Date: Fri, 05 Mar 1999 12:00:07 PST From: CJ NM Subject: Kevin & Dustin Part 4 Dustin & Kevin Part 4 BY: CJ & NM Warning: This story contains acts of a sexual nature between Kevin Richardson and a partly fictional character. In no way is this story real, if only though. The name has been changed of my character It is not meant to reflect on Kevin or the BSB. If you are under 18, please leave, if homosexual acts offend you we also ask you to leave. If not, please enjoy. Send comments good or bad to CJ_NM@hotmail.com Another good story is written by this stories co-author CJ. His story is My Night With Howie D. and it is very good. It had been a week since I had last seen Kevin and I missed him desperately. My life felt empty without him. I often wondered if he felt the same. Looking back on the week I realized how I came to be sitting on my bed staring out the window ............... As soon as the plane landed at St. Louis I knew we were only 2 hours away from our house in the Southern part of Illinois. i figured there I would be able to wallow in sadness alone but Kelly of course changed that. When we got home we checked our messages and not any were important enough to get back to immediately except one for my dad. I went upstairs to my room and unpacked my stuff then just laid down on my bed and stared up at the ceiling thinking of Kevin. "God, I miss him so much," I thought. My thoughts were cut short by a knock at the door. "Come in," I said. "Hey hows it going??? Are you ok," Kelly asked sounding concerned. "Well lets see....I've left Orlando against my wishes, my parents know there only son is gay, I miss Kevin incredibly, and oh I've been grounded for a week." I said kinda harshly. "I'm sorry Kelly. I shouldn't have been so rude," I apologized. "Thats ok. I understand. I miss Nick alot," she replied. "So we kinda have alot to talk about don't we," she said. "Ya, I guess we do. Where do you wanna start," I asked. "From you telling me you are going back to his place from the party," she replied. So I started to tell the the events that started from when we left the party and proceeded to his apartment. I told her about how when while we were outside the door i played with his hair making him drop his keys. And i cut most of it short by saying making love to him was the most wonderful thing ever. "Well you sound like you had a wonderful time," she said. "Kelly it was perfect. What we did he asked first. He made sure I was comfortable with doing it and not because he wanted to. He was so caring and gentle. What am I gonna do? I miss him so much," I said while trying to hold back tears. "Dustin, I'm gonna only recommend one thing. Go to sleep and come talk with me, mom, and dad in the morning," she said. "NO!!!! ABSOLUTELY NOT!!!!! I WONT TALK WITH THEM," I screamed. "But Dustin..." "No, they made me leave. The made me sad and hurt by making me leave Kevin. I wont ever forgive them for that," i said angrily. "Ok, just try to get some sleep," she said. "Ok," I replied. "Good night," she said while shutting the door. "Night," I replied. When she shut my door I laid down on the bed and cried myself to sleep thinking of Kevin. When I awoke in the morning I went to the bathroom and did my morning piss. Then I took my shower and got finished cleaning up. When I got back to my room I decided on what I was gonna wear. I looked out my window and saw that it was a beautiful summer day. So I put on some jean shorts and a white tee-shirt, then covered it with a black Nike tank-top. I went outside and decided it was a good day for a walk. Since the park was a half a mile away I slowly picked up my pace and started to jog to the park. When I got there I went to a concession stand and got a bottle of water. As I walked through the park i thought about Kevin, and how much I missed him. I then wondered if he felt the same. Meanwhile in Orlando "God Brian I miss him soooooooo much," Kevin practically cried while being comforted by his cousin. "Shhhh, its ok. Things will work out and you guys will be together again," he replied. "But what if we cant be together what if his dad forbids him to see any of us. I don't know if I could handle it," Kevin said now crying. "Don't worry. I'm sure the first chance he gets hes gonna call you," Brian replied. "You think so," Kevin asked lifting his head off of Brian's shoulder. "I know so," Brian replied."But until then you gotta get yourself together and be strong, just know that Dustin is thinking and feeling the same way, and when you talk your going to have to be strong for the both of you." "I know Brian, I know, but what if this is it? What if Dustin is my true love and his parents forbid us to be together? What then?" Kevin asked through tears. "I don't know Kevin, I don't know," Brian said and held Kevin. Back in Dustin's house Dustin walked in and noticed no one was home. He checked the messages and he actually had one. He first thought it was from Kevin, but then he realized he never gave him his home number, but he still had his number so he could still talk with him when he got ungrounded. 2 hours later Kelly and his mom came home from doing some shopping. "Hi Dustin," my mom said. "Hi," i said. "Is something wrong Dustin," my mom asked. "Take a guess," i said. "Dustin, I know what happened has affected you, but its affected all of us," she started. "Forget it, I'm going for a walk in the park ill be back in about an hour," I said cutting her off. "Ok, bye honey," my mom said. "Whatever," I said. As i walked down the street I noticed a Radio Shack coming up and thought I would browse the store. As I was getting ready to leave I stopped by the part of the store that ahd their pre-paid phone cards. "Excuse me. I would like to buy a phone card," I asked the clerk. "Ok, what did you have in mind," he asked. "Well the one with the most minutes on it.," I asked. "Ok," he said. So once I had paid for my phone card I was started walking back to my house since I noticed it was getting dark. When I got in my mom and dad were sitting down for dinner. "Where's Kelly," I asked. "Out with friends," my father replied. "Oh well Im not very hungry Im gonna go to my room," i replied. "No you're gonna park your ass in that chair," my father replied sternly. "Fine," I said. After saying grace we passed the dishes around and started to eat. Then my dad started asking me questions of what happened in Orlando. I was trying to dodge his questions with clear but unclear answers and was doing alright but then I slipped up and he figured out I was lying. He didn't do anything during dinner except look at me hatefully. After dinner I was up in my room getting ready to use the phone card I had bought but I was interrupted by a knocking on my door. I quickly shoved the it under my bed. "Come in," I said. It was my dad, and by the look on his face he wasn't very happy. "Dustin Im gonna ask you this once and i want the truth, not that crap you pulled at dinner understand," he said sternly. "Ya," I mustered out. "Now what really happened in Orlando between you and Kevin," he asked. "I already told you-we kissed," I said, "Is that it," he asked. "Yes," I replied. "I don't like being lied to Dustin," he said raising his voice. "But Im not lying Im......" "Damnit Dustin tell me the truth or you will never do anything again," he said yelling at the top of his voice. By now the yelling had attracted the attention of my mom downstairs and Kelly who had jsut gotten back from being with her friends. Mom and Kelly walked up the stairs and continued to hear shouting coming from my room. When they walked in the room I continued shouting back but he then slapped me hard across the face. "Now listen. You will tell me the truth about what happened. Or you can imagine alot worse than a slap to your face happening," he screamed. "Fine, Fine you wanna know what happened. I'll tell you," I screamed,"Kevin and I had sex is that what you wanted to hear? Is that it, or do you wanna know more? Do you wanna know how much I loved it and how much I love him? How much I miss him and how much I hate you right now," I said starting to break down in tears. Mom and Kelly stood there shocked while Dad just looked even more pissed. "You took the one thing I ever truly wanted in life and ripped it away from me," I yelled while tears were starting to flow. "You took away what Kevin could give me that no one could. You took it away without a second thought," I said now on the floor crying. Kelly rushed to hold me and comfort me, while my mom got my dad out of my room. After getting my dad out she came back and the two of them got me onto my bed and held me and talked tom me until I feel asleep and woke up at 9:30 in the morning. But as much as I wanted to call Kevin I feel back asleep. When I awoke again it was 8:30 at night. I got out of bed and slipped some boxers and a tee-shirt on and went downstairs. I saw Kelly in the family room talking on the phone. Then I remembered I had bought a phone card and still hadn't called Kevin. I ran back upstairs and found the piece of paper with his number and patiently waited for Kelly to get off the phone. As soon as she was off the phone I dialed Kevin's number. "Damn no answer," I said under my breath. I left a message saying to call me and gave him my home number. Then I said I missed him and loved him. Back in Orlando Kevin had walked into his apartment hearing Dustin's last words. He ran to pick up the phone but it was to late Dustin had hung up. Kevin replayed the message and quickly jotted the number down then called his home number. Kevin quickly dialed Dustin's home number After three rings there was an answer. "Hello," Dustin said. "Dustin is that you," Kevin asked. "Kevin," Dustin said with excitement. "Ya it's me," Kevin said happily. "Oooh, you don't know how much I've missed you," I said. "I can imagine I kept Brian up all last night crying," he said. "Oh I want to be with you so bad," I said. "Me too," Kevin replied. "Listen I cant talk much longer my dad is pissed and if he sees me now I'll be in more trouble," I said. "Its ok I understand," he replied. "Well I gotta go," I said sadly. "Don't worry I am gonna find a way to get to you Dustin; that's a promise." he said. "When?," I asked. "As soon as I can," he said excitedly. "Great I can't wait," I said excited. "Well I gotta go I don't want to get caught," I said. "Ok," he replied. "Bye. I love you, and I miss you," I said. "I miss you too and I love you too," he replied. Then I hung up. After that I feel back asleep dreaming of seeing Kevin. I got back into my normal routine the next morning to try to get my life back together after my dad practically destroyed it. So for the next week I did the same thing everyday. I got cleaned up and dressed called Kevin and talked for about 5 min or left a message. Then went out with Kelly or my mom. I ignored my dad at all costs. I ate dinner early so I woulnd't have to eat with him. ..................so here I am sitting on my bed staring out the window waiting for Kelly to finish getting ready then we will leave for a place she doesn't even know we are going to. To Be Continued........ Once Again send all comments to CJ_NM@hotmail.com And Thanx again for reading.