Date: Thu, 07 Dec 2000 18:15:52 +0800 From: Cody Phalpher Subject: Loneliness Knows Me By Name Loneliness Knows Me By Name - Chapter 1 Disclaimer : If you are not at least 18 or of legal age to view sexual content please leave now and if you're offended by homosexual experiences or acts , this story is not for you.This story is pure fiction.I don't know anyone from the Backstreet Boys as a friend or wheather they are gay or bi. All the characters except the celebrities and my friends are fiction and non-existing Hello everone.This is my first story so I hope you will enjot it.Please let me know what you think. This story is a romance with a bit of sexual scenes later , so...on with the show *On the BSB tour* Nick was siting next to Brian waiting for the plaine to depart." I hate flights," Brian says trying to break the ice.The only response he got from Nick is a blink and a heavy sigh.'What is bothering Nick?He seems so depressed after the fight between him and Kevin, Brian wonder...trying to cheer up his friend , Brian then said "Hey! Nick...I know how much you like the Japanese culture...so... I bought you a fine ninja costume and a katana.You like it? " handing the clothing and sword to Nick Suddenly...Nick rose from his chair and said "Whats with you Brian? Halloween isn't even around the corner!!" Nick said in an angry voice , taking the clothings and sword...he dumped it all a side.This action only cause Brian to cringe because he wasn't expecting this sort of action from his best friend..."I assumed it might cheer you up,man..." Brian said sadly..."Didn't it ever accure to you that the word 'assume' means...making an ASS out of U and ME ? Brian? I'm not in the mood to talk now so would you be kind enough to lay off my back for just a while? "Nick said coldly. 'Maybe he will cheer up once we reach our destination...' Brian thought and walks out of the room only to be knocked down by A.J. and Howie who where rushing towards the scene.Brian made a quick explanation and the three of them leaved the room.Then Nick suddenly started sobbing...'Why must I be gay when every thing is going fine? What if they hate me? Will I ever get those kinda friends when they know my secret?' Nick thought as he gaze out the window, face looking pale and tears running freely down his cheeks."Why?" *In a hotel in New York* "I'm sooo excited...all the celebrities like Brittney,Christina,*Nsync and most importantly your favourite group Cody...the Backstreet Boys are going to be there!!!" shouted Nefertina..."Huh? Repeat it again please Nef...I kinda doze off."I said."Are you okay Cody? Or are those raging hormones of yours ain't working? I said... THE BACKSTREET BOYS ARE COMING TO THE 'MTV PARTY 2000'." Nef said shouting directly into my ears."Okay...okay...I'm fully here!!"I said...by the way... let me introduce myself...I'm Cody Phalpher, 20 year-old and my birthday is on the 28 January 1920(It's true...I am born on that day!!).I have green eyes and 6" tall with a swimmer's built.I can speak afew languages and I do play instruments. "It's about time you snapped out of it...any ways..."Nefertina goes on and on...Oh yeah...this is my best pal Nefertina but I call her Nef 'cause she hates it."Are you listening,Cody?"she scold."Yes I am 'Queenofsluts'. What time are we leaving and what should I wear then?"I said."Lemme see what you have...Hmm...okay,take this...and this...and this...and that.Try them!"she said.I put on the clothes I was given and they were all tight fitting. "Yumm...you look hot but too bad you are gay and you are immune to my seducetions," she said."Yeah... you SLUT!!!"I said jokingly (Sowwy for calling you that Nef).She took the table lamp and place it on my head. "That will teach you to ever call me a 'slut'.Move and the lamp falls...I ain't paying you know..and that is an antique lamp."she said. "Come on Nef...just kidding please let me off this time? PPPLLLEEEAAASSSEEE?" I begged. *At the airport in New York* The Backstreet boys arrived at the airport in NYC."Brian..."Nick called out."Yes,Nicky?"Brian replied."Erm... I'm sorry about just now and I hope you can forgive me, please?"Nick asked."No prob"Brian replied."Thats it? No nagging...no agnoring and you just forgive me? Thanks Bri...thanks."Nick said happily."Like I said Nick...No prob but you must still apologise to Kevin for standing to him,'kay?"Brian said."Will do."Nick answered."Oh... I forgot...do you know where we are supposed to be now,Nick?" Brian asked. "Sorry...but no."Nick answered."'kay... we are suppose to check in the hotel and then attend to the 'MTV Party 2000' featuring..."Brian said but as cut of by Nick who said,"Brittney Spears,Christine Aguilera and the 'Nstink'...Hahaha"Nick laughed out loud. "Thank you sir..here are your room keys,please enjoy the stay here."said the receptionist."What time is the rehears?" A.J. asked."It will be at five later before the party"answerd Howie who just looked at Kevin to be sure."Right on,Howie" replied Kevin."Are you still angry at Nick, Kevin?" A.J. asked."Yeah...I should apologise to him..."Kevin said standing up heading towards the door and to Nicks room.*Knock**knock* the sounds of Kevin knocking on Nicks door."Come in." said a cranky voice."Nick? I have something to..."Kevin said but was cut of by the darkness of the room. "Kevin? Is that you? I have something to say to you too..."Nick replied in the dark."What is it and why is your voice so...sore? Have you been crying? "Kevin asked."No...not really..."Nick lied."Anyway..I just want to say I'm sorry about just now..." Kevin said."Me too."Nick replied."If you have any problems...remember that me and the guys' doors are always open." "Thanks Kev..."Nick said as Kevin left the room.Soon...Nick took a quick nap. *Back at the hotel* "DAMN IT!!!"Nef and I cursed in unison(for those of you who don't know me, I'm always 'damning' things) "Why does it have to rain at a time like this?"I said."Let's see what they say about the party..."Nef said while walking towards the television,turning it on."The rain is hopefully going to stop early in the morning tomorrow and as for the 'MTV Party 2000' it will be postponed 'til tomorrow evening.Thats all for the new update."Nef turned off the TV and threw herself onto the bed..."Gggrrrr" she growled. "Cool down Nef.I'm sure things will turn out for the better."I said lying beside her. Soon I was drifted off to sleep.Then I felt some thing poking my thigh. "Wakie wakie Cody..."Nef smiled.Looking at her I could sense that naughty feeling in her."What 'evil' deeds do you have in mind now...oh great 'Queenofslut'?" I said."Nothing that will harm me more than it will to you."she said."Oh no you don't!!"I said."So what are you going to do tonight because we are free you know!"she replied.*BANG* the sounds of something falling from above . "WHAT was THAT!?"Nef shouted."I dunno."I said. ___________________________ Thanks for spending the time to read my story and I hope you liked it although it's a bit short.I will be writing the next chapter very soon.I don't know how the story be in the next chapter or how it will be developed but still, I will need all the response from any of you...critics, complements, etc. Send me your thoughts and I will choose parts that can improve this story.So e-mail me at eternaleyes2000@yahoo.com and share your ideas 'kay?See ya all later!