Here's the next installment. I made it longer than the others, becuase I know it's preferable. Even though i havn't gotten a very large amount of feedback. But that's alright, I know at least one person is reading, it's worth posting. I hope you like it.
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More Than
Anything
by Susie Q Poofu
Chapter
18
"It's been a great few days, despite a few things, I'm glad
you came." Lance said, giving Joey a hug goodbye.
"Thanks for letting us stay, I'll see you guys in a couple
weeks." Joey said, hugging JC.
"Yeah, thanks guys, It was great getting out of Orlando for
a few days." Nina said, hugging them and getting a kiss on
the cheek from each of the guys.
"Thanks for having me." Sue said, acting as nothing
happened, hugging JC, then Lance, slipping something into Lance's
back pocket.
"You sure you guys don't wanna come back with us? JC?"
Joey asked.
"No thanks, we're just gonna chill, we'll see y'all in a
couple weeks." JC said.
"K, bye guys." Joey said.
"See ya." Lance and JC said.
The three walked to the terminal as the last call was called over
the speakers. After they were gone, Lance reached into his back
pocket.
"What's that?" JC asked.
"I don't know." Lance said, unfolding a small piece of
paper. "Sue put it in my pocket."
Lance unfolded the paper and they both read it silently. The
looked back up at eachother and Lance put the paper back in his
pocket. Neither knowing what it really meant, but they had a
feeling it wasn't good.
"So now were alone, I think we should talk about whats gonna
happen with us." JC said, turning to Lance.
"I know, we need to get some stuff figured out."
"Well, what are we gonna do? Before you say anything, hear
what I have to say." Lance nodded. "Okay, well... I
love you, I've loved you for a long time Lance, ever since I got
to know you, but I'd never tell you, I didn't think you'd want to
be with me." JC said, his eyes locked on Lance's. "You
don't know how hard it's been on me these past few years, not
being able to be with you how I wanted to be, but everyday I
cherished our friendship. It was expecially had when you were
with Joey, and then Danielle, and when they both hurt you, it was
me that was there for you, you don't know how much I wanted to
take all your pain away, I just wanted you to be happy. And now
what you know I love you, and you say you love me, I don't wanna
lose you, I know if we decide to stay together, it will be VERY
hard, but I am willing to try as I'll risk everything to be with
you." As JC finished talking, they were both on the verge of
tears.
"I don't deserve such a wonderful man." Lance said,
smililng at JC. "You are the best friend anyone would ask
for and I would be the luckiest guy in the world to be with you.
I wanna try, but we have to be extremely discreet, no acting like
anything but friends and bandmates, no telling a soul, no slip
ups, no being together unless its 110% safe, who knows what would
happen if someone found out... but your definately worth it. Your
the first person I've ever loved, it just seems so right to be
with you, your love is all I'll ever need."
JC was beaming as tears fell from his eyes, "So you wanna
give us a try?"
"Yeah, I do" Lance said, rubbing JC's hand. JC squeezed
Lance's hand and they sat there and silently looked into
eachother's eyes until Lance broke the silence, "And we have
the next two weeks, just me.. and you."
JC wiggled his eyebrows at Lance and smiled, "Sounds good to
me." JC stood up, holding Lance's hand and pulled him up
with him. JC placed Lance's hand on his waist and brought his
lips to Lance's softly. Then they kissed again, and again, JC
hands running up Lance's chest around his neck. The kiss was
amazing for both of them, filled with their love for eachother.
They went upstairs to Lance's room and laid in bed together
watching TV. Lance lay partially on JC, with JC's arms around
him, there they fell asleep with no worries, no regrets, nothing
but love and happiness in their minds and smiles on their faces.
Chapter 19
JC woke up, laying like he fell asleep, with his love in his
arms. Seeing Lance there made him know he was going to have a
wonderful 2 weeks. He didn't want to move and disturb the angel
in his arms so he lay still, lightly stroking Lance's arms.
Lance opened his eyes and stretched, feeling JC underneath him,
remembering he was in the arms of someone he loved put a giant
smile on his face. Stretching, he put his arm around JC's neck
and rolled over to look at him.
"Good morning." JC said smilling.
"Good morning to you too." Lance said, rubbing JC's
chest. They looking into each other's eyes and leaned in for a
slow, soft, loving kiss.
JC ran his hand down Lance's bare back, "I want to wake up
like this every morning." he said, kissing Lance again.
"So do I." The two just lay in each other's arms, so
incredibly happy to be there. "I love you."
"I love you too Lance, I always have and I always
will." They kissed a few more times and Lance started to get
up. "Where ya going?"
"I'm hungry!"
"Let me make you breakfast." JC said, getting up after
him.
"JC," Lance said, placing his hand on JC's chest,
"You can't cook."
JC laughed, "Oh yeah... I can make pop tarts.. and cereal
though! What do you want for breakfast? I'll make it for
you."
"You don't have to do that."
"But baby.." JC said, wrapping his arms around the
front of Lance. "I wanna make you breakfast!"
Lance leaned his head back and kissed JC, "That's sweet, I'd
love for you to make me breakfast... I just hope it's
edible!" he said smilling.
"Thanks for the support." JC said laughing.
"I'll take a shower, that should give you enough time to run
to McDonalds for some egg mcmuffins."
"That's it, you asked for it!" JC said as he twisted
Lance around in his arms and knocked him onto the bed, with him
on top of Lance. JC strattled Lance and held his wrists down.
"So JC, what was the point of this? Do I have to apologize
now? Cuz frankly I like the situation, so I don't think what
would work too good." Lance told him with a sly smile.
JC sighed, "Yeah, I know, it just seemed like a good
idea." Gotten tired of leaning over holding Lance's arms
down, JC sat up straight on Lance.
"You gonna let me take a shower?"
"Sure, go ahead."
"But honey, your sitting on me."
"Hmmm.." JC said, rubbing his chin looking like he was
in deep thought, "Looks like ya can't then." he said
smiling.
"Oh yeah?"
"Yup."
"Don't be so sure." he said, quickly bringing his hands
to JC's sides and started tickling him, which immediately knocked
JC over on the bed. Lance quickly rolled over onto JC and kept
tickling him. He soon stopped and started to kiss him, rubbing
his hands up JC, JC's hands running up and down Lance's back.
They broke apart and smiled at each other. "Love you
JC."
"I love you too, now get off me and go shower."
"Join me?"
"Didn't we already decide I was gonna make you breakfast
while you shower? Even though I would LOVE to join you, I thought
Lancey's tummy was growlin? Or are you hungry for somethin
else?" JC asked smirking.
Lance ran his finger down JC's chest to his boxers, He leaned
into kiss him and said, "Maybe a bit of both." against
his lips, sucking on JC's bottom lip. JC placed a hand behind
Lance's head and brought his lips down on his in a passionate
kiss, sensuously rubbing their tongues together, massaging the
insides of each other's mouths. Lance moaned as they broke apart
for air and forcefully went back into the deep kiss. After a few
minutes of such passionate kisses, both men were breathing heavy
and quite hot. Lance rolled off JC onto his side, looking JC up
and down. His hair was a mess, he needed to shave, his arms and
chest were just beautiful and there was a large bulge in his
boxers.
JC looked over at Lance and asked, "Whatcha lookin at?"
"The sexiest man alive."
"No, I believe that's you."
"Yeah right, I don't even come close to you."
"But I like it when your close to me." JC said smiling.
Lance laughed at him, "Your so cheesy."
JC laughed along with him, running his hand over Lance's
shoulder, down his chest, rubbing his right nipple, slowly down
his stomach, to his belly button, then followed the line of hair
to his dark blue boxers, he then lightly ran his hand over the
bulge, Lance moaned at the light touch.
"You know our really not making it easy for me to go
shower."
"Well do you think I would when I can be doing this?"
JC said as he rolled on top of Lance, their manhoods rubbing up
against each other. A slight moan excaped Lance's mouth as JC
licked up Lance's neck to his ear and began sucking on the lobe.
Lance lay back with his eyes closed, moaning once in a while as
JC kissed, licked and sucked down to his chest.
"I don't see us making it very far very soon." Lance
said.
JC looked up at Lance, "Me neither, I just can't believe
we're together, I just don't wanna let you out of my arms."
"I know what you mean." he smiled.
"I don't know how I'll live once we go back on tour, not
being able to hold you, touch you, kiss you, anytime I wan, it's
gonna be torture."
"We'll handle it, I'm sure it wont be too bad." Lance
said, kissing him. Their kiss was interrupted by a loud rumble,
Lance's stomach. They both started to laugh.
"Still hungry huh?" JC asked.
"Hell yeah."
"Well if we don't get up now, I don't think we ever will, so
I think I should go make you that breakfast now."
"Sounds good, just don't try to make anything that involves
more than microwaving or toasting! You know you can't cook, so
please, don't even attempt to! Spare my life!" lance said
desperately.
"Okay, but only cuz I love you!" he said kissing him.
"I'm glad we're not enemies!" they both laughed. Lance
went to take his shower while JC went to find something for
breakfast. All the while JC was making breakfast he had a giant
smile on his face, this was exactly what he wanted, everything
was perfect, they were alone, they were together, they were in
love, what else could he ask for?
JC had gotten dressed before going downstairs, he was wearing
khaki's and a long sleeved deep blue shirt that made his eyes
look extremely blue. He was humming along as Lance walked down
the stairs. He was wearing his 'Mississippi tight jeans' and a
light blue t-shirt. JC was just pulling the Eggos out of the
toaster oven when Lance came in.
"Ooooh! Chocolate Chip Eggos!" Lance yelled like a
little kid, sniffing the air. JC laughed at him and set the plate
of Eggos on the table. "WOW! and you didn't burn them!"
Lance said, sitting down.
"Hey I can make Eggos! They're perfect." he said
proudly. Lance quickly devoured his Eggos. JC laughed at him as
he finished the last bite.
"Hungry much?" he asked.
"Hey, you heard my stomach earlier!" then he said
"ME HUNGRY" in a Taz voice.
"I think your takin the Taz think too far, don't get like
Joey!"
"I don't think anyone could get as bad as Joey and
Superman." Lance laughed.
"But at least he hasn't tried to fly... lately!"
JC broke out laughing. "I can't believe he actually did
that!" JC said thinking back to the time in Sweden when Joey
dressed up as Superman and told everyone he could fly, and
proceeded by juming off a 4th floor balcony.
"Well of course he was cocked off his ass, and he is Joey,
and Chris' coaxing didn't help either." Lance said, still
laughing at that.
"I remember how mad you were at him too! You were so
pissed!" JC laughed.
"Well he could have gotten severely hurt! It's a damn good
thing there was a pool out the window, and he still coulda been
hurt really bad."
"Yeah, and he ended up doin a half a belly flop kinda thing,
god when he woke up the next day he was flippin out, he had no
idea why he hurt so bad and then when we wouldn't tell him he got
so mad!" JC laughed, picking up the dishes.
Lance walked up behind JC and put his arms around him. "I
love you JC."
"I love you too." JC turned around and the kissed. They
pulled apart and smiled at each other, both knowing it was gonna
be a great two weeks.
Chapter
20
"So, what do you want to do today?" JC asked, as he
wrapped his arms around Lance.
"Stay home and spend some time with the man I adore."
Lance sighed, looking into his eyes.
"Thats so sweet." JC said softly, kissing his lips.
"By the way, your out of eggos."
"Oh thats not good! I'm addicted to those!" Lance
whined.
"Your out of orange juice too." JC laughed.
"Ok, thats it, come on lets go." Lance said, grabbing
JC's hand.
"Where are you taking me?" JC asked as he was dragged
across the room.
"Where do you think? To the grocery store!"
-
"Will you stop it!" Lance demanded, as JC threw
something into the heaping cart.
"What'd I do?" JC asked just like a child would.
"You keep throwing tons of stuff in the cart, we're gonna be
here for 2 weeks, not 2 years!" Lance complained laughing.
"I'm sorry, I wont do it again." JC promised, walking
ahead of the cart down the aisle. The next thing Lance knew a bag
of potato chips mysteriously landed in the cart.
"JC..."
"Wasn't me!" he smirked.
"Sure it wasn't." Lance laughed at him.
JC lead Lance as they turned the corner to the next aisle. JC of
course wasn't paying attention and was surprised when he bumped
into someone.
"Oh, sorry." he apologized to the young girl he'd
bumped into. The girl just stood staring at him, not saying a
word.
"Hey Janie..." said another girl coming form behind
her. "Oh my god!" she shrieked. "Are you JC
Chasez?"
"I sure am." he smiled at the girls.
"Oh my God! Can I have an autograph?" she asked,
rummageing through her pockets.
"No problem." he said, taking the paper she'd given
him.
"Oh my God!!" she screamed again as Lance rounded the
corner.
"Sure JC, get all the fans to yourself, don't even bother
telling them I'm here. Don't mind him, he's rude." Lance
laughed.
"Oh my god, my friends are never gonna belive this, I met
Lance and JC at a grocery store!" she said, jumping a
little. When JC was finished he handed the paper to Lance.
"Your awfuly quiet." JC said to the other girl, who was
still standing stiff staring at them with gaping eyes.
"She's just star struck." The other girl answered for
her. "Here, she'll kill me later if she doesn't get an
autograph too."
They chucked at her and signed the paper.
"Thank you soooo much!" the girl said, as she grabbed
her friend and walked away.
"Gotta love that." JC said, smiling.
"Yeah, I wouldn't want anything to take that away..."
he said softly.
JC knew what he meant by that.
-
"I can't belive I spent $150 on groceries, remind me not to
take you shopping again." Lance commented. "For someone
so skinny you sure do like food."
"It's not my fault." JC pouted sweetly.
Lance chuckled at him, "Don't do that!"
"Why not?"
"Because, your too damn cute when you pout like that."
JC replied by pouting again, sticking his lower lip out and
giving him sad puppy dog eyes.
Lance laughed and walked over to him, putting his arms around his
waist. "I love you, you know that?"
"I know, and I love to hear you say it, everytime you tell
me you love me it's like the first time, makes me feel all funny
inside." he smiled. "And it makes me think of how much
I love you."
JC leaned down and touched his lips to Lance's softly and slowly.
Electric sparks shot through both JC and Lance's bodies, like it
does everytime they kiss.
Lance softly caressed JC's cheek, "Your one of the best
things that's ever happened to me, I couldn't ask for more."
-
Night had fallen and the two lay in Lance's bed silently. The
room was dark, the only light was of the street light that peeked
in through the crack between the shade and the window frame.
Lance snuggled up against JC, with his arm across his chest. He
thought about how much he cared about JC and how much he meant to
him and a song popped into his head, he begun to sing it softly.
Lying here with you
Listening to the rain
Smiling just to see the smile upon your face
These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive
These are the moments
I'll remember all my life
I found all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more
Looking in your eyes
Seeing all I need
Everything you are is everything to me
These are the moments
I know heaven must exist
These are the moments I know all I need is this
I have all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more
I could not ask for more than this time together
I could not ask for more than this time with you
Every prayer has been answered
Every dream I have's come true
And right here in this moment is right where I'm meant to be
Here with you here with me
These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive
These are the moments I'll remember all my life
I've got all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more
I could not ask for more than this time together
I could not ask for more than this time with you
Every prayer has been answered
Every dream I have's come true
And right here in this moment is right where I'm meant to be
Here with you here with me
I could not ask for more than the love you give me 'Coz it's all
I've waited for
And I could not ask for more
I could not ask for more
JC clasped his hand in Lances and brought his lips to his for a
slow, soft and sweet kiss. A tear fell from his eye.
"Why are you crying?" Lance whispered.
"Because I love you so much."
**Lyrics from "I Could Not Ask For More" Written by
Diane Warren / Performed by Edwin McCain**
Chapter 21
JC sat down at the desk in Lance's office and pulled out his
journal. He picked up a pencil and began to write.
Wed. May 24, 2000
Sup Journal?
Sorry I haven't written in you for a while, so many things have been going on. Last timeI wrote was a couple days after I got to Mississippi, and since then I haven't had enough time, and I haven't needed to write. I will remember what has happened here so vividly in my mind it doesn't need to be put in words, and I can't imagine how I even could.
My dreams have come true, they really have. I feel so complete, so whole, everything is right in my life right now. I just can't even start to explain how I feel.
About 2 weeks ago, well actually, I can give you a date, I will never forget that date, it was May 11, 2000, Lance told me he loved me for the first time. He had heard me sing to him, he found out I loved him and he realized he loved me too. I still can't belive it. And on that day, he told me he loved me, and the world I had known was changed forever, just as it had the day he came into my life. I couldn't belive it when I heard the words, it was as if I was reborn, I just felt alive, I love him so much, and to hear him say that, it was amazing.
Ever since that day, we have been together, loving each other as I thought we never would. Everytime I see him and look into his eyes, it's like the first time I laid eyes on him. Everytime I touch him, it's like the first time. And everytime his lips touch mine, I feel as though I am in hea ven. I feel that I am truly blessed, there's an angel that god sent to me and he's right here with me, by my side. When I wake up in the morning, and the first thing I see is him, I know it's all going to be alright. He gives me faith, he gives me strength... he completes me. With him, I am whole.
We're leaving here on Monday, going back to Orlando. Im eager to get back to touring and performing, that's always been my first love, and I could never live very long without it, but I wont be able to be with Lance. I dont know what's going to happen when we go back, I keep thinking about it, will we be able to be together at all? Will It change our relationship? So many questions I have, and no answers. But you know me, I will do anything I can for him, whatever I need to do to make him happy. I know he's afraid, he's afraid someone will find out, he doesn't want to hurt *NSYNC in any way. But I'm not going to let anything hurt him, I hope so anyway. I'd do anything to make him happy.
I sound disgusting don't I? All talking lovey dovey and everything, but I just can't help it. I've never felt so strongly for anyone before, it's so amazing. I love Lance more than I love myself, and I'm just so... I don't even know the word to use, happy, thrilled, excited, overjoyed they don't compare to how I feel, I don't think there is a word to explain it.
I love him, I really do.-Josh
Chapter 22
"This
is Daisy." Lance said, petting the cream colored horse.
"She's pretty tame, I think you'll do okay with her."
Lance had brought JC to his favorite stable. He used to go there
all the time when he was growing up, they took great care of the
horses and they had beautiful trails. JC mounted Daisy and Lance
mounted his horse, Raven, which was a deep black color.
"I've ridden this trail so many times, I bet I could do it
with my eyes closed." Lance said as he lead JC down the
trail.
"It's beautiful." JC said, remarking on the lush green
trees and colorful flowers.
"It's the perfect day to go horseback riding." Lance
smiled at JC.
"Don't say that, last time you said it was the perfect day
for something you almost drowned. I swear, if you fall off your
horse, I'm gonna keep you in a bubble for the rest of your
life!" JC threatened.
Lance simply chuckled at his remark.
-
"Oh wow." JC said as Lance lead him to a clearing.
"I found this place when I was riding one day, isn't it
beautiful?" Lance smiled, as he dismounted.
"Yeah it is." JC looked around, they were in a small
clearing from the woods. It was surrounded by trees and was
secluded and peaceful. In the center of the clearing was a small
pond where colorful fish swam pleacefully.
After tieing up the horses to a tree, Lance walked over to the
pond and sat down. JC looked over at him and thought he was in
heaven, this beautiful place with this beautiful man, he had to
pinch himself to make sure he wasn't dreaming. He walked over to
Lance and sat down beside him. Lance was leaning over running his
fingers in the cool water.
Lance looked up at JC as he sat down beside him. He gave him a
warm loving smile. "I love you." he whipered.
"I love you too." JC whispered back, leaning over to
capture Lance's lips. Lance quickly pulled away.
"Don't!" he said firmly.
"Why not?" JC asked confused.
"Anyone could show up at any minute, someone could be
watching right now for all we know!" he said, looking hurt.
"I'm sorry, I wasn't thinking."
"I know that! You can't do that JC! You can't not be
thinking, cuz something like that could ruin everything!" he
announced. He stood up and walked away from JC.
"Lance..." he beckoned, floowing him. "I'm sorry
baby.." he said putting his arms around him.
"Damnit JC! Didn't you listen to a word I just said?!"
he asked angrily, pushing him away.
"I'm sorry, I just wanted to show you I was sorry.. I wanted
to comfort you.. I.."
"I understand that JC, I do, but you have to understand YOU
CAN'T DO THAT! How are we gonna make it if you do stuff like that
huh JC? I don't want to lose you." he said, ending in a
whisper.
"I don't want to lose you either, you mean so much to
me..."
"Then you're going to have to learn to control yourself,
otherwise we can't do this." he said softly, looking into
his eyes. He had pain in his voice. Lance was scared, scared
someone would find out. He walked over to his horse and untied
it. Without a word he got back on and headed toward the trail.
Hurt, JC followed.
As Lance rode back to the stables he thought back to what
happened with Joey.
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"Get back here!" Joey yelled, as he chased Lance around
the recording studio. Lance speeded down the hall trying to get
away from the clutches of Joey. "Give it back!" he
yelled after him.
Lance had stolen Joey's superman briefs and threatened to show
everyone. Lance ran down the hall and into a room and was closing
the door when Joey barged right through, knocking them both down.
Joey landed on top of Lance and smiled at him.
"Thanks for dropping by." Lance laughed under the
weight of his boyfriend.
"No problem, your my favorite place to visit." he
smirked at him. Joey leaned down and closed his lips on Lance's.
Just then the door opened, "There you guys are." Max
Martin, one of the producers said. "What are you guys
doing?" he looked at them strangely.
"Umm.. Lance stole something from me and I had to tackle him
to get it back, now give it back!" he said to Lance, getting
up off him.
"Ugh, fine here." he said, handing him his underwear,
making sure Max could see them. "Aren't they cute?" he
smiled nervously at him.
Max laughed and walked out of the room. Lance looked over at Joey
and gave him an evil look and followed Max out of the room.
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"That can't happen again." Lance said to himself as
they arrived back at the stable. Lance put the horses back and
headed to his car without saying a word to JC.
"Are you just gonna stop talking to me?" JC asked once
they were in the car. "I'm sorry, I really am! I'm kicking
myself for that, I'll make it up to you.."
"JC.. just.. don't say anything." Lance said, not
looking away from the road.
JC stared out the window. He understood Lance was angry with him,
but he didn't understand why he was being so mean. He just tried
to be patient with him, he knew it was hard on Lance, but it was
hard on him too.
When they arrived at Lance's home, Lance walked to his room
without a word to JC. He stepped in his room and closed his door.
Leaning up against the door he let the tears fall.
Chapter 23
Lance walked over to his bed and picked up the poleriod him and
JC had taken of themselves a few days before. "I love you so
much JC." he whispered. He curled up on his bed and
shivered, not becuase he was cold, because he was scared. He was
scared this wasn't going to work, he was scared he was going to
lose JC, lose his career, lose everything. He felt bad for
treating JC like that, of course he did, but JC still shouldn't
have done that. The first was a mistake, and it was bad, but it
was bearable. But then when he wrapped his arms around him, after
have talked about that, it was just stupid and irrisponsible! He
couldn't believe JC had done that, and that he'd let him. But
aside from it all, he didn't have to be so cold to him, he was
afriad, but that was still no reason. Lance got up off his bed
and headed downstairs.
He stepped into the living room to see JC sitting on the couch
staring off into oblivion. He stood there a moment before JC
looked up at him. Lance silently walked over to the couch and sat
next to him. They sat a minute, not saying a word, they knew what
each other's feelings were, they knew what each other had to say.
"I'm sorry I snapped at you like that JC." Lance
apologizing.
"It's alright, you had every right to."
"I didn't have to be so cold to you though..."
"I know you were just scared, and I did some incredibly
stupid stuff, I realize that, I just didn't at the moment. I
don't want to do anything to jeapordize this."
"Neither do I, I love you too much to lose you."
"I know." JC smiled at Lance. They leaned in and kissed
each other lovingly. "Let me make it up to you."
"You don't have to."
"I want to." he smiled.
"Okay... how?"
"That's a surprise, you just go to your room and stay there
until I tell you you can come out, got that?"
"Yes motherrr." he joked, enunciating the end.
"Go!" JC commanded. They kissed again and Lance went
back upstairs.
JC got up and began to gather everything he needed to make it
perfect. He grabbed a phone book and a piece of paper and began
to make a list.
-
Lance sat in his room watching TV when JC walked in, trying to
conceal his grin, and not succeding. JC walked over to Lance and
grabbed his hand, pulling him up. He stood behind him and pulled
out a hankerchief and wrapped it around Lance's head, so he
couldn't see.
"What are you doing?" Lance asked. JC didn't reply,
just tied the knot in the back. He took Lance's hand and head him
out the door.
"Down the stairs." He said when they arrived at the top
of the stairs. Slowly they decended the stairs, Lance clumsily
tried not to fall. When they got to the bottom JC lead Lance out
the back door into the yard. There he took off the blindfold.
Lance had a large fenced in secluded back yard, which was now
beautifully decorated. JC had placed candles all around and in
the inground pool. There were a trail of candles leading to a
blanket in the middle of the yard. Around the blanket were more
candles and music was playing from somewhere which Lance could
not distinguish. He didn't know what to say, the only thing that
could excape his mouth was, "Wow." JC smiled at him and
lead him through the trail of glowing candles to the blanket
where there was a small table with candles and a silver tray on
it. They sat down on adjacent sides of the table and JC pulled
the cover off the tray, revealing a heaping pile of spaghetti.
The aroma of the spaghetti invaded Lance's senses as an
"Mmmm." came from him.
Still without any words, JC picked up a fork and twirled some
spaghetti around it. He held the fork out in front of Lance,
offering it to him. Lance opened his mouth welcoming the food and
JC put the fork in his mouth and let him take the spaghetti off.
As JC pulled the fork out of his mouth a piece was left on his
chin. JC leaned in and took it into his mouth, closing his lips
onto Lance's softly.
JC slowly sucked the spaghetti from Lance's mouth and ate it.
Once they had eaten the spaghetti in their mouths JC slid his
tongue into Lance's waiting mouth. They passionately kissed for
what seemed eternity, yet it didn't last long enough. Finally
they pulled away and smiled at each other. They continued to
devour the spaghetti.
Half the plate was gone as they kissed again, sharing the food.
JC placed his hands on Lance's waist and brought his hands up
under his shirt. Lance moaned against his lips as JC's hands
glided over his skin. JC pulled away from Lance, recieving a
dissatisfied groan from him. Slowly he pulled Lance's shirt from
his body and laid him down. JC laid on top of him and reclaimed
his lips. He rubbed his chest sensuously as they kissed.
After a few minutes JC pulled away and took some spaghetti in his
hand and places it on Lance's chest. Lance gasped in surprise. JC
leaned down and slowly licked the spaghetti sauce off his skin.
He then sucked the spagetti up. The feeling of this was driving
Lance mad. JC continued to eat spaghetti off of Lance as they
both became more and more aroused.
"JC.." Lance whispered out of breath, "Make love
to me."
Chapter 24
"JC.." Lance whispered out of breath, "Make love
to me."
Without a word JC leaned down and captured Lance's lips with his,
plunging his tongue inside his mouth to meet Lances. They began
an erotic deul as Lance ran his hands up under JC's shirt. JC
pulled away and threw his shirt onto the ground with Lance's. JC
knealt, stratling Lance at his thighs and gazed down admiringly
at Lance. His heart beat faster with every moment of looking at
him. He was still amazed by it all, no matter what, he was still
amazed he was finally with him. "Your my angel, Lance."
he said to him, smiling.
"No, you're mine." Lance said, running his hand up JC's
arm. JC leaned over and kissed Lance's soft lips sweetly before
standing up. JC unzipped his pants and let them fall to his
ankles. He kicked them off and laid down beside Lance.
Lance looked over at JC and smiled at him as their lips were
brought together in a loving kiss once again. As JC caressed the
inside of Lance's mouth his hand began to rub Lance's chest. He
broke away from Lance and trailed his kisses down his neck
lightly. Little by little his kisses descended down Lance. JC
kissed up and down his colar bone and down to his nipples. He
softly kissed each before slowly kissing his way down his
stomache.
As he reached the top of Lance's pants he slowly unbuckled his
belt and slid it out if his pants. Then slowly he slid Lance's
pants off him leaving him in his boxers. JC looked down at Lance
and saw he was enjoying this. JC then leaned back down and kissed
the rim of Lance's boxers. Lance let out a surprised gasp when he
felt JC's tongue slip under the waist of his boxers. He grinned
down at JC as he slipped his fingers into his boxers and rid
Lance of them.
A moan exscaped Lance's mouth as JC's mouth made contact with his
erection. JC lightly kissed the tip, then kissed up and down it,
smirking at Lance.
"JC, thats cute and all, but just do it please?" Lance
begged.
JC snickered at the torture he was putting Lance through but
obliged by taking him into his mouth. Slowly he moved up and down
Lance, working his tongue over him slowly. Lance gasped as JC
took all of him in his mouth and began to suck lightly on him. JC
felt Lance's release coming so he stopped, prolonging it.
"Your such a tease!" Lance groaned.
JC followed by rubbing his tounge over him as he felt Lance begin
to tremble and then release into his mouth. JC swallowed it and
took his mouth away. He sat looking down at Lance, who still had
his eyes closed. He smirked as he quietly stood up and walked
away, without Lance noticing.
Lance slowly opened his eyes after his orgasm to lay his eyes on
JC, but found him to be gone. He sat up quickly and looked around
but didn't see him anywhere.
"JC?" he called out, but got not response. "JC,
where did you go?" he called out again. He groaned as he got
up, looking around. He was nowhere to be seen. Lance headed
toward the house when he heard a loud splash behind him. He spun
around to see ripples in the pool.
JC surfaced in the pool and wiped the water from his eyes. He
looked up to see Lance looking at him. He smiled sweetly at Lance
as he floated in the water. Lance smirked at JC and walked over
to the pool, hopping into the water. As the water engulfed him he
swam to meet JC in the middle of the pool.
JC put his hands on Lance's hips and pulled his soaked body to
his, stealing a kiss. Lance smiled up at JC as he ran his hand
down the back of his neck. Their lips were once brought together
slowly as they massaged the inside of each other's mouth. They
broke apart smiling at each other. "This is so
perfect." Lance whispered, running his hand up JC's neck.
"This is the way it was meant to be." JC whispered to
him, capturing his lips once again, leading him to the side of
the pool. They pulled apart and JC climed the ladder out of the
pool, holding Lance's hand as he followed. They walked over to
the pool house and Lance grabbed an oversized towel and wrapped
them both inside of it. JC wrapped his strong arms around Lance's
body and rubbed the towel on him to dry him off.
With one arm around Lance, JC backed away from Lance a little,
looking at him. A smile still remaining on his lips as he placed
his hand under Lance's chin, leaning in to kiss him softly.
"I love you." he said against Lance's lips, before
walking him over to the couch.
"I love you too." Lance replied, laying down on the
couch with JC. JC wrapped his arms around Lance as he snuggled
into his chest. There they fell asleep, so in love.
Chapter 25
Lance stretched and yawned as he woke, finding himself in his own
bed. He looked over to find the bed beside him empty. His
forehead wrinkled as he tried to remember going to bed, he
didn't. "I know I fell asleep in the pool house." Lance
thought to himself. He crawled out of bed and walked to the
bathroom looking for JC, he wasn't there. He walked to his bureau
and pulled out a pair of boxers and put them on.
Lance trudged downstairs to find it quiet, JC nowhere to be seen.
"Where the hell is he?" he thought. He walked out the
back door and noticed everything from the night before was gone,
the candles, the blanket, everything. He began to think he was
crazy. He walked the pool house and saw the towel they had used
dry and neatly folded where it was the day before. "What,
did I dream this whole thing?!" he thought, "I know I
didn't have anything to drink last night..." He walked back
into his house and headed for the kitchen to get a glass of
Orange juice. He opened the fridge and saw it was gone.
"What the hell?!" he said aloud, "I KNOW we had a
fuckin full jug of orange juice yesterday!" He sat down at
the kitchen table and put his head in his hands. "I've gone
insane!" he yelled. Lifting his head he saw a piece of paper
at the other side of the table. He leaned over and read it. He
suddenly started to laugh histerically.
Lance,
I woke up last night and brought you inside, you were too peaceful to wake up. I cleaned up the back yard this morning, don't worry about it. Went to get some OJ, I accidently spilled it, sorry, hope Im back before you get up, but if not, I'll be back soon.
Love you, JC
Lance threw the
note back down on the table and walked upstairs to take a shower.
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JC walked in the door and looked around, "He must still be
sleeping." he thought. He put the jug of orange juice in the
refrigerator and headed upstairs. As he got to the top of the
stairs he heard the shower running. He walked into Lance's room
and sat down on his bed and waited for him to come out.
A few minutes later he heard the shower shut off and then Lance
walked out, naked. JC smiled and whistled at him when he saw.
"This is better than last time I was in here when you got
out of the shower." he commented.
"Yeah, now you can check out my ass and not try to hide
it." he laughed at him.
"Who said I was before?"
"Because I could tell, I didn't mind, that was after I found
out about your feelings for me. Think about it, do you think I
would have just dropped the towel anyway?" he asked,
smirking.
JC just stared at him with his mouth open, he coudn't belive it.
Lance walked over to him and planted a kiss on his parted lips
before getting dressed.
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"I don't want this to be over" JC said, as he lay on
the couch, with Lance in his arms.
"I know." Lance said, snuggling his head in JC's neck.
The next day they had to get on a place to Orlando for tour
rehearsals. "How are we gonna be together?" Lance asked
JC, looking up at him.
"I don't know Lance, but we will." he smiled. Neither
had ever been happier in their personal lives than they were
those past 2 weeks. Lance brushed his hand over JC's cheek and
brought his lips to his.
"What do you say we go upstairs and enjoy our last night
together?" JC said, smiling at Lance.
Lance jumped up and ran to the steps. "Only if you can catch
me!" He yelled. JC hopped up off the couch and chased Lance
up the stairs, tackling him on the bed.
"Now you're mine." JC growled as he pinned Lance.
"I'll always be yours JC." he smiled up at him.
They enjoyed their last night together, not knowing just how long
it would be before they could be together again.