Date: Mon, 4 Dec 2000 17:40:03 -0800 (PST) From: Rosey Kirkbasserlake Subject: I Love You, I Hate You, Get Lost, Ch 5 Note: hey, sorry I haven't posted in a while, I got caught up in other things.. ::Lance walks into the room:: Lance: What do you MEAN you caught up in other things? You were sleeping all the time!! ::Shoos lance from room:: Uh.. heh... ignore Lance... Disclaimer: I do not know/am/own nsync/bsb. This story is fiction. JC, Chris, and Howie are alive. I am not saying that Howie and Chris are such evil, bad, sexually arousing people. But you have to admit. It's kinda funny pictuing Howie as evil. Chris I can see, but Howie?? he's so... Howie!! Aww, this doesnt mean I don't love Howie, nor do I think hes gay, nor am I saying he's into that kinda stuff, nor am I saying hes into chipmunks (Chris) nor am I saying that.. oh fuck this. Ackowledgements: Piper; omj! his/her story is soo cool (Who Do You Love?) go read it! Its so.. crossdressy and...wow!! lol, i dunno how to say it, its just wow! To Nifty: Thanks for posting mah storys* its great knowing people from all over read my storu a your fine site! To Nick Carter: Don't hurt me. Kay? And as always, the person to whom my stories will always be dedicated to (her namesake will come later on in this story), Gay or Straight, Carrie Anywhoo, here goes Chap Five!! Love, Peace, and Nick's green boxer breifs //Get Naked Baby!\\ --Rosey K (LyteFunkayRosey@Yahoo.com) I slowly kiss Nick's forehead as he lifts his head up, eyes red and puffed from crying. "I'm so sorry Nick, I didn't know" "No body knew" He sobs, putting his hands over his eyes, "No body BELIEVED me when I told them! Brian just thought I went crazy, he didnt believe what Howie did to me!" "I believe you Nick" I say softly, trying to soothe him as he sobs uncontrollably. "It hurts so much, he raped my body and he raped my soul" The tears come freely as Nick hitches in another sob. "It helps to tell someone" I whisper, kissing his tears away. He looks up at me,and then starts up the story agian. "I swear it'll be fun" "It sounds like it" Chris said, then pausing, "But will it work?" "I saw it in this porn last night. I blew a load so big, Nick choked" Howie grinned creully Nick looked up at the sound of his name warily. He had been forced to strip naked and wear a dog collar. It was humilating. But he had gotten used to humilation, it was pracitcally nothing. It had been a month since Howie and Chris had first raped him, and he had been broken. His youthful spirit no longer existed, his reason for being disappeared. After eyeing Chris and Howie for a minute or two, he simply decided they didnt need, or want, him and went back to sitting in the corner miserably. "It sounds two hard, I mean, We could fit one up there, but two dicks? I don't think thats possible" Chris said doubtfully. "No way man, just a little lube, and we're in" "So your serious about this?" A grin was slowly making its way across Chris' face. "Yes. Serious as a heart attack" Howie's grin matched Chris'. "Nick!" Chris called, standing up, "Get over here" Nick rose up slowly, walking to them with a cyincal expression on his face. He knew they were going to hurt him in some way, but didnt know how just yet. "Nick" Howie said, almost sweetly, "Chris and I are going to double penatrate you." A confused look came over Nick's blue eyes, and Howie went on to explain, "That means both Chris and I are going to fuck you at the same time. We we both fit our dicks, up your asshole." Nick's eyes went wide. "No!!" He said, backing away quickly, hands up as if for protection, "YOu'll kill me!! No!! I refuse!! I won't do it!! NO" "You have no choice" Chris said coldly, but Howie held up a hand to quiet him. "If you beg me to fuck you, then I will think about it" Howie smiled. Nick saw a chance, a hope, that he wouldn't have to go through that pain and degradation. He got on his knees and started begging, "Howie, please fuck me! I love the way it feels, I'm always so hard when you do it to me, your so big, it hurts a little, but it feels so good, please fuck me, please" Howie grinned, then looked over at Chris, who caught on. "Now beg Chris to fuck you" Nick crawled over to Chris, and begged him. "What do you think, D?" "Okay." he smiled, looking down at Nick, "We'll fuck you" Nick, suddenly realizing the trap they had him in, began crying. But that didn't deter the two men, who were already sporting stiff boners. If anything, it excited them more. "But maybe" Howie said stroking Nick's hair softly, "If you suck us off good enough, we'll not do it." Nick choked out a barking sob, and started pulling down Chris' boxers. Chris laughed, and helped Nick by stepping out of them. Tears still coursing their way down his face, Nick started taking in Chris' eight inch cock. Gagging once or twice, he then began bobbing his head up and down, choking in sobs as he continued to cry, knowing he couldn't stop the two of them from doing it. Chris was about to spurt off when Howie pulled him off with a cold smile. "You didn't do good enough, so I guess we have to double you." Still crying, Nick looked up at Howie, blue eyes pleading. Howie's normally warm, but now cold eyes told him that he would not get off so easy. "So" Chris said, breaking he silence, "How do we do it?" "Well, he gets on one of us, and then the other one comes up behind!" Howie grinned, watching Nick sob hopelessly. "I wanna start it off" Chris said, smiling. "Okay then, lay on the floor." Chris did so, his erection poking up cheerfully. "Now Nick, sit on him" Howie commanded expressionless Sobbing, Nick went and did it, grimacing as Chris entered him. For a few minutes they both rocked back and forth, getting used to each other. Nick shamefully looked away as he began sporting his own erection. Agian his body betrayed him, and he began softly moaning in pleasure as he rocked back and forth on Chris. Suddenly, he felt the head of Howie's dick poking agianst his hole. He whimpered and tried to clench his spinchter shut, but rocking back and forth on Chris made that impossible. As he rocked back and forth, he felt amazing pain as the head slipped into his anus, and Howie began rocking with the both of them. "Oh my Christ almighty" Chris gasped, suddenly shooting his load off in Nick, "Oh my God thats so good" Howie shortly came after, biting on Nick's shoulder when he did. Nick hadn't cum at all, because he wasn't allowed to. If he had, they would have beaten him, and rubbed vinger in the parts that were bleeding. They did it before, and he did not doubt they would do it agian. Exausted, he slumped over Chris panting heavily. He is looking away from me as he finishes the story, "Thats not the worst of what they did" he whispers, eyes filled with tears. I am holding him agianst me, and am surprised to feel his hardon poking my stomach. I am angry, sad, and turned on all at the same time.' He must hate me so much', I chide myself,'You called him horrible things Joey, this beatuiful, sweet, sensitive man, he took care of you, he fixed your legs. He gave you life. You called him a fucking murderer. You're no better then Howie and Chris. And yet, you think he'd actually get into a bed with you?' Hoping agianst all odds, I slide my hands down the front of his pants, slowly rubbing agianst his bare skin. He gasped and looked at me confused. I kissed him softly, and his lips parted the tiniest bit. I slowly slide my tounge in between his lips, and felt him hesitantly return the gesture. I slide my other hand to the top of his jeans, and undo them. I slide my hand down them, still kissing him. Both my hands encircle his hard member, softly stroking him. He begins to respond more, now throwing his arms around my neck and kissing me passionatly. I pull away, and he looks at me, passion filling his bright blue eyes. His lips were a bright pink color and slightly swollen from our passionate kisses. He looked at me as if to ask why we had stopped. "A man has to breathe Nick" I say, caressing his cheek softly, he whimpers, taking my hand in both of his. I can see he is scared, but willing to be with me. "Joey..." He whispers, nuzzling my neck, "I want you.. but.. I need to finish telling you.." I nod slowly, kissing his forehead, "Go ahead babe, go ahead" Love, Peace, and HEY LOOK ITS LANCE BASS oh wait its just batman, --Rosey K (LyteFunkayRosey@Yahoo.com