Date: Mon, 28 Aug 2000 21:55:31 -0400 (EDT) From: Candy Subject: Love you For Always 2 Love you For Always By Candy and Wendy Disclaimer: We aren't imply that nsync is gay by this story. This is Simply Fiction by a Fan. NOTE: I'm not Gay and I'm not a guy... That's why the smut in this sucks. =-) .................... "Dreamin' of you tonight. Prayin' that you will be mine. Hopin' you'll be holding me tight, Never ever letting me go. I need you to know"- Mandy Moore "Love you For Always" .................... Lance looked at the basement floor as he stood on the steps. Suddenly the thought of going back to bed with Justin seemed really good. But that was always good. He let his eyes run over all the boxes and trunks that lay in the floor. This was NOT going to be easy. Lance's eyes continued to roam over the mess until his eyes fell on a stack of papers. Smiling, he walked over to them and bent down. He picked up the top pice of light blue paper and unfolded it. Softly he read to himself. My Love, I have loved you since I first looked into your beautiful eyes. You never saw me stealing glances at you across a crowded room, wishing it was me you whispered to. I secretly hoped you would see me looking at you, but you never noticed me. I want to be the one you hold tight at night, I want to whisper sweet nothings in your ear. I want to be with you, and share my deepest fears with you. God,I love you more and more everyday, but I can only hope you will ever love me. I am tired of loving you from afar, I want to tell the world how I feel for you. What I would give to spend my life with you, and hold you close every night. I would cross a thousand oceans to feel your sweet caress against my face. When you speak to me with your sweet voice my heart burns with desire for you. I lay alone in bed thinking of you and how amazing it would be to hold you every night. To whisper sweet nothings to you as we make love again and again. I know this is corny, Lance, but this is how I feel for you. If I never told you how I felt, then I would never know if you could you could love me as much as I love you. Lance, I love you now and forever. Love me for Always, Justin A fond smile flashed over Lance's face. It was their first letter. The letter Justin wrote him 11 years ago. "Lance?" Justin asked as he came down the stairs. "Whatcha doin'?" "Catching up on my reading." He said holding up the paper in his hand. Justing groaned but sat down next to Lance anyway. "Read to me." "Why?" "Cause I know the next one is from you." Lance complied and took the next paper from the pile, this one yellow. March 26, 1999 My Justin, I, too, have loved you since I first saw you and everytime I see I fall more in love with you. I stole glances at you, too, also hoping I could whisper to you, and hold you close. I saw you looking at me the way you did, I was only waiting for you to speak up. I know it sounds foolish, but I was so scared to say anything about my feelings to you. I have day dreamed of us together at night holding each other and telling our secrets to each other. I only hope that we can make it reality. My fear of rejection kept my feelings inside for to long, I felt as if I could die some days. Nobody knew my feelings for you, I longed to tell you, but why would a beautiful, amazing guy like you like me? I am truly surprised that you have feelings for me. Justin, You rescued me from the dragons of loneliness. I felt so alone, but you came along and turned my gloomy nights into bright, beautiful days. I love you too, Justin. Love you For Always, James Lance PS Meet me at the all night cafe across the street at midnight. When Lance concluded the letter, he folded it back it and placed i under the letter that was read before that one. Lance turned to see a tear fall from Justin's eye. "Aww." He said wiping the tear away. "Are you crying." "I was so happy when I read that. You loved me, too! AND YOU KNEW I LOVED YOU!" "I was so scared I was just seeing things that I wanted there." Lance watched as Justin closed his eyes, willing the tears of past happiness, to go away. "I love you Justin. I do. I may not say it a lot..." "But you show it." Justin said, his eyes falling to the stack of letters. "It means so much more to me than words." He smiled softly "Old Mr. Webster could never define..." "What's being said between your heart and mine." Lance said, finishing the lyrics Justin had began, whispering them into his lover ear. He smiled as he kissed the skin behind Justin's ear. Justin moaned and leaned into the older man's lips. Lance turned around and softly pushed Justin onto the floor. Justin began tugging impatiently at his love's clothing, pulling his shirt over his head, exposing Lance's soft skin. Lance's lips moved to attack Justin's, their desire pounding out between them with each heartbeat. Without breaking the kiss, clothes were hurriedly tossed aside. Justin felt a hand engulf his shaft and he found himself moaning Lance's name. Lance's hand began a rhythm, staring slow only to speed up once Justin's hips began to buck into his hand. "Inside me," Justin gasped between thrusts, "Now." "But we don't have any..." Lance said, only breaking the kiss for just a moment. "So...." Justin pouted into his lovers mouth, "We have done it with out it before." Lance just shrugged as he continued to savage the younger mand mouth, savoring the taste and the feel of the other man under him. Justin's hands found his love's throbbing cock and placed it at his entrance. "Now." He said into his mouth. Lance's mind was clogged with the thick haze of desire, he could do nothing but do as Justin asked. Justin thought he was going to explode when he felt his lover enter him. Every time with Lance, no mater who was taking or giving, was simply amazing. Justin's mind replayed every kiss, over, and over, and over. Everytime with Lance was ten times better than before. This was the only thing he could call love. Justin's relaxed tightness was driving Lance crazy with every kind of pleasurable torture that was thinkable. He didn't know how long he could hold it, Justin was simply amazing, but he had to, for Justin. To Lance, Justin had to come first, in everything and everyway. Justin felt his body tighten, he knew he was about to come, nd from Lance's frantic thrusts he was about to come too. Justin let his body go. Lance felt his lover tense as Justin's seed spread between them. He screamed Justin's name as he, too, came. ========================= The first thing Justin noticed when he woke up was the cold floor. The next thing was that Lance's breathing was normal, indicating he was awake. Justin just laid there in Lance's arms, Moments like these he felt like his heart could fly. Justin smiled. "Ya know ever since we got this house, this is all we do." "Are you complaining?" Lance said with a deep throated laugh. "Never." The feel of Justin's breath on his neck tickled, but he dared not to move. He loved the feel of Justin in his arms. "Read to me again." Lance moved, only slightly, and reached for anther letter.