Date: Tue, 2 Nov 1999 23:31:09 EST From: Kevsstory@aol.com Subject: Kevin Behind the scenes I suppose the standard disclaimers apply here. If you're under 18 or object to homosexual content in any fashion, please do not continue to read. The following story is not meant to imply anything about the sexual orientation of any of the Backstreet Boys or anyone else that may be mentioned. Please send any comments, suggestions, quips, and criticisms to kevsstory@aol.com. Thanks for reading and hope that you enjoy. Big Kiss to KR. P.S. From the man in Texas who's reading this....I may throw some sex in here just to amuse you. But then again, maybe not. Chapter 6 Previously...... "Will you stay and nap with me? Don't worry. We'll be clothed and all and I promise not to touch you anywhere inappropriate." he added as he saw the look on my face. 'It's just been such a long time that I've wanted to hold someone. And I don't want you to go." he looked up at me with the most sincere look on his face. God was I a sucker for those eyes. Knowing that he had nothing but napping on his mind, I agreed. I lay down on the bed and he wrapped his arm around me and we spooned. I wasn't even tired. But lying there like that. I was in heaven and I started to drift off. I remember him placing a kiss on my ear and whispering pleasant dreams. _______________________________________________________________________________ ___________ And now...the rest of the story.. I woke up sometime later. I couldn't see a clock but I knew that it was after dark from looking out the window. I rolled over and felt a heavy object in my way. "Sheesh. You slept like a rock." Kevin said, placing his hand on my chest. "Please tell me that you've only been up a short while. It would make me feel all creepy to think that someone was watching me sleep. They make horror movies about that." I replied. "Hehehe...it was only about 5 minutes. The bed shaking from your snoring woke me up." he joked. I blushed and smacked him. "Oops. I should have warned you. But then, I hadn't really planned on sleeping in the same bed as you. Well, other than in my fantasies that is" I joked. "Hmmm. Fantasies. Tell me some." he said as he snuggled under my arm and placed his head on my chest. "I can't. I'll just end up embarrassing myself. More so than normal. You have that effect on me. My face has never been so red as it has around you." I laughed, pulling him closer. I sat there for a second and then started to chuckle to myself. Kevin turned his head and looked up at me. "Something you want to share?" "I was just thinking that I'm lying here with you. A couple of days ago you were just some singer that I had a crush on. Someone that I didn't know from Adam except that you were 'famous'. I didn't know your personality, your likes, your dislikes. Although I'm still learning. And now all this. And a job too. I just laughed to myself that I must have been a very good person in a previous life." I stated. "I'm not sure about a past life. But, you're great right now. Sooooo, about those fantasies...." he joked. "Tell me one....please?" he looked up at me smiling. Damn those eyes. Mental note to smack his mother, if I ever meet her, for giving him those eyes. "Why do I feel compelled to do whatever you wish me to do?" I replied. "'Cause I rule !" he said laughing. "Err. okay. You keep telling yourself that and one day you may convince yourself it's true." I say, hitting him on the head. "Come on. I'll tell you about the dream that I had about you." he teased. "I've had more time to imagine about you though. Yours couldn't be that bad yet." I said. "True. But, I'm older. And naughtier" he replied, grinning up at me. "We'll see if you still think that after I finish telling you my fantasy." I smiled at him. "And if you get all giddy about me telling you. I won't !" I laughed. He stopped his hands right before he started to clap them. "I promise. Now tell me. Please. Don't make me get on my knees and beg." he pleaded. "You'll be on your knees soon enough." I joked. He looked up at me with a shocked look on his face. "In my fantasy. Don't get your hopes up horny boy" I replied, swatting his cheek. "Sit back and get comfy." he just laid back down on my chest. "Or, you can lie there." My body moved as he giggled. "Should I leave the orgy part out with you and Nick doing AJ?" I asked, hoping that I could keep a straight face. His head swung around quicker than I thought that it would. "AJ? I would like to think that we'd have someone cuter to have sex with. " he said with a disgusted look on his face. "Um. So, you've fantasized about you having sex with Nick and someone else then?" I asked. HA ! That caught Kevin off guard. "No. That's not what I...I mean I haven't...I've never even...." he stammered. "Kidding. You're cute when you're back-tracking though." I said, kissing him on the forehead. "Yeah yeah yeah. Quit stalling. Out with the fantasy" he laughed. Getting comfortable, I started. "Okay. Here goes. But no comments. It's my fantasy." I said. "Not a word. I promise" he said looking up at me. "It starts with you finishing a concert. Dancing and singing has get you all sweaty and wet. You all run off stage and head back into the dressing room. You all need to shower and being the nice guy that you are, you decide to let them all go first. One by one, they all go in and come out dressed and ready to go. They all want to go out but you decide that you're too tired. They all say their goodbyes and you head for the shower. You slowly start to take off your clothes, revealing that gym-toned body of yours" I said. He turns and looks up at me with wide eyes. "Not a word. Besides, it's my story. I can imagine you with a 50 inch waist if I want. But, I like to think that you're all nice and muscle-y under there." I say, grabbing his shirt. He lays back down, so I continue. "I'll skip the part about me imagining what you look like naked." "I wanna hear the whole story though." he fakingly whines. "Fine. You've got the biggest piece of meat I've ever seen. It scrapes the floor. Happy?" I laugh. "No, I honestly want to know what you've imagined." he said in a calm tone. "Ok. I'll be serious." A smile appeared on his face and he laid back down, using me as a pillow. "You started to peel the sweat soaked pants off of your body, revealing slightly hairy legs, (that I happen to love by the way.) In slow motion, you reach for your shirt, you start to pull it up and over your head. Little beads of sweat trickle down your chest, racing toward that one spot on your stomach where a slight trail of hair disappears into your very tight briefs. You drop your shirt on the ground and reach up and stroke the gold hoop pierced through your left nipple. Pulling and twisting on it ever so gently. Your other hand slowly moves down your chest and stops to pause a second, before slipping it inside your briefs and encircling your..." I stopped, trying to choose the right word. After a minute or so, Kevin laughed and said, "My...what? Can't find the right romance novel identifier? How about love gun or throbbing manhood." "Throbbing manhood?" I laughed at the words. "I'm a man and it does have a hood." he replied. "And it's throbbed before." "Ah, so I was right about that part. The hood part that is." I continued. "Ok. Can I use penis instead of 'throbbing manhood'?" I asked. "Hey, it's your story" he answered. "Where was I ? Oh yeah, your throbbing penis. You pull your hand out and slowly drop your briefs. Standing naked you run your hands over the length of your back, stopping to caress your tight buns. You stand up straight and step into the shower. You turn the water on and stand under the steaming water. You grab the soap and start to lather up your chest, paying particular care to rub and stroke your nipples." "God, I cannot believe that I am telling him this!" I think to myself. "You have a nipple fetish too don't you?" he asks. "Shush. Just sit and listen. Question and answer period is at the end of the story." I joked. "Moving down your chest and over your stomach. you get to the part of your body that you've been neglecting. You slowly start to slide your hand up and down the shaft. Slowly, you begin to pull back your foreskin and slide it back over the head of your 'throbbing manhood'" I pause as Kevin starts to laugh again. "Gradually you work up a good rhythm. You steady yourself by leaning back against the wall and you place 2 fingers in your mouth to slick them with saliva. Ever so gently, you slide these fingers into a place that no man has been, secretly wishing it was more than just your fingers. You start to speed up your rhythm as your fingers touch that spot that causes you unbelievable pleasure. Your nipples get harder and harder as you get closer and closer to release. You can feel your balls rise up as your semen starts to shoot. You start to tremble as the waves of pleasure hit your whole body. One, two, three shots hit the other side of the shower door. As you start to come down from your high, you continue to stroke your now shrinking erection. After a few minutes, having caught your breath, you start to wash up again, this time doing what was meant to be done in a shower. You turn the water off, step out of the shower and towel yourself off." I was breathing heavier than I would have liked to have been. That story always gets me worked up though. Kevin lifted his head off of my stomach and looked up at me. "Wow. You really imagined all that about me?" He asked with a strange look on his face. "I knew that I shouldn't have told you. Now you're gonna feel all weird." I replied. "No. No. No. It's not that at all. I mean, I've had fantasies about people. I guess it was just a bit odd to hear it about myself is all. But, I must say that I am flattered." he explained. "Ok. It's your turn to tell me about your dream with me in it." I said trying to change the subject a little. "Oh, I was just joking about that to get you to tell me your fantasy about me." he laughed. I faked a hurt look and said, "Lying to me already. I see how you are" "Sorry. But hey, like you said, you've had more time to fantasize. But, now that I've met you, trust me, it won't be long until something pops into my mind", he said his smile changing into a devilish grin. I reached down and pulled him up to me so that we were laying chest to chest. I slowly leaned up and kissed him. He sank down into me and he carefully parted my lips with his tongue. A slight moan escaped from me as he started to suck and pull my tongue back into his mouth. Knock Knock Knock. "Shhhh...pretend we're still sleep." Kevin whispered. "Answer the door Kevin. Or I'm letting myself in. And you better be clothed. " Brian said from the hallway. Kevin groaned and lifted up off of me to get the door. As he did this, I started to make straighten out my clothes. Kevin opened the door to the 4 guys standing there with big smiles. He noticed them grinning and started to close the door again. "Hey. We want to come in and crash. We're bored." Nick said, pushing his way in. "You don't mind do you ? I mean, we aren't, like, interrupting anything are we ?" Howie laughed and smiled at me as he sat down. "No, you aren't interrupting anything. We were just chatting some. And Kevin must be a horny bastard if you guys are thinking that we're having sex." I joked. Kevin got a priceless look of shock on his face. "Well, we know it's been a while since he's had sex." Brian said. "Sex with anyone other than his hand that is." AJ threw in. We all laughed at the ever-reddening Kevin. "I like to keep my hands nimble" he laughed trying to humor his way out of embarrassment. "Enough about sex. What are we gonna do our last night here?" Nick asked. Of course, they all turn and look at me. "There's this great strip club in Windsor. They take it ALL off." I replied, trying to keep a straight face. "Umm...straight men present" AJ said, lifting his hand and grabbing Brian's on the way up. "Oh. So Nick and AJ are gay too?" I said, looking at them. They looked at me shocked. "Well, you didn't raise your hands like AJ and Brian did. I just assumed." I added. Nick's hand instantly flew up. Howie's got about half way up and stopped. We all looked at him kinda puzzled. "Bi-sexual. Maybe. I dunno. I still have some feeling to sort out I guess. I just don't like the idea of limiting myself. Especially if I know that I have attractions to women and men. I'm not gonna lie to myself, or you guys." Howie confessed. "Told ya." Brian said, looking at Kevin. "Ok. So you have better 'gaydar' than I do sometimes. Although, this time it's 'Bi-dar'. So there." Kevin said, sticking his tongue out at Brian. "You two wanna fill me in ?" Howie asked. "Oh, I told Kevin a few months ago that I thought that you might be hobbling on the fence. I started to watch you looking at guys as much as the girls. You aren't obvious about it. I just was purposely looking for it, trying to confirm my theory. And as usual, I reign." Brian said smugly. "I just wish someone would have told me. It's all a little confusing. But then, it's one of those 'live and learn' things in life, I guess." Howie said. "It's something that you have to figure out for yourself. But if you ever want to talk to someone who's been there, let me know" I said. "Goes for me too. You can always come and talk to me about stuff Howie" Kevin added. We all sat for a few minutes in silence. "Room service ? I'm starving" Brian said, looking around the room. "Thank You. I'm not really in the tour guide mood tonight. You guys aren't mad are you ? I mean I know it's your last night and all here" I questioned them all. "I'm happy just hanging out here with you" Kevin said, flopping back down on the bed. "Ok. That's enough of an answer for me. Screw the rest of you" I said, before the rest of them had a chance to say anything. They all laughed. "See how we all rate guys ?" Nick joked. "He likes Kevin more. I can tell" he laughed some more. I stick my tongue out at him. "Jealous?" I ask. "I can hardly contain myself." Nick says in a nonchalant voice. "The usual? Brian says as he picks up the phone. "Sounds good to me." Kevin says. "Great" AJ added. "Being the newbie, what is the 'usual'?" I asked Kevin. "Listen. You'll hear." he said back to me. I turned and looked at Brian, "Yes, that's correct. One of everything from the dinner menu. We like to pick and choose" I turned and looked at them all a little shocked. "It will get eaten trust me. Especially with these 2." he points at AJ and Nick. "What ? We're hungry. We went and played some basketball while someone was napping." Nick said. "Food'll be here in like 30" Brian said after hanging up the phone. _______________________________________________________________________________ _____ End of Chapter 6 And no cliffhanger or anything. Ok..so it wasn't exactly sex. Hey, they'll get to it soon enough. Be a little patient here. Drop me a line as always ! =)