Millennium Love Brian - 18

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When I came back, Scott was just buttoning up the shirt and looked awesome. I whistled and gave him a kiss. "I knew that shirt would look good on you." I said as I brushed my hair, looking in the dresser mirror. "You know, it's a good thing that we're the only gay people here or I would have to lock you in the room for the evening." I only half joked, a little insecurity slipping through. He hugged me from behind and kissed my cheek.

"Thank you for the shirt, Love, but you wouldn't have to worry even if everyone downstairs were gay." He said and we both laughed at the image his comment created.

Walking hand and hand, we went down to join my family in the living room before dinner.

Part 18

I woke up early and knew something was different. Then I heard a light snoring sound coming from beside me and I remembered. I quietly turned myself so I could look at the beautiful man sleeping beside me. Scott looked so peaceful; better than he had the day before. Our separation had been hard on him, as it had on me. I would never let it go so long again.

I stayed and watched my angel sleep for a while as I came up with a plan for the day. Slowly, I slipped out of the bed. I grabbed some clothes from my suitcase and crept out the door. I went down to Kevin's room and knocked.

He was already up and showered, as I knew he would be.

"I need a favor, Kev," I said as I walked into his room.

He was towel drying his hair. "Sure B, what?"

"I need you to keep Scott busy this morning, till about noon. I'll meet you and Scott at the north pond then."

"Going to the cabin?" Kevin asked me.

I nodded. The cabin was an old log building built into the side of a hill. I claimed it for myself when I bought the property. I'd had some modifications made to it, but it was still very rustic and isolated. Perfect for what I had in mind.

Kevin grinned at me. "And what do you have planned?" he asked, then held up his hands. "Actually, I don't want to know."

I just smiled at my cousin. He really didn't want to know. He agreed to keep Scott occupied. I used Kevin's shower to clean up and dress. Then I went down to the kitchen. Mom and Aunt Ann were already up and cooking breakfast.

"Morning!" I greeted them both.

"Morning Brian."

I walked over to Mom and kissed her cheek. "Would you help me with something Mom?" I asked her.

She smiled at me. "Of course dear."

"I want to take Scott out to the cabin today. We'll come back tomorrow. What I need is a picnic basket with enough food for us for three meals," I told her.

"Well, there are lots of leftovers. Do you have other things to get?"

I nodded. "Yeah. I'm not sure how much wood is out there, so I'm going to attach the little trailer to the ATV and put in some wood, as well as lanterns, blankets, towels and clothes."

"Okay. Why don't you go get everything you need and Ann and I will get a basket together for you."

I grinned and kissed her again. "Thanks Mom, you're the best." I walked over to my Aunt. "You too, Ann," I said as I kissed her also.

I quickly went out to the shed by the barn and got the ATV ready. I ran back to the house and snuck into the bedroom. I silently prayed that Scott was still asleep and he was. I grabbed some clothes for him and myself, as well as some stuff I'd bought in Orlando. Back down in the kitchen I found a huge picnic basket full of all kinds of food.

I grabbed the basket and ran out to the ATV. I wanted to be gone before Scott woke up. I knew Kevin would take care of Scott and show up on time at the pond. It took me about 30 minutes to make my way along the grown-in trails and across some fields before I reached the cabin.

I decided to check the cabin first before unloading everything. Once I got the door unlocked I propped the door open with a large log to let the structure air. No one had been there in months and I knew it would be dusty. It was also damp, because three of the walls were almost underground, set into the hillside. I decided the first thing to do was get a fire started to warm the place up. Once the flames caught and the smoke began to drift up the stone chimney I set to work cleaning the place up. I quickly dusted everything with a damp cloth before bringing in the supplies from the trailer.

Lanterns were filled with oil and set around the main room. I put a few scented candles out too. The picnic basket I left beside the kitchen table, after pulling out a bottle of wine and food for lunch. A quick glance at my watch showed that I didn't have much time. I took a small paper bag from one of the parcels and set it beside the bed. That would be for later. I took a couple of large towels into the bathroom before giving the place one final check.

I walked along the edge of the hills, following an old trail that really hadn't been used in years. As I approached the pond I could hear music playing. I just wanted to see my angel so I quickly walked around a small copse of trees and found myself standing next to the tied horses.

Looking across the clearing I could see Scott and Kevin dancing, slow dancing. I remember Scott telling me once that he didn't know how to dance. I guess he found a teacher.

I watched for a couple of minutes before making my presence known.

"Would you two like to be alone?" I asked loudly, causing both of them to jump. I had to contain my laughter, and grinned at them. I slowly walked over to the pair, trying to frown. "I ask you to keep my boyfriend busy for a few hours only to find this."

Scott suddenly ran over to me and threw his arms around my neck. "Oh thank you for rescuing me Brian. Kevin forced me to go with him and I thought I'd never see you again." I had to smirk at his attempt to play the helpless victim.

Kevin threw up his hands in disgust. "I'm out of here." He picked up his radio and untied both horses. He mounted the gelding and led Beau as he left.

"Thanks Kevin!" I called after him, then turned back to my Angel.

Before I said a word, Scott pulled my face urgently to his and kissed me. "Next time leave a note," he whispered.

I ran my fingers through Scott's tangled black curls loving the texture. "Sorry, angel," I apologized as I kissed him again. I was anxious for him to see my surprise, so I grabbed his hand and pulled him with me. "Come on."

We walked back around the outside of the pond and back to the hidden trail I'd walked along earlier. It was about a ten-minute walk, until we finally approached the cabin. It was barely visible against the hillside, but the wisp of smoke drifting out the chimney gave it away. Scott looked at me in surprise but I just smiled.

As we approached the door, I turned to face Scott. I grasped both his hands. "Close your eyes, Angel," I said softly. Scott did so without hesitation. I pushed the door open with my foot and led Scott into the building.

Once through the door, I turned back and leaned forward, kissing Scott firmly on his lips. He knew I was telling him to open his eyes, and he did. The look of joy and surprise on his face was priceless. I knew he liked my gift. Scott looked around, taking in the set table, the candles, and the double bed in the corner of the single room.

He turned to look at me. "You never cease to amaze me," he said, stroking my cheek and sending me to heaven.

I decided to tell him a little bit about the place. "It was an old shelter," I explained, "but I like to come here for some solitude, so I had it fixed up a little. Now its our place," I said, pulling him to me. I loved being able to say that word, 'Ours'. "Let's eat, Scott," I said and grasped his hand as I led him to the small wooden table. I poured us each a glass of wine. Our eyes met and I raised my glass. "To us," I said huskily, feeling my pulse increase. I couldn't hide my passion and desire from Scott, but I could read the same emotions in his beautiful green eyes.

We fed each other the sandwiches and strawberries I had set out. Scott suddenly grabbed my fingers and licked the melted chocolate off them. I shivered and our eyes locked. His green eyes penetrated right through me. He began to kiss my fingers, slowly working his way up my arm. When he reached my elbow, Scott suddenly moved. He stood up and took my hand, leading me over to the bed.

We stopped beside the bed and he pulled me into his strong arms, kissing me passionately. I quickly opened my mouth welcoming his warm tongue as it danced and wrestled with my own. Then he changed, he began to cover my face with tiny kisses as he kissed my eyelids, then my nose and jaw. I could feel the passion welling up inside of me. He finally returned to my lips as he grabbed the lower one between his teeth. I couldn't stop a low moan from escaping. Finally, Scott began to move as his fingers found the buttons on my shirt and began to unbutton them. We both knew where this was leading, and we both wanted it to happen. The shirt fell from my shoulders, leaving my heaving chest exposed. My eyes were almost closed and as the cool air hit my flesh a shudder ran through me. Scott lowered his head and kissed my chest, licking over one nipple across to the other. I thought I would die when his teeth gently closed around one, making me groan.

Scott kissed his way down my chest, to my belly button and ran his tongue inside. He walked around behind me and grabbed my ass before running his hands up my bare back to my shoulders. I could never get enough of his hands touching me. Scott stood up and gently kissed the back of my neck sending a tremor through me. His arms came around from behind and wrapped me tightly, pulling me back against him. When I felt his hard cock rubbing against my ass I gasped at the exquisite pleasure. I needed to feel more so I reached back and grabbed Scott's ass, pulling him hard up against me. The torment was pure pleasure and I wanted more. I spun around and almost ripped Scott's t-shirt, pulling it over his head. I pulled his mouth to mine and tried to devour his lips as I ran my hands all over his body.

Scott suddenly grabbed my hands. "Brian, love," he whispered softly in my ear. The gentleness in his voice calmed my frantic motions and I slowed down.

Scott took a step back and undid his jeans, letting them fall to the floor where he stepped out of them. I could only stare at my beautiful angel and lick my lips. I wanted him so much. I realized I had too many clothes on so I quickly stripped. Any self-conscious thoughts disappeared, as I soon stood naked before Scott, my body standing at full attention. Scott stared at me for a moment before kneeling in front of me and reaching out, softly stroking me with one finger.

I knew I'd gone to heaven. "Yeah Angel."

I closed my eyes and simply allowed my body to revel in the sensations. I almost came when I felt Scott's coarse, warm tongue lick the head of my shaft. Instead I bucked my hips forward and felt my entire length flow into Scott's moist throat. He pulled his mouth off as his hands reached around to my ass cheeks, and his finger ran along my crack. Then, his warm lips returned to me, sucking and licking along my shaft while his fingers drove me wild playing with my butt. I knew I couldn't stand this teasing for much longer. Scott pulled off my cock again, leaving it fluttering in the cool air, creating even more wondrous sensations. His hand ran down the length of me, collecting the pre-cum seeping out. I didn't know what he was doing and didn't care, I simply wanted him to continue giving me so much unbelievable pleasure.

I felt his hand return to my ass. As his mouth began to suck harder, I suddenly felt one of his fingers enter me. I gasped at the unexpected intrusion. God, it felt so amazing. My body instinctively tensed, but Scott didn't stop. His mouth went into overdrive, while his hands massaged my cheeks and played with my hole. My balls suddenly tightened and my body spasmed. I shouted out Scott's name as my cock exploded in his mouth and I felt his finger drive deeply into me. My legs began to give out, but Scott held me upright until my cock stopped pumping out cum.

I couldn't stand any longer as my knees buckled. Before I hit the floor, Scott grabbed my waist and picked me up, lifting me back onto the bed. He crawled up beside me and we laid there as my breathing slowly returned to normal. Scott gently stroked my chest.

It was my turn to give my angel as much pleasure as he'd given me.

I rolled Scott onto his back and reached down to pull his boxers off, revealing his proud manhood. It was only the second time I'd seen it, but it was beautiful, he was beautiful. I gently kissed the head, sucking off the abundant precum. Scott released a loud groan and I looked up to see his eyes closed and an expression of pleasure on his face. I smiled to myself. I knew what I wanted to happen next. I moved on the bed so I could reach the paper bag that I'd placed on the floor earlier. When I moved back up the bed I found Scott's green eyes staring at me.

I could see the love and tenderness in his eyes and told him what I wanted. "Make love to me, Scott," I pleaded. Scott's eyes flared with surprise and passion. I wanted him, no I needed him, to be my first.

Scott raised his head so he could reach my sensitive lips. "There's nothing that would please me more than to make love with you," he said tenderly as he took the lubricant out of my trembling hands.

I was nervous; maybe a little afraid, but I knew Scott wouldn't hurt me. I felt his fingers run softly down my flushed cheek as our eyes remained locked. I rolled onto my back and propped my head up so I could continue to watch my angel. I could feel my pulse surging and my breathing was coming in gasps. Scott opened the lube and put some on his fingers. Once my legs were raised, Scott slowly worked one finger into my hole. My uncertainty quickly fled as I felt the first jolt of pleasure. He began to gently pump his finger in and out, spreading the lube around.

After a couple of minutes, Scott pulled his finger out only to replace it with two fingers. I gasped softly at the new sensation. I could feel myself being stretched. Scott froze, waiting to see if I was okay. After a few seconds, he began to quickly move his fingers, finger fucking me and giving me unbelievable pleasure. I could feel my cock quickly rising again.

I soon began to thrust my hips in unison with Scott's hand as instinct took over. I needed more and when Scott removed his fingers I moaned loudly in protest. I felt so empty. Then I felt the bed move as Scott moved up and kissed me passionately. I knew what was coming next. I could feel his slick, engorged member at the entrance to my hole.

"You ready, love?" Scott asked me softly. I stared deeply into his green eyes. I trusted him completely and smiled gently as I nodded. Scott slowly moved his hips forward. I could feel the large head pushing at my hole, trying to push its way into the small opening. I couldn't help but release a small cry of pain when the head finally penetrated. The sharp, searing pain was unbelievable. Scott froze again and tenderly kissed me, allowing my body to adjust to the large object invading me. I squeezed my eyes shut, waiting for the pain to pass. Only a few tears escaped, but Scott noticed.

"Do you want me to stop?" he asked softly. I met his gaze and shook my head. The pain was quickly passing, leaving only a full feeling. After a few moments I was ready and nodded for Scott to continue. He began slowly moving his hips forward as his manhood penetrated my virgin ass. I could feel his cock throbbing inside of me. Suddenly he hit that secret spot inside and my body exploded into a million sensations. Scott bent to kiss my chest before pulling back and thrusting back inside. I gasped in ecstasy, never having felt pleasure like that before. As Scott found a rhythm with his long, deep thrusts, his hand reached between us and grabbed my neglected cock.

I couldn't remain quiet any longer. "Oh god, Scott, Angel, yeah that feels so incredible. I can feel your cock reaching right into my soul," I said huskily. Scott changed the pace, slowing down his strokes, then speeding up. I knew he was approaching his orgasm, and I wasn't far behind. He began to thrust quicker as his hand began to jerk me faster. Suddenly, with one deep, hard thrust, I could feel Scott's warm cum firing up into my bowels. The sensation was all I needed to reach my own breaking point as I began to cum, unloading streams of warm cum over both our heaving chests. I knew at that moment, we were giving each other our entire beings, our hearts and souls, forever.

All too soon, Scott's spent penis slipped out, leaving me feeling incredibly empty. I moaned at the loss. Scott crawled up the bed beside me and wrapped his strong arms around me. I realized I was trembling slightly.

Scott ran his fingers through my damp hair and kissed my forehead. "Are you okay, Love?" he asked softly. I could hear the concern in his voice.

I didn't think I could find the words to express what I was feeling. I leaned back so our eyes could meet. I simply stared at him, showing him the immeasurable love I had for him. I simply smiled and nodded as I snuggled against his solid body.

We lay there together, listening to the sound of the fire crackling in the fireplace, both of us lost in our thoughts. I knew I would never forget what we'd shared this day at our little cabin. I knew it would be hard to find time like this again, for a very long while. But someday…

After a while, I remembered that I hadn't shown Scott the real feature of the cabin. I rolled off the bed and held out my hand to him. "I want to show you something," I said, smiling softly.

Scott looked at me and grinned as he got off the bed. "How come you're walking funny?" he whispered in my ear.

I smiled and turned to look at him. "Just wait, your turn's coming!" I vowed.

Scott stole a kiss. "Promise?"

I led Scott through the only door in the cabin, aside from the one leading outside. It went further into the hillside. Behind it was a natural wonder. A natural spring flowed through the hill and a waterfall had been created within the room. I'd had pipes added for a toilet in the corner, but it was natural limestone rock that captured the water in a shallow pool, before a small stream drained it away and back underground.

"Wow!" Scott said, standing there in amazement. I pulled him into the shallow water and under the warm waterfall. The temperature was perfect.

We stood there, letting the water wash away the sweat and dried cum. Before long, Scott pulled me against his wet body, until the entire length of our bodies touched. He took my face in his hands.

"I love you," he whispered before covering my mouth with his. His kiss was so intense I felt like I was being devoured, but I didn't object. I wanted to become one with this man, completely. I never imagined one could feel love so intensely for another human.

We continued to kiss as we stepped out of the water. Scott suddenly picked me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist; my cock trapped between out dripping bodies. Back in the main room, Scott fell onto the bed, with me on top.

"My turn Bri. Make love to me, right now," Scott panted. He grabbed the lube and squeezed some into my hands, before moving back on the bed and spreading his legs. I watched his face as he licked his lips in anticipation. Never knew he was such a sex maniac! I took the lube and rubbed it over my erection, watching Scott get more and more excited. Finally, I crawled up over him.

"So what is it that you want?" I asked, as I ran a finger around his hole, spreading some lube, and teasing him. My eyes never left his. I felt his ass muscles tighten and he moaned.

"I want you love. I want to feel you all the way inside of me, now." I knew Scott had done this before and positioned the head of my cock near his hole. Scott stopped me. "Wait!" he said, and lifted his legs up over my shoulders allowing me complete access to him.

I grinned and pushed forward. I was scared when he gasped loudly in pain. I froze and looked at him in concern. I wanted to give him as much pleasure as he'd given me. After a few seconds, Scott pulled me closer to him, kissing me and forcing me to enter him completely. I relaxed a little when he sighed in contentment. I couldn't believe the sensations along my cock, cloaked in Scott's channel. I'd never imagined anything like it. I wanted to move, but only when he gave me a signal did I.

"Oh yeah babe," he said, encouraging me. I pulled myself back, withdrawing, then slowly pushing all the way back in. Scott closed his eyes at the pleasurable feeling. "Harder love," he said softly.

His wish was my command. I withdrew again, then slammed forward, hard, causing Scott to gasp.

"That's it babe, do it again," Scott begged. How could I refuse? I repeated the motion, thrusting myself into him deeply. I could feel my balls beginning to contract and increased the pace of my thrusts. I was lost to my own sensations as Scott reached between us and began jerking himself off. With every thrust I felt like our hearts and souls were joining, becoming one.

Without warning, Scott began to cum. "Oh god, Brian!" he shouted my name as his body tensed, and his ass tightened around my cock. I couldn't hold back any more and with one final, deep thrust, I began to cum too, unloading my juices into Scott's incredible hole. I had thought that having Scott inside me was unbeatable, but being inside of Scott was just as amazing.

"Oh, yeah, Angel, can you feel it?" I asked as our eyes locked. I could feel my cum firing into Scott. It was the most erotic sensation I've ever felt. I thought our simultaneous orgasms were never going to end they were so intense.

Finally, our bodies relaxed and Scott lowered his legs from my shoulders. He pulled me up to his chest. Once again, we were both covered in sweat and cum, but we didn't care. I rested my head against Scott's shoulder, trying to regain my breath. I threw my arm possessively across his chest. Very quickly, we both fell into exhausted sleep.

A few hours later, when we woke, we were still wrapped in each other's arms. At that moment, I never wanted to leave there. It was the closest I'd ever felt to any one in my life.

I rolled over to look at my Angel and couldn't help but smile.

"Do you have any idea what that smile of yours does to me?" Scott asked softly, running his fingers down my cheek.

I really wanted to know. "Tell me," I said, kissing his chin then his jaw.

"It makes me believe that anything in this world is possible. It makes me sit in awe that you are here with me and that you want *me*, out of millions of other people - ME." I listen to him tell me what was in his heart and could only smile. I knew exactly what he was talking about.

I lost myself in his eyes. It was my turn. "Just remember that. There is no one else that makes me feel as loved or in love as you, Scott," I told him honestly.

Scott pulled my lips back to his and we kissed tenderly. We remained holding each other on the bed until Scott's stomach growled, making me laugh.

"What? Its you fault that I'm hungry, ya know," he said jokingly.

"Uh-huh." I replied. I reluctantly rolled off his comfortable chest and off the bed, stopping to pull on my boxers. I realized it was dark outside and glanced to see that it was after 8.

I walked over to the small kitchen and began to unpack more food from the large picnic basket and cooler.

"So when do we have to go back?" Scott asked from the bed as I put the food on the table. I glanced over at him.

"I told Mom and Kevin we'd be back around lunchtime tomorrow. I want to show you some of the city before we have to leave on Sunday. Is that okay?" I asked.

Scott smiled and climbed out of the bed. He pulled his boxers on before walking over to me. He pulled me to him and wrapped his arms tightly around me. I loved that feeling. "As long as you're with me, I don't care where we are." I felt exactly the same way.