kissing him. We kissed for a few minutes and were interrupted by a knock at the door. "Who is it," Kevin asked breaking the kiss. "Its me Brian." "What do you want," Kevin asked. "Were eating breakfast now in Howie's room," he said. "Ok we'll be right there," Kevin said. "Who is 'we'," Brian asked. "Hi Brian," i said. "Oh hey Dustin," he said. "We will be there in a few minutes," i yelled through the door. "Ok." "Come on babe lets get up," i said. "I dont wanna," he said pulling me down. "Come on. Its breakfast and im hungry," i said. "Oh ok....but then we are coming back to bed," he said. "We will see," i said. "Now get dressed," i told him throwing him a pair of jogging pants. I went into his drawer and got a pair of his jogging pants and tee-shirt. "Hey who said you could wear my clothes," he said jokingly. "Well i figured you wouldnt mind," i said. "Your right i dont. You look good in my clothes," he said kissing me. "Ummm do i," i asked him. "Yes indeed. You look good in anything and nothing," he said winking. "Sorry babe....we dont have time for that right now. The guys are waiting on us," i said pulling him out of the room. We got to Howie's room and went in. "Good Morning guys," i said. "Good morning," they all replied. Howie was at a table talking with AJ, while Brian and Nick were sitting on the couch in what looked like a serious conversation. I picked up a plate and followed behind Kevin getting some food. "Well they certainly do give you guys a wide selection," i said. "Ya. And its all charged to Management," AJ said happily. "Cool," i said. I looked over at Nick and Brian and i saw that Brian looked mad and get up while Nick was still sitting on the couch. "Will you excuse me for a minute," i told them. I went over and walked up to Nick. "Hey Nick. How are ya?" "Not so good Dustin" "Come on lets go for a walk," i said pulling him up. "Where are you two going," Kevin asked. "We have something to discuss," i told him. "Alright. Hurry back," he said. "We will," i said closing the door. We walked down to mine and Kevin's room and i pushed Nick in. "Alright Nick start talking. What happened between you and Brian," i asked. "I think he broke up with me," he said starting to cry. "What??? Why???" "Because i havent told Kelly yet," he said looking down on the floor. I was getting ready to speak when my stomach made some noise, "Alright Nick lets talk about this after breakfast ok," i suggested. "Ok," he said wiping his face dry. We left mine and Kevin's room and walked back to Howie's. I walked back up to the table and sat down next to AJ and Kevin. "Is Nick ok," Kevin asked concerned for his young friend. "No but he and i are going to talk more after breakfast," i told them. "What about," he asked. "I cant tell you. You would have to ask Nick that," i said. "Fine," he said coldly. "Hey why are you getting mad at me," i asked. "Im not mad Im just worried about Nick. Im sorry for being mad," Kevin apologized. "Its ok. And I would tell you but i think Nick should tell you not me," I explained to all of them. "Its ok, we understand," AJ said. "Good," I replied and began eating my breakfast again. During most of breakfast Howie, Kevin, AJ, and I talked at the table while Nick sulked on the couch. Brian hadnt come back but since we had overheard them getting into an arguement they knew that Brian needed some time alone. I dont think they know what it was about because they were talking very quiet then Brian exploded and left. "Well if you guys will excuse me I have to talk to Nick," I said getting up finishing eating. "No problem," they all said. "Dustin remember, we have to be back at your house by 1:00," Kevin reminded me. "Ok thanks. What time is it right now," I asked him. "Its 10:00," he said. "Ok thanks," I said kissing him on the cheek. "Come on Nick...lets go talk," I said looking at him. "Alright," he said quietly. We walked down the hall to his room and he opened the door. I followed him in and shut the door. I turned around and looked at his room. It was a huge mess. There were clothes scattered all over, the bed wasnt made, and there was a small bottle of liquor from the mini fridge on the floor. I picked it up and looked at the label. "NICK!!! Why are you drinking??? When did you drink this?," I asked concerned. "Last night." "Are you ok??? This is pretty stong stuff?" "Ya Ill be fi-" he didnt finish. instead he just broke down and fell on the floor crying. "Nick what is it?? What happened with Brian," I asked pulling him towards to me. "God Dustin I do-dont wanna lose him. I love him s-so much," Nick bawled out. "Shhh, Nick its going to be ok. Im sure everything will be fine," I soothed. "No it wont. Brian probably hates me now. he probably wont ever talk to me again. All because i screwed up and didnt break it off with your sister," he continued while still crying. *****In the hall***** Kevin had been walking to his room and passed by Nick's when he heard Nick start crying. He didnt want to eavesdrop but he was concerned and apparently Nick didnt feel he could talk to him about it. Granted Nick and Kevin didnt always get along well and they had a lot of arguements but recently they hadnt been having so many arguements. Maybe because they had both found someone to be with. *****In Nick's room***** "Nick come on....it will be ok. Brian loves you and you love him. Things will work out. You just have to explain that you were waiting for the right time and didnt wanna rush something that would hurt someone," I explained. "How do you know it will be ok??? What if it isnt??? What if i lose him??? If i had done what he said to begin with this would never have happened," nick bawled. *****In the hall***** Kevin had had enough of standing behind the door hearing his friend crying. His parental instincts kick in and before you could say anything he is in Nick's room down on the floor next to him. *****In Nick's room***** "Kevin what are you doing here," I asked baffled from his enterance. "Nick what is it whats wrong," he asked comforting him with me. Nick couldnt hear Kevin because he was crying so loud. When Kevin finally pulled Nick's head off of my shoulder and looked him in the eye Nick finally realized who it was. "Kevin what are you doing here," he asked wiping his face away. "Well when I walk down the hall and pass your door and hear you crying what do you think im gonna do," he asked rithorically. "Uhhh...." "Thats what i thoguht. Listen tell me whats wrong. Did Brian do something stupid," he asked. "Nick does he..." I began. "Dustin its ok. Kevin knows about me and Brian," Nick said calming down. "Yes Kevin....its about Brian," Nick began. "Im so stupid if I had done what he asked from the beginning it wouldnt have happened...so in a way its my fault," Nick explained. "What did he want you to do," Kevin asked while rubbing Nick's back. "Break up with Kelly," he muttered out. "You mean you still havent," Kevin said starting to raise his voice. Nick looked scared and moved away from Kevin and closer towards me. "Kevin calm down," I chastized him. "Nick...Im sorry....I didnt mean to go off on you. But Its been almost 4 months," Kevin said. "I know....its just i didnt wanna hurt anyone," he explained. "Its ok. we understand," i told Nick. "Guys I appreciate all you are doing but i would like to be alone right now," Nick said. "Alright. Just come over if you wanna talk. My door is always open," Kevin explained. "Thanks." "Come on Dustin...lets go," Kevin said while taking me by the hand and pulling me up. He wrapped his arm around my waist and walked me out of Nick's room and down the hall to his room. Its good that they have the whole floor to themselves, thatway if someone walked by we wouldnt have to explain anything. "Are you gonna be ok Kev," I asked. "Ya. you?" "Ill manage. I just hope Nick will be ok." "Ya me too." Kevin closed the door and followed me into his room. I plopped down on the un-made bed and looked up at the ceiling. Without warning Kevin jumped on me and kissed me. "Ummm....what are those for," i asked. "Just cause i wanted too," Kevin said kissing me again. "Well i dont mind that one bit. How about some more," i said seductively. "Will do," he said growling. "Ohh, fiesty!" Kevin took me in his arms and kissed all on my lips. His tounge entered my mouth and probed the insides. While he was doing that his hands roamed all over my back and butt. His hands moved to my waist and pulled his tee-shirt over my head and threw it on the ground. His kissing moved down and stopped on my neck. His was licking and sucking all on my neck. He moved down and had his hands playing with my nipple while still kissing my neck. "Ohh Kevin....that feels wonderful," I exclaimed. "Good." he said in-between his kisses. Kevin resumed his kissing and began to move down towards my chest. His hands were still playing with my nipples as he kissed down to my already hard cock. "Kevin....are you in there," AJ screamed. "Dammit," Kevin muttered. Kevin got up and walked up to the door and yanked it open. "What AJ?" AJ peered into the room, "Nevermind I see that your busy," AJ said pointing to me. "Ill just tell Management that your having sex and that you cant be interrupted. Its no biggie," AJ joked. "AJ...ill be right there," Kevin said. "Ok." "Dustin ill be back in a minute, ok?" "No problem. Ill be here waiting." Kevin got on a tee-sihrt and some jogging pants then opened the door once again and then shut it. He walked down the hall towards AJ's room. "Come in." "AJ whats up," Kevin asked as he entered his room. "Management on the phone," he said. "Ok." Kevin went over to the phone and picked it up. "This is Kevin." "Kevin its me John." "Ok John. Whats up," kevin asked. "Well You guys are going to have to leave earlier than you thought," he began. "You will have to leave by 1:45 instead of 3:00," he continued. "Why 1:45," Kevin asked. "Well you have been gone almost 1 month and the press is now starting to ask alot of questions. So as soon as you get back to Orlando you will be taken to a limo and escorted to a press conference," he explained. "Alright. Have there been any tour changes," Kevin asked. "Oh yes there has. In 2 weeks you guys will be leaving for Italy to kickoff the Millennium Tour," he said. "IN 2 WEEKS," Kevin exclaimed. "Whats in 2 weeks," AJ questioned. "AJ shh," kevin said. "Is there anything else I need to know John," Kevin asked. "No thats it," John said. "Oh wait there is something i need to ask you," Kevin began. "I was wondering if umm....well if i could bring someone along," Kevin asked. "Who do you want to bring along," John asked. "Umm why dont we continue this when I get back," Kevin suggested. "Alright...ill see you in a few hours," John said. "Ok, bye John," Kevin said. "Bye." Kevin then hung up the phone and explained the tour changes to AJ. "So does this mean that Dustin wont be able to come with us this summer," AJ asked. "I dont know. We will have 2 weeks once we get back, and Dustin will be coming from vacation straight to Orlando," Kevin explained. "But I am going to talk to Management about letting him come along. He's 18 now so it shouldnt be a problem as long as they let him," Kevin finished. "Well I hope they will too. For you and because he's a great friend," AJ said. "Ya. Well if you will excuse me I need to get back to something i left," Kevin said with a grin. "Ya you probably should get back. Im sure hes wondering whats taking so long," AJ said. "Ya and you need to tell the gus that our flight leaves at 1:45 and not 3:00 so they are packed and ready and the tour changes," Kevin told AJ. "No problem. C-ya around 12:00 to take Dustin back then," AJ asked. "Yep." "Ok c-ya Kevin." "C-ya." Kevin exited AJ's room and literally ran down the hall and back to his room. He burst in the room and slammed the door and jumped into the bed next to me. "Gee whats wrong," I asked. "Nothing," he said kissing me, "i just wanted to get back to you," he replied. "Oh ok," i said kissing him. We kissed for a few minutes but we didnt realize how much time had actually passed. "Whats wrong," he asked. "Look at the clock," I said staring at what it said. "Shit its already 11:15," Kevin said. "Ya I know. We have to be at my house bt 12:00 and my flight leaves at 1:00," Dustin said. "We should probably start getting ready," Kevin suggested. "Ya probably," i said. Kevin and I got up and headed for the bathroom. I removed my boxer briefs and Kevin took off the tee-shirt and jogging pants. He then turned on the water and adjusted the temperature. Once that was done he pulled off his boxers and threw them done next to my boxer-briefs. I stepped in the shower first and Kevin stepped in behind me. I turned around and pulled him close to me and hugged him. I started crying very faintly. 'I dont wanna leave him.' I thought to myself. When Kevin started to pull away i got worried and tried to stop crying but i couldnt. "Dustin whats wrong," he asked wiping away some of my tears. "I...Well You....You see....I dont....I dont wanna leave you," I struggled out. "Oh Dustin," Kevin cooed. "I dont wanna leave you eaither...but its only for a week then we have more time together," he finished. "I know but i think this week is going to be hard without you. I mean we've slept together almost this whole month and now i have to adjust to sleeping without you. Its going to be hard," I said. "I know but dont worry we will manage," Kevin said. "I hope so. At least when i get back we will have the whole summer in Orlando," I said looking into his eyes. "Umm...we need to talk about that," Kevin said. "Why is something wrong," I asked concerned. "Not now we need to get cleaned up lets talk after we shower," Kevin convinced me. "Ok." I rinsed off my body and hair then let Kevin wash my hair. I rinsed the shampoo out and switched places with Kevin. As I washed Kevin's hair he hummed the song "I Want It That Way". As Kevin rinsed his hair I spoke. "I love that song Kevin," I said hugging him from behind. "So do I," Kevin said. "everytime I sing, hear, or think about it. It reminds me of you and what we have," Kevin said. "Thats so sweet Kevin." "Come on we need to hurry we are probably almost out of time." he said grabbing the soap. We quickly soaped up our bodies and rinsed off. We got out of the shower and toweled eachother off and exited the bathroom. Sure enough when we glanced at the clock we were running out of time. It read 11:45. We quickly combed out hair and brushed or teeth and got dressed. Kevin packed all of his things up and i got my stuff together. We met the others in the lobby with their stuff. They loaded it into the rental and Kevin and I left in my car with the others in the rental. Once we got to my house it was 10 after 12:00. My mom wasn't mad but she wasnt happy, oh well. I got the last of my stuff packed which was basically my stuff i took to Kevin's like my comb, toothbrush, etc. and packed that up. "Umm Dustin," Kevin said coming in my room. "Ya babe," I answered. "I have something to ask and tell you," he began. "First I wont be spending the whole summer in Orlando. Management moved up the Millennium Tour dates. We start in earlier than we thought to kick off the Millennium Tour," Kevin said. "But there is more. I think if you want to you might be able to come during the summer, if you want to, that is," Kevin said. "I say only summer because well you will have to start school and so fourth, besides I dont think your parents want you gone the whole year," Kevin joked. "You mean it....I can come with you," I asked. "Yes. As long as management approves," he said. "Which wont be to difficult. Either you come along or I won't go," he said stubbornly. "Well then I hope they let me come along for the tour and band's sake," I joked. "they better," Kevin said. "I think they will," I said embracing Kevin in a hug. "DUSTIN!" Our hug was cut short. I grabbed my bags and exited my room with Kevin following. We walked down the stairs and were greeted by everyone except Nick and Kelly. "Where is Kelly," I asked my mom. "Outside. Nick said he had something important to tell her," my mom replied. I looked at Kevin and he knew what I was thinking. I looked away and at Brian he didn't look as mad but it looked like something was bothering him still. We were all standing around waiting on Nick and Kelly having small talk when we heard it. "I HATE YOU NICK CARTER!!!!!" Kelly screamed. "Kelly please I had to tell you....it was killing me hiding it," Nick tried to explain. "To think that I had the decency to fall in love with you...when all you do is hurt me by sleeping with someone else," she screamed. "AND WITH BRIAN!!!! YOU SLEPT WITH BRIAN!!!! A GUY!!!!" "Kelly please I didn't want to hurt you by lying," he begged. "Nick and Brian," Howie said confused. "Nick slept with Brian," AJ wondered. "Hold on whats going on here. Start from the beginning," my Mom said. "No we dont have time....we have to be at the airport," Kelly pointed out. "But I think we need to resolve this," Andrea began. "I dont want too." Kelly began. "Nick made up his mind about us when he slept with Brian. He obviously doesnt love me anymore. So I dont think i need to hear anything else. Good-bye Nick," Kelly said opening the front door and slamming it shut. "I'll go check on Kelly," I said stepping away from Kevin. "Well everyone we need to get going if we are going to make our flight," Andrea said. "Ya us too," Kevin said. "Oh, I thought your flight was leaving later," Andrea questioned. "Management moved it up to 1:30," Kevin told her. "Oh I see," Andrea replied. "Well come on guys. Andrea thank you for letting me come down when Dustin had amneisa and letting me stay when you did," Kevin said. "Thank you for coming. I dont want to think what might have happened if you hadn't come," Andrea said. "Well I guess I will see you whenever I see you next," Andrea said. "Ya I guess," Kevin said. "Good luck with everything guys," she said. "Thanks," they all said in unison. All the guys got outside followed by Andrea. She locked the door to the house and stepped over to the car. In the front of the car was Dustin and Kevin saying thier good-byes. "Kevin I...I dont wanna go," Dustin cried. Kevin embraced me in a strong loving hug,"Dustin it will be ok. Its for one week. Then we have a week in Orlando and then you will come with us on tour and see the world," Kevin said. "Ok." "Come on....no more tears. For me," he asked. "Just for you," I said starting to smile. "Thats what I like to see," Kevin said kissing me. "Oooh one more," I asked "Just for you," he said kissing me again. The kiss lasted for several minutes. Kevin slid his tounge into my mouth and moved it all around. I moved my tounge into his mouth and moved it all around while my hands were roaming all over his back. I knew I had to make this kiss last a long time. It would be a week before I see him again. "Dustin we need to go," my mom said standing next to the car door. "Alright," I spoke as i broke away from the kiss. "Bye Dustin," Kevin said. "Bye....I love you." "I love you too Dustin." Kevin slowly walked me to my door and opened it for me. As i stepped in i looked back and saw a tear down his cheek. I took my hand and rubbed the tear off and leaned up and gave him another kiss. He shut the door and backed away. By now i was hurting, but i couldnt let him see it, i knew i had to be strong. My mom got in and started up the engine and backed out of the driveway. The last thing i saw were the guys getting in their rental and following us. We arrived at the airport with 20 minutes to spare according to when our flight was scheduled in. Unfourtantely our plane was delayed another 45 minutes.When the plane finally arrived the passengers disembarked and we waited for our time to board. We finally boarded the plane and found our seats. I sat down and strapped my seatbelt around and waited for the flight attendant to do her job of showing us how to fasten a seatbelt, how to use the oxygen masks, and that our seat coushins could be used as a floatation device. "So mom what are we going to do in North Carolina," I asked. "We are only stopping in North Carolina to get to our connecting flight," she said. "Well where does that flight connect to," I asked. "The Caymen Islands," she said. "WHAT!!" I said excited. "The Caymen Islands," she repeated. "Why are you just now tellin me," I asked. "I told you before the accident that it was a surprise," she said. "but still...." "Oh dont worry we will be there in about 7 hours," she said. "7 hours," I exclaimed. "Yes 7 hours." "Why is it so long," I asked. "Well its 1 hour and 30 minutes to Charlotte, NC. Then we have a 2 hour layover. Plus the one hour time change from Central to Eastern. Then its a 3 hour flight to the Caymen's from Charlotte," she finished. "Wow," I said. "But it will be worth it. 1 week on the beach in total relaxation," she said. "Thats true," i said. The flight attendants showed us about the seatbelt, oxygen mask, and seat coushin. Then we taxied and took off. Once we reached cruising altitude I fell asleep. I slept the whole way which wasnt very long because before I knew it my sister was waking me up saying we were getting ready to land in Charlotte. Once the plane landed we disembarked and walked to the gate that would take us to 'Paradise' as my sister put it. Since it was now 3:00 we decided to eat a small dinner now because the plane food wasnt very good for the late lunch they served us. After lunch we had about another hour to wait. So we went into a giftshop. I bought a few magazines. One was one of those Teen magazines. They had alot of pictures of the guys along with *NSYNC, 98 degrees, and those male actors all those 13 year old girls think are 'soooo' cute. I was staring at the pages that had pictures of Kevin and smiled. I missed seeing his face but the picture helped a little. Before I knew it we were boarding and taking off the plane that would take us to 'Paradise'. Well the 3 hours on a plane certainly made my butt uncomforable but i was asleep most of the time so it didnt bother me that much. I woke up about 30 minutes before we landed and stared out the window. I was in 'aww'. We had just passed over a small island and it was beautiful. The sky was crystal clear and the ocean water was beautiful. I was glad to be here but i also missed Kevin dearly. We landed safely and got our luggage. We then waited to get through customs. It took about 30 minutes. We were lucky i guess, our travel agent told us it could take up to 2 hours, since alot of people go through. We rented our car and drove to our hotel. The island of Grand Caymen where we are staying is only 22 miles long and 8 miles wide. It took about 45 minutes just to travel 18 miles from the airport to our hotel. They only let you drive 35 miles maxium, but most of the time you are going 25....that is why it took so long. Well we got to our hotel by 9:00 and checked in. we got our room keys and headed to our room. The room was very nice. It had a small kitchen and 2 bedrooms, and the living room couch made a bed. I let Kelly take the bedroom so she could be comfortable. Since it was late we decided to crash and relax for the night. I took a shower and changed to a pair of jogging shorts and wife beater. I brushed my teeth and left the bathroom for Kelly. Our room had a small balcony so i stepped out into it and thought intently about Kevin and wondered what he was doing. In Orlando..... "Come on cuz," Brian pleaded. "Bri, Im sorry I dont feel like going to a club tonight," Kevin sighed. "Come on...you know Dustin doesnt want you to sulk this whole time," Brian stated. "I am 'NOT' sulking. I just dont feel like going out tonight, thats all," Kevin said starting raise his voice. "Ok, sheesh dont get mad at me." "Im sorry cuz." "Its ok Kevin. I forgive you only if you do something with us tomorrow night," Brian said. "Alright. Tomorrow night," Kevin said giving in. "Good. Ill see you tomorrow at the studio. Im staying with Nick tonight." "Dont you guys stay up late or anything," Kevin said winking. "We wont stay up...'TO' late," Brian grinned. "Whatever. Get out of here I bet your boyfriends waiting," Kevin said getting off the couch. "Ok. Ill see ya tomorrow. Call me if you need anything," Brian said hugging his cousin. "I will. Now get your ass outa here," he said playfully. "Im goin'...Im goin'" Brian left his cousin's apartment and got in his car and headed over to his and Nick's place. It was actually Brian's place but Nick had basically been staying there since they got together. Plus Nick had moved some of his things in so its his place now too. "Nick???" Brian called out into the dark apartment. "In here." "Where???" "Here," Nick said turning on a light. In the room was Nick laying on the couch in his boxers. In his hand was a remote. He turned on the stero and 'I Want It That Way' came flowing through the speakers. "I thought we could use something slow," Nick said grinning. "Works for me," Brian said walking over to the couch and neeling beside Nick. "So whats the occasion," Brian asked. "No occasion. Just wanted to do something special for you. "How special," Brian asked. "This much," Nick said grabbing Brian into a passionate kiss. There tounges wrestled in eachothers mouthes while Nick's hands roamed all over Brian's body with Brian's hand roaming all over Nick's body. Nick's maneuvered his hands into Brian's shirt and on his chest. His hands were pinching and playing with his nipples while he moved his lips down to Brian's neck. "Ohhh....Nicky that feels great," Brian gasped. Nick stopped, "When did you start calling me that." "Calling you what," Brian asked. "'Nicky'??" "Ohh, well i just started. I like it," Brian said snickering. "Ok," Nick said. "I knew you would like it Nicky," Brian said kissing Nick again. Brian's hands continued to roam all over Nick's back and stopped at his waist. He got himself off the floor still kissing Nick and straddled his waist. He stopped kissing and lifted up to remove his shirt. Nick rubbed his hands all over Brian's chest and abs. He took his finger and followed his navel hairs down into his jeans and grabbed at his erect dick through his boxers. "Ohh," Brian moaned. Brian lifted Nick up and removed his shirt and tossed it on the ground next to his. Brian got up and unbuckled his belt and removed his pants. He stood in his boxers soaked with precum in front of Nick. Nick also got up and unbuckled his belt and removed his pants. His hardon was visible and his boxers were wet with his precum. Nick and Brian slowly walked to eachother and gathered themselves in eachtoher's arms. They kissed passionately while grinding their hips together. They fell back onto the couch and continued their passionate lovemaking. There was no fucking. Just two people deeply in love with eachother sharing a special moment in time. Both Nick and Brian burned this moment into their minds like it would never happen again. They stopped griding their hips and Brian removed his and Nick's boxers. He kissed his way down Nick's chest and went straight for Nick's dick. he decided to tease Nick a bit. He bypassed his dick completely and continued kissing down his theigh and back up his theigh while his hands were teasing his nipples. "Come on Bri.....please suck me," Nick pleaded. Brian didnt need any more encouragment and kissed his way slowly back up Nick's theigh and stopped at his dick. He stuck his tounge onto the sensitive head and made Nick shudder with pleasure. By now Nick was desperately wanting Brian to take his member in his mouth. He put his hands behind Brian's head and started pushing down. Brian got the idea and slowly swollowed Nick's dick deep into his throat. He sucked him while using his hands to play with his balls. After sucking Nick, Brian felt Nick'c cock start to expand. "Oh Brian Im....almost...there......Ohhhh....here it comes," Nick screamed in pleasure. Brian sealed his lips around Nick's cock not wanting to let a single drop of his cum spill out. Nick's dick released loads of cum into Brian's awaiting mouth. After Nick came down from his orgasmic high he spoke. "Oh Brian....that was soooo incredible. Thank you so much. I love you." "I love you too sweetheart," Brian spoke sincerely. "Well its my turn," Nick said starting to switch positions with Brian. "No." "What do you mean 'No'???" Nick asked confused. "Look its passed midnight. Weve been up late. And since we have to be at the studio tomorrow I promised Kevin 'WE' wouldent be up to late." "But what about you," Nick asked. "What do you mean," Brian asked. "You know. I didnt....you know," Nick said. "Hey being here with you, this way is enough. I dont need anything to happen. Except for us to get up and go to bed. And to be able to hold you while we sleep. Thats enough for me," Brian said. "Oh Brian," Nick said crying. "Hey dont start the waterworks," Brian said chuckling. "Im sor-sorry. I just cant help it. You mean so much to me....and what you said....that was s-so special," Nick said. "Well Im glad. I mean every word of it," Brian said wiping away Nick's tears. "Come on. lets go to bed," Brian said pulling Nick up off the couch. Nick and Brian slowly walked to Brian's bedroom and got in bed and fell asleep. Back in the Caymen Islands..... The sun shined brightly into the living room of our hotel room. I slowly got out of bed and walked onto the deck. Outside it was warm and bright. The sky was clear as was the ocean. People were out swimming or tanning. There were some people on Jet Skis and a few boats out. "Its beautiful isnt it." "Jeez Kelly you scared me," I said turning around clutching my chest. "Sorry." "Its ok. And yes it is beautiful out here. I think i could live here someday." "It would be nice. No taxes. beach everywhere. the people are friendly. I see definate living potential," Kelly said smiling. "Ya me too," i said sighing. "Miss him already," Kelly asked. "Uh huh," i said. "Its only six more days. then you will be in Orlando for the summer and you will have all that time with him," she said. "No I wont." "I thought you were going to spend the summer together," Kelly asked confused. "Well we are. Just not in Orlando." "I dont get it?" "Well his management pushed up their new tour dates. They start in 2 weeks. But Kevin says I might be able to come along." I said lightening up when i said that. "Where would they be going," Kelly asked. "They would start in Europe," I said. "WHAT?" "Europe...you know otherside of the planet. Italy, England, Spain, Germany," I said naming random countries. "I know where Europe is. Did mom say you could," she asked. "I didnt think i needed her permission. Im 18 now," i stated matter of factly. "Well you know what shes gonna say," Kelly replied. "What who's gonna say," My mom asked stepping out onto the balcony. "Ummm.....ummm" "Just tell her Dustin." Kelly said. "Tell me what," Andrea asked curious. "Well mom there has been a change in plans." "What kind of change," she asked wondering where this conversation was leading. "I wont be spending the rest of the summer in Orlando," i said. "Oh good. Your coming back home," she said happily. "Not quite. You see Ill be going with Kevin and the others on tour. Their managment decided to push up their tour dates." "Where on tour," she asked worried. "Europe," I said mumbled. "Where at," she asked again. "Europe," I said more clearly. "I dont think so mister," she came back. "What??? Why??? Im 18 i can go if i want," I yelled. "Not if I have anything to say about it. You cant go to Europe without some kind of supervision. I wont let you," Andrea replied. "There will be supervision. a guy from their management and Kevin and the others," I stated. "No Im sorry. I cant let you go." "Will you at least think about it. This is a once in a lifetime opertunity. I will get to see parts of the world ive only read about," I pleaded. "Lets not talk about this right now," she asked. "Fine," I yelled storming back inside. I got a change of clothes and went into the bathroom. I took an extremly quick shower and changed clothes. I grabbed my hat and wallet and grabbed a room key and walked over to the lobby. When i got their i headed over to the bar. I realized you only had to be 18 to drink here. I didnt wanna be wasted all day so i would return later tonight. I decided on going for a walk along the beach. So i walked outside and began my walk. It was very beautiful here. I wish Kevin was here to share the sights with me. The day passed very quickly. I had gone swimming for awhile and then laid out in the sun for about an hour. I noticed it was 3 o'clock and i hadnt eaten all day. I grabbed my towel and radio and put my sandals and walked back to the room. When I got there Kelly was in the living room watching Tv. "Wheres Mom," i asked setting my stuff down. "I dont know. I think she is in the gift shop in the lobby," she replied not taking her eyes off the screen. "Kelly stop staring at him," I joked. "What hes cute." "Whatever," i said heading into the kitchen. "Alot of girls think Ricky Martin's cute....and so do i," she said returning her attention to the screen and Ricky. "Thats nice. Well Im gonna take a shower and then im gonna eat downstairs, aight," i told her. "Sure," she said not even paying attention to me. I went and grabbed a new pair of clothes and went into the bathroom. I turned the water on and adjusted the temperature. i removed my bathing suit and stepped in the shower. I rinsed off the days grime and then rinsed my hair. I shampooed my hair and rinsed it out. Then i grabbed the soap and washed my body. I rinsed the soap off and turned off the water. I stepped out and grabbed the towel and dried off. I grabbed my clean underwear and put it on. I put on deoderant and grabbed my kahki shorts and put them on followed by my shirt. I then gelled and styled my hair. I walked out of the bathroom and grabbed my shoes and wallet. "Im leaving. If Mom wonders where im at. Ill be downstairs in the lobby or something," i told Kelly. "Ok...sure." "How long are you going to stare at Ricky Martin?" "Its not him anymore." "Who is it now???" "Howie," she said smiling. "Howie as in the Backstreet Boys Howie," i asked getting excited. "Yep the ones and only," she said smiling. "Wheres Kevin," i asked hyperly. "Hang on," she said grinning. "What is this anyway," i asked. "Its a press conference. I think it explains why they were gone for almost a month," Kelly answered. "Oh." "....So yes we are going to still go on the new Millennium tour and we just got word from our management that we leave for Italy to kick off the tour in 2 weeks," Howie said. "Any other questions," Brian asked. "Yes...There have been somre rumors to why all of you were gone for the month of May, but we would like to really know. Where were all of you this past month," the reporter asked. "Visiting a friend," AJ said. "Well why did it last a whole month," the same reporter asked. "Well lets just say we also wanted some time off. We had been working very hard and needed a break," AJ continued. "Thank you," the reporter said not very convinced. "Excuse me is there any truth to the rumor about Kevin being gay and spending alot of time while on his vacation with another young unidentified man," a reporter asked. I was shocked when the reporter asked this. I couldnt believe they would do it. "No...Im not gay." Kevin answered with a straight face. "But we all spent time with him. He was the friend we were visiting. He was recovering from an accident," he added. It hurt me alot for him to have to deny his true self because of the repercussions, but i did understand. "Im sorry that is all the time we have for questions. We have to be at the studio now," Brian said. The truth was they actually had another 15 minutes, but for everyone's sake he told the reporters that. The photographers started snapping pictures of all the guys as they were getting up and leaving. "Well that was interesting," Kelly said finally speaking while looking at me. "Ill say." "are you mad at him," she asked. "for what," i asked. "for having to deny everything?" "No. I knew it would happen. Im not mad at him at all," i lied. I was a little upset but i knew he had to do it. So i wouldnt let it bother me that much. Now my only concern was what are all these reporters going to think when i and if i go on this tour with them. Who knows what they will be able to concoct. I got up and walked out of our room and headed for the lobby. Once i got down there i entered the bar. i noticed the bar was very full and there werent many empty seats left.i went to the guy behind the bar and ordered a strawberry daquri. i showed him my drivers license and he returned a few minutes later with my drink. I turned around and saw that with the time i got in and got my drink which was only like 3 minutes the bar hand become packed. I decided that i would go sit on the patio outside. I started to turn but crashed into somebody spilling my drink and almost dropping my glass on the floor. "Oh my god, i am so sorry," i said grabbing some napkins and wiping up my drink that was now on the floor. "No it was my fault. i wasnt paying attention," the man said. "Well that makes two of us," i said finally looking up at him. "Oh my god," i said dumbfounded to who was standing in front of me. "Is something wrong," he asked. "No its just....i nev...i never thought i would me-meet you," i stammered out. "Oh. I understand." "Well how about i buy you another drink seeing how i made you spill yours," he suggested. "I guess." "Good. What was that?? A strawberry daqueri," he asked. "Yep" "Great ill get you one. Why dont you find us a table outside," he suggested. "Sure," i said exiting the bar. I found a table and wiped it off and sat down. A few minutes later he came up with our drinks. "Well we havent been formally introduced. Im David Boreanaz. So i guess you know me from Buffy," he said. "Ya. Im Dustin Richards," i said extending my hand. "Pleasure to meet you," he said. "Likewise." "So what are you doing here," I asked. "Well Im on vacation," he replied. "Cool. I liked this season's finale. It was good," I told him. "Thanks. It was great to film." "So when do you start filming 'Angel'" I asked. "Well we have already started. We are just taking a break. we start back up in 2 weeks," he replied. "Cool. It looks like it will be good," I told him. "Thanks. I hope so. We are trying to make it appeal to a more older audience," he told me. "That sounds interesting," i said. "Ya." "Well tell me about yourself," he asked. "Ok. Well I just graduated highschool. I have one sister. Im going to be going to college in Flordia." "Cool," he said. "So how long are you staying here," he asked. "the rest of the week," i replied. "so am i. then its back to work. they will send me some scripts to start memorizing my lines," he explained. "sounds tough," i said. "ya but i love to do it," he answered. "So what are you going to major in at college," he asked. "You know I havent really thought about it yet. I know i should but i havent. Im hoping something will happen that will make me make up my mind," i said. "I see. Well what kindof jobs hold your interest," he asked. "Well Im good with computers. And i could do Computer Engineering. But I also like to design things in my spare time. My grandpa owns a contracting company and right now he is building small villas for people. He is using my plans and stuff," i replied. "Thats cool," he said. "Thank you Mr. Borenaz," i replied politely. "Please, call me David," he asked. "Ok....David," i said. "Ya but those things dont hold my interest. I do them because i have nothing else to do. I dont know what i want to do," i confessed. "Well in time you will," he told me. "I hope." It was amazing how fast Mr. Borenaz....er David and i clicked. It was like we knew eachother our whole lives. I felt this only one other time with anyone, and that was with Kevin. Kevin....my thoughts drifted to him and how much i missed him. It had only been 2 days and it felt like 2 years. i dont know how im going to make it the rest of the week, but i know i will. i have to, for Kevin....and for me. "DUSTIN?!?" David screamed. "woh...huh?" i asked confused. "you seemed pretty far out of it. is everything ok," he asked. "Ya i was ju-just thinking...tha-thats all," i studdered. "is everything alright. i know you dont know me very much and you have no reason to trust me but id like to help if something is wrong," he said truthfully while placing his hand over mind. It took a moment for me to register the fact that his hand was on mind and when i did i bolted from the table. "Angel...god sorry about that. David I cant stay i....i...i ha-have to go. Ill see you....maybe," i said walking away. 'Great job David. Scare the kid half to death by worrying about him' All of the sudden he thoguht of something. He didnt know his room number. He decided to do something he had never done off the set of Buffy. He got up and kicked into Angel mode. He followed Dustin in the shadows all the way to his room like he would a vampire or demon on the show....or even in the early episodes he followed Buffy to make sure she would be alright. 'Room 242' David thought to himself. Then he realized something....'242' Angel's age in the show. "My God," he spoke to himself a little to loud. "Hello," Dustin called out into the night. David didnt know what to do. Sohuld he remain hidden or emerge from the shadows. He made up his mind slowly emerging from the shadows and into Dustin's line of sight. "David....what are you doing here," Dustin asked bewildered. "I was following you," he softly spoke. "Why," i asked. "because i wanted to make sure you were alright. I was worried," he spoke just as soft if not softer. Dustin couldnt have been hearing right. 'did he say he was worried about me' Dustin asked himself. He must have meant worried about me in another way. probably just wanted to see if i was alrght since i bolted from the table so quick. "Dustin can we go to my room and talk," David asked quietly. "Umm Sure," I said walking towards him. I was a little apprehensive. I mena i dont mean scared like he would do something bad, but this whole situation is making me nervous and i think he could tell. "Are you ok....you look nervous," he asked now walking beside me. "Im fine," i choked out. "Ok....well here we are," he said pointing at room. "Home for the next week," Dustin said trying to keep from silence. "Ya," David said opening the door. "Well come on in," David said. "I promise i wont bite," he joked. "Alright." I slowly walked into his room. It was basically the same except that it was reversed. Everything in my room was on the opposite wall to his. "Would you like something to drink," he asked. "What do you have," i asked. "Coke, orange juice, and milk," he answered. "umm coke please," i replied. He opened the refrigerator and took out two cokes and handed one to me while sitting down next to me on the couch. He turned to look to me and looked like he was going to say something but didnt. After a few minutes of silence he finally spoke. "Dustin i know we just met and all but i want to ask you something and i hope you dont take offense to it," David asked looking down. "What," i was curious to what he wanted to ask me. "Can I kiss you," he asked staright out. "Ummm.....ummm...oh god," "What is something wrong," he asked moving away. "Ya," I said quietly. "David I have a boyfriend," I told him. "Oh...its ok. I understand," he said getting up. "Im sorry," he spoke softly. "David its ok....i forgive you," i said also standing. "No its not...i should never have asked that," he said sadly. "Look I dont mind that you asked. In fact, Im flattered. Im gald you asked rather than just doing it," I explained to him. "Listen i think i should go its passed midnight and well i need some sleep," i said heading for the door. "Can we meet tomorrow...for lunch. Just as friends," he asked stopping me in the hallway. "I dont see why not," I told him. "Thanks," he said breathing a sigh of relief. "Well i better get going," i said resuming my walk for the door. "How about i walk with you....make sure no demons or vampires come after you," he joked trying to get over the ackwardness of the situation. "Sure 'Angel' why not," i teased. We walked quietly through the night out of his room and outside to mine. "Well here i am. Room 242," i told him. This was a weird moment. It looked like it was out of Buffy. It was dark no lights. And here was Angel....err David half in the shadows, half where i could see him. It kinda scared me a little. I looked at my room number again. "Huh...its '242' Angel's age," i said. "Ya i noticed that too," he replied. "Well i better go. Where do you wanna meet tomorrow for lunch," i asked. "How about in the lobby at 11:30," he suggested. "Sure," i said. "Good. Well Goodnight," he said now completely in the shadows. "Goodnight David," i said but he was already gone into the night....just like Angel on the show. I got out my keys and walked slowly into the room. All the lights were out so i assumed everyone was asleep. Boy was i wrong. My Mom flipped on the light as soon as i took a step and there she was sitting on the couch with a look of pure anger on her face. "Where the hell were you," she said with anger but quietly so not to wake up Kelly. "I was out," i said. "Doing what," she asked. "Thinking," i said. "Well next time do your late night thinking inside the room. Now go to sleep," she said getting up off the couch and walking to her bedroom. I walked over to the couch and dressed down to my boxer-briefs. I grabbed a tee-shirt and threw it on, shut out the light and went to sleep. When I woke up the next morning the sun was shining in my face like before. I looked at my watch and noticed that it was 10:00. "Damn," I muttered to myself. I got up quickly. There was a note on the table. Dustin, Kelly and I are on the beach. We will be back at the room by 1:00 or earlier. Leave a note if you go somewhere. If you do be back no later than 3:00. We are going to go to Georgetown to shop and eat dinner. Love, Mom I put the note down and got a clean set of clothes from my dresser drawer and headed for the bathroom. I pissed then turned on and adjusted the water before stepping in. As much as i wanted to just stay in the shower i knew i had to meet David for lunch so i quickly washed my hair and body. I got out and dried off and slipped my underwear and shorts on. I put deoderant on and brushed my teeth and then put my gray adidas tee-shirt on. I quickly fixed my hair and exited the bathroom. I put on some socks and grabbed my watch. 11:20 I was going to make it. I put my shoes on, grabbed my wallet and room key, and headed for the door. I turned around and quickly found a notepad and pen and wrote a note saying i was going out for lunch. I left it where they would find it and left the room locking the door. I walked over to the lobby and found David waiting for me inside. I walked up to him "Hey." "Hi Dustin. How are you," he asked. "Im good. Ready to go," I asked him. "Sure lets go," he said. We walked outside and i followed him to his rental car. He had rented a Jeep Wangler. "Cool. I always wanted one of these but my mom wouldnt let me get one. She said they were to dangerous," i told him. "Ya they are, but it is good for down here," he replied. "Sure is," i said getting in the Wangler. He got in too and before he started the engine he spoke. "Where do you wanna eat?" "Ummm not sure. I have till 3:00. So i guess we could drive around and find a place," i suggested. "Thats fine," he agreed. So he started up the Wrangler and we were off to explore the island. There was a map in the golve compartment so i pulled it out. We drove to a small little section of the island on the what is called the North Side. There we ate at a nice restaurant. We got inside and were seated quickly because there was hardly anyone there. Just us and 5 other parties. The hostess said there lunch crowds dont start coming in until 12:30. Which was good. We didnt have to wait alot. Our waiter came and took our drink orders and left giving us a few minutes to decide on what we wanted. I looked at the menu and saw that the food was very enexpensive...but then i remembered here the prices were in Caymen Dollars not U.S. dollars. That made the prices, a little more realistic to me. The waiter returned and took our orders. At first not much was said, so i decided to break the ice. "Umm David i was wondering something," i began. "I thought you were straight," i said quietly. "I mean watching the show i never doubted the fact you were straight." "Oh well thats why im a good actor. I am gay and most of the cast does know. In fact i think everyone who worked on the show did except for the extras and people with a one-time thing." he paused. "Working with Sarah made it real easy. I knew if i was straight i would be in love with her like Angel. And the truth is i do love her, just not in that way. She is like a sister to me. And that made it hard in some scenes where we had to be intimate." "Ya, I guess that would make it hard," i responded. We stopped talking when the waiter appeared and began talking again after he left. "So Dustin let me ask you something," David said. "Shoot." "When did you find out about your sexuality," he asked. "Ummm last year. It was when I was in Orlando on vacation. I had my first relationship with a guy from down there to." "Oh was it a one time thing," he asked. "No. We are still together," i replied. "Isnt it hard. Being a long distance relationship," he asked. "Not really. You see. A few months ago i was in an accident. I was hit by a car. I was basically ok excpet for one thing. I had amnesia. Ke-umm well my boyfriend found out and came immediately to where i was at. I woke up a week after he arrived. He was the only thing i remembered. He stayed with me the whole time during my recovery at the hospital and he went home with me. He left for Orlando the day i left for here," i told him. "Whats his name. You started to say it but stopped," he asked. I stopped for a minute...should i tell him??? Would Kevin be mad if i did??? Well i can just tell him a first name. He doesnt need to know his last name??? But what if he asks??? Do I dare lie??? "His name is Kevin," I finally spoke. "Kevin. Just Kevin or does he have a last name," he asked. "ummm...." 'Should i tell him. Well it wouldnt hurt i mean. He's an actor and why would he tell. I mean he is basically in the same boat.' "Richardson...Kevin Richardson," i finally said. "Oh...well thats great. Im happy for you," he said stumbling for the words. "Isnt he in a singing group," he asked me. "Ya, the Backstreet Boys," I responded. "Why, is something wrong," i asked. "Umm not here we can talk about it later," he said. "Alright," i said. The waiter returned with our food. And we started eating. Lunch was completely silent and it made me a little uncomfortable. We finished eating and he insisted on paying for the bill so i finally gave in and let him. Outside we walked back to his Wrangler and i finally asked what was on my mind. "David...why did you get nervous when i told you who my boyfriend was?" "Oh...Ive met him before and he didnt seem gay to me," he lied. "Oh when did you meet him," I asked. "Oh umm around April when their new single 'I Want It That Way' debut on radios. He came out to L.A. to promote it. Thats when we met," he explained. "April huh," i said. "So what all did you guys do He was there the rest of April and the beginning of May," i stated. "I know you guys were separated during that time...he told me," he studdered out. "David, did something happen between the two of you," I choking on the words. "Ummm...." he started not knowing what do say. "Ok. Nevermind. I already know." I said starting to cry. After a few moments of silence I spoke again. "How close....How far did the two of you go," I asked now the tears fully coming out. "God Dustin...he told me he was so lonely....," he began but i cut him off. "Nevermind. Can you just take me back to the hotel?" I asked him. "Im suddnely not feeling well." "Sure," he said starting up the wrangler. TBC Well this cliffhanger certainly adds a little problem with Kevin & Dustin doesnt it??? Well you guys and girls (yes i have had a few girls email me about the story) will jsut have to wait and find out what happens in the next part. Well I hope you liked this part. It took time to write. New e-mail Once again all comments go to CJ_NM@hotmail.com If anyone has any ideas or things they want to see happen in the story send them my way. I hope you enjoy this chapter. The next one should be out hopfully by the end of August or the beginning September. Thanx for reading.