Date: Fri, 30 Jul 1999 12:41:02 EDT
From: Hanhm16@aol.com
Subject: Lances Love

Disclaimer:  If you are not at least 18 or of legal age to
view sexual content please leave now.  If you are offended
by homosexual experiences or acts this story is not for you.
I am not implying that anyone of the group N'SYNC are gay or
Bi sexual.  This is strictly fictional, all of the
characters are also fictional and for the entertainment of
you, the readers.  Let's Get It On.........

Lances Love
Part three


    Lance ran out to the room as tears were forming in his
eyes.  JC has always gotten what he wanted.  Lance was lucky
if he got anything he wanted.  So why should things be
different when people are involved.  Lance went back in his
room and laid in his bed crying.  Lance cried so much that
he cried himself to sleep.

    I had a wonderful dream that night to.  I dreamed that
in the middle of the night Lance had gotten into bed with me
and just held me all night long.  As I awoke I felt arms
around me.  It wasn't a dream I thought to myself.  The man
I dreamed so much about was right beside me holding me.  As
I opened my eyes I was shocked to see JC lying next to me.
I was so afraid something happened.  I thought back to what
happened last night.  I don't remember anything I slept all
night I couldn't have done anything with JC.  Or could I
have done something.  I slowly got up out of bed and as I
did JC awoke.

    "Morning JC" I said while giving him an evil eye.

    "HEY umm I can't believe we fell asleep talking last
night."  I hope this works JC thought to him self knowing he
was telling a lie.

    "JC, we got home last night and went striaght to bed
and that was it I never talked to you.  Why do you wanna lie
to me I thought we were friends." I said feeling betrayed
and hurt.

    "We are friends but since I met you I really liked you
and you started to look at me and I just thought that you
were gay.  I am sorry that was wrong for me to say."  JC
said as he felt sad that he had made a huge mistake.

    Lance finally woke up and went into the bathroom to
take a leak.  When he entered the bathroom he heard JC and
myself talking.  Then he remembered what had happened and
started to become upset again.

    "Listen JC, one yes I did look at you because you are
very attractive and you are very charming but....." I said
as I sat back down next to JC on the bed.  Lance really
wanted to say something but he thought that we would get mad
at the fact that he was evesdropping.

    "But your not gay I understand I am so sorry I will go
to a motel today and you won't have to deal with me
anymore."  JC said as tears started to form in his beautiful
eyes.

    "I wasn't going to say that." I said as I put my hand
on Jc's hand and looked him straight in the eye.

    "Then you do like me..." JC said as hope filled his
hole body.

    "JC I didn't say that either.  Yes I do like guys but I
am Bi.  But I have really strong feelings for someone else."
I said still looking him in the eyes.  I could see tears
forming in his eyes with every word that breezed though my
mouth.  As Lance stood near the door to my room he just
heard the words that he longed to hear.  But he thought to
himself that there was no way that I could have feelings for
him.  But still the thought did cross his mind more than
once within the past few moments.

    "It's Mellissa or it could be Michelle.  Which is it
huh.  Tell me I need to know."  JC said starting to get
angry.  As JC said those words Lances' heart fell into the
thought of having to see me and either one of the girls
together.  He really liked them both they were so nice and
sweet.  But they were also not him.

    "No, Mellissa is just a close friend besides she isn't
single.  She is very happy with her man, Jeff.   I did like
Michelle but it couldn't work out.  She also has a boyfriend
but even if she didn't we are to different to work out our
problems so it could never be.  I don't know how to tell you
this."  I said starting to wonder if I should really tell
him the truth.  Lance picked his heart off the floor and put
it back in place with the words I said it gave him renewed
hope.

    "Tell me what?  Oh I got it know I don't know why I was
so blind to see.  You like Justin.  Figures he is the one
everyone wants."  JC said as he pulled his hand from under
mine almost as in disgust.  Lance was really starting to get
emotional by this point.  The ups and downs of hope and pain
just started to be to much for him to handle.  But he wanted
to know who it was I had such strong feelings for.

    "LANCE!!!!I like Lance a little more everyday that I
see him and he doesn't even notice it."  I just basically
yelled his name and calmed down and finished what I had to
say.  Lance was so shocked.  He leaned on the door and it
swung open and he fell on the floor.  He hit the floor with
a loud thuddddd.  JC and myself just looked at him.  Did he
hear what I just said.  OH my god that would just ruin
everything.

    "You called," Lance said as he stood up.  I just about
lost my head.  Lance was standing in my room in a tight wife
beater and a pair of grey boxer briefs that just clung to
his nicely sized package that I have wanted for a while now.

    "Yeah I was trying to wake you up so we could figure
out what we want to do.  Want to do today that is."  I said
as I started to blush.  JC just looked at me and seemed so
mad.  Then his glance turned to Lance.  Did Lance hear
everything that was just said between the two of us or was
he just trying to be funny in his odd way JC thought.

    "Well I am awake.  So what do you have planned."  Lance
said with a huge sexy smile plastered across his face.

    "Nothing that is why I called you in here." I said
kinda scared to tell him the truth.  JC looked back at me
and knew what he had to do but was it right.

    "Lance I can tell you what he wants to do." JC said
with a devilish grin that scared me to no length.

    "Hey Lance can I talk to you in your room in just a
minute I have got to talk to JC in private for a minute." I
said as soon as JC finished what he had to say.  I watched
as Lance walked out the room through the bathroom.

    "What are you scared to tell him.  You seem so sure of
your feelings.  What's wrong with you you just had the
chance to tell him everything."  JC said as he seemed to get
really angry with me.  I wasn't sure if he was angry at me
or with himself though.

    "Yes I am scared I care so much for him it isn't funy
anymore.  Plus my feelings are very strong and I am positive
that I would love to some how make a relationship out of
this.  You tell me this weren't you scared earlier when you
told me??" I said in a calm and quite tone.  Even though I
was extremely pissed at him.

    "Fine I will admit that I was very scared to tell you."

    "Then you know what I mean.  I just really want to know
why are you doing this to me and to yourself.  Just think it
over for a minute.  Why do you want me to hate.  Wait you
want me to hate you so you won't have to deal with me or see
me again.  No luck!!!!  JC listen I do want to be your
friend and I just want you to know that I am here for you
but only as a friend and that is all it can be."  I said as
I slowly started to calm myself.  I was afraid that I just
might loose Lance if he knew what was going on.

    "That is true it is going to hurt me alot to see you.
But I have to realize that I am not the one you want.  I
want you to be happy and I am glad that you feel that way
about Lance.  He really needs someone to care for him that
way but I honestly with no trying to mess with you.  I don't
think that he is gay or bi.  Even though I have never seen
him with a girl before."JC said while wiping the last tear
from his face.

    "JC thank you for seeing my point of view.  I think it
is time for me to go and let Lance in on what has been going
on.  Especially since it is about him."

    "Well get to it I have to get back to my room and get
dressed."

    "See ya later man.  I better get to Lance and just try
to pull the truth out of me and tell him the truth." I said
as I grabbed my robe and put it on so I could talk to Lance
and not be half nude.  Not that I wouldn't mind being half
naked with Lance but I didn't want him to notice if I got a
hardon that could ring a bell.

    "What was going on in there." Lance said as he was a
little mad that I put the robe on.  Lance loved my well
built chest in and definately out of shirts.

    "Well before I go into all that I just have to tell you
I care for you Lance Bass.  I mean I wish I could kiss you,
hug you more than just a friend, and just to lay next to you
in bed naked up against each other." I said all that with in
one breath.  I thought I made a huge mistake when I looked
at Lances face.  He was so shocked and I don't think that it
was a good shocked.

TBC.............................................

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LEE